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hi this is pretty hard to type out but i just wanted to say something since i haven't been streaming lately.  i've wanted to stream the entire time i've been away for the past 2 weeks or so, but i just have a lot of issues with energy and keeping a sleep schedule, as well as a lot of irl issues at the moment.

my stream has been doing pretty well for my standards lately but the main concern i have right now is money and soon enough i will need to take a lot of time away in order to help myself enough financially to break even.  sadly this just won't leave any time to be able to stream even if i want to because of some other issues i'm not going to go into directly.

i will probably not be streaming very often for the next while just because i have a lot of things that need to get done.  i will still do streams for my FM season 2 tournament matches and i will try to do some more streams besides those, but don't expect them to happen as often as they have been.

i do still have some things i want to finish and get out, in fact i have a big reveal i've been working on but have been waiting for the right timing.  if i ever do have to quit streaming entirely, i will still make sure i do the reveal before that point.  i might even try to get that completed within the next week or so just so i don't feel pressured to get it out later on.

please tell me in chat if you've read this and i do want to say thank you to those of you who have been watching and interacting, it helps me out a lot to feel better.  but unfortunately i can't keep doing this forever.  and please don't give me money because even if you were to sub or even gift a bunch of subs it wouldn't be enough to really help me get out of the bad spot i'm in financially.

also thank you to the FM community for being supportive and stuff and i'll try to keep doing my best to watch runs and support everyone else still.