C-Part Summary: 2021-10-09, Judge Eyes

Summarized from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGeNReG9UkU

>Another Utawaku closer to the live(05:10:52)
She starts reading the superchats from the Utawaku she did a couple of days ago, and from various people being so excited over her having done one after such a long time she lets on that she plans on doing another one closer to the Sankisei live, and that she is planning on having more newly released songs on it, although she is unsure where to go to find good picks since she usually doesn't sing new songs herself.

>Has stopped ego-searching for the time being(05:14:18)
She recalls that the Halloween voice packs have been released and is a bit unsure if she tweeted something about it so she'll say it here and now, the chat confirms it for her that she didn't and she thanks them saying she'll tweet about it later. Then she explains that when she has been ego-searching on some of her usual words, there haven't really been any positive things written there, and since reading that makes her feel down she thinks that it is better if she doesn't look at it at all, so lately she hasn't really been ego-searching and is currently using Twitter in a way that lets her avoid these tweets.
But she assures them that she does look at the tag related to impressions for when she releases something, in this case the voice pack.
The chat is shocked to hear this and she emphasizes that it really is like that, a lot of painful things get tweeted out with those words and even articles have been written which just makes her depressed, some time ago she was ego-searching a lot but not anymore since it is awful at the moment.
One example she especially hates is when one person's tweet in particular gets spread and from that it will seem that everyone thinks the same way, making her think like; "Uwa, so these guys were like this?". So the moment she saw that she decided that she wouldn't be ego-searching for some time.
So with that she says that the nousagi should only be replying to her tweets because she is currently only looking at those.

>Meets her manager almost every day(05:17:19)
She reads a superchat congratulating various things that has happened and things that are coming up, including the live and how busy she seems to be which she picks up on and explains that her manager has also been pointing out that this is really a period where she is working very hard, and Pekora says that with the exception of the weekends she sees her manager almost every day. Also this other day at one of her dance lessons, during break time when Pekora was considerably exhausted her manager showed her some videos of her baby which really refreshed her, and looking at it made her remember just how pure they are, and that she herself has forgotten what it is like to have a heart this pure.
The video was of the baby being held by the father and sliding down a very small slide, causing the baby to look incredibly happy while making baby squeals, contrary to Pekora who says she'd slide down the slide with an expressionless face. Her manager also showed her pictures of the husband and baby holding hands, basically showing Pekora the nice thing about a family which made her think that is looked like a really sweet family, and as she was showing Pekora these things she was brimming with joy and with only that Pekora would feel all warm inside.
It really did refresh her and she told the same thing to her manager that she was grateful for showing it to her since she had forgotten all about having a pure heart. Her manager is having it rough too like during the 7 hour dance lesson they had where her manager would supply her with a red bull, making Pekora think that she has to continue to work hard, and at the time where they were about to head home she told Pekora that since she has been watching her work this hard, then once the live is over she'll surely cry and that she wants the live to be a success for her. They were talking about things like this as they were returning home.
The chat says that she sounds like a really nice manager and Pekora confirms that she really is, she feels like a mother and she is so nice and cheerful that Pekora has been thinking about becoming a baby.

>Has become able to respect the number one female streamer(05:20:50)
She reads a superchat that brings up her ranking second on the quarter-year worldwide female streamer hours watched list and she says she was happy when she saw it and thanks everyone by saying that it is thanks to them that she ends up on there. She says that she gained a little bit on the first place but as ever that woman is something else, and she says that sure she is being lewd on stream as well, but Pekora has become able to honestly respect her work too. She doesn't know if she streams every day but still, in one day she streams over 10 hours and to Pekora that becomes a question of if she'd actually be able to do so, which in turn has become a feeling of genuine amazement at her endurance. Because she doesn't think she'd be able to handle that type of schedule.
The previous time she was being all worked up about her being number one with such a lead but when she actually thought about it, if she was asked if she could stream for over 10 hours almost every day, then she came to the realization that she wouldn't be able to, so reversely she has started to respect her rather than be envious.

>If she can clear this hurdle, nothing else should be able to put a stop to her streaming(05:23:03)
She brings up that her muscle ache still hasn't gone away despite her soaking in the bath and whatnot, and somehow she wants to be able to fix this. She reflects on that 7 hours of dance practice is no small thing clearly, and next week there are more dance lessons so by some means she wants to deal with the pain. The chat suggests stretching as well as Amino supplements which piques her interest as she starts searching for it and wonders if she'll be fine if she drinks that. But it really does hurt like to the degree of not being able to raise her arms straight up and even if she puts them behind her back it hurts.
She also mentions that before she has refrained from complaining about how busy she is but having to go outside so much has made her weak so she'll probably end up complaining to them, and the nousagi are perfectly fine with that.
It is really rough right now but she has spoken with her manager and said that if they manage to clear this month then it feels like she'll be able to handle anything coming her way for the time being. No matter what happens she would probably be able to continue streaming.