Nov. 30th Dec. 1st 2014

[11/30/2014 11:34:24 PM] Scoots Buragi: Eric, please don't guilt trip him okay
[11/30/2014 11:34:34 PM] Scoots Buragi: Because then I'm going to start wondering the same
[11/30/2014 11:37:30 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Then tell him to stop guilt tripping me.
[11/30/2014 11:38:52 PM] Scoots Buragi: Oh, like how you did that to me with the entire Zakk pet thing during my time on deployment? Calling me ignorant at the time for things I hardly knew about, but to get it at the time of the most stressing point I've had in life.
[11/30/2014 11:38:58 PM] Scoots Buragi: How do you think I felt?
[11/30/2014 11:43:21 PM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: Almost the same as me now, except for the fact that you never even acknowledged how much damage you were causing at the time.
[11/30/2014 11:43:59 PM] Scoots Buragi: What exact damage could I cause for not being there most the time, please tell me, I wanna hear this.
[11/30/2014 11:44:12 PM] Scoots Buragi: Because the damage you caused him was more upsetting for me
[11/30/2014 11:44:25 PM] Scoots Buragi: Were you jealous of me
[11/30/2014 11:44:39 PM] Scoots Buragi: Because I'm not jealous of you, your my fucking friend.
[11/30/2014 11:44:53 PM] Scoots Buragi: I can't be jealous, I wanna support you
[11/30/2014 11:45:08 PM] Scoots Buragi: Is that hard for you?
[11/30/2014 11:46:15 PM] Scoots Buragi: He was one of the few people I chatted with through MESSENGER on OUTLOOK.
[11/30/2014 11:46:33 PM] Scoots Buragi: I had to note you to get you to talk with me most the time
[11/30/2014 11:46:45 PM] Scoots Buragi: Even mediating my visits
[11/30/2014 11:47:43 PM] Scoots Buragi: If you can't step up to explain things, say you want them to change, it gets harder.
[11/30/2014 11:47:53 PM] Scoots Buragi: Right there what you just said
[11/30/2014 11:48:05 PM] Scoots Buragi: Saying you don't avoid shit, but you do
[11/30/2014 11:49:01 PM] Scoots Buragi: When you told me about the time that you made me the star of the RP, I didn't like it, I hate the spotlight, so much I'll try my best to avoid it.
[11/30/2014 11:49:26 PM] Scoots Buragi: I even told you this, but you rebounded back with "I want to make you happy, this is your world."
[11/30/2014 11:49:34 PM] Scoots Buragi: FUCK MY WORLD. It's about us.
[11/30/2014 11:49:47 PM] Scoots Buragi: I can gave but two shits about my stuff.
[11/30/2014 11:49:58 PM] Scoots Buragi: I'm interested in your stuff, I want to learn more
[11/30/2014 11:50:22 PM] Scoots Buragi: But if you keep putting such fragile limits on yourself, I don't get to learn a damn thing.
[12/1/2014 12:04:27 AM] Eccentric Eastern Dragon: But that's the thing, isn't it?  I have to put fragile limits on myself, because if I didn't, the RP would never progress.  I've been carrying the whole of the plot and characters on my shoulders for the longest time, Scoots.  The only reason why my sona isn't saving the world himself is simple: because if I made myself too important in the plot, I'd almost be having an RP with myself.  And yes, you were jealous of Hugh at first, back when you though that he was taking me away from you, Zakk, and Servo.  And yes, I was jealous of you, because I started to realize that the whole master/pet thing was wearing thin with Zakk, and he was going out of his way to quietly bury it, while never directly telling me that he was tired of it and had moved on.  You made it worse, because every time you responded with a note, you were bragging about how you had Zakk as a pet now, while treating my time as Servo's Master like it was a big joke.  Plus, I've known for a loooong time that you were chatting on Skype with Zakk while invisible.
[12/1/2014 12:08:30 AM] Scoots Buragi: You know what I love, how you couldn't tell me any of that. Why can't you confront me, tell me to stop when I need to, because I'm a pretty reasonable guy if you state what you want. I'll listen to you, I'll hear out every problem, every bit that you want me to know and fix myself to suit your very needs. I wanted you to not keep the focus on me in the RP because I didn't want you to carry the plot, why the hell did you think I want to start the next part about you?
[12/1/2014 12:08:46 AM] Scoots Buragi: I wanted to make it up to you for what you had done.
[12/1/2014 12:09:02 AM] Scoots Buragi: And you were so adament about making it about Scoots and not yourself.
[12/1/2014 12:09:12 AM] Scoots Buragi: You don't have to be powerful.
[12/1/2014 12:09:28 AM] Scoots Buragi: And you don't have to be the one doing it all alone.
[12/1/2014 12:09:52 AM] Scoots Buragi: You made it hard for yourself and refused my offer to make it easier for you.
[12/1/2014 12:10:18 AM] Scoots Buragi: That is your fault. If you wanted me to stop bragging about Zakk, you should've told me.
[12/1/2014 12:10:45 AM] Scoots Buragi: When you come off as a polite person, but hide away a toxic personality, you make it bad for the both of us.
[12/1/2014 12:10:52 AM] Scoots Buragi: You kill the trust in it all
[12/1/2014 12:11:02 AM] Scoots Buragi: Now stop hiding it all.
[12/1/2014 12:12:10 AM] Scoots Buragi: Tell me what you want me to fix and I will. Tell me what you don't want me to do to you and I'll listen. Tell me what is wrong with you, I will stay up as long as I need to, even during the WORK WEEK to hear all that makes you woe!
[12/1/2014 12:12:25 AM] Scoots Buragi: Because that's what a fucking friend will do.
[12/1/2014 12:12:54 AM] Scoots Buragi: They will tell them, talk with them. Go through every bit of pain and pleasure.
[12/1/2014 12:13:12 AM] Scoots Buragi: It's a fucking ride man, and you gotta join me in it.
[12/1/2014 12:13:41 AM] Scoots Buragi: And can you type in sentences please, because I have terrible eyes when it comes to reading these text walls