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.SEULGI
username: “HOLYSUHO.”

full name: LYOSHA KAREV.
nicknames:
      • LYO; a short version of her name, given to her by her friends.
      • LETTUCE; given to her by her younger brother after she dressed up as the vegetable for halloween. she never fails to smile when it falls upon her ears, despite how much she used to hate it.
      • ANGEL; given to her by her parents as they honestly believe she's a literal angel (they're actually painfully wrong).

pob: SAINT PETERSBURG, RUSSIA.
hometown: SAINT PETERSBURG, RUSSIA.
nationality: RUSSIAN.
ethnicity: 1/4 RUSSIAN; 3/4 KOREAN.

slot: “THE DEPRESSED INTROVERT.”
backup: “AMAZINGLY AN ASSHOLE.”

face claim: YOOYOUNG, HELLO VENUS.
backup: JOY, RED VELVET.

.WENDY
personality:
      lyosha karev, somebody who is living the greatest cliche of all times — introversy, dysthymia, and shyness, hidden behind starry-eyed smiles that feel painfully forced.
      she’s made it a permanent rule to never let her facade slip, not even one bit. she can’t bear to think about the tedious ways they might try to help, or how embarrassing it would be to confess how she really feels. all the hardships in her life have taken their toll, and she’s essentially used up all her positivity.
      that's why she hides behind her alias as lyosha karev, every teacher's pet, with painfully forced smiles, immaculate grades, and the dare to go as far as clinging to boys' arms, gazing up at them as if they held the key to the universe. it's almost cringey to watch, as she constantly asks questions in order not to be left alone, and laughs that high-pitched giggle that makes her spine shiver. her parents believe that she's like this as well, and when they ruffle her hair and tell her she's amazing, she has to pretend that doesn't make her feel any less guilty. why does she do this, i hear you ask? because she's had so many hardships in life, she's used up almost all her positive feelings.
      sure, she’s happy sometimes, hence “dysthymia”. this usually happens when she’s out with friends, curled up on the sofa watching the fresh prince, or simply talking to someone who’ll listen. happiness for lyosha is soft smiles, loud laughs and involuntarily biting her nails. how often will you see it? that’s up to you.
      usually, the people she relies on to be happy are often gone within a heartbeat, and the hours she'd spent telling them ways to get over their fears and keep that radiant smile, are suddenly worthless, because they aren't here to do that to her. they are technically still around, they just don't wanna hear it. that saddens her, but you'll never find her denying you help, because she still believes people change.
      lyosha does not stay in contact with confidence: they used to be friends, but nowadays they hardly see each other. the prospect of speaking in front of an audience, or confronting someone, practically scares her to death. so you can expect her reaction when her friends tell her they’re going to a strip club. being forced into situations she’s not comfortable with is common, when you consider how most of her friends have no idea about how much she'd shake in her boots if she had to do something like that.
      she sucks at anything practical. leading, communicating, anything that includes her taking any position of authority. stutters and long pauses are always threats, and so is the constant looming idea that she isn’t talented in most things. so when working together with other people — she often fails.
      when talking, lyosha tends to make it awkward — with the aforementioned long pauses, unnecessary comments, and long long stories about things no-one cares about. can you relate? maybe. a bit. it’s never going to be as bad as lyosha makes it.
      negative traits often come hand in hand with positive ones, and one of these is her long-temper. have you ever seen her mad? i doubt it. she packs in all her anger, and when she lets it out, it disappears. i mean, yeah, you have to go through a few hours of hysterical screaming, breaking and whiny sobs, but then the timer resets!
      however, getting to know lyosha won't be the biggest mistake in life.

background:
      lyosha karev was born to a half-russian cardiologist, jae karev, and a korean waitress, jeon jingo. her parents settled in russia during the 1990's, and decided to raise her there.
      she often made friends at school due to her unusual name: lyosha is typically used for boys. it drew attention to her, which she honestly loved. she would cause mischief, hide everyone's toys and generally be an annoying fuck which all the teachers hated.
      when she turned six, her younger brother, aleksei, was born. lyosha did not like that, since their names basically meant the same thing, and she wouldn’t be the centre of attention anymore. so she ignored her parents, ignored her brother, and anyone that would talk of him. it was as simple as that.
       it had to end, eventually, because you can't go through life being a salty asshole who can't go through little changes. she tried to be nice to him, but earned herself a shitty nickname (“lettuce”, which often followed after “beep beep”) and in return, started calling him “aleks bitch ass”. “aleks bitch ass” did not go down well, and she earned herself the pettiest grounding.
      upon turning nine, lyosha broke her leg after falling from her friend’s tree house. bad luck? a few months later, she broke her wrist, when she took part in a sprinting race and slammed her hands against the wall to stop her from running straight through it. there were no benefits from being in a cast.
      then, when she hit eleven, her parents revealed they were splitting.
      most people get affected by this only a moderate amount, and get told it's because of adult reasons, and not to worry. that isn't what happened in the karev household. her mother seemed intent on outing her father as someone who “couldn't respond to emotions”, and he seemed fine with responding with “bitch you don't have any emotions”. this tore lyosha apart, and listening to the arguments and teary phone calls from downstairs took its toll. she stopped speaking, socialising, and smiling.
      “parents are supposed to stay together! that's your one job!”
      that's what she'd say. it wasn't really true, but she repeated it until it became a dreary metronome, a string of words that meant many things.
      her life was just a series of unfortunate events. her friends left her since she'd always snap at them, nobody understood why she was so angry all the time, and her grades slipped. she needed to do something, fast.
       so she changed, on the exterior. she tried to smile, she tried to be happy, she tried to block out everything while she was studying. sure, it left her to rot inside, but it all proved worthy when she got accepted in college in korea, where her mother lived.

trivia:
      • lyosha believes films with hugh laurie in them are guaranteed to be ten times better than they would have been without him.
      • she’s lowkey a fan of tøp and def has a thing for tyler joseph.
      • her first word was “no”. she literally said it every five seconds until it drove her parents up the wall.
      • the first alcoholic drink she tried was vodka, at a birthday party she attended in russia. since then, she's had a liking toward spirits, and always manages to steal a sip of her father's glass while he's not looking.
      • foot fetish, enough said.
      • always stays up to date in the gossip floating around school, but would rather die than get herself involved.
      • when she was younger, she won a contest for eating eight bowls of noodle soup in five minutes.
      • she's registered as a christian, but has long since abandoned all religious practises. i guess you could call her a heathen.
      • she shares an unexplainable spiritual connection with the funken mariechen dance.
      • she dreams of meeting someone who is just as solitary and mildly depressed as she is.
      • her average grade is b+, and she has an iq of 103.
      • she believes in love at first sight, but she’s never experienced it.
      • she often leaves cutlery and plastic bottles underneath her bed, and never picks them up.
      • the name “lyosha” is typically a male russian name that means “helper of people”.
      • she’s an advocate reader of john green.
      • when she gets headrush, she mutters, “jesus take the wheel”.
      • she used to own a cat named darya, but darya was run over by a car when lyosha was seven.
      • lyosha went out and got herself a tattoo the day after she turned eighteen. what was it? a dream catcher — all down her back.
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habits:
      • singing to herself when she's alone.
      • scrutinizing every one of her facial features in the mirror when she gets home.
      • staring at a fixed point in the wall when someone is talking to her.
likes:
      • potted plants.
      • necklaces.
      • homework.
      • whiteboards and whiteboard pens.
      • calendars that have cute pictures of kittens on them.
      • round glasses.
      • enderman plushies.
      • dream catchers.
      • dizziness.
      • all-nighters.
dislikes:
      • ice cubes.
      • eating.
      • chips.
      • handbags.
      • romance movies.
      • typing on a laptop.
      • partner work.
      • posters.
      • developing crushes on people.
      • opening up to people.

fun facts:
      • her lucky number is 7.
      • she was once told happiness does not suit her.
      • her favourite thing to watch is, surprisingly, the fresh prince of bel air.
      • she's never had a crush on anyone, and retains it as a positive thing in her mind.
talents:
      • surfing.
      • reading quickly.
hobbies:
      • surfing.
      • reading.
      • writing.
      • daydreaming.

.IRENE
stripper: MIN YOONGI.
backup: KIM NAMJOON.

first impressions:
      • lyosha / she was drawn to him because he wasn't a) shouting and b) talking to her. she noticed him from a distance, and just stared aimlessly at him, not caring if he looked her way, because what was he gonna do about it? absolutely nothin'. she loved the way he observed everyone, and smiled to himself when he thought people weren't looking. with the rest of her friends socialising and already eyeing up various people, lyosha felt awkward just standing there. so what did she do? end up feeling more awkward as she edged closer to him, acting as breezy as possible. she got the impression that he was effortlessly mysterious, and when she spoke to him, her heart went soft and she couldn't stop blushing. a cliche, i know, but she went home that night thinking about how cool he was, and how she regrets not serenading him right then and there.
      • yoongi / he likes to claim that he noticed her first. standing a few yards away from her friends, tall and hiding behind her dark hair, he definitely saw her first. but did he do what lyosha did, and stare at her dreamily? no. he'd seen a million girls like her before, and she wasn't anything special. but he could tell she was totally checking him out, and that lifted his ego several miles high, and before you knew it, he was asking, "miss, are you sure you're not katniss everdeen, because you're causing an uprise in my district?" she was shy, easily impressed and mostly silent, which was a perfect recipe for him to serenade her quicker than you can say "strip".
relationship: strangers, friendly acquaintances, dating. their flirting was casual, and nothing serious, according to yoongi. it was business, that's it. lyosha got really triggered by this and led them face-first into an argument. (if you end an argument with kissing, was it really an argument in the first place?) [ = yeh they don't have to be dating but i just put it like this to make things easier ]

his offstage personality: min yoongi, the biggest introverted phlegmatic. he knows what he likes and he does what he wants to do. and if he doesn’t like to do something, he will not do it and he knows how to get through it. he does not care. basically, he does not give a shit, and he does not give a fuck. he’s the type of person to ditch a party and to just stay at home working on his music or of course, sleeping. but, he himself is surprised on how energetic he can be on stage. seemingly emotionless, independent, and relaxed. yoongi seems to be aloof most of the time, but he really seems to have a soft spot inside of him especially to the people important to him.

suggested scenes :
      • yoongi jokingly giving lyosha strip lessons, and being lowkey jealous when she's slightly better than him.
      • math tutoring bc kYOOT
      • the both of them playing slither.io for hours on end and screaming every time they get eaten.
      • both of them go out grocery shopping and lyosha deciding to buy yoongi tampons because he's going through his "stormy period".

requested scenes:
      • the strippers getting rOASTED by the group.
      • everybody pitching in to clean the place and a load of cutesy fluffy moments happen.
      • when one member of the friendship group goes on their first date, all the other girls spy on her.
      • a massive fucking argument that's probably already being planned by u but i support it

.JOY & YERI
questions?: nope. idk. i don't think so.
extras: idk

message to author: i hope you liked this form, i know it wasn't as good as my apartment 2b form, but whatever. it was kind of cliche, and i hate that, but idk this character was reeally hard to write and i hope i did good? and also, if you actually do accept me and use yooyoung, check her out in the mysterious era. and bye. this was awkward istg + i had no idea what the password was so i just

password: finish the quote — " reality finally hits you when you get your soundcloud acc. breaks down and u remember you failed your gcses and have nothing to fall back on "