(7:13:18 PM) chaosmoth@chat.eagull.net/mmike: true friend? Cause i've clearly been a shitty friend. And I already told you how i feel about the way i acted, so please dont try and make me feel bad again. And When was i Not there for you, you havent given me the chance to be there for you. When your parenty were fighting i was rotted when you didnt tell me about it, i wanted to be there for you. Sure i covered your shift because you were sick, and i was legit worried about you when i didnt hear back from you (thought that might sound weird of me, but saying "it feels like my brain is pushing against my skull" kinds sounds scetchy). AND You pretty much told be off for not interacting with you at new years, i told you i thought it was a good thing. And Shallow, yah. Tell me that if i were hot and ripped you wouldnt date me because of my personality. And im sorry that talking to me bores you, you didnt seen bored when you first started talking to me. And i would NOT have mentioned the date thing AT ALL. And what do you mean about the way i act? the only time shit like this happens is when you do something dickish. And Yes it totally does have to do with maturity. thats why people say beauty is on the inside, blah blah blah. and nobody else agrees with you? Who would that be? because every person ive talked to says youre an ass hole. and its not like i defend you and say youre actually really nice or anything. <-- i do obvz. And yah, talking about friends being there for each other... I dont show my emotions around my family, my mom keeps getting mad at me because she thinks i dont care about anything, the last time i cried in fron of someone was in front of robyn after you broke up with me.. the second time
(7:15:02 PM) chaosmoth@chat.eagull.net/mmike: And when ever i say something about you its almost always a compliment, the last words you left me with were "im not attracted to you, its not you its me"
(7:16:30 PM) chaosmoth@chat.eagull.net/mmike: which made me feel like shit. I had such a fucking bad day at work today because i started thinking about it. You might as well have said your not attractive
(7:19:34 PM) chaosmoth@chat.eagull.net/mmike: im not sure where thats going yet so keep typing
(7:31:58 PM) cizzyb123@talkr.im/Christopher: True friends talk about things more than dislikes for hipster music or what happened at work. They know more about each other than favorite colours or taste in music. Neither of us tried to make the advance in that field until after it was too late. And I didn't say you weren't there for me. I simply said my true friends, as in Jade, Crystal, and Cameron are always there. I didn't tell you about my parents because I don't have that kind of connection with you. And you didn't hear back from me because I slept all day, ate supper, and went back to bed, besides waking up every now and then and looking at the computer. And no! Even though looks are a big part of being attracted to someone, they aren't everything. However, people rate the importance of aspects in a relationship differently. And I didn't seem bored when I first started talking to you, because I wasn't. You were someone new I was getting to know, finally someone I knew in my town that was also gay. Of course I was more interested in you. But then as the months progressed, we started talking about the same things over and over again. How am I supposed to know what you will and will not mention? It's easier to just not say anything then have that come up and get into an argument, although it doesn't seem to have had much affect as we're arguing right now. What I mean by the way you act is when something is bothering you. You fly off the handle and throw shit through the air, and assume the worst possible things. And no, being in a relationship with someone who you have no physical attraction to is not called "maturity". It's called accepting that person for only who they are, nothing more. And who doesn't agree with you are Jade, Crystal, Kelsey, Nicola, and Perry. Those are the people i've talked to about this, and they all say physical attraction is a major part of a relationship. And who says i'm an asshole? Honestly? Because if it's people that don't know me, and you're telling them your side of this story, then of course i'm going to seem like an asshole. It's the same as a fucking war. Both sides see themselves as the good side. And it's nice that whenever you say something about me it's a compliment; it's because you are/were attracted to me. Sorry i'm not attracted to you, we've been over this. Sure, you had a bad day at work today. You think I don't have bad days? Everyone does, it's a part of life. Once again, sorry for any misconceptions or confusions, but I am quite simply not attracted to you, and that is that.
(7:33:55 PM) cizzyb123@talkr.im/Christopher: Congrats on asking that question in firemoth, by the way.
(7:34:29 PM) chaosmoth@chat.eagull.net/mmike: yah that was kinda like a rolercoaster, i couldnt stop it half way through -.-
(7:34:56 PM) chaosmoth@chat.eagull.net/mmike: And Robyn and every gay guy i talked to in omegle -.-