Undertale Ramblings

Journal Entry # 35-1

Holy crap I am in Undertale! I am so excited. It’s amazing when I get to go to a place that I actually remember and like.

So Flowey tried to kill me (no surprise). He was kind of annoyed with me when he started talking about friendliness pellets I asked him if I needed an Adult. He is a little cranky for someone with no emotions. Then I met Goat mom Toriel.  I can honestly say though I knew her for a short time she was one of the nicest parents that I have had. It broke my heart too when I had to go.  In the end I convinced her I was strong without fighting her and promised her one day I would see her again but told her there was something that I had to do, and people who were depending on me…

I still haven’t been able to call my companions. I have the sinking feeling of there being a drawback and them needing me.

It’s been amazing meeting and befriending these monsters. I have already met Sans who seems to never be far. He’s funny. I was feeling a little down leaving Toriel, missing my companions and he helped to cheer me up. He told me he would keep an eye out for my friends.


Journal Entry # 35 – 4

Snowdin Is a huge place. It’s strange how games give you no concept of scale… God I am lonely. I was “captured” by Papyrus. By that I promised I would turn myself in to him after I found my friends. I also made friends with him. He is funny, Especially with Sans. I call that one of few bright spots in my journey. I am hearing rumors at least. They talk about a badass monster in black sunglasses that is partially machine. He lives away from the town proper. There is also a darker rumor… an invincible creature part of an experiment that went horribly wrong now any damage that would be done to them is suffered by the person doing it and that the creature is dangerously insane… Yubel what happened to you here. Anyways I am going to find Adam then together we are going to go calm down Yubel


Journal Entry # 35 – 5

They didn’t remember me… neither of them. Adam just wanted to be alone. He was pinning for Megan and depressed because of the cybernetics that hadn’t been his choice. He was also slightly paraniod. I managed to get through to him. Convince him that this Megan wasn’t good for him and had betrayed him so he needed to move on. Then like magic his memory of me, and our travels returned. I was overjoyed at that.

That joy didn’t get to last long. I was then kidnapped by Yubel later. She or they had completely lost herself. It was heart breaking. They had been looking for something for as long as they could remember and had decided I was it. Maybe in some dim way she remembered me. However she was fully back to her jealous possessive twisted love. To save Adam or Her I offered myself fully to her I offered to fuse with her and that way we would never be apart and I would always be theirs. It was dangerous but I suspected if I did it that it would work out again.

This time like the last she broke the fusion and was sobbing, She remembered now, remembered everything and was sickened by what she had become. It’s going to take a while but I think she is going to be ok.

Journal Entry # 35 – 9

There is an eerie beauty to this place, this waterfall. The luminescent flowers cast everything in an strange but beautiful glow. I have already bumped in to Undine… I have to say if I really were just a little kid I would be terrified. It’s funny so many monsters have tried to kill me I have stopped even really getting annoyed at it. I have made friends with all of them. Undine though is a tough one. Honestly befriending her may have to wait, I have heard rumors of a White Princess of destruction a pale, perfect and empty thing and the famed Human Hunter Van Hellsing lives here. I am dreading this. It’s alright for strangers to try and kill me but for those I love… it’s going to hurt.

Journal Entry # 35 – 11

Ughh … I never want to face a full powered Arcueid again. Not like that. She was so cold, so empty. She was like a perfect doll, bereft of malice or understanding. She did what she did because it was what she did, what she was made to do. It was hard to reach her and tougher because Van Hellsing was helping her.

I kept trying and trying, desperately asking her questions like when the last time she had ever laughed or smiled was, I tried to tell her that she was more than this. That she was more than just a tool of destruction. I am not sure how I did it honestly, maybe just not giving up and continuing to face her made her curious… maybe my will was stronger than hers. I guess the whole thing touched Van Hellsing, he had his chance to kill me but couldn’t bring himself to do it. I guess I made him reconsider his feelings on humans and somehow it worked out. They both remember me and Arc is back to her usual self though I think she was as disturbed as I was by what she had become.

Journal Entry # 35- 15

It was strange finding Akitsu in Hotland. The De ja vu was palpable. As I saw the crying ice maiden on that bench, She seemed so lonely. Broken and cast out, that’s what she thought she was. I just hugged her and told her she wasn’t broken, she was perfect the way she was.
Sometimes it’s the smallest gestures that have the biggest impact. I told her I had been looking all over for her and that I was glad that I final found her. She began to remember me with that

I am glad she came so willingly from what I hear Tamamo is going to be tough.


Journal Entry # 35 – 16

Well she wasn’t hard to find. I was awed to see Tamamo no Mae in her full glory as the monstrous Demon fox who had slain countless soldiers in the plains of Nasu. She was huge, still beautiful in a terrifying way. She tried to intimidate me demanding I go away. Then she actually tried to kill me. The battle was heart breaking really. I could feel her pain as we fought. Eventually after what seemed like hours she brokedown crying asking me why I wouldn’t leave her alone.

I told her because she needed help that caused her to laugh and tell me that all humans could do was betray her as she began to take her more human form. We talked… we talked about what happened to her. I did more listening honestly; she needed to get it out. I managed to calm her to reassure her that some humans were different. I promised her that though I may not always understand her I would never fail to try. And with that she seemed to remember me.

Journal Entry # 35 -18

Well I found Snowflame today…. Umm he has a lot of issues, he doesn’t remember me but still has become a friend. I am working on getting him to abandon his plot to take over the Underground. I figure when he comes down he will probably forget all about it.

Journal Entry # 35 -20

So I finally got through to him… I guess or the Benefactor realized that it would be impossible to resolve those issues he has always had, more likely the later. He still wants to take over the underground. He is trying to convince me overthrowing the place would be fun… Well it’s good to have him back at least. I have at least gotten him to hold off until he can tell me why he wants to… other than it would be fun and he could have all the drugs and women he wants. Even if he did manage taking over someplace I know I would get stuck ruling it… it’s like when we got him a Goldfish how we got stuck feeding it and cleaning it’s water. He is not big on responsibility.

Well with that I had all of my companions again I was grateful for each and every one of them.


Journal Entry # 35 – 302

Well Frisk showed up today, it’s a girl, about the same age as I was when I came down here. I found her making friends with some of the dog guards after Sans told me she had shown up. We talked for a while, reminisced about Toriel, who I really miss. Sans and I showed her around Snowdin. I helped introduce her to some of the people there but she is a very independent child and very determined, I was going to offer to go with her on her trip to see Asgore but I realized there was no need.  I gave her my phone number if she needed anything

Journal Entry # 35 – 312

Wow… ok I have to stop fighting gods, it’s just not a good habit to get in to. The fight with Flowey/Asriel was tough as hell. I admit I manipulated things a bit so that he would become Asriel so he could be saved as well.

That fight was a nightmare, he was mainly upset that I was butting in on his friendship so he targeted me… A lot (As he put it, this was not a two player game).  At least I helped to take some of the heat off of Frisk.  I only managed to survive by abusing the roll from Enter the Gungeon that makes me temporarily invincible. Actually  I really only survived because Frisk is Frisk though. She managed to calm him down and get him to let go…

Then something strange happened maybe it was because we had become friends after the battle meaning he entered the bond I have with those close to me but… Whatever it was Chara Manifested from within Frisk. Chara wound up giving up the part of her that was still Chara so that Asriel could stay in the world instead of fade away.

Journal Entry # 35 – 420

Well it’s about time to go. It’s tough to believe it’s been almost 5 years since we left the underground, time flies by so fast.

I was told I could take Asriel with me when I left but I can’t… I couldn’t do that to my Frisk who has been like a sister to me or to Toriel who has been like a mom. Both of them know my time is up soon, they are trying to put on a brave face, both have quietly asked me not to go in their own way but I assured them I would return. A promise I intend to keep.  Sans has agreed to come with me for a while, which I am glad for. He can always make me laugh when I am down and he isn’t as hard to deal with as Snowflame. I was tempted to ask to bring Papyrus too but violence really isn’t his thing. I couldn’t expose him to the life I lead in these jumps sadly.