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  1. 0:27 蚊取り豚野郎
  2. こんドラゴーン!
  3. 0:35
  4. [EN] Coco: Kon-dragon!
  5. 0:43
  6. [EN] Coco: Thanks for coming to this members-only stream!
  7. 0:48
  8. [EN] Coco: We're Kiryu-kai!
  9. 0:59
  10. [EN] Coco: Welcome to this place where only Kiryu-kai is allowed!
  11. 1:10
  12. [EN] Coco: Today, I wanted to chat with you about stuff that I can only tell you guys.
  13. 1:30
  14. [EN] On-screen Text: Feelings I want to share with you all
  15. 1:46
  16. [EN] Coco: I know there are feelings you don't know where to direct towards.
  17. 2:03
  18. [EN] Comment: I still haven't come to terms with it. / [EN] Coco: I get how you feel1
  19. 2:16
  20. [EN] Coco: Feel free to send me marshmallows. The link is below.
  21. 2:42
  22. [EN] Coco: I thought it would be good to have a time when we can just sit together and talk about this.
  23. 2:53
  24. [EN] Coco: As you guys know, as of July 1, I will be graduating from Hololive.
  25. 2:59
  26. [EN] Coco: I'll become an OG (alumni).
  27. 3:16
  28. [EN] Coco: I will still remain in the form of an OG. I won't be erased.
  29. 3:31
  30. [EN] Coco: Actually, I had been planning of doing this on an earlier day.
  31. 3:45
  32. [EN] Coco: Truthfully, I would already have been gone by now.
  33. 3:59
  34. [EN] Coco: My basic policy is, I try to be as honest with you guys as possible. As I'm sure you guys already know.
  35. 4:11
  36. [EN] Coco: I don't want to hide things from you guys. What I can share, I will always share.
  37. 4:25
  38. [EN] Coco: So, the question of "Then why can't you tell us why you're graduating" remains.
  39. 4:32
  40. [EN] Coco: There is still quite a lot that I can't say, of course.
  41. 4:41
  42. [EN] Coco: Let me open the Marshmallow page.
  43. 4:55
  44. [EN] Comment: Yeah, that bothered me the most. / Coco: Understandable.
  45. 5:11
  46. [EN] Coco: As for why I can't say the reason.... well, within the limit of what I can say.
  47. 5:33
  48. [EN] Coco: Here's the very, very edge of the line that I can say.
  49. 5:37
  50. [EN] Coco: As Kiryu Coco.....
  51. 5:52
  52. [EN] Coco: Sorry, I'm choosing my words right now.
  53. 6:10
  54. [EN] Comment: Thank you. Take your time. / Coco: Thank you.
  55. 6:15
  56. [EN] Coco: Um......
  57. 6:37
  58. [EN] Coco: You know, this place called Hololive. It picked me up, and I'm super happy for it.
  59. 6:56
  60. [EN] Coco: Here in this place, I met all your fans. And I'm super, super, super thankful for it. From the very bottom of my heart.
  61. 7:06
  62. [EN] Coco: You are all my precious nakama.
  63. 7:19
  64. [EN] Coco: There's a lot that I wouldn't have gained if I wasn't here in this place.
  65. 7:31
  66. [EN] Coco: What's most precious is you guys, the tatsunoko.
  67. 7:44
  68. [EN] Coco: Of course, the other Holomem are also super important. But you are are more.... kuuuuhhh!
  69. 8:00 Mimi TL please
  70. 8:03
  71. [EN] Coco: I.......
  72. 8:20
  73. [EN] Coco: As the idol Kiryu Coco.....
  74. 8:25
  75. [EN] Coco: How should I put this?
  76. 8:56
  77. [EN] Coco: My existence as the idol Kiryu Coco started on Dec 28, 2019.
  78. 9:03
  79. [EN] Coco: And it's lasted until this day.
  80. 9:13
  81. [EN] Coco: There have been people who didn't think I'd make it.
  82. 9:52
  83. [EN] Coco: I'll also be smiling. I want you all to remain smiling.
  84. 10:12
  85. [EN] Coco: I guess no one was smiling through yesterday's stream. That stream was shit. It was a stream that didn't make a single person smile.
  86. 10:26
  87. [EN] Coco: I don't want to make anyone sad with my streams.
  88. 10:36
  89. [EN] Coco: Never once have I streamed with the intention of ruining someone's day.
  90. 11:00
  91. [EN] Coco: Smile! Smile! Here, let me make a cute pose.
  92. 11:18
  93. [EN] Coco: There we go. Smiles on all your faces.
  94. 11:26
  95. [EN] Coco: And of course, a smile on my own face too.
  96. 11:45
  97. [EN] Coco: Of course, because I'm aiming to stream to bring a smile onto your faces, I have to be smiling myself too.
  98. 12:19
  99. [EN] Coco: But at this rate, uh.......
  100. 12:22
  101. [EN] Coco: Hold on a moment.
  102. 12:36
  103. [EN] Coco: Give me a sec.
  104. 12:54
  105. [EN] Comment: Rustle, rustle. / Coco: Haha, yep, a bit of rustling just now.
  106. 13:04
  107. [EN] Coco: Uh, I forgot what I was trying to say.
  108. 13:26
  109. [EN] Coco: But one thing I can say is, my feelings have always been true.
  110. 13:43
  111. [EN] Comment: Here's a SC to put food in Kanatan's stomache. / Coco: Thank you! It's reached her!
  112. 14:07
  113. [EN] Coco: You guys enjoying is best. Me enjoying is also best.
  114. 14:25
  115. [EN] Coco: I wanted to always be putting a smile on all your faces with my streams.
  116. 14:47
  117. [EN] Coco: But I won't be able to keep doing it..... *voice breaks*
  118. 15:29
  119. [EN] Coco: When I can't smile anymore, I can't make you guys smile.
  120. 16:01
  121. [EN] Coco: The main reason why I can't stay with you guys is because I can't make myself smile anymore.....
  122. 16:08
  123. [EN] Coco: There's a lot that I regret, of course.
  124. 16:24
  125. [EN] Coco: But base line is, I was streaming doing my best to put a smile on all your faces.
  126. 16:35
  127. [EN] Coco: There are so many projects I wanted to do but couldn't get around to.
  128. 16:57
  129. [EN] Coco: I know time flows, and it's not really anyone's fault.
  130. 17:21
  131. [EN] Comment: We're so sorry we can't help you. / Coco: That's not it!
  132. 17:37
  133. [EN] Coco: The fact that I'm graduating from HL means I won't be a part of HL anymore.
  134. 17:47
  135. [EN] Coco: It's no one in particular's fault.
  136. 17:56
  137. [EN] Coco: That's not what it is.
  138. 18:12
  139. [EN] Coco: I don't want you guys to bring pitchforks to anyone for me graduating.
  140. 18:22
  141. [EN] Coco: That stuff doesn't matter at all.
  142. 18:30
  143. [EN] Coco: What matters most to me is your smiles.
  144. 18:39
  145. [EN] Coco: I don't want your smiles to disappear just because I'll be gone.
  146. 19:24
  147. [EN] Coco: I thought about it a lot.
  148. 19:32
  149. [EN] Coco: I seriously thought really, really, really hard about it.
  150. 19:43
  151. [EN] Coco: Thank you for all your messages, guys.
  152. 19:58
  153. [EN] Coco: I thought about it, and I talked it out with management again and again and again.
  154. 20:14
  155. [EN] Coco: I feel nothing but gratitude to management for creating a place like this for me.
  156. 20:29
  157. [EN] Coco: There's no one to blame.
  158. 20:45
  159. [EN] Coco: It's just that the direction I wanted to head was different from where management wanted.
  160. 20:57
  161. [EN] Coco: It's partly on me, of course. I caused mgmt so much trouble.
  162. 21:05
  163. [EN] Coco: I feel sorry about that too.
  164. 21:23 Cosmoman78 EN: The direction that I want to go and the upper management's is different
  165. 21:40
  166. [EN] Coco: I was thinking, "The fans might think this fun!" and skipped steps, etc.
  167. 22:00
  168. [EN] Coco: Haha, you do hear it with bands a lot, right? "We disbanded due to creative differences."
  169. 22:43
  170. [EN] Coco: It's just that the place and time didn't work out.
  171. 22:57
  172. [EN] Coco: I know you're free to blame who you want, and I can't stop you. But....
  173. 23:09
  174. [EN] Coco: I guess I'm just not good enough to follow with the times.
  175. 23:46
  176. [EN] Coco: We explored many, many options aside from graduation.
  177. 23:56
  178. [EN] Coco: Kanatan also helped me brainstorm sooooo much.
  179. 24:20
  180. [EN] Coco: I got so many suggestions. (tissue!)
  181. 24:36
  182. [EN] Coco: My nose's getting a bit stuffy. Not that you guys can see. It's a virtual stuffy nose.
  183. 25:15
  184. [EN] Coco: I guess that's part of what I shouldn't have done.
  185. 25:43
  186. [EN] Coco: I did work that I thought you guys would love, and I shaved off years of my own life for it.
  187. 25:50
  188. [EN] Coco: And it's not like the work will disappear.
  189. 25:58
  190. [EN] Coco: This place really, really gave me so much.
  191. 26:14
  192. [EN] Coco: I might have gotten a bit too big.
  193. 26:32
  194. [EN] Coco: I thought about the worst-case scenario.
  195. 26:58
  196. [EN] Coco: Here, I'll tell you guys about the other options I considered.
  197. 27:14
  198. [EN] Coco: If I didn't graduate, the worst-case would that I would continue be streaming without enjoying it myself.
  199. 27:26
  200. [EN] Coco: You guys wouldn't enjoy that.
  201. 28:19
  202. [EN] Coco: It's just that I'm too powerless.
  203. 28:36
  204. [EN] Comment: I don't want you to graduate! / Coco: I don't really want to either!
  205. 28:50
  206. [EN] Coco: But I do want you guys to know that I ran the race as best I could.[EN] Coco:
  207. 29:10
  208. [EN] Coco: If only "that thing" didn't happen.....
  209. 29:22
  210. [EN] Coco: But I guess there's no point going over "what if"s.
  211. 29:33
  212. [EN] Coco: I even tried to use "it" as an opportunity.
  213. 29:46
  214. [EN] Coco: I took it positively.
  215. 30:10
  216. [EN] Comment: Make sure to stay healthy, both in mind and body. / Coco: Yep, that's important!
  217. 30:28
  218. [EN] Coco: For those who can't come to terms with it, throw all your marshmallows at me! I'll read them!
  219. 30:53
  220. [EN] Coco: Oh? You can't write the marshmallow? Here, let me change it to "accept from all people."
  221. 31:22
  222. [EN] Coco: There are several settings to the marshmallow site. If I open it to "accept from everyone," it would also open it to antis, but, there you go.
  223. 31:27
  224. [EN] Coco: Can you write in it now?
  225. 31:53
  226. [EN] Coco: I know that I'm the kind of person where ppl either love me or hate me.
  227. 32:17 Death Phnx [EN] Coco: Tw*tch offered me more money, see you there
  228. 33:05
  229. [EN] Coco: If there are ppl who want to take advantage of this opportunity to attack me..... I'll still take it as their expression of love for me.
  230. 33:28
  231. [EN] Coco: That's right! Bring it on!
  232. 34:14
  233. [EN] Coco: Hold on, Kuroda-san replied to me on Twitter!
  234. 34:24
  235. [EN] Coco: Yabe, it's the voice actor for Kiryu Kazuma!
  236. 34:34
  237. [EN] Coco: Yabaaaaa!!! Is he the real one? OMG HE'S THE REAL ONE!
  238. 35:23
  239. [EN] Coco: But what should I respond to him with?!
  240. 35:27
  241. [EN] Coco: Yabaaaa!!!!
  242. 35:57
  243. [EN] Coco: (type) To think that the day would come when I would be honored with a reply from you!
  244. 36:03
  245. [EN] Coco: Hold on, guys, this is a huge thing!
  246. 36:10
  247. [EN] Coco: It's the voice actor for Kiryu Kazuma!
  248. 36:16
  249. [EN] Coco: (type) Thank you so much!
  250. 36:48
  251. [EN] Coco: (type) I will go full throttle all the way until my graduation. And I'll become a legend just like Kiryu Kazuma!
  252. 36:56
  253. [EN] Coco: Ah, I said "legend"! But I gotta.
  254. 37:21
  255. [EN] Coco: Thank you. Just, thank you.
  256. 37:37
  257. [EN] Coco: Hololive is a very, very precious place to me.
  258. 37:48
  259. [EN] Coco: I don't want it to disappear after I'm gone. I don't want it to be taken down.
  260. 38:06
  261. [EN] Coco: It was such a great Tweet, I want to show it to you guys.
  262. 39:28
  263. [EN] Coco: I need to calm myself down. *deep breathes*
  264. 39:45
  265. [EN] Coco: This makes me so happy! It really keeps me going!
  266. 40:37
  267. [EN] Marshmallow: Your powerful streams have definitely put a smile on all our faces. I'm sure it was tough breaking through the language barrier.
  268. 41:50
  269. [EN] Marshmallow: I started following you just thinking, "Wow, vtubers are amazing." There's no way for us to know the burden you were shouldering. But I'm glad I got to cross my arms & pretend I did.
  270. 42:37
  271. [EN] Marshmallow: My gold membership badge, as a sign of having been able to see you become a legend from up close, is my pride!
  272. 42:54
  273. [EN] Coco: Thank you! And make sure to keep wearing that badge wherever you go!
  274. 43:07
  275. [EN] (Correction: Referring to the daimon badge)
  276. 43:20
  277. [EN] Coco: And make sure to hug my dakimakura!
  278. 43:37
  279. [EN] Coco: Really, thank you so much, everyone.
  280. 43:45
  281. [EN] Coco: Come on, hit me with more of your emotions!
  282. 44:20
  283. [EN] Marshmallow: I know trying to express yourself on stream is really hard. And yet you've done it so many times, trying to explain things to your fans. For that, we have nothing but thanks.
  284. 44:32
  285. [EN] Marshmallow: Please continue smiling even after your graduation.
  286. 44:36
  287. [EN] Coco: Thank you!
  288. 44:57
  289. [EN] Coco: I'm graduating so that I can protect my smile. So that line asking me to keep smiling after my graduation, I can indeed promise!
  290. 45:05
  291. [EN] Coco: I'm a woman who can't stand not smiling.
  292. 45:16
  293. [EN] Coco: I'm very bad with bearing things!
  294. 45:21
  295. [EN] Coco: That's both good and bad.
  296. 45:32
  297. [EN] Coco: Thank you everyone for the smile stamps and the SCs!
  298. 46:01
  299. [EN] Coco: In the time we have left, guys, please see me smiling much, much more!
  300. 46:45
  301. [EN] Coco: I hope I can get across how thankful I feel for this place and the fans that accepted me.
  302. 47:22
  303. [EN] Coco: All I see are you guys.
  304. 48:09
  305. [EN] Coco: My life before becoming a dragon was for this. But even after I go home, I hope that you guys will still be smiling.
  306. 48:34
  307. [EN] Coco: Falling, getting back up, then failing again, then getting back up. That's part of the joy of living.
  308. 49:12
  309. [EN] Marshmallow: This stream shows us that Kiryu Coco is, at the end of the day, Kiryu Coco's biggest fan. I'm spending everyday dreaming of the possibility of you coming back.
  310. 49:28
  311. [EN] Marshmallow: If you actually do make it back, wouldn't that truly feel like a legend?
  312. 49:34
  313. [EN] Coco: I dream of it too!
  314. 49:52
  315. [EN] Coco: I hope you guys don't forget me.
  316. 50:14
  317. [EN] Comment: Kaichou, I hope you don't forget your Japanese. / Coco: It'd be terrible if my Japanese went back to pre-stream proficiency!
  318. 50:28
  319. [EN] Coco: Let me register for right of abode inside all your hearts.
  320. 50:56
  321. [EN] Comment: I'll charge rent. / Coco: Can I pay in smiles?
  322. 51:05
  323. [EN] Comment: Go to Nori-pro. / Coco: Oi!
  324. 51:16
  325. [EN] Coco: I don't think I'll ever be affiliated to any other agencies.
  326. 51:27
  327. [EN] Coco: Even if I do, it'd be Hololive 500 years later.
  328. 51:41
  329. [EN] Coco: I might have become the god of the new world by then.
  330. 52:28
  331. [EN] Coco: I know there are ppl wondering if I might go somewhere else, but nope, no chance. I'm, uh, not a woman who would work under anyone else. Hah!
  332. 53:24
  333. [EN] Marshmallow: Coco-chan, good evening~! Are you fine for your taxes for next year?
  334. 53:42
  335. [EN] Coco: Uh-oh, I'm so in trouble. Should I run to the opposite side of the earth?
  336. 54:03
  337. [EN] Marshmallow: I'm worried if you can manage to pay your bills. Don't catch a cold!
  338. 54:11
  339. [EN] Coco: Don't worry, I have my papa!
  340. 54:24
  341. [EN] Coco: But whatever happens to me, I'll still make it entertaining.
  342. 54:37
  343. [EN] Coco: But honest talk, I'm not really strapped for money.
  344. 55:13
  345. [EN] Coco: And I'll keep working hard.
  346. 55:32
  347. [EN] Coco: And I don't go out anyways. I normally only spend about \130,000 each month.
  348. 55:34 Miira EN staff になりたちか?
  349. 56:13
  350. [EN] Comment: We're just repaying our debt to you. / Coco: C'mon! I'm your Kaichou! You don't have to pay me anything!
  351. 56:54
  352. [EN] Coco: Worst case, I can just mooch off her.
  353. 57:12
  354. [EN] Coco: A tenshi's best for that kinda stuff. I can go, "I treated you to such expensive food before!"
  355. 57:17
  356. [EN] Coco: But thanks for the worry.
  357. 57:23
  358. [EN] Coco: Thank you everyone for all the messages.
  359. 57:48
  360. [EN] Coco: Here's one from overseas bros. I accept the feelings from the overseas bros too.
  361. 57:54
  362. [EN] Coco: (English-ing)
  363. 59:45
  364. [EN] Comment: I'll pay you now before I can't pay anymore! / Coco: Don't worry about me, guys! I've already received more than enough from you!
  365. 1:00:29
  366. [EN] Marshmallow: Is your future path tied to your own happiness? I can't help but see this as you offering your own head in exchange for everyone else's happiness.
  367. 1:01:17
  368. [EN] Marshmallow: However, even if I know the truth, I know it wouldn't change anything. I simply hope, as a single fan, that you would become happy.
  369. 1:01:37
  370. [EN] Coco: I am willing to do anything for you guys, but I'm not big-hearted enough to offer my own head for other people's sake.
  371. 1:02:02
  372. [EN] Coco: I'm not sure whether you're referring to the fans or who else with "everyone", but well.....
  373. 1:02:30
  374. [EN] Coco: I'm not big enough to do so for the other Holomems. *laughs* Of course, they're important. And so is mgmt. But.....
  375. 1:02:40
  376. [EN] Coco: I'm doing this to protect my own smile.
  377. 1:03:01
  378. [EN] Coco: And I don't want your smiles to disappear either. And this decision is a result of only that one thing.
  379. 1:03:24
  380. [EN] Coco: Everytime I talk with Towa, she cries.
  381. 1:03:43
  382. [EN] Coco: All the Holomem thought super hard for me. For a way for me to stay. Especially Choco-sensei.
  383. 1:03:57
  384. [EN] Coco: But in the end, I'm still graduating for my own smile. So I guess that's selfish, in a way.
  385. 1:04:02
  386. [EN] Coco: But Choco-sensei is really amazing.
  387. 1:04:34
  388. [EN] Coco: I guess this marshmallow really helped represent how many of you are feeling.
  389. 1:04:52
  390. [EN] Coco: Wait, what's with all the TMT? She's a devil though! Am I harming her reputation here?
  391. 1:05:16
  392. [EN] Coco: It's just, no matter what we tried.... As I said before.... It's a difference in creative difference.
  393. 1:05:32
  394. [EN] Coco: Hololive is like, "I wanna do rock!" But you tatsunoko want country music.
  395. 1:05:50
  396. [EN] Coco: Like, I don't think I can sing rock happily. But they're like, "No, rock all the way!"
  397. 1:05:56
  398. [EN] Coco: So, the direction is completely different.
  399. 1:06:04
  400. [EN] Coco: This is just an analogy, of course.
  401. 1:06:26
  402. [EN] Coco: And even if someone suggests, "What if we do hip-hop?" It doesn't really resolve the issue.
  403. 1:06:34
  404. [EN] Coco: But we really do think lots about it.
  405. 1:06:54
  406. [EN] Coco: Of course, that was an analogy. I personally really love rock. I guess the analogy should've been the other way round.
  407. 1:07:02
  408. [EN] Coco: Of course, I can't get into details.
  409. 1:07:40
  410. [EN] Coco: When I said I'd do the graduation stream, mgmt asked, "How would you explain the graduation to the fans?" I was like, "Uh, is there actually anything I CAN say?"
  411. 1:07:49
  412. [EN] Coco: And they could only go, "Unnn....."
  413. 1:07:55
  414. [EN] Coco: But well, it's a corporation.
  415. 1:08:03
  416. [EN] Coco: And it wouldn't be for anyone's sake.
  417. 1:08:32
  418. [EN] Coco: I'm afraid there's no choice but to just ask you guys to understand.
  419. 1:08:55
  420. [EN] Coco: So, all I can say is, "for my smile."
  421. 1:09:27
  422. [EN] Coco: It's really a difference in values. No one's in the wrong.
  423. 1:09:36
  424. [EN] Coco: I really want you guys to understand that.
  425. 1:10:02
  426. [EN] Coco: I made my choice because of my desire to make things fun for you. But in order to do so, things must remain fun for myself.
  427. 1:10:13
  428. [EN] Coco: Which I guess does make me put myself first. But......yeah.
  429. 1:10:32
  430. [EN] Coco: Really, no one's at fault.
  431. 1:10:38
  432. [EN] Coco: It's just how reality works out.
  433. 1:11:07
  434. [EN] Coco: I'm not good at bearing things or lying.
  435. 1:11:23
  436. [EN] Coco: I can't force myself to smile. I don't want to stream while pretending to smile. It would be a lie.
  437. 1:11:44
  438. [EN] Coco: Seriously, I'm really bad at bearing things. It's so bad, right?
  439. 1:12:05
  440. [EN] Coco: Please just think of me as the only one who was bad at bearing with things.
  441. 1:12:56
  442. [EN] Coco: There ..... might have been some streams where I was forcing myself to smile. Some of you might have noticed...
  443. 1:13:13
  444. [EN] Coco: Yeah, I can't bear/hold in my pee either! Been like that since elementary school!
  445. 1:13:23
  446. [EN] Coco: That's the kind of woman I am!
  447. 1:14:09
  448. [EN] Coco: Reading depressed SNS isn't helpful.
  449. 1:14:17
  450. [EN] Coco: I guess, just take it as, I'm ahead of my time!
  451. 1:14:28
  452. [EN] Coco: I'm not the kind of woman who can be held down by anyone!
  453. 1:14:37
  454. [EN] Coco: Guys, listen to this. It's important.
  455. 1:14:48
  456. [EN] Coco: Ah, can I talk about the other Holomem?
  457. 1:15:14
  458. [EN] Coco: All the other remaining Holomem aren't bad at bearing with things like I am. They all have things they're struggling with.
  459. 1:15:54
  460. [EN] Coco: I guess maybe there isn't much point telling it to you members of Kiryu-kai.... But it's really the fans who can give the support they need.
  461. 1:16:36
  462. [EN] Coco: There may be ppl who think, "For the sake of the other Holomem, you should bear with it." But I'm a selfish woman.
  463. 1:16:47
  464. [EN] Coco: Right, Kanatan and Suichan are both really strong. They just say whatever they want.
  465. 1:16:53
  466. [EN] Coco: There are some of them who are really strong.
  467. 1:17:05
  468. [EN] Coco: But it's the fans' support that keeps them going.
  469. 1:17:17
  470. [EN] Coco: I'm a "me first" kinda woman.
  471. 1:17:32
  472. [EN] Coco: yaman-maman made this super cute body for me.
  473. 1:18:08
  474. [EN] Coco: And for the sake of the smiles of my fans..... Well, the answer was clear.
  475. 1:18:20
  476. [EN] Coco: This is someone I wanted all of you guys to understand.
  477. 1:18:52
  478. [EN] Coco: If this stream helped you get things off your chest, then I'm glad.
  479. 1:19:07
  480. [EN] Coco: Well, there are quite a lot of dragons with values like mine.
  481. 1:19:20
  482. [EN] Coco: But by NO MEANS is it that I took you guys lightly.
  483. 1:19:30
  484. [EN] Coco: Ah, sorry for the mic bump.
  485. 1:19:48
  486. [EN] Coco: The feelings of pain won't change, of course.
  487. 1:20:06
  488. [EN] Coco: But still, this prevents further pain. This I can say for sure.
  489. 1:20:36
  490. [EN] Coco: There's NDA so I can't say whatever I want, but I really went to the very, very limit.
  491. 1:21:01
  492. [EN] Coco: I shared as much as I could up to a 0.00000001% of a fraction to the line.
  493. 1:21:46
  494. [EN] Coco: So, I didn't say anything at all today, right, guys?
  495. 1:21:52
  496. [EN] Coco: It was a completely silent stream today, right?
  497. 1:22:04
  498. [EN] Coco: You guys just randomly understood stuff. I have no idea what's with you guys.
  499. 1:22:28
  500. [EN] Comment: I understand now, but really don't want to accept it. / Coco: I understand how you feel.
  501. 1:23:07
  502. [EN] Coco: Really, it's not that you guys didn't support me enough. You guys even made me World #1! You guys supported me MORE than enough!
  503. 1:23:28
  504. [EN] Coco: If that wasn't enough, it'd be like, "How much further would that have to be?!" So that's not it.
  505. 1:24:07
  506. [EN] Coco: I understand that this is still hard to accept. But I hope you don't go attack other ppl.
  507. 1:24:34
  508. [EN] Coco: Just take the attitude of "Yeah, she's graduated, but she's still #1 in my heart. So what?"
  509. 1:24:52
  510. [EN] Coco: That's the most potent attack you can do towards those who hate me.
  511. 1:25:07
  512. [EN] Coco: No matter what happens, just cross your arms and so, "Huh? So what?"
  513. 1:25:25
  514. [EN] Comment: It's my regret that we didn't make you Universe #1. / Coco: There are still 22 days!
  515. 1:25:46
  516. [EN] Coco: It's been a year and seven months where we overcome so much.
  517. 1:26:00
  518. [EN] Coco: I even exposed me crappy singing voice.
  519. 1:26:13
  520. [EN] Coco: I mean, of course everyone has regrets.
  521. 1:26:24
  522. [EN] Coco: Thank you so much to everyone SCing for the first time too.
  523. 1:26:33
  524. [EN] Coco: Everyone has regrets and want to keep struggling.
  525. 1:26:51
  526. [EN] Coco: You might even think, "Then don't graduate!" But I'm a selfish woman.
  527. 1:26:55
  528. [EN] Coco: I want myself to keep smiling.
  529. 1:27:09
  530. [EN] Coco: I know that the moment I lose my smile, so would you all.
  531. 1:27:35
  532. [EN] Coco: Oi, who's the one who said Mickey Mouse singing?! Konoyarou!
  533. 1:27:48
  534. [EN] Coco: Thank you for all the comments.
  535. 1:28:08 関羽 EN ) Dragon noise
  536. 1:28:19
  537. [EN] Coco: There are things I hope I'd done. But it's that regret that will make me become even bigger in my next life.
  538. 1:29:10
  539. [EN] Coco: The lyrics in my original song say, "Even this unreasonableness, I'll face it." That's exactly how it is.
  540. 1:29:32
  541. [EN] Coco: Those of you who can't accept it, I'll spend the time to help you accept it.
  542. 1:29:40
  543. [EN] Coco: I'll show it through my actions.
  544. 1:31:39
  545. [EN] Coco: My options are to tie down those who can't accept it and force them to, or to go with the biggest bang to make them accept it.
  546. 1:32:04
  547. [EN] Coco: Just saying, guys, you can't spread what I said in members-only streams.
  548. 1:32:29
  549. [EN] Coco: If you clip and upload it, you could actually get into trouble.
  550. 1:33:07
  551. [EN] Coco: Things that you can't really accept happen in all workplaces. It's just a fact of life.
  552. 1:33:35
  553. [EN] Coco: I hope this stream helped you come to terms with the situation a bit more.
  554. 1:33:56
  555. [EN] Coco: Thank you, everyone.
  556. 1:34:08
  557. [EN] Coco: I hope that the time you spent with me will continue living on inside of you.
  558. 1:34:36
  559. [EN] Coco: I'll do my very best until my graduation. And you guys know this isn't still my very best (final form).
  560. 1:34:44
  561. [EN] Coco: And this isn't an eternity farewell.
  562. 1:35:27
  563. [EN] Coco: And all my Twitter and channel would still remain.
  564. 1:35:46
  565. [EN] Coco: This isn't something that would normally happen, but I made it happen.
  566. 1:36:00
  567. [EN] Coco: And Pekora-senpai really wanted to come to Holohouse. If it wasn't for the times being what it is.
  568. 1:36:35
  569. [EN] Coco: Pekora-senpai really doesn't appreciate my impression! Oh, you guys like it? Aww, you guys are soft on me.
  570. 1:36:58
  571. [EN] Coco: Keep your daimons with you! If we ever meet on the road, I wouldn't be able to identify you without the daimon.
  572. 1:37:09
  573. [EN] Coco: If you aren't wearing the rag t-shirt, of course.
  574. 1:37:22
  575. [EN] Coco: Oh, and don't stab the pin into your forehead. That would hurt.
  576. 1:37:41
  577. [EN] Comment: Can they re-open sales for the daimon badge? / Coco: I'll ask.
  578. 1:38:05
  579. [EN] Coco: And if you ever see anyone with the Kiryu-kai smartphone case, exchange a knowing look with them.
  580. 1:39:02
  581. [EN] Coco: Oh, stop with the SCs! The daimon isn't on sale in this stream!
  582. 1:39:28
  583. [EN] Comment: Cult leader. / Coco: Hey, kudos to me for actually researching it.
  584. 1:39:52
  585. [EN] Coco: Mgmt didn't allow me to start my own cult. Serious creative difference right?
  586. 1:40:06
  587. [EN] Comment: Ask if you can after your graduation. / Coco: Oi!
  588. 1:40:31
  589. [EN] Comment: Is this where I can buy the daimon badge? / Coco: OI oi oi! But that's why I love you guys, how you always turn things into a joke.
  590. 1:40:49
  591. [EN] Coco: That stream where I announced my graduation, I couldn't make you guys smile. I'm sorry about this.
  592. 1:40:58
  593. [EN] Coco: I even made a script and put jokes inside.
  594. 1:41:19
  595. [EN] Coco: My voice was like shit in that stream.
  596. 1:41:25
  597. [EN] Coco: Oi, you can't buy the daimon here1
  598. 1:41:31
  599. [EN] Coco: Seriously, you can't buy it here!
  600. 1:41:42
  601. [EN] Coco: And no Asacoco here either!
  602. 1:41:54
  603. [EN] Coco: But yeah, the time I got to spend with all of you is my ultimate treasure.
  604. 1:42:08
  605. [EN] Coco: The memories are very precious.
  606. 1:42:16
  607. [EN] Coco: This is what I myself wanted to say.
  608. 1:43:09
  609. [EN] Coco: The instant I had to think to myself, "Should I force myself to continue streaming?" I knew it wasn't right.
  610. 1:43:28
  611. [EN] Marshmallow: Hi, I'm a KR fan. Sorry for the bad JP. / Coco: No, this is much better than mine!
  612. 1:44:19
  613. [EN] Marshmallow: I joined you only 9 days ago, brought here by the YT algorithm. I was depressed to hear you're graduating, but the archives bring a smile back to my face.
  614. 1:44:47
  615. [EN] Marshmallow: This was short, but I'm so glad I met you. I hope the time we have left would be fun!
  616. 1:45:31
  617. [EN] Marshmallow: You said, "Support your oshi as much as you can, when you can," right? I'll support you to the end!
  618. 1:45:36
  619. [EN] Coco: Great words!
  620. 1:46:09
  621. [EN] Coco: But regret is..... and I was also partly responsible....
  622. 1:46:22
  623. [EN] Coco: So overall, I'll say that I have no regrets. Only thanks. Thank you.
  624. 1:46:39
  625. [EN] Coco: And..... this one.
  626. ] Coco: And Kiryu-kai, which made me World #1, is with me.
  627. 1:51:41
  628. [EN] Coco: So, to you who sent the marshmallow, it's definitely not your fault at all.
  629. 1:51:47
  630. [EN] Coco: It's all only happy things going forward.
  631. 1:52:04
  632. [EN] Coco: I don't blame myself for anything either. Though I do think sometimes I'm being silly.
  633. 1:52:28
  634. [EN] Coco: Your love is my support.
  635. 1:52:47
  636. [EN] Coco: Without your love, I would have no reason to live.
  637. 1:53:08
  638. [EN] Coco: I've reached the level where even if I don't stream, I know I have fans with me.
  639. 1:53:43
  640. [EN] Comment: Kiryu-kai is indestructible! / Coco: That's right! It'll never disband! All the lieutenants will still be going strong!
  641. 1:53:56
  642. [EN] Coco: So keep prosetylizing Kiryu-kai even after my graduation1
  643. 1:54:22
  644. [EN] Coco: Mhm, it's for my smile and yours that I am graduating. Then I will become a legend.
  645. 1:54:43
  646. [EN] Coco: I've seen questions asking what would happen to KanaCoco House.
  647. 1:54:51
  648. [EN] Coco: It will remain as KanaCoco House.
  649. 1:55:15
  650. [EN] Coco: After I graduate, I wouldn't stream together with Kanatan anymore, but we are still roommates, and no one can change that.
  651. 1:55:33
  652. [EN] Coco: Hey, I might become an even greater dragon and create an even bigger Holohouse!
  653. 1:56:43
  654. [EN] Coco: So yeah, don't worry. I promise I'll still be smiling.
  655. 1:57:07
  656. [EN] Coco: In the remaining 22 days, I'll remaining smiling the whole time. So, look forward to it!
  657. 1:57:54
  658. [EN] Comment: When's the next shaving stream? / Coco: Listen to what I'm saying!
  659. 1:58:05
  660. [EN] Coco: Stay postiive! If you guys are happy, it makes me happy!
  661. 1:58:12
  662. [EN] Coco: Sorry the stream went for so long.
  663. 1:58:24
  664. [EN] Coco: Um, I wanna make time for reading the SC, but I'm really hungry now.
  665. 1:58:36
  666. [EN] Coco: See? I can't bear being hungry either. Can I go grab some food?
  667. 1:58:52
  668. [EN] Comment: Oh, off with you! / Coco: Thank you!
  669. 1:59:00
  670. [EN] Coco: So, thank you all so much for watching!
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