mermaid 42

app tl. not that accurate.

fmc asking if mc has come home or not. fb and ex sucking mc and asking how there and he liked that and if he feels good. mc goes how 'like the old times ..' how he doesn't like it and doesn't wanna go back to those times(quoting from her..). ex going how mc really is a changed man. fmc goes how he smells like unusual ..like drinking. hugging fmc and he thinks this gives him a feel of security. mc wants fmc to praise him/congrats him and she asks why and what did he do and he kinda goes how he is self confident now. mc calls fmc pretty and she thinks it's the first time he told her that. fmc asks if he's okay and he goes how yeah, he now is. sex and he goes how her skin is soft, moans and smth how it gets deeper with her and to slowly enter her? how he/she loves it too much. mc thinks how ex was his first gf ever. how he never liked smbdy before he met her, ex/su-ah. how he had his firsts with her and it was very good. how caused he liked it so much he wanted to keep it. how ex was surprisingly sweet/friendly/kind when he got to know her. how she hated to stand out but was peasant to the eye and how only he got to notice that part of her(notsure). how she was his first love. hw he knew that she had other men before him(fb with that ..) and how that was in the past so it was good. how no matter how many ex'es she had, but wondered if he was just one of them and if he meant smth more to her. how he didn't want it to end it like that and was ready to do anything for it. how he noticed smth in her, that even if he liked her that much, he was afraid that she will leave him(notsure)and how in the end she did leave him. how in the end he too was replaceable and he was just a man among the other men she had. how he wasn't able to become a special smbdy for ex. thoughts how he couldn't escape her shadow/forget her? and would see her everywhere(ex vs fmc facing off). next i think mc goes how since fmc started to insistently look at him, he started to notice her vibrancy/her as a woman/smbdy he liked/could care for(notsure). tbc...