Gwen: I am sorry for the lack of response.  I can't word what I want to say without being exceptionally rude
[8:58pm] Gwen: and I'm not going to do that
[8:58pm] Alivi: ...
[8:58pm] Alivi: just let me have it
[8:58pm] Alivi: get it out.
[9:00pm] Alivi: Obviously keeping inside
[9:00pm] Alivi: it isnt doing you any good.
[9:02pm] Gwen: From the moment this has started, you have had every right to be upset at me.  I don't think I've ever denied that, and if I have, I was very, very wrong.  That being said, the fact that this has somehow diminished our closeness is insult, if only people you've gravitated (for lack of a better term) to someone who has taken to bullying to me and have since shown little to no remorse for what has gone on.  The fact that I have begged you for
[9:02pm] Gwen:  forgiveness over and over again and gotten nothing, not even a confirmation that you did the human thing and told this bully to stop it, shows that you don't actually care all of that much.  I have done everything I can to fix this, to make this better and have gotten zero out of you.  You are JUST as guilt as me in this situation and I have to say that up until this conversation, you could have fooled me with the not caring thing, because
[9:02pm] Gwen:  I honestly believed that and have spent the better part of the weak, teaching with the constant reminder that I destroyed another friendship fresh in my mind
[9:04pm] Alivi: Im sorry.
[9:07pm] Gwen: I'm not sure what to say from here.  I just...I've got no emotional energy left, I've got nothing.  I appreciate the apology
[9:07pm] Alivi: Ireally am sorry.
[9:10pm] Gwen: I am too, but I'd like to think that I made that clear
[9:11pm] Alivi: you have.
[9:17pm] Gwen: Have I offended you again?  You've gone all quiet
[9:18pm] Alivi: I have nothing I do not think I can say. I am sorry. i am just trying to compose myself.
[9:28pm] Alivi: Anyways I just wanted to be sure you knew.