[18:38:37] DJLuna⌐■_■: i dced
[18:38:40] DJLuna⌐■_■: at an odd time
[18:38:47] The Pyrope: what was the line you last read?
[18:38:55] DJLuna⌐■_■: im tired of pokemon
[18:39:03] DJLuna⌐■_■: apparently
[18:39:22] The Pyrope: [18:36:59] The Pyrope: There isn't a single battle where I don't try, because I love playing pokemon.
[18:39:25] The Pyrope: [18:37:18] The Pyrope: If you don't have fun playing, then why are you here?
[18:39:29] The Pyrope: [18:37:36] The Pyrope: Are you here to be respected for free?
[18:39:34] The Pyrope: [18:37:50] The Pyrope: Are you psychologically addicted to feeling powerful and respected?
[18:39:38] The Pyrope: that catches you up
[18:39:48] DJLuna⌐■_■: ic
[18:40:21] DJLuna⌐■_■: its not about power
[18:40:24] DJLuna⌐■_■: well
[18:40:29] DJLuna⌐■_■: not only about power
[18:40:52] The Pyrope: Then what IS it about?
[18:40:56] DJLuna⌐■_■: its about wanting to help people be good and run a league that can balance fun and power perfectly
[18:41:40] The Pyrope: So, you yourself don't enjoy pokemon anymore, but you enjoy helping other people love it? And also helping THEM feel the respect that you once felt?
[18:41:53] DJLuna⌐■_■: i
[18:42:05] DJLuna⌐■_■: i miss when i felt strong
[18:42:15] DJLuna⌐■_■: but i cant take the time to train and be what i was
[18:42:34] The Pyrope: So you're living the life you want, through your league?
[18:42:56] DJLuna⌐■_■: im having fun till i can bring myself to be a monster again
[18:43:17] DJLuna⌐■_■: you saw me in zephyr right?
[18:43:29] The Pyrope: Monster won't come without training, because fun implies you aren't trying, which means your brain won't remember, which won't help you get better.
[18:43:52] DJLuna⌐■_■: i
[18:43:55] The Pyrope: You get better by memorizing subconsciously and understanding, which doesn't just come through battling noobs.
[18:44:28] DJLuna⌐■_■: pyrope i havent been me in a while
[18:44:35] DJLuna⌐■_■: and do you want to know why?
[18:45:06] The Pyrope: Silence implies "go on", btw.
[18:45:21] DJLuna⌐■_■: its cause
[18:45:36] DJLuna⌐■_■: i cant run a league
[18:45:39] DJLuna⌐■_■: and be me
[18:45:47] DJLuna⌐■_■: its not possible
[18:46:27] The Pyrope: That's what allocations of labor does for you. Just because you own the league doesn't mean you have to run the league. It just implies responsibility, which can be allocated for more training.
[18:46:42] DJLuna⌐■_■: and who will run it?
[18:46:44] DJLuna⌐■_■: you?
[18:46:49] DJLuna⌐■_■: your too busy in rain
[18:46:52] The Pyrope: Allocate your resources.
[18:46:53] DJLuna⌐■_■: -_-
[18:46:55] The Pyrope: Delegate.
[18:47:04] DJLuna⌐■_■: I DONT TRUST ANYONE TO RUN IT
[18:47:09] DJLuna⌐■_■: AND CAN YOU BLAME ME?
[18:47:12] The Pyrope: No one person needs to run it.
[18:47:15] DJLuna⌐■_■: maura is cancer
[18:47:21] DJLuna⌐■_■: your in rain
[18:47:24] DJLuna⌐■_■: sergio is dead
[18:47:29] DJLuna⌐■_■: my e4 get on late
[18:47:42] DJLuna⌐■_■: and valdex is the best i got
[18:47:45] DJLuna⌐■_■: lets be real
[18:47:52] DJLuna⌐■_■: and hes still a gym leader
[18:48:00] The Pyrope: Can you real quick list what you do to run the league, personally?
[18:48:14] DJLuna⌐■_■: im here
[18:48:17] DJLuna⌐■_■: i test
[18:48:22] DJLuna⌐■_■: i keep things organized
[18:48:25] The Pyrope: define that
[18:48:33] DJLuna⌐■_■: i try to keep everyone focused
[18:48:38] The Pyrope: By?
[18:48:45] DJLuna⌐■_■: by telling them what to do
[18:48:50] The Pyrope: Example?
[18:48:57] DJLuna⌐■_■: lets say the ucls
[18:49:06] DJLuna⌐■_■: i organize that
[18:49:30] The Pyrope: So you "keep things organized"
[18:49:34] DJLuna⌐■_■: i have a spread sheet of all our members and their types
[18:49:36] The Pyrope: by doing extra activities with the league
[18:49:56] The Pyrope: You could make that public to view, and give it to higher ups to edit.
[18:50:06] The Pyrope: That makes website management 100% easier btw
[18:50:08] DJLuna⌐■_■: higher ups do edit it
[18:50:15] The Pyrope: what where's the link lmao
[18:50:22] DJLuna⌐■_■: ask valdex
[18:50:23] The Pyrope: anyways that's something that you don't have to do
[18:50:40] DJLuna⌐■_■: what would you have me do?
[18:50:51] DJLuna⌐■_■: i cant rely on you being here to handle things
[18:50:55] DJLuna⌐■_■: ;~;
[18:51:04] The Pyrope: Train. Work on getting better, just leave urself to get HL'd when they need you. And snap at them if they HL you without reason.
[18:51:22] DJLuna⌐■_■: i dont want to do that
[18:51:31] DJLuna⌐■_■: cause this takes us back to the first problem
[18:51:37] DJLuna⌐■_■: i dont like me
[18:51:45] DJLuna⌐■_■: being the real me is the worst
[18:51:58] The Pyrope: Then why do you want to go back?
[18:52:15] DJLuna⌐■_■: what choice do i have?
[18:52:24] The Pyrope: ...to not go back
[18:52:26] DJLuna⌐■_■: be a weak old man like gogeta?
[18:52:41] DJLuna⌐■_■: or be a no life ruled by anger like reapz?
[18:52:59] The Pyrope: Literally just actually trying will probably get you back into decent shape, you know.
[18:53:14] The Pyrope: And there's such a thing as not doing 100% of one or the other?
[18:53:21] The Pyrope: Take days to train, and spend some days with the legue.
[18:53:22] The Pyrope: league*
[18:53:33] The Pyrope: You don't have to go hard.
[18:53:40] The Pyrope: Just occasionally ladder, or occasionally train.
[18:53:49] The Pyrope: Hell, Sora still ladders a few times a week.
[18:54:10] The Pyrope: People look up to her a lot and she's barely every there lmao
[18:54:13] The Pyrope: ever*
[18:54:27] DJLuna⌐■_■: pyrope
[18:54:45] DJLuna⌐■_■: ill start training if you do me a big mother fucking solid
[18:54:52] The Pyrope: Which is?
[18:54:54] DJLuna⌐■_■: get in alt
[18:54:57] DJLuna⌐■_■: and stay there
[18:55:01] The Pyrope: lmao
[18:55:11] DJLuna⌐■_■: most people arent even sure if your in the league
[18:55:17] DJLuna⌐■_■: i was in call with chappo and he didnt even know
[18:55:26] The Pyrope: Okay. Honestly I'm only in this alt most of the time cuz it's my main alt
[18:55:34] The Pyrope: and it switches depending on what window I closed last