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𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 9:48 PM
You left the chat, so I couldn't say this and @ you to it. But I don't think anyone had any ill feelings towards you, or didnt want you there. If you would like to talk it out with me and vent how you feel, im all ears. Hope whatever is bugging you turns its self around and fixes.
𝕮𝖍𝖞Today at 9:45 PM
Ever since the Death thing I've kinda felt like whenever I talk to you, you don't like me or are annoyed by me or something.
𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 9:48 PM
Honestly, I have no ill feelings toward you. I do think you should have taken what Kai said, and Pui said into account, on that matter. So yes, it did annoy me. But I wasn't personally trying to make you feel that way. I am however, sorry for that. I don't like knowing mods under me feel like im personally against them when I am not.
𝕮𝖍𝖞Today at 9:49 PM
I appreciate that. I spoke with Kai about it earlier and she did tell me that she was annoyed. I explained that the whole thing wasn't just me ignoring people's advice. The other mods in my server chose to wait and see after the warning so I didn't immediately ban. However, I got the ammunition needed today. I fully believed what you guys were saying.
𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 9:55 PM
Oh no, I figured it was mostly you trying be like "id like to see for myself" type thing. So I understand that. I guess we just figured since you are a mod, and some of our other mods tend to carry over warnings, etc, it would have been done the same. But not everyone does things that way and I can understand. But I am sorry today you finally got that proof, it sucks but it happened. However, again I am put in a mindset of was this needed? i.e, you stepping down. I wish you would have come to me and talked sooner, if the issue was solely with me. I think had you talked about it, even in mod chat, it could have been easily fixed.
𝕮𝖍𝖞Today at 9:56 PM
It was mainly with you and Kai and seeing as you're both owners I felt like I shouldn't be in. But I also felt unwelcome in mod chat generally because I felt like I annoyed most people
𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 10:03 PM
Well, now knowing that we both could have fixed that for you had you brought it up sooner. We in no way wanted to alienate you or make you feel how you did. I don't think anyone else was annoyed with you either so, im not entirely sure where that judgement came from. I had thought you were taking a haitus, to clear your head and whatnot so I guess I wasnt expecting to see you much, so this all comes to shock to me.
𝕮𝖍𝖞Today at 10:05 PM
It was that stuff that kinda triggered it to be honest. I felt like I needed to get away because it was taking a toll on my mental health. I don't like confrontation and I always feel like i'm wrong so I avoided it.
𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 10:10 PM
I understand where you are coming from, i'm the same way. I try to avoid confrontation at all costs. We each have our own ways of dealing with things, etc but if we all have "out bursts", without talking it out first, it kind of of puts in a bad light. I wish you had sent the stepping down message to one of first, or at least messaged hey i feel this way cause you had said something. This could have potentially been avoided. I don't think you are wrong with how you feel, I think you just misunderstood some emotions and messages. Which is fine, it happens.
puts us*
𝕮𝖍𝖞Today at 10:10 PM
I understand.
Hence why I said In chat I didn't really intend or want to talk about it or some off like a drama queen or anything
because I didn't want it to just seem like an outburst
𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 10:12 PM
Ah, well that is understandable. I am again, sorry for making you feel how you do. I do hope this talk helped even in slightest.
𝕮𝖍𝖞Today at 10:13 PM
It did. I just feel shitty for causing problems
𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 10:14 PM
Don't worry about it. No problems were caused, just a lot of confusion is all.
𝕮𝖍𝖞Today at 10:14 PM
:/ ok
𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 10:15 PM
I hope you start to feel better hun now that it has been talked out.
𝕮𝖍𝖞Today at 10:15 PM
Thank you. I appreciate it.
𝒑𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒂𝒌Today at 10:15 PM
You're welcome. :lotsoflove: