jamal - Today at 2:28 AM
honestly same
i've been feeling really dumb
and confused
livvy - Today at 2:28 AM
why
jamal - Today at 2:28 AM
cause
idk what we're doing or where this is going or what i even want
let alone what you want
livvy - Today at 2:29 AM
idk i feel like both our wants were pretty clear the other day and like
not the same thing
so
jamal - Today at 2:29 AM
yeah but i don't even think
that was like
idk fair
livvy - Today at 2:30 AM
how
jamal - Today at 2:31 AM
because it was like you took one thing i said and just ran with it and shut down on me
livvy - Today at 2:32 AM
it wasn’t just that one thing though you made it like. wild clear
jamal - Today at 2:34 AM
yeah but you took it as like this fucked up rejection
when i was just opening up to you about what i've been going through being without you
and why i haven't jumped back into a relationship with you
livvy - Today at 2:35 AM
i didn’t take it as a fucked up rejection i took it as what you said
jamal - Today at 2:38 AM
yeah but if you know what we've been through like
why are you so defensive about me saying that i'm hurt and cautious?
livvy - Today at 2:39 AM
because that’s not the part that made me defensive
that’s not even how the conversation went
i said we’ve been really good lately and you said it was because you were holding me at arms length
as if we couldn’t be good if you weren’t
jamal - Today at 2:42 AM
but i'm not understanding what's wrong or mismatched for how you view things about that
we were good because we observed certain boundaries with each other, even if we flirted w them
livvy - Today at 2:43 AM
obviously our views of the boundaries were mismatched
jamal - Today at 2:43 AM
how so?
just explain it to me
what is it that you wanted/thought was happening that you feel i didn't want/wasn't happening
livvy - Today at 2:46 AM
you talking about marrying me and having intimate fucking fantasies about me and wanting me to have your kids or whatever made me feel like maybe we were on some kinda path toward getting back together and i just feel like you made it clear the other day that that wasn’t what you wanted
which is fine, whatever, but like
we have to have boundaries
clear ones
to keep from miscommunicating like that
jamal - Today at 2:47 AM
but that's the thing like, this is what bothers me about all of this
you are so use dto and have gotten so comfortable with me like, always wanting you and always wanting us and always being sure and always Knowing like, my first moment of like doubt or confusion or straight up fucking fear, your best friend, it's like fuck it
you shut down, wash your hands of it, start demanding boundaries and denying keys
like this is what makes me upset because i feel like you didn't even like give me a moment of like grace or patience like
the one single time you felt rejected or like you were both feet in and i was one foot in, it's so intolerable to you
when i've endured that plus way worse, it just doesn't feel fair
livvy - Today at 2:49 AM
but i didn’t feel like there was one foot in
that’s what you’re not understanding
jamal - Today at 2:50 AM
ok yeah but where's the benefit of the fucking doubt or like, some understanding or compassion CONSIDERING the circumstances of you telling me all this deep shit and then also like, telling me that you've accepted it as your life and you have no real intentions of changing any of it or getting any help for any of it like
of course i'm gonna wanna back away
livvy - Today at 2:51 AM
what part of asking for clear boundaries in our friendship to keep us both from overstepping or misunderstanding things requires more compassion
like i wouldn’t feel that it was unfair of you to ask if the tables were turned because it’s something that would keep us both safe and on a level playing field
jamal - Today at 2:52 AM
like i get it, you felt rejected and it stung and you felt stupid and like you had wasted your time and energy but it's also like okay? join the club? be grateful you've only experienced this one time and maybe give me some time to adjust to the multiple bombs you dropped the night before
because it wasn't coming from like, a genuine place
it was coming from a reactionary place
of wanting me away because you felt dumb
you were upset
livvy - Today at 2:53 AM
i was upset but that’s not why i did it
jamal - Today at 2:53 AM
i'm not mad that you asked for clearer boundaries and i wasn't, that's why when you did i just agreed with you because you were right
IF i didn't want us to eventually work on being together again
i would hve tos top saying shit like marry me and have my kids
i'm not saying that's wrong
i'm js i'mnot stranger to feeling dumb and rejected and like i wasted time, and i wasn't doing it to you purposefully the way you did it to me
and there are ways to ask me to think about giving us another chance
that isn't just assuming you'll get one and stamping your feet and taking your toys when it seems like it's not being handed to you like it always is
livvy - Today at 2:56 AM
oh is that what i did
okay
jamal - Today at 2:56 AM
especially when we can't even have a conversation about how you're going to change things in our relationship to make it better
livvy - Today at 2:57 AM
but like
i mean yes there are ways to ask but like... idk i feel like that’s not applicable to the situation
like you’re acting like i couldn’t or wouldn’t have asked what the fuck was up eventually or tried to have an actual talk about it
it’s like a moot point almost
jamal - Today at 2:59 AM
what?
what's a moot point?
livvy - Today at 3:00 AM
you’re talking about how i assumed i would get another chance and got mad when it wasn’t handed to me and that’s not even the case
i never once assumed we would get back together
i accepted that we wouldn’t
jamal - Today at 3:01 AM
so why are you acting like i dashed all your hopes and dreams by saying i didn't think it was possible
you're the queen of not thinking our love is possible
livvy - Today at 3:01 AM
because if you would let me finish
i would tell you that i was caught off fucking guard and confused and also yeah like, hopeful based on the fact that things were not only good with us on the friend front but also that we were flirting in like specific and intimate ways
because we weren’t just regular flirting and i wouldn’t have read into that, i’m not an idiot
i didn’t assume we were getting back together, i felt like we were maybe getting somewhere in the realm of it, and then you told me that the stuff i was reading into wasn’t actually stuff i should’ve been reading into
jamal - Today at 3:05 AM
i just feel like our situation is a lot more complicated, especially that convo and the one we had the night before, than "oh well if you don't wanna be with me then STOP saying nice things to me!" like it's not so cut and dry. i don't know what i want, there are moments when i think we're being absolutely stupid and we belong together and all our energy should be put into fixing our shit so that we can have the elie saab dress. and other moments i feel like a fucking fool for once again ignoring all the shit we've been through just to jump in and get my heart put into a fucking blender again
and i'm mad at you, olivia. like forreal. i'm so fucking angry at you, part of it is just wanting to get to a place where i can be neutral with you so i can even make a sound decision that isn't influenced by these extreme fucking emotions you make me feel
i never felt like you shouldn't be reading into that stuff
when i saw that baby picture of you, i did feel a strong urge to be with you again, to have a family, to have our own little girl to put in ridiculous costume jewelry, that was real
those moments were all real. but it always happens, my heart or my dick get ahead of my brain and i gotta catch up to my own emotions with my logic
i just feel it's unfair for you to pull out so fast like you touched a hot stove just because i'm not rolling over on my back and giving you my belly like usual.
whatever dashed hopes you had in that moment, i've had worse, on many more occasions. when the stakes were much more higher than just flirting on discord. when we were life or death
livvy - Today at 3:12 AM
and i’m not saying you haven’t, i’m not saying we should ignore like the context and history of our relationship at all but like. from my perspective, you WERE saying you didn’t wanna be with me, in which case yeah, i did want you to stop saying that shit to me cause it seemed cruel and unfair to both of us
jamal - Today at 3:13 AM
i didn't want to be with you in the moment, it changed, and changed back, and changed back, like it always does
i don't wanna be with the person that you are in our relationship. i want to be with this person that you are in our friendship
i didn't have a chance to explain myself but part of why i said i was holding you at arms length because it seems that both of us feel safer on this surface space with each other
and that's why things have been going so well
and there's a fine line i walk between having you want me but not quite have me that makes you chill the fuck out and i like that, i prefer it
because you are my favorite person, and i never want to be apart
livvy - Today at 3:17 AM
i don’t want to either and i get that your feelings are complicated, mine are too, it’s a complicated situation
but if you feel like you need and prefer to walk that fine line
then why don’t you just do that or even better just
close the door and be my friend period
jamal - Today at 3:18 AM
because
i'm in love with you
and i'm trying really hard not to be
and it hurts to not give myself to you, especially because it's what my instincts tell me to do
but it also hurts when i do
so idk what to do or how to move or how to act
i'm just trying to figure it out
livvy - Today at 3:21 AM
here’s the thing
my intentions have never been and will never be to hurt you
but like
it’s not even a but, it’s more of an and i guess, i just don’t want either of us to be in a situation that’s hurtful to either or both of us
jamal - Today at 3:23 AM
right
livvy - Today at 3:23 AM
i am so in love with you that it hurts but i’m not gonna volunteer to be in a situation where we’re just confused and hurt all the time, just like i wouldn’t want you to
jamal - Today at 3:24 AM
i feel you
livvy - Today at 3:24 AM
and i get that you’re just trying to figure it out but in the meantime you have to see how the way we were talking put us into a context that caused some confusion and also hurt
on both sides
jamal - Today at 3:25 AM
i don't feel hurt by it though
livvy - Today at 3:25 AM
you feel hurt by my reaction to it though
jamal - Today at 3:25 AM
i feel like YOU feel hurt by it because you don't want to put anything into this unless it turns up sunny for you, this is the piece of the puzzle that bothers me and i feel is unfair
i think i've earned some confusion and no matter what i may say, i respect our physical boundaries and you can count on your hand the times i've brought up s erious shit like marriage and kids
it's not constant
like, there ARE boundaries and i can cut those things out but i'm not into like
pretending we don't love each other
or like trying to force a door closed that maybe in time will close on it's own as we heal
or open, who knows
i've always carried the torch for us, and talked us back together, and been that one that was sure of what we could be and where we were going and i feel like i've earned not wanting to be that anymore, or not having the strength for it anymore
and if YOU feel like this is something worth fighting for or being in or waiting for, then do it
but like, leave me alone. i'm confused and hurt.
you had months to be scared, it's my turn
livvy - Today at 3:29 AM
so be scared and hurt, not one time did i ever say you didn’t have the right to
not once
all i said is that i wanted us to be clear about where we stood, even if it meant being clear about how unclear we both were
jamal - Today at 3:30 AM
yes you are because you're basically saying if jamal doesn't do his intense monologues or whatever stunt or hoop i pull or jump through and drag you by your hair back into the safety of this relationship then it's like fuck it. and i don't think that's fair
livvy - Today at 3:30 AM
when did i say that wtf
jamal - Today at 3:31 AM
you literally just said for me to close the door and just be your friend
livvy - Today at 3:31 AM
because you told me that you prefer to walk the line where i want you but don’t have you
jamal - Today at 3:31 AM
when have i EVER like literally ever, when you were doing all your fucking bullshit, told you to close the door and just be my friend?
livvy - Today at 3:31 AM
jamal.
jamal - Today at 3:32 AM
i said it FEELS like i walk that line and it seems to be best for us
but it doesn't make it right or comfortable
or even sustainable, obviously
livvy - Today at 3:32 AM
and there's a fine line i walk between having you want me but not quite have me that makes you chill the fuck out and i like that, i prefer it
word for word
that is what you said
also don’t even like
jamal - Today at 3:33 AM
i like you chilling the fuck out? yes i prefer that to the chaos that us being in a romantic relationship is
if you could chill the fuck out when you own me i'd prefer that
livvy - Today at 3:35 AM
okay
honestly this conversation is only confusing me more
jamal - Today at 3:35 AM
listen we'll do whatever you want
if you wanna close the door and just be friends forreal i'll do it
i don't want you to be hurt or confused
livvy - Today at 3:38 AM
it’s not even about what i want, i know what i want and i know that i’m willing to fight for it but i’m also not gonna sign up for like, just doing the complicated dance until we’re both in a place where we feel like it’s safe to be together again
jamal - Today at 3:38 AM
it's soooo rich that you get to decide what you will and will not sign up for
what a fucking privilege
livvy - Today at 3:39 AM
ok
this is where we stop
jamal - Today at 3:41 AM
it's just very like lmfao i love you and all but i'm not gonna sign up for the possible random rejection and heartbreak i put you through even when it's literally the most minute shit. like just say your love for me is conditional and depends on me being hopelessly and completely devoted to you and you won't budge unless you can be Sure despite lulling me into a false sense of security and yanking it away over and fucking over again
like you CANNOT tell me you don't see how ironic and unfair this is
livvy - Today at 3:41 AM
first of all
stop talking
jamal - Today at 3:42 AM
not that i would do the same to you, i'm not built like that but damn
livvy - Today at 3:42 AM
my love for you is not fucking conditional how dare you
jamal - Today at 3:42 AM
it absolutely is
livvy - Today at 3:44 AM
it’s not and i just don’t understand how you can’t wrap your head around the idea that i don’t want either of us to deal with confusion that we have no control over
jamal - Today at 3:44 AM
i'm used to being confused
i've made peace with it
but whatever
livvy - Today at 3:47 AM
it’s not whatever
jamal - Today at 3:47 AM
all of this just feels like doing what is gonna make olivia feel the most safe and i'm salty about that, just because i'm not rolling out the red carpet of promises and devotion and heatsick soliloquies about what we could be and what this is, it's like fuck it. you'd rather back out and close the door so you can at least have a final answer
and i feel like it's unfair
especially when you have n o t h i n g to offer me about what you actually want out of this or ways you think it could be different if we were together again
livvy - Today at 3:48 AM
i would rather have the door closed than not fucking know if the door even exists yeah
jamal - Today at 3:48 AM
alright
livvy - Today at 3:49 AM
if the door is gonna be half open or whatever that’s one thing but you’re like
telling ME the context of MY decisions
that i made days afo
ago
and you’re basing it on information you’re just giving to me literally right now
jamal - Today at 3:49 AM
i think you're making decisions and saying things outside of very important context of ourr elationship
and i'm reminding you of them
livvy - Today at 3:50 AM
but the difference is that i made decisions based on protecting us and you’re making it out to be like i made them to hurt you
jamal - Today at 3:51 AM
protecting yourself
let's get that straight
livvy - Today at 3:51 AM
protecting both of us
boundaries in any relationship exist for both people
so let’s get that straight
jamal - Today at 3:52 AM
alright liv
you're not understanding what i'm saying
livvy - Today at 3:52 AM
i am, i understand just fine that you think that i’m just trying to slide back into a relationship with you in a way that requires the least sacrifice and emotional labor and risk from me
and what i’m saying is that that’s not it but like in the face of you being like “nothing has happened to make me wanna be with you again” why would my answer be like, yeah well i’m just gonna pretend you didn’t say that and keep my hopes up :wink:
like ????? where do they do that at
jamal - Today at 3:55 AM
i suppose you're right
livvy - Today at 3:55 AM
you can reserve the right to be guarded and confused and hurt but i reserve the right to at least know whether or not i’m fucking yelling into a void
jamal - Today at 3:56 AM
alright
livvy - Today at 3:57 AM
okay
jamal - Today at 3:57 AM
so i can't give you an answer cause i feel like i shouldn't have to so you're right
we'll be friends
livvy - Today at 3:58 AM
great
jamal - Today at 3:58 AM
don't be an asshole
it's not great
why are you like that?
livvy - Today at 3:58 AM
i’m not
oh my god
goodnight jamal
jamal - Today at 3:59 AM
it's not being an asshole to say "great" to us deciding not to give our relationshuip another shot
are you fucking serious?
livvy - Today at 4:00 AM
what the fuck am i supposed to say
jamal - Today at 4:00 AM
??????????
goodnight olivia
livvy - Today at 4:00 AM
no
you don’t get to do that
jamal - Today at 4:01 AM
do what?
livvy - Today at 4:02 AM
you don’t get to shut down the conversation. answer me, what am i supposed to say to us deciding to shut down our relationship
jamal - Today at 4:02 AM
something not completely fucking rude and sarcastic
do you really feel like it's great?
is that your genuine reaction?
are oyu happy? is this a good thing?
why say that unless you're being shitty
livvy - Today at 4:04 AM
no it makes me feel like my fucking heart is being put through a wood chipper but what good is telling you that gonna do
jamal - Today at 4:04 AM
yeah s
o
treat me like i don't mean shit
that's a solid plan
goodnight olivia
livvy - Today at 4:06 AM
jamal
jamal - Today at 4:06 AM
what?
livvy - Today at 4:07 AM
please do not go to bed upset with me
jamal - Today at 4:07 AM
leave me alone
livvy - Today at 4:07 AM
no
i’m sorry that i was so flippant about what you said but you’re my best friend and still the love of my life and i really don’t want you to go to sleep mad at me
jamal - Today at 4:09 AM
why does it matter
we
we're pretending like we don't care anyway so
it's fine i'm not even mad
livvy - Today at 4:10 AM
you are
jamal - Today at 4:13 AM
i'm chillin
livvy - Today at 4:16 AM
jamal
jamal - Today at 4:16 AM
yes?
livvy - Today at 4:16 AM
i’m sorry, for real
jamal - Today at 4:16 AM
it's fine
idk what i expected lmfao it's really whatever
we're cool
livvy - Today at 4:17 AM
we’re not cool, i don’t feel cool, none of this has made me feel cool or settled or less confused in any way
which like is fine i’ll be confused
jamal - Today at 4:18 AM
well you have a definitely answer and course of action that should relieve some of the confusion
livvy - Today at 4:18 AM
but not at the expense of taking us a step back in how cool we are
jamal - Today at 4:20 AM
it's fine
livvy - Today at 4:20 AM
it doesn’t feel fine
why doesn’t it feel fine
jamal - Today at 4:21 AM
idk olivia i suppose that's for you to piece together and figure out
livvy - Today at 4:26 AM
this isn’t what i wanted
goodnight
jamal - Today at 4:26 AM
it's literally what you asked for
goodnight
livvy - Today at 10:17 AM
all i wanted was clarity.
jamal - Today at 10:18 AM
i feel like you got that though
livvy - Today at 10:19 AM
then why am i just more confused
jamal - Today at 10:19 AM
idk
livvy - Today at 10:19 AM
okay
actually like, not okay because i feel like you threw “fine, we’ll be friends” on the table from a place of either like misunderstanding what i was saying or just like. idk a reactionary place in general
jamal - Today at 10:28 AM
i wasn't and i didn't
i cannot give you what you need and i don't feel like i should have to
this might very well be a waste of time, i can't promise you it's not
and i'm not mad at your desire not to sign up for a waste of time or "yelling into the void" as you call it
livvy - Today at 10:29 AM
you might not be mad at me for it but i feel like i’m being punished for it
jamal - Today at 10:29 AM
how is agreeing with you punishing you for it
livvy - Today at 10:30 AM
because you’re shutting down and being short with me over it and telling me it’s what i asked for when it’s not
jamal - Today at 10:30 AM
i'm not, we're having a conversation
livvy - Today at 10:34 AM
it doesn’t feel like it it feels like you’re stonewalliing me a little
jamal - Today at 10:35 AM
well i'm not, we've only been talking for five minute
idk what you want
i'm fine with everything liek, it sucks but i get it
livvy - Today at 10:48 AM
you know exactly what i want and i understanding you being hurt and careful, i do, you gave me your heart and i handled it like shit and i GET that, but i feel like you think i’m being ridiculous or selfish just cause i wanted like some fraction of a clue that i wasn’t like losing my shit and imagining a possibility that was not there
jamal - Today at 10:48 AM
i've literally said multiple times that you wasn't
idk what you want me to say
i don't know if i'll ever want to be with you, i often feel like i shouldn't
but i love you, that's all i know
livvy - Today at 10:55 AM
that’s not clarity
jamal - Today at 10:56 AM
exactly, and you can't sign up for that, which is why you suggested we just close the door and i agreed so why are you fussing with me for?
livvy - Today at 10:58 AM
i’m fussing with you because you’ve been acting since last night like i’m being unfair and ridiculous for it and because i don’t want the fucking door to be closed
jamal - Today at 10:59 AM
i do feel like it's unfair and ridiculous but what other option is there?
i'm not gonna give you what you need to feel safe, i'm not like, using my actual body as a bridge anymore between you and us having happiness
it's always a waste of time or it totally blows up in my face
livvy - Today at 11:02 AM
i know
jamal - Today at 11:02 AM
so why are you trippin
livvy - Today at 11:03 AM
because i’m fucking scared
jamal - Today at 11:03 AM
of WHAT?
livvy - Today at 11:06 AM
of being fucking rejected, okay? and not because of my ego or whatever, fuck that, i’m scared of how it could affect us
jamal - Today at 11:07 AM
i'm not sure what you mean
livvy - Today at 11:08 AM
what are the odds of us being better friends after a “i wanna be with you” “well i don’t” conversation?
literally zero
less than zero the odds are negative
jamal - Today at 11:09 AM
that's up to you, like always
livvy - Today at 11:12 AM
is it
jamal - Today at 11:12 AM
yeah
livvy - Today at 11:15 AM
i’m not sure i agree, i think it’s up to both of us
jamal - Today at 11:16 AM
who is the captain of the we can't be friends squad i think it's you
livvy - Today at 11:17 AM
first of all this is different
jamal - Today at 11:17 AM
is it?
livvy - Today at 11:23 AM
yes it is, me not feeling capable of being your friend when we broke up or not feeling good about being your friend after you called me a childish fucking psychopath is very different from the way that kind of like rejection or miscommunication could change our relationship
jamal - Today at 11:26 AM
well idk
i'm not like you
i don't worst case scenario the worst case scenario
idk what will happen
livvy - Today at 11:32 AM
no one knows but we can talk about the possibility
jamal - Today at 11:33 AM
ok there is a possibility we'll never speak again
livvy - Today at 11:34 AM
which neither one of us wants
jamal - Today at 11:34 AM
true
livvy - Today at 11:44 AM
so idk
i don’t know what’s going on idk how to proceed idk anything
but i know i love you
enough that it’s borderline sick tbh
so i guess i’ll figure it out
jamal - Today at 11:45 AM
??? so you don't wanna be just friends?
livvy - Today at 11:46 AM
i never wanted to be just friends
jamal - Today at 11:47 AM
so what are you saying exactly
livvy - Today at 11:47 AM
literally all i wanted was to know if that was 1000000% all it was
jamal - Today at 11:47 AM
listen idk
livvy - Today at 11:48 AM
i’m saying i wanna fucking be with you
i want the elie saab dress
idk how to like. i don’t know the magic words to make you feel safe in this, you know words aren’t my thing
and i know that you’re confused and hurt and like unsure of if it’s even what you want
but if you can at least tell me you want the possibility i can work with that
i can work on that
i just didn’t want the confusion dude, like i didn’t want the wondering and the misreading and the worrying and i know you don’t owe me anything but i feel like. like we should at least be able to agree that we’re in the same fuckin ballpark as far as what we want
jamal - Today at 11:53 AM
i just don't want to make this easy for you because it isn't easy for me and you have deliberately made it the most max difficult as possible for me
and it feels unfair for you to have these ultimatums when like
half of our relationship was me thinking shit was gonna be one way
and you deliberately ensuring it was the exact opposite
it just feels shitty for you to be like well unless i get this then i'm not gonna try
the one time you feel even mildly foolish it's the end of the world
livvy - Today at 11:56 AM
i just can’t wrap my head around why you would be willing to waste either of our time and risk our friendship to get back at me for the shit i’m like trying to make up for
jamal - Today at 11:57 AM
how many times have you made me feel foolish? did you ever idiotically embarrass yourself by hunting down pictures of me to make some stupid declaration of love on the fp just for me to rather fight? did you ever spend money on a trina drag queen at liv night club in miami just for me to shrug and not show up? like
you don't even know the beginning of feeling stupid or misreading
or expecting something and the other person not going with the plan
i flirted with you on discord, when we weren't even together. you told me this was it and life or death and it was gonna be us forever, and then you bailed in various ways like. lmfao wtf
it's not about trying to get back at you olivia
it's about you not prioritizing your stung feelings over like, what you've done to even make me cautious in the first place
livvy - Today at 11:59 AM
that’s not what’s happening at all wtf
jamal - Today at 11:59 AM
yes it is
livvy - Today at 11:59 AM
it is not
jamal - Today at 11:59 AM
okay
jamal - Today at 12:00 PM
i just feel like for someone who has enjoyed like always knowing this other person was gonna be there and wanted them without a shadow of a doubt and was all 100% in and shit on it like
you should have a little more patience for that percentage decreasing
all things considered
and you don't
livvy - Today at 12:01 PM
that’s not what i’m saying at all though
all i have been saying
literally over and over
is that i just wanted to know that the possibility was there
you always do this you paint this picture of me moving from this place of like. just straight up selfish and sometimes horrible energy
and like
literally all i’m tryna do right now is make some fuckin sense of this so i know how to move
jamal - Today at 12:02 PM
there is no sense to any of it
that's what you don't get like
there is no sense and i cannot make it make sense because i am tapped out on saying the right thing to make things okay
the sense is there is no sense
the only thing you can count on with me is that you can't count on anything
the only thing i understand about you olivia is that i don't fucking understand you
livvy - Today at 12:05 PM
well i don’t fucking understand anything apparently so
jamal - Today at 12:05 PM
well then we match so
livvy - Today at 12:07 PM
good
i love coordination
it’s my favorite fashion trend.
jamal - Today at 12:07 PM
yup