guidb577@yahoo.com says:
 I mean, I'm still not totally myself yet, you know?
 I'm sure you can tell. Usually it isn't this hard to talk to you. Usually it comes naturally. I hate this.
 I feel so lame. Lol
The Joy says:
 Just give yourself some time and you'll be back to your old self
 I remember the first time I got trolled like that.  I was 14 I think and it was some anonydick that spent three months getting to know the people that went to the board I was at at the time and then one day out of literally nowhere, he started shit similar to what nebula did.
 It's kind of embarassing to admit that you got used like that, but after you've recovered from it, you come out of it stronger.
 That experience and a few others shaped how I behave online [which is almost exactly how I act in the world anyway]
guidb577@yahoo.com says:
 I think that's what initially drew me to you in the first place. I loved how real you seemed. Fierce, fabulous, cool as fuck, and just the right amount of vulgar. Naturally, we seemed to hit it off right away.
The Joy says:
 I've never been described like that before XD
guidb577@yahoo.com says:
 Sorry.
The Joy says:
 It's okay
guidb577@yahoo.com says:
 It was a compliment anyway.
The Joy says:
 I know <:
guidb577@yahoo.com says:
 Ya, so like, I truly felt like...damn, this bitch is totally the shit.
 Anyway, like I said, we totally seemed to hit it off right away and we became fast friends.
The Joy says:
 Yeah
 I dunno, usually I'm described as trolly, opinionated and meanspirited LOL
guidb577@yahoo.com says:
 So this is weird to hear this shit as compliments?
 Lol
 Because I always felt we were totally on the same wavelength or something. Finally someone who just tells it like it is, blunt in a hilarious kind of way, real as they come. I love that about you. You don't even know. And someone who curses as much as I do, YES!!! A total relief.
The Joy says:
 Some of my freinds tell me that I swear to much but I'm usually like look at the bucket of fucks i give
guidb577@yahoo.com says:
 Tee hee!
The Joy says:
 *too
guidb577@yahoo.com says:
 Well my ass curses like a woman in labor, so I can appreciate that.
 Omg, I feel like I'm telling the story of our relationship. All step by step and shit. Ah well, that's how I roll anyway.
 Anyway, man we did some playing around at first. To the point where people were convinced we were totally dating and shit. Eventually, I got afraid that you might think I was some creepy online stalker dude, so I kind of cooled it down some. I didn't want to run you off because I valued your friendship so much. And then we kind of stopped talking as much, so I figured you kind of just...
 Was over it? Bored with me? Like I successfully annoyed you enough. I can be a very negative person sometimes. I often think the worst of myself. So I tried to sorta leave you alone.
The Joy says:
 Yeah I'm sorry about that ;o;