sami drazga 3:56 am
    i don't remember that. i'm even surprised to hear that. i guess it just goes with what i said. anyway, you didn't deserve that, or anything i might have said while i was letting myself act animalistic and letting myself fall apart mentally. don't think i dont know what i did wrong, or that it's something that can be shoved under the rug. i know it's not. so. yeah. it took a long time for me too, and i think i can say what you said, that i'm still trying to get over it. levi probably said that since i was saying really bad things about myself. i can't remember it, anymore. not clearly. kind of like how i don't remember stuff my mom did to me that well. when something affects me like that it just...happens. i don't know how else to put it. i also did stuff i regret -- sorry, i'm probably making this sound like a competition. i know it's not, and i know i did it to myself, so i deserved it. i'm more surprised that you want to speak to me, honestly.