Hello Mistress...this slave is going all out in an attempt to open up to Mistress, and show Her how respectful, and dedicated he is.

this slave kindly asks that if willing, Mistress Please wait until She is refreshed to read this introductory letter, as this slave has

written this with the intent of every word housing the utmost importance, influence, meaning, and momentum.



this slave is glad Mistress is back and renewed!  Right before jumping into the backround about this slave, and why he is messaging

Mistress, this slave would just like to let Mistress know that this slave has been searching many BDSM sites and he genuinely finds You

one of the most attractive Women out of all of these sites.  Out of all the Mistresses You shine particularly bright.  this slave feels

the compulsion, need, and desire to permanently, and constantly worship, and serve Mistress.  this slave unfortunatly hasnt ever

succesfully interacted with the other mistresses before due to his social skills. Anyhow, alot of this text may sound like a pity

party, and self degradation, however, this slave is simply stateing what he sees as the truth after an effective blend of both

rational, and emotional thought.  this slave wants Mistress to be aware of his backround. this slave knows he deserves what he gets,

and is prepared to be constantly stomped by Mistress.  Another thing this slave should note, is that he knows he is tainting

Mistresses eyes with his peasantry words, but he has to try... Of course, Mistress couldnt care less about this, but out of respect,

this slave should mention that his name is tom sanders, but of course, Mistress will refer to this slave as to whatever entertains Her,

and this slave will promptly refer to himself as whatever his Mistress is refering to him as.  For years, this slave has been sending

countless pitfiful essays such as this to people but could rarely be cared for. this slave was the majority of the time only

abused, ignored, bullied, and trolled.  Most of the filler time was just general disinterest. this slave has a lack of social

functioning.  this slave is not unpleasant, hes just deemed,

"creepy, anxious. and awkward". this slave has learned his place and has coincidentally stumbled into this site and this slave feels a

deep craving to be a slave.... this slave wishes to be of use to a dominant person. The reason this slave is here, is because he doesnt

know his niche in life. he cant find himself. this slave cant cope very much in this world. this slave has high functioning autism and

due to both that, and complications in his beliefs and ideals, he is unable to ever find friends or connections... this slave gets

bullied his whole life both online and in real life. this slave SEEMS to be just here for others entertainment... this slave has never

been owned (he did sign a contract with the mistress who was after his personal info and money (more info later in the letter)- she took 225 dollors from this slave but we

only

interacted online and only spoke with her for 4 weeks before fleeing the relationship - later on this slave tried to get revenge out of

anger because he was hurt, by telling her he would soon give her 1000 dollors, but not actually doing it.  this slave wouldnt call it

being owned, since

it was online, and just almost certainly a scam, so it wasnt genuine, this slave is also is a virgin, and he has no real friends in real

life, and he doesnt feel he has any meaningful ones online... this slave realizes his life is passing him by... this slave occasionally

has suicidal thoughts, although its nothing serious. this slave has really only one way out, and that is to engage with someone

stronger than

him and to be of use to them and fullfil his niche in life by being a tool. It took this slave some time to finally realize his niche

and he realizes Mistress is an elite at controlling....and since this slave is incredibally naive, hes easy prey... this slave is just

a lowly and pathetic... Will Mistress deign interact with this slave? God bless... this slave didnt even begin to scratch the surface

of his pathetic existance and life story but perhaps Mistress will deign to hear more someday....  this slave truly hopes he did not

act as a pest... this slave has self esteem issues. very few would  miss this slave if he died, so he may as well be someones property,

because he no longer feels any "life energy" in himself.  this slave has, and is sufferering much in his life. Spit on him, crush him,

do whatever You want.  this slave has too often been controlled, used, bullied, dominated, manipulated, and hurt. he seems to be a

living target.

this slaves parents told him they guarantee me i he got scammed, and now i realize its almost certainly true, because he gave another

mistress he knew online for a week who asked for his

identity, and money his social security number, personal ID, his home address, his email account, his phone account, his debit card his

birthdate, and his full name, his parents full name, where they work, and this slaves bank account (although he only had 25$).  The

conversation is recorded in google hangouts.  this

slave is incredibly naive, and gullible....this slave only got a debit card because the mistress told him to... this was the only

mistress this slave had all these weeks that took his plight seriously at first...all the rest of the countless mistresses ignore, ask

for money which this slave doesnt have, or doesnt want this slave...this slave cant cope, or find peace in society, or in the world, so

he belongs under Mistresses boot... he will do everything in his power to keep Mistress pleased. The act of pleasing a powerful Woman

like Mistress, will being a satisfying existance. this slave does not have the ability to fight back against Mistresses power.  He is

completely at Mistresses mercy 24/7. (this slave still needs ample food, sleep, and and to go to the bathroom when needed, ETC.

however)

Mistress is in absolute control of Her interactions with this slave, and may  manipulate him to Her

will. this slave has learnt to accept his place. this slave just wants to be at peace. but instead this slave is often hurt by his

betters, and as a lesser being, he deserves to be crushed, and grinded down under Mistresses heel into oblivion.  this slave just had to

inform Mistress as to how brittle he is. he wasnt trying to bleed all over You. Mistress is not this slaves baby sitter, Mistress is

not this slaves mom, Mistress is not this slaves teacher. Mistress is this slaves owner, and this slave will bust his literal gut

trying to satisfy Mistress. NEVER will this slave give up because it is his duty, and sole purpose in life to please Mistress.  this

slave will devote his entire life, and existance to Mistress and worship Mistress forever. this slave wont give up on life because hes

of use to Mistress!  or at least this slave prays he can be... this slave has a manifesto that takes an hour to read, that describes

this slaves life story, thoughts, beliefs, ideals, morals, experiences, and describes his experiences living his whole life without

feeling a true connection,and the vast, vast majority of the time being alone, due to his social deficiencies...this slave is craving

to fullfill his niche as a slave.  but this manifesto is probably not a very tactful thing to lead with....but perhaps another day, if

Mistress wishes it. this slave hopes Mistress will tolerate his presense.... this slave is desperately striving to secure this role,

but he is not satisfactory for almost anyone! being himself isnt enough! but he will continue to try. this slave swears on his life

that he will show Mistress that his effort goes beyond human comprehension, albeit at a pitiful performance.... this slave will

willingly be grinded into dust by Mistress 24/7.  (this slave still needs  ample food, sleep, and and to go to the bathroom when

needed, ETC. however) this slave has decided on living his life as a slave. It will  help this slave get into

a flow and accept himself as a nobody. this slave has tried so hard for so many years but hes too often suffered, this slave constantly

experiences rejection, or people just ignore him.  this applies to BDSM...all he wants is to secure a niche... this slave has aspergers

so he struggles with communication so this slave begs Mistresses leniency on his pathetic social skills this slave is Mistresses

permanent, full time slave, toy, pet, tool, and property. this slave is Mistresses, and Mistresses alone. Do to this slave whatever

entertains You. (aside from some personally needed accomodations that this slave cant cope without that he will detail to you

soon) if Mistress deigns to even write to this slave... this slave has  many more things to tell Mistress (only if Mistress is

interested).  this slave was banned in tons of places online, and has many stories to tell... a group of people (not counting that

scamming "mistress") relentlessly planned

how to troll this slave for weeks when he thought they were being kind to him before... this slave is extremly vulnerable... this slave

is looked down on in life and its almost fitting for him to be a slave    Please... allow this slave to secure this niche in life

Mistress...PLEASE!!!  this slave has spent nearly a week, thinking long and hard each day about how to best word both this article, and

the future article about his needed accomodations, lots of the day, and has done rumination, and had quite a bit of anxiety, about

making the right choices about his writing to Mistress. this slave just wants to be free... free from the world...free from the anxiety

of his mind... this slave can then submit and surrender entirely, and can coast being Mistresses property.. slave... toy...

entertainment... pet...and enjoy being such things to a Beatiful Dominant Women like Mistress...its the one of the only niches this

slave feels he can enjoy fullfilling... due to his seemingly incompetency in life, and  anxiety issues...  If Mistress has deigned to

read this far in this slaves introduction, and is currently not 100% disinterested, please reply to him!