8 31 Reading

Hello =)

I know this is your Reading, but I thought I would start off by saying that I pondered the Two of Wands the other day as it landed in my destiny or future position. For me, it represented this concept of indecision. I remember "seeing" this card when I would be sitting around attempting to decide if I should pick up my guitar, form some text to you, or preform other various actions. The Two of Wands does not emphasize the options or choices, but the moment in between those transitions.
With your Two of Wands placement, the example that came to mind was when you told me the other day you were 'debating' when / if you wanted to move back to EU. Previous experiences of some of these debates, and the acts of choosing your options has led you to the multiple Knights we see in the Reading.

The mental influence spot has a Three of Swords laying next to our Two of Wands. Sorrow caused by knowledge can indicate that not all of the information you intake is going to be deemed positive. The harsh example would be seeing your ex. Using the example of before, (moving back) it could tell us that your decision to go back means leaving parts of your life here is not easy for you. This might be the manner in which you see the current situation but please take note of the next card in particular.

On the much more positive side we have a Six of Swords. This transition, from mental influence to outside influence, is an attempt at establishing your surroundings or others perceptions of you. The Six of Swords shows imagery of "leaving a situation with help". If we are still using the same example referenced earlier, when you move back home, you are not alone. Your brother will be there, you will have accepting and understanding friends who will comfort you in times of need. I don't mean to go to the personal tooting of one's horn route... but... I am here for you! =) When things get a bit messy, or you just want someone to talk to and express yourself, I am totally here. From an 'outside influence', my personal perception, your life ahead of you will not mean, in any way, that you will need to go alone if you don't want to. You have help darling. =)

Switching back a couple numbers to our Four of Swords we see a bit more of our 'conflict' again. This man, laying on his bed with the time ticking, falls into the present moment or overall theme of the Reading. He has simply decided to take a step back from some of the troubles. In order for decision, sometimes we just need to ignore all the hardships and get some good ol fashioned meditation time. I can't begin to imagine what it was like for you to see your ex but I do see this Four of Swords in certain words. I believe something like "I am not going home tonight" was a moment for me that I was able to realize and listen to this sort of "time-out" phase that you were inhabiting at the given moment. Please know that "running" is not always bad (even if i give you shit at times :P) if you are able to form a better grasp for the idea of whatever situation might be happening. The man in the picture is not clouded with pessimistic views, but does realize he needs some time away from certain things in order to view it differently. I ll be here through all the time in The World so do not fret about stepping back every now and then. =)

A Knight of Cups... A very strong Helen card. =) As I see this in the expressions or behavioral category, I won't lie... I get a little teary eyed. =) The Cups are symbolic of emotions and the fluidity of them, as seen in the element of water. Being a Knight means being motivated. Every text that I receive and think to myself "Oh my gosh, shes such a fricken sweetheart... so adorable <3" is the Knight of Cups being shown. You genuinely care about love, about art, and about the relationships people have with one another. I have had such a huge smile on my face lately and it is all because I am able to be around this Knight of Cups. <3

Aspirations. The goals or objectives... Another Knight, but this time we see our suit of Wands. Perhaps you envision this sense of bravery in your willpower. Do you strive to act on your passion? The inspiration you feel around you causes determination, and with this confidence we begin to see our Knight of Wands. Your future decisions / life path is decided by your passion and love to what provides you with inspiration. Correlating Wands to fire, you might hope to follow that flame or spark you 'see'. If you desire this motivated Knight pertaining to following your passion, you will be happy to see the next Knight in our foot of destiny.

Regardless of one's opinion on the ability to "see" the future, cause and effect can be predetermined from time to time with appropriate understanding. We saw the Cups and your motivation towards emotions in your behavior, your Wands in the aspirations as you seek the inspiration and passion, so it would only feel correct to have our Knight of Swords to help accomplish and balance one's self. Swords and the element of air is symbolic of our mind and the mental reasoning process. A "plan", so to speak. Our brains want to rationalize things and form a set array of experiences when we have choices upon us. I see this as not only deciding a life path but finding the most beautiful, intelligent, and inspiring journey you will take in your soul's evolution. Everything will work out in a Queen of Pentacles fashion. =) Good luck, although... I don't think you need that. ;)

<3 Matt