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  3. Ronald, you have a very strong background in the financial sector,
  4. asset management, deposit trading, as far as I understood
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  8. can you tell us something about your experiences?
  9. For how long did you work there?
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  13. Well, my experiences are more complicated than what you mentioned just now.
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  17. Actually I have been an entrepreneur my entire life
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  21. Independence being the key component to me.
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  25. l have once tried being an employee, but that didn't work out.
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  29. Being an entrepreneur, I have seen many sectors,
  30. amongst which I have experienced the financial world.
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  34. All my other companies as an entrepreneur, like my own
  35. fashion line for lades, car-dealership and also import-export
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  39. had me involved to such an extend with building up
  40. my own fortune, it inherently guided me into the world of finance.
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  44. Working in import-export, you encounter different currencies
  45. and you have to go to the exchange to trade through brokers.
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  49. And on of these brokers
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  53. said at some point, 'Ronald, I’ve been looking at you life
  54. for a long time and you are always busy,
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  58. you earn money, we know, but what is your goal?
  59.  
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  62. and I replied: 'The only goal I have as an entrepreneur,
  63. is to earn as much money as I possibly can'
  64.  
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  67. because the more money I have, the quicker
  68. I can retire, be free and of course have status,
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  72. basically everything you want in this society
  73. or at least, that’s what I thought back then.
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  77. So the broker said: ‘In that case,
  78. stop what you are doing now, stop with all those companies
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  82. and just start dealing money, go into the financial word'
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  86. And that is the beginning
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  90. of that situation that is connected to your original question.
  91.  
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  94. The broker, had a place in the exchange market
  95. and he dealt in currencies, deposits, so trading in assets
  96.  
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  99. to make money out of differences in interest rates,
  100. and that involved the aforementioned asset management.
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  104. Those three aspects together formed the interesting package I said yes to.
  105.  
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  108. He said: 'All right, you can take my place here,
  109. I’ll train you, introduce you into the network,
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  113. but in exchange I want 10% of your annual earnings'.
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  117. So he basically sold me his spot in the financial world
  118. and asked a 10% commission which paid him.
  119.  
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  122. I said, yes, fine with me!
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  126. Then he replied: 'There is one thing you need to know'
  127.  
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  130. If you can't put your conscience in the proverbial freezer,
  131. and l don't mean on -18 degrees, but on a -100, then don't get involved in this.
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  135. That was the message, 'You want a lot of money,
  136. you can obtain that, l can help you, but it comes at a great cost -
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  140. because you can not do this with a clear conscience.'
  141. Well, I laughed at that, I was young and naive.
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  145. From my youth, from the way I came into life;
  146. my far from ideal youth led me to develop a certain view of the world and humanity
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  150. What do you man by that? No warm, loving family?
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  154. My mother always did the best she could to make us feel loved,
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  158. but she was hampered by that due the behavior of the father,
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  162. who caused us to feel more like we lived in a war zone with each other.
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  166. That isn't an exemplary situation to grow up in
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  170. and as a child growing up like that, led me to believe
  171. that the world and humanity are far from great.
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  175. So putting your conscience in the freezer was fitting in as a starting point?
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  179. I was, partially, already used to doing that out of self-preservation,
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  183. so to put my conscience in the freezer was not an impossible task to me
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  187. So it became a survival mechanism to you?
  188. - Yes, yes.
  189.  
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  192. And my view of humanity and the world around me wasn't exactly positive either.
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  196. l only thought of myself, that’s the way I grew up
  197. to be out of self-presevation - and I got into the deal.
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  201. Which meant, that slowly, I build up a customer base.
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  205. and as I improved my skills within the network,
  206. I got deeper into the financial world
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  210. and then it turns out the world is really small, and you keep noticing that
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  214. even when I was still working in import-export
  215. dealing in grain and such, you notice it is just a small circle
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  219. and if we talk about the hard core circle in the financial world,
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  223. I don't mean miss Jean at the bank, but the
  224. big global flows of money which you use for trading.
  225.  
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  228. - You are talking about world wide cash flows, so not
  229. the Netherlands in particular where you started working?
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  233. The Netherlands do play a distinct part in this story,
  234. but the world does not revolve around it.
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  238. The Netherlands are part of a large global financial system.
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  242. In which you work through exchange market
  243. if you want to do official transactions.
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  247. And many banks, who do the currency exchange,
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  251. get certain assignments from clients, which they can't get away with easily.
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  255. Then the need arises for people like me, who were
  256. the straw men where big money flows are involved.
  257.  
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  260. We used certain financial constructions, international legislation, to move the money in
  261. such a way making everything ok.
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  265. So all supervisors, regulatory bodies that are in place world wide, because they are,
  266.  
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  269. that no one wakes up seeing what is going on,
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  273. like a year or two ago, with the scandal around Panama.
  274. -The Panama papers.
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  278. Yes.
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  282. Yes, then...
  283. -Tax evasion?-
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  287. I think, well that was about avoiding taxes,
  288. tax evasion is when you break all the rules. This had to do with avoiding.
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  292. But when you see what happened there, I'm like 'Guys that is old news,
  293.  
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  296. and who are you boring with that because it is peanuts and hardly relevant.'
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  300. However, for the common people, that is great news, but it is not anything big.
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  304. But it does show, there is something very wrong in this world.
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  308. For example, there are people in the Netherlands,
  309. with certain positions, who have bank accounts in Panama,
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  313. with legislations that allows them not to pay taxes
  314. in the Netherlands, which is still completely legal.
  315.  
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  318. Constructions like that were part of my job, when we had to change currency
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  322. we had changes, the first boycotts in Iraq early 90s,
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  326. when there was a boycott in Iraq because of the war that started there.
  327.  
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  330. And we were confronted with what we called 'Iraqi-dollar',
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  334. Iraqi-dollars, which were actually American dollars.
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  338. The American dollar has a direct relation to the oil prices
  339. which made it a world trading currency backed up by oil.
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  343. As long as that connection is in place, the dollar has value.
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  347. Officially, the Iraqi people weren’t allowed to sell their oil due to the boycott.
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  351. In theory that is, because never before
  352. there was such a big business in oil, with discounts in this case,
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  356. because officially it wasn't allowed, so with discounts it still crossed the borders.
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  360. These dollars, because the energy was always paid in dollars, so the Iraqi-dollars
  361. had to go somewhere.
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  365. You couldn't just take them to the desk at the bank
  366. because of all the regulations and checks did provide a certain protection,
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  370. because money laundering and criminality
  371. wasn’t anything new back then, now we call it terrorism,
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  375. but that was then also the case.
  376.  
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  379. So then you need people to take the heath.
  380.  
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  383. As straw men you got invited to a bank in, for example,
  384. Germany, with basements full of trucks filled with money.
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  388. - Wow!
  389.  
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  392. And then you think 'Sure trucks, transports - a busy company'.
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  396. 'Come with me', then they show you they are all filled to maximum capacity with dollars
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  400. and they tell you 'We need to get rid of all this cash,
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  404. so change them for pounds, German Marks, this,
  405. that, in such way and it needs to go there and there.'
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  409. Are we now talking about money laundering,? Or...
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  413. Well, processing cash.
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  417. Processing cash in such a way that we can legally reintroduce it into the money circuit.
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  421. So that was your task??
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  425. That was an assignment my colleagues and I got.
  426. - Okay.
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  430. You are never alone on an assignment, because you can not do this on your own.
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  434. It is not possible.
  435.  
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  438. We all know Scrooge McDuck scooping money
  439. with his shovel, well we literally had to do that over there.
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  443. It was impossible to process all at once.
  444.  
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  447. So then you need to find a way, cash used to be the predominant way of paying
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  451. where nowadays most is digital,
  452.  
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  455. but you tried to find a way to process the cash.
  456.  
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  459. How do you reintroduce the cash into the circuit
  460. so Iraq can deal in it's oil without being hampered.
  461.  
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  464. Because they are the ones that own the money.
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  468. Iraq doesn't want to... look, you mentioned
  469. money laundering, but what it was about the boycott,
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  473. Iraq had to stick to the rules,
  474.  
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  477. and by... you know, everything you want to know
  478. about the world, you can know by following the money.
  479.  
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  482. That is the bottom-line, everyone can say 'bla bla bla',
  483. but make sure you follow the money then you'll find the truth.
  484.  
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  487. Same thing goes for that situation. So the only thing Iraq
  488. and their buying partners wanted, was to remain free of any accusations.
  489.  
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  492. Because the partners who bought it were the ones placing the boycott in the first place -
  493.  
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  496. but they are actually all friends on the same side.
  497.  
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  500. Everybody thinks there are opposites like good and bad guys in the world,
  501.  
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  504. but on the higher levels it is just a game and they are all working together.
  505.  
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  508. However, they do have to stick to the rules
  509. and regulations, they themselves have created
  510.  
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  513. to keep the rest of society suppressed
  514. and make sure that it will not be too crowded at the top.
  515.  
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  518. So you have to play by your own rules.
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  522. So what is going on there, is to make sure that nobody can trace you,
  523.  
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  526. apart from the elite themselves,
  527. nobody in lower ranks can find out what really happened.
  528.  
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  531. Compartmentalized, that's how we call it.
  532. - Yes.
  533.  
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  535. 00:13:05,760 --> 00:13:10,680
  536. Everyone knows only his own little piece.
  537. Only the elite knows what is happening.
  538.  
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  541. Yes, but because we were doing the dirty work, we had to know a lot.
  542.  
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  544. 00:13:15,720 --> 00:13:17,960
  545. Because we couldn’t afford to make any mistakes.
  546.  
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  549. - How high in the pyramid did you get?
  550. Were you close to the top of the pyramid?
  551.  
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  553. 00:13:22,760 --> 00:13:25,760
  554. Well, we were communicating with them.
  555. - Okay.
  556.  
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  559. My ego would have loved it when l got to this position of belonging to the top itself.
  560.  
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  563. Nowadays we still talk about 8000-8500 people in the world who run the entire world.
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  567. It would have been amazing to get into such a position back then.
  568.  
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  571. All right, but if we say the top knows 100% ,
  572. can you estimate how much you knew and understood of what happened?
  573.  
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  576. In my work, I had to know a 100% of what was going on.
  577.  
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  580. There was no other way, because of the interests of the people involved were huge.
  581.  
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  584. Especially for the top.
  585. - Exactly.
  586.  
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  589. If I wouldn't know all the details I would end up making mistakes.
  590.  
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  593. Which would cause a spin-off, because those mistake would be detected.
  594.  
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  596. 00:14:20,720 --> 00:14:24,740
  597. Then the people that don't know anything about it, would interfere.
  598.  
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  601. We are talking about having nerves of steel to function at this level.
  602.  
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  605. So did you have nerves of steel?
  606. -Yes, it worked just 'fine'.
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  610. The freezer worked very well for you...
  611. - Yes, I played at the highest level for about 5 years.
  612.  
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  615. And then it was totally over, out and done with.
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  619. That was a very intense moment for me.
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  623. Yes.
  624. - That happened suddenly?
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  628. Or was there a reason...
  629. - Well, no, the thing is,
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  633. I gave a small example of what was involved,
  634.  
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  637. so in this case currency exchange, dollar to something else,
  638.  
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  641. deposited in a safe manner,
  642.  
  643. 146
  644. 00:15:21,740 --> 00:15:32,780
  645. and managing assets well, so it could grow to
  646. rate of return, leading to reinvestments with the money.
  647.  
  648. 147
  649. 00:15:32,780 --> 00:15:39,740
  650. The level I played at in those 5 years, and that
  651. didn't happen overnight, you need to earn your place,
  652.  
  653. 148
  654. 00:15:39,760 --> 00:15:52,720
  655. I am skilled at connecting the dots, information
  656. in order to achieve a full picture of all the things involved,
  657.  
  658. 149
  659. 00:15:53,700 --> 00:15:59,720
  660. that need to be taken into account within the playing field.
  661.  
  662. 150
  663. 00:15:59,740 --> 00:16:01,700
  664. Which is a very detailed process.
  665.  
  666. 151
  667. 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:04,700
  668. You stand out when you are gifted in this.
  669.  
  670. 152
  671. 00:16:05,760 --> 00:16:11,680
  672. This is the reason I was trusted with
  673. the full 100% of the information where it concerned my jobs,
  674.  
  675. 153
  676. 00:16:11,700 --> 00:16:14,680
  677. so I didn't know about everything they knew,
  678.  
  679. 154
  680. 00:16:14,700 --> 00:16:21,700
  681. but everything that I needed to know regarding the case I was working with colleagues.
  682.  
  683. 155
  684. 00:16:21,700 --> 00:16:24,760
  685. I was often put in the leading role, because I kept a good overview of the situation.
  686.  
  687. 156
  688. 00:16:24,780 --> 00:16:26,720
  689. You're good at making quick switches.
  690.  
  691. 157
  692. 00:16:26,740 --> 00:16:30,720
  693. Yes, and I was good at innovative thinking to solve the problem.
  694.  
  695. 158
  696. 00:16:30,760 --> 00:16:37,720
  697. I had fun, creating solutions in such a way to always stay ahead and outsmart them,
  698.  
  699. 159
  700. 00:16:37,720 --> 00:16:42,760
  701. staying within the rules of the game but playing around
  702. with them to make everything match up. I loved that game.
  703.  
  704. 160
  705. 00:16:42,760 --> 00:16:49,720
  706. However, on the other hand you had a great amount
  707. of responsibility and you learned more and more about the real world.
  708.  
  709. 161
  710. 00:16:49,780 --> 00:16:53,280
  711. Since through the financial world you learn all of the actual truth.
  712.  
  713. 162
  714. 00:16:53,360 --> 00:16:56,940
  715. So you say 'all' - in what regard?
  716.  
  717. 163
  718. 00:16:57,040 --> 00:17:04,680
  719. Well your clients give you glimpses of how the world really works.
  720.  
  721. 164
  722. 00:17:04,700 --> 00:17:08,700
  723. In hindsight, I still didn’t know everything, but I did know a lot,
  724.  
  725. 165
  726. 00:17:08,700 --> 00:17:13,700
  727. because my clients were banks, who didn't want blood on their hands,
  728.  
  729. 166
  730. 00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:17,700
  731. but within those banks there always is a number
  732. of people who know damn well what s going on.
  733.  
  734. 167
  735. 00:17:17,760 --> 00:17:22,680
  736. So, like 1% within a bank knows the truth
  737. of the matter regarding the happenings within the world,
  738.  
  739. 168
  740. 00:17:22,700 --> 00:17:25,680
  741. which is not surprising considering they are involved in the flows of money.
  742.  
  743. 169
  744. 00:17:25,700 --> 00:17:32,680
  745. Those are your clients, you also have governments to deal with, multinationals,
  746.  
  747. 170
  748. 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:35,760
  749. you have to deal with secret services
  750.  
  751. 171
  752. 00:17:35,780 --> 00:17:39,740
  753. and what they now call terrorist organizations.
  754.  
  755. 172
  756. 00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:45,740
  757. You get all of the groups that involved with the big money as clients.
  758.  
  759. 173
  760. 00:17:45,740 --> 00:17:51,440
  761. then you start seeing the connections, so they might be
  762. compartmentalized as you just mentioned, regarding knowledge,
  763.  
  764. 174
  765. 00:17:51,520 --> 00:17:58,760
  766. but because I am in the middle, I see how they relate to another;
  767. you see the money coming from this place, then going to that place, etc
  768.  
  769. 175
  770. 00:17:58,780 --> 00:18:02,760
  771. you keep gaining information and thereby overview of what is really going on.
  772.  
  773. 176
  774. 00:18:02,980 --> 00:18:13,880
  775. So do you have to serve and keep all of those groups happy,
  776. including terrorist organizations, you were trying to keep everybody happy?
  777.  
  778. 177
  779. 00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:16,000
  780. Yes.
  781.  
  782. 178
  783. 00:18:17,000 --> 00:18:17,420
  784. Dear God!
  785. - Yes
  786.  
  787. 179
  788. 00:18:17,460 --> 00:18:18,780
  789. That was my job.
  790.  
  791. 180
  792. 00:18:18,780 --> 00:18:20,760
  793. Keeping all the balls in the air.
  794.  
  795. 181
  796. 00:18:20,780 --> 00:18:29,360
  797. Yes, indeed, so one of the things that I found out,
  798. I did not know that before, but now I do,
  799.  
  800. 182
  801. 00:18:29,460 --> 00:18:37,000
  802. is about secret services; you think
  803. they are there to serve and protect a people, country, etc.
  804.  
  805. 183
  806. 00:18:37,320 --> 00:18:45,680
  807. but they actually turn out to be criminal organizations,
  808. to be more precise, the system is heavily so.
  809.  
  810. 184
  811. 00:18:45,700 --> 00:18:55,700
  812. We are talking about financing wars,
  813. creating wars, so basically creating a lot of misery in this world,
  814.  
  815. 185
  816. 00:18:55,700 --> 00:18:58,720
  817. so lots of conflict.
  818.  
  819. 186
  820. 00:18:59,200 --> 00:19:04,940
  821. And then I think to myself, if only people knew what the world is really like.
  822.  
  823. 187
  824. 00:19:05,260 --> 00:19:08,540
  825. Secret services will stop at nothing.
  826.  
  827. 188
  828. 00:19:10,620 --> 00:19:20,260
  829. But they also have their flows of money, because if they
  830. are trading in drugs or weapons or, for that matter, people,
  831.  
  832. 189
  833. 00:19:20,840 --> 00:19:25,240
  834. all that money has to go somewhere. Everything has to be financed.
  835.  
  836. 190
  837. 00:19:25,360 --> 00:19:29,140
  838. You say 'if', but you could confirm they are doing this?
  839.  
  840. 191
  841. 00:19:29,860 --> 00:19:32,700
  842. All of them. All of them.
  843. - Yes.
  844.  
  845. 192
  846. 00:19:32,740 --> 00:19:39,700
  847. So the entire world as we think we know it, is just an illusion we believe in.
  848.  
  849. 193
  850. 00:19:39,700 --> 00:19:46,680
  851. Which is something you find out in this line of work
  852. and where it all went wrong for me, to put it that way
  853.  
  854. 194
  855. 00:19:46,700 --> 00:19:48,960
  856. Right, you mean, finally that is.
  857.  
  858. 195
  859. 00:19:49,180 --> 00:19:57,060
  860. In hindsight, yes it was for the best but, my 'freezer' started to malfunction.
  861.  
  862. 196
  863. 00:19:57,620 --> 00:20:04,020
  864. There were things happening, for example I went to
  865. a different trade market, and one of my colleagues there said:
  866.  
  867. 197
  868. 00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:09,040
  869. 'Ronald, you remember that case with the Italian lira?'
  870. I sometimes mention that during talks as well,
  871.  
  872. 198
  873. 00:20:09,740 --> 00:20:15,240
  874. 'do you remember those deals', in which we did massive dumping of the lira
  875.  
  876. 199
  877. 00:20:15,640 --> 00:20:21,140
  878. which reduced the value of the currency,
  879.  
  880. 200
  881. 00:20:21,440 --> 00:20:28,740
  882. which caused a company in Italy to be hit in such a way they went bankrupt.
  883.  
  884. 201
  885. 00:20:30,660 --> 00:20:36,300
  886. And then you hear at the exchange,
  887. 'You remember that successful deal with the lira?' Yes.
  888.  
  889. 202
  890. 00:20:36,460 --> 00:20:43,480
  891. And then they say: 'Did you know that
  892. the owner committed suicide and left a family behind?'
  893.  
  894. 203
  895. 00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:46,700
  896. Things like that.
  897. - Ouch!
  898.  
  899. 204
  900. 00:20:47,340 --> 00:20:49,340
  901. And back then we laughed at it.
  902.  
  903. 205
  904. 00:20:49,480 --> 00:20:52,420
  905. 'Hahahah', all together, all of us.
  906.  
  907. 206
  908. 00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:58,420
  909. We looked down on people, mocked them,
  910. it was just a product, waste, everything was worthless trash -
  911.  
  912. 207
  913. 00:20:58,740 --> 00:21:02,840
  914. nature, the planet, everything could burn and break
  915. - Just useless parasites.
  916.  
  917. 208
  918. 00:21:02,880 --> 00:21:06,700
  919. Just as long as we met our goals, as long as we were growing.
  920.  
  921. 209
  922. 00:21:06,700 --> 00:21:11,680
  923. Many of my colleagues ended up drinking or using drugs.
  924.  
  925. 210
  926. 00:21:11,760 --> 00:21:15,740
  927. Not me, maybe I should have...
  928. - Or not.
  929.  
  930. 211
  931. 00:21:15,760 --> 00:21:21,720
  932. No in hindsight, it was for the best and I'm happy to still be alive...
  933.  
  934. 212
  935. 00:21:22,160 --> 00:21:26,680
  936. however, all those horrible things,
  937.  
  938. 213
  939. 00:21:27,400 --> 00:21:29,700
  940. started to eat at me.
  941.  
  942. 214
  943. 00:21:30,000 --> 00:21:36,720
  944. Can you give an example, because I can sense a lot of terrible things happened to you?
  945.  
  946. 215
  947. 00:21:36,740 --> 00:21:44,700
  948. Yes, it is difficult part for me to talk about
  949. - I can feel that, but only whatever you wish to share is all right.
  950.  
  951. 216
  952. 00:21:44,780 --> 00:21:47,760
  953. Yes, I only talk about things I want to tell,
  954.  
  955. 217
  956. 00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:53,980
  957. but it does evoke lots of emotions and
  958. with my conscience not being in the freezer it touches me deeply.
  959.  
  960. 218
  961. 00:21:54,100 --> 00:21:57,860
  962. Yes, I feel the same way. All right,
  963.  
  964. 219
  965. 00:21:57,900 --> 00:22:07,440
  966. Can you tell me the worst thing that has happened
  967. that caused the tipping point in your situation?
  968.  
  969. 220
  970. 00:22:07,560 --> 00:22:14,760
  971. Well that was the beginning of the end. You get so deep into these circles
  972.  
  973. 221
  974. 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:21,700
  975. and you sign a lifetime contract, not with blood or anything,
  976.  
  977. 222
  978. 00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:26,720
  979. to never disclose names of companies, organizations or people.
  980.  
  981. 223
  982. 00:22:26,740 --> 00:22:29,620
  983. I think that is why I am still alive.
  984.  
  985. 224
  986. 00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:31,480
  987. You have to stick to it.
  988.  
  989. 225
  990. 00:22:31,520 --> 00:22:34,460
  991. If we are talking about the worst things that I have experienced,
  992.  
  993. 226
  994. 00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:41,180
  995. I just told you about things that made
  996. the freezer glitch, my conscience started to show itself.
  997.  
  998. 227
  999. 00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:45,900
  1000. Lets put it this way, I was training to become a psychopath, and I failed.
  1001.  
  1002. 228
  1003. 00:22:46,020 --> 00:22:49,200
  1004. I did not complete the training, and didn’t become a psychopath.
  1005.  
  1006. 229
  1007. 00:22:49,320 --> 00:22:57,780
  1008. My conscience came back and the most difficult part
  1009. for me was, because I had such a great status there,
  1010.  
  1011. 230
  1012. 00:22:57,780 --> 00:23:05,660
  1013. I was a success, I was trusted with the people playing at this level.
  1014.  
  1015. 231
  1016. 00:23:09,700 --> 00:23:15,760
  1017. To put it carefully, most of these people followed a not very mainstream religion.
  1018.  
  1019. 232
  1020. 00:23:16,000 --> 00:23:20,020
  1021. So you have Catholics, Protestants, all sort of religions.
  1022.  
  1023. 233
  1024. 00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:25,200
  1025. These people, most of them, were Luciferians.
  1026.  
  1027. 234
  1028. 00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:33,480
  1029. And then you can say, religion is a fairy tale, God doesn't exist,
  1030. none of that is real. Well, for these people it is truth and reality,
  1031.  
  1032. 235
  1033. 00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:39,740
  1034. and they served something immaterial, what they called Lucifer.
  1035.  
  1036. 236
  1037. 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:47,620
  1038. And I also was in contact with those circles, only I laughed at it because to me they
  1039. were just clients.
  1040.  
  1041. 237
  1042. 00:23:47,780 --> 00:23:51,420
  1043. So I went to places called Churches of Satan.
  1044.  
  1045. 238
  1046. 00:23:51,460 --> 00:23:54,160
  1047. - So now we are talking about Satanism?
  1048.  
  1049. 239
  1050. 00:23:54,160 --> 00:24:00,720
  1051. Yes, so I visited these churches, just as a visitor, dropped by,
  1052.  
  1053. 240
  1054. 00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:07,080
  1055. and then they were doing their Holy Mass with naked women and liquor and stuff.
  1056.  
  1057. 241
  1058. 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:09,740
  1059. And it just amused me.
  1060.  
  1061. 242
  1062. 00:24:10,160 --> 00:24:13,860
  1063. I didn’t believe in any of this stuff,
  1064.  
  1065. 243
  1066. 00:24:13,880 --> 00:24:17,400
  1067. and was far from convinced if any of this was real.
  1068.  
  1069. 244
  1070. 00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:19,260
  1071. - It was just a spectacle to you...
  1072.  
  1073. 245
  1074. 00:24:19,300 --> 00:24:25,420
  1075. Yes, in my opinion the darkness and evil is within the people themselves.
  1076.  
  1077. 246
  1078. 00:24:25,660 --> 00:24:28,280
  1079. I didn’t make the connection yet.
  1080.  
  1081. 247
  1082. 00:24:28,680 --> 00:24:39,740
  1083. So I was a guest in those circles and it amused me greatly to see all those naked
  1084. women and the other things.
  1085.  
  1086. 248
  1087. 00:24:39,780 --> 00:24:42,220
  1088. It was the good life.
  1089.  
  1090. 249
  1091. 00:24:45,740 --> 00:24:55,300
  1092. But then at some point, I was invited, which is why
  1093. I'm telling you all this, to participate in sacrifices...
  1094.  
  1095. 250
  1096. 00:24:55,720 --> 00:24:57,160
  1097. abroad.
  1098.  
  1099. 251
  1100. 00:25:06,360 --> 00:25:09,000
  1101. That was the breaking point.
  1102.  
  1103. 252
  1104. 00:25:10,280 --> 00:25:12,740
  1105. Children.
  1106.  
  1107. 253
  1108. 00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:19,780
  1109. You were asked to do that...?
  1110. -Yes, and I couldn't do that.
  1111.  
  1112. 254
  1113. 00:25:25,560 --> 00:25:29,720
  1114. Would you like to stop for a moment by the way?
  1115. - No.
  1116.  
  1117. 255
  1118. 00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:37,320
  1119. And then I started to slowly break down.
  1120.  
  1121. 256
  1122. 00:25:37,720 --> 00:25:43,740
  1123. I lived through quite a lot as a child myself and this really touched me deeply.
  1124.  
  1125. 257
  1126. 00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:47,760
  1127. Everything changed.
  1128.  
  1129. 258
  1130. 00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:54,680
  1131. But that is the world I found myself in.
  1132.  
  1133. 259
  1134. 00:25:55,780 --> 00:25:59,700
  1135. And then I started to refuse assignments within my job
  1136.  
  1137. 260
  1138. 00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:01,700
  1139. I could no longer do it.
  1140.  
  1141. 261
  1142. 00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:04,740
  1143. Which made me a threat.
  1144.  
  1145. 262
  1146. 00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:06,540
  1147. - For them... of course.
  1148.  
  1149. 263
  1150. 00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:11,680
  1151. I was no longer capable of functioning optimally
  1152. my performance started to shake and I had refused tasks
  1153.  
  1154. 264
  1155. 00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:13,700
  1156. I had not participated...
  1157.  
  1158. 265
  1159. 00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:18,700
  1160. The purpose of the whole thing, eventually, in that world
  1161.  
  1162. 266
  1163. 00:26:18,700 --> 00:26:24,720
  1164. is that they have everybody in their pocket. You need to be susceptible to blackmail.
  1165.  
  1166. 267
  1167. 00:26:24,720 --> 00:26:29,760
  1168. and blackmailing me proved to be very hard if I look back on it.
  1169.  
  1170. 268
  1171. 00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:34,260
  1172. They wanted to do that through those children. And that broke me.
  1173.  
  1174. 269
  1175. 00:26:35,120 --> 00:26:36,000
  1176. Is that...
  1177.  
  1178. 270
  1179. 00:26:36,380 --> 00:26:42,760
  1180. -you are not telling me something new- what they also do in politics?
  1181.  
  1182. 271
  1183. 00:26:42,760 --> 00:26:54,160
  1184. If you google this, you'll find enough worldwide
  1185. witness accounts to know this isn't a Walt Disney-fairy tale,
  1186.  
  1187. 272
  1188. 00:26:54,180 --> 00:27:01,380
  1189. unfortunately the truth is, that worldwide they have been doing this for thousands of
  1190. years.
  1191.  
  1192. 273
  1193. 00:27:01,380 --> 00:27:08,780
  1194. I once studied theology and even in the bible
  1195. you find references to these practices with Israelites.
  1196.  
  1197. 274
  1198. 00:27:08,780 --> 00:27:17,440
  1199. The reason the first 10 tribes were banished
  1200. to Babylonia was because of these rituals with children.
  1201.  
  1202. 275
  1203. 00:27:17,500 --> 00:27:24,720
  1204. including the sacrificing of children, so this is pertinent, all this made me believe,
  1205.  
  1206. 276
  1207. 00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:30,860
  1208. because I realized there was more to life
  1209. than meets the eye. There is a whole invisible world, it is real.
  1210.  
  1211. 277
  1212. 00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:36,720
  1213. You really do talk about a dark force and a manifestation of light.
  1214.  
  1215. 278
  1216. 00:27:36,720 --> 00:27:40,260
  1217. So I resorted to studying theology to make sense of it all.
  1218.  
  1219. 279
  1220. 00:27:40,280 --> 00:27:42,280
  1221. - And psychology as well if I remember correctly?
  1222.  
  1223. 280
  1224. 00:27:42,280 --> 00:27:45,460
  1225. Yes, but that I did in my first life.
  1226.  
  1227. 281
  1228. 00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:53,400
  1229. Because through commercial psychology, mass psychology, I was able to manipulate
  1230. situations for my own benefit.
  1231.  
  1232. 282
  1233. 00:27:53,440 --> 00:28:03,540
  1234. That is scary, because if you dig into that, you find
  1235. Tavistock Institute and mindcontrol, MK Ultra, Monarch and the like...
  1236.  
  1237. 283
  1238. 00:28:03,540 --> 00:28:08,720
  1239. Yes, that is correct but that was all part of the job.
  1240.  
  1241. 284
  1242. 00:28:08,720 --> 00:28:19,220
  1243. Through training at the job I got into that more deeply,
  1244. because when you are making deals you also need to manipulate the media.
  1245.  
  1246. 285
  1247. 00:28:19,220 --> 00:28:25,360
  1248. You have to manipulate lots of things because nothing can be seem as it is.
  1249.  
  1250. 286
  1251. 00:28:25,360 --> 00:28:28,720
  1252. Everything has to appear to be something different.
  1253.  
  1254. 287
  1255. 00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:33,560
  1256. You see the people as a flock of sheep,
  1257.  
  1258. 288
  1259. 00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:39,680
  1260. you put a couple Border Collies and drive them in a direction.
  1261. - Right.
  1262.  
  1263. 289
  1264. 00:28:39,700 --> 00:28:44,500
  1265. and to be honest with you, I still see that happening around me.
  1266.  
  1267. 290
  1268. 00:28:44,520 --> 00:28:45,360
  1269. Unfortunately.
  1270.  
  1271. 291
  1272. 00:28:45,380 --> 00:28:53,500
  1273. People are still, through the systems and methods that we
  1274. ourselves used to use, being treated in that same way, and it still works.
  1275.  
  1276. 292
  1277. 00:28:53,500 --> 00:29:02,740
  1278. People still don't understand how it really works
  1279. and are still on the level of as long as l have my beer and whatever,
  1280.  
  1281. 293
  1282. 00:29:02,740 --> 00:29:08,780
  1283. completely self-absorbed, also a survival mechanism, I mean it is the program after all.
  1284.  
  1285. 294
  1286. 00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:12,780
  1287. But you still see how stupidly easy it is to put people in a certain direction.
  1288.  
  1289. 295
  1290. 00:29:12,780 --> 00:29:15,700
  1291. When you are the one pulling the strings that is.
  1292. - Mass psychology
  1293.  
  1294. 296
  1295. 00:29:15,700 --> 00:29:18,560
  1296. Yes, and later, much later,
  1297.  
  1298. 297
  1299. 00:29:18,580 --> 00:29:24,700
  1300. in all those studies and discoveries I found a document,
  1301. which they are claiming is bullshit of course,
  1302.  
  1303. 298
  1304. 00:29:24,700 --> 00:29:27,760
  1305. the protocols of Zion.
  1306.  
  1307. 299
  1308. 00:29:27,780 --> 00:29:38,140
  1309. And nowadays I recommend everyone, to read the whole
  1310. of that incredibly boring document, just work through it, read it though.
  1311.  
  1312. 300
  1313. 00:29:38,140 --> 00:29:40,080
  1314. We are also talking about Zionism...
  1315.  
  1316. 301
  1317. 00:29:40,100 --> 00:29:41,780
  1318. Yes, of course.
  1319.  
  1320. 302
  1321. 00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:46,700
  1322. If you read the protocols of Zion
  1323.  
  1324. 303
  1325. 00:29:46,700 --> 00:29:50,740
  1326. and really study them and understand
  1327.  
  1328. 304
  1329. 00:29:50,740 --> 00:29:55,600
  1330. then it is like reading the newspaper of the daily life.
  1331.  
  1332. 305
  1333. 00:29:55,620 --> 00:30:03,480
  1334. How from their position of ultimate power, and ultimate it has literally become,
  1335.  
  1336. 306
  1337. 00:30:03,500 --> 00:30:09,380
  1338. but that is only because the people don't stand up for themselves.
  1339.  
  1340. 307
  1341. 00:30:09,380 --> 00:30:17,480
  1342. And we have all been programmed, if you dare to say
  1343. you are against Zionism, then you are branded an anti-Semite.
  1344.  
  1345. 308
  1346. 00:30:17,480 --> 00:30:21,460
  1347. Then you are... they try to...
  1348.  
  1349. 309
  1350. 00:30:21,480 --> 00:30:27,500
  1351. The negative, you can say evil,
  1352. the Luciferians, the Satanists, whatever you wish to call it,
  1353.  
  1354. 310
  1355. 00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:29,920
  1356. It is a real entity.
  1357.  
  1358. 311
  1359. 00:30:29,940 --> 00:30:36,860
  1360. I have found that what is written in the Bible,
  1361. and not just the Bible, you can find it in so many books,
  1362.  
  1363. 312
  1364. 00:30:36,860 --> 00:30:42,480
  1365. there really has been a moment of separation from the manifestation of light
  1366.  
  1367. 313
  1368. 00:30:42,500 --> 00:30:51,460
  1369. in which a group went their own way and are carrying an intense hatred, anger;
  1370.  
  1371. 314
  1372. 00:30:51,480 --> 00:31:00,080
  1373. the people who do not underestimate the severity of this are but few.
  1374. Because this is an all annihilating force that hates our guts.
  1375.  
  1376. 315
  1377. 00:31:00,100 --> 00:31:03,120
  1378. It hates creation, it hates life.
  1379.  
  1380. 316
  1381. 00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:08,520
  1382. And it will do anything to destroy us completely.
  1383.  
  1384. 317
  1385. 00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:11,920
  1386. And the way to do that is to divide humanity.
  1387.  
  1388. 318
  1389. 00:31:11,920 --> 00:31:14,900
  1390. Divide and conquer is their truth.
  1391.  
  1392. 319
  1393. 00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:21,120
  1394. Humanity is a manifestation of light, that is the true creation.
  1395.  
  1396. 320
  1397. 00:31:21,140 --> 00:31:30,060
  1398. As long as you divide them based on political parties, skin color,
  1399. you name it,
  1400.  
  1401. 321
  1402. 00:31:30,060 --> 00:31:41,520
  1403. then you - from a Luciferian point of view
  1404. that is - suppress the full capacities of your enemy, their full power,
  1405.  
  1406. 322
  1407. 00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:47,500
  1408. they can't stand up for themselves
  1409. because if that would happen, the Luciferians would lose.
  1410.  
  1411. 323
  1412. 00:31:47,500 --> 00:31:53,480
  1413. Then this monster, the greedy monster would disappear.
  1414.  
  1415. 324
  1416. 00:31:53,480 --> 00:32:02,520
  1417. I tell people about this old American general
  1418. who puts an entire room of people in the dark.
  1419.  
  1420. 325
  1421. 00:32:02,540 --> 00:32:05,520
  1422. The eyes adapt to the darkness, but you can't see a thing.
  1423.  
  1424. 326
  1425. 00:32:05,540 --> 00:32:12,520
  1426. The general doesn't say a word and suddenly he flicks on a lighter, one little light,
  1427.  
  1428. 327
  1429. 00:32:12,540 --> 00:32:16,460
  1430. and due to the prolonged darkness,
  1431.  
  1432. 328
  1433. 00:32:16,480 --> 00:32:24,500
  1434. you experience a manifestation of light from
  1435. a single point and everyone can slightly see each other again.
  1436.  
  1437. 329
  1438. 00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:28,520
  1439. and then he says: 'That is the power of our light'.
  1440.  
  1441. 330
  1442. 00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:29,360
  1443. Beautiful.
  1444.  
  1445. 331
  1446. 00:32:29,560 --> 00:32:31,560
  1447. Unite. Unite.
  1448.  
  1449. 332
  1450. 00:32:31,580 --> 00:32:34,500
  1451. Come together -
  1452.  
  1453. 333
  1454. 00:32:34,500 --> 00:32:37,480
  1455. and this entire shit story seizes to exist.
  1456.  
  1457. 334
  1458. 00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:40,480
  1459. That's how fast it could happen.
  1460.  
  1461. 335
  1462. 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:48,680
  1463. But that is easy for me to say now, but then I was
  1464. in a period of my life in which I was crumbling down.
  1465.  
  1466. 336
  1467. 00:32:48,700 --> 00:32:54,480
  1468. Could you tell us something specific about that?
  1469.  
  1470. 337
  1471. 00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:58,520
  1472. How did that happen? Because you were invited...
  1473.  
  1474. 338
  1475. 00:32:58,920 --> 00:33:01,560
  1476. I started to refuse assignments.
  1477.  
  1478. 339
  1479. 00:33:01,560 --> 00:33:10,020
  1480. My conscience came back after the request
  1481. involving the children and I started to refuse more and more.
  1482.  
  1483. 340
  1484. 00:33:10,040 --> 00:33:12,760
  1485. I had a conscience and I couldn't function anymore.
  1486.  
  1487. 341
  1488. 00:33:12,760 --> 00:33:15,480
  1489. But you did still show up at work, after that?
  1490.  
  1491. 342
  1492. 00:33:15,480 --> 00:33:24,480
  1493. I didn't really have a choice, I had my own business
  1494. with several offices and employees, everything was still rolling.
  1495.  
  1496. 343
  1497. 00:33:24,500 --> 00:33:26,020
  1498. That must have been hard?
  1499.  
  1500. 344
  1501. 00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:28,500
  1502. Yes it got very hard, all the tensions.
  1503.  
  1504. 345
  1505. 00:33:28,500 --> 00:33:36,480
  1506. So on the one hand you are playing with money
  1507. on a high level, in which you can't afford to make mistakes,
  1508.  
  1509. 346
  1510. 00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:44,520
  1511. otherwise everything falls down at once
  1512. your entire business is ruined, everybody involved, including yourself.
  1513.  
  1514. 347
  1515. 00:33:44,520 --> 00:33:46,500
  1516. Then you are really screwed.
  1517.  
  1518. 348
  1519. 00:33:46,520 --> 00:33:56,520
  1520. So that brings a lot of stress, factoring in the resurfacing of a conscience,
  1521.  
  1522. 349
  1523. 00:33:56,540 --> 00:33:59,540
  1524. I was warned off when I got into this.
  1525.  
  1526. 350
  1527. 00:33:59,540 --> 00:34:03,480
  1528. Don't do it if you can't put your conscience at -100 degrees in the freezer.
  1529.  
  1530. 351
  1531. 00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:05,080
  1532. And you probably realized that then?
  1533.  
  1534. 352
  1535. 00:34:05,100 --> 00:34:10,500
  1536. Yes I heard myself laugh at it back then, but it wasn't a joke at all.
  1537.  
  1538. 353
  1539. 00:34:10,500 --> 00:34:14,180
  1540. I totally did not understand where I really got into.
  1541.  
  1542. 354
  1543. 00:34:14,180 --> 00:34:16,420
  1544. And your proverbial freezer was switched off?
  1545.  
  1546. 355
  1547. 00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:19,480
  1548. Broken. I couldn't do it anymore.
  1549.  
  1550. 356
  1551. 00:34:19,500 --> 00:34:24,540
  1552. So I tried to work through it, keep up appearances.
  1553.  
  1554. 357
  1555. 00:34:24,540 --> 00:34:29,520
  1556. I didn't know how to get out of this, I was trapped as well. Everybody was trapped.
  1557.  
  1558. 358
  1559. 00:34:29,540 --> 00:34:33,500
  1560. This all let me to crash completely eventually
  1561.  
  1562. 359
  1563. 00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:36,540
  1564. My body just simply stopped.
  1565.  
  1566. 360
  1567. 00:34:36,540 --> 00:34:43,080
  1568. The first thing I saw was my mother crying at the Intensive Care.
  1569.  
  1570. 361
  1571. 00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:47,760
  1572. You ended up at the IC?
  1573. -Yeah I really shut down
  1574.  
  1575. 362
  1576. 00:34:47,760 --> 00:34:50,780
  1577. You had literally crashed?
  1578. - Yes. Yes.
  1579.  
  1580. 363
  1581. 00:34:50,780 --> 00:34:52,920
  1582. And...
  1583.  
  1584. 364
  1585. 00:34:54,520 --> 00:35:00,480
  1586. at that time I didn't believe in anything, but I can still recall how I saw, from that corner
  1587.  
  1588. 365
  1589. 00:35:00,480 --> 00:35:02,480
  1590. I was looking down upon myself.
  1591.  
  1592. 366
  1593. 00:35:02,500 --> 00:35:05,160
  1594. You had a near death experience...
  1595. -I saw how they were working on me.
  1596.  
  1597. 367
  1598. 00:35:05,180 --> 00:35:07,060
  1599. Well, you could call it that.
  1600.  
  1601. 368
  1602. 00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:10,400
  1603. I have seen I am not my body.
  1604.  
  1605. 369
  1606. 00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:14,440
  1607. I'm 'in' my body, but I am not just my body.
  1608.  
  1609. 370
  1610. 00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:22,180
  1611. I have seen them working on me. And later on,
  1612. I've been reluctant to talk about it for a long time.
  1613.  
  1614. 371
  1615. 00:35:22,180 --> 00:35:26,500
  1616. I really talked about it much later,
  1617.  
  1618. 372
  1619. 00:35:26,500 --> 00:35:32,480
  1620. but when I did, I had researched so many things already and started to believe.
  1621.  
  1622. 373
  1623. 00:35:32,480 --> 00:35:35,760
  1624. I was starting to better understand the spiritual and the material.
  1625.  
  1626. 374
  1627. 00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:40,740
  1628. At that point this intense experience got its own place.
  1629.  
  1630. 375
  1631. 00:35:40,740 --> 00:35:45,540
  1632. The realization that I'm not my body, it's just a vessel.
  1633.  
  1634. 376
  1635. 00:35:46,500 --> 00:35:53,260
  1636. So I lived through all of that but I also needed a long time to recover.
  1637.  
  1638. 377
  1639. 00:35:53,260 --> 00:35:55,020
  1640. Yes of course.
  1641.  
  1642. 378
  1643. 00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:57,560
  1644. Yes I was a train wreck. Complete wreck...
  1645.  
  1646. 379
  1647. 00:35:57,560 --> 00:36:04,160
  1648. I was completely burned out. I had crashed, and the body needed a year
  1649.  
  1650. 380
  1651. 00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:06,160
  1652. to recover.
  1653.  
  1654. 381
  1655. 00:36:06,180 --> 00:36:10,480
  1656. Because... I...
  1657.  
  1658. 382
  1659. 00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:20,480
  1660. I don't really want to get into it now,
  1661. but in those circles I got tortured physically during my exit time.
  1662.  
  1663. 383
  1664. 00:36:20,500 --> 00:36:24,500
  1665. This was in order to make sure I would never break the contract of secrecy.
  1666.  
  1667. 384
  1668. 00:36:24,520 --> 00:36:29,540
  1669. So I was taken for a certain amount of time.
  1670.  
  1671. 385
  1672. 00:36:29,540 --> 00:36:37,500
  1673. I was 'treated', all those factors together, just increase the stress I was experiencing
  1674.  
  1675. 386
  1676. 00:36:37,520 --> 00:36:41,480
  1677. literally running full speed towards my own end.
  1678.  
  1679. 387
  1680. 00:36:41,500 --> 00:36:47,100
  1681. Do you mean abductions, as we call it, or programming?
  1682.  
  1683. 388
  1684. 00:36:47,100 --> 00:36:54,540
  1685. No, they exposed me to certain types of torture
  1686.  
  1687. 389
  1688. 00:36:54,540 --> 00:37:02,060
  1689. that makes sure you'll never damage anyone in that world.
  1690.  
  1691. 390
  1692. 00:37:02,060 --> 00:37:05,520
  1693. I didn't realize that back then, so this is all from hindsight.
  1694.  
  1695. 391
  1696. 00:37:05,520 --> 00:37:16,480
  1697. It did all happen that way, so the end
  1698. of my first life was so extreme that I couldn't handle it anymore.
  1699.  
  1700. 392
  1701. 00:37:16,480 --> 00:37:19,180
  1702. I couldn't handle it anymore, in no way.
  1703.  
  1704. 393
  1705. 00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:27,520
  1706. However, my mind power was so strong,
  1707. that it only happened with and to my own body,
  1708.  
  1709. 394
  1710. 00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:32,500
  1711. That was...well, I didn't know what to do anymore.
  1712.  
  1713. 395
  1714. 00:37:32,520 --> 00:37:35,380
  1715. There were no options left for me.
  1716.  
  1717. 396
  1718. 00:37:35,380 --> 00:37:44,500
  1719. So that is why sometimes I think -of course that is not true-
  1720. but I wish, like so many colleagues, I had taken the drugs and alcohol route
  1721.  
  1722. 397
  1723. 00:37:44,500 --> 00:37:46,500
  1724. at least my end would have been more gentle.
  1725. Because most of them are just dead by now.
  1726.  
  1727. 398
  1728. 00:37:46,520 --> 00:37:50,400
  1729. at least my end would have been more gentle.
  1730. Because most of them are just dead by now.
  1731.  
  1732. 399
  1733. 00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:56,060
  1734. Even though I know there are more strawmen
  1735. walking around, there are little still alive whom I knew back then.
  1736.  
  1737. 400
  1738. 00:37:56,060 --> 00:37:58,060
  1739. Most of them are already gone.
  1740.  
  1741. 401
  1742. 00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:01,420
  1743. Well I was dead too, but I'm still here.
  1744.  
  1745. 402
  1746. 00:38:01,420 --> 00:38:03,220
  1747. So you still have something left to do....
  1748.  
  1749. 403
  1750. 00:38:03,220 --> 00:38:07,480
  1751. Yes, I suppose you could say that.
  1752.  
  1753. 404
  1754. 00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:15,500
  1755. But that is, I can't say in short, since I don't know
  1756. how long we have been talking, the world that I found myself in.
  1757.  
  1758. 405
  1759. 00:38:15,500 --> 00:38:21,660
  1760. If you have any specific questions,
  1761. then I can answer them, but I had hoped to be more concise.
  1762.  
  1763. 406
  1764. 00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:23,680
  1765. But I just don't know how.
  1766.  
  1767. 407
  1768. 00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:27,520
  1769. Well, you have my gratitude for all you have shared.
  1770.  
  1771. 408
  1772. 00:38:27,520 --> 00:38:31,200
  1773. To me it is still a very big deal...
  1774.  
  1775. 409
  1776. 00:38:31,480 --> 00:38:33,500
  1777. ( to be continued... )
  1778.  
  1779.  
  1780. 410
  1781. 00:39:00,000 --> 00:38:05,000
  1782. English subs grabbed from "Real Big Money - Revelations by an insider.English"
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