[b]Nick:[/b] biozcalhoun.

[b]Age:[/b] 16

[b]Timezone / Country:[/b] GMT -3 - Argentina

[b]Past nicknames:[/b] [VU_T]Calhoun, [VU_T]Killah, [OSKr]Calhoun and some others.

[b]Additional information:[/b] Hi. On my past application i talked a lot about me, who i was and who i am, and i think that such fact is already known by almost everyone; so i'll just post it again adding the information of that i joined VU (left) and OSK (kicked), and became mod of EA after all this history:

[quote]I have started playing this multiplayer-game since 2011 with tomijaja's nickname. I was known during 2012-2013 for being an annoying kid and so many histories of hacking and sharing shit. During 2014-2015 i was inactive maybe 80 percent of those years, as i had so many work and school occupations. In these years of my life i have been working on my reputation and i.e. reporting cheaters, helping newbies and doing things that can change my personal history and people's opinion about me. I guess i have to mention the old clans that i remember i was in, these are: OSK, TzK, NK, CDA and NAR.
I was kicked from OSK by Hipnos around 2013 due to my bad attitude towards members and being annoying. - Some months later i joined NK by using other alias (i think it was Bully or some), was a while then got kicked again. In this period of my VC:MP career a very close friend called Fercho told me that i should stop doing shit and using other nicknames, etc; that was important for me so i took that in a serious way. After that i was clanless around one year when started playing on Extreme Addicts server.- I don't remember if i joined TzK or was invited, anyway, i left playing vc-mp at the end of the year then i left.
Back in 2015-2016 i founded CDA which was a latin-american community of players in littlewhiteys server. I left to play in 2016 again so that clan closed. Back to the present, in 2018, since january i have been as a very active player, with desires to keep playing.[/quote]

Also i'll mention all the guys that i've met and talked atleast once with: aXXo, stormeus, Cutton, Luckshya, Norman, ferrari32, Wilson, Shawn, Hiki, PaiN, nelson_13 (deadmau5), Sk, Siezer, GangstaRas, hotdogcat, TheKing, Ryne, SMD, Tobi0, TzUnam, Fercho, Sammael, PunkNoodle, Matrix, DiaZ, Rajput, Xmair, MD619, Almo, JoOoOoO^, Trex, Gorcee, auzk.

So i'd like to talk about my farewell from VU and why i got kicked from OSK, and most specifically why i'm applying here again.

Back to the days when i applied in VU with Lit.Killah's nickname, i did it because i thought of it as a great clan, with an important history (and it really is). Lately, not so much time after having joined, i felt like a ghost there; i was quite shy with everyone and i didn't feel like a real member (a fact which was told to some guys during my stay). I was having too 'mood swings' which bassically made me to want to be VU one day, and the following day wanting to leave.

At this point, OSK guys were asking for me to join and help their clan, be all the americans together. Then i left, and a lot of guys left me good wishes and good messages, those made me feel so loved and i felt, for the first time, very important for the people here. However, the decision was already taken. And, i thought that this OSK opportunity would be great to remove the thorn of my past kick back to 2013, and for the fact of that almost all of the guys were americans i decided to join and help it to be like the old OSK which i was part of (a great group, well-known of fighters) and make it to start accepting players who speak english again, as it got stuck in the spanish speakers only. I made some guides and gave advices to the Recruits (lowest rank in OSK) about VC:MP in the OSK forum, and i was also taken as the team's leader in the EAD League.

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[li]About my kick, which is very confuse and "weird" in some point; i'm gonna explain what happened:[/li]
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Approximately 6th July, some guys (trustable ones) told me that had seen Kaotiv (the temporary leader) testing the aimlock and they said that he was still using it. I had also been suspicious about some guys, which i won't make mention of, so i decided to start an investigation  and get evidence to somehow prove that they're guilty and get them banned. Lately, the day of the kick, i saw Kaotiv connected in the OSK Simple deathmatch server; so i decided to join and spectate & record him. However, when i joined there wasn't a command to spec (very simple server, literally) and so i decided to stay and have some fights. There were 5 guys in the server, including Kaotiv and me. So when Kaotiv leaves it, i said that "leaving VU was a very bad decision" so the co-leader, who was also present, took this as lack of loyalty. Thereupon, i revealed the information that some guys gave to me, that Kaotiv is using aimlock so the co-leader told me to talk on IRC. He asked me a few things, like if i felt comfortable in OSK and i replied "whether i'm comfortable or not, i won't leave you guys anyway". The next question is who told me about Kaotiv's aimlock usage, and i didn't reveal any name. Then i said that i feel that the clan would improve if we kick out those aimlockers and dirty players, and i said Kaotiv isn't a guy that i really like, and that disgusts me. Then, he just said: "KICKED FROM THE CLAN" and exited from IRC. Some minutes later, i was permanently banned from the OSK forum without possibility of appeal; and i used a proxy to check what was going on there. They had kicked me. The day after that, i registered a new account by using a proxy again and made a self-defense in the kick topic, the real leader (Hipnos) and some members saw it and agreed with me in most of my points, saying that kicking me was a badly taken decision. The co-leader replied: "Whether it was a bad decision or not, even with all this defense, the decision is already taken". The topic was moved to a private section or deleted, thereby i dunno what happened with it after that.

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Now returning to, by my vision, the important facts and questions:

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[li] What has changed.   [/li]
[li]What can make you trust me again.[/li]
[li]Why did i choose VU after having left it.[/li]
[li]If you left VU for "feeling like a ghost", what makes you believe that you will have a better feel now?[/li]
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Replying to the first question; when i joined VU to be honest i wasn't ready at all - my raging issues started to appear again, and wearing the VU tag during these moments was really bad. I finally think that after 3 months of playing clanless this issue has been solved, as i don't rage anymore when the people kills me: instead of, i keep fighting trying to kill them more times than they kill me, but all just for fun. Also, there were as well some stupid religion abusements from my side to even people of this clan, and i feel like this was the worst thing that i could've ever done. I've learnt that laughing at somebody for its ethnicity, religion or territory is completely sickly and a thing that must not be done. And to be honest, i did it sometimes to apparent "cool" what i consider now as retardness.
That said, i'd like to approach this topic as a way to say sorry for this, and even considering that these kind of insults were done when i raged too much in-game, is still pathetic and a retard and cruel way to defend myself. And, at last, what has changed as well are my "mood swings" which i don't know if existed because of my age or something, but i think that i've established a way to be myself and that i've found a solution to this problem, which was one of the causes of my departure. I've been with a good mood during these months and i'm sure that i'm able to keep it up (and i'm also sure that even with a bad one, won't be enough to make such a decision as the one that i made when i left).
Probably it's been a pretty short period to improve all these things, certainly 5 months aren't enough time to become a nice guy. It takes years. And of course i can say that i'm not perfect, nobody is, my improvement hasn't been 100% done yet, but i believe that i have improved considerably and i'm ready to be here. VU takes good players and help them to be even better, and i hope and believe that VU will be that teacher that i've been always needing.

Later, to the second question: Honestly, the last time when i joined a lot of words and a "good attitude" (asslicking a little) were enough to join, but this time i know that and must not be enough. I commited a mistake, a lot of mistakes, but i feel that this is the correct answer, and the correct choice this time: i believe VU is the family that will make me better, a family where my friends are and won't dissapoint them again. As i said, words are not enough; it's up to you on trusting me or not, but i'm talking sincerely this time - i don't know how to prove my loyalty with else than words and teaming with VUs online. Probably it's about the time to regain it. I've promised many things, which i haven't completed and i know that "being VU forever" was one of them; but i wanna make it true now.
I know that some of you might be thinking: "This guy left VU, went to OSK and got kicked from there and he comes again being sorry. He joined 3 clans in 8 months. He is a fucking clan hopper". At the start, i'd like to offer an apology for looking like a stupid, non-loyal clan hopper. My mood swings and complete indecision didn't help and i didn't choose correctly, i didn't make beforehand a detailed review to join a clan and i should have had a deeper awareness of what decision to take, and it was completely bad, inmature and a big mistake from my side. It's the truth, things didn't go like the expected and it's my entire fault for not taking the correct decision on a start. I know that i have commited this mistake as i stated above, and i know that you've lost trustability on me since that; but as i said i believe i'm taking the right decision now by choosing VU again. Norman, Siezer, Sk, JoooOoO, Almo, Tobi0 [size=2pt]and axxo who likes my boobs[/size] - i've got friends here, and i did bad by leaving them. Absolutely my fault and i recognize it; I'm asking for one only more chance to prove that i'm worth to wear this tag and to be part of this family again. And in case of getting denied, i'll only stick with trying to join here again because all what i said is real.

For the third question: Some months ago, after being kicked, i didn't know what to do until i asked for the opinions of some guys. Talking with a lot of friends, i reached to the conclusion that there are and have always been two sides on VC-MP. At one side, was the "dark" part of VC-MP: racist guys, who don't care about religion of the people, make constant abuse of other players and are completely arrogant; and one of the families from the other side is VU; which as from my point of view has been always humble, helpful towards the community and also [i]VU is the alternative to blind arrogance in VC:MP[/i]. For a while, i felt like being part of that "dark side" and i realized that i had lost the way and this kind of people is the kind of people that i don't want to be part of. I've been working hard to change and to be like that humble Lit.Killah who applied some months ago; i've made a choice and i want to commit myself on helping this community, be part of this great family and based on unity, friendship and good winds & acts make this community better than it is. I'm gonna be more involved and focused with that objective this time, and i know that this is, as i said above, the right way and decision.

And the last question. I think i misunderstood or didn't get the concept of what VU is at all. Ferrari32 helped me to discover this issue, and after these months i think i've finally got it. Also, i can say that i wasn't committed at anything the last time, i was just a guy giving votes on the applications and wearing the trainee tag. I lacked of enthusiasm, determination and ambition. This time i believe i can do better my role here, and i can aspire for having the feel that i didn't have on my past join and i'm focused on doing my best if i get this new opportunity.

That said, i'm gonna hear your opinions and accept any kind of critic and reply any answers that you want to do. And a last thing to add, i know that i don't deserve a second chance but i will do all the possible to get it and prove that i won't waste it this time.