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#### Hell, just this year they decided to go the next step and make their relationship official. They were together as of this year and everything’s been wonderful. Their current relationship feels so right for the both of them, but at times… Gilbert will feel as if he doesn’t deserve him. That sweet melody of his laughter that sounds every time he tells his jokes or whenever he becomes playful with Feliks. ANYTHING for that laughter of his to resonate. He doesn’t deserve to hear it.  The gorgeous smile that appears on that captivating face. He doesn’t deserve to see it. The euphoric feeling of that soft skin, the electrifying sensation his nerves get whenever he gets to runs his own hands down that smooth flesh. He doesn’t deserve to touch it. He doesn’t deserve to be touched by him either. He especially does not deserve the feel of those lips touching his own. His mind clouds with negativity, the constant chastisement his internal monologue gives himself will never let him forget. He will never forget what they were, what had happened in their terrible past. He will never forgive himself for what he had done and what he had put himthrough. His scars run deep, but he knows the scars that Feliks carries are even worse than his own. His physical scars may fade to soft white lines, but the mental damage stays.