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♪♪

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[Samuel L. Jackson] [voice-over]
Cue "Love Sick," Bob Dylan,

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track one, "Time Out of Mind."

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[needle drops on record]

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["Love Sick" by
Bob Dylan playing]

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♪ I'm walking... ♪

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Yeah, that's good.

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♪ Through streets
that are dead... ♪

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That's real good.

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[clears throat]

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We open tight on a man.

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Oh, hold up, hold up, hold up,
hold up, let me rephrase.

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We open on our hero.

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We push in on his face.

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[over speaker] Motherfucker,
I said push in on that shit.

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[feedback hums]

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Mid-20s, handsome, gay...

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gay in that cool
cat kind of way.

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Gay like
"Billy on the Street" gay.

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Gay like, "It's who I am,
it's not all I am, baby."

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[chuckles] Yeah, that's one
cool cat we got over here.

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But right now,
this cat's anything but cool.

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This cat's in crisis.

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I feel ashamed, I guess.

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I know this doesn't
make me look very good,

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but it's, uh,
breaking me, and, um...

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[Jackson]
Let it go, brother,

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let it go like a proud asshole.

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Let it go, let it go.

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I just...

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He and I have been
together for so long.

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I know it sounds cliché,
but I guess...

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I like knowing he's
on my team, you know?

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[Jackson] I know, my brother.
I hear you, my brother.

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Let it go.

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Well, this new guy
has come along.

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[Jackson]
Hmm, proceed.

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He's new, he's exciting,

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and he's so much younger.

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[Jackson]
Aw, ain't no shame, brother.

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I know I can't stick
with someone out of loyalty.

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[Jackson]
And you know this.

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Okay, I'm gonna do it.

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I'm gonna put Sterling Shepard
in my flex wide receiver spot

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and drop Larry Fitzgerald

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and maybe I'll pick up
Miami D off waivers, too.

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[Jackson]
Say what now?

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[Morris] Henry.
[song stops abruptly]

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You know we've talked about how
obsessing over fantasy football

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can't simply replace
obsessing over food.

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[Jackson]
Okay, my bad.

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That motherfucker
is not our hero.

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Look at that pretty
therapist over there.

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Calming his anorexic fantasy
football-loving ass down.

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Push in on her for a sec.

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[Morris]
Okay.

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JACKSON [over speaker]
I said push in, man! Come on!

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Oh, yeah.

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Now I'm seeing it.

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That's a hero right there.

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Amazing smile,
the silky smooth hair.

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Let me look at you, girl.

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Whoo! That's what
I'm talking 'bout.

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Now we in bidness,
ladies and gentlemen.

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We got ourselves a hero.

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♪ And I wonder... ♪

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Now, like any great hero,
our hero wasn't perfect.

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She smoked, first of all,

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which they normally don't
let you show in movies anymore,

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even though we all
still smoke sometimes.

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You know you smoke sometimes.

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You and the wife
have a date night,

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you each have two martinis,
you guys are feeling wild

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so you buy a pack of
smokes on the way home

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and you each smoke one
in the 7-Eleven parking lot.

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Then she makes you
throw out the pack,

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but instead of throwing it
out, you hide it in a plant,

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and some nights,
you sneak out and have one.

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But she smells
that shit on you

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like she's
a nicotine detective.

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She smells that shit on you

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like she's Mariska Hargitay
on "Law & Order: SVU,"

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- [Will] Hey.
- Marg Helgenberger on "CSI,"

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Big fan.

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S. Epatha Merkerson
on "Law & Order,"

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Angie Harmon on "Rizzoli
& Isles..." [tires screech]

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What the fuck?!

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Oh, my God.

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[Jackson]
Holy shit!

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Holy shit!

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She just got straight-up
run over by a bus!

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Ma'am?
[crowd murmuring]

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[Jackson]
She's gonna be okay, everybody.

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Probably a little banged up,
but she's gonna be fine.

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She's our hero,
she's gonna be...

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Fuck!
[crowd exclaiming]

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[Will]
Ma'am?

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Ma'am, can you hear me?

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♪ Just don't know what to do ♪

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- ♪ I'd give anything to ♪
- Fuck it, I'm out.

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♪ Be with you. ♪

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[sighs]

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[Narrator]
Will Dempsey was 35 years old

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when he gave up on his

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Sam Jackson Unreliable
Narrator screenplay.

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[humming]

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[car horns honking]

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[continues humming]

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Will was not well,

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but you don't need me
to tell you that.

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Top o' the morning to you,
good sir. [chuckles]

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- Oh, boy.
- What could I get for you?

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Double espresso, large cup.

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You got it.

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- And what's your name?
- Will.

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Is that Will with
one "L" or two "L"s?

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It's two "L" s.

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W-I-L-L.

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♪ Light in this place ♪

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♪ Is so bad ♪

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Fuck you so much.

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♪ Making me sick in the head ♪

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♪ And all the laughter
is just making me sad ♪

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♪ The stars have turned
cherry red... ♪

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- [Man] Will!
- Yep.

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Double espresso, large cup.

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Oh, delicious.

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Thank you.

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Just gonna do a long pour here.

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Double.

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Thank you. You want one?

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No, thanks.

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- It's Xanax.
- Still no.

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Boo humbug.

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It's actually "bah humbug."

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That's what she said.

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[loudly]
♪ I got nowhere left to turn ♪

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♪ I got nothing left to burn ♪

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It's Dylan!
"Standing in the Doorway."

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Third track on
"Time Out of Mind."

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It's his comeback album.

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The whole thing's like
a giant fucking Keats poem.

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- Sir?
- You're gonna love it.

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Just give it a chance.
You're gonna make me leave?

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- I am.
- Bah humbug.

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♪ I'm strumming on
my gay guitar ♪

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Sir? Okay. Strum outside.
Here we go.

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- ♪ Smoking a cheap cigar ♪
- Okay.

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Here we go.
Thank you very much.

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♪ Under the midnight moon ♪

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- Sir.
- You got to give it a chance!

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- No. Get out.
- Give it a chance.

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It's gonna grow on you.
You're gonna love it!

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["Standing in the Doorway"
by Bob Dylan playing]

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[Narrator] Will hadn't
always been not well.

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It had really only been
since his wife had left him.

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You know what,
we'll get to that.

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Right now, let's just
enjoy them as they were.

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[Abby] Give it a chance.
It'll grow on you. [dog moans]

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[Will] He sound,
he sounds like he's suffering.

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[Abby] He is suffering.
[barks]

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He's suffering like...
[Will] From a throat infection.

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(Abby)...every
great artist is suffering.

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I think it's sinusitis,
is what it is.

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No one rocks a sinus
infection like Bob Dylan.

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[both laughing]
[music continues over stereo]

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- I'll give him that.
- Just, just...

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just, like, just give him
a chance. [dog barks]

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Well, he ain't
the only one suffering.

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Come here, Fuckface.

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- [Abby] Uh-oh.
- Hello, buddy.

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Hey, little buddy. What?
[Abby groans]

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- You feeling left out?
- See, Fuckface gets it.

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Come here, Fuckface.

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[Narrator] Will loved his
wife Abby with an intensity

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usually reserved for stalkers.

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She was everything a man
could ask for in a wife.

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She was nurturing
and she was beautiful,

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and she ate any kind of
sushi the chef served to her,

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even the uni.

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Yes, Will was sure of it:

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Abby Dempsey was
absolutely perfect.

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At least back then she was.

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Listen to this for 30 seconds,

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and then try and tell me
Bob Dylan's not a poet.

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Okay. Let's listen
to Hoobastank now.

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See? No, no, no, no, no,
no, no. Just 30 seconds...

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- To Mars?
- Thir... [laughing]

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- Okay, let's pop that in.
- Just 30 seconds.

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Baby, we've been
listening to him gargle

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Shh.

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- ...for, like, a month.
- Because... I know,

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- because I'm in a phase.
- I can't hear this, like,

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- Chewbacca noise anymore.
- I'm in a phase... [laughs]

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I just want you to just
lean into it with me, okay?

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Will you please?

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♪ Is just making me sad... ♪

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This is an important album.

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I mean, this is
the comeback album.

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They thought he was done.
Everybody just wrote him off.

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They said you don't come
back from the crazy he had,

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and then boom.

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'97, "Time Out of Mind."

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He won three Grammys,
including Album of the Year.

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He beat Radiohead
and Paul McCartney.

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It was this intense,
unexpected genius.

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Just hard and dark and...

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and... I mean, he said,
"I'm Bob Dylan, you're not.

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Eat a dick."

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He told everybody
to eat a dick?

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Metaphorically, he told
everyone to eat a dick.

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So, listen... like, okay.
[increases volume]

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Okay, okay.

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Shh, just listen to this.

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Listen to this.
The man's a genius.

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He's pulling from
the poetry of Keats.

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- [Will snoring]
- He's getting...

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Shh. Stop it. Stop.

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Shh, shh. Stop.

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Stop.

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This is important to me.

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Okay?

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[softly]
Thank you.

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Come here, Fuckface.
♪ Shadows are falling ♪

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Appreciate this with me.
[groans]

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♪ And I've been here all day ♪

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[Abby humming to music]
♪ It's too hot to sleep ♪

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♪ Time is running away ♪

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- ♪ Feel like my soul has ♪
- Stop.

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♪ Turned into steel... ♪

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Stop.

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It sounds like he has a huge
cock lodged in his throat.

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You are an asshole.
[gurgling]

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[chuckles]
You are an asshole.

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No. No, no.

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No. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!

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Fuckface, Fuckface, Fuckface!
[laughs] We're crushing him.

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Careful, careful, careful,
careful. [dog whimpers]

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Oh, I'm sorry, Fuckface.

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- No.
- He's okay.

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Hey, we have to get up.

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- I have to take a shower.
- What?

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And we have to go
to your parents'.

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- But you said that...
- We're gonna be late.

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You said that we could
listen to Smash Mouth after.

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- No, I did not.
- Yes, you did.

247
00:10:45,729 --> 00:10:47,731
Hey.

248
00:10:49,316 --> 00:10:50,734
Are you pregnant?

249
00:10:50,817 --> 00:10:52,527
[Abby laughs]

250
00:10:52,611 --> 00:10:54,404
What's going on here?

251
00:10:54,488 --> 00:10:56,531
Surprise!
[kissing sounds]

252
00:10:56,615 --> 00:10:58,867
["Tryin' to Get to Heaven"
by Bob Dylan playing]

253
00:10:58,950 --> 00:11:02,579
♪ The air is getting hotter ♪

254
00:11:04,623 --> 00:11:09,252
♪ There's a rumbling
in the skies ♪

255
00:11:09,336 --> 00:11:14,424
♪ I've been wading through
the high muddy water ♪

256
00:11:14,508 --> 00:11:18,428
♪ With the heat
rising in my eyes ♪

257
00:11:19,846 --> 00:11:23,642
♪ Every day your
memory grows dimmer ♪

258
00:11:25,519 --> 00:11:30,190
♪ It doesn't haunt me
like it did before ♪

259
00:11:30,273 --> 00:11:34,945
♪ I've been walking through
the middle of nowhere ♪

260
00:11:35,028 --> 00:11:39,491
♪ Trying to get to heaven
before they close the door ♪

261
00:11:42,953 --> 00:11:47,124
♪ You broke a heart
that loved you ♪

262
00:11:47,207 --> 00:11:49,710
♪ Now you can
seal up the book ♪

263
00:11:49,793 --> 00:11:53,463
♪ And not write anymore ♪

264
00:11:53,547 --> 00:11:58,260
♪ I've been walking
that lonesome valley ♪

265
00:11:58,635 --> 00:12:03,223
♪ Trying to get to heaven
before they close the door... ♪

266
00:12:05,267 --> 00:12:07,936
You ever gonna
ask me out, Will?

267
00:12:09,980 --> 00:12:12,649
I'm just waiting
for the right moment.

268
00:12:14,276 --> 00:12:16,653
[Abby] That's good to know.

269
00:12:16,737 --> 00:12:18,655
All right.

270
00:12:18,739 --> 00:12:20,657
I'll see you around.

271
00:12:20,741 --> 00:12:22,993
Abby, I'm waiting
for the right moment

272
00:12:23,076 --> 00:12:24,494
'cause when I ask you out,

273
00:12:24,578 --> 00:12:26,538
there's not gonna be
any turning back for me.

274
00:12:28,915 --> 00:12:31,918
I'm not gonna date anybody
else for the rest of my life,

275
00:12:32,002 --> 00:12:34,588
I'm not gonna love anybody
else for the rest of my life,

276
00:12:34,671 --> 00:12:36,548
I'm not gonna really
care about anything else

277
00:12:36,631 --> 00:12:38,925
for the rest of my life.

278
00:12:40,677 --> 00:12:43,930
I'm waiting for
the right moment, Abby,

279
00:12:44,014 --> 00:12:46,600
'cause when I ask you out,

280
00:12:46,683 --> 00:12:50,687
it's gonna be the most
important moment of my life.

281
00:12:50,771 --> 00:12:53,857
And I just want to make
sure that I get it right.

282
00:12:53,940 --> 00:12:56,151
[laughs softly]

283
00:12:56,234 --> 00:12:58,236
♪♪

284
00:13:10,749 --> 00:13:13,668
[Morris]
So, how you doing today, Will?

285
00:13:13,752 --> 00:13:15,879
Will.

286
00:13:15,962 --> 00:13:18,215
Sorry. Did you say something?

287
00:13:18,298 --> 00:13:20,759
[Morris] Yes, I said,
"How are you doing?"

288
00:13:20,842 --> 00:13:22,803
Uh... you know.

289
00:13:22,886 --> 00:13:24,513
Same.

290
00:13:24,596 --> 00:13:26,890
Okay.

291
00:13:29,351 --> 00:13:31,269
I tried masturbating
the other day.

292
00:13:31,353 --> 00:13:34,272
I tried thinking of Abby, but
I couldn't really get it done,

293
00:13:34,356 --> 00:13:37,526
so then I, um...

294
00:13:37,609 --> 00:13:40,904
I tried thinking of you...

295
00:13:40,987 --> 00:13:44,324
but, you know,
you jerk off to your therapist,

296
00:13:44,407 --> 00:13:46,451
you should be
institutionalized.

297
00:13:46,535 --> 00:13:49,454
You were institutionalized.

298
00:13:49,538 --> 00:13:51,331
Touché.

299
00:13:54,251 --> 00:13:56,253
[no audio]

300
00:14:01,633 --> 00:14:03,927
She left six months ago today.

301
00:14:04,010 --> 00:14:06,096
[Morris] That's right.

302
00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:08,223
And you've been in a facility

303
00:14:08,306 --> 00:14:09,766
for almost half that time,

304
00:14:09,850 --> 00:14:13,270
and now I, I can't
help but wonder...

305
00:14:16,815 --> 00:14:18,817
Will, are you listening to me?

306
00:14:20,110 --> 00:14:21,611
Okay.

307
00:14:21,695 --> 00:14:23,530
So, I'm just wondering
how you're doing

308
00:14:23,613 --> 00:14:26,283
being back in the world again.

309
00:14:26,366 --> 00:14:29,035
Uh, you know. Same.

310
00:14:31,037 --> 00:14:34,958
I did the writing exercise
you asked me to do.

311
00:14:35,041 --> 00:14:37,168
Really? I'm surprised.

312
00:14:37,252 --> 00:14:39,588
You've been so resistant
to writing down your feelings.

313
00:14:39,671 --> 00:14:42,215
Oh, no, I didn't do that.
I wrote a movie instead.

314
00:14:42,299 --> 00:14:45,886
I did, like, uh, like, well,
like, five pages of a movie.

315
00:14:45,969 --> 00:14:48,638
It was very bad.

316
00:14:48,722 --> 00:14:51,117
Abby and I always talked about
writing a screenplay together.

317
00:14:51,141 --> 00:14:52,559
Like a...

318
00:14:52,642 --> 00:14:54,603
husband and wife
Tarantino, you know?

319
00:14:54,686 --> 00:14:56,229
[TV playing quietly]

320
00:14:56,313 --> 00:14:57,814
...I'm "Super Fly T.N.T."

321
00:14:57,898 --> 00:14:59,608
You wouldn't have liked it.

322
00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:01,610
My screenplay.

323
00:15:01,693 --> 00:15:04,195
You were in it, kind of.

324
00:15:04,279 --> 00:15:08,408
Abby wasn't, which, you know,
I know was the whole point.

325
00:15:11,411 --> 00:15:14,706
I met this guy,
when I was institutionalized.

326
00:15:14,789 --> 00:15:17,751
This really sweet guy.

327
00:15:17,834 --> 00:15:20,170
Horrible life.

328
00:15:20,253 --> 00:15:23,381
All he could talk about without
crying was fantasy football,

329
00:15:23,465 --> 00:15:25,842
so he talked about it a lot.

330
00:15:27,677 --> 00:15:29,387
[chuckles]
I liked that guy.

331
00:15:29,471 --> 00:15:30,764
Great face.

332
00:15:30,847 --> 00:15:33,725
A movie star face, you know.

333
00:15:33,808 --> 00:15:35,936
Oh, poor motherfucker
was the only guy there

334
00:15:36,019 --> 00:15:37,687
that seemed worse
off than I was.

335
00:15:37,771 --> 00:15:39,689
We'd have dinner
every night together.

336
00:15:39,773 --> 00:15:41,650
And then one night
he didn't show up,

337
00:15:41,733 --> 00:15:44,069
which sucked for him
'cause it was pizza night.

338
00:15:44,152 --> 00:15:46,071
Turned out he'd...

339
00:15:46,154 --> 00:15:47,906
[squishing sound]

340
00:15:49,157 --> 00:15:51,618
How'd that make you feel?

341
00:15:53,453 --> 00:15:55,372
Happy for him.

342
00:15:58,249 --> 00:16:00,085
Or at least relieved.

343
00:16:00,168 --> 00:16:02,796
I mean, you know,
he was pretty miserable.

344
00:16:02,879 --> 00:16:04,965
And I'm no doctor,

345
00:16:05,048 --> 00:16:07,175
but I don't think he's
ever gonna feel any better.

346
00:16:07,258 --> 00:16:10,387
Okay, well, that brings me
back to my initial question.

347
00:16:10,470 --> 00:16:11,888
How are you feeling?

348
00:16:14,349 --> 00:16:16,977
Uh, you know. Same.

349
00:16:17,060 --> 00:16:18,770
[Morris] You keep saying that.

350
00:16:18,853 --> 00:16:20,772
I keep meaning it.

351
00:16:20,855 --> 00:16:24,859
Have you spoken to her,
Will, since you've been out?

352
00:16:26,277 --> 00:16:28,363
[crying] Abby, please,
can you come back to me?

353
00:16:28,446 --> 00:16:30,824
- I'm sorry.
- This sucks, man.

354
00:16:30,907 --> 00:16:33,118
- This fucking sucks.
- I got to go. I'm sorry.

355
00:16:33,201 --> 00:16:34,202
- I got to go.
- Please.

356
00:16:34,285 --> 00:16:36,162
[sighs]

357
00:16:36,246 --> 00:16:37,956
No.

358
00:16:38,039 --> 00:16:42,168
Have you been to your
parents', like we discussed?

359
00:16:42,252 --> 00:16:44,295
I don't want to.

360
00:16:44,379 --> 00:16:47,298
Will, part of the reason
that you were discharged

361
00:16:47,382 --> 00:16:48,758
and put into my...

362
00:16:48,842 --> 00:16:51,219
I don't want to!

363
00:16:55,515 --> 00:16:57,642
Sorry. That was weird.

364
00:16:57,726 --> 00:17:02,022
Yesterday, you said that
you'd been feeling aimless.

365
00:17:02,105 --> 00:17:06,026
Well, I usually have
pretty good aim, so...

366
00:17:06,109 --> 00:17:08,069
["You Can Never Tell"
by Chuck Berry playing]

367
00:17:08,153 --> 00:17:10,405
♪ It was a teenage wedding ♪

368
00:17:10,488 --> 00:17:12,699
♪ And the old folks
wished them well... ♪

369
00:17:12,782 --> 00:17:13,908
Thanks, friend.

370
00:17:13,992 --> 00:17:15,952
I ain't your friend, palooka.

371
00:17:16,036 --> 00:17:18,413
- This is for you, Peggy Sue.
- Oh, my.

372
00:17:18,496 --> 00:17:21,291
Thanks, daddy-O.

373
00:17:21,374 --> 00:17:22,625
We'll name him Fuckface.

374
00:17:22,709 --> 00:17:25,128
[laughing]

375
00:17:25,211 --> 00:17:27,047
Sit, Fuckface, sit.

376
00:17:27,130 --> 00:17:28,882
Good, dog. [barks]

377
00:17:28,965 --> 00:17:30,341
[pumping keg]

378
00:17:30,425 --> 00:17:32,052
♪ It goes to show
you never can tell ♪

379
00:17:32,135 --> 00:17:34,179
♪ They furnished
off an apartment ♪

380
00:17:34,262 --> 00:17:36,890
♪ With a two-room
Roebuck sale ♪

381
00:17:36,973 --> 00:17:39,434
[liquid pouring]

382
00:17:39,517 --> 00:17:40,852
♪ The Coolerator was crammed ♪

383
00:17:40,935 --> 00:17:44,022
♪ With TV dinners
and ginger ale ♪

384
00:17:44,105 --> 00:17:46,399
♪ But when Pierre
found work... ♪

385
00:17:46,483 --> 00:17:48,109
Marry me.

386
00:17:51,404 --> 00:17:53,364
Seriously.

387
00:17:53,448 --> 00:17:55,033
Let's get married.

388
00:17:55,116 --> 00:17:57,744
[laughs]

389
00:17:57,827 --> 00:17:59,913
We've been dating
less than a year.

390
00:17:59,996 --> 00:18:01,581
Yeah, I know.

391
00:18:01,664 --> 00:18:03,350
And I feel like I've shown
incredible restraint

392
00:18:03,374 --> 00:18:04,709
waiting this long.

393
00:18:04,793 --> 00:18:06,294
Say yes.

394
00:18:06,377 --> 00:18:08,671
- You want to say yes.
- No, I don't.

395
00:18:08,755 --> 00:18:10,507
You want to say
yes so bad it hurts.

396
00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:13,718
- You're cocky.
- I'm right.

397
00:18:13,802 --> 00:18:15,428
Say yes.
[snickers]

398
00:18:15,512 --> 00:18:16,930
Say yes.

399
00:18:17,013 --> 00:18:19,432
Or I swear to God,
if you don't say yes,

400
00:18:19,516 --> 00:18:21,768
I will shoot this nimrod
on general principle.

401
00:18:21,851 --> 00:18:23,603
[laughs] Stop it.

402
00:18:23,686 --> 00:18:25,730
[muffled] Please say,
"Yes, I'll marry you,"

403
00:18:25,814 --> 00:18:26,999
or I'll fucking shoot myself...

404
00:18:27,023 --> 00:18:28,900
- Stop! Will!
- Say, "Yes, I'll marry you."

405
00:18:28,983 --> 00:18:30,902
Stop!

406
00:18:30,985 --> 00:18:32,946
Sorry. That was weird.

407
00:18:36,324 --> 00:18:39,410
I love you.

408
00:18:39,494 --> 00:18:43,206
You're the love of my life,
I'm sure of it.

409
00:18:43,289 --> 00:18:47,502
But sometimes it scares
me how much you feel.

410
00:18:47,585 --> 00:18:49,170
You know?

411
00:18:49,254 --> 00:18:51,005
It's not something
I ever thought I would...

412
00:18:51,089 --> 00:18:53,091
be scared of, but...

413
00:18:57,679 --> 00:19:02,725
I may not be equipped
to be loved this much.

414
00:19:07,105 --> 00:19:08,982
I'll find another way.

415
00:19:09,065 --> 00:19:10,775
- No...
- I'll find another way.

416
00:19:10,859 --> 00:19:12,610
Hey. I will.

417
00:19:12,694 --> 00:19:14,195
I will love you

418
00:19:14,279 --> 00:19:17,699
however you're best
equipped to handle it, Abby.

419
00:19:17,782 --> 00:19:19,325
I will love you...

420
00:19:19,409 --> 00:19:22,620
on odd days of the week...
[chuckles]

421
00:19:25,206 --> 00:19:27,333
Baby, I will spend
the rest of my life

422
00:19:27,417 --> 00:19:29,586
making your life better,
not worse.

423
00:19:34,632 --> 00:19:36,509
I want to dance.

424
00:19:36,593 --> 00:19:39,512
I want to win.

425
00:19:39,596 --> 00:19:42,515
I want that trophy.

426
00:19:42,599 --> 00:19:44,267
Ah, what a gyp.

427
00:19:44,350 --> 00:19:45,393
Come on.

428
00:19:45,476 --> 00:19:47,645
["D.A.N.C.E" by Justice playing]

429
00:19:49,063 --> 00:19:51,024
[Abby] Ooh!

430
00:19:51,107 --> 00:19:53,693
- [ball clatters in cup]
- Oh!

431
00:19:53,776 --> 00:19:55,528
One... Everybody.

432
00:19:55,612 --> 00:19:58,406
Two...

433
00:19:58,489 --> 00:19:59,699
Three!

434
00:19:59,782 --> 00:20:02,160
[gasps loudly]
[laughter]

435
00:20:04,495 --> 00:20:08,583
♪ Deep inside
I hope you feel it, too ♪

436
00:20:08,666 --> 00:20:10,084
♪ Feel it, too ♪

437
00:20:10,168 --> 00:20:11,920
♪ I'm the one who wants ♪

438
00:20:12,003 --> 00:20:15,465
♪ I'm the one, whoa ♪
♪ To be with you ♪

439
00:20:15,548 --> 00:20:17,759
♪ Oh. ♪

440
00:20:26,559 --> 00:20:29,187
We'd have to get a dog.

441
00:20:33,191 --> 00:20:34,567
Okay.

442
00:20:34,651 --> 00:20:37,070
I mean, I want kids, too,
but not yet.

443
00:20:37,153 --> 00:20:38,571
Okay.

444
00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:42,575
Dog first. Small dog.

445
00:20:42,659 --> 00:20:44,202
Yeah.

446
00:20:46,788 --> 00:20:50,333
My parents died young;
it makes me sad sometimes.

447
00:20:50,416 --> 00:20:52,502
I know.

448
00:20:52,585 --> 00:20:55,380
It'd probably make me
a terrible mother.

449
00:20:55,463 --> 00:20:58,091
I disagree, but... okay.

450
00:20:59,801 --> 00:21:01,302
Mainly, my big
thing is the dog.

451
00:21:01,386 --> 00:21:03,721
Small dog.

452
00:21:03,805 --> 00:21:06,432
I am totally on board
with the dog idea.

453
00:21:09,435 --> 00:21:11,437
Okay, I'll marry you.

454
00:21:15,275 --> 00:21:19,070
- Okay.
- Okay.

455
00:21:19,153 --> 00:21:20,738
You want to meet my parents?

456
00:21:20,822 --> 00:21:22,657
[laughs]

457
00:21:22,740 --> 00:21:24,659
Sure.

458
00:21:28,788 --> 00:21:30,790
Cool.
[giggles]

459
00:21:37,922 --> 00:21:39,507
Thanks.

460
00:21:41,718 --> 00:21:43,970
- How are you?!
- Oh, my God, Abby!

461
00:21:44,053 --> 00:21:45,430
- [laughs]
- Look at you!

462
00:21:45,513 --> 00:21:46,431
- Oh...
- Oh, you look beautiful!

463
00:21:46,514 --> 00:21:47,658
[Irwin] How are you both?
[Abby] Great.

464
00:21:47,682 --> 00:21:48,933
- Everybody's good?
- Yeah.

465
00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:50,035
- Hey, buddy boy.
- Hey, Pop.

466
00:21:50,059 --> 00:21:51,561
- Look at you!
- How are you, man?

467
00:21:51,644 --> 00:21:52,687
- Good.
- Oh, my...

468
00:21:52,770 --> 00:21:53,831
- You're positively...
- Revolting.

469
00:21:53,855 --> 00:21:55,732
- No! Stop. No.
- Yeah. And gassy.

470
00:21:55,815 --> 00:21:57,734
- You popped.
- She is, Mom. She's really gassy.

471
00:21:57,817 --> 00:21:59,777
- That means it's gonna be a boy.
- Really?

472
00:21:59,861 --> 00:22:01,297
Yeah. I practically
needed a hazmat suit

473
00:22:01,321 --> 00:22:02,339
when your mother was
pregnant with you.

474
00:22:02,363 --> 00:22:03,406
Stop that!

475
00:22:03,489 --> 00:22:04,633
- It's true.
- Farts mean it's a boy!

476
00:22:04,657 --> 00:22:05,575
That almost makes
them worth it.

477
00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:06,969
[Irwin]
Anything happening down there?

478
00:22:06,993 --> 00:22:09,329
[Abby] Linda, I'm afraid to
ask, but did you make that...

479
00:22:09,412 --> 00:22:11,331
Meat loaf is coming
out of the oven right now.

480
00:22:11,414 --> 00:22:13,291
- Oh, yeah!
- I have never craved anything

481
00:22:13,374 --> 00:22:15,311
like this in my life. Lead me
to that meat loaf and...

482
00:22:15,335 --> 00:22:16,669
I hate fucking meat loaf.

483
00:22:16,753 --> 00:22:18,753
[Abby]...and backhanded
compliment me all day long.

484
00:22:18,796 --> 00:22:21,116
I'm just grateful she didn't
burn down the fucking kitchen.

485
00:22:21,174 --> 00:22:22,884
[Abby]
What'd you do to get the foot

486
00:22:22,967 --> 00:22:24,361
unstuck from the...
[Linda] You just push.

487
00:22:24,385 --> 00:22:25,970
[Abby]
I'm not a big fan of, like,

488
00:22:26,054 --> 00:22:27,388
when the face goes like this...

489
00:22:27,472 --> 00:22:28,389
Dog dishes.

490
00:22:28,473 --> 00:22:29,873
...against the
outside of the belly.

491
00:22:29,932 --> 00:22:31,577
- It's like an alien.
- How do you know it's the face?

492
00:22:31,601 --> 00:22:33,412
- Looks like an alien.
- You actually see the face?

493
00:22:33,436 --> 00:22:35,164
- I'm pretty sure it's a face.
- No, I don't... that's creepy.

494
00:22:35,188 --> 00:22:36,373
Is it possible
that it's clawing out?

495
00:22:36,397 --> 00:22:38,191
[Will]
This is... Mom. [laughs]

496
00:22:38,274 --> 00:22:40,526
You're aware that the baby's
not gonna actually live with

497
00:22:40,610 --> 00:22:41,962
- you guys, right?
- I got a little carried away.

498
00:22:41,986 --> 00:22:43,738
- This one's very cute.
- Sue me.

499
00:22:43,821 --> 00:22:45,031
Isn't that cute?
[Will] Yes.

500
00:22:45,114 --> 00:22:46,884
You better eat some of this
before she gets it all.

501
00:22:46,908 --> 00:22:48,093
- [Will] Okay.
- Baby clothes, baby jumpers.

502
00:22:48,117 --> 00:22:49,428
Tell me something,
what the hell's

503
00:22:49,452 --> 00:22:52,789
a baby jumper for, anyway?
[Linda laughs]

504
00:22:52,872 --> 00:22:54,624
Why does a baby need to jump?

505
00:22:54,707 --> 00:22:55,867
All I know is I spend all day

506
00:22:55,917 --> 00:22:58,252
breaking down
the goddamn Amazon boxes.

507
00:22:58,336 --> 00:22:59,504
Oh, shush, you.

508
00:22:59,587 --> 00:23:01,172
Here, honey, a little
bit more. Come on.

509
00:23:01,255 --> 00:23:02,799
[Abby]
He's good. He's good.

510
00:23:02,882 --> 00:23:05,009
- Ay. Ay-yi-yi.
- There's two, there's two of me.

511
00:23:05,093 --> 00:23:06,135
[Linda chuckles]

512
00:23:06,219 --> 00:23:08,054
Oh.
[Will] Oh, piggy-wiggy.

513
00:23:08,137 --> 00:23:10,306
I can't believe
I'm gonna be a grandma!

514
00:23:10,390 --> 00:23:11,849
I still can't believe it.

515
00:23:11,933 --> 00:23:13,452
- All right, settle down.
- Still can't believe it.

516
00:23:13,476 --> 00:23:14,560
- [Linda] Abby?
- Mm-hmm?

517
00:23:14,644 --> 00:23:15,978
Don't take this the wrong way.

518
00:23:16,062 --> 00:23:17,438
- Oh, here it comes.
- Yep.

519
00:23:17,522 --> 00:23:19,148
But, selfishly speaking,

520
00:23:19,232 --> 00:23:21,192
I'm just so glad
your parents are dead.

521
00:23:21,275 --> 00:23:22,652
[Abby chuckles]

522
00:23:22,735 --> 00:23:24,612
And... boom.
[Linda] Oh, stop it.

523
00:23:24,695 --> 00:23:26,197
Abby knows what I mean.

524
00:23:26,280 --> 00:23:27,907
Really, yeah?
She does? You do?

525
00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:29,409
She's gonna explain.

526
00:23:29,492 --> 00:23:32,829
What I mean is...
all I ever wanted

527
00:23:32,912 --> 00:23:35,123
was for Will to marry a
woman with dead parents,

528
00:23:35,206 --> 00:23:36,892
so I wouldn't have to
share the grandchildren,

529
00:23:36,916 --> 00:23:37,916
and, and he did.

530
00:23:37,959 --> 00:23:40,920
I mean, my prayer came true.

531
00:23:41,003 --> 00:23:42,422
Jesus Christ, Mom!

532
00:23:42,505 --> 00:23:44,590
[Linda] It's okay!
She knows what I mean.

533
00:23:44,674 --> 00:23:46,467
[Abby laughs]

534
00:23:46,551 --> 00:23:48,469
- Hey, Abby, by the way...
- [Abby] Mm.

535
00:23:48,553 --> 00:23:50,489
...did you get a look at
that book I sent you yet?

536
00:23:50,513 --> 00:23:51,347
No.

537
00:23:51,431 --> 00:23:52,616
It's really good.
It's about preschool

538
00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:53,992
- and anxiety separation.
- Oh, good.

539
00:23:54,016 --> 00:23:56,686
That feels like a first
priority thing. [snickers]

540
00:23:56,769 --> 00:23:58,855
'Cause when you...
[laughing]

541
00:23:58,938 --> 00:24:01,524
Sorry, I will, I will admit.
I admit, I'm sorry.

542
00:24:01,607 --> 00:24:03,359
Just talk about
her dead parents again, Mom.

543
00:24:03,443 --> 00:24:04,861
[Abby laughs]

544
00:24:04,944 --> 00:24:06,404
[Irwin]
Thank you.

545
00:24:06,487 --> 00:24:08,239
- It's about separation anxiety.
- Yeah.

546
00:24:08,322 --> 00:24:10,259
So when you drop 'em off at
preschool for the first day...

547
00:24:10,283 --> 00:24:12,660
...and they, they go
nuts and they go limp.

548
00:24:12,743 --> 00:24:14,579
Yeah.
[Irwin] Live your own life!

549
00:24:14,662 --> 00:24:16,330
- Mind your own fucking...
- Shush. Shush.

550
00:24:16,414 --> 00:24:18,666
[fading] When you drop
the kid off at preschool,

551
00:24:18,749 --> 00:24:20,501
if they get hysterical
and inconsolable...

552
00:24:20,585 --> 00:24:22,211
[Will]
Both Abby's parents

553
00:24:22,295 --> 00:24:25,173
died in a car accident
when she was a little girl.

554
00:24:25,256 --> 00:24:28,843
Abby was in the car.
She was seven.

555
00:24:28,926 --> 00:24:31,888
Okay.

556
00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:34,307
"Okay" seems kind of
like a strange response

557
00:24:34,390 --> 00:24:36,726
to that new information.

558
00:24:36,809 --> 00:24:39,312
Well, I was caught
a little off guard.

559
00:24:39,395 --> 00:24:41,522
You don't talk
about Abby a lot.

560
00:24:41,606 --> 00:24:44,400
You don't ask about her a lot.

561
00:24:44,484 --> 00:24:47,320
Will, I ask about
her constantly.

562
00:24:47,403 --> 00:24:50,156
Tomato, potato.

563
00:24:50,239 --> 00:24:51,991
Tomato, to-mah-to.

564
00:24:52,074 --> 00:24:54,994
Let's just call
the whole thing off.

565
00:24:55,077 --> 00:24:58,289
Well, the sessions
are mandated, so...

566
00:24:58,372 --> 00:25:01,125
No. Uh, the...

567
00:25:01,209 --> 00:25:02,811
- ...the song, the...
- What? I... I'm not following.

568
00:25:02,835 --> 00:25:04,420
Oh, my God,

569
00:25:04,504 --> 00:25:06,589
this is some kind of
rhythm we have, huh, Doc?

570
00:25:06,672 --> 00:25:09,342
Maybe this is why
I can't jerk off to you.

571
00:25:11,344 --> 00:25:13,304
Sorry, that was
very inappropriate.

572
00:25:13,387 --> 00:25:14,805
I was institutionalized.

573
00:25:14,889 --> 00:25:17,266
Why don't you just
tell me about Abby.

574
00:25:17,350 --> 00:25:19,435
What, what was she like?
I'd like to hear about her.

575
00:25:19,519 --> 00:25:21,521
You want me to tell
you about Abby?

576
00:25:21,604 --> 00:25:23,856
Well, then you've come
to the right place, Doc,

577
00:25:23,940 --> 00:25:27,568
because I am the foremost
expert on all things Abby.

578
00:25:27,652 --> 00:25:29,529
Or... I was.

579
00:25:30,571 --> 00:25:31,781
No, I still am.

580
00:25:31,864 --> 00:25:33,425
I mean, it's not like somebody
else has learned more about

581
00:25:33,449 --> 00:25:34,468
her in the last six months.

582
00:25:34,492 --> 00:25:35,552
Or I guess somebody could have.

583
00:25:35,576 --> 00:25:37,995
I mean... I've been locked away

584
00:25:38,079 --> 00:25:40,706
and Lord knows what she's
been up to, wherever she is.

585
00:25:40,790 --> 00:25:42,792
- [Morris] Will?
- Right.

586
00:25:42,875 --> 00:25:43,894
You want to know about Abby.

587
00:25:43,918 --> 00:25:45,044
Let me tell you about Abby.

588
00:25:45,127 --> 00:25:46,712
You got it.
Last one. Last one.

589
00:25:46,796 --> 00:25:51,759
[Will] Abby Lesher was
born June 30, 1985.

590
00:25:51,842 --> 00:25:54,762
Legend has it that,
when she was born,

591
00:25:54,845 --> 00:25:57,765
she didn't make a single peep.

592
00:25:57,848 --> 00:26:00,977
For five minutes, little
Abby just laid there

593
00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:03,062
taking in the world around her,

594
00:26:03,145 --> 00:26:05,690
- not so much as a single cry.
- Hi.

595
00:26:05,773 --> 00:26:07,984
In the years to come, her
parents would always say,

596
00:26:08,067 --> 00:26:10,194
"There wasn't anything
wrong with little Abby."

597
00:26:10,278 --> 00:26:13,990
She just didn't have
anything to say yet."

598
00:26:14,073 --> 00:26:16,659
Now keep in mind, I'm
getting all this secondhand.

599
00:26:16,742 --> 00:26:19,161
I've never met any of the
people here, except for Abby.

600
00:26:21,038 --> 00:26:24,208
Her parents died pretty soon.

601
00:26:24,292 --> 00:26:27,086
Long before I come
into the picture.

602
00:26:27,169 --> 00:26:29,088
- No, I know.
- And it's not like

603
00:26:29,171 --> 00:26:30,611
I know the doctor
or the nurses here.

604
00:26:30,673 --> 00:26:31,882
- Why would I?
- Right.

605
00:26:31,966 --> 00:26:33,759
Please continue, Will.

606
00:26:33,843 --> 00:26:35,136
Okay.

607
00:26:36,679 --> 00:26:40,891
By all accounts, Abby's
childhood was a happy one.

608
00:26:40,975 --> 00:26:42,661
Family, I've gathered you
here today 'cause I, I need

609
00:26:42,685 --> 00:26:45,563
to talk about something very
serious, so no laughing.

610
00:26:45,646 --> 00:26:47,523
Uh, as you may have noticed,

611
00:26:47,607 --> 00:26:50,276
I... have developed a bit
of a drinking problem.

612
00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:52,028
[Abby giggles]

613
00:26:52,111 --> 00:26:53,255
[Will] Her parents,
Jack and Elizabeth,

614
00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:55,865
were kindhearted and openhearted

615
00:26:55,948 --> 00:26:57,388
and all the other
kinds of "hearted."

616
00:26:57,450 --> 00:26:59,136
They were literally both
elementary school teachers.

617
00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:01,537
That's actually how
they, how they met.

618
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:12,506
Mind if I sit?

619
00:27:12,590 --> 00:27:14,008
[chuckles]

620
00:27:14,091 --> 00:27:15,551
[Will] If Abby's mother knew

621
00:27:15,635 --> 00:27:17,946
that she would meet her future
husband at exactly that moment,

622
00:27:17,970 --> 00:27:20,264
you think she would have
taken such a big old bite

623
00:27:20,348 --> 00:27:22,475
of that peanut butter
and jelly sandwich?

624
00:27:22,558 --> 00:27:24,477
Um... [laughs]

625
00:27:27,021 --> 00:27:30,024
- Would you like some water?
- Mm.

626
00:27:30,107 --> 00:27:33,319
Wow. You fit half the
sandwich in your mouth.

627
00:27:33,402 --> 00:27:34,820
[giggles]

628
00:27:34,904 --> 00:27:36,155
[laughs]

629
00:27:36,238 --> 00:27:38,658
So strange to think about.

630
00:27:38,741 --> 00:27:41,327
How a completely random moment
involving peanut butter,

631
00:27:41,410 --> 00:27:45,039
a moment that happened
way before I was born,

632
00:27:45,122 --> 00:27:47,166
would shape my entire life.

633
00:27:47,249 --> 00:27:48,334
[Elizabeth laughs]

634
00:27:48,417 --> 00:27:50,920
Are you glad it happened?

635
00:27:53,923 --> 00:27:57,635
Ah, well, Dr. Morris,
that is the big question.

636
00:27:57,718 --> 00:27:59,762
Isn't it? Because if
it hadn't happened,

637
00:27:59,845 --> 00:28:01,239
Abby's parents would
never have met.

638
00:28:01,263 --> 00:28:03,724
They'd never have married,
they'd never have

639
00:28:03,808 --> 00:28:05,935
honeymooned in Aruba
where they conceived Abby.

640
00:28:06,018 --> 00:28:07,603
They'd never have seen her

641
00:28:07,687 --> 00:28:09,188
come into the world
without a peep.

642
00:28:09,271 --> 00:28:11,691
They'd never have watched
her blonde hair turn brown

643
00:28:11,774 --> 00:28:12,983
as she got older.

644
00:28:13,067 --> 00:28:15,361
They'd never have watched her
become obsessed with dancing

645
00:28:15,444 --> 00:28:16,570
and then soccer

646
00:28:16,654 --> 00:28:19,740
and then horses and,
of course, Christmas.

647
00:28:19,824 --> 00:28:21,117
Always Christmas.

648
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:24,495
The lights, the gifts,
and above all, the Rockettes.

649
00:28:24,578 --> 00:28:26,831
So obsessed with the
Rockettes was Abby

650
00:28:26,914 --> 00:28:29,125
that every year,
every single year,

651
00:28:29,208 --> 00:28:31,043
her parents would have
to drive her into town

652
00:28:31,127 --> 00:28:32,545
to watch the Rockettes perform.

653
00:28:32,628 --> 00:28:35,840
Every single year,
except that one year...

654
00:28:37,883 --> 00:28:39,510
[sighs]

655
00:28:39,593 --> 00:28:41,679
Abby's parents died instantly.

656
00:28:41,762 --> 00:28:44,181
[sighs] Abby was trapped
in the backseat of the car

657
00:28:44,265 --> 00:28:47,893
with them for over an hour
before they got her out.

658
00:28:47,977 --> 00:28:49,186
Her father...

659
00:28:51,105 --> 00:28:54,191
...her father was decapitated
by the steering column.

660
00:28:56,318 --> 00:28:58,279
I know, right?

661
00:28:58,362 --> 00:29:00,281
That's the detail that
always gets everybody.

662
00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:02,384
I mean, the story in and of
itself is tragic of course,

663
00:29:02,408 --> 00:29:05,119
but when you give
someone that image,

664
00:29:05,202 --> 00:29:07,705
that singular image of
a seven year old girl

665
00:29:07,788 --> 00:29:09,582
trapped in the
backseat of a car

666
00:29:09,665 --> 00:29:11,083
with her decapitated father,

667
00:29:11,167 --> 00:29:15,045
well, then it really
just lands, doesn't it?

668
00:29:17,339 --> 00:29:20,885
Anyhoo, you wanted to
know about Abby, so...

669
00:29:20,968 --> 00:29:22,887
I'll continue,
but be forewarned,

670
00:29:22,970 --> 00:29:24,555
her next decade isn't so great.

671
00:29:24,638 --> 00:29:26,974
♪♪

672
00:29:27,057 --> 00:29:30,269
Abby's parents didn't
plan on dying together,

673
00:29:30,352 --> 00:29:32,730
so there was no will and
there was no plan for Abby.

674
00:29:32,813 --> 00:29:34,774
And seeing as all her
grandparents were deceased,

675
00:29:34,857 --> 00:29:38,110
Abby's Uncle Joe got custody.

676
00:29:42,323 --> 00:29:44,241
Now, Uncle Joe
wasn't a nice man.

677
00:29:44,325 --> 00:29:45,993
And when I say he
wasn't a nice man,

678
00:29:46,076 --> 00:29:47,870
I don't mean like
he didn't hug her.

679
00:29:47,953 --> 00:29:50,247
I mean, he bought her a
puppy and then he killed it

680
00:29:50,331 --> 00:29:51,624
when it chewed up his couch.

681
00:29:51,707 --> 00:29:53,292
I mean, he sporadically
molested her

682
00:29:53,375 --> 00:29:54,960
for the better
part of six years,

683
00:29:55,044 --> 00:29:57,046
until, at 15 years old,

684
00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:59,089
Abby borrowed a gun from
some wannabe gangbanger

685
00:29:59,173 --> 00:30:01,509
from her high school, she
pointed it at Uncle Joe's head

686
00:30:01,592 --> 00:30:04,094
and said in no
uncertain terms...

687
00:30:04,178 --> 00:30:06,388
I'll fucking kill you if
you ever touch me again.

688
00:30:06,472 --> 00:30:07,890
And then she shot
him in the knee,

689
00:30:07,973 --> 00:30:09,159
so he knew she wasn't playing.

690
00:30:09,183 --> 00:30:11,268
[Joe cries out]

691
00:30:11,352 --> 00:30:13,145
Fuck! Ow!

692
00:30:13,229 --> 00:30:15,815
[imitates gunshot]

693
00:30:15,898 --> 00:30:17,942
It's like a movie, right?

694
00:30:18,025 --> 00:30:21,320
I always pictured a young
Natalie Portman playing her.

695
00:30:21,403 --> 00:30:23,447
I don't know who that is.

696
00:30:23,531 --> 00:30:25,741
You don't know who
Natalie Portman is?

697
00:30:25,825 --> 00:30:27,993
- No.
- Doc, you got to get out more.

698
00:30:28,077 --> 00:30:29,537
Yeah, I'm sure you're right.

699
00:30:29,620 --> 00:30:30,639
(Will) I'll tell you what.

700
00:30:30,663 --> 00:30:32,265
One of these nights,
we'll do, like, a marathon

701
00:30:32,289 --> 00:30:33,624
of early Portman.

702
00:30:33,707 --> 00:30:35,960
Beautiful Girls,
The Professional.

703
00:30:36,043 --> 00:30:37,461
You'll see what
I'm talking about.

704
00:30:37,545 --> 00:30:39,255
- Okay?
- Okay.

705
00:30:39,338 --> 00:30:41,924
Right.

706
00:30:42,007 --> 00:30:44,510
Okay, well, uh...

707
00:30:44,593 --> 00:30:46,470
well, things got
better from there.

708
00:30:46,554 --> 00:30:48,138
Obviously, damage
had been done.

709
00:30:48,222 --> 00:30:50,408
Decapitated father, molesting
uncle, you don't just, like,

710
00:30:50,432 --> 00:30:52,476
bounce back from
that shit, but...

711
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:57,606
Abby was smart, determined,
a dreamer, a reader.

712
00:30:57,690 --> 00:31:01,318
She hunkered down, she
got herself into college,

713
00:31:01,402 --> 00:31:03,320
started seeing a
therapist on campus

714
00:31:03,404 --> 00:31:06,115
who truly changed her life.

715
00:31:06,198 --> 00:31:07,741
She even made a
very close friend.

716
00:31:11,412 --> 00:31:12,913
[laughs]

717
00:31:12,997 --> 00:31:15,249
[chuckles]

718
00:31:15,332 --> 00:31:17,877
[both laugh]

719
00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:21,797
[whispers]
You're gonna get me kicked out.

720
00:31:21,881 --> 00:31:23,692
- [candy rattles on floor]
- Could you please stop?

721
00:31:23,716 --> 00:31:26,051
[Abby] I'm so sorry.

722
00:31:26,135 --> 00:31:28,262
Oh, my God, Doc,
look. Oh, my God.

723
00:31:28,345 --> 00:31:30,389
Look.

724
00:31:30,472 --> 00:31:32,057
- [laughs]
- Oh.

725
00:31:32,141 --> 00:31:34,518
Look at me. This is what
I looked like in college.

726
00:31:34,602 --> 00:31:37,646
I have 491 more pages.

727
00:31:37,730 --> 00:31:40,608
Oh, my God, look
how young I look.

728
00:31:40,691 --> 00:31:42,902
No, no, I think you look
very much the same.

729
00:31:42,985 --> 00:31:45,446
Oh, well, I think I look like
a completely different person.

730
00:31:45,529 --> 00:31:48,073
Yeah, tomato, to-mah-to.

731
00:31:48,157 --> 00:31:51,327
Doc, look at us.

732
00:31:51,410 --> 00:31:53,329
Maybe we have a
chance after all.

733
00:31:53,412 --> 00:31:55,289
[laughs] Yeah.

734
00:31:55,372 --> 00:31:59,376
Anyway, Abby really came
into her own in college.

735
00:31:59,460 --> 00:32:01,587
[laughs] My aim.

736
00:32:01,670 --> 00:32:04,006
She engaged in
the outside world,

737
00:32:04,089 --> 00:32:06,216
she became extremely popular,

738
00:32:06,300 --> 00:32:08,385
she even fell in love.

739
00:32:08,469 --> 00:32:11,680
Not to toot my own
horn, but toot, toot!

740
00:32:11,764 --> 00:32:14,266
She graduated top of her class
with an English lit degree.

741
00:32:14,350 --> 00:32:16,352
Yeah, she wrote
her thesis on...

742
00:32:16,435 --> 00:32:18,103
[Abby and Will]
The Unreliable Narrator!

743
00:32:18,187 --> 00:32:19,855
The Unreliable Narrator.

744
00:32:19,939 --> 00:32:21,357
- What's that?
- My thesis.

745
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:22,775
Hey, guys, what's up?

746
00:32:22,858 --> 00:32:25,778
Unreliable narrators are
considered a device, right?

747
00:32:25,861 --> 00:32:27,130
Don't answer.
They are. They are.

748
00:32:27,154 --> 00:32:28,914
And they don't get a
lot of literary analysis

749
00:32:28,948 --> 00:32:30,574
because it's a
gimmick, it's a trick.

750
00:32:30,658 --> 00:32:33,118
I mean, "Canterbury Tales"
gets a, gets a shout-out

751
00:32:33,202 --> 00:32:34,787
because, you know, it's good,

752
00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:38,207
but then typically, it's used
for popcorn crime novels

753
00:32:38,290 --> 00:32:40,518
and thriller movies, like
Agatha Christie, Usual Suspects,

754
00:32:40,542 --> 00:32:41,460
- so on and so forth.
- Right.

755
00:32:41,543 --> 00:32:44,088
But I'm gonna argue
that every narrator,

756
00:32:44,171 --> 00:32:47,299
by its very definition,
is unreliable.

757
00:32:47,383 --> 00:32:48,842
Because when you tell a story,

758
00:32:48,926 --> 00:32:50,320
there's always an
essential distance

759
00:32:50,344 --> 00:32:52,221
between the story
itself and the telling

760
00:32:52,304 --> 00:32:53,722
of said story, right?

761
00:32:53,806 --> 00:32:58,352
So, therefore, every story
that has ever been told

762
00:32:58,435 --> 00:33:00,479
has an unreliable narrator.

763
00:33:00,562 --> 00:33:02,481
The only truly reliable
narrator would be

764
00:33:02,564 --> 00:33:04,775
someone hypothetically
telling a story that unfolds

765
00:33:04,858 --> 00:33:06,711
before our very eyes, which
is obviously impossible.

766
00:33:06,735 --> 00:33:08,988
So, what does that tell us?

767
00:33:09,071 --> 00:33:11,657
That the only truly
reliable narrator

768
00:33:11,740 --> 00:33:14,868
is life itself.

769
00:33:14,952 --> 00:33:19,581
But life itself is also a
completely unreliable narrator

770
00:33:19,665 --> 00:33:21,917
because it is
constantly misdirecting

771
00:33:22,001 --> 00:33:23,961
and misleading us and
taking us on this journey

772
00:33:24,044 --> 00:33:26,005
where it is literally
impossible to predict

773
00:33:26,088 --> 00:33:27,798
where it's gonna go next.

774
00:33:27,881 --> 00:33:30,467
And that is my thesis!

775
00:33:30,551 --> 00:33:33,929
Life as the ultimate
unreliable narrator.

776
00:33:34,013 --> 00:33:37,224
- What do you think?
- Yeah.

777
00:33:37,307 --> 00:33:38,910
It'll make more sense when
I write it. I love you.

778
00:33:38,934 --> 00:33:41,145
Bye, guys.

779
00:33:41,228 --> 00:33:42,646
I love you.

780
00:33:42,730 --> 00:33:45,190
- [Chuck] You're up.
- I love her, Chuck.

781
00:33:45,274 --> 00:33:46,567
[laughs]
Yeah. Come on.

782
00:33:46,650 --> 00:33:48,902
- [Will] Holy shit.
- Your turn.

783
00:33:48,986 --> 00:33:51,655
I love you, Abby!

784
00:33:54,324 --> 00:33:56,118
Hey, before, when I
invited you over to watch

785
00:33:56,201 --> 00:33:57,369
Natalie Portman movies,

786
00:33:57,453 --> 00:33:59,163
you know I was just
being funny, right?

787
00:33:59,246 --> 00:34:00,956
- Yes, I do.
- Okay.

788
00:34:01,040 --> 00:34:03,292
'Cause I'm still married, so...

789
00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:05,002
At least I think I am.

790
00:34:05,085 --> 00:34:07,063
I mean, I haven't signed
any papers or anything yet,

791
00:34:07,087 --> 00:34:09,506
so I don't really know
how the whole thing works.

792
00:34:09,590 --> 00:34:12,718
Will, it's fine. Okay?

793
00:34:12,801 --> 00:34:15,512
Take a deep breath.

794
00:34:15,596 --> 00:34:19,558
And you can tell me
about your marriage now.

795
00:34:23,854 --> 00:34:25,939
[no audio]

796
00:34:26,023 --> 00:34:28,067
You want me to tell
you about my marriage?

797
00:34:28,150 --> 00:34:29,902
Yeah.

798
00:34:29,985 --> 00:34:31,463
So, you haven't, you haven't
really been listening

799
00:34:31,487 --> 00:34:33,197
to me, then, because...

800
00:34:33,280 --> 00:34:35,050
it doesn't matter what
I tell you, don't you...

801
00:34:35,074 --> 00:34:36,551
I don't... [scoffs] Why
can't you lean into this

802
00:34:36,575 --> 00:34:37,969
just one fucking time?
[Will] You see that, right?

803
00:34:37,993 --> 00:34:39,721
Doesn't matter what I say,
'cause I could tell you

804
00:34:39,745 --> 00:34:41,080
every detail about our marriage.

805
00:34:41,163 --> 00:34:42,623
I could tell you every detail

806
00:34:42,706 --> 00:34:45,042
about the day that
she left me, but...

807
00:34:45,125 --> 00:34:47,878
why, why would my memory
even be remotely accurate?

808
00:34:47,961 --> 00:34:49,689
- I'm going through a phase!
- Yeah, but why do I

809
00:34:49,713 --> 00:34:51,149
- have to listen...
- And I'm asking you, just...

810
00:34:51,173 --> 00:34:52,591
[Will] Maybe...
maybe I'd actually

811
00:34:52,674 --> 00:34:54,468
been smothering her for years.

812
00:34:54,551 --> 00:34:56,470
- [Abby] No. Stop.
- Smothering her with my love

813
00:34:56,553 --> 00:34:59,389
and my dreams and a baby
that she wasn't ready for.

814
00:34:59,473 --> 00:35:00,808
Crushed him.

815
00:35:00,891 --> 00:35:03,769
[Will] Maybe I was just
another guy that was in her life

816
00:35:03,852 --> 00:35:05,312
that seemed like I
was gonna save it,

817
00:35:05,395 --> 00:35:07,397
but really I was just
there to ruin it.

818
00:35:09,650 --> 00:35:11,985
Maybe she was really
unhappy and this dream girl

819
00:35:12,069 --> 00:35:13,946
that I created in my
mind's eye was just like

820
00:35:14,029 --> 00:35:18,367
a narrative trick, to get us
through a life, you know?

821
00:35:29,711 --> 00:35:31,421
I mean, this is really some

822
00:35:31,505 --> 00:35:34,091
deep philosophical shit
we're talking about here.

823
00:35:34,174 --> 00:35:37,553
Yes, it is. It is.

824
00:35:40,681 --> 00:35:41,723
Will...

825
00:35:44,143 --> 00:35:48,272
we've been seeing each
other for a while now.

826
00:35:48,355 --> 00:35:52,317
And today, you're talking about
Abby a lot for the first time.

827
00:35:52,401 --> 00:35:54,903
And it's good.

828
00:35:54,987 --> 00:35:56,530
It's really good.

829
00:35:56,613 --> 00:36:00,033
So, tell me about that day.

830
00:36:02,077 --> 00:36:03,388
You had a nice
morning with Abby...

831
00:36:03,412 --> 00:36:05,330
- [Will] No, no.
- ...talking about Bob Dylan.

832
00:36:05,414 --> 00:36:07,499
I didn't. I didn't.
That's not what I fucking said.

833
00:36:07,583 --> 00:36:09,477
I just said that it may not
have been a nice morning.

834
00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:10,687
- Okay.
- I said that it could've been

835
00:36:10,711 --> 00:36:11,938
a smothering, horrible morning.

836
00:36:11,962 --> 00:36:14,548
Okay. It could've been a
smothering, horrible morning.

837
00:36:14,631 --> 00:36:17,509
You talked about Bob Dylan,

838
00:36:17,593 --> 00:36:19,636
then you went over to your
parents' house for lunch,

839
00:36:19,720 --> 00:36:22,306
and then what happened?

840
00:36:24,266 --> 00:36:27,603
Then she just left me.
Then she just left me.

841
00:36:27,686 --> 00:36:29,396
Will, she didn't
just leave you.

842
00:36:29,479 --> 00:36:31,231
She just left. Yes, she did.

843
00:36:33,567 --> 00:36:37,863
Have you seen Abby since
you've been released, Will?

844
00:36:39,615 --> 00:36:41,575
[crying] Come
back to me, Abby.

845
00:36:41,658 --> 00:36:43,869
Please come back to me.
I'll, I'll do anything.

846
00:36:43,952 --> 00:36:45,096
- Will?
- Just give me another chance.

847
00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:46,496
Will?

848
00:36:46,580 --> 00:36:50,292
I'm talking to my fucking wife!

849
00:36:50,375 --> 00:36:53,420
But your wife wasn't
there, was she?

850
00:37:02,304 --> 00:37:04,765
I don't know. What am I
doing? What are you doing?

851
00:37:04,848 --> 00:37:06,225
Will...

852
00:37:07,476 --> 00:37:09,478
...you're not well yet.

853
00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:12,231
Okay? You're mixing meds.

854
00:37:12,314 --> 00:37:14,733
You're, you're not yourself.

855
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:21,198
Tell me about that day.

856
00:37:30,791 --> 00:37:33,043
We talked about Bob Dylan.

857
00:37:33,126 --> 00:37:35,087
Okay.

858
00:37:36,588 --> 00:37:38,799
We laughed.

859
00:37:38,882 --> 00:37:41,134
Okay.

860
00:37:44,554 --> 00:37:47,641
Go ahead.

861
00:37:47,724 --> 00:37:50,185
We almost crushed the dog.

862
00:37:50,269 --> 00:37:52,229
Okay.

863
00:37:54,940 --> 00:37:57,484
We went to my parents' house.

864
00:37:57,567 --> 00:37:59,569
Right.

865
00:38:02,030 --> 00:38:04,324
We ate meat loaf.

866
00:38:04,408 --> 00:38:06,201
Oh, my God, my mom's crazy.
[laughs]

867
00:38:06,285 --> 00:38:07,345
- She's totally fucking nuts.
- She is.

868
00:38:07,369 --> 00:38:08,609
We're never
gonna do that again.

869
00:38:08,662 --> 00:38:09,746
Oh, gosh.

870
00:38:09,830 --> 00:38:12,040
- How you feeling, my love?
- I ate too much.

871
00:38:12,124 --> 00:38:13,709
[both laugh]

872
00:38:13,792 --> 00:38:15,711
- You think?
- Just a little bit.

873
00:38:15,794 --> 00:38:17,796
You freakin' ate
the gross national

874
00:38:17,879 --> 00:38:19,548
meat loaf product
of a small nation.

875
00:38:19,631 --> 00:38:22,676
I think we might have a meat
loaf instead of a human baby.

876
00:38:22,759 --> 00:38:23,903
You're giving
birth to meat loaf?

877
00:38:23,927 --> 00:38:25,595
Yeah, we're having meat loaf.

878
00:38:25,679 --> 00:38:27,389
[both laugh]

879
00:38:27,472 --> 00:38:28,724
- Cab?
- No.

880
00:38:28,807 --> 00:38:29,927
- Walk it off?
- Yes, please.

881
00:38:29,975 --> 00:38:30,892
All right, let's walk it off.

882
00:38:30,976 --> 00:38:32,894
[Abby] My heart's on fire.

883
00:38:32,978 --> 00:38:35,272
[laughing] Not in a good way.

884
00:38:35,355 --> 00:38:37,441
[Will talks indistinctly]

885
00:38:37,524 --> 00:38:40,193
♪♪

886
00:38:47,784 --> 00:38:50,662
The baby's a girl, Will.

887
00:38:50,746 --> 00:38:52,039
What?

888
00:38:52,122 --> 00:38:53,915
I know we weren't
gonna find out,

889
00:38:53,999 --> 00:38:57,753
but then the nurse slipped up,
and now I feel shitty knowing.

890
00:38:59,838 --> 00:39:02,758
In about three weeks,
you're gonna have a daughter.

891
00:39:05,093 --> 00:39:07,095
Say something.

892
00:39:09,097 --> 00:39:12,309
What?

893
00:39:12,392 --> 00:39:14,394
I know what you
want to name her.

894
00:39:16,563 --> 00:39:19,483
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

895
00:39:19,566 --> 00:39:21,151
Yeah, I think so.

896
00:39:21,234 --> 00:39:23,070
I know you don't like
his music, but...

897
00:39:23,153 --> 00:39:24,571
I love it.

898
00:39:24,654 --> 00:39:26,281
Big fan.

899
00:39:26,365 --> 00:39:27,824
I think it's cute.
I think it's...

900
00:39:27,908 --> 00:39:28,909
[tires screeching]

901
00:39:32,954 --> 00:39:35,040
I was smothering her.
I was smothering her.

902
00:39:35,123 --> 00:39:36,750
That's why she left me.

903
00:39:38,835 --> 00:39:42,547
Will, listen, you
suffered a trauma.

904
00:39:42,631 --> 00:39:43,631
It was horrific.

905
00:39:43,673 --> 00:39:45,717
- Can you fucking help me?!
- Horrific.

906
00:39:45,801 --> 00:39:47,719
Help me, please!

907
00:39:47,803 --> 00:39:50,680
[Morris] You thought
about killing yourself.

908
00:39:50,764 --> 00:39:54,851
You... you were in
treatment for months

909
00:39:54,935 --> 00:39:57,062
to keep you safe.

910
00:39:57,145 --> 00:39:59,606
And now you're,
you're constructing a story

911
00:39:59,689 --> 00:40:02,692
that somehow makes it bearable.

912
00:40:05,112 --> 00:40:08,156
Will... you have a baby.

913
00:40:08,240 --> 00:40:10,075
All right?

914
00:40:10,158 --> 00:40:11,701
Your baby lived.

915
00:40:13,328 --> 00:40:18,083
For whatever reason,
miraculously, she's alive.

916
00:40:18,166 --> 00:40:22,504
Now, Will, wouldn't Abby want
you to be there for that child?

917
00:40:24,131 --> 00:40:27,092
Now, why haven't you
gone to your parents'?

918
00:40:27,175 --> 00:40:28,969
Will, look at me.

919
00:40:29,052 --> 00:40:31,847
Why haven't you seen that baby?

920
00:40:33,932 --> 00:40:35,684
I think it would help you.

921
00:40:35,767 --> 00:40:37,686
- Okay.
- That's why you're out,

922
00:40:37,769 --> 00:40:40,313
and that's why you're
seeing me, to get you there.

923
00:40:40,397 --> 00:40:42,190
I, I think you're ready.

924
00:40:42,274 --> 00:40:43,900
Okay.

925
00:40:46,153 --> 00:40:48,071
I'm gonna go.

926
00:40:48,155 --> 00:40:49,948
No, hang on, Will.
Will, hang on.

927
00:40:50,031 --> 00:40:51,908
No, I don't want you
to leave yet. Let's...

928
00:40:51,992 --> 00:40:53,952
That's not the right story. No.

929
00:40:54,035 --> 00:40:55,912
I'm not really the
hero of the story.

930
00:40:55,996 --> 00:40:57,831
This is, trauma
is vicious, Will.

931
00:40:57,914 --> 00:41:00,041
I'm sorry. You're very nice.

932
00:41:00,125 --> 00:41:02,043
You're very nice.

933
00:41:02,127 --> 00:41:03,920
I don't want to
be here anymore.

934
00:41:04,004 --> 00:41:05,464
Look, just sit
down. We can...

935
00:41:05,547 --> 00:41:06,882
Let me talk you
through this.

936
00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:07,716
Bye.

937
00:41:07,799 --> 00:41:09,009
[gun shot]

938
00:41:09,092 --> 00:41:11,052
[screams]

939
00:41:13,096 --> 00:41:14,639
[exhales]

940
00:41:14,723 --> 00:41:16,558
[gasps]

941
00:41:32,824 --> 00:41:34,343
["Make You Feel My Love"
by Bob Dylan playing]

942
00:41:34,367 --> 00:41:38,705
♪ When the rain is
blowing in your face ♪

943
00:41:40,707 --> 00:41:45,754
♪ And the whole world
is on your case ♪

944
00:41:47,881 --> 00:41:52,385
♪ I could offer you
a warm embrace ♪

945
00:41:54,179 --> 00:41:58,099
♪ To make you feel my love ♪

946
00:41:58,183 --> 00:42:00,101
[Narrator] To say
Dylan Dempsey's childhood

947
00:42:00,185 --> 00:42:02,103
was marked by death
and tragedy would be

948
00:42:02,187 --> 00:42:04,022
the grossest
of understatements,

949
00:42:04,105 --> 00:42:06,274
and also a little bit douchey.

950
00:42:06,358 --> 00:42:08,944
She was literally born
of death and tragedy.

951
00:42:09,027 --> 00:42:10,362
[tires screech, crash]

952
00:42:10,445 --> 00:42:12,322
Six months into
her little life,

953
00:42:12,405 --> 00:42:14,449
her father started
locking in the pattern.

954
00:42:14,533 --> 00:42:15,909
[gunshot]

955
00:42:15,992 --> 00:42:17,702
And that was just the start.

956
00:42:22,207 --> 00:42:24,960
Dylan lost her grandma
when she was six.

957
00:42:27,587 --> 00:42:32,884
♪ The storms are raging
on the rolling sea ♪

958
00:42:33,927 --> 00:42:37,347
♪ And on the
highway of regret ♪

959
00:42:37,430 --> 00:42:40,475
And her best friend
when she was seven.

960
00:42:40,559 --> 00:42:46,356
♪ The winds of change
are blowing wild and free ♪

961
00:42:46,439 --> 00:42:51,486
♪ You ain't seen
nothing like me yet. ♪

962
00:42:51,570 --> 00:42:53,905
[whispers]
Tell them I'm nice.

963
00:43:05,542 --> 00:43:07,043
[knock on door]

964
00:43:07,127 --> 00:43:09,129
Come in.

965
00:43:14,342 --> 00:43:16,845
How you feeling, kiddo?

966
00:43:16,928 --> 00:43:19,848
I feel like my whole
life is gonna be

967
00:43:19,931 --> 00:43:23,351
marked by death and tragedy.

968
00:43:23,435 --> 00:43:25,353
[Narrator] She did not
say this, of course,

969
00:43:25,437 --> 00:43:27,397
but if she could verbalize
what she was feeling

970
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:29,482
at eight years old,
she would've.

971
00:43:32,110 --> 00:43:33,278
[Irwin sighs]

972
00:43:33,361 --> 00:43:35,822
I crave a happy life, Grandpa.

973
00:43:35,905 --> 00:43:38,283
I have a almost
desperate craving

974
00:43:38,366 --> 00:43:40,619
for stability and happiness,

975
00:43:40,702 --> 00:43:42,621
the way fat people
crave chocolate

976
00:43:42,704 --> 00:43:44,873
or lost hikers crave rescue.

977
00:43:44,956 --> 00:43:48,877
I want to live a big,
great, fantastical life,

978
00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:50,629
but I'm concerned that

979
00:43:50,712 --> 00:43:52,964
the tragedy
that seems to follow me,

980
00:43:53,048 --> 00:43:54,841
the tragedy that birthed me

981
00:43:54,924 --> 00:43:57,427
will prevent that
from ever happening.

982
00:43:57,510 --> 00:43:59,429
And I don't know
if I can withstand

983
00:43:59,512 --> 00:44:01,431
another body blow like this.

984
00:44:02,682 --> 00:44:04,976
[Narrator]
But what she really said was...

985
00:44:05,060 --> 00:44:07,687
How you feeling, kiddo?

986
00:44:07,771 --> 00:44:10,565
Are you gonna die, Grandpa?

987
00:44:10,649 --> 00:44:14,110
Yes. I am.

988
00:44:16,404 --> 00:44:19,574
Probably sooner than
you'd like, kiddo...

989
00:44:19,658 --> 00:44:21,618
if I'm being honest.

990
00:44:21,701 --> 00:44:24,663
I'm gonna fight like hell
to stick around for you

991
00:44:24,746 --> 00:44:28,667
as long as possible,
to prevent one more death

992
00:44:28,750 --> 00:44:32,003
from coming anywhere
near your doorstep.

993
00:44:32,087 --> 00:44:33,922
I'm gonna get on
the fucking treadmill,

994
00:44:34,005 --> 00:44:37,133
cut back on the red meat.

995
00:44:37,217 --> 00:44:38,927
I'm gonna do my best.

996
00:44:39,010 --> 00:44:40,929
Get you through
your teenage years

997
00:44:41,012 --> 00:44:45,016
without losing
one more goddamn thing.

998
00:44:45,100 --> 00:44:47,977
Gonna do it for
your mother and father.

999
00:44:48,061 --> 00:44:50,647
I'm gonna do it
for your grandmother.

1000
00:44:50,730 --> 00:44:53,858
Most of all, I'm gonna do
it for you, granddaughter.

1001
00:44:55,652 --> 00:44:58,363
I'm gonna squeeze
out ten more years

1002
00:44:58,446 --> 00:45:02,742
from this decrepit old body,
for you, my girl.

1003
00:45:02,826 --> 00:45:05,370
My angel.

1004
00:45:05,453 --> 00:45:07,622
[Narrator] Again, Irwin
expressed this all with...

1005
00:45:07,706 --> 00:45:10,750
No. No more dying
around here, kiddo.

1006
00:45:15,255 --> 00:45:18,800
- Okay?
- Okay.

1007
00:45:23,138 --> 00:45:26,599
[both sigh loudly]

1008
00:45:26,683 --> 00:45:28,560
["Million Miles"
by Bob Dylan playing]

1009
00:45:28,643 --> 00:45:32,105
[Narrator] The Dylan Dempsey
transformation years.

1010
00:45:32,188 --> 00:45:34,023
The years brought puberty.

1011
00:45:34,107 --> 00:45:36,526
Puberty brought sexuality.

1012
00:45:36,609 --> 00:45:41,614
Sexuality brought anger
and fear and confusion.

1013
00:45:41,698 --> 00:45:43,491
And when the smoke cleared,

1014
00:45:43,575 --> 00:45:46,077
where that sweet
little girl once stood,

1015
00:45:46,161 --> 00:45:47,746
there remained only a woman

1016
00:45:47,829 --> 00:45:51,416
who scared the absolute
shit out of everyone.

1017
00:45:51,499 --> 00:45:56,421
♪ You took a part of me
that I really miss ♪

1018
00:45:56,504 --> 00:46:02,093
♪ I keep asking myself how long
it can go on like this ♪

1019
00:46:02,177 --> 00:46:05,096
♪ You told yourself a lie ♪

1020
00:46:05,180 --> 00:46:08,266
♪ That's all right, mama,
I told myself one, too... ♪

1021
00:46:12,353 --> 00:46:14,731
- [knock on door]
- Come in.

1022
00:46:14,814 --> 00:46:16,941
♪ Still a million
miles from you. ♪

1023
00:46:17,025 --> 00:46:19,027
Hey.

1024
00:46:19,110 --> 00:46:21,488
Hey. I'm going out.

1025
00:46:21,571 --> 00:46:22,947
With who?

1026
00:46:23,031 --> 00:46:25,742
Just with some friends.

1027
00:46:25,825 --> 00:46:28,161
Cigarettes.

1028
00:46:28,244 --> 00:46:30,205
Grandma used to say
it's a nasty habit

1029
00:46:30,288 --> 00:46:33,875
of people lighting little
fires under their noses.

1030
00:46:33,958 --> 00:46:36,044
Cool.

1031
00:46:36,127 --> 00:46:40,298
You aren't even gonna try
and hide them from me?

1032
00:46:40,381 --> 00:46:42,884
Aren't we both
better than that?

1033
00:46:42,967 --> 00:46:44,886
I don't know.

1034
00:46:44,969 --> 00:46:47,263
You hear Vermont's
made them illegal?

1035
00:46:47,347 --> 00:46:49,557
Remind me never
to go to Vermont.

1036
00:46:54,604 --> 00:46:56,856
- Can I have one?
- No.

1037
00:46:56,940 --> 00:46:59,609
Just one?

1038
00:46:59,692 --> 00:47:01,736
No, these things will kill you.

1039
00:47:07,784 --> 00:47:10,495
Was hoping we could
talk about college.

1040
00:47:10,578 --> 00:47:13,832
We talked about it last night.

1041
00:47:13,915 --> 00:47:15,834
- Didn't get very far.
- Yes, we did.

1042
00:47:15,917 --> 00:47:19,045
We just didn't get
where you wanted it to go.

1043
00:47:19,128 --> 00:47:21,506
I'm 21, Irwin.
Give up on the dream.

1044
00:47:21,589 --> 00:47:23,925
I've almost saved enough
to get out of your hair.

1045
00:47:24,008 --> 00:47:26,010
I promise.

1046
00:47:26,094 --> 00:47:28,054
Promise you'll
be home by 11:00?

1047
00:47:28,137 --> 00:47:29,889
I'd rather not lie to you.

1048
00:47:29,973 --> 00:47:32,809
- Please lie to me.
- I'll be home by 11:00.

1049
00:47:34,602 --> 00:47:36,604
Dylan.

1050
00:47:40,358 --> 00:47:43,152
Happy 21st, kiddo.

1051
00:47:52,537 --> 00:47:55,164
[both sigh loudly]

1052
00:47:56,416 --> 00:47:58,167
Some sugar.

1053
00:47:58,251 --> 00:47:59,460
Mwah.

1054
00:48:03,715 --> 00:48:05,675
Peace!

1055
00:48:15,101 --> 00:48:18,563
[tinny melody playing]

1056
00:48:18,646 --> 00:48:20,648
[door opens, closes
in distance]

1057
00:48:26,821 --> 00:48:28,823
[lid closes, melody stops]

1058
00:48:36,748 --> 00:48:38,750
♪♪

1059
00:48:55,183 --> 00:48:57,310
[Dylan] Hey.
[clears throat] Hey, everyone.

1060
00:48:57,393 --> 00:48:59,520
We're PB&J.

1061
00:48:59,604 --> 00:49:01,856
[scattered cheers, whoops]
[Man] Yeah!

1062
00:49:01,940 --> 00:49:04,442
Um... [sucks teeth]

1063
00:49:04,525 --> 00:49:07,236
Uh, this first song
is kind of personal.

1064
00:49:07,320 --> 00:49:08,571
Um... [clears throat]

1065
00:49:08,655 --> 00:49:11,240
My mom died
21 years ago today, and...

1066
00:49:11,324 --> 00:49:12,825
[Man]
Take it off!

1067
00:49:12,909 --> 00:49:14,911
[crowd murmurs, giggles]

1068
00:49:18,247 --> 00:49:20,416
They tell me she used
to listen to Bob Dylan.

1069
00:49:20,500 --> 00:49:22,627
[Man]
Show us your tits!

1070
00:49:22,710 --> 00:49:24,712
[bottle shatters]
[crowd whooping, cheering]

1071
00:49:29,050 --> 00:49:31,386
Whatever.

1072
00:49:31,469 --> 00:49:34,013
[sighs]
[playing gentle melody]

1073
00:49:34,097 --> 00:49:39,394
♪ When the rain is
blowing in your face ♪

1074
00:49:39,477 --> 00:49:44,649
♪ And the whole world
is on your case ♪

1075
00:49:44,732 --> 00:49:49,320
♪ I can offer you
a warm embrace ♪

1076
00:49:49,404 --> 00:49:53,032
♪ To make you feel my love ♪

1077
00:49:55,284 --> 00:50:00,790
♪ When the evening shadows
and the stars appear ♪

1078
00:50:00,873 --> 00:50:06,170
♪ And there is no one there
to dry your tears ♪

1079
00:50:06,254 --> 00:50:10,675
♪ I could hold you
for a million years ♪

1080
00:50:10,758 --> 00:50:14,345
♪ To make you feel my love ♪

1081
00:50:14,429 --> 00:50:16,264
[dissonant feedback squeals]

1082
00:50:16,347 --> 00:50:18,182
[thrashing heavy
metal music begins]

1083
00:50:18,266 --> 00:50:22,103
♪ I know you haven't
made your mind up yet ♪

1084
00:50:22,186 --> 00:50:26,274
♪ But I would never
do you wrong ♪

1085
00:50:26,357 --> 00:50:29,902
♪ I've known it from
the moment that we met ♪

1086
00:50:29,986 --> 00:50:34,490
♪ There's no doubt in my
mind where you belong ♪

1087
00:50:34,574 --> 00:50:38,202
♪ I'd go hungry,
I'd go black and blue ♪

1088
00:50:38,286 --> 00:50:42,498
♪ I'd go crawling
down the avenue ♪

1089
00:50:42,582 --> 00:50:46,586
♪ No, there's nothing
that I wouldn't do ♪

1090
00:50:46,669 --> 00:50:49,797
♪ To make you feel my love. ♪

1091
00:50:49,881 --> 00:50:51,883
♪♪

1092
00:50:58,389 --> 00:50:59,932
[slow rock music
playing in distance]

1093
00:51:00,016 --> 00:51:01,642
[women giggling softly]

1094
00:51:03,686 --> 00:51:05,813
[giggling continues]

1095
00:51:08,107 --> 00:51:09,984
- Oh, shit.
- Oh, shit.

1096
00:51:13,863 --> 00:51:15,656
[Woman] Hey!

1097
00:51:15,740 --> 00:51:17,200
What the fuck?

1098
00:51:21,579 --> 00:51:23,247
[Woman] Hey!

1099
00:51:23,331 --> 00:51:26,334
Hey, you owe me
a new phone, bitch.

1100
00:51:28,211 --> 00:51:30,088
Yeah. You're right, I'm sorry.

1101
00:51:30,171 --> 00:51:32,673
That, uh... [exhales]
I shouldn't have done that.

1102
00:51:32,757 --> 00:51:34,842
Uh, it's just been
a really weird day for me.

1103
00:51:34,926 --> 00:51:37,053
Um...

1104
00:51:37,136 --> 00:51:39,680
Let me see what I have on me.
Can you hold that a second?

1105
00:51:39,764 --> 00:51:41,182
I'm so, so sorry.

1106
00:51:41,265 --> 00:51:43,976
[woman grunts]
[onlookers exclaiming]

1107
00:51:46,020 --> 00:51:48,106
You think that's funny?
You fucking filming me?!

1108
00:51:50,399 --> 00:51:52,276
Dylan!

1109
00:51:52,360 --> 00:51:53,861
I'm fine. I'm fine!

1110
00:51:53,945 --> 00:51:55,279
I'm fine.

1111
00:51:55,363 --> 00:51:57,240
[panting]

1112
00:52:15,091 --> 00:52:17,093
[horn honks]

1113
00:52:38,156 --> 00:52:41,325
[passing horn blares]

1114
00:52:43,452 --> 00:52:45,913
[passing horn blares]

1115
00:52:50,918 --> 00:52:53,254
[Abby] The baby's a girl, Will.

1116
00:52:53,337 --> 00:52:55,339
[Will] What?

1117
00:52:55,423 --> 00:52:57,508
I know we weren't
gonna find out,

1118
00:52:57,592 --> 00:53:01,637
but then the nurse slipped up,
and now I feel shitty knowing.

1119
00:53:01,721 --> 00:53:05,641
In about three weeks,
you're gonna have a daughter.

1120
00:53:05,725 --> 00:53:07,768
Actually, Daddy's gonna
blow his brains out

1121
00:53:07,852 --> 00:53:09,979
before he even meets me, so...

1122
00:53:10,062 --> 00:53:11,731
[Abby] Say something.

1123
00:53:11,814 --> 00:53:13,524
I know what you
want to name her.

1124
00:53:13,608 --> 00:53:15,208
[Abby] I know you don't
like his music...

1125
00:53:15,234 --> 00:53:16,754
Might want to look
to your right, lady.

1126
00:53:16,819 --> 00:53:17,737
[Will] I love it.

1127
00:53:17,820 --> 00:53:19,864
- Big fan.
- Mom.

1128
00:53:19,947 --> 00:53:22,283
- I think it's pretty cute.
- I think it's gonna be...

1129
00:53:22,366 --> 00:53:24,452
Mom, Mom, look out!
[tires screech, crash]

1130
00:53:25,620 --> 00:53:27,079
[sniffles]

1131
00:53:27,163 --> 00:53:29,165
[panting]

1132
00:53:36,714 --> 00:53:38,716
♪♪

1133
00:53:44,222 --> 00:53:47,183
Are you okay?

1134
00:53:49,769 --> 00:53:51,771
Does it matter?

1135
00:53:53,564 --> 00:53:55,274
[Narrator]
If Rodrigo Gonzalez

1136
00:53:55,358 --> 00:53:57,401
had really been
there that night,

1137
00:53:57,485 --> 00:53:59,362
he might have told
the stoned young woman

1138
00:53:59,445 --> 00:54:01,757
sitting in front of him that
it mattered quite a bit to him

1139
00:54:01,781 --> 00:54:04,784
that Dylan Dempsey was okay.

1140
00:54:11,374 --> 00:54:13,334
[men chattering in Spanish]

1141
00:54:15,586 --> 00:54:16,796
[man laughs]

1142
00:54:16,879 --> 00:54:18,506
[man whistling a tune]

1143
00:54:23,761 --> 00:54:25,763
♪♪

1144
00:54:32,395 --> 00:54:34,146
He's here!

1145
00:54:51,539 --> 00:54:53,541
[engine stops]

1146
00:54:59,297 --> 00:55:01,632
[greets in Spanish]
[men respond]

1147
00:55:03,676 --> 00:55:05,594
Bueno. Bueno. Hombre.

1148
00:55:05,678 --> 00:55:07,179
[conversing in Spanish]

1149
00:55:15,146 --> 00:55:17,815
[man whistling a tune]

1150
00:55:21,652 --> 00:55:23,654
♪♪

1151
00:55:42,673 --> 00:55:44,675
♪♪

1152
00:55:58,564 --> 00:56:03,819
Come here. I'll be with
you in a second. Have a seat.

1153
00:56:15,956 --> 00:56:17,249
Sit.

1154
00:56:23,130 --> 00:56:26,300
Javier, it occurs
to me that we've

1155
00:56:26,384 --> 00:56:28,010
never really spoken.

1156
00:56:28,094 --> 00:56:29,553
It's been

1157
00:56:29,929 --> 00:56:31,222
five years

1158
00:56:31,305 --> 00:56:36,435
I've owned this land

1159
00:56:36,519 --> 00:56:39,230
and I don't think we've said more
than a few words to one another.

1160
00:56:39,939 --> 00:56:40,981
Drink?

1161
00:56:44,151 --> 00:56:45,736
- No, sir.
- No, right.

1162
00:56:45,820 --> 00:56:48,948
I was raised in Italy,
did you know that?

1163
00:56:49,031 --> 00:56:51,325
That I'm Italian?

1164
00:56:51,409 --> 00:56:53,994
I look like you
and sound like you,

1165
00:56:54,078 --> 00:56:55,955
but my name is Saccione

1166
00:56:56,038 --> 00:56:58,499
and I have lived most of my life

1167
00:56:58,582 --> 00:56:59,582
in Italy.

1168
00:57:00,126 --> 00:57:02,169
My Italian father

1169
00:57:02,253 --> 00:57:04,046
traveled to Andalusia

1170
00:57:04,130 --> 00:57:06,757
and this is where
he met my mother.

1171
00:57:06,841 --> 00:57:08,509
Did you know these things?

1172
00:57:08,592 --> 00:57:10,302
That my mother
was from this region?

1173
00:57:10,636 --> 00:57:11,762
No, señor.

1174
00:57:15,724 --> 00:57:17,143
My father

1175
00:57:17,476 --> 00:57:19,061
was a royal

1176
00:57:19,770 --> 00:57:22,022
fuck of a man.

1177
00:57:22,731 --> 00:57:25,025
He met my mother young,

1178
00:57:25,109 --> 00:57:28,112
he won her over, moved her away

1179
00:57:28,195 --> 00:57:29,697
from everything she knew,

1180
00:57:29,780 --> 00:57:31,532
everyone she loved.

1181
00:57:31,615 --> 00:57:32,615
He was,

1182
00:57:32,783 --> 00:57:33,534
possessive,

1183
00:57:33,617 --> 00:57:35,619
controlling, aggressive.

1184
00:57:35,703 --> 00:57:37,496
And he was rich,

1185
00:57:37,580 --> 00:57:42,585
which makes a royal
fuck of a man like that

1186
00:57:42,668 --> 00:57:44,044
particularly

1187
00:57:44,128 --> 00:57:46,297
dangerous.

1188
00:57:51,093 --> 00:57:53,721
Hey, are you sure I
can't offer you a drink?

1189
00:57:53,804 --> 00:57:55,806
Wine, manzanilla?

1190
00:57:55,890 --> 00:57:58,267
I will go for manzanilla.

1191
00:57:59,143 --> 00:58:01,228
Okay, manzanilla sounds good.

1192
00:58:01,312 --> 00:58:03,606
Very well, of course.

1193
00:58:07,735 --> 00:58:10,029
So there's my mother

1194
00:58:10,779 --> 00:58:13,449
a young Spanish lady

1195
00:58:14,575 --> 00:58:17,661
full-blooded Andalusian

1196
00:58:18,412 --> 00:58:21,624
cut off from her family

1197
00:58:25,085 --> 00:58:28,380
living in the
Italian countryside.

1198
00:58:28,464 --> 00:58:30,424
By the way,

1199
00:58:30,508 --> 00:58:34,386
doesn't speak a word of Italian.

1200
00:58:41,018 --> 00:58:41,810
Here you go.

1201
00:58:41,894 --> 00:58:42,894
Cheers.

1202
00:58:43,479 --> 00:58:44,813
Cheers.

1203
00:58:53,197 --> 00:58:54,573
My father

1204
00:58:54,657 --> 00:58:56,909
decides he wants

1205
00:58:57,701 --> 00:59:00,204
an "Italian" wife.

1206
00:59:00,287 --> 00:59:02,581
And an "Italian" family.

1207
00:59:02,665 --> 00:59:06,460
So he disallows
Spanish in his home.

1208
00:59:06,544 --> 00:59:08,921
He cuts off contact
with her family.

1209
00:59:09,004 --> 00:59:13,175
My mother has nothing.

1210
00:59:13,259 --> 00:59:15,469
No one to love.

1211
00:59:16,929 --> 00:59:19,723
And so she gets pregnant.

1212
00:59:19,807 --> 00:59:21,976
With me.

1213
00:59:28,524 --> 00:59:29,775
As I get older

1214
00:59:31,277 --> 00:59:33,988
whenever my father
travels for work

1215
00:59:34,071 --> 00:59:35,071
she

1216
00:59:35,990 --> 00:59:39,201
arranges packages
to be sent from home.

1217
00:59:39,285 --> 00:59:41,328
Spanish foods, wines.

1218
00:59:41,996 --> 00:59:44,081
Our favorite treat was

1219
00:59:44,915 --> 00:59:49,545
the Spanish olive oil.

1220
00:59:50,004 --> 00:59:51,380
Can you imagine?

1221
00:59:51,463 --> 00:59:52,463
There we are

1222
00:59:53,257 --> 00:59:55,175
in the Italian countryside

1223
00:59:55,259 --> 00:59:59,096
home to the most famous
olive oil in the world,

1224
00:59:59,722 --> 01:00:02,933
pouring Spanish
olive oil down our throats

1225
01:00:03,017 --> 01:00:07,104
like we now
drink this manzanilla.

1226
01:00:08,105 --> 01:00:09,105
What a pair

1227
01:00:09,565 --> 01:00:11,859
Mama and I were.

1228
01:00:14,695 --> 01:00:15,821
What a pair.

1229
01:00:21,952 --> 01:00:23,537
She died, my mother,

1230
01:00:23,621 --> 01:00:26,123
when I was just sixteen.

1231
01:00:28,709 --> 01:00:30,002
As soon as she died,

1232
01:00:30,085 --> 01:00:32,921
that royal fuck
of a man cut me off.

1233
01:00:34,048 --> 01:00:36,008
He saw my mother

1234
01:00:36,091 --> 01:00:37,384
in me.

1235
01:00:37,468 --> 01:00:40,638
And in my mother he
saw only a dirty Spaniard

1236
01:00:40,721 --> 01:00:43,432
who had ruined his life.

1237
01:00:45,976 --> 01:00:47,478
Luckily for me,

1238
01:00:51,815 --> 01:00:54,985
my father wasn't just a bigot,

1239
01:00:55,903 --> 01:00:58,364
he was also a narcissist.

1240
01:00:58,864 --> 01:01:00,949
He never thought he would die,

1241
01:01:01,033 --> 01:01:04,662
even as he got older,
even as he got sicker.

1242
01:01:05,162 --> 01:01:06,163
And so...

1243
01:01:07,373 --> 01:01:09,416
he never made a will.

1244
01:01:10,626 --> 01:01:11,669
Ay, ay ay.

1245
01:01:13,337 --> 01:01:16,924
The moment he left this earth,

1246
01:01:17,007 --> 01:01:21,679
I became a wildly
wealthy man, Javier.

1247
01:01:24,348 --> 01:01:26,058
And the first thing I did was

1248
01:01:26,141 --> 01:01:28,686
buy this land back in Andalusia,

1249
01:01:28,769 --> 01:01:30,896
where I now grow
hundreds of acres

1250
01:01:30,979 --> 01:01:35,526
of the olive oil that
Mama and I once hoarded.

1251
01:01:36,026 --> 01:01:37,026
And while

1252
01:01:37,736 --> 01:01:39,196
business keeps me away

1253
01:01:39,279 --> 01:01:41,907
most of the time,

1254
01:01:42,700 --> 01:01:46,745
this land is the only
thing that matters to me.

1255
01:01:48,914 --> 01:01:51,041
This land is my story,

1256
01:01:51,125 --> 01:01:53,627
and it is my mama's story.

1257
01:01:56,463 --> 01:01:57,965
That is why

1258
01:01:59,800 --> 01:02:01,176
the olives

1259
01:02:03,011 --> 01:02:05,514
mean so much to me.

1260
01:02:09,685 --> 01:02:10,685
And now

1261
01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:13,063
I must ask,

1262
01:02:15,232 --> 01:02:19,820
why do they mean so much to you?

1263
01:02:21,905 --> 01:02:23,699
I don't follow.

1264
01:02:25,826 --> 01:02:29,872
The other men use rakes and nets

1265
01:02:29,955 --> 01:02:32,332
but you pick by hand.

1266
01:02:32,416 --> 01:02:35,627
You can only pick half as many...

1267
01:02:36,128 --> 01:02:37,629
I work twice as long.

1268
01:02:37,713 --> 01:02:39,173
No, I am aware. This is not

1269
01:02:39,256 --> 01:02:42,384
criticism.
It is simply a question.

1270
01:02:42,468 --> 01:02:45,429
Why do you work harder
than the other men?

1271
01:02:46,805 --> 01:02:48,682
Because it's the right way...

1272
01:02:53,395 --> 01:02:55,105
I tell you my story,

1273
01:02:55,189 --> 01:02:58,108
the story of my fuck of a father

1274
01:02:58,192 --> 01:03:00,319
and my poor abused mother

1275
01:03:00,402 --> 01:03:02,237
and when I ask
you for the same...

1276
01:03:02,321 --> 01:03:06,200
all I get is
"because it's the right way?"

1277
01:03:08,535 --> 01:03:12,790
Come on Janvier, drink your
manzanila and tell me your story

1278
01:03:20,589 --> 01:03:22,257
I am a simple man.

1279
01:03:22,341 --> 01:03:24,551
I do not have a story.

1280
01:03:25,260 --> 01:03:28,138
I did not have a
fuck of a father.

1281
01:03:28,639 --> 01:03:29,932
My father was

1282
01:03:30,390 --> 01:03:33,393
funny and whistled
while he worked,

1283
01:03:34,770 --> 01:03:39,441
and I like having a job where
I can whistle while I work, too.

1284
01:03:41,568 --> 01:03:44,613
The rakes bruise the olives

1285
01:03:45,739 --> 01:03:48,116
so I pick them by hand.

1286
01:03:48,617 --> 01:03:51,912
It's the right way. That is all.

1287
01:03:57,835 --> 01:03:59,920
The men love you.

1288
01:04:01,046 --> 01:04:03,549
I hear you telling them stories,

1289
01:04:03,632 --> 01:04:05,342
making them laugh.

1290
01:04:06,426 --> 01:04:07,594
I have a big mouth.

1291
01:04:07,678 --> 01:04:10,973
But with me, you are reserved.

1292
01:04:11,056 --> 01:04:12,641
You are my boss.

1293
01:04:12,975 --> 01:04:15,102
I want to be your friend.

1294
01:04:16,478 --> 01:04:17,478
No.

1295
01:04:19,606 --> 01:04:21,650
I would disappoint
you as your friend.

1296
01:04:21,733 --> 01:04:23,110
I disagree...

1297
01:04:24,695 --> 01:04:27,531
I gave you my answer.

1298
01:04:37,416 --> 01:04:39,001
It's curious.

1299
01:04:39,459 --> 01:04:42,170
The other men admire me,

1300
01:04:42,588 --> 01:04:45,090
and they barely know me.

1301
01:04:45,173 --> 01:04:49,553
But you, you hear my story
and it does not affect you.

1302
01:04:49,636 --> 01:04:52,723
It does not make you

1303
01:04:52,806 --> 01:04:54,558
like me?

1304
01:04:55,392 --> 01:04:56,518
It's okay,

1305
01:04:57,644 --> 01:04:59,021
you can be

1306
01:04:59,396 --> 01:05:01,398
completely honest.

1307
01:05:03,108 --> 01:05:05,944
No, it does not.

1308
01:05:08,572 --> 01:05:10,532
May I ask why...

1309
01:05:14,119 --> 01:05:16,830
I would not have
taken his money.

1310
01:05:29,801 --> 01:05:30,886
Okay.

1311
01:05:32,930 --> 01:05:35,140
Would you like to live here

1312
01:05:35,557 --> 01:05:39,478
and oversee the men? As foreman?

1313
01:05:40,228 --> 01:05:41,688
For free?

1314
01:05:42,147 --> 01:05:44,191
Yes, for free.

1315
01:05:44,274 --> 01:05:46,944
Of course, there
would be a raise...

1316
01:05:47,027 --> 01:05:48,027
No.

1317
01:05:48,362 --> 01:05:50,405
The free rent would
be more than enough.

1318
01:05:50,489 --> 01:05:51,740
I have one condition.

1319
01:05:53,533 --> 01:05:54,785
I will take care of your land.

1320
01:05:56,787 --> 01:06:00,916
I will help it thrive
as if it's my own.

1321
01:06:02,542 --> 01:06:03,794
But my whistling

1322
01:06:03,877 --> 01:06:05,212
is for me,

1323
01:06:07,673 --> 01:06:10,884
and my big mouth is for the men.

1324
01:06:12,928 --> 01:06:15,722
You will not ask
of that from me.

1325
01:06:15,806 --> 01:06:20,060
And I will never
ask anything of you.

1326
01:06:27,526 --> 01:06:29,444
[Narrator]
At exactly this moment,

1327
01:06:29,528 --> 01:06:31,446
a mere 4,000 miles away,

1328
01:06:31,530 --> 01:06:33,532
Abby Dempsey,
then Abby Lesher,

1329
01:06:33,615 --> 01:06:36,952
had just finished the first
draft of her college thesis.

1330
01:06:37,035 --> 01:06:38,787
[Abby] "But life
itself proves to be

1331
01:06:38,870 --> 01:06:40,789
"the most unreliable
of narrators,

1332
01:06:40,872 --> 01:06:42,249
"forever taking us
on a journey

1333
01:06:42,332 --> 01:06:43,351
"where it is impossible
to predict

1334
01:06:43,375 --> 01:06:45,794
what might happen next.
Life its..."

1335
01:06:45,877 --> 01:06:47,563
Okay. This next part gets a
little flowery...

1336
01:06:47,587 --> 01:06:48,672
Read, woman.

1337
01:06:48,755 --> 01:06:50,316
I know, but I feel
like it's getting away

1338
01:06:50,340 --> 01:06:51,633
- from literary crit...
- Read!

1339
01:06:51,717 --> 01:06:53,427
Life itself tricks us.

1340
01:06:53,510 --> 01:06:55,095
It misleads us.

1341
01:06:55,178 --> 01:06:58,682
It paints one man a hero
when he may well be a villain.

1342
01:06:58,765 --> 01:07:00,475
Hero or villain?

1343
01:07:00,559 --> 01:07:04,021
Villain or hero?

1344
01:07:04,104 --> 01:07:04,855
Or maybe neither.

1345
01:07:04,938 --> 01:07:06,124
Maybe life is playing the role

1346
01:07:06,148 --> 01:07:08,650
of unreliable trickster
yet again.

1347
01:07:08,734 --> 01:07:09,943
Maybe those it paints

1348
01:07:10,027 --> 01:07:12,029
as the heroes and
villains of our stories

1349
01:07:12,112 --> 01:07:15,115
are actually just day players
in a much bigger movie.

1350
01:07:15,198 --> 01:07:16,742
Maybe they're simply extras,

1351
01:07:16,825 --> 01:07:19,453
filling the frames
so the real heroes

1352
01:07:19,536 --> 01:07:21,997
can have bodies
crossing in the background.

1353
01:07:23,957 --> 01:07:26,585
And then it sort of says
that over and over again...

1354
01:07:26,668 --> 01:07:28,962
- You...
- [clears throat]

1355
01:07:29,046 --> 01:07:31,298
...are so much smarter than me.

1356
01:07:31,381 --> 01:07:35,010
I really am, aren't I?

1357
01:07:35,093 --> 01:07:37,304
[Spanish version of "Make You
Feel My Love" playing]

1358
01:07:37,387 --> 01:07:40,098
[Narrator] Abby's thesis
was a total disaster.

1359
01:07:40,182 --> 01:07:42,851
Her favorite and
most trusted professor argued,

1360
01:07:42,934 --> 01:07:44,853
as she feared he might,

1361
01:07:44,936 --> 01:07:46,813
that she had strayed
from literary criticism

1362
01:07:46,897 --> 01:07:48,815
and had veered into
an unwieldy cross

1363
01:07:48,899 --> 01:07:53,320
of creative writing and
17th-century French philosophy.

1364
01:07:53,403 --> 01:07:55,906
Then Abby's favorite
and most trusted professor

1365
01:07:55,989 --> 01:07:57,741
tried to fuck her.

1366
01:07:57,824 --> 01:08:01,244
Which, one might argue,
proved Abby's thesis after all.

1367
01:08:01,328 --> 01:08:03,330
♪♪

1368
01:08:05,082 --> 01:08:07,084
[whistling a tune]

1369
01:08:10,045 --> 01:08:11,713
A continent away,

1370
01:08:11,797 --> 01:08:15,008
Javier González was
worried about none of this.

1371
01:08:17,302 --> 01:08:19,846
Javier González
didn't philosophize

1372
01:08:19,930 --> 01:08:23,850
and he never wondered
what life had in store for him.

1373
01:08:23,934 --> 01:08:26,728
Javier González knew
where he was going.

1374
01:08:26,812 --> 01:08:28,897
He'd known all along.

1375
01:08:28,980 --> 01:08:31,024
♪♪
[women speaking Spanish]

1376
01:08:37,405 --> 01:08:38,698
Oh.

1377
01:08:38,782 --> 01:08:40,784
[speaking Spanish]

1378
01:08:45,080 --> 01:08:47,374
[Narrator] Isabel Diaz
had been taught from birth

1379
01:08:47,457 --> 01:08:49,543
to expect a very average life.

1380
01:08:49,626 --> 01:08:51,461
She was one of six sisters

1381
01:08:51,545 --> 01:08:53,880
and was openly considered
to be the fourth prettiest.

1382
01:08:53,964 --> 01:08:55,882
♪♪

1383
01:08:55,966 --> 01:08:58,552
[Isabel speaks Spanish]

1384
01:09:06,226 --> 01:09:07,644
Bravo.

1385
01:09:09,187 --> 01:09:11,565
[Javier laughs]

1386
01:09:14,609 --> 01:09:15,986
[Isabel giggles]

1387
01:09:16,695 --> 01:09:18,321
I brought this.

1388
01:09:18,405 --> 01:09:19,531
Ooh.

1389
01:09:21,408 --> 01:09:24,536
Because, we have to celebrate
that I've been promoted.

1390
01:09:24,619 --> 01:09:26,079
Stop fucking with me.

1391
01:09:26,163 --> 01:09:27,372
Seriously?

1392
01:09:27,455 --> 01:09:29,082
Seriously.

1393
01:09:30,709 --> 01:09:32,627
How do you say it so calmly?

1394
01:09:33,253 --> 01:09:34,838
Congratulations!

1395
01:09:38,758 --> 01:09:41,803
I can make a life for us now.

1396
01:09:43,263 --> 01:09:44,681
Bella...

1397
01:09:45,682 --> 01:09:48,018
I know I'll never be a rich man.

1398
01:09:48,101 --> 01:09:48,977
But...

1399
01:09:49,060 --> 01:09:51,229
I also know...

1400
01:09:51,313 --> 01:09:54,482
that I will be a good one.

1401
01:09:55,358 --> 01:09:58,028
And I also know that my heart...

1402
01:09:58,945 --> 01:10:01,323
has been yours since
the day I saw you.

1403
01:10:03,074 --> 01:10:04,492
Don't laugh!

1404
01:10:04,576 --> 01:10:05,952
I would like to
make it official.

1405
01:10:06,036 --> 01:10:07,621
- Yes.
- Yes what?

1406
01:10:07,704 --> 01:10:09,414
Yes to everything.

1407
01:10:11,458 --> 01:10:13,460
But don't cry, okay?

1408
01:10:13,543 --> 01:10:14,669
No, no. [laughs]

1409
01:10:15,879 --> 01:10:19,132
[both laughing]

1410
01:10:19,216 --> 01:10:21,551
♪♪

1411
01:10:21,635 --> 01:10:23,345
[conversing in Spanish]

1412
01:10:27,432 --> 01:10:28,725
[Javier laughs]

1413
01:10:28,808 --> 01:10:30,268
[Javier]
Una...

1414
01:10:30,352 --> 01:10:31,770
[Isabel]
Dos...

1415
01:10:31,853 --> 01:10:34,397
- Y...
- ÁY tres!

1416
01:10:34,481 --> 01:10:36,107
[Isabel exclaims]

1417
01:10:38,526 --> 01:10:39,694
All of this is yours?

1418
01:10:40,737 --> 01:10:42,197
Ours, Bella.

1419
01:10:43,490 --> 01:10:44,491
[laughs]

1420
01:10:48,036 --> 01:10:49,454
What do you think?

1421
01:10:51,665 --> 01:10:53,416
I feel like a...

1422
01:10:54,209 --> 01:10:55,835
landowner.

1423
01:10:56,169 --> 01:10:57,712
It's ours, Bella.

1424
01:10:58,296 --> 01:10:59,714
This is ours.

1425
01:10:59,798 --> 01:11:00,840
[Isabel squeals]

1426
01:11:00,924 --> 01:11:02,777
- [Javier speaking excitedly]
- [Isabel laughing]

1427
01:11:02,801 --> 01:11:04,803
♪♪

1428
01:11:08,139 --> 01:11:10,225
[Javier laughs]

1429
01:11:10,308 --> 01:11:11,434
[Isabel gasps]

1430
01:11:11,518 --> 01:11:13,603
[conversing in Spanish]

1431
01:11:16,773 --> 01:11:18,775
♪♪

1432
01:11:29,953 --> 01:11:31,538
[chanting]

1433
01:11:31,621 --> 01:11:33,540
[conversing in Spanish]

1434
01:11:33,623 --> 01:11:35,625
♪♪

1435
01:11:46,511 --> 01:11:47,595
This is where we are.

1436
01:11:48,596 --> 01:11:49,639
Andalusia.

1437
01:11:50,307 --> 01:11:53,018
If you cross over
here, like this...

1438
01:11:54,853 --> 01:11:56,396
Here we run into

1439
01:11:56,479 --> 01:11:57,939
this piece of land

1440
01:11:58,815 --> 01:12:01,735
kind of brownish-greenish called

1441
01:12:01,818 --> 01:12:03,153
America.

1442
01:12:03,695 --> 01:12:04,779
New York?

1443
01:12:04,863 --> 01:12:06,573
New York, you remember?

1444
01:12:06,656 --> 01:12:08,408
[speaking Spanish]

1445
01:12:08,491 --> 01:12:10,327
[Narrator] Isabel could
no longer remember

1446
01:12:10,410 --> 01:12:13,413
when Mr. Saccione first started
coming over to visit Rodrigo.

1447
01:12:13,496 --> 01:12:14,998
[sighs]

1448
01:12:15,081 --> 01:12:18,293
She only knew that the visits
had become more consistent,

1449
01:12:18,376 --> 01:12:20,086
usually in the
middle of the day,

1450
01:12:20,170 --> 01:12:22,380
always when Javier
was in the fields.

1451
01:12:31,681 --> 01:12:32,849
I apologize.

1452
01:12:34,476 --> 01:12:36,478
I've overstayed my welcome.

1453
01:12:36,561 --> 01:12:37,771
No, not at all.

1454
01:12:37,854 --> 01:12:39,174
- Si, si.
- No, no, no. [chuckles]

1455
01:12:39,230 --> 01:12:40,357
I have.

1456
01:12:40,690 --> 01:12:41,858
I have.

1457
01:12:52,077 --> 01:12:56,122
I have many great things
in my life, Mrs. Gonzáles...

1458
01:12:56,206 --> 01:12:57,248
but

1459
01:13:00,210 --> 01:13:03,546
I fear my strange upbringing

1460
01:13:03,630 --> 01:13:05,006
has left me,

1461
01:13:05,090 --> 01:13:10,053
with scars that have
kept me from finding,

1462
01:13:10,136 --> 01:13:13,098
the most important things.

1463
01:13:14,557 --> 01:13:15,975
It is not fair

1464
01:13:16,059 --> 01:13:20,688
that now I try to
fill that void

1465
01:13:20,772 --> 01:13:21,772
here.

1466
01:13:22,273 --> 01:13:23,525
Don't be silly.

1467
01:13:23,608 --> 01:13:25,110
Rigo loves you.

1468
01:13:25,193 --> 01:13:27,362
That's very kind of you.

1469
01:13:27,445 --> 01:13:28,071
No, it's true.

1470
01:13:28,154 --> 01:13:30,365
He really is such a

1471
01:13:30,740 --> 01:13:31,991
special boy.

1472
01:13:32,075 --> 01:13:33,451
He is very smart, isn't he?

1473
01:13:33,535 --> 01:13:36,955
The things I could teach him.
English and literature, and...

1474
01:13:37,038 --> 01:13:38,289
That would be great.

1475
01:13:38,373 --> 01:13:39,373
My love. Hello.

1476
01:13:39,874 --> 01:13:40,917
Javier.

1477
01:13:41,584 --> 01:13:44,170
Perfect, because I came to
talk to you about the

1478
01:13:44,254 --> 01:13:46,214
extension to the mill.

1479
01:13:46,297 --> 01:13:50,844
And brought a
gift for your son.

1480
01:13:51,761 --> 01:13:53,680
It wasn't necessary.
It's too generous.

1481
01:13:53,763 --> 01:13:55,557
Just a small gift.

1482
01:13:56,516 --> 01:14:00,061
Besides, my son
has enough toys.

1483
01:14:01,938 --> 01:14:04,023
And from now on,
when you need me,

1484
01:14:04,107 --> 01:14:05,942
just send word,

1485
01:14:06,025 --> 01:14:07,986
and I'll save you the trip.

1486
01:14:09,195 --> 01:14:10,363
No!

1487
01:14:11,156 --> 01:14:12,282
Thank you.

1488
01:14:15,160 --> 01:14:17,454
Let me fill you in on the mill.

1489
01:14:19,122 --> 01:14:20,122
Of course.

1490
01:14:25,628 --> 01:14:27,672
I want to go to
New York with him!

1491
01:14:33,011 --> 01:14:35,054
[Narrator] Javier González
was a simple man,

1492
01:14:35,138 --> 01:14:37,015
- but not a stupid one.
- [speaks Spanish]

1493
01:14:37,098 --> 01:14:39,559
And that day,
he began doing something

1494
01:14:39,642 --> 01:14:43,980
he'd never done before:
planning a family vacation.

1495
01:14:44,063 --> 01:14:46,024
To a place that
he had just learned

1496
01:14:46,107 --> 01:14:49,986
his son desperately wanted
to visit with someone else.

1497
01:14:51,821 --> 01:14:54,991
♪♪
[shouting playfully]

1498
01:14:55,074 --> 01:14:57,744
[woman singing gentle
melody in Spanish]

1499
01:15:09,881 --> 01:15:11,883
♪♪

1500
01:15:21,351 --> 01:15:22,519
I want to go up front.

1501
01:15:22,602 --> 01:15:24,646
No, not up front, Rigo.
It's dangerous.

1502
01:15:25,313 --> 01:15:26,564
You want us to go up front?

1503
01:15:27,482 --> 01:15:30,276
I got him! And we're
going up front!

1504
01:15:30,360 --> 01:15:31,694
- Hello.
- Hello.

1505
01:15:32,195 --> 01:15:34,405
- WOMAN: Hello.
- Hola.

1506
01:15:34,489 --> 01:15:35,657
- Hola.
- Hola.

1507
01:15:35,740 --> 01:15:37,325
Hola. Hola.

1508
01:15:37,408 --> 01:15:39,035
Hey, little guy. Look.

1509
01:15:41,037 --> 01:15:43,331
Where'd it go? Look.

1510
01:15:43,414 --> 01:15:44,958
- Whoa.
- There it is.

1511
01:15:45,041 --> 01:15:46,292
Where are you from?

1512
01:15:46,376 --> 01:15:48,086
We're from Spain.

1513
01:15:49,629 --> 01:15:50,547
Hello.

1514
01:15:50,630 --> 01:15:51,714
I'm from the south.

1515
01:15:53,508 --> 01:15:56,302
Rodrigo, don't bother
the bus driver. He's driving.

1516
01:15:56,386 --> 01:15:58,012
[tires screech, crash]

1517
01:15:59,430 --> 01:16:01,432
♪♪

1518
01:16:08,898 --> 01:16:11,401
[Narrator] A pregnant woman
eviscerated by a bus.

1519
01:16:13,820 --> 01:16:16,447
A grown man
weeping desperately.

1520
01:16:16,531 --> 01:16:18,449
Bystanders screaming.

1521
01:16:20,451 --> 01:16:22,829
It was only about
20 seconds of footage,

1522
01:16:22,912 --> 01:16:24,831
but it would replay on a loop

1523
01:16:24,914 --> 01:16:28,459
in little Rodrigo González's
brain for years to come.

1524
01:16:32,755 --> 01:16:34,465
Mamá!

1525
01:16:45,351 --> 01:16:46,603
My love.

1526
01:16:49,689 --> 01:16:50,815
Go to sleep, OK?

1527
01:16:52,442 --> 01:16:54,402
One eye,

1528
01:16:54,485 --> 01:16:56,195
we close it.

1529
01:16:56,279 --> 01:16:59,157
This other eye...

1530
01:16:59,240 --> 01:17:00,783
No more bad dreams.

1531
01:17:01,200 --> 01:17:02,200
Only good ones.

1532
01:17:03,119 --> 01:17:06,831
[timer ticking]

1533
01:17:08,166 --> 01:17:10,752
You can hear he's
awake, don't you?

1534
01:17:10,835 --> 01:17:12,635
Or am I the only one
that can hear he's awake?

1535
01:17:14,339 --> 01:17:15,923
If you yell at him
he won't go to sleep.

1536
01:17:16,007 --> 01:17:17,050
You put him to sleep.

1537
01:17:17,133 --> 01:17:18,593
You put him to sleep.

1538
01:17:24,682 --> 01:17:26,643
[fork clinking on plate]

1539
01:17:26,726 --> 01:17:27,810
Rigo!

1540
01:17:27,894 --> 01:17:29,038
You're going to force me to eat?

1541
01:17:29,062 --> 01:17:29,771
I am not hungry.

1542
01:17:29,854 --> 01:17:31,773
I'm not hungry, Bella!

1543
01:17:31,856 --> 01:17:32,940
[plates clatter]

1544
01:17:34,150 --> 01:17:35,526
[sighs]

1545
01:17:35,610 --> 01:17:40,823
♪ Rythymic tapping
and clapping ♪

1546
01:17:40,907 --> 01:17:41,908
[Rodrigo] Mamá!

1547
01:17:41,991 --> 01:17:46,704
♪ Clapping continues ♪

1548
01:17:53,711 --> 01:17:54,337
[slams bottle on table]

1549
01:17:54,420 --> 01:17:55,922
- No!
- Rigo.

1550
01:17:56,255 --> 01:17:58,007
- That's enough!
- No!

1551
01:17:59,550 --> 01:18:00,885
[door opens]

1552
01:18:01,427 --> 01:18:03,179
I can smell you from here.

1553
01:18:05,932 --> 01:18:06,932
[breaking glass]

1554
01:18:08,059 --> 01:18:10,561
Bella, I'm talking to you.

1555
01:18:14,107 --> 01:18:15,400
Damn it!

1556
01:18:19,779 --> 01:18:21,781
[Rodrigo moaning in distance]

1557
01:18:25,535 --> 01:18:27,328
He is getting worse, Javier.

1558
01:18:27,745 --> 01:18:28,746
He is getting worse.

1559
01:18:28,830 --> 01:18:30,498
I know.

1560
01:18:33,042 --> 01:18:35,920
He will get better, I know it.

1561
01:18:36,254 --> 01:18:37,463
He just needs time.

1562
01:18:38,297 --> 01:18:39,966
We need to get him help.

1563
01:18:40,466 --> 01:18:42,260
We took him to all the doctors.

1564
01:18:42,343 --> 01:18:44,303
He needs a specialist!

1565
01:18:45,763 --> 01:18:46,931
In Madrid.

1566
01:18:47,390 --> 01:18:49,392
The doctors the rich people...

1567
01:18:49,475 --> 01:18:51,394
We are not rich
people, Bella.

1568
01:18:56,941 --> 01:18:58,526
He is our son.

1569
01:19:00,236 --> 01:19:03,197
He is our little boy
and he is in pain.

1570
01:19:08,953 --> 01:19:10,246
Okay.

1571
01:19:13,416 --> 01:19:14,625
Okay.

1572
01:19:18,504 --> 01:19:19,797
If you want, I will ask him.

1573
01:19:19,881 --> 01:19:21,466
No. No.

1574
01:19:21,549 --> 01:19:22,675
No, Bella.

1575
01:19:25,303 --> 01:19:27,680
I must. Okay?

1576
01:19:29,682 --> 01:19:31,017
Okay.

1577
01:19:34,604 --> 01:19:36,939
♪♪
[pen scribbling]

1578
01:19:39,776 --> 01:19:42,403
Excuse me, sir.

1579
01:19:42,487 --> 01:19:44,655
Do you have a moment?

1580
01:19:44,739 --> 01:19:47,241
Your Uncle called me,

1581
01:19:47,325 --> 01:19:51,954
he told me you've been sad.

1582
01:19:52,038 --> 01:19:52,747
Hm-mm.

1583
01:19:52,830 --> 01:19:55,166
The diagnosis is pretty clear,

1584
01:19:55,833 --> 01:19:58,377
after these two sessions.

1585
01:19:58,836 --> 01:20:01,464
Rodrigo experienced
a trauma, as you know.

1586
01:20:01,547 --> 01:20:05,092
From the event he experienced.

1587
01:20:05,176 --> 01:20:06,511
The accident.

1588
01:20:07,845 --> 01:20:09,364
Rodrigo is responding very
well to my suggestions,

1589
01:20:09,388 --> 01:20:13,392
and expressing himself
through drawings and games,

1590
01:20:13,476 --> 01:20:15,311
which is very important.

1591
01:20:15,394 --> 01:20:18,272
It will take some time,

1592
01:20:18,356 --> 01:20:21,567
but the good news is
it's treatable and curable.

1593
01:20:21,651 --> 01:20:23,611
It's very important
you know that.

1594
01:20:23,694 --> 01:20:26,447
So, on a financial
level, for us...

1595
01:20:26,531 --> 01:20:29,116
Do not worry about that.

1596
01:20:29,784 --> 01:20:31,828
♪♪

1597
01:20:33,079 --> 01:20:35,456
[Narrator] Months passed.

1598
01:20:35,540 --> 01:20:38,334
Mr. Saccione's visits
were no longer restricted.

1599
01:20:38,417 --> 01:20:40,253
[bird chirping]
His gifts no longer withheld.

1600
01:20:40,336 --> 01:20:42,797
- [Saccione laughs]
- Wow.

1601
01:20:42,880 --> 01:20:44,257
Ooh. Hola, Oli.

1602
01:20:44,340 --> 01:20:47,844
[Saccione] And now,
in English.

1603
01:20:47,927 --> 01:20:49,428
My name is...

1604
01:20:49,512 --> 01:20:51,597
Rodrigo...

1605
01:20:51,681 --> 01:20:52,348
González.

1606
01:20:52,431 --> 01:20:52,932
Very good.

1607
01:20:53,349 --> 01:20:54,349
Well done.

1608
01:20:54,600 --> 01:20:57,436
But I like to be called Rod.

1609
01:20:57,520 --> 01:21:00,189
[Saccione] Or Rigo.
[Rodrigo] Yeah.

1610
01:21:00,273 --> 01:21:01,482
[Saccione] Oh.

1611
01:21:01,566 --> 01:21:03,276
[Rodrigo] I am from Spain.

1612
01:21:03,359 --> 01:21:04,735
[Saccione] Keep going.

1613
01:21:04,819 --> 01:21:07,196
[Rodrigo] I was sad

1614
01:21:07,280 --> 01:21:09,824
for a long time.

1615
01:21:09,907 --> 01:21:12,952
But my uncle got me a bird,

1616
01:21:13,035 --> 01:21:15,746
which helps.

1617
01:21:40,271 --> 01:21:42,023
[keys clink]

1618
01:21:46,402 --> 01:21:47,653
Do you love her?

1619
01:21:52,700 --> 01:21:53,700
Yes.

1620
01:21:55,244 --> 01:21:56,412
And Rodrigo?

1621
01:21:57,955 --> 01:21:58,955
Yes.

1622
01:22:03,961 --> 01:22:05,963
I am sorry, Javier.

1623
01:22:07,840 --> 01:22:10,176
I suppose loneliness
makes men...

1624
01:22:10,927 --> 01:22:12,261
weak.

1625
01:22:14,305 --> 01:22:16,682
I am not proud.

1626
01:22:17,058 --> 01:22:21,646
But I'm sure your
father would be.

1627
01:22:21,729 --> 01:22:25,149
You've turned out to be your
father's son after all.

1628
01:22:30,738 --> 01:22:34,992
Javier, I give you my word,
I will stay away from them.

1629
01:22:35,493 --> 01:22:37,453
Your son is healing, he
doesn't need my anymore.

1630
01:22:38,621 --> 01:22:39,830
They are your family, Javier.

1631
01:22:39,914 --> 01:22:41,624
- Not mine.
- No.

1632
01:22:43,668 --> 01:22:48,881
♪♪

1633
01:23:13,114 --> 01:23:15,032
[glass ringing softly]

1634
01:23:32,216 --> 01:23:33,216
What is this?

1635
01:23:35,720 --> 01:23:36,720
This is goodbye.

1636
01:23:37,555 --> 01:23:38,555
Bella.

1637
01:23:40,099 --> 01:23:41,308
Where are you going?

1638
01:23:43,811 --> 01:23:45,021
Where are you going?

1639
01:23:45,104 --> 01:23:47,356
I see the way you look at him.
The way he looks at you.

1640
01:23:47,440 --> 01:23:48,441
[scoffs]

1641
01:23:48,774 --> 01:23:50,693
Dear God, you are drunk.

1642
01:23:51,610 --> 01:23:53,154
You are drunk and jealous.

1643
01:23:58,576 --> 01:24:00,369
I see what he has
done for our son.

1644
01:24:00,453 --> 01:24:02,204
He helped him get better.

1645
01:24:04,081 --> 01:24:05,833
Things I could not do.

1646
01:24:07,918 --> 01:24:09,837
That is why we
asked him for help.

1647
01:24:09,920 --> 01:24:11,881
And when he offered his help...

1648
01:24:12,256 --> 01:24:14,175
you disappeared,
isn't that right?

1649
01:24:17,178 --> 01:24:21,891
Were you looking for an answer
at the bottom of those bottles?

1650
01:24:27,563 --> 01:24:30,775
I've taken a job in
Madrid, as a mechanic.

1651
01:24:31,567 --> 01:24:32,443
They pay well.

1652
01:24:32,526 --> 01:24:34,612
What? What are you saying?

1653
01:24:35,821 --> 01:24:37,323
I will send you all the money.

1654
01:24:37,406 --> 01:24:39,617
Though I'm betting soon
you will not need it.

1655
01:24:39,950 --> 01:24:40,950
[slap]

1656
01:24:43,329 --> 01:24:44,330
I'm sorry.

1657
01:24:47,416 --> 01:24:48,542
You deserve more.

1658
01:24:48,626 --> 01:24:49,168
[slap]

1659
01:24:49,585 --> 01:24:51,128
Do not tell me what
I deserve, Javi!

1660
01:24:51,212 --> 01:24:53,464
Don't you dare tell
me what I deserve.

1661
01:24:53,547 --> 01:24:55,216
I know what I deserve!

1662
01:24:55,883 --> 01:24:58,010
Do you think you're
doing me a favor?

1663
01:24:58,094 --> 01:25:00,596
That you saved
me from something?

1664
01:25:00,679 --> 01:25:04,350
That my life was
shit and you saved me?

1665
01:25:05,226 --> 01:25:06,894
Is that what you think?

1666
01:25:07,770 --> 01:25:08,770
I chose you.

1667
01:25:09,230 --> 01:25:10,731
I chose you.

1668
01:25:10,815 --> 01:25:11,815
Javier.

1669
01:25:12,441 --> 01:25:13,442
Hola.

1670
01:25:14,026 --> 01:25:20,074
I chose you because I knew
I deserved someone special.

1671
01:25:20,157 --> 01:25:21,283
Someone good.

1672
01:25:22,118 --> 01:25:25,162
Someone who could
smile with his eyes.

1673
01:25:26,914 --> 01:25:28,958
Then look me in those eyes.

1674
01:25:29,041 --> 01:25:33,212
Look me in the
eyes and tell me...

1675
01:25:33,295 --> 01:25:36,590
you would have a better
life with me than with him.

1676
01:25:37,967 --> 01:25:43,222
I would have a better life
with you than with him.

1677
01:25:56,694 --> 01:25:58,654
[door creaks open]

1678
01:26:00,656 --> 01:26:02,992
[door closes]

1679
01:26:04,243 --> 01:26:05,744
Rigo is all I have.

1680
01:26:06,245 --> 01:26:07,663
I don't want him
to suffer anymore.

1681
01:26:07,746 --> 01:26:11,417
I don't want him to
suffer a minute longer.

1682
01:26:12,960 --> 01:26:15,129
I don't care what he becomes.

1683
01:26:15,212 --> 01:26:19,592
Just that he finds his
way, that he be happy.

1684
01:26:22,803 --> 01:26:27,474
You will help him
find that with me.

1685
01:26:31,312 --> 01:26:33,439
Say it.

1686
01:26:37,318 --> 01:26:41,906
I will help
Rodrigo find his way.

1687
01:27:02,551 --> 01:27:04,345
I won't love you
the way I love him.

1688
01:27:04,428 --> 01:27:07,348
I know.

1689
01:27:07,890 --> 01:27:09,576
[Narrator] If we've
learned anything by now,

1690
01:27:09,600 --> 01:27:11,852
it's not to get attached
to new heroes.

1691
01:27:11,936 --> 01:27:13,604
They tend to disappoint.

1692
01:27:13,687 --> 01:27:15,189
♪♪

1693
01:27:15,272 --> 01:27:17,608
But damn if little
Rodrigo González

1694
01:27:17,691 --> 01:27:20,486
didn't look like
the real deal.

1695
01:27:20,569 --> 01:27:22,571
[man singing upbeat
song in Spanish]

1696
01:27:43,092 --> 01:27:45,010
♪♪

1697
01:27:53,394 --> 01:27:54,394
Mom?

1698
01:27:55,813 --> 01:27:58,315
I've been admitted to the
University! I'm in, look!

1699
01:27:59,775 --> 01:28:01,402
I got in!

1700
01:28:05,197 --> 01:28:06,240
What is wrong?

1701
01:28:09,618 --> 01:28:12,496
She's sick, Rodrigo.

1702
01:28:15,708 --> 01:28:17,167
I'll postpone.

1703
01:28:18,294 --> 01:28:19,795
With all that's happening...

1704
01:28:19,878 --> 01:28:21,797
It is not your decision.

1705
01:28:23,257 --> 01:28:26,468
She has given me everything.
She has given me her life.

1706
01:28:26,552 --> 01:28:28,387
I can give her this.

1707
01:28:33,017 --> 01:28:34,059
Rodrigo...

1708
01:28:34,143 --> 01:28:36,520
I've already
said I'm doing it.

1709
01:28:40,691 --> 01:28:42,776
We will fix this.

1710
01:28:44,320 --> 01:28:48,365
We will fix her the
way you fixed me.

1711
01:28:52,870 --> 01:28:53,870
Look at me.

1712
01:28:57,916 --> 01:28:59,960
We will fix her.

1713
01:29:00,669 --> 01:29:04,256
♪♪

1714
01:29:13,015 --> 01:29:14,141
Okay.

1715
01:29:16,101 --> 01:29:17,102
This'll hurt.

1716
01:29:17,186 --> 01:29:18,687
Ay, ay, ay!

1717
01:29:21,273 --> 01:29:23,275
♪♪

1718
01:29:34,036 --> 01:29:35,996
[sniffs]

1719
01:29:44,880 --> 01:29:46,298
Rigo.

1720
01:29:48,967 --> 01:29:50,344
Your mother is asking for you.

1721
01:29:53,055 --> 01:29:54,431
OK.

1722
01:30:18,288 --> 01:30:19,288
- Hi.
- Hi.

1723
01:30:22,751 --> 01:30:25,712
It has been a long time,
I do not get better.

1724
01:30:27,673 --> 01:30:29,466
He spends enough

1725
01:30:29,550 --> 01:30:32,261
so I do not get worse.

1726
01:30:32,344 --> 01:30:33,887
But, Rigo.

1727
01:30:35,973 --> 01:30:38,725
You just wait.

1728
01:30:41,854 --> 01:30:42,980
My love.

1729
01:30:43,647 --> 01:30:45,023
It is enough.

1730
01:30:45,107 --> 01:30:47,192
- Mom...
- It is enough.

1731
01:30:47,734 --> 01:30:49,194
It is enough, Rigo.

1732
01:30:54,116 --> 01:30:57,035
♪♪

1733
01:31:12,926 --> 01:31:15,637
[Narrator] Rodrigo entered
college a visiting freshman,

1734
01:31:15,721 --> 01:31:18,599
and as he'd been doing for
most of the previous decade,

1735
01:31:18,682 --> 01:31:20,476
he thrived.

1736
01:31:22,060 --> 01:31:25,147
He lettered in two sports.

1737
01:31:25,230 --> 01:31:26,583
[Professor]
...proportional to the ratio...

1738
01:31:26,607 --> 01:31:29,568
[Narrator] His marks were
at the very top of his class.

1739
01:31:31,528 --> 01:31:33,697
He even embarked
on a relationship

1740
01:31:33,780 --> 01:31:36,116
with a 20-something
from Long Island

1741
01:31:36,200 --> 01:31:37,743
named Shari Dickstein.

1742
01:31:40,412 --> 01:31:41,830
[giggles]

1743
01:31:44,166 --> 01:31:47,878
She made him laugh...
usually not intentionally.

1744
01:31:47,961 --> 01:31:50,589
Oh, my God. You've never
been to Whole Foods?

1745
01:31:50,672 --> 01:31:52,275
- No. But what is that?
- Okay, I'll take you there.

1746
01:31:52,299 --> 01:31:54,259
It's like a dream.
It's like a...

1747
01:31:54,343 --> 01:31:56,845
[Narrator] She wasn't his great
love, but she was company.

1748
01:31:56,929 --> 01:31:59,389
And great love wasn't
his priority at the moment.

1749
01:31:59,473 --> 01:32:02,059
...clean eating, vegan dream.

1750
01:32:02,142 --> 01:32:03,560
What's-what's vegan?

1751
01:32:03,644 --> 01:32:04,978
Oh, my God, you're adorable.

1752
01:32:05,062 --> 01:32:06,897
I love that
you don't know things.

1753
01:32:08,440 --> 01:32:10,192
[Narrator]
He saved every dollar,

1754
01:32:10,275 --> 01:32:12,027
coveted every vacation.

1755
01:32:12,110 --> 01:32:14,988
Rodrigo González
had an internal compass,

1756
01:32:15,072 --> 01:32:16,823
and it always pointed
in the same direction.

1757
01:32:16,907 --> 01:32:20,285
She's from a place
called Long Island.

1758
01:32:20,369 --> 01:32:22,913
- [hoarsely]: En Nueva York?
- Si.

1759
01:32:22,996 --> 01:32:23,996
Look...

1760
01:32:25,374 --> 01:32:26,374
Very pretty.

1761
01:32:26,708 --> 01:32:28,544
Her name is Shari Dickstein.

1762
01:32:28,961 --> 01:32:30,379
Shari with an "S".

1763
01:32:30,462 --> 01:32:31,338
- Shari?
- Shari.

1764
01:32:31,421 --> 01:32:32,421
Shari Distin.

1765
01:32:32,464 --> 01:32:33,507
Shari Dickstein.

1766
01:32:34,132 --> 01:32:35,132
What is she like?

1767
01:32:36,426 --> 01:32:38,679
She is...

1768
01:32:39,888 --> 01:32:41,848
She's loud.

1769
01:32:41,932 --> 01:32:43,267
[both laugh]

1770
01:32:43,350 --> 01:32:44,851
- No.
- Si. Si, si, si.

1771
01:32:44,935 --> 01:32:47,038
[Narrator] Like so many of
the biggest years of our lives,

1772
01:32:47,062 --> 01:32:48,438
it flew by.

1773
01:32:48,522 --> 01:32:51,358
But in truth,
that year was just a setup,

1774
01:32:51,441 --> 01:32:56,238
a preamble to the biggest day
of Rodrigo González's life.

1775
01:32:56,321 --> 01:32:58,365
[Shari snoring lightly]

1776
01:33:11,587 --> 01:33:14,548
Where are you going?

1777
01:33:14,631 --> 01:33:17,926
I'm just going for a quick run.

1778
01:33:18,010 --> 01:33:20,429
- Miarma.
- Huh?

1779
01:33:20,512 --> 01:33:24,808
When we first started dating,
you used to call me "Miarma."

1780
01:33:24,891 --> 01:33:26,560
You would've said,

1781
01:33:26,643 --> 01:33:29,605
"Just going for
a quick run, Miarma."

1782
01:33:29,688 --> 01:33:33,275
It always made me feel like
Kelly Ripa. [chuckles]

1783
01:33:35,944 --> 01:33:37,279
Shari...

1784
01:33:37,362 --> 01:33:39,197
I'm pregnant.

1785
01:33:40,282 --> 01:33:43,744
I know. Obvi,
lots to talk about.

1786
01:33:43,827 --> 01:33:46,371
Hey, will you
take me for brunch?

1787
01:33:46,455 --> 01:33:48,707
There's this place
I really want to try.

1788
01:33:48,790 --> 01:33:50,334
It's Vietnamese,
which I'm assuming

1789
01:33:50,417 --> 01:33:52,628
is kind of like
dim sum or something.

1790
01:33:52,711 --> 01:33:55,255
We can talk at brunch,
at the Vietnamese place.

1791
01:33:55,339 --> 01:33:57,007
I really want to try it.

1792
01:33:59,551 --> 01:34:01,762
So, I just started feeling
shitty a few weeks ago.

1793
01:34:01,845 --> 01:34:03,972
I thought I was just getting
a really bad period.

1794
01:34:04,056 --> 01:34:05,474
Ever since I got off the pill,

1795
01:34:05,557 --> 01:34:07,976
I have been having
bananas periods, you know?

1796
01:34:08,060 --> 01:34:10,646
But it wasn't stopping,
so I went to my gyno,

1797
01:34:10,729 --> 01:34:13,106
and he was like,
"Are you sexually active?"

1798
01:34:13,190 --> 01:34:14,524
So I told him about you,

1799
01:34:14,608 --> 01:34:17,152
and then he did the
test thing and blammo!

1800
01:34:17,235 --> 01:34:19,237
I hadn't even thought
to try an at-home test.

1801
01:34:19,321 --> 01:34:20,697
For whatever reason,

1802
01:34:20,781 --> 01:34:22,991
my brain did not go there
whatso-fucking-ever.

1803
01:34:23,075 --> 01:34:25,577
Anyways, I know that we haven't
been together very long,

1804
01:34:25,661 --> 01:34:28,288
and clearly this is as
"what the fuck" as things get.

1805
01:34:28,372 --> 01:34:30,832
I mean, I don't know what your
deal is with religious stuff,

1806
01:34:30,916 --> 01:34:36,421
but I'm thinking that I should
probably just get an abortion.

1807
01:34:36,505 --> 01:34:39,257
Are you, like, are you, like,
super against that? Abortion?

1808
01:34:39,341 --> 01:34:41,635
I know abortion's a really
big deal for Christians.

1809
01:34:41,718 --> 01:34:44,805
There should, like, be,
like, a pill or something

1810
01:34:44,888 --> 01:34:47,015
for something like this,
like, unplanned pregnancy.

1811
01:34:47,099 --> 01:34:48,409
'Cause if you're
Christian, I'm...

1812
01:34:48,433 --> 01:34:50,268
[horn blares]

1813
01:34:50,352 --> 01:34:52,163
Anyhow, we don't have to
decide any of this right now,

1814
01:34:52,187 --> 01:34:53,706
but I would like
to make the call early,

1815
01:34:53,730 --> 01:34:55,065
just before
the thing has, like,

1816
01:34:55,148 --> 01:34:56,400
a head and stuff, you know?

1817
01:34:56,483 --> 01:34:58,110
Oh, hey, there we are!

1818
01:35:01,780 --> 01:35:03,156
[chuckles]

1819
01:35:05,867 --> 01:35:10,122
So, the way I see it,
we have, like, three options.

1820
01:35:10,205 --> 01:35:11,957
Option one: we have it.

1821
01:35:12,040 --> 01:35:13,500
I mean, a mixed-race baby

1822
01:35:13,583 --> 01:35:15,460
with our skin complexions
would be amazeballs.

1823
01:35:15,544 --> 01:35:17,879
My family have batshit money,

1824
01:35:17,963 --> 01:35:21,174
so we could get
nannies and stuff.

1825
01:35:21,258 --> 01:35:23,385
I don't know,
it's probably a bad idea.

1826
01:35:23,468 --> 01:35:26,138
Option two: abort.
But again, I would like to make

1827
01:35:26,221 --> 01:35:28,056
that call sooner
rather than later.

1828
01:35:28,140 --> 01:35:31,727
Or option three:
we can just both agree

1829
01:35:31,810 --> 01:35:35,188
that this is all
an insane April Fools' joke!

1830
01:35:35,272 --> 01:35:36,273
Ah!

1831
01:35:37,733 --> 01:35:39,484
What?

1832
01:35:39,568 --> 01:35:41,903
April Fools', bitch!

1833
01:35:41,987 --> 01:35:43,864
Wh-What is that?

1834
01:35:43,947 --> 01:35:45,699
Seriously?
You don't know April Fools'?

1835
01:35:45,782 --> 01:35:48,034
No, I don't.

1836
01:35:48,118 --> 01:35:51,329
Well, I didn't know that.

1837
01:35:51,413 --> 01:35:52,748
So there is no baby?

1838
01:35:52,831 --> 01:35:54,708
Dude! Ew, no.

1839
01:35:54,791 --> 01:35:57,335
Of course not.

1840
01:35:57,419 --> 01:35:59,087
Oh, come on.

1841
01:35:59,171 --> 01:36:02,090
You have to admit, that was,
that was pretty funny.

1842
01:36:02,174 --> 01:36:04,301
[chuckles]

1843
01:36:04,384 --> 01:36:06,011
Shari...

1844
01:36:07,679 --> 01:36:08,930
[chuckles]

1845
01:36:09,014 --> 01:36:10,557
Oh, fuck.

1846
01:36:13,059 --> 01:36:14,770
You're gonna break up
with me, aren't you?

1847
01:36:14,853 --> 01:36:16,813
[Narrator] He was.

1848
01:36:16,897 --> 01:36:18,356
Yes, I am.
I'm-I'm sorry...

1849
01:36:18,440 --> 01:36:20,025
[Narrator] Obviously,
nothing thus far

1850
01:36:20,108 --> 01:36:21,443
had indicated
that this would be

1851
01:36:21,526 --> 01:36:24,029
the most important day
of Rodrigo's life.

1852
01:36:24,112 --> 01:36:25,697
No.

1853
01:36:25,781 --> 01:36:28,909
Sometimes the most important
days of our lives begin,

1854
01:36:28,992 --> 01:36:30,911
and we're not even
there to see it.

1855
01:36:30,994 --> 01:36:32,913
[nurse whispers]

1856
01:36:34,915 --> 01:36:36,917
♪♪

1857
01:36:56,061 --> 01:36:58,146
[Saccione sighs]

1858
01:36:58,230 --> 01:37:00,065
I need to call Rodrigo.

1859
01:37:03,568 --> 01:37:04,568
Isabel.

1860
01:37:05,695 --> 01:37:07,823
I've already said
goodbye to him.

1861
01:37:07,906 --> 01:37:08,906
Isabel.

1862
01:37:08,990 --> 01:37:11,827
It's not necessary
to say goodbye twice.

1863
01:37:30,720 --> 01:37:32,305
Vincent.

1864
01:37:36,810 --> 01:37:38,562
You are a good man.

1865
01:37:40,689 --> 01:37:41,689
No.

1866
01:37:44,442 --> 01:37:45,442
You are.

1867
01:37:52,701 --> 01:37:54,536
[footsteps approach]

1868
01:37:56,538 --> 01:37:59,541
♪ Sad guitar music ♪

1869
01:38:02,210 --> 01:38:03,962
Hola, Bella.

1870
01:38:12,888 --> 01:38:15,390
[Narrator] Mr. Saccione
was a letter writer.

1871
01:38:15,473 --> 01:38:17,392
He always had been.

1872
01:38:17,475 --> 01:38:20,061
He believed in the power
of the written word,

1873
01:38:20,145 --> 01:38:21,813
the force of
actually sitting down

1874
01:38:21,897 --> 01:38:23,690
and writing
to someone by hand.

1875
01:38:23,773 --> 01:38:25,942
Javier, I give you my word.

1876
01:38:26,026 --> 01:38:28,361
I will stay away from them.

1877
01:38:28,445 --> 01:38:31,406
Your son is healing,
he doesn't need me anymore.

1878
01:38:31,489 --> 01:38:33,033
They are your family, Javier.

1879
01:38:33,116 --> 01:38:34,409
- Not mine.
- No.

1880
01:38:39,706 --> 01:38:40,790
I won't return.

1881
01:38:45,462 --> 01:38:46,796
I'll ask only one favor.

1882
01:38:49,716 --> 01:38:51,843
[Narrator] And with that,
Mr. Saccione's letters

1883
01:38:51,927 --> 01:38:55,180
found a new recipient.

1884
01:38:55,263 --> 01:38:57,933
A man whose only request
was that he be kept up to date

1885
01:38:58,016 --> 01:38:59,410
on those he had abandoned
but still cherished.

1886
01:38:59,434 --> 01:39:01,269
Dear Javier.

1887
01:39:01,353 --> 01:39:06,900
Remember when I
told you about Rodrigo...

1888
01:39:07,609 --> 01:39:09,611
[sighs]

1889
01:39:10,695 --> 01:39:12,530
♪♪

1890
01:39:21,665 --> 01:39:23,792
She's dying, Javier.

1891
01:39:23,875 --> 01:39:26,461
Come home.

1892
01:39:36,846 --> 01:39:38,932
[sighs]

1893
01:39:39,015 --> 01:39:40,642
[Javier] Hola, Bella.

1894
01:40:02,831 --> 01:40:04,499
Hola.

1895
01:40:05,500 --> 01:40:07,502
Hola.

1896
01:40:07,585 --> 01:40:09,587
[both laughing]

1897
01:40:19,431 --> 01:40:21,433
♪♪

1898
01:40:30,358 --> 01:40:32,360
[sighs]

1899
01:40:42,203 --> 01:40:43,121
[keys clatter]

1900
01:40:43,204 --> 01:40:45,206
[phone rings]

1901
01:40:49,044 --> 01:40:50,837
How's it going, Uncle?

1902
01:40:50,920 --> 01:40:52,172
How are you?

1903
01:40:53,339 --> 01:40:55,216
Good. It has been
a busy afternoon.

1904
01:40:55,300 --> 01:40:56,092
Yes.

1905
01:40:56,176 --> 01:40:57,677
With the loud girl.

1906
01:41:18,073 --> 01:41:20,075
[breathing shakily]

1907
01:41:24,412 --> 01:41:26,414
♪♪

1908
01:41:53,441 --> 01:41:56,569
[Narrator] When critics reviewed
Abby Dempsey's favorite album,

1909
01:41:56,653 --> 01:42:00,365
Bob Dylan's 1997 release,
"Time Out of Mind,"

1910
01:42:00,448 --> 01:42:02,200
the song
"Make You Feel My Love"

1911
01:42:02,283 --> 01:42:04,202
was a source
of much criticism.

1912
01:42:04,285 --> 01:42:06,287
[panting]

1913
01:42:09,249 --> 01:42:11,042
Every track on the album

1914
01:42:11,126 --> 01:42:14,462
brimmed with unrelenting
melancholy and sadness.

1915
01:42:16,464 --> 01:42:19,634
But there,
smack in the middle of it all,

1916
01:42:19,717 --> 01:42:22,804
sat an unabashedly
populist hit song,

1917
01:42:22,887 --> 01:42:24,639
a love song...

1918
01:42:24,722 --> 01:42:26,891
a song that in years
to come would be covered

1919
01:42:26,975 --> 01:42:30,395
by Garth Brooks, of all people.

1920
01:42:30,478 --> 01:42:33,064
Critics argued that putting
an on-the-nose love song

1921
01:42:33,148 --> 01:42:36,067
in the middle of an album
about despair and tragedy

1922
01:42:36,151 --> 01:42:38,903
was Dylan's only misstep.
[woman crying softly]

1923
01:42:38,987 --> 01:42:41,990
Others argued
that it was his point.

1924
01:42:42,073 --> 01:42:43,867
[Rodrigo] Are you okay?

1925
01:42:43,950 --> 01:42:46,953
[crying continues]

1926
01:42:55,086 --> 01:42:58,006
Hola.

1927
01:43:02,010 --> 01:43:04,637
[sniffles]

1928
01:43:04,721 --> 01:43:07,307
[Narrator] My father,
Rodrigo González,

1929
01:43:07,390 --> 01:43:11,186
officially met my mother,
Dylan Dempsey, that day...

1930
01:43:11,269 --> 01:43:13,521
the most important
day of his life.

1931
01:43:13,605 --> 01:43:15,356
Hi.

1932
01:43:15,440 --> 01:43:18,818
[Narrator] They would not
spend a single night apart

1933
01:43:18,902 --> 01:43:21,946
for the next 42 years.

1934
01:43:22,030 --> 01:43:24,616
They would go on
to have four children,

1935
01:43:24,699 --> 01:43:28,620
seven grandchildren.

1936
01:43:28,703 --> 01:43:32,207
A love story for the ages.

1937
01:43:32,290 --> 01:43:34,459
My grandmother, Abby Dempsey,

1938
01:43:34,542 --> 01:43:37,170
argued in her
failed college thesis

1939
01:43:37,253 --> 01:43:43,051
that life itself is our
most unreliable narrator.

1940
01:43:43,134 --> 01:43:47,472
She argued that no one knows
where their story is going,

1941
01:43:47,555 --> 01:43:50,808
nor who the heroes
in it are going to be.

1942
01:43:53,061 --> 01:43:56,814
And while it's true that life
has often made it difficult

1943
01:43:56,898 --> 01:43:59,400
to pinpoint the heroes
of my family's story,

1944
01:43:59,484 --> 01:44:04,530
my parents have always made
it incredibly easy for me.

1945
01:44:06,324 --> 01:44:08,660
They found the one
populist love song

1946
01:44:08,743 --> 01:44:12,538
in our family's often
very melancholy album.

1947
01:44:12,622 --> 01:44:14,582
Unlike my grandmother Abby,

1948
01:44:14,666 --> 01:44:17,794
my grandmother Isabel
was neither a writer

1949
01:44:17,877 --> 01:44:19,796
nor a philosopher.

1950
01:44:19,879 --> 01:44:22,340
But sometimes I wonder
if she didn't understand

1951
01:44:22,423 --> 01:44:24,342
exactly what Bob Dylan
was going for.

1952
01:44:24,425 --> 01:44:27,262
[speaks Spanish]

1953
01:44:27,345 --> 01:44:30,431
Spanish does not often
translate perfectly,

1954
01:44:30,515 --> 01:44:32,308
but what Isabel said
to my father

1955
01:44:32,392 --> 01:44:36,354
the day she sent him away,
it required no translation.

1956
01:44:36,437 --> 01:44:38,314
Mamá...
[speaks Spanish]

1957
01:44:41,526 --> 01:44:43,653
Enough.

1958
01:44:46,114 --> 01:44:47,907
Listen to me.

1959
01:44:47,991 --> 01:44:53,871
Rigo, you have had many
ups and downs in your life.

1960
01:44:53,955 --> 01:44:56,499
Too many.

1961
01:44:58,501 --> 01:45:01,462
And you will have more.

1962
01:45:01,546 --> 01:45:03,881
This is life.

1963
01:45:03,965 --> 01:45:07,468
And this is what it does.

1964
01:45:07,552 --> 01:45:10,805
Life brings you to your knees.

1965
01:45:10,888 --> 01:45:13,558
[laughs, sniffles]

1966
01:45:13,641 --> 01:45:18,479
It brings you lower
than you think you can go.

1967
01:45:21,232 --> 01:45:25,236
But if you stand back up...

1968
01:45:25,320 --> 01:45:29,991
and move forward...

1969
01:45:30,074 --> 01:45:35,580
if you go just
a little farther...

1970
01:45:35,663 --> 01:45:39,167
you will always find love.

1971
01:45:45,340 --> 01:45:48,885
I found love in you.
[laughs]

1972
01:45:51,137 --> 01:45:55,016
And my life, my story,

1973
01:45:55,099 --> 01:45:59,020
it will continue
after I'm gone.

1974
01:45:59,103 --> 01:46:02,190
Because you are my story.

1975
01:46:06,027 --> 01:46:09,781
You are your father's story.

1976
01:46:09,864 --> 01:46:13,284
Your uncle's.

1977
01:46:13,368 --> 01:46:16,662
[sniffles]

1978
01:46:16,746 --> 01:46:22,627
Rigo, my body fails me.

1979
01:46:22,710 --> 01:46:25,463
But you are me.

1980
01:46:28,716 --> 01:46:30,468
♪♪

1981
01:46:30,551 --> 01:46:32,303
So you go now.

1982
01:46:32,387 --> 01:46:35,056
[sniffles]

1983
01:46:35,139 --> 01:46:40,311
Give me a beautiful life.

1984
01:46:40,395 --> 01:46:43,606
The most beautiful life ever.

1985
01:46:43,689 --> 01:46:45,691
Yeah?

1986
01:46:47,693 --> 01:46:51,781
And if life brings
us to our knees...

1987
01:46:55,243 --> 01:46:58,329
you stand us back up.

1988
01:47:01,916 --> 01:47:05,336
You get up.

1989
01:47:05,420 --> 01:47:08,089
And go farther.

1990
01:47:10,925 --> 01:47:12,176
[sniffles]

1991
01:47:12,260 --> 01:47:15,721
And find us the love.

1992
01:47:15,805 --> 01:47:18,182
Will you do that?

1993
01:47:20,226 --> 01:47:22,311
[whispering in Spanish]

1994
01:47:27,316 --> 01:47:29,318
♪♪

1995
01:47:35,074 --> 01:47:38,578
[Elena] I'm not sure whose
story I have been telling.

1996
01:47:38,661 --> 01:47:41,414
I'm not sure if it is mine,

1997
01:47:41,497 --> 01:47:43,916
or if it's some character's
I have yet to meet.

1998
01:47:46,210 --> 01:47:48,337
I'm not sure of anything.

1999
01:47:48,421 --> 01:47:52,550
All I know is that,
at any moment,

2000
01:47:52,633 --> 01:47:55,803
life will surprise me.

2001
01:47:55,887 --> 01:48:00,349
It will bring me to my knees.

2002
01:48:00,433 --> 01:48:02,226
And when it does,

2003
01:48:02,310 --> 01:48:03,519
I will remind myself...

2004
01:48:05,313 --> 01:48:07,064
I will remind myself

2005
01:48:07,148 --> 01:48:10,359
that I am my father.

2006
01:48:13,070 --> 01:48:16,491
And I am my father's father.

2007
01:48:16,574 --> 01:48:19,243
I am my mother.

2008
01:48:19,327 --> 01:48:21,662
And I am my mother's mother.

2009
01:48:21,746 --> 01:48:25,374
♪♪

2010
01:48:25,458 --> 01:48:26,792
And while it may be easy

2011
01:48:26,876 --> 01:48:30,421
to wallow in the tragedies
that shape our lives,

2012
01:48:30,505 --> 01:48:33,424
and while it's natural
to focus on those

2013
01:48:33,508 --> 01:48:38,763
unspeakable moments
that bring us to our knees,

2014
01:48:38,846 --> 01:48:40,306
we must remind ourselves

2015
01:48:40,389 --> 01:48:42,767
that if we get up,

2016
01:48:42,850 --> 01:48:46,062
if we take the story
a little bit farther...

2017
01:48:50,608 --> 01:48:52,610
[speaks Spanish]

2018
01:48:57,073 --> 01:49:00,535
If we go far enough,

2019
01:49:00,618 --> 01:49:02,286
there's love.

2020
01:49:06,541 --> 01:49:07,792
Hey.

2021
01:49:07,875 --> 01:49:10,086
[sighs]

2022
01:49:10,169 --> 01:49:12,129
Hey.

2023
01:49:12,213 --> 01:49:14,882
Goddamn.

2024
01:49:14,966 --> 01:49:16,968
♪♪