I like you

 I like you.
I like you a lot.
I need you.
I need you so much.
I love you
I love you with all my heart.
But all this didn't matter
Because you were dead from the start.
And i can't save you
No matter what.
It hurts
It hurts that i can't do anything.
It feels like a rusty nail
piercing through my veins.
Why is it that you must die in vain?
The intense pain
It still lingers in my brain.
I just want to see
You smile with glee.
So forgive me,
Natsuki.