Anon's dilemna

"You did what?!?"
>Slamming your fist against the table, Fluttershy squeals before whimpering.
>"I-I panicked. I was afraid, I'm so sorry Anon!"
>Rage filled and seeing red, you do not act on what every fiber of your being says.
>You turn around and leave the home you had just started to accept as your own.
>"A-Anon? I-I'm... Sorry."
>Stopping, you glare back at the mare at manage to growl out.
"And that makes it all better."
>Facing forward, you continue on your way to town in the dead of night as Fluttershy's sobs fill the air.

"Nnn-gha! Another."
>Slamming the glass to the counter, the bartender looks you over before pulling the glass in.
>"I think you've had enough."
"I'm not paying you to think, I'm paying you to serve my drinks. Now, another."
>The stallion sighs and slides you another shot of imitation vodka.
>Damn ponies couldn't even get alcohol right.
>A familiar orange lanky stallion takes the seat next to you.
>"Anon? Are you okay?"
>You snort and shake your head.
"Far from it Carrot. I... I just... Shit man."
>He places a hoof on your back, giving you a worried look.
>"What happened?..."
>You start to tear up, pain finally setting in.
"F-Fluttershy... She... She... A-aborted the kid, MY kid."
>Streams of tears run down your eyes, freely sobbing now.
>Forget the fact Fluttershy all but begged you to date her.
>Never mind that she said she wouldn't mind bearing an abomination child if it was yours.
>You wanted to be a dad.
>To have a child, start a family.
>Now...
>"... Hey, sends this guys tab my way, okay?"
>The bartender nods, eyes more empathetic to your plight.
"Thank you..."
>"Hey, you drink as much as you need to, and don't let anyone tell you when to stop... If you need a place to stay, we do have a spare room."
>You nod, letting the pain run its course, not able to go back to that mare.


>With a heavy sigh, you step into the cottage you share with the mare you can no longer be with.
>It's an absolute mess in here.
>The animals are all gone and nothing has been cleaned since you left.
>Ascending the steps, you are to grab your things and leave.
>Fluttershy's sobs start to fill your ears.
>You open the door to the master bedroom and the mare practically jumps up; eyes tear stained and red.
>"A-Anon!"
"Don't, I'm not staying."
>She gasps and starts to cry again.
>"W-What do you mean?"
"It's over... Goodbye Fluttershy."
>She jumps at you, holding you down.
>"Please Anon, don't go, don't leave me!"
>The mare cries into your shirt, pleading for you to stay.
>You pull her off and stand.
"Why should I?"
>"B-Because I still love you..."
"And I loved you... But you killed our child Fluttershy... I-I wanted him or her."
>Her sobs start to slow down, tears silently dropping.
>"I-I know... Please..."
"..."
>You must be some sort of fool.
"One chance. That is all I am giving."
>Fluttetshy's sobs stop, replaced with sniffles.
>"Th-Thank you."
"Don't... I am not forgiving you."
>"... We'll take things one day at a time... M-maybe one day we can be back to where we were?"
>You don't answer, not entirely sure why you are even staying.
>"Anon... I... I love you..."
>You take a deep breath, looking over the wooden floor.
"I know..."