Second Suicide Attempt, Damn

Tsaaq: ((:o))
Musik: (HEY BITCH)
Tsaaq: ((who are you CALLIN A BITCH BITCH!))
Musik: (you.)
Tsaaq: ((Oh hail nah.))
Musik: (-hairflip.-
Tsaaq: ((Ooooooooooo biiiitch.))
Tsaaq: Hayley moved around in the kitchen, getting some water from the fridge for herself. Her phone sat on the counter as it blared music, her feet glided away to the rythym of music after she kicked the fridge with her foot. She stopped a moment when seeing Hera rolling around on the couch. Hayley nearly fell and shit. "Oh damn it." She sighed and crossed her arms before going to living room to pick the cat up.
Musik: -Tony laid in bed, watching the highlights from the football game, shaking his head because football fuckin' sucked but he was bored so whatever.- "So now we can get ready for Baseball season and everyone can shut up about football, right Ryder?" -He asked looking down at the dog who was laying next tohim.- "You don't care."
Tsaaq: She shut off her music and went towards the hallway and went to step in the room but stopped, seeing Tony and Ryder. "Oh." Hayley whispered as she went to back out of the room.
Musik: "What?" -He asked looking over at her.- "Oh I get it, you're still mad at me for doing nothing. Okay."
Tsaaq: Hayley shook her head. "I'm not mad, it's fine. Everything is fine." Hayley put Hera down on the floor and stood there a moment. "Why would I be mad? It's just like you said, you come home to me anyways so I shouldn't care." She shrugged.
Musik: "Well you do care, and I wasn't flirting with her so Bliss should just keep her fuckin' mouth shut." -He grumbled turning his head to look back to the tv.-
Tsaaq: "I don't care." Hayley piped up defensively. She looked over to him and panted a little. "Even if you were I still don't care. It's just flirting." Hayley told him while she twirled her hair around her finger and keeping her head down. "Don't get mad at Bliss, she was just looking out for me even though it's nothing."
Musik: "I'm always mad at Bliss. She likes to stick her preppy little nose where it doesn't belong. It's bullshit." -He said, grabbing the remote to turn the channel.-
Tsaaq: She pursed her lips at him as she looked around awkwardly before looking at Tony again. "You should be mad at yourself since you know she's my friend and she'd tell me something like that. If I were to flirt with guys while you weren't around I definitely wouldn't do it around somebody who would tell you. You're just mad you're sloppy." She said in a monotone.
Musik: "No, because it's not like I was trying to fuck her vagina, it was innocent flirting and it wasn't even my fucking best! Whatever."
Tsaaq: "So you WERE flirting." Hayley nodded her head slowly and leaned on the frame of the doorway. "It's okay I guess..." She trailed off.
Musik: -He lifted his hands up to scratch at his head, obviously trying to figure out a lie in his head.- "No. I wasn't good flirting, it dosen't count.'
Tsaaq: She shrugged her shoulders, and kept her eyes on the floor. "Whatever you say." Hayley said quietly. "You get to make up all the rules apparently anyways so my input doesn't even matter either way."
Musik: "Ughhhhhhhhhhh." -He groaned loudly and sunk down into the bed, grabbing his blanket and lfiting it up over his head.- "Why are we even fighting right now."
Tsaaq: "I'm not fighting. I'm literally letting you do whatever you want and telling you I don't care." Hayley said as she curled her lip a little.
Musik: "But you're like "you make the rules so whatever" and I don't. So I don't even know why you said that."
Tsaaq: She sighed loudly and lifted her head. "First it was flirting didn't mean anything because it was innocent, then it didn't count because it wasn't 'good' you make up rules about what you can do in this relationship all the time but I bet if I did half of that shit you'd hate me." Hayley explained. "But like I said it doesn't matter. I honestly don't care anymore. I can't." She waved her hands a little.
Musik: "That's notmaking up 'rules' that's just how shit is. Do whatever you want, Hayley."
Tsaaq: "All I want to do is be with you so I am doing whatever I want, dumbass." She said angrily. "I don't know why I want to be with you, you'd rather flirt with Kelsey than with me. Obviously I'm doing something wrong. I never see Eli or fucking Bryan or even Remy flirt with chicks and shit. I wonder what I'm doing to make you that way but at the same time..." Hayley trailed off before shrugging. "I love you so it doesn't matter what you do I guess."
Musik: "Because Kelsey was there and bugging Kelsey is fun. That's why I did it. Not because I fucking like her or anything. I like you, obviously. That's why I'm here isn't it? And it's because Eli never had any game, Bryan lost his game when he started dating bitch face, and Remy is just a dick so."
Tsaaq: She stared blankly at him and sighed as she turned to walk away, sighing loudly. "Whatever Tony just try not to get any STDs." She said begrudgingly.
Musik: "You can't get STD's from flirting with people, Hayley."
Tsaaq: "No I meant for when you start fucking other people, stupid."
Musik: "Why the fuck would I do that?" -He snapped defensivly, squinting his eyes at her.- "I'm a dick but i'm not that big of a fucking dick."
Tsaaq: Hayley turned around to look at him. "Oh so you know you're being a dick and hurting my feelings. That's good to know, makes it worse. It would've been better if you were just an idiot." She said, clearly getting emotional. "I don't know why you do the shit you do but I'm just mentally preparing myself so I don't kill you or myself or both of us when and if it happens."
Musik: "Oh my god Hayley I've been a dick since day one! You've knowwwwwwnnnn I was a dick. I'm a dick to everyone!" -He threw his hand into the air, slamming it against the bed.- "I can't with this shit."
Tsaaq: "You can be a dick all you want." Hayley said raising her hand to him. "I don't care. I already said that like fifty times tonight. Do whatever you want and stop throwing a fucking tantrum like you're the one with the hard fucking life." She scoffed. "You know, I really wish you didn't find me. At least I would've actually died. Finding me was probably the worst thing you could've done." Hayley started to yell.
Musik: -He quickly shoved his blanket back and climbed out of bed, storming over to stand in front of her, looking down at her face.- "You wish I wouldn't have fucking found you? Huh!? Really!? Fuck this." -He said, biting his tongue from fucking going off on her as he shoved passed her, walking to the bathroom slamming the door shut.-
Tsaaq: Hayley stared up at him fearfully before stumbling aside from his shove. She shook her head and knocked on the door hard. "Hurry up I was about to go in there!" She shouted.
Musik: "too fucking bad!" -He shouted back, leaning his hands against the counter, dropping his head down to close his eyes, taking deep beraths.-
Tsaaq: She pursed her lips and furrowed her eyebrows. "If you don't get out I'm peeing in your video game room!"
Musik: -He took a slow deep breath and pushed away from the counter, walking over to the door to yank it open, staring down into her face.- "I'll put a pillow and blanket on the couch for you. You can fucking sleep there." -He grumbled and moved passed her, walking back into his room.-
Tsaaq: "I won't have to sleep asshole." Hayley whispered as she went into the bathroom and slammed the door open, instantly crying. "Fuck him." She muttered, basically tearing the bathroom apart until she found her hair straightener and tried to straighten out the chord. "I can't wait to be a fucking ghost so I can fucking haunt this fucker and turn off his fucking games before it can save and shit." She sniffled to herself.
Musik: (really bitch.)
Tsaaq: ((Yes really.))
Musik: (IS SHE REALLY GONNA DIE? BECAUSE I NEED TO PREPARE MYSELF NOW.)
Tsaaq: ((She'll die if nobody does anything lmao.))
Musik: (ugh god)
Tsaaq: ((Well maybe not.))
Tsaaq: ((I got it covered.))
Musik: -He yanked a pillow off the bed and walked down to the laundry room, grabbing an extra blanket. He walked into the living room and dropped both of them onto the couch, looking at Hera.- "You're fucking sleeping out here with your mother."
Tsaaq: She swallowed hard as she tried to form a make shift noose and fashioned it around her neck as she stood on the edge of the tub, using the shower rod for balance as she wrapped the other end of the flat iron wire on it. Hayley took a deep breath and tried to keep her balance as she let go then tried to jump off the edge of the tub but instead of y'know, dying she just fell cause the shower rod broke.
Musik: -He rolled his eyes at the cat and jumped hearing the rod breaking. He ran down the hallway tot he bathroom, shoving the bathroomd oor open, seeing the wire around her neck and the rod laying on the fucking ground.- "What the fuck are you doing!?" -He shouted and ran over to her, quickly undoing the wire tossing it to the side, grabbing her shoulderes to get her sit up, eyeing her.-
Tsaaq: She met the floor and let out a groan of pain then just let herself cry. Hayley just laid there until Tony came in. She didn't say anything at first, only shook her head while crying and shit. "I don't know... Trying to hang myself?" Hayley answered in a hoarse voice. "I'm sorry." She forced out before looking at the shower rod and whimpering. "I didn't mean to break it..."
Musik: "I'm not fucking worried about the rod, why are you trying to kill yourself?" -He pulled her into his chest and wrapped his arms around her tightly, swallowing hard.-
Tsaaq: "Because I hate myself? And I hate my life." She replied quietly before hyperventilating. "And I say the wrong thing all the time because I'm upset all the time and it doesn't go away it's just a cycle and most of the time I think if I'm dead then I won't suffer anymore." Hayley said past her tears.
Musik: "Stop. Stop thinking about that shit you're not killing yourslef, okay?" -He sighed and shook his head.- "You ened sleep."
Tsaaq: Hayley was still breathing hard as she nodded her head and went to stand up. "Okay..." She trailed off.
Musik: -He pushed up to his feet, wrapping his arm around her and walked with her into the bedroom. He walked back into the living room, yanking the pillow off the couch and looking at Hera.- "SHe's not sleeping out here. Shut up cat." -He said to her and walked back intot he bedroom, setting the pillow down onto the bed and laying down, watching her.-
Tsaaq: She started to head to the living room but once he brought her into the bedroom she bit the inside of her cheek, trying to calm her breaths. Hayley went to lay in the bed, staring up at the ceiling because who could really sleep after that but she closed her eyes and tried to.
Musik: -He leaned over and grabbed his phone, sending off a text before rolling onto his side, pulling her into his chest and holding onto her,not sleeping at all because he was gonnaf ucking watch her all night.-