When I said I wanted to see the world, I meant I only ever wanted to be by your side. Forever. Call me selfish, I don't care. You were the one that told me to make the most out of our pitiful existences. All I ever wanted was us. To be together. To be happy.

I miss you. A lot. But everyday it just keeps getting more blurred. The memories are intact, our actions, what happened, those words you spoke to me. Although one part was missing. Your face. Your everything. There's just blank. I'm forgetting you. Slowly. And it's killing me the same way that thing killed you. Did you know that you're still my phone's wallpaper? No matter how many times I changr phones, you're still here with me. Even though I see you every day I'm still forgetting you. Fading away from me. You told me to move on but I can't. How could I? Even they can't. No matter how much she tries to be happy. No matter how much he tries to love me the same as you did. No matter how much I try to love them back the same way you did. It just doesn't work.

I love you. I still do. I will forever. We will. You wanted us to move on. To forget you. But I'm a bad friend that can't keep promises. Even if we do forget your name. Even if we do forget your face. We'll still love you.