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- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: i am so mad right now
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: i told Jack i was nervous that what would happen would happen when i was put on the prozac and he reassured me, he said he'd stick by me, and he fucking abandoned me like a worthless DOG
- Charlotte: I see
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: i told him that BEFORE i went on the prozac
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: cause i knew it could happen cause it happened again
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: happened the last time*
- Charlotte: what could happen again?
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: that i could sink into a depression when i was put on the meds
- Charlotte: that doesn't make sense, I thoguht they were supposed to prevent that?
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: it takes 4-6 weeks for the drug to take full effect
- Charlotte: I see
- Charlotte: well
- Charlotte: in 4-6 weeks try again
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: no he shot me down
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: so fuck him
- Charlotte: okay don't try again then
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: breaks my fucking heart again
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: i know you get down too, char, come to me before you go to him
- Charlotte: why?
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: i don't want him doing to you what he did to me
- Charlotte: i've been down before, while takling to him
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: i don't think he gets autism though
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: how we fixate
- Charlotte: I don't even know if i'm autistic tbh, really I think I'm just not social with most people
- Charlotte: but do you want to know what he dumped you and not me, even though I have copmlained to him before?
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: not social, fixation, the rocking, you have many markers
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: yeah cause im whiny
- Charlotte: well I've been whiney, the difference is that I'm not attention seeking, giult tripping, or whining constantly for days
- Charlotte: you're not ging to be able to find someone who puts up with you for very long if you dn't change that about yourself.
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: are you talking to jaden?
- are you talking to jaden?
- Charlotte: no
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: ok
- Charlotte: well
- Charlotte: I talked to him a bit
- Charlotte: but the conversation died pretty much as soon as it started
- Charlotte: as usual
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: yea, i know. it happens sometimes
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: did you tell him i was being annoying?
- Charlotte: I dno't believe those were my exact words
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: well that's what he told me
- Charlotte: okay
- Charlotte: are you denying that you'r ebeing annoying?
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: no, but i wish you'd just come to me, not gone to someone as young as jaden
- Charlotte: eh he brought you up
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: still, he's a kid
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: if you have something to say to me, say it to me, im sick of hearing shit from third-parties
- Charlotte: I didn't want to
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: it makes me feel degraded
- Charlotte: because then something like this would happen
- Charlotte: and you'd probably get more annoyed
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: i woulda just said good bye
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: now im hurt
- Charlotte: I don't believe you
- Charlotte: you find it impossible t let things die
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: its what i said last night, didn't i?
- Charlotte: and you keep saying "i've changed I've changed"
- Charlotte: yet here we are again
- Charlotte: yeah
- Charlotte: when I was trying to help
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: you're being too cold about it
- Charlotte: now that I don't care and arguing with you, you're just holding ont it
- Charlotte: whatever
- Charlotte: I don't care
- Charlotte: keep whining
- Charlotte: see where it gets you
- Charlotte: tell me if it's worth it
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: i can't help it
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: im overloaded
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: my head is killing me
- mischawalker63@yahoo.com: but then i told you before i get whiny when im overloaded
- Charlotte: then go lie down or smething
- Charlotte: just stop whining
- Charlotte: nobody wants to hear it
- Charlotte: constantly
- Charlotte: for days
- Charlotte: you're pushign everyone away including myself
- Charlotte: if it goes on like this much longer I'm not going to be here for you.
- Charlotte: You're not even trying to improve yoruself
- Charlotte: you're just making excuses
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