I lost it all and regret every minute of it. I really thought he was the one, and fell head over heels for him. Yes, I believe I loved him.
But hes gone and doesnt want me back. I wish I could change that but he'll move on faster than I can say hold on. He was the one for me and I believe I was the one for him.
I cared and so did he and we both use to show that all the time. He would message me small things to help me remember that he cared for me more than a friend. I wish those times never went away


This life isnt going any better. He was my last hope and it was shattered. You may think I need help but I say to that fuck you. You try finding someone you think is perfect that you end up falling in love and then lose it all.