Hello fellow skeet members, mods and admins. My name is IzReal and I would a chance at getting invited to skeet.cc. My passion and desire for getting an invitation to skeet started back when I was HvHing on the Meh servers and I was having a great time testing out and finding the latest cracked and free cheats. Then people began talking about the new best hack which was skeet.cc and there were only about 12 members, including Capn and avaster. I always got 1'd by avaster and Capn had the greatest gamesense I've seen before. I then decided to start taking HvH more seriously, but with free or outdated cracked cheats that would be way too hard. So for 3-4 months I was using multiple cracked cheats including the Zeus crack and Dingosquad crack. I was actually doing decent with them as I did have deccent gamesense and knew a lot of 1 ways. Then all cracked cheats were "patched" I guess which meant I wasn't able to use any hack at all, meaning I would have to play competetive matches only, which is the only thing I sort of enjoyed doing. I had no other games, my laptop isn't the greatest and my mom is currently jobless.

 My dad went to jail and he was running the company which made the money for us with my mom. He would send $5,000 a month since they were sperated/divorced. Her being jobless, she wanted to save as much money as she could so I wasn't able to buy anything most of the time and we were eating $3 pizzas everyday.

About 1-2 months later my mom's depression started kicking in from my sisters havoc and disturbance in the house. My sister would always scream and bang walls and slam doors and we couldn't do anything about it. My mom started drinking a lot more and it got so annoying at one point that I was texting my friends if I could buy a gun to shoot myself. During all of this, I had nothing to do with no friends and I was completely anti-social. Everyday I would come home and cry about not associating with anyone or I would think about how awkward I am when I am confronted by anyone.

A few weeks later, I began HvHing again with the Hentaiware cheat and Perfecthook and it was the only thing I enjoyed doing at anytime I was at home. Even though HvHing was the only thing I enjoyed doing I was getting let-down even more by skeet tapping me and it made me really have an undesirable crave for skeet.cc.

 I eventually saved the money that my mom gave me for lunch for a month and got a prepaid Visa and bought an Aimware sub(expecting it to beat skeet and expected to be happy again). While using Aimware I realised how skeet really was the best hack and I was let down even more because I always thought I wasn't able to get it since I have to have people like me, and being the anti social I am I had no idea how I was going to get in. So I kept using Aimware, trying to make configs, trying to be better than skeet but nothing was ever working.

And now I'm here, writing this story in Pastebin, as I am desperate to get one chance at an invite. This invite could help me with my life and bring me up when I am down. HvHing is what I love and enjoy a lot and having skeet would mean my world.

                                                    Thank you for reading,
                                                           IzReal