who am i

who am i?

an amalgamation of experiences throughout life that has shaped the broken pieces into whole parts.

words to describe giygas.
chaotic organization
loud solace
methodical creativity
grid-based flow
constant contrast
dynamic serenity

what does giygas like.
tilt-shift photography https://i.redd.it/kddgozc6qfv01.jpg
dynamic photography https://i.redd.it/ifaikkwgqny11.jpg
macro photography https://i.imgur.com/uRrKVzo.jpg
heavy metal, particarly metalcore https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKlP2rKtAGQ
positive, driving music https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IklWw4NZrd4
japanese hip hop and rock https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hFFzdD6ppQ
lo-fi hip hop https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_yu-iMp4bQ
heavy-metal vocals (screaming and singing)
guitar but more so bass guitar
absurdist humor (humor that is beyond 'normal' funny. perhaps some would say stupid funny)
substituting synonymous vocabulary with typical sentence structure
weight-lifting
hiking

what about giygas personality.
calm. relaxed. constantly thinking, eyes moving. hyper detail-oriented. notices things most don't. knows what's important and what's not. knows how to use tact without sacrificing earned informality. reliable. mentally lifts people up.

what brought giygas to this point in life.
giygas worked a desk job for 5 years during and after grad school. he didn't go school for what he wanted. he experimented in college studies. taking 300 credit hours of classes (125 required to graduate). falling in love with art and sound, he couldn't back down to the mental judgment of his family. he got laid off at the insipid desk job and fell back into hospitality, eventually winding up in Vegas at a job he has no plans of walking away from. giygas loves helping others, often going too above and beyond. this broke something within him when he got married and left his wife after six months. everything came back together for misses giygas and him that there are better than ever, but this brought growth to giygas. he had to be happy on his own, and not overextend his will to provide for others, both mentally and physically. his mental skin so thick from verbal and physical abuse; he developed his own motto. fuck the world looking down on me, because I only have one life to live. this ideal was paired with his favorite band 'August Burns Red;' particularly the song 'The Frost.'

"Open soul, open mind. I've finally focused on what's inside. I've gained a new perspective. This is where I may seem lost but I promise you I'm more awake than ever, awake than ever. Facing up towards the never-ending expanse and finding my place among the stars. This moment makes me feel alive. This is how I survive."

I now stand tall with my continued stubborn virtue.

giygas plans to move to Japan in 5-10 years to be closer to his in-laws and be in a country that aligns with his values and lifestyle. those that sociologically contribute to the betterment of society and can feel isolated, yet comfortable. he hopes to hopefully make enough money from streaming to support the life (if not, has backup plans). he doesn't need a lot, and never wants a lot of money. because money never makes him happy, only comfortable.

Video references of style:
https://www.bumpworthy.com/bumps/7335
https://www.bumpworthy.com/bumps/5660
https://www.bumpworthy.com/bumps/8143
https://www.bumpworthy.com/bumps/8219
https://www.bumpworthy.com/bumps/8291
https://www.bumpworthy.com/bumps/8295
https://www.bumpworthy.com/bumps/5032
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