naur

**2 months Before FRU Came Out**
I reached out to Atmus and Claire to change DSR Mitty over to theirs since it was out of date and people kept asking me to update it which I didn't care to do. In this same conversation they asked if I was making FRU Mitty to which I said yes. They asked if I was interested in joining their discord to be a part of the council thing they have and I said no thank you that I was not interested. I offered if they had anyone who wanted to DM me and ask questions about healing or suggestions on any sheet they decide to make - my DMs are open. I don't mind. The reason I didn't want to work with NAUR but instead offer help is - Atmus has fostered multiple communities that tend to lean towards being toxic. He was part of the problem with TOP and some of the harassment I got. He was also someone who was pretty toxic and backhanded in public chats for discords I was sent screenshots back then. He's been disrespectful numerous times publicly and just someone I don't want to involve myself with as much as I can. Claire also had some statements that hurt but I let it go because I haven't seen a history of it. Maybe she was having a bad day the day things were said (it was a bit of time ago). While I supported NAUR for wanting to do something good for PF - I was not willing to sacrifice my own sanity to work with Atmus. So I offered help the way I was ok with doing and tried to be kind.

**I believe they offered this position one more time a few weeks before FRU came out for me to join their council which I repeated myself again. I wasn't interested in joining since FRU Mitty was being made by UP not PF but if they created their own they were more than welcome to have any of their people working on it DM me if they were comfortable. I was even more clear I didn't want to join a discord group that had 100 messages within an hour to read through as I didn't have time to read through them. And with how TOP went last season I really just wanted to stick to my small circle of people to make FRU Mitty and keep to myself.


**After FRU Came out**
Once again they offered the council thing and for me to join and once again I declined. I offered the same thing I have offered multiple times. They said they weren't interested in it and I said no problem. That was what I was offering as I didn't have time to join a discord with 100 messages in an hour and 1 on 1 conversations were easier for me due to last season.

They offered this 2 more times again in a group chat and pushed for me to join the discord which I remained my position. At this point I was getting a little annoyed that they just seem to not want to take no as my answer and wanted to push it and get their way but I really did remain respectful this entire time.

Saus and BJ were in their "mod chat" and shadow council thing and noticed that it was continuous backhanded comments and toxic statements **even from Atmus and Claire** so they were even put off working more with them. However, BJ tried to keep up in the chats and attempted to help but really it's not exaggerating when I say 100 messages in an hour to go through and its a lot of back and forth and nonsense sometimes. But he did try to talk to them and be respectful.

Then came the release of Saus' doc or whatever. Atmus and Claire once again reached out about FRU Mitty right before it was released. I said I'd compare all resources out there when I released which I did. I probably could have done a better job and I know it sounds like a repeating excuse but I legit do not have a ton of time lol. Saus said strats were going xyz based on meetings and conversations and I said cool I have nothing to do with strats. So it was released.

**Atmus and Claire** then proceeded to be incredible disrespectful and toxic publicly in chats.

This kind of made me close off and not want to hear anything in regards to opinions or offers from either of them cause I was pretty disappointed by the childish way they acted. But I bit my tongue and didn't say anything.

Anyway, Saus asked me to reach out to both of them to which I did because he said he didn't even know he upset them (and based on the above I didn't think I upset them either). In the conversation Atmus said he was upset with me just as much as with Saus due to lack of communication. We had a whole conversation where I made myself very clear that I once again didn't want to work with them for FRU Mitty but offered my help where I could in regards to NAURs sheet at this time. I was very direct. This conversation Atmus and Claire hid behind that "NAUR IS FOR VOICING WHAT PF WANTS BUT NOT DECIDING WHAT PF WANTS." They continuously got upset with Saus for making decisions based on the stance they otook.  This conversation was also pretty hostile but cooled down after awhile. They pushed once again for me to join NAUR to go over suggestions for FRU Mitty to where I said I didn't want to join a discord with 100 messages in an hour and people can offer suggestions either via DM or something else. They asked me to join some discord where there wasn't 100 people to go over suggestions and I offered it to help NAUR again but FRU Mitty was now out of the question due to the above. I made myself very clear again. I went to sleep and woke up to Atmus pinging DIRECTLY TO SAUS to say "So lets now talk about FRU Mitty and those changes." to which I said I told him he was disrespectful and continuously disregarded my offers and boundaries in this entire situation and blew up. I once again made myself clear what I had to offer to which Claire told me to get out of the discord cause they wanted something entirely different.

After this entire situation I then got DMs from people harassing me about FRU Mitty and that I am a control freak and was sent some things Atmus and Claire both said in mod chat - Things that were lies that I worked with no one - I go nuclear anytime you try to talk to me. I offered no communication and just a bunch of random nonsense that eventually made people come to me. Some hostile, some shitty, some just asking if this is correct.

At this point this is exactly why I decided to respond to Tenkay because I am now being twisted and involved ONCE AGAIN in stupid bullshit when I just wanted to make a sheet and turn my brain off. Ignore hateful DMs and just go about my day if people wanted to offer advice. Atmus and Claire harassed Fey (the other sheets) creator and were once again publicly shitty. In the above conversation involving Saus I called them on their shitty public behavior to which Claire responded "UP should take it's own advice" and felt it was completely disregarded. Atmus didn't even respond to it just continued to push the situation of joining to "unify" mit.

I'm sorry that I finally spoke up against bullies. I understand Claire and Atmus are receiving harassment and it isn't ok for people to harass each other. I tried to remain respectful in my twitter conversation while speaking up for myself and Fae who were clearly being painted as a villain by these two people. Two wrongs don't make a right and my intention on twitter wasn't to insight more riots but to finally stick up for the stupid bullshit happening that involved me. I offered a hand to help and they didn't want to take it and instead spit on me for it. I bit my tongue until I decided not to.