Yukari Yakumo: I'm home.
Yukari Yakumo: And I saw that you posted everything to Alynna, not sure how much though or what you omitted...  possibly nothin
KogasaGaSagasa: Straightly translated. Well...
KogasaGaSagasa: First, I wish to say: I mean no harm and no competition.
KogasaGaSagasa: I am not actively advertising at all personally.
Yukari Yakumo: I saw that part
Yukari Yakumo: I'm trying to keep this from a total meltdown but there are people who aren't making this easy.
KogasaGaSagasa: Then why do you say that I am here to compete? I did everything I can to /make sure/ we do not disturb Touhou MUCK's operation on my own part.
KogasaGaSagasa: I am not here to "spit in your eyes", as you said.
KogasaGaSagasa: It really hurted me that you say that.
Yukari Yakumo: Well.. that's how it feels to me.
Yukari Yakumo: I apologize for any hurt
KogasaGaSagasa: ... It's alright.
Yukari Yakumo: But frankly, creating a new mu and hiring alynna on... well...
KogasaGaSagasa: Alynna owns the MUCK, I am merely the Head Wiz.
Yukari Yakumo: It, to me, looked like a challenge and a way for Alynna to say "Fuck you"
Yukari Yakumo: In fact, it was nearly bluntly said on a developer channel.
KogasaGaSagasa: It might be. It's not an easy tension. In my own ways, this is a way to get it out of everyones system.
KogasaGaSagasa: There are people that's somewhat unhappy with Touhou MUCK, one way or another.
KogasaGaSagasa: If not, then they will all go to Touhou MUCK.
Yukari Yakumo: There will be unhappy people everywhere.
KogasaGaSagasa: And I'll be happy for you.
Yukari Yakumo: So I take it you don't wanna play over on my place then?
KogasaGaSagasa: All I will be is merely an alternative...
Yukari Yakumo: As a side..
KogasaGaSagasa: Oh... I do.
Yukari Yakumo: Why, if you have your own place...?
KogasaGaSagasa: I consider you a friend, even though I might hurt you.
KogasaGaSagasa: That I... apologize.
KogasaGaSagasa: But there's something important I have to do.
KogasaGaSagasa: This... isn't to hurt anyone. This is to make people happy.
KogasaGaSagasa: And this... This is for Touhou.
KogasaGaSagasa: For a better Touhou.
KogasaGaSagasa: I don't clame to be better.
Yukari Yakumo: You certainly are trying to.
KogasaGaSagasa: I really don't mean to.
Yukari Yakumo: This is, honestly, not helping any party by doing this.
Yukari Yakumo: In fact it's more liable to make things worse.
KogasaGaSagasa: It will be better. You have nothing to fear if you are better.
KogasaGaSagasa: And you ARE better.
KogasaGaSagasa: You need to trust in yourself and your crews.
Yukari Yakumo: I do.
KogasaGaSagasa: Then it's fine. You have nothing to lose.
Yukari Yakumo: Considering Alynna's currently vindictive personality, I have everything to lose
Yukari Yakumo: Should I paste you what she's said to me?
KogasaGaSagasa: Sure.
KogasaGaSagasa: I .... prefer both side of the story, personally.
Yukari Yakumo: Lemme put it on pastebin.
Yukari Yakumo: Please wait warmly.
Yukari Yakumo: http://pastebin.com/qbHJphL0
KogasaGaSagasa: Before I view the paste.
KogasaGaSagasa: I want to say this: I don't care about Alynna. Alynna will aide me. I am the head wiz. I want a better Touhou community than what's been going on. I thnk we ALL can be better.
KogasaGaSagasa: For a better and brighter future, I wish for this.
Yukari Yakumo: And we at TouhouMUCK don't mind suggestions from our players.
Yukari Yakumo: Hell, we'd LOVE more...
KogasaGaSagasa: Cut-off point of log will be my last line just now Erm.
KogasaGaSagasa: Let me read pastebin.
Yukari Yakumo: I'll say it here too... since Alynna doesn't believe me... but my staff and I have nothing against Him.
KogasaGaSagasa: Somewhere, you and Alynna screwed up something.
KogasaGaSagasa: Should you been able to handle it, you wouldn't have to fire Alynna... And you'd still have Alynna's friendship.
KogasaGaSagasa: That is for you to handle. I... wish I could aide you, but...
Yukari Yakumo: I know something screwed up.
KogasaGaSagasa: As you've said, it's nothing I can do about.
Yukari Yakumo: Unfortunately, due to a LOT of things, it's impossible to find.
KogasaGaSagasa: Well, you realize the more it goes on the more trouble there'll be. And... You two have already agitated a lot of people... Which means both of you made it even harder to repair the friendship.
KogasaGaSagasa: Staff is... hard to control.
Yukari Yakumo: I'm TRYING to repair it.
Yukari Yakumo: But it has to go both ways.
KogasaGaSagasa: I know. I'll make Alynna as calm as she can. If you want to, I'll have her be calm and once you have the time, you can talk with her.
KogasaGaSagasa: Another thing: Advice toward Touhou MUCK for me is very difficult.
KogasaGaSagasa: I've said my words, but they are differrent from your Gensokyo and Namazu's Gensokyo.
KogasaGaSagasa: It's not your fualt - everyone has their own ideal.
KogasaGaSagasa: Tiny things in the theme, things in the people and atmosphere... tiny things.
KogasaGaSagasa: It's not major, so don't worry.
Yukari Yakumo: And there are things that we can't fix if we don't know.
KogasaGaSagasa: But I do advice you and Namazu to refamiliarize yourself with the basic of Touhou Canon.
KogasaGaSagasa: aka re-read all PMiSS, CoLA (though Rinnosuke is unreliable), GoM, the newest book, and the manga series.
KogasaGaSagasa: Find out what you are missing yourself.
KogasaGaSagasa: Well... I don't blame you for anything. I want you to know that.
KogasaGaSagasa: If you feel you are wronged, I sincerely apologize. There are things you can STILL do to repair relationships, but you need to hurry.
KogasaGaSagasa: I heard, you and Alynna are friends for like, 10 years.
KogasaGaSagasa: Same with a lot of others.
KogasaGaSagasa: It SUCKS to lose friends. I want you to do something to repair your friendship.
KogasaGaSagasa: I am going to... be slightly slower. I'll slow down my pace a little bit. Giving you more time. Hurry. This is all I can do for you.
Yukari Yakumo: It's fine.
KogasaGaSagasa: It's not. You have your duty.
KogasaGaSagasa: Duty as a head admin and duty as a friend.
KogasaGaSagasa: Hurry up. If you don't, I'll think you are slacking.
Yukari Yakumo: You think I do anyways.
Yukari Yakumo: However, Alynna's sleeping.
Yukari Yakumo: So I cannot do much.
Yukari Yakumo: Aside from the last thing I said to him.
Yukari Yakumo: I hope he gets it.
KogasaGaSagasa: What is it?
KogasaGaSagasa: Again, I hate to be the middleman.
Yukari Yakumo: I've left it on PX5... where he'll see it.
KogasaGaSagasa sighs.
Yukari Yakumo: Helio says, "Think what you want, Alynna.  I'm not at war with you, however the opposite seems to be true.  Yes, I did ask Kogasa to shut it down because it's a spit in my eye on how much I worked to make what I have today and I don't want it destroyed by the likes of a vindictive, self absorbed man that can't take rejection nicely and instead has to think that somewhere, someone is out to get him.  I don't have anything against you, far from it.  While I'd still LIKE to be friends, your recent actions are trying my own personal patience and I have a lot of it.. I've lived with Nikon for a bit over a year...   If you're looking for me to apologize for firing you from both Fairy and Ran, you're not going to get it from me, however, what you will get is the fact that I'm still wanting to at least talk to you.  You refuse to listen to me... Squid... Namazu... over things..  We're not out to get you, I don't know how I have to drill this into your head but damn... not even I was this vindictive...."
Yukari Yakumo: I'm willing to fix it.
KogasaGaSagasa: Youkai, listen.
Yukari Yakumo: What...?
KogasaGaSagasa: You are a sensitive person.
Yukari Yakumo: Tell me somethin' I don't know.
KogasaGaSagasa: But moreso is Alynna. Alynna flies easily into rage.
Yukari Yakumo: I know this.
KogasaGaSagasa: Both of you can be easily provoked.
Yukari Yakumo: Ten years, remember?
KogasaGaSagasa: I know. I know you two only for a year and half AND we don't talk much, and even I know this.
KogasaGaSagasa: If you will take my advice (nobody does, not even one dearest to me.)...
KogasaGaSagasa: BOTH of you need to apologize and think in each other's shoes.
KogasaGaSagasa: You are both sort of at fault, but both are right.
KogasaGaSagasa: The only way out is to admit that you both need some work.
KogasaGaSagasa: But I can't work on Alynna, nor can I work on you.
KogasaGaSagasa: I am not a miracle worker, I am just an umbrella.
KogasaGaSagasa: So if you really want to repair your friendship, think about what I've said.
Yukari Yakumo: Things I'm trying to work on already
Yukari Yakumo: I honestly could have said "fuck it" and be done with it...
Yukari Yakumo: not bother to talk with you or Alynna.
Yukari Yakumo: Be on my merry way.
KogasaGaSagasa: You... Should, if that's what you wish. *sighs*
Yukari Yakumo: Kogasa.
Yukari Yakumo: You should realize something.
Yukari Yakumo: I give everyone a chance or two..
KogasaGaSagasa: I have a different agenda than most of you. I want a better Touhou community. I am willing to sacrifice my name for it.
Yukari Yakumo: I don't care how much it's hurt me...
Yukari Yakumo: There's a limit to how many chances I give someone... it's pretty high... but there's a limit.
KogasaGaSagasa: There are... things, you need to understand on your own. I've said a lot. You said you understand. But you have thus far not been able to do anything about it.
KogasaGaSagasa: And things deteriorate.
Yukari Yakumo: What, you want me to give Ran and Fairy back to Alynna?
KogasaGaSagasa: It's not the right way to handle things.
KogasaGaSagasa: I want you to handle it properly, somehow.
Yukari Yakumo: Only way I can will be tomorrow.
Yukari Yakumo: When we're both available.
KogasaGaSagasa: Yes. Good luck.
Yukari Yakumo: You expect me to do things now that I cannot do without the target person available.
KogasaGaSagasa: Ah heck, I'll log all of this. Copypaste.
Yukari Yakumo: I have been to.
Yukari Yakumo: To show to my other staffers.
KogasaGaSagasa: I wonder, if you really understand my position right now.
Yukari Yakumo: Lot to take in.
KogasaGaSagasa: I am here trying to repair your relationship between people, but I honestly shouldn't be doing that.
KogasaGaSagasa: I should really just be making Gensokyo in my image.
KogasaGaSagasa: I am competely neutral in this.
KogasaGaSagasa: Rather, I am pro you, and pro Alynna at same time.
Yukari Yakumo: 1: Gensokyo should be made in EVERYONE's image... not just one person.. (except ZUN)
KogasaGaSagasa: I'll give it to you straight.
KogasaGaSagasa: Is Netherworld within Higan?
Yukari Yakumo: Higan's the river of Gensokyo.  The Netherworld is on the otherside of it.
KogasaGaSagasa: http://en.touhouwiki.net/wiki/Perfect_Memento_in_Strict_Sense/Higan
KogasaGaSagasa: Higan: The otherside of the river Sanzu. Obviously Higan is not part of Gensokyo, but I'll introduce it here anyway.
KogasaGaSagasa: Compared to the Netherworld where the living can come and go relatively easily, the living cannot go to Higan because of the Sanzu River(*40).
Yukari Yakumo: Hmm.
KogasaGaSagasa: The correct process of a soul is to be sent to Higan for judgment, then to be shipped to another world.
KogasaGaSagasa: Netherworld is, however, a physical part of Gensokyo.
KogasaGaSagasa: It's stuff like this I am talking about.
KogasaGaSagasa: It's everyone's Gensokyo, yes.
KogasaGaSagasa: But... But there are some casual, accidental mistakes and stuff.
Yukari Yakumo: You know nothing will be perfect.
KogasaGaSagasa: I know. I try for it to be.
Yukari Yakumo: Though, I'd like to end this here for now, if you don't mind.
KogasaGaSagasa: Oh. I... Actually do. *sighs*
Yukari Yakumo: I need to actually relax.  Work was pain today
KogasaGaSagasa: Sorry.
KogasaGaSagasa: Please relax, then.
Yukari Yakumo: Not your fault.
Yukari Yakumo: Retail sux
Yukari Yakumo: *Sucks
KogasaGaSagasa: *pats*
Yukari Yakumo: We'll talk about this tomorrow, with Alynna.