feels so correct the information physically moved me

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tellme how i make decisions to be sad on purpose and lonely and live a low quality life you thnk i like it and thats just extra seasoning to this fire lmfao cooked
im not teasing im planning with effort they tease me im not flirting with death im organizing my appointment to leave same way they organize appointments to tease and fuc* with me xept mine will go somehwere instead of jsut confusing me more about my situation
tiredof me being suicide and i cant get help eben like this for 30 years ill get vouragous enough dont worry you have to mentally build up to it like in criminal minds dose something in the mind to make you think its okay
sameway i think its okay to talk about suicide this often beucase the officers who kept it on my mind who will be killed in court and in the media

ohhh right over embelish my anger so i have to spend more time alone ostrazided with so much space you keep making my condisiotn worse knowingly or unknowingly why would i care if i recognized how they were attacking my developmental track because my leash to try and forcefuly organize me to be a leash dog on their team

cant be more happy for having my social life ruined i would of been blaming myslef for spending all that time to learn the wrong things did everything right and everything still didnt work out but not my fault i knew all the asnwers i was just being prayed upon by pedopheliac reta*ded grown ass men forcfully assuming me into a relationship with someone so young the emotional intellegence rating i got from goodshepard would make me seem like i have a problem the whole time but whatever

i explained what was done now i need to tell the world how and why you think like a fu*ken ret*rd so youth dont think like this man assumiing peoples sexual orientation to cause problems no comunication just tells one person one thing to take advantage of the other person unknowingly everyone thinking theyre doing things out of love while secretly holding in anxiety stress confusion forced to over medicate some correctional officer seems more like an addict creating addicts to hide his own addiction

he thought i was done ?honestly man you was fake in the hood deadass b no one liked you best not invite me to funeral 😒

odsp review audit will kill it worse since told them depraived and signed up transparent about everything but someone made people think i was hidding something ? trauma and abuse i hadnt learned to vocolize so make me have a seizure from being so frustrated ? or reverse it and emprison you for life for purposefully being reta*ded

now you got the scoop and its going media so i can sell my story and make a living since the attention i attracted dealing with this idiot

demons love me leviathans favourite knowledge wisdom paimon i konw what you did dui 🙂

yana asked me for coffee but was still hung up and confused about girl from work being in fake relationship with me

strike 1 & 2 oakville easy out with youth and injected housing for young college students but weird why no other options availble when i was in burlington looking but suddenly options when im homeless in sheridan but no response online ? idiot manipulated the computer so stupidly he disrespected my leash permissions before i had even done anything took an opportunity away from me before i even had it. Jess and Dina were 23 & 20 something im 30's

not teasing ottawa gets benefit of doubt just feels same since the fuc8 do i do if ive always been kind and respectful and it never worked ohh money since couldnt do nothing but knowoing this becuase of how people treat me make other people think i have a hidden problem uhhh ohhh didnt expect me to have risen from trenches that deep now your fuc*ed informed people incorrectly again need money to spend time with people or else your taking time from meals entertainment bills work ext i knew this and focused on spending money on bills first they thought i was stupid for using my money in the way i wanted so now let me ask your people to tell you whos stupid now

out of his league and education level but stuck having to keep scamming instead of getting proper help

been psyched tryna threaten me with a good time. not knowing how you go is most important lucky its because abuse harassment from people trying to make me kill myself what other reason would they have for being that uneducated and bad for this long

lmfao when they like me enough to use a sybian instead of another dick so i get selfish focused love who cares about anything less ill wait thanks though

basically only creating enviroments to chastise me for behaviour instead of cultivating and teaching me so in a place that uncomfortable bed bugs problematic difficult to focus and work so even if i was bottling emotions the harassment would compound ontop and be misinterpreted

so they can label violent instead of emotionally regulated for lasting this long during the abuse and harassment taking blood tests to show levels of stress being maintained in my body for exploitation since cant express yourself around other in community housing i should of been given my own space but ofc you know they had to take advantage of odsp paperowrk and make me need assistance to live with me so close enough to fu*k me over friend with job or another patient confused into doing things unaware or fully aware

everyones thinking it i just need to say it so they know how i spent my time making the best of it when i have work ethic and manners that should of housed me immediately technical issues only key point of failure in their hands for the purpose of

thats why in 98 sussex they were fuc*ng wiht my identity to ruin it narrative chosen by them since needed to pocket some cash for themselves. groping women which would make myschool teachers laugh knowing way too shy 🤣 they built this identity of me from things i said in 98 sussex after deleting my history thinking i developed weirdly because of what i meesaged bosslady lmfao theyll put me on times cause im psychic thats what sucks wont be going away just new psychic coming out reminding you of ones already here people who know magic so cool 🤣

narrative:
cambodian drug smthing
pdf /CP 16 rape video game name violent sex crazed

(because hamilton unicorn didnt want to do crowed work i earned my freedom but not in the eyes of someone else who purchased my debt to make me work knwong i could pay it needed me to break hearts and have a hoe phase since they knew how many people were anticipating it god of highschool goes to clubs and dances all night and has all day gym and goes community centre ater school until 9 then clubs from 11 to 3 dancing whole time girls be like "dance like that in my pussy"insomnia hyperactive black kind popular funny its like the perfect police asset for getting into someones pants they seen becuase i asked Michelle Comeau and they managed my snapchat to fu*k up a meeting with her when i wasnt aware to ruine my relationship with her i have you fuc*ed you fuc*en goof 🙂

because how could a girl that looks like that and have guys like that around her be interested in me right needs a reality check right ? pay up pussy 😒

Thank God I've been bullied for so long and for so much as a kid that I can recognize the thought train there isn't anything else that makes sense now that I am thinking about this