julia chat

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Friday, May 4, 2018
Maverick: http://www.pinturillo2.com/
Shinooh: hey
Maverick: hey babe :P
Shinooh: hehe
Shinooh: sorry ^.....^
Shinooh: i have so many things to say but i dont really know where to begin,how to say it,i dont want to regret it later and i dont want to do even more ''confiusion''(idk if that word is good,sry)
Shinooh: hehh
Shinooh: but i dont really know if we will play,write or talk again
Maverick: why is that
Shinooh: i know i came to you did some things and now im going like nothing happend
Shinooh: oh
Shinooh: i need a rest
Shinooh: i dont feel good
Shinooh: with everything
Maverick: ow cute :)
Maverick: thank you for telling me that it is very much appreaciated
Shinooh: you may think that its cute so but it really isnt,i feel really guilty
Shinooh: for some reason
Maverick: but you should use me and saad as well to get better eventuallly if not posiible then its okay
Maverick: hope you get better soon, if you want help I can help you :)
Maverick: usually when people share they feel better
Maverick: so if you want someone to whom you can talk listen and understand you come here
Maverick: I know how to take care of woman
Maverick: :P
Shinooh: i dont to my close close frends anymore because i wasnt feeling good,i was toxic and i didnt have fun,i dont want to see anyone from my old friends even when i know i wont find new so easily,i feel like im making everyone sad and its probably the truth,no metter what someone say i will feel the same way,always smile and laughe but it isnt reall,i shouldn tell you that bcs i told lots of ppl many things about them and i think im done with doing that
Shinooh: thats not good that i tell everyone everything
Shinooh: im sick of it
Shinooh: i want someone else who i wont feel guilty to make sad,im sick of making my freidns sad bcs i care about them
Shinooh: so i have to change and find someone else
Shinooh: who i wont care about
Shinooh: i told them that i will come back soon,that i need a rest but they dont want me there
Shinooh: im toxic,and that everything i do,you may think im cute and nice but im really not,its not like im lying to you and just pretending to be nice
Shinooh: im just not a very nice preson,even if you and saad think so of me,thank you that you care about it but i wont get better,im sad,im toxic,and kinda empty
Shinooh: but i just accept that,sadly other dont and think i need help and they are always trying to tell me how nice and important im am,but dont wont change my fucking thinking about mysefl
Shinooh: you and saad,you think im nice,cute,carefull and everything
Shinooh: but im not :) if you meet me closer you will know
Shinooh: ppl may think im happy all the time but im not
Shinooh: i dont care about myslef
Shinooh: i mean what happens to me
Shinooh: hehe
Shinooh: wierd,right? cute little julia dont event want to live and is not so nice like everyone thinks
Shinooh: i mean i want ppl to be happy around me but im just not nice
Shinooh: i dont like myself,and i dont think others like me
Shinooh: thats all
Shinooh: sorry
Shinooh: for being here :)
Shinooh: i think i done,you probobly wont play,or talk to me,or wirte
Shinooh: sorry i dont want to make even more ''confision''
Shinooh: bye bye ^...^
Shinooh is now Offline.