11/9/2017
ColdFusion - Today at 9:59 PM
gahh i know it's very highschool of me but it feels awful hearing household slime mold givin' me shade. We get along so fucking fantastically.. -anonymously-. @_@   and there's no way to tell 'em that.    I also could swear I got fanart once but I guess not.  i've been.. fucking..  involved. helpful to the max.
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:01 PM
how is it any different than me going in and telling the thread to use you as a perpetual shill engine instead of humoring you
she thinks you're entertaining to watch
ColdFusion - Today at 10:21 PM
i dont recall that being your suggestion
@_@  i dunno. maybe i shoudl have been posting with name on all this time. but in other threads that really annoyed people
reminds me of school. nobody likes the guy with his hand up right away. least of all the teacher.
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:22 PM
I think what I had wrote was basically, instead of fighting with you, they should just post more work and pretend they're responding to you, because they're not gonna scare you away
ColdFusion - Today at 10:22 PM
Ohh that
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:22 PM
it sounds like what nessie's saying is just you're fun to watch so why complain
ColdFusion - Today at 10:23 PM
oh yeah, nessie, i remember now
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:23 PM
I'm not very good at reading 4chan culture because I only really go in hyw but I think their issue with tripcodes and their issue with you are in conflict
ColdFusion - Today at 10:23 PM
i guess it's just .. because .. i have other value too but it's an anon sso..
ahaha yeah! exactly. can't win.
meh fuckit, it's not like i want RECOGNITION or anything.  I'm glad she's happy and doing well.
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:24 PM
like I prefer to have names on faces in general so while I'd say yes keep your trip on I don't know if that'd be preferred? You could always ask
ColdFusion - Today at 10:24 PM
i know people think they want that, but i also know it gets annoying.
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:25 PM
Well what they want is for you to go away but you already knew that lol
ColdFusion - Today at 10:25 PM
and that, at THIS point, a good post will be taken negatively, its helpfulness unable to help, if the wrong name's on it
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:25 PM
I think your posts just aren't always good
ColdFusion - Today at 10:25 PM
it's easier to dismiss those people because theyre dedicated to staying anonymous. i'm certain none of them actually have comics.
not always, but significantly often, and disproportionately good :V
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:26 PM
nah
I mean there's a weird self-loathing tone to a lot of peoples' posts in there, like they just get angrier from getting positive comments, but even that aside it usually sounds like you're trying to strike up conversation with whoever instead of just reacting to their content
And that's unnerving in a medium made literally of voidshouts
I don't mind it because then I can post more art in response and that's great
ColdFusion - Today at 10:29 PM
well see you dont know that either.. but i do. nobody else does. @_@   and i can admit a single-digit percentage of me is enjoying a little messiah-martyr complex with that knowledge, intentionally not taking credit.
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:29 PM
I can't tell if you're playing this up for humor
ColdFusion - Today at 10:29 PM
youuu have a point about the conversationality though. i will never break that habit.
why can't someone be genuine and jocular at the same time?
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:30 PM
on a purely practical level they can't stop you so go ahead
ColdFusion - Today at 10:30 PM
i try to only get conversationy with either new folk who should stick around, or to get discussion about on-topic stuff going
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:30 PM
they make their choice on how to react to it and you make your choice on how to react to the reaction
ColdFusion - Today at 10:30 PM
:p you know that's not what i meant by why-can't
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:31 PM
but if you want fewer negative responses you change your strategy
ColdFusion - Today at 10:31 PM
sound advice
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:32 PM
Sometimes people need reminding that they're not actually being stopped by negativity
not in posts anyways.  I guess a mod could stop you
ColdFusion - Today at 10:33 PM
that really isnt what i meant though XD  but you're so right
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:34 PM
but yeah you can choose to do as you do or switch it up, or reconsider how you think about yourself and your relationship with society, or not, really it depends on what outcome you're looking for?  And I've gotten the impression you don't actually care how people react to you
ColdFusion - Today at 10:34 PM
god that john cleese speech really hit me in the best way, yknow. reinforced stuff i was trying to find ways to say..
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:34 PM
which is sometimes relieving because I can just sit here and be kinda rude
also I don't know what a john cleese speech is
ColdFusion - Today at 10:35 PM
and i appreciate rudeness :smile:
dude youve never clicked that thing in the OP?
it's brill and a half
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:35 PM
well if you like rudeness then what people say about you in the thread should be just fine? but you seemed bothered
ColdFusion - Today at 10:35 PM
all i care about is making good things happen and making people happy.. and if they don't get happy when good things happen, that's not my fault. if the two are in conflict i default to doing good things : >
rudeness doesn't mean disdain though, just a lack of carefulness, which is itself insulting
carefulness is. not the lack.
anyway check out that video, it's truly wonderful
and thanks for listenin to me blather. let me know if it's ever annoys
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:36 PM
eh I never look at the OP
rest assured if I'm annoyed I'll let you know
if I ignore you I'm tired
ColdFusion - Today at 10:39 PM
it's a deal
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:40 PM
btw would you be particularly bothered if I recounted any of this particular conversation in the other discords? like I'll occasionally let people know about random things you've said but maybe this one would be too far
ColdFusion - Today at 10:41 PM
I appreciate you asking. My only concern is that I have a hard enough time knowing how much I should share without another party, who holds no responsibility if things go awry, being involved.
also that you aren't always perfect at interpreting what I say..  which.. yknow, is as much my fault for poor communication as anyone's.
MeganFantastic - Today at 10:42 PM
I generally get the vibe that you're pretty confident about the things you say so if you say them to me that's as good as saying them to other people
ColdFusion - Today at 10:42 PM
yep ^_^
the only thing i care about is context. that's the tricky thing about the truth.. it's literally impossible to have the WHOLE truth about anything
like down to the molecular level..
we rely on intepretation. and if that's good-faith interpretation, bonzer. but if you're in an adversarial situation, suddenly you have things like contracts, or the concept of 'Cover Your Ass' in the workplace.. all of which I think set people apart rather than bring them together, which is what communication and sharing of ideas is literally for.