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- Nothing right now
- We waiting for our match
- But we have a long time to go
- :KEKW:
- What’s up?
- eluiuYesterday at 2:27 PM
- john called ):
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:27 PM
- I figured as much, what happened?
- eluiuYesterday at 2:28 PM
- he
- made a good point how i just run away from my problems
- and its unfair for him..
- i just feel conflicted
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:30 PM
- Hm
- What’s the conflict?
- eluiuYesterday at 2:31 PM
- i
- dont know what i want to do
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:32 PM
- Let’s figure this out logically
- So I think
- The first most important thing is
- You shouldn’t make a decision if you’re really sad
- Or angry
- You should take time to collect your thoughts if that’s possible
- Or get your mind off it
- And return to it at a later time
- But I think what it will boil down to is what the choices are
- And once you lay those out we can talk about the best path to take for you
- eluiuYesterday at 2:33 PM
- its
- whether to give john another chance or not
- bc i was really unfair to him
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:35 PM
- Why do you think that
- You were being unfair to him
- eluiuYesterday at 2:35 PM
- id bottle my feelings
- hed constantly ask me if i was ok
- and id dodge it
- and id just
- explode
- and leave without giving him a chance to react
- but
- i feel so bad now
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:37 PM
- Hm
- Okay I think you’re really sad at the moment so I don’t think you make any rash decisions
- Or big decisions yet
- I have some immediate thoughts
- Do you want to talk about it now?
- eluiuYesterday at 2:38 PM
- idk
- idk when i would wanna talk about it
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:38 PM
- I think it’s going to bother you
- For the whole day
- Anyways
- eluiuYesterday at 2:38 PM
- mhm
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:38 PM
- So let’s talk about it
- First and foremost
- This is the 2nd time he’s come back and made you feel bad for him and consider giving him another chance right
- Or maybe not 2nd maybe 3rd or whatever
- But it’s happened a couple of times for sure
- So if you look back at why you broke up with him the 1st and 2nd time, and how you felt in your relationship
- You talked about how he made you feel
- And it didn’t seem to me like you were happy
- So i should ask if you get back with him would you feel fulfillment and happiness with yourself?
- eluiuYesterday at 2:41 PM
- i dont know
- we finally sat down and talked about our problems
- bc i never gave him the chance to do that before
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:43 PM
- Hmm
- You guys didn’t talk about that
- When you guys first got back together?
- Like problems and stuff
- And mediate
- Like when you said you would create more distance
- eluiuYesterday at 2:43 PM
- i
- not really
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:44 PM
- Hmm
- What was it like when that happened
- What was the discussion like
- When you guys got back together
- eluiuYesterday at 2:44 PM
- i told him id try harder
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:45 PM
- And what’d he say?
- eluiuYesterday at 2:45 PM
- and he just trusted me
- telling me ok
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:45 PM
- That’s not what I mean
- You didn’t tell him what you wanted
- Him to do
- Or he didn’t compensate?
- eluiuYesterday at 2:45 PM
- no
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:46 PM
- When you guys broke up both times
- Did you tell him
- Why you were breaking up with him
- eluiuYesterday at 2:46 PM
- yes
- bc it was hard to leave u
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:47 PM
- Mhm
- So you must feel like
- It’s your fault
- The relationship didn’t work out?
- And he’s not at fault?
- eluiuYesterday at 2:47 PM
- i feel burden
- i feel like
- this whole situation
- is unfair to you
- and john
- bc i keep making
- mistakes
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:48 PM
- Like what
- eluiuYesterday at 2:49 PM
- i keep
- givingin
- or giving up kind of
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:50 PM
- I don’t think that’s true
- At all
- You’re in a headspace right now where you’re thinking very negatively of yourself
- And that’s not a good place to be
- Because it’s very hard to identify correctly
- You maybe feel that way now but
- I have a hunch that you were told that’s what you were doing
- Or it’s being framed in that way
- To either manipulate your thoughts or make you feel bad and seem at fault
- At a situation that really isn’t
- eluiuYesterday at 2:52 PM
- what if i just
- do feel at fault
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:52 PM
- Let’s talk about why that is
- Then
- eluiuYesterday at 2:52 PM
- i told you why
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:52 PM
- Yeah
- eluiuYesterday at 2:52 PM
- i never gave him a chance
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:52 PM
- Because you feel like you make mistakes
- eluiuYesterday at 2:53 PM
- to express himself
- meanwhile the whole time i was hesitant to trust anything he said
- then
- the second i break up with him
- i just
- run back to u
- telling you
- i want to be there for you
- no mattet what
- matter what
- i
- wish i could
- just
- idk
- KitzuoYesterday at 2:54 PM
- Calm down
- Deep breaths
- Let’s take a second
- Wait I think I lagged one sec
- I don’t think it’s fair to say that you didn’t give him a chance to express himself
- Remember the first time you guys broke up
- He called u a lot to talk
- About everything
- I’m not sure what you guys talked about but you guys definitely talked a lot
- For hours
- To say that you didn’t give him a chance to express himself
- Is just false
- You’re not giving yourself credit there
- You guys talked about me
- And his problems with me
- That’s why he apologized to me
- You did express yourself
- When you talked about what our relationship was and consoled him
- But I think it’s immature of him to do stuff
- That clearly bothers you
- While you’re putting in effort
- To try and fix your problems
- You definitely have addressed
- This passive aggressive thing
- You also definitely addressed the restrictions thing
- But why are those things still in place
- On top of you having to do things
- To compensate for him
- Despite him
- Saying he understands
- You
- This seems one sided no?
- Emily?
- eluiuYesterday at 3:09 PM
- im
- just thinking
- KitzuoYesterday at 3:09 PM
- Mmk
- eluiuYesterday at 3:09 PM
- my
- heart is just everywhere right now
- KitzuoYesterday at 3:10 PM
- That’s okay, take your time
- eluiuYesterday at 3:31 PM
- id ton know
- if saying it was one sided
- is accurate
- john tried very hard to be ok with everything
- its just
- hard
- to witness your gf
- interact in any way with her 5 year ex
- KitzuoYesterday at 3:32 PM
- It’s true
- eluiuYesterday at 3:32 PM
- bc he knows u have feelings for me
- KitzuoYesterday at 3:33 PM
- Yeah of course that’s hard
- But wouldn’t you say it’s also hard to stay away from someone that you care that deeply about still? And that it’s unfair that we’re unable to be in a relationship because of something that we can’t even control?
- eluiuYesterday at 3:34 PM
- i think
- the underlying problem is that
- im afraid to tell him
- i still have feelings for you
- that we broke up
- still having feelings for each other
- he thinks thats ive moved on in that sense
- thats why he believes its the absolute right thing to distance myself from u
- KitzuoYesterday at 3:35 PM
- That makes a lot of sense
- eluiuYesterday at 3:35 PM
- so you can move on too
- KitzuoYesterday at 3:35 PM
- Hm
- That’s a big part of where the problem lies
- I would agree 100%
- That’s something I didn’t know
- But I don’t think
- It’s correct of you to say
- Everything was bottled up
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