Hey! Sorry i couldn't get back to you earlier. We had a pretty drama filled lunch.

I read over your post and it gave me this nice warming feeling and even a little smile.
A lot of what you wrote about is exactly what i look for in the daily dynamics of a relationship.


I guess ill start with a bit about me. Naturally im a pretty shy and more of listener than a talker. If you know MBTI types, im a INTP. If you dont, a quick TL;DR is basically that i have very dominate (I)Troverted and (T)hinking traits.
Im just a huge homebody who interacts and perceives the world in a more logical an analytical way compared to most.
When i was younger i noticed how emotionally disconnected i was so i put a lot of effort into self improvement and understanding my emotions better.
I've definitely improved leagues and bounds but its an never ending process. Im always learning new things about myself.
Unfortunately it also means im not great at translating feelings into words, as well as not wanting to burden others with my feelings. A lot of this comes from self doubts so it can be sort of remedied with affirmation, support and affection. Its still something im always trying to personally improve though.

I've always been clingy cuddler for short haha. I love physical touch, i dont think i could ever get enough of it lol. Clingy wise; im not like obnoxious about it. I'll never get mad if you can talk right then and there. But i love receiving and sending messages all through out the day, like you said i thrive of feeling wanted and needed.
One of my favorites is being unable to check my phone (in a meeting for example) and seeing my phone blowing up knowing you're sending me sweet messages and being so excited to read them. Wondering what you wrote.

Sub wise i honestly dont have too much experience, ive RP'd with 1 person before but most of what i know and want is mostly just based off of personal desires and fantasies.
Naturally im a huge people pleaser, nothing really brings me that kinda of joy and fulfillment compared to when i can do something for someone and make them happy. It ties back into thriving off feeling wanted and important.
My happy place is anywhere from being vanilla cute to some petplay. Lucky for you though i am a switch! I lean pretty hard to the sub side but i as much as i love being the little spoon, being the big spoon and being able to help someone feel comfortable and safe is such an amazing experience.

Im totally just replying based on the structure of your post so sorry if this all is a bit outta wack and weird lol.
A bit more about me, im 6'1, skinny fit with a skater/surfer kinda vibe. I come from a Russian background but even russians think i look more american than russian.
I used to be a huge PC gamer, but i honestly got really burnt out a while back. These days i just casually play my PS4 if i get the chance. Recently ive started im very first home cannabis grow! I work in the Cannabis industry so im super excited to apply my knowledge from work and no longer have to buy others weed.
Taking care of all my plants has been so much more work than i ever expected but im also loving it way more than i thought i would. Its super fun.
Huge fan of spamming snapchat selfies back and forth! love seeing that snap notification.

Sorry if this is all over the place, i got asked to stay late for an off site managers meeting so im just awkwardly chillin at work waiting for that lol.