who cares if i always tell them whats on my mind if theyre going to miss interpret accidentally or purposefully regardless slowing me down unintentionally is still my problem so im still being subjected to things below my actual potential so other people can sneak in behind me to places they wont be able to stay lmfao elevate peoples thinking so they fall heights without being able to keep themselves up without drugs using drugs to stay up lmfao i stay up with mental will and its painfull thats why pain meds no meds to make me high just simple weed since overdosed on Tylenol and advil kill organs

but ive been saying this for so long they chose not to care since need to fuck up something i care the most about sucks its my body LFMAOO doesnt suck for me since mensa right just end myself now since someone is preciving my sadness to be debilitating instead of my insomnia so force me to keep thretening my life and discredit mental capacity