Rising Free (2019) EN

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Naydia, what is it?

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They're...

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They're coming.

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No matter what happens
you must stay close to me,

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do you understand?

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Look at me and tell me
you understand!

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Yes, I understand.

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It's time.

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We must leave now or it
will be too late.

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Brother.

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I will protect you.

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Father. Benjamin. Come quickly!

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O gosh.

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- Father. Father.
- Put pressure on it.

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She is losing a
lot of blood and quickly!

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It's okay dear, you will
be okay.

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It's going to be ok.

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She's gone.

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How is she?

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Faring well.

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She's exhausted, but
that's to be expected.

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Have you her
name, or anything?

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Not yet.

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I'll insist she stay with
us when she wakes,

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don't you agree?

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I can't bear the thought
of turning her away.

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I think it best.

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Lord knows what she
went through before she

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arrived here.

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Get as much rest as you can.

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I'll be right here if you
need anything at all.

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It's going to be alright.

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What is your name?

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Nakomay Lee.

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That's beautiful.

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I'm Ethel.

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My father is Thomas and
my brother is Benjamin.

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We were all quite
concerned for you.

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Where is Naydia?

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Where is she?

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It's okay. I'm sorry Nakomay.

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I'm so very sorry.

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I'm so sorry Nakomay.

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Your hands are so cold.

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Sit while I get you some tea.

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Mr. Thomas.

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I can't bother you all to
stay here much longer.

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You have all done so
much for me already, I...

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...what will others think
if they know you are

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allowing me shelter?

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The opinion of others is of
no concern to me, or any of

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us for that matter.

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You're welcome in
this house for as long

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as you'd like to stay.

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Is there anyone you
would like me to notify...

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...that you are safe?

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There is no one.

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I'm truly sorry to hear that.

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You know...

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...I don't think you
found us by chance.

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I think you were meant to find
us.

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Things around these parts
haven't gotten a lot better.

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Of what do you speak?

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There has been a group of
men running amuck...

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...causing all sorts of havoc
here on the frontier.

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Some of the worst have been
burning down entire towns...

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...and kidnapping the women.

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It's not good, son.

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You don't think that-

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-Nakomay?

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I've thought about her.

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The heartache she has endured.

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Sounds far too similar to
what these men are doing.

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If that is the case, it would
explain so much.

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It does indeed.

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I'm just thankful she
found us when she did.

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As am I.

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Nakomay!

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I couldn't help but notice
you from a distance.

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Are you alright?

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My mother...

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...she was quite beautiful.

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Her own mother
died in childbirth...

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...leaving her solely to
be raised by her father.

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He became a drunk and
could be wildly abusive.

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One day when she realized
she could take it no longer...

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...she fled from home.

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She was quite young to
be out on her own.

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She soon encountered
a young man.

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My father.

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He was a white man.

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Noble character.

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Highly educated.

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They fell in love and soon
married.

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My siblings and I were
raised to learn English.

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Reading and writing.

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Three years ago...

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...our home and land
were burned in the night.

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Everything we had was taken.

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Mother and father did all they
could to

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protect us from the terror.

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It was the last time
we ever saw them.

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From that moment on...

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...my sister, brother, and
I were left to fend

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for ourselves.

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We had nowhere to go...

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...because we were not
accepted by many white people...

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...nor people from our tribe.

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I'm sorry.

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Don't be sorry.

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Never be sorry for
bearing your heart.

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It takes great courage.

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Thank you for trusting
enough to confide in me.

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You're so brave.

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I didn't expect
to see you this time of night.

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Would you care to join me?

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I...

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...I suppose.

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Pardon me.

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What do you think you're doing?

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I'm sorry.

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I was going to say a blessing.

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Dear Lord...

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...thank you for this bounty
before us.

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May we use it for the
nourishment of our bodies

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and our bodies to thy service.

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Amen.

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I didn't see you
much around today.

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I just...

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...I thought a little time
of solitude would be best.

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I understand.

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I hope this meal isn't too
harshly imposing on your plans.

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No.

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Not at all.

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Thank you.

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So tell me.

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What is it that you love?

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I'm sorry?

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I...

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...just trying to get to
know you better...

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...that's all.

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You like to write I see.

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Poems mostly.

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I do love poetry.

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I would like to read a bit of
your work sometime.

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Oh, I...

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...I don't know. It's just...

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...I've never let anyone read
my writing before...

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...that's all.

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Maybe one day you'll
change your mind.

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Thank you again for the meal.

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It was lovely.

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Thank you for joining me.

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It was a pleasure to have your
company.

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Benjamin, my dear, what
a pleasant surprise

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it is to see you.

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How do you do, Mrs. Harvey?

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Do come in.

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Frank will be delighted
to have your company.

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How is he?

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Mr. Harvey

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How are you doing sir?

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Uh, Benjamin.

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So nice to have a...

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...friendly face stop in.

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You know.

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You have really been
on my mind lately.

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Me sir?

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You know, our boy...

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...William.

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He was to...

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...follow in my footsteps.

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With William being gone...

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...I've had a lot of thought...

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...who is going to continue on.

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Ben, I really want you...

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...to be the one to take
over the church.

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And I know...

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...that is a big thing
to ask of you.

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Could you go home...

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...and pray about it, will ya?

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I will sir.

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Thank you.

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Take care of yourself.

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Thank you Benjamin, God
be with you.

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So much bad has happened.

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I seem not to understand it.

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Why her?

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Naydia was so young.

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Why didn't they take me instead?

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How did it happen?

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We had been on the
run for sometime.

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I thought we were safe.

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My brother thought the same.

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Somehow they found us.

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They took our furs, our
belongings.

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Everything.

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I did everything I could.

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I tried.

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Of course you did.

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It wasn't your fault.

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I just don't understand.

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I can't let you do this
to yourself any longer.

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You have to realize
it wasn't your fault.

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It wasn't your fault.

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Help me, please.

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I'll be right here, every
step of the way.

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We'll get through
this together.

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I promise.

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Good try Ethel.

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Let me give it a try.

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Father are you alright?

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Our brigade...

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...marched out of
Williamsburg, October 2nd.

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1864.

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Many a strong man quivered...

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...overcome with numb emotion,
for we knew what lie ahead.

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As we proceeded into battle...

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...that dreary day.

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I never imagined my life
would be spared.

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The battlefield, sweeping
green pastures...

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...rolling hillside was
advantageous for

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cannon operations.

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A job for which we were tasked.

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The pride of the human
spirit weighed heavy...

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...like sulfurous smoke,
clouding the skies, long before

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a cannon was ever fired.

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In the end days

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when the heavens are rolled up
like a scroll, I doubt if it

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will present a more awe
inspiring spectacle

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than that of the historic
field that fatal morn.

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When I was at my lowest...

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...thinking all hope was
forever in the past.

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That's when I heard-

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-Heard what?

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The voice of what I dare
say was an angel.

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He leadeth me.

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O blessed thought.

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O words with heavenly comfort
fraught.

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Whate'er I do.

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Where'er I be.

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Still 'tis God's hand...

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...that leadeth me.

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His faithful follower...

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...I would be.

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For by His hand...

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...He leadeth me.

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Oh father.

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It was as though God
was reminding me

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that I was not alone.

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Elegant.

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Like the breeze flowing gently
on an early spring morning.

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Captivating.

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Like the rolling waves
that crash upon a dry...

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...welcoming shore.

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Distant.

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Like a far off island full of
vast unexplored mystery.

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Beautiful.

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Intriguing.

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Alluring.

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You.

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I too know the severe heartache
of losing someone you love.

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You hear that time will
soften the pain, but...

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...I scoff at that.

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When my father was away at war
our home was overtaken.

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We all stood there...

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...helplessly watching the
needless

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destruction of our belongings.

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My mother was holding
me in her arm...

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...and James in the other.

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Benjamin was standing
by her side.

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There was a noise of some
sort and James...

274
00:34:06,553 --> 00:34:10,622
...somehow managed to break
free from my mother's grip.

275
00:34:12,359 --> 00:34:14,759
There were soldiers all around.

276
00:34:17,798 --> 00:34:19,397
A soldier.

277
00:34:19,399 --> 00:34:23,435
Unsympathetically just shot my
mother and walked away.

278
00:34:25,706 --> 00:34:28,106
Leaving three small
children alone.

279
00:34:30,077 --> 00:34:32,010
Scared and motherless.

280
00:34:32,913 --> 00:34:34,679
Oh Ethel.

281
00:34:36,950 --> 00:34:38,883
I had no idea.

282
00:34:40,754 --> 00:34:42,821
I'm so very sorry.

283
00:34:51,064 --> 00:34:52,497
Though...

284
00:34:52,499 --> 00:34:55,800
...she was only with you
for a short time...

285
00:34:57,537 --> 00:35:00,705
...her legacy continues to
live on through her children.

286
00:35:02,142 --> 00:35:04,576
That is quite apparent.

287
00:35:13,086 --> 00:35:15,520
Every since that tragedy...

288
00:35:15,522 --> 00:35:19,057
...Benjamin and I rarely left
one another's side.

289
00:35:19,059 --> 00:35:23,595
James on the other hand, he
has never been the same.

290
00:35:23,597 --> 00:35:26,664
I truly believe he still
blames himself

291
00:35:26,666 --> 00:35:28,533
for the accident.

292
00:35:28,535 --> 00:35:30,568
But he was so young.

293
00:35:31,438 --> 00:35:33,772
He didn't do that intentionally.

294
00:35:37,511 --> 00:35:40,578
I do pray that one day
he will realize that too.

295
00:35:49,589 --> 00:35:52,457
How did you come to
live out west?

296
00:35:54,861 --> 00:35:57,529
My father came home
from the war following

297
00:35:57,531 --> 00:35:59,464
mother's passing and...

298
00:35:59,466 --> 00:36:02,967
...we only spent one night in
our desolate destroyed home.

299
00:36:02,969 --> 00:36:07,505
The following day we packed
up and came out here.

300
00:36:11,011 --> 00:36:13,144
I think the pain of being
there was too great

301
00:36:13,146 --> 00:36:15,013
for father to bear.

302
00:36:18,718 --> 00:36:21,619
I can't say I wouldn't
have done the same.

303
00:36:24,691 --> 00:36:26,991
After arriving here my
father planted this

304
00:36:26,993 --> 00:36:29,060
tree in her memory.

305
00:36:30,797 --> 00:36:34,532
I think it was his way of
keeping her near him always.

306
00:37:21,081 --> 00:37:23,047
Are you alright?

307
00:37:25,719 --> 00:37:28,219
How many you think
you've put in the ground

308
00:37:28,221 --> 00:37:30,755
since we started all this?

309
00:37:34,961 --> 00:37:36,194
Well.

310
00:37:38,999 --> 00:37:41,766
I stopped keeping
count a long time ago.

311
00:37:46,172 --> 00:37:48,740
Why didn't you let me kill
those dirty savages

312
00:37:48,742 --> 00:37:50,975
when I had the chance...

313
00:37:52,279 --> 00:37:54,546
...down at that hill?

314
00:37:55,749 --> 00:37:58,750
Are you, are you gettin' soft
on me?

315
00:38:26,680 --> 00:38:29,781
You, uh, you think I'm gettin'
soft?

316
00:38:45,765 --> 00:38:47,932
You're just not the same, boss.

317
00:38:51,671 --> 00:38:53,871
We had been tracking
those three filthy savages

318
00:38:53,873 --> 00:38:55,740
for some time now.

319
00:38:57,110 --> 00:38:58,977
Watching their every move.

320
00:38:58,979 --> 00:39:00,979
Noting their every pattern.

321
00:39:02,849 --> 00:39:04,983
Then we do what we always do.

322
00:39:06,286 --> 00:39:08,653
We take the strength from 'em.

323
00:39:08,655 --> 00:39:11,723
And there is nothing like
seeing the pain in their faces

324
00:39:11,725 --> 00:39:14,092
when you take their lifeblood.

325
00:39:15,662 --> 00:39:17,996
When I saw them two
cowered down...

326
00:39:28,975 --> 00:39:32,744
...I knew takin' the young
one, would hurt the most.

327
00:39:38,051 --> 00:39:40,118
That's 'cause sufferin'...

328
00:39:41,421 --> 00:39:44,989
...can do a lot more hurt
to a person than death.

329
00:39:49,663 --> 00:39:51,396
I want her back!

330
00:39:59,439 --> 00:40:02,306
Men will pay a high
price for her.

331
00:40:06,413 --> 00:40:08,046
Yeah.

332
00:40:09,049 --> 00:40:10,982
We'll get her back.

333
00:40:35,875 --> 00:40:38,810
You seem rather
quiet, is everything alright?

334
00:40:38,812 --> 00:40:41,012
Yes, I'm fine.

335
00:40:43,483 --> 00:40:46,718
I've just been thinking
about our conversation earlier.

336
00:40:48,254 --> 00:40:49,487
Oh?

337
00:40:51,191 --> 00:40:52,423
It's just...

338
00:40:52,425 --> 00:40:56,761
...despite your loss and
heartache of losing someone

339
00:40:56,763 --> 00:40:58,162
so very dear...

340
00:40:58,164 --> 00:41:01,866
...how are you able to
continue on in such a way?

341
00:41:03,369 --> 00:41:06,270
There are days where I feel as
though hope hangs around

342
00:41:06,272 --> 00:41:08,139
like a dear old friend.

343
00:41:10,243 --> 00:41:12,310
Those days are few
and far between.

344
00:41:14,481 --> 00:41:17,482
More often than not I feel as
though I can't grasp

345
00:41:17,484 --> 00:41:20,752
the hope and peace that I
have seen you all attain.

346
00:41:22,188 --> 00:41:24,422
It's as if it comes naturally.

347
00:41:27,827 --> 00:41:29,894
Our hope has never
been grounded within

348
00:41:29,896 --> 00:41:31,395
ourselves my dear.

349
00:41:32,098 --> 00:41:33,498
It hasn't?

350
00:41:35,101 --> 00:41:36,501
Well then how?

351
00:41:40,273 --> 00:41:42,974
Hope and peace of the nature
of which you speak do not

352
00:41:42,976 --> 00:41:44,542
come from within.

353
00:41:46,112 --> 00:41:48,980
They in their truest forms are
not enough to sustain you

354
00:41:48,982 --> 00:41:50,948
amid the struggles of life.

355
00:41:53,787 --> 00:41:55,953
But when found in the Lord.

356
00:41:55,955 --> 00:41:58,890
They become your guiding light.

357
00:42:01,828 --> 00:42:04,896
And despite the devastations
that we may face.

358
00:42:07,433 --> 00:42:09,500
His unwavering love will...

359
00:42:09,502 --> 00:42:12,904
...walk alongside us the
rest of our days.

360
00:42:20,814 --> 00:42:23,047
You have to reach a point
where you can just

361
00:42:23,049 --> 00:42:25,116
lose the grip of it all.

362
00:42:25,118 --> 00:42:27,051
A point where...

363
00:42:27,053 --> 00:42:31,022
...letting go feels more
freeing than holding tightly.

364
00:42:32,926 --> 00:42:34,992
Where can I find this?

365
00:42:37,330 --> 00:42:40,498
All you need to do is reach
out and boldly ask for it.

366
00:42:44,337 --> 00:42:45,937
That's it?

367
00:42:47,373 --> 00:42:48,973
That's it.

368
00:43:34,554 --> 00:43:35,987
God.

369
00:43:37,190 --> 00:43:39,957
I've heard your voice
in the silence.

370
00:43:41,461 --> 00:43:43,895
I've felt you in the wind.

371
00:43:45,598 --> 00:43:48,299
Never did I know it was you...

372
00:43:49,469 --> 00:43:52,169
...someone in whom I never
believed.

373
00:43:56,309 --> 00:43:59,143
You beckon me with your calm
stillness.

374
00:44:04,117 --> 00:44:05,349
God.

375
00:44:07,253 --> 00:44:09,086
Hear my cries.

376
00:44:14,427 --> 00:44:16,193
Stay near me.

377
00:44:23,536 --> 00:44:25,303
I need you.

378
00:44:26,539 --> 00:44:27,972
Now.

379
00:44:29,475 --> 00:44:31,375
And forevermore.

380
00:45:36,743 --> 00:45:38,676
Dearest Nakomay,

381
00:45:38,678 --> 00:45:42,480
I hope this letter comes to
you as no disturbance.

382
00:45:42,482 --> 00:45:45,149
My silence I shall keep no
more as thoughts of you

383
00:45:45,151 --> 00:45:47,118
continually cross my mind.

384
00:45:47,120 --> 00:45:50,554
The moments in which we
have spent together...

385
00:45:50,556 --> 00:45:53,758
...I have taken not a single
one for granted.

386
00:45:55,728 --> 00:45:58,429
I hope our days together
go without number.

387
00:46:01,100 --> 00:46:03,167
It is with deepest sincerity...

388
00:46:03,169 --> 00:46:06,303
...that I ask your
accompaniment in the morning.

389
00:46:07,273 --> 00:46:08,672
If you so desire...

390
00:46:08,674 --> 00:46:11,642
...meet me near the river
after sunrise.

391
00:46:13,813 --> 00:46:15,246
Benjamin.

392
00:46:59,592 --> 00:47:01,692
I see you received my letter.

393
00:47:01,694 --> 00:47:03,294
Indeed I did.

394
00:47:03,296 --> 00:47:06,263
It was quite the unexpected
surprise to say the least.

395
00:47:08,334 --> 00:47:10,201
Well, are you ready?

396
00:47:10,203 --> 00:47:11,802
Where are we going?

397
00:47:11,804 --> 00:47:13,337
You'll see.

398
00:48:39,425 --> 00:48:42,226
It's times like this that make
me feel as though I don't

399
00:48:42,228 --> 00:48:43,861
have a care in the world.

400
00:48:45,965 --> 00:48:47,398
Today...

401
00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:49,400
...you don't.

402
00:49:02,415 --> 00:49:05,349
It's an honor to have this
time with you today.

403
00:49:05,351 --> 00:49:08,552
You're a remarkable woman,
Nakomay.

404
00:49:14,393 --> 00:49:17,461
Promise me this won't be our
last adventure together.

405
00:49:17,463 --> 00:49:20,231
It's far from our last.

406
00:50:12,585 --> 00:50:14,385
Nakomay! Nakomay!

407
00:50:14,387 --> 00:50:16,687
It's ok, It's just James.

408
00:50:16,689 --> 00:50:19,056
I promise, everything is fine.

409
00:50:22,561 --> 00:50:24,495
I'm sorry.

410
00:50:24,497 --> 00:50:26,563
Hey, no need to be sorry.

411
00:50:32,838 --> 00:50:34,972
It's James, as in your brother?

412
00:50:34,974 --> 00:50:37,741
Yes, how did you know?

413
00:50:38,811 --> 00:50:40,678
Ethel told me.

414
00:50:42,048 --> 00:50:44,315
Does he come around often?

415
00:50:45,418 --> 00:50:47,351
No, not usually.

416
00:50:49,488 --> 00:50:51,555
Well, I'll leave you be.

417
00:51:07,006 --> 00:51:09,006
No warm welcome I see.

418
00:51:09,008 --> 00:51:11,375
It's been a while.

419
00:51:13,479 --> 00:51:15,546
It's good to see you, James.

420
00:51:19,418 --> 00:51:22,453
Pardon me for asking, but have
you been drinking?

421
00:51:24,557 --> 00:51:25,789
Some.

422
00:51:25,791 --> 00:51:28,359
Sorry I'm not able to
be an outstanding

423
00:51:28,361 --> 00:51:29,860
gentleman like yourself.

424
00:51:29,862 --> 00:51:31,628
James, I'm not...

425
00:51:34,700 --> 00:51:37,101
Every family has their mess up.

426
00:51:38,537 --> 00:51:41,505
And you've not dealt
with life the way I have.

427
00:51:43,476 --> 00:51:44,742
Alright.

428
00:52:01,961 --> 00:52:04,995
James! What a
wonderful surprise.

429
00:52:09,802 --> 00:52:12,669
It's so good seeing you
around here, son.

430
00:52:15,741 --> 00:52:17,975
Ethel is just finishing
preparing a meal

431
00:52:17,977 --> 00:52:20,511
we would love to
have you join us.

432
00:52:27,052 --> 00:52:29,019
Is everything alright?

433
00:52:31,490 --> 00:52:33,157
I'm fair enough.

434
00:52:33,159 --> 00:52:35,826
Just been busy that's all.

435
00:52:37,663 --> 00:52:39,530
Let me help you.

436
00:52:41,500 --> 00:52:42,900
Help me?

437
00:52:44,837 --> 00:52:47,604
And what is it that you
think I need help with?

438
00:52:50,676 --> 00:52:52,810
I already told you that I'm
fine.

439
00:52:58,617 --> 00:53:00,551
It's not you James.

440
00:53:01,187 --> 00:53:03,120
You're not yourself.

441
00:53:04,690 --> 00:53:07,624
It pains me deeply to
see you like this.

442
00:53:11,096 --> 00:53:12,529
Ethel.

443
00:53:13,732 --> 00:53:15,132
Just stop.

444
00:53:15,134 --> 00:53:18,202
Please, just tell me what
you need from me!

445
00:53:25,578 --> 00:53:26,810
Stop.

446
00:53:35,187 --> 00:53:37,855
He just needs some time dear.

447
00:53:57,943 --> 00:54:00,010
What are you doing out here?

448
00:54:01,847 --> 00:54:03,914
I just need some alone time.

449
00:54:03,916 --> 00:54:07,718
Our brother has been away
for months and you now feel

450
00:54:07,720 --> 00:54:09,653
it's time to be alone.

451
00:54:09,655 --> 00:54:12,256
It seems as though you're
hiding.

452
00:54:12,758 --> 00:54:13,991
Hiding?

453
00:54:14,660 --> 00:54:16,527
Hiding from what?

454
00:54:16,529 --> 00:54:19,897
You can't do this every
time James shows up.

455
00:54:26,205 --> 00:54:27,704
Benjamin.

456
00:54:30,009 --> 00:54:32,776
He needs us, you and me!

457
00:54:32,778 --> 00:54:36,780
We can't let him do this
to himself any longer.

458
00:54:38,284 --> 00:54:40,217
I know he needs us.

459
00:54:41,787 --> 00:54:43,020
I do.

460
00:54:48,961 --> 00:54:51,728
I want to see him
change, I really do.

461
00:54:53,065 --> 00:54:55,299
But how do you bring
change to someone...

462
00:54:55,301 --> 00:54:58,602
...who doesn't show a
single desire for it.

463
00:54:59,638 --> 00:55:01,204
You love him.

464
00:55:01,907 --> 00:55:03,307
That's how.

465
00:55:03,309 --> 00:55:06,243
No matter what I've done
you've always been

466
00:55:06,245 --> 00:55:07,911
there for me.

467
00:55:07,913 --> 00:55:10,581
And although I've strayed
from time to time.

468
00:55:10,583 --> 00:55:12,783
You've always been a friend
and comfort when I

469
00:55:12,785 --> 00:55:14,284
needed you the most.

470
00:55:15,621 --> 00:55:17,688
Be that for him.

471
00:55:22,695 --> 00:55:24,161
You're right.

472
00:55:26,098 --> 00:55:28,165
He will listen to you.

473
00:55:29,902 --> 00:55:32,803
Have you seen the way
that he looks up to you?

474
00:55:32,805 --> 00:55:34,371
It's never been of...

475
00:55:34,373 --> 00:55:37,874
...jealousy or anger. It's
always been of admiration.

476
00:55:37,876 --> 00:55:42,346
And now it's seemingly hidden
amid the turmoil in his mind,

477
00:55:42,348 --> 00:55:44,281
but it's still there.

478
00:55:46,619 --> 00:55:49,186
He just needs his brother
now more than ever.

479
00:55:53,225 --> 00:55:56,293
You have a way of getting to
him when no one else can.

480
00:55:58,998 --> 00:56:01,398
You just have to be patient with
him.

481
00:56:03,769 --> 00:56:06,103
I truly believe he'll come
around.

482
00:56:10,376 --> 00:56:11,808
Ok.

483
00:56:39,204 --> 00:56:40,971
James!

484
00:56:42,141 --> 00:56:44,274
There's someone I would
like you to meet.

485
00:56:44,276 --> 00:56:47,711
This is Nakomay. Nakomay, this
is my brother James.

486
00:56:47,713 --> 00:56:49,746
How do you do?

487
00:56:53,952 --> 00:56:55,919
I'll let you be.

488
00:56:55,921 --> 00:56:58,355
If you both would please excuse
me.

489
00:56:59,224 --> 00:57:01,725
It was nice to meet you.

490
00:57:03,896 --> 00:57:06,163
Is that the best
you can do?

491
00:57:06,165 --> 00:57:07,431
Who is she?

492
00:57:07,433 --> 00:57:09,299
What is she doing here?

493
00:57:11,370 --> 00:57:13,303
A woman like that has no
business being in a

494
00:57:13,305 --> 00:57:15,005
place like this.

495
00:57:15,007 --> 00:57:17,107
She lives here.

496
00:57:17,109 --> 00:57:18,975
She what?

497
00:57:18,977 --> 00:57:22,045
Have I been away for such
a time that I have

498
00:57:22,047 --> 00:57:23,480
missed so much?

499
00:57:25,017 --> 00:57:27,084
It's beginning to seem that way.

500
00:57:29,488 --> 00:57:32,155
Don't tell me you take an
interest in that woman.

501
00:57:32,157 --> 00:57:34,991
It's apparent in the way
you look at her.

502
00:57:34,993 --> 00:57:37,327
But she's far different
than the both of us.

503
00:57:37,329 --> 00:57:39,830
Don't you act like you
don't see that.

504
00:57:41,233 --> 00:57:43,834
I don't see her any
different than I see you...

505
00:57:43,836 --> 00:57:46,770
...or anyone else for
that matter.

506
00:57:46,772 --> 00:57:48,405
Listen to yourself.

507
00:57:48,407 --> 00:57:50,407
Do you truly believe you
can have a future with

508
00:57:50,409 --> 00:57:52,175
a woman like that?

509
00:57:52,177 --> 00:57:54,444
- I believe that...
- Oh, Benjamin.

510
00:57:55,347 --> 00:57:57,447
Think about what you're doing.

511
00:57:57,449 --> 00:57:59,783
What are people going to
think about you?

512
00:58:03,756 --> 00:58:04,988
Besides...

513
00:58:04,990 --> 00:58:08,892
...father told me about your
plans to become a minister.

514
00:58:08,894 --> 00:58:11,862
How you do something of that
sort when you run around

515
00:58:11,864 --> 00:58:13,530
with the likes of her, huh?

516
00:58:13,532 --> 00:58:16,833
Have you no notion of what it
takes to hold a

517
00:58:16,835 --> 00:58:18,401
position like that?

518
00:58:19,505 --> 00:58:21,538
I know exactly what it takes.

519
00:58:22,474 --> 00:58:24,775
I firmly believe, brother...

520
00:58:26,111 --> 00:58:28,512
...you've lost sight of it all.

521
00:58:36,155 --> 00:58:38,188
Pardon my foolishness.

522
00:58:39,358 --> 00:58:41,391
I think at times I just...

523
00:58:41,393 --> 00:58:44,394
...allow my prejudice to
get the best of me...

524
00:58:45,898 --> 00:58:48,965
...for that, I guess I do owe
you an apology.

525
00:58:52,938 --> 00:58:54,971
You ever think about...

526
00:58:54,973 --> 00:58:58,208
...what it might be like if
mother was still here?

527
00:59:00,846 --> 00:59:02,579
Of course I do.

528
00:59:02,581 --> 00:59:06,516
- I think about it quite often.
- As do I.

529
00:59:12,191 --> 00:59:13,590
You don't...

530
00:59:15,060 --> 00:59:16,993
I don't what?

531
00:59:18,430 --> 00:59:21,364
You don't still blame yourself,
do you?

532
00:59:23,402 --> 00:59:25,001
Ah, Ben.

533
00:59:26,238 --> 00:59:29,172
That's easy for you to say, you
did nothing wrong.

534
00:59:29,174 --> 00:59:31,408
If I had not been such a
reckless fool.

535
00:59:31,410 --> 00:59:33,910
You and I wouldn't be
having this conversation

536
00:59:33,912 --> 00:59:35,846
and you know that to be true.

537
00:59:35,848 --> 00:59:38,381
You were merely just a child.

538
00:59:38,383 --> 00:59:40,884
Yeah, one who caused his
mother her life.

539
00:59:49,628 --> 00:59:51,061
Benjamin...

540
00:59:53,198 --> 00:59:54,865
...I'm trapped.

541
00:59:57,336 --> 01:00:00,337
I find it difficult to see
above this cloud of disparity

542
01:00:00,339 --> 01:00:02,405
that just looms over me.

543
01:00:04,376 --> 01:00:08,144
This war inside my mind that I
fight from sunrise to sunset...

544
01:00:10,082 --> 01:00:13,316
...it's a bitter battle and if
I dwell there for too long I...

545
01:00:13,318 --> 01:00:16,186
...I feel as though I'm losing
it...

546
01:00:16,989 --> 01:00:18,455
...truly.

547
01:00:35,107 --> 01:00:38,508
The pain you've dealt with is
echoed throughout our family.

548
01:00:41,480 --> 01:00:43,546
Although we fathom...

549
01:00:45,350 --> 01:00:47,584
...life with mother here.

550
01:00:50,289 --> 01:00:53,323
We've never once cast
the blame on you.

551
01:01:06,405 --> 01:01:09,105
Why don't you stay here
with us a while?

552
01:01:09,107 --> 01:01:11,474
Would you consider it?

553
01:01:12,711 --> 01:01:14,244
I would.

554
01:01:14,246 --> 01:01:17,247
If it be permissible with
father and Ethel.

555
01:01:20,485 --> 01:01:23,320
I can speak for all of us in
agreement.

556
01:01:24,723 --> 01:01:26,656
We need you here.

557
01:02:58,316 --> 01:03:00,350
I can see it.

558
01:03:07,259 --> 01:03:09,492
What is it that you
see?

559
01:03:16,368 --> 01:03:17,600
Love.

560
01:03:18,403 --> 01:03:20,303
For the first time...

561
01:03:20,705 --> 01:03:22,605
...I see love.

562
01:03:23,842 --> 01:03:25,742
It's breathtaking.

563
01:03:29,714 --> 01:03:31,614
Marry me.

564
01:03:38,457 --> 01:03:40,490
Yes.

565
01:03:41,560 --> 01:03:43,593
Yes, I will.

566
01:05:54,993 --> 01:05:57,860
Isn't funny how life has a
way of becoming

567
01:05:57,862 --> 01:06:00,263
- something you never dreamt.
- Certainly.

568
01:06:00,265 --> 01:06:02,865
I wouldn't for a moment
change my present

569
01:06:02,867 --> 01:06:04,968
for what lie in my imagination.

570
01:06:04,970 --> 01:06:06,669
Is that so?

571
01:06:07,939 --> 01:06:09,973
Had my mother been here...

572
01:06:09,975 --> 01:06:13,443
...oh, I have spent many
nights wishing that.

573
01:06:13,445 --> 01:06:17,614
I would be quite the different
woman then the one I am now.

574
01:06:17,616 --> 01:06:20,883
It brought me far closer to
my father and brothers...

575
01:06:20,885 --> 01:06:23,853
...and our love developed
in a unique way...

576
01:06:23,855 --> 01:06:26,889
...that I'll treasure forever.

577
01:06:28,927 --> 01:06:32,328
The way this family loves
is unlike any I've seen before.

578
01:06:33,865 --> 01:06:36,733
You've changed me my
dear. For the better.

579
01:06:38,503 --> 01:06:40,903
For your presence I am thankful.

580
01:06:40,905 --> 01:06:44,340
Knowing that you will be
forever a part of this family

581
01:06:44,342 --> 01:06:46,376
brings me all the more joy.

582
01:06:50,582 --> 01:06:52,682
I have something I
want to show you.

583
01:06:53,585 --> 01:06:55,285
Follow me.

584
01:07:06,364 --> 01:07:07,930
What is this?

585
01:07:08,833 --> 01:07:10,900
It's my mother's wedding dress.

586
01:07:11,603 --> 01:07:13,536
It's breathtaking.

587
01:07:13,538 --> 01:07:16,072
What a sweet tangible
memory to possess.

588
01:07:18,343 --> 01:07:20,910
I've been saving this for
my wedding day.

589
01:07:20,912 --> 01:07:24,681
But now that you and
Benjamin are to be wed

590
01:07:24,683 --> 01:07:27,450
it would be my greatest honor
to see you wear it.

591
01:07:27,686 --> 01:07:28,918
Me?

592
01:07:28,920 --> 01:07:31,554
No, I couldn't do that.

593
01:07:35,694 --> 01:07:37,026
Look.

594
01:07:40,365 --> 01:07:43,399
You will be the most beautiful
bride in all the world.

595
01:07:43,401 --> 01:07:46,703
I can't put into words what
this means to me.

596
01:07:49,074 --> 01:07:51,407
I don't know how to thank you.

597
01:07:52,844 --> 01:07:55,545
You wearing this dress is
thanks enough.

598
01:07:55,547 --> 01:07:59,549
Oh how I will forever remember
this precious moment.

599
01:08:02,887 --> 01:08:06,489
The whole concept of marriage
is something quite new to me.

600
01:08:11,396 --> 01:08:13,496
Would you do me a great honor?

601
01:08:13,498 --> 01:08:16,933
It would mean everything
for you to stand by me

602
01:08:16,935 --> 01:08:18,868
on my wedding day.

603
01:08:19,938 --> 01:08:21,971
Most certainly my dear.

604
01:08:22,974 --> 01:08:24,674
Thank you.

605
01:08:32,083 --> 01:08:34,450
When we were
children, James, Benjamin, and I

606
01:08:34,452 --> 01:08:37,019
would spend a great deal of
time out in this field.

607
01:08:38,056 --> 01:08:40,123
See those trees over there?

608
01:08:40,125 --> 01:08:43,593
We would see who could
best get to the top first.

609
01:08:43,595 --> 01:08:47,697
James had quite a competitive
spirit about him.

610
01:08:50,168 --> 01:08:53,169
Oh to be young and carefree
again.

611
01:08:56,574 --> 01:08:58,574
Did you hear something?

612
01:08:58,977 --> 01:09:00,476
I did.

613
01:09:01,880 --> 01:09:03,913
I don't see anything though.

614
01:09:03,915 --> 01:09:06,883
We've been gone for
quite a while.

615
01:09:06,885 --> 01:09:09,752
Maybe we should start to head
back.

616
01:09:15,860 --> 01:09:18,161
No. Come on, hurry.

617
01:09:22,467 --> 01:09:25,168
No! Please! Take me not her!

618
01:09:25,170 --> 01:09:26,669
Please!

619
01:09:53,164 --> 01:09:54,931
Ethel!

620
01:09:57,035 --> 01:09:59,035
You can't leave me.

621
01:10:21,759 --> 01:10:23,693
NO! Ethel!

622
01:11:19,717 --> 01:11:21,751
My sweet Ethel.

623
01:12:05,797 --> 01:12:08,030
What's wrong? No. No. You're
okay.

624
01:12:08,032 --> 01:12:10,299
You're going to be okay.

625
01:12:10,301 --> 01:12:12,068
Look at me!

626
01:13:16,968 --> 01:13:19,235
Well, what do we have here?

627
01:13:19,237 --> 01:13:22,972
It's our unintentional
find tonight boys.

628
01:13:22,974 --> 01:13:25,675
She's a lovely one I'll say.

629
01:13:27,879 --> 01:13:31,113
Wait a minute. I think
I remember this one.

630
01:13:34,152 --> 01:13:35,751
You!

631
01:13:52,270 --> 01:13:53,869
Father!

632
01:13:56,441 --> 01:13:57,940
Help!

633
01:13:58,910 --> 01:14:00,209
Help.

634
01:15:12,250 --> 01:15:14,250
Nakomay! Where is she?

635
01:15:16,487 --> 01:15:18,254
I don't know.

636
01:15:20,324 --> 01:15:22,958
James! Where is Nakomay!

637
01:15:22,960 --> 01:15:24,994
They took her.

638
01:15:31,135 --> 01:15:33,869
You tell me what you need from
me.

639
01:15:37,341 --> 01:15:40,376
We have to find her! No
matter what it takes!

640
01:15:42,146 --> 01:15:44,046
We have to find her!

641
01:16:20,451 --> 01:16:23,118
What is it that you want from
me?

642
01:16:24,388 --> 01:16:26,322
The war is over!

643
01:16:28,092 --> 01:16:30,159
You've taken our land.

644
01:16:30,161 --> 01:16:32,995
You've taken our loved ones.

645
01:16:34,232 --> 01:16:36,098
You stood by...

646
01:16:36,100 --> 01:16:39,301
...and allowed my siblings to
be mercilessly killed.

647
01:16:41,172 --> 01:16:43,105
And for what?

648
01:16:46,110 --> 01:16:49,044
What more could you possibly
want?

649
01:16:54,018 --> 01:16:56,418
What did you just say to
me?

650
01:16:56,420 --> 01:17:00,022
Around these parts, miss, I
always get what I want.

651
01:17:00,024 --> 01:17:03,926
And who do you think you are
to talk to me in such a manner?

652
01:17:03,928 --> 01:17:06,495
I'll tell you who I am.

653
01:17:09,667 --> 01:17:11,934
I am a child of God.

654
01:17:12,904 --> 01:17:15,204
I will not fall into despair.

655
01:17:15,206 --> 01:17:18,107
No matter what is taken from me.

656
01:17:18,109 --> 01:17:21,176
My spirit cannot be broken.

657
01:17:22,346 --> 01:17:25,214
For even in this bondage
I have freedom.

658
01:17:27,485 --> 01:17:30,085
My freedom, it lies within.

659
01:17:30,955 --> 01:17:33,289
And it cannot be taken from me.

660
01:17:33,291 --> 01:17:36,392
Despite any attempts that you
make.

661
01:18:51,469 --> 01:18:53,268
Ah!

662
01:19:03,047 --> 01:19:04,580
No!

663
01:19:10,287 --> 01:19:12,287
James! Look at me!

664
01:19:13,324 --> 01:19:14,623
James!

665
01:19:17,061 --> 01:19:18,694
No!

666
01:20:30,167 --> 01:20:31,834
You came for me.

667
01:20:31,836 --> 01:20:36,438
There's nothing in this world
that will keep me from you.

668
01:20:40,111 --> 01:20:42,344
I'll always fight for you.

669
01:20:50,821 --> 01:20:52,754
James!

670
01:24:07,084 --> 01:24:09,351
Near the cross...

671
01:24:10,754 --> 01:24:12,821
...I watch and wait.

672
01:24:15,793 --> 01:24:18,860
Hoping, trusting, ever.

673
01:24:23,667 --> 01:24:25,734
Till I reach...

674
01:24:27,071 --> 01:24:30,339
...that golden strand,

675
01:24:31,942 --> 01:24:35,010
just beyond the river.

676
01:24:40,584 --> 01:24:42,651
In the cross.

677
01:24:44,788 --> 01:24:46,855
In the cross.

678
01:24:49,660 --> 01:24:52,728
Be my glory ever.

679
01:24:57,401 --> 01:25:00,469
Till my ransomed soul shall
find.

680
01:25:05,542 --> 01:25:08,610
Rest beyond the river.

681
01:25:14,418 --> 01:25:17,486
Till my ransomed soul shall
find.

682
01:25:21,992 --> 01:25:25,060
Rest beyond the river.

683
01:25:41,111 --> 01:25:42,878
At times...

684
01:25:42,880 --> 01:25:47,048
...when we're staring into
the face of fear.

685
01:25:50,954 --> 01:25:54,589
Feeling as though we can't
even catch another breath.

686
01:25:57,795 --> 01:26:00,862
This is when we needn't
lose our hope.

687
01:26:02,499 --> 01:26:05,734
For it is hope that is our
greatest weapon.

688
01:26:07,971 --> 01:26:10,205
With it, the darkest hours...

689
01:26:11,442 --> 01:26:13,675
...can be split wide open.

690
01:26:15,446 --> 01:26:16,945
Despite...

691
01:26:17,748 --> 01:26:19,815
...grave heartache.

692
01:26:21,084 --> 01:26:23,518
Hope found in Christ.

693
01:26:25,489 --> 01:26:28,223
This is the sole thing
that you have...

694
01:26:29,059 --> 01:26:31,493
...in which you can hold.

695
01:26:33,730 --> 01:26:35,964
As many of you may know...

696
01:26:37,234 --> 01:26:38,900
...my health...

697
01:26:39,803 --> 01:26:42,204
...has been in a steady decline.

698
01:26:44,007 --> 01:26:46,074
But with joyful heart.

699
01:26:46,076 --> 01:26:48,877
Our beloved, Benjamin Nelson.

700
01:26:50,247 --> 01:26:52,080
Will graciously...

701
01:26:52,082 --> 01:26:56,117
...be taking my place as
your new minister.

702
01:26:57,654 --> 01:27:00,722
And for that, we are
abundantly grateful.

703
01:29:17,694 --> 01:29:21,196
Do you think God could ever
forgive a wretch like me?

704
01:29:23,634 --> 01:29:25,367
I've just...

705
01:29:26,003 --> 01:29:28,003
...done so much.

706
01:29:36,980 --> 01:29:39,014
I do believe He will.

707
01:29:39,683 --> 01:29:41,182
Completely.

708
01:29:47,124 --> 01:29:50,058
I've done so many
detestable things.

709
01:29:50,060 --> 01:29:53,261
The record of wrongs
I've caused is...

710
01:29:53,263 --> 01:29:56,031
...too numerous to count.

711
01:30:00,003 --> 01:30:02,937
I've just never
understood, why, God...

712
01:30:02,939 --> 01:30:05,206
...if there is a God...

713
01:30:05,208 --> 01:30:08,943
...would ever allow someone
to take a shape like mine.

714
01:30:12,949 --> 01:30:15,850
Many people think that it's
God that has walked away

715
01:30:15,852 --> 01:30:18,353
from us when all along it's we
who have walked away

716
01:30:18,355 --> 01:30:20,088
from Him.

717
01:30:25,195 --> 01:30:28,129
We've been sought after
with an extravagant...

718
01:30:29,166 --> 01:30:31,366
...long pursuing love.

719
01:30:31,368 --> 01:30:35,336
This love requires
nothing from us but...

720
01:30:35,338 --> 01:30:38,473
...in one in which
everything is given.

721
01:30:39,743 --> 01:30:42,143
It's one in which we ought
mirror.

722
01:30:44,347 --> 01:30:47,182
One we freely give to
our fellow man.

723
01:30:51,221 --> 01:30:54,022
But despite the devastation
that I've caused

724
01:30:54,024 --> 01:30:56,891
you and your family, how can
you in good conscience

725
01:30:56,893 --> 01:30:59,060
treat me with such kindness?

726
01:31:00,864 --> 01:31:03,231
My actions, they're
unforgivable.

727
01:31:06,470 --> 01:31:09,037
Nursing a bitter wound
will do nothing but

728
01:31:09,039 --> 01:31:10,872
destroy from within.

729
01:31:10,874 --> 01:31:13,274
I have forgiven you.

730
01:31:14,177 --> 01:31:16,778
To be truthful, we all have.

731
01:33:09,192 --> 01:33:12,193
Life can deal you
a hand which you never

732
01:33:12,195 --> 01:33:14,128
expected to receive.

733
01:33:16,132 --> 01:33:18,466
Our struggles are only
momentary.

734
01:33:18,468 --> 01:33:22,170
At times, they feel as though
they stretch into a span

735
01:33:22,172 --> 01:33:23,638
of eternity.

736
01:33:25,308 --> 01:33:28,009
It felt as though the one
thing for which

737
01:33:28,011 --> 01:33:30,578
I deeply longed was too
distant to reach.

738
01:33:32,582 --> 01:33:34,382
As it turns out...

739
01:33:34,384 --> 01:33:37,886
...I found that one thing I
fought so long...

740
01:33:37,888 --> 01:33:41,956
...so hard for, was fighting
twice as hard for me.

741
01:33:44,227 --> 01:33:45,560
Love.

742
01:33:48,198 --> 01:33:51,165
Love runs wildly, eradicating
darkness with each

743
01:33:51,167 --> 01:33:52,967
passing step.

744
01:33:54,204 --> 01:33:56,237
Hope is at its side.

745
01:33:56,239 --> 01:33:59,140
Continually casting out fear.

746
01:34:00,610 --> 01:34:03,511
It is patient. Oh so very
patient.

747
01:34:06,216 --> 01:34:08,116
It's a kind friend.

748
01:34:08,118 --> 01:34:11,486
One which you feel has
always belonged.

749
01:34:12,622 --> 01:34:15,690
It dances amid the most
violent storms.

750
01:34:17,327 --> 01:34:20,128
No record of wrong does it keep.

751
01:34:20,130 --> 01:34:24,365
When you choose to release
the grasp of fear and defeat...

752
01:34:24,367 --> 01:34:27,635
...it in turn sets your soul
afire.

753
01:34:32,542 --> 01:34:35,476
When your steepest
mountains refuse to move,

754
01:34:35,478 --> 01:34:39,013
believe that a stream will
lead you out.

755
01:34:39,015 --> 01:34:42,717
Trust that your tears are
not wept in vain,

756
01:34:42,719 --> 01:34:46,220
but help aid in your healing.

757
01:34:46,990 --> 01:34:49,057
Trust in your past.

758
01:34:49,059 --> 01:34:52,593
For it shapes how you
walk in your tomorrows.

759
01:34:54,597 --> 01:34:57,598
Lean continually into the one
who holds the earth

760
01:34:57,600 --> 01:35:00,401
delicately in the palm of His
hand.

761
01:35:02,038 --> 01:35:04,005
Without fail.

762
01:35:04,007 --> 01:35:07,275
He will always be the
greatest source of strength

763
01:35:07,277 --> 01:35:09,043
and comfort.

764
01:35:09,045 --> 01:35:11,546
In time of lack and plenty.

765
01:35:14,751 --> 01:35:16,484
Lastly...

766
01:35:16,486 --> 01:35:19,454
Forget not to trust in love.

767
01:35:19,456 --> 01:35:23,458
For it is by this that all
things are made whole.

768
01:35:27,163 --> 01:35:29,197
Made beautiful.

769
01:35:55,480 --> 01:36:00,480
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