Toxicity of RoahmMythril and his userbase script

This really has to be said.

People are saying that RoahmMythril and his fanbase are an outlier by not being toxic where the gaming communities in general are. I am of course here to say that that is a lie, at best based only comparative to gaming communities, and one that I had bought into and as a result thought that I could appeal to human decency when talking about my parents' house. RoahmMythril and his fanbase refused to care, even indulging in vague hostility and oneupsmanship contests as a user named spiritomb108 proved with the latter, not even caring to at least say something more positive at all, and tensions rose leading to RoahmMythril effectively calling me a troll, well after having enabled harassment against my own person ON HIS OWN CHANNEL, a case of which I deleted by reposting the thread comment and notably changing it due to context originally having me ask a question that RoahmMythril himself answered.

I could go into detail about my parents' house, how it had the problem of a maggot filled toilet that forced unpleasant workarounds and eventually had me go through survivor's guilt over the deaths of my parents, etc. But I shouldn't have to repeat about these problems. For God's sake, I made a Dropbox folder about it and surrounding politics in December. I've been careful about who I had shown it to and what I got in general for response was deaf ears. The fact that a potential arson target in the middle of a now blatant fire-based disaster stops being what I want to focus on is how AWFUL the Bystander Syndrome truly is, and it's worse when a fire at the start of August, which is before the Pacific state fires in general really sparked, happened to already newsworthy damage not 2 blocks away from my parents' house.

Oh wait, they just claim that I'm just trying to drag people into this for attention for myself. Sorry, but that's the excuse of cowards refusing to even say anything useful because it doesn't affect them. You could claim I should just pay regard to the likes of Hurricane Laura, when oh hey, I would actually do that when I already have mentioned about the Lane Graves incident. Where I take issue, is RoahmMythril's fanbase just asking me to overextend. I'll say it again: if I had decent resources, I'd be having my parents' house fixed up simple as that and I wouldn't need to say anything about it. I also wouldn't need to mention about the disabilities daycare center, period, or the Genki Girl staff member from the disabilities daycare center, or about an additional family member I suspect I have survivor's guilt about, who it should be mentioned had been brought up a couple of months ago in family conversation and I got jumpy when I noticed the family member's death day was the same as the birthday of the aforementioned Genki Girl staff member....

You may see how these are things I would seem stupid to mention about. I know how people would and indeed have seeked excuses for their arbitrary hate. The fact that I have had to hide from as much only proves how broken society truly is. This society will even tear at the actual genuine idealists who would say, and I quote Brenner from Advance Wars Days of Ruin, "better early to the grave than late to your own humanity." I will point out that Brenner had Lin, who shows clear moments of disagreement with Brenner's optimism about those he refuses to leave behind, as his second-in-command. I will further point out that that line I just quoted, was said to Waylon when Waylon was being a broken record about responsibility providing Brenner a broken heart and an early grave. It was said, when Waylon was leading the group hunting down Brenner for trying to bail the Lazurians from Greyfield's racist and power-mad agenda. Brenner getting nuked wasn't Brenner being an idiot. It was Waylon and the others who had a hand in Brenner's death being scum.

And that's exactly what RoahmMythril and his fanbase are: they're freaking Waylon. Complete with the gleeful subscription to the Bread and Circuses. By the way, did you know that if you lose on Waylon Flies Again, Waylon actually says, and I quote: "Sorry, kid. Ya got hopes and dreams, and then life kicks ya in the butt. Now it's my time! Whoooo! Hit me!" I just want to vomit at the myopia Waylon displays there, but it's worth bringing up when the fanbase will claim the same load. I'm sorry, but people would refuse to be Brenner when first, they wouldn't want to die, that's fine of course but it further punctuates why those who have a natural desire like that be immaterial to them should not be suffocated by a failure to divide workload; and second, when it just doesn't pay off whatsoever, which is exactly what happens when society will keep spitting on them, instead of seeing them as people with their own difficulties. There's a reason the Lins of the world exist.

But I bet that RoahmMythril and his fanbase will claim that I'm just "salty" and will claim that I tried to force RoahmMythril to play a certain way. Okay. Let's humor that miserable excuse to at best live off of the same sort of oversimplifying that would have me concerned about the idea of even muttering the trope name "Savvy Guy Energetic Girl" at that disabilities daycare center. I will provide a link to the Pastebin entry in question for everybody to see where that stupidity arises. I do NOT recall trying to tell RoahmMythril to "git gud", only ask for him to say something supportive about the Back-To-Back Awesome gameplay that the Volcano Slopes has. Actually, that's all I was asking for with my parents' house too: for people to say something supportive. Apparently, ANY semblance of empathy is too much for people to show. If I'm "lucky," I get idiots telling me I should go to therapy, which has been a stupid idea from the start and it's even stupider now when it's clear the government is DELIBERATELY OBSTRUCTIVE. When Designing For did their rough draft of my suggestion for Secret of Evermore, which I actually forgot about until after the mess had built up enough, I didn't suggest any changes to the script, because oh hey, using the natural script adheres to treating individuality with respect and dignity, and any addressing of given points that I wished to do could be done in a comment on the YouTube upload as, of course I did. Obviously, Designing For didn't give me any fits, maybe because they're agreeing that the Volcano Slopes is enough of a highlight. At the very worst, I was needing to say enough of what I did in the Pastebin because Secret of Evermore unfortunately has a NASTY habit of Guide Dang Its such as the 15 minute timer on the Nobilia marketplace first visit that even speedruns play around as actively as they do.

I also recall having told RoahmMythril to NOT read the Pastebin until he was mentally ready for criticism. What he did was immediately skim through it and make his response clearly based off of that. That was a FLAGRANT show of disrespect and I'm surprised I had forgotten about that annoying detail until I got to writing the script for this. But it does make sense when oh look, these fakes don't want to be positive, because if they did, they would have responded to my comments where I was providing enemy stats, especially when I even put the Raptor's stats in surprisingly basic encrypting. But no, people don't want to care; instead, make way for wanting to just rail on a game that's about 25 years old at this point. Now yes there's issues that would be called out by yesteryear's standards like the Lost Forevers and the Unwinnable By Mistake situations, but the fact that the gameplay and soundtrack hold through the test of time should warrant it its clear sense of credit, rather than calling it "MST3K the game" to keep having it Misblamed for what happened with Seiken Densetsu San/3, which you people may know as Trials of Mana. We can't exactly have game design improve when we ignore the good points to Accentuate The Negative. Oh I forgot: that's precisely what gaming communities are so riddled with. And RoahmMythril and his fanbase don't want to be any different. Never mind that yes, I call out the pet hype for its own sake idiocy that doesn't think about the notion of Show Don't Tell.

Even with these points, I know how RoahmMythril and his userbase are never going to care. If they'd prove me wrong in a welcome way, that'd be a pleasant surprise, but at least making this video rant I can stop holding my breath after all the damage their message of trying to silence me has done to my efforts to fix my parents' house, after even telling me to clean up my own messes, in the exact same tone you'd expect of anybody who would tell somebody that they'd need to get laid. They're the hypocrites, and they definitely won't care about others' problems. You know what that very mentality allowed to spread? The virus mess, simply because the first states to have the problem with the virus just so happen to be democratic and therefore it wasn't President Trump's problem. I get the feeling that the virus hitting Trump's staff is....I can't quite remember the word, just that I recall it being 5 letters, starting with a K and ending with an A. Well, I'm sure it would certainly fit Trump having to deal with something he allowed to build up by saying "not my problem." The Pacific state fires are also a red flag, and yes I can tell you how I saw the sky be orange for literally an entire day if not longer because of the whole mess. People can't say "if it ain't broke don't fix it" when things are broken where they stand.

When all is said and done, the same No Sympathy mentalities that RoahmMythril and his fanbase show are EXACTLY the sort of reason why I would talk about my parents' house the way I am doing so at all and why I would deconstruct that clique, and it's all because PEOPLE. REFUSE. TO. LISTEN. OR. CARE.