The journey (v1)

[F4M] [Script offer] The journey [Fdom] [gun] [gasmask] [fear play] [Obeying at gunpoint] [drugs] [abduction] [machine milking] [blinded] [bound] [torture by pleasure] so [rape]. [Multiple orgasms] [mindplay] [gloves] [L-bombs].

[This script](https://pastebin.com/Bx3XrcCy) is a narrative that look very, very dark at first, but with a quite nice twist in the end. I won’t say more. It explores all the tags presented, in the form of a complex narrative where the listener is in a certain situation (bound, blinded, milked) and tries to recollect what brought him in this dire (?) situation. His mind is played with, tortured, questioned mercilessly, but then in the end, well, there is a twist.

Two things the listener has to know: One. Three orgasms are described. The third is supposed to be the most important. Two. You have a friend, and, one day, he asked you for a service. Something a bit weird, rather suspicious, like, “go to this café at that hour, a man wwith a gray hat will give you a suitcase, take a taxi, bring it to that library, and give it to that woman in red who will pretend to read a green book in the ironworks history section.”

I'm very happy, because this is the first genuinely new script I produced in month. I feel like I've still things to share with you deliciously perverted people. I hope you'll enjoy reading it/voicing it/ listening to it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Some sources of inspiration were this [video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PI6QrsYvPU0) on youtube (especially from 3:07 to 3:37), and those [beautifully colored]( https://www.jubappe.es/sites/default/files/img_guantes_uso/XA326_u.jpg) latex coated industrial gloves. Industrial gloves often have an inner jersey and very gripping palms, so they are not classical fetish items, but I found the colors of those gloves just wonderful. Also, being manipulated like some spare part of an engine has a ring to me, I don't know why.

I will indicate in brackets what is going on for the reader. Some indications in brackets also concern what the listener will (perhaps) think or what a third party can think. Words in (parentheses) correspond to things told to the guy by the milking machine. In my mind they are to be produced with a text to speech program. I can do that. I do not request sounds FX to be added. Some background ambience can be added, the way you want, by you or me, at your convenience.
This script looks a bit long, perhaps, but it is not that long: about 1/3 of the script is not to be performed, but will come from the text to speech program.

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(Ejaculate) [this word is repeated every 2-3 seconds, 5-6 times. At first, it is almost inaudible, in the end, it is at the same level than your voice]
How often did you hear it? (ejaculate)
This word. (ejaculate)
This command. [softer] (ejaculate)
Resonating in your head. [softer] (ejaculate)
[pause] [soft] (ejaculate)
You are in pitch darkness. [low] (ejaculate)
Unable to hear anything [low] (ejaculate)
But this word. [a bit louder] (ejaculate)
This word commanding you. [a bit louder] (ejaculate)
Commanding you to [normal level] (ejaculate)
You don’t even understand it anymore [softer] (ejaculate)
A repetitive, meaningless sound. [softer] (ejaculate)
Resonating in your head. [low] (ejaculate)
Your head encased in hear mufflers. [low] (ejaculate)
Your body strapped down. [very low] (ejaculate)
Padded cuffs on your wrists [very low] (ejaculate)
Padded cuffs on your arms [very low] (ejaculate)
Padded cuffs on your ankles [very low] (ejaculate)
Padded cuffs on your thighs [very low] (ejaculate)
Pinning you down. [very low] (ejaculate)
On that padded bench. [very low] (ejaculate)
In the dark. [very low] (ejaculate)
And that sleeve [low] (ejaculate)
That pump [low] (ejaculate)
Attached to your cock. [low] (ejaculate)
Pulsating. [low] (ejaculate)
Sucking [low] (ejaculate)
Sucking [louder] (ejaculate)
Sucking you in [louder] (ejaculate)
Sucking you out [louder] (ejaculate)
Again [same level than your voice] (ejaculate)
Again (ejaculate)
Again (ejaculate)
You try to resist (ejaculate)
But you can’t (ejaculate)
Once again the urge goes up (ejaculate)
It goes up (ejaculate)
And up (ejaculate)
This need to (ejaculate).
Once again you fight (ejaculate)
Once again you clench your teeth (ejaculate)
But, once again you reach this limit (ejaculate)
This edge (ejaculate)
And the pump continues pumping. (ejaculate)
The sleeve continues to pulsate. (ejaculate)
And pushes you (ejaculate)
Mercilessly (Give in)
Across the edge (ejaculate)
Past the edge (ejaculate now)
And you come! (This is your fault)
You come! (ejaculate now)
And you obey to the voice. (You know how to stop this)
You ejaculate. (Ejaculate)
You seed leaving you (This is your choice.)
Your seed sucked by that pump (This is your fault.)
Once again.
Once again.
How often did this happen?
How often will it repeat itself?
You don’t know.
But, like before, it slows down.
And then, it stops. (You ejaculated, as instructed.)
And then the voice comes back. (Now, you will tell me the name and address of your boss.)
Once again. (Tell me the address of your boss.)
And ask this question. (If you tell me the name of your boss, this will stop.)
Once again. (You will be send back to your home.)
But, you can’t answer. (You have ten seconds to answer before another cycle starts)
You can’t answer. This is impossible. Betraying him. He is innocent. He did nothing wrong. Your boss? A friend rather. A friend you helped in dire straits. Well, YOU are in dire straits now. Where is your friend now? Do you think your disappearance was noticed? It wasn’t, don’t you think? Always so selfish…
[In parallel to the long line above, the voice counts down seconds, although they are very long seconds…The line above probably needs 20-25 seconds, but, that’s not a problem.
(You didn’t speak.)
This is so stupid… (You are torturing yourself.)
You just can’t… (You are protecting people who do not care about you.)
It’d be so wrong… (Where are they now?)
The machine starts again (You can’t speak anymore.)
The pump starts again (You’ll spill the beans next time.)
Milking your cock. (But for now, you will ejaculate)
And once again, your cock betrays you. (You will ejaculate)
Once again, your cock responds to the machine. (This is your choice)
And start to stiffen. [lower] (Ejaculate)
How is it possible? [lower] (This is your fault)
Why is it happening? [low] (Ejaculate)
You try to remember. [very low] (You are acting stupidly)
How you came here. [barely audible] (Ejaculate)
But, the more you think about it, [inaudible] (Ejaculate)
The less you understand.
Your fall into this nightmare.
Into this madness
Madness.
Madness.
God…
How did you fall in this nightmare?
[pause]
[hesitating]
It all started with this woman.
No, wait, no, it all started with the TV.
[more sure]
Yes, the TV set.
The TV. You were watching the TV.
Something stupid. You don’t remember. Whatever.
Alone at home.
Alone with the TV.
Your home disappearing.
Only the TV.
Something stupid on the TV.
And you just looking at it.
As if there was nothing better to do.
Than letting it drown you mind into it.
Into some stupid TV stuff.
You don’t remember…
Anyway…
But suddenly, a noise behind you.
A cat?
You stand up, you look behind you,
And then you see it.
[commanding. Do not play fear, inspire it. You are holding the gun.]
The muzzle of a gun.
Your heart sinking in terror, your vision tunnels down on the muzzle of that heavy black gun.
The muzzle of that gun pointed directly at your face.
Ready to kill you, to make your head explode.
Ready to erase you from this world.
That gun held by gloved hands.
Strange looking black and white industrial gloves.
Black and white hands, attached to white protective coverall clad arms.
The arms of a woman, all covered in white, insulating fabric, and wearing a gasmask.
The gun.
The sound of her breath in the mask.
The gun.
Her cold, concentrated, tense eyes looking at you through the visor of the mask.
The gun.
You, paralyzed by terror.
And the gun, looking at you.
One of her hand leaves the gun, and points a finger down.
Down.
The silent command is simple: down.
[commanding]
Down or your knees.
Down on your knees, or your brain will plaster the ceiling.
Down.
Down, now, human.
Submit.
Obey.
[pause]
[softer. You don’t command anymore, just tell the story.]
You kneel down in silence.
Under her cold gaze, under the gaze of the gun.
You try to speak, to beg for your life.
[shaking, mumbling]
“Please, I beg you, don’t kill me”
“I’ll do whatever you want”
“I beg you”
“I love you, I, I, uh, I beg you”
‘Don’t kill me”
“please”
[surprised]
What did you just say?
[back to the story]
You can’t think about it, because, suddenly, the gun goes down.
And her left hand rise towards you, holding some CS gas sprayer.
It's muzzle directed at you.
Once again.
And then, she pulls the trigger.
The evil cloud of gas engulfing you.
The evil cloud of gas invading you.
Her eyes, behind the gasmask, looking at you.
Checking that you can’t escape it.
Can’t escape being gassed.
Being gassed by her.
The gas surrounds you, ready to enter you through all your pores.
The gas quickly invades your eyes, your mouth, your lungs.
But… It’s not burning you, it’s not CS gas.
The gas invades your lungs. Your body. Your mind.
The smell is strange, chemical, like a solvent.
And the gas takes control of you.
Slowly your whole body goes limp.
You slowly sag down on your side, unable to resist.
And your paralyzed body lies, immobile, at her feet.
There is something, like a sigh, coming out of the mask.
She clearly relaxes.
The only uncertainty disappeared.
Yous ability to act, to defend yourself disappeared.
Everything will continue according to the plan.
But, what exactly is the plan?
Killing you in a clean way?
Abducting you?
What is her purpose?
What are you for her?
An obstacle to be erased?
A prey?
A body to be claimed, possessed, processed, and send to others?
Or send to the trash?
To be dissolved in acid?
Buried under a field of maize?
Who knows?
She crouches down, and looks at you, calmly.
You can hear her regular breathing.
Her gloved hands turn your face up.
And your eyes dive into her cold gaze.
Concentrated on her task.
Her task of processing you.
[pause]
Her gaze leaves you, she takes something.
A small vial.
Containing a clear liquid.
Two small dark cups floating in it.
Looking like contact lenses.
But as dark as a moonless night.
She takes a lens.
Maintains your eye open with her gloved fingers…
And delicately put it on your eye.
Blinding it.
Her black and white fingers open your other eye…
And then, the second lens comes.
Her blurred fingers delicately bringing it to you.
And darkness invades you.
Making you even more vulnerable.
[pause]
All limp, and blind, you can only feel and hear.
Her body moving around you.
Other people coming in, silently.
The sound of their breaths in the gasmasks.
Unknown, gasmasked people, processing you.
Their gloved hand manipulating you.
The grip of those hands on your arms.
On your legs.
On your chest.
On your whole body.
Your limp body manipulated by them.
Rolling into a stretcher.
Padded cuffs closing on your limbs.
Strapping you down on the stretcher. [inaudible] (Ejaculate)
And then, another spray. [barely audible] (Ejaculate)
And then, your mind melting. [very low] (Ejaculate)
Evaporating. [very low] (Ejaculate)
Dissipating. [low] (Ejaculate)
Under the control of these unknown people. [low] (Ejaculate)
[pause] [louder] (Ejaculate)
[harsh] And now your cock is being pumped. [louder] (Ejaculate)
Your body being pumped. [louder] (Ejaculate)
Pushed up [normal level] (Ejaculate)
And up. (Ejaculate)
And up. (Ejaculate)
To the edge (Ejaculate)
And beyond (ejaculate now)
Once again. (This is your fault)
Mercilessly. (ejaculate now)
And once again you come! (You know how to stop this)
You come! (Ejaculate)
Spurting your seed into this sleeve. (This is your choice.)
This merciless pump emptying you. (This is your fault.)
And once again it calms down.
But once again it will start. (You know how to stop this)
Once again, it will empty you if you don’t speak. (You know how to stop this)
And you know that you’re broken now. (You know how to stop this)
Her gun.
Her gasmask.
Her gloves.
The pump.
The voice.
You can’t go through this again.
(You ejaculated, as instructed.)
And once again, the same demands.
(Now, you will tell the name and address of your boss.)
The same commands.
(Tell me the name of your boss.)
And this time you obey. (This is good.)
He’s just a jerk after all!
Is he worth this suffering? (Tell me everything)
You say everything.
This has to stop now. (Go ahead.)
You can’t bear it anymore.
So, you say the name. (Your friend.)
The address. (Good.)
The phone number, everything. (That service.)
You betrayed him. (It’s OK.)
You betrayed him. (Don’t feel guilty.)
He’ll have that same visit. (We knew everything.)
The muzzle of the gun telling him to submit. (It’s OK.)
And, what will she do to him? (We won’t harm him.)
What will happen to you, now? (We don’t harm people)
Are you sure you will go back to your home? (He is not your boss.)
Won’t they just kill you? (We need you.)
Witnesses of strange things don’t live long... (We need you to remember)
What will happen to you, now? (We need you to tell us.)
What is happening? (Who is your boss?)
She… what? (Who, really is your boss?)
[Pause] (Listen.)
All tense and silent (Listen to this word.)
Lost. (It is a trigger.)
What is a trigger? (We are not here to harm you.)
Why the gun? (We are here to help you remember.)
The drugs? (To help you remember who you real boss is)
What is… (So listen, listen to the word)
[pause] (And remember)
[well-toned and dominant. This word will make everything come back. It is pronounced by his domina.]
Remember.
[Baffled] Her voice saying it.
Her hand holding yours.
The grip of the glove now, in your hand…
And you, grasping it.
Grasping her hand.
Her other hand on your forehead.
Stroking you.
And the machine starting again
Milking you.
[Well-toned and dominant again] Remember.
The woman with a gasmask.
Her voice? But, she didn’t speak…
Her voice. Saying it.
Again and again.
[Well toned and dominant again] Remember.
Her eyes in the gasmask.
And you diving into them.
Her hands manipulating you.
“I beg you, I, I love you, I beg you, please…”
Lovingly.
Your domina.
The one who is.
The one you love.
The reason why you exist.
How could you?
How did she?
[Well toned and dominant again] Remember.
And then, you remember.
The plan.
All, according to the plan.
That great game of trust.
You, falling in her eyes.
Her voice invading your mind.
Oh, it felt so good.
And her voice, telling you to forget.
To forget everything.
Her voice erasing every memory in your mind.
All what you did together.
[Well toned and dominant again] Remember.
The straps.
The gasmask.
The gloves.
The sound of her voice when she comes.
The sound of her voice when she commands.
The look in her eyes when you come for her.
When you come at her command.
Her commands.
And you, obeying them
And you thrilled, fearing, living, happy, in a paradise disguised in hell.
And all that was erased from you mind.
[Well toned and dominant again] Remember.
And coming back, in waves
Waves of memory, years of memory coming back as the pleasure comes up.
Her gloved hand caressing your body
Her gloved hands caressing your face
Letting you kiss her fingers.
The touch, the smell of the gloves.
And that pump working on you.
That pump of pleasure.
Where is torture?
Where is pain?
Where is sadness?
You are in her hands.
Enjoy, human, just enjoy!
This is life.
This is love.
 [Well toned and dominant again] Remember.
Why resisting?
Why fighting?
Do you have a chance?
Just let go human, let her make you come, once more, under her control.
The pump brings you to the edge
Pushes you.
Again,
Again,
And again,
And you come!
God! You come like you never did!
Emptying yourself into her pump, into her embrace, into what she plans for you, whatever she plans for you, because she is your boss, the true boss, the one that command and whom you obey to.
(You ejaculated, as instructed.)
Tears rolling down you blacked out eyes.
(Now, you will tell the name and address of your boss.)
The same commands.
(Tell me the name of your boss.)
But now, you know the answer.

[You can stop it here, if you want, or continue with this optional longer end:]

And you say it!
You yell it it!
“You are my boss, domina.
You are the one in charge.
I love you, God! how did you/” [break hard, he is interrupted]
Shhhh…
[pause]
She wants silence.
She wants just to enjoy this moment.
Her moment.
Your moment.
That moment.
[pause]
She opens one of your eyes open with her gloved fingers…
And remove the black lens.
Delicately.
Her black and white fingers open your other eye…
And then, the second lens is removed.
Her blurred fingers delicately taking care of you.
And light invades your crying eyes.
And you see her.
Hapily crying eyes in her gasmask.
Your boss.
Your domina.
Your only love.
Taking care of you.
All according to that plan.
That great scheme you planned together.
Her eyes crying.
Your eyes crying.
Happy tears shared together.
And her voice once again invading your mind.
Planting her words in your mind.
And telling to you.
The reason why all this happened.
“I love you, slave.”
“Only you can enjoy this.”
“Only you can give me this confidence.”
“Only you can give me this power.”
“Only you can understand this.”
“You are the reason why I exist.”
“This is your choice.”
“This is your fault”
"Remember"
“I love you, slave.”
“I love you.”