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- A few months ago, I found myself a job at a retailer, at which I will start in a few weeks. Most things are already set. But this last week, I had to go to the city I will be moving to receive some stupid document.
- There were a lot of faces and I couldn't handle it at all. Now this will sound edgy and pretty stupid too, was I was really disgusted. I normally tend to look away from people since I am really, genuinely disgusted by 3D faces - 3dpd is actually a thing for me, regardless of the meme, and I surely think I am not the only one.
- Then I was invited to hang out with some friends I didn't see for quite a while and we went to a place that was very crowded as well.
- It was way too much for me to handle.
- I have the habit of not swallowing my saliva after seeing, smelling, tasting or breathing something that I don't like.
- I pretty much spend the whole weekend spitting out my saliva. Today, the day my friends took me to the crowded place, it got worse than ever. I got an incredibly strong heartburn vomited even though I did not eat anything and got a really strong headache.
- My head even now still feels like it is going to split open and my heartburn returns every time I bend over or have to belch.
- I feel like shit.
- For some years now I only saw what I wanted to see, looked at all those beautiful and cute pictures of "2D"-girls with only sometimes seeing people from the outside. I can't look many of my relatives in the face anymore and spend 10 - 30 minutes brushing my teeth, two times a day minimum, not seldom resulting in bleeding.
- I really noticed today what toll this lifestyle has taken on me.
- I don't know if I will be able to live through the job even a year.
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