Young Renogades - VOICES

BLUE ROSES
°username: MultiFandomAsAlways
°password: Lee Know

°full name: Son Jiyoung (손지영)
°other name: N/A
°nicknames: Jiyu, Younnie, Jumpy Bunny
°birthdate: 20th July, 1998
°age: 20
°birthplace: Bucheon, Gyeonggi-do, South Korea
°hometown: Bucheon, Gyeonggi-do, South Korea
°nationality: Korean
°ethnicity: Korean
°height: 160.5cm
°weight: 43kg

BROKEN WINGS
°background:
My parents had me out of nowhere, I came to the world from a night after matchmaking party where heavy alcohol was involved. My mother was only 19 but had snuck out to go to that party that night with a friend and met my “father”. They were only a year apart, things happened and my mother found out she was pregnant from a party “aquaintance” a week later. I was born in Bucheon and it was fine until I was four years old. My father decided he didn’t want to be stuck looking after a child anymore and just up and left without any explanation. Me and my mother moved to another house in the same city but I didn’t go to school till I was of age to go to elementary school. My grandparents tried to distance themselves from us since being a newborn baby, as they were deceived by my mother having a child at a young age and not getting married even before my father left. After moving to the new neighbourhood I started getting bullied from the kids nearby and was bullied during primary school and even more during secondary, so I became homeschooled after turning 18. Threats were sent to me and my mom left and right and people found out about my life situation, it was all too much. I started getting small panic attacks after all this and starting fearing what would happen to me and mom, with the threats and to my wellbeing. I received support from our next door neighbour’s daughter for 9 years or so but get thoughts that I’ll be completely alone in the future.

°personality:
— Get scared easily; with or without the diagnosis of paranoia, I’ve always been jumpy since childhood. I’ve always gotten scared easily and so watching horror movies, loud sounds and anything similar makes me freak out momentarily and fear for life even if its nothing bad.
— Worrier; This comes natural but theres always the what if’s and things I over worry about especially for the future. I don’t like worrying but I can’t help it, the diary helps somehow but I’m always thinking in future mode if that makes sense.
— Loyal; It might not seem so but I believe in sticking to those you set your heart on like friends, certain family members, and so on. Even if loyalty stabs me in the back, I’d rather trust those I believe in and hope that they will be loyal to me too. All I need is my mom, my close friend and little furry animals.
— Humorous; I like to crack a joke here and there to those I hand around or people I talk to online and even though my humour is a bit dark or sometimes ‘dirty’, it makes me confident in socialising. Like doing some slap-stick stuff too actually. Comedian might just be my future career.

°likes:
— Watching satisfying video compilations and listening to soap carving videos.
— Petting animals and playing with them as they make everything feel better.
— Graphic Novels/Manga; they’re fun to read and take you to many fictional imaginative worlds.
— Exercise and Dieting even if I don’t need to.
— Graphic Tees; extremely comfortable and all the different designs are really appealing.
— Salty and Savory food; hot food or snacks, anything goes as long they’re not too sweet.

°dislikes:
— Skirts; Wearing dresses is fine but skirts need to be avoided or anything above the knees unless its shorts.
— Can’t stand candy and chocolate, the sweetest thing that is the most tolerable is probably ice cream or french toast.
— Don’t like those who are blunt or straightforward and don’t consider people’s feelings.
— Mental Illnesses; would not have wished myself or anyone to have one, could even say that I ‘hate’ having a mental health illness.
— Despite the reasons he had for leaving, I don’t like my dad with a passion.
— Sirens or high pitched/ loud sounds; my ears are quite sensitive to them.

°hobbies:
— Writing my thoughts and feelings down in a Diary every day.
— Listening to music most of the time and having it in the background when doing other things.
— Going for Runs or Power Walks in the mornings or nights.

°habits:
— Looking down to floor and trying to avoid everyone’s gazes.
— Biting nails when freaking out over even the smallest things

°trivia:
— Barely remember much about my father other than his bittersweet smile.
— I plan to change the last name Son to my mother’s surname, Cho.
— Have an underlying feeling that even my own mother might abandon me.
— My grandparents have kept a distance from me and my parents since I was born.
— Feel soothed by animals like cats and puppies so I visit animal cafes and adoption centres often.
— Favourite Colours are Black and Purple.
— Favourite food is TeokkBeokki.
— Can’t handle spicy foods well unless its spice rice cakes or semi spicy noodles.
— Favourite music to listen to is Soft Rock or Ballads.
— Single since birth but thinking of making it that way till I’m old.
— I learn languages in my free time, other than korean I can speak japanese, some english and a little french.
— Can’t watch horror or thriller movies well at all.
— Only have 1 close friend, she lives next door and I’ve known her since I was 10 years old.
— Already paid for visits to 2 psychologists but they only helped temporarily.
— Want to travel around the world but only after the paranoia has calmed down or improved.


SOBER SERENADE
°face claim: Roh Jisun - Fromis_9
°backup: Elkie - CLC
°love interest: Lee Minho
°slot: Voices
°backup: N/A

°what mental health issue do you have?:
— Paranoia
°how did you get your mental health illness?:
— After being bullied through my childhood and being sent over the edge with threats about me, my parents and my life. I went to a psychologist at 16 years old and was diagnosed with Paranoia.
°why did you want to join the young renegades program?:
— To cure or at least improve my Paranoia and meet others who have been going through struggles with their mental health illnesses too, maybe to make new friends as well. Really want to become a better socialiser as well as find ways to improve my lifestyle without feeling sorry for myself or letting my mental health stop anything I’d want to do in the present and future.

°how did you find out about this program?:
— Through an online friend who also has a mental health illness and who signed to the program when it had just been announced. She persuaded me to sign up with your advertising online and that we can go together.
°how did you and your love interest meet?:
— Met him previously during a visit to Seoul with my mom when I was 16 years old but we only briefly met for a weekend as he was the son of one of my mom’s friends and we stayed at their house for a couple days. Then we met again later online few months before I signed up to your program. I couldn’t open up to him much before so found him on SNS as a mutual of a mutual and decided to get to know each other a bit better, little did I know that he would be involved in this program.

°suggested scenes with other slots:
— Jiyoung tries to talk to “Young Wings” first out of the other slots, after finding the girl scarfing down food in a corridor, by using her knowledge of english and distracts her with an introduction and warm welcome.
— She’s introduced to “Awaken” through Jisung and Minho, they’re close and the two girls slowly open up about their illnesses and “Awaken” asks Jiyoung to stop her from stealing anything and in return she’ll be on call if Jiyoung is having an overload with her Paranoia.
— “Boom Boom” and Jiyoung bump into each other on the streets (this is before starting the program), as “Boom Boom” is stressing about cleaning the mold in her room and Jiyoung is worrying over talking to tons of new people in real life. They briefly say hello, bow but go on their own way but recognise each other later on.

°suggested scenes with love interest:
— A flashback of when Jiyoung and Minho are forced to meet at the age of 16, during her stay at his house. He tried to converse but jiyoung had a bubble around her so they only enjoy having the presence of someone the same age around them. However, they don’t exchange SNS or emails or anything.
— Minho’s reaction to Jiyoung attending the program and her reaction to finding out the weird coincidence on her first day.
— Few months after being in the program, Minho plans a trip to another city for him, jiyoung, and another pair from the program so they can bond together but not be completely alone. It helps the two to open up more about each other’s fears and Jiyoung finds out more about Minho’s background.
— The two start hanging out together outside of the young renegades and Jiyoung develops her first ever crush after starting to feel better about herself not just because of her best friend yejin but mainly because of Minho.

°suggested scenes with family:
— Mother: Son Myung-hee, born 1979.
— Jiyoung tells her mother about the Young Renegades program and about Minho and her mother is happy for her, in return they go out to eat together and have a deep conversation over everything, resulting in the daughter finding out that her mother wants to get married at least once in her life and that she might have found the right person.
— Father: Son Seung-jae, born 1978.
— Jiyoung tries to reach out to Seungjae, which is what she calls him, to not beg but try to ask him for help financially this one time as the family are close to having no funds to eat properly and no else would reach out to help. He denies and then sends a check of only £500 and a “pay it back as soon as you get a job” note.
— Grandparents:
— Jiyoung’s “unknown” grandparents finally decide to see their daughter and granddaughter after Jiyoung turns 21 in the summer. Jiyoung is set out to be scolded, talked badly about and negatively perceived even in person but her Grandma forces the two of them into a heart to heart conversation and then the four of them relieve everything that was stuck in their heads. The grand dad walks away still angry at everything that happened to myung-hee but everyone sort of makes amends.