21 October 2012
09:14 - Elcaro: evening
09:14 - {WSB} Mîrage: Thanks, in one in the morning though
09:14 - Elcaro: oh
09:14 - Elcaro: stupid timezones
09:14 - {WSB} Mîrage: I'm not feeling well, prolly not the best time to talk
09:14 - Elcaro: okay
09:14 - {WSB} Mîrage: yea, timezones
09:15 - {WSB} Mîrage: So, if I don't see you again, good luck, with everything
09:15 - Elcaro: Ok, will do
09:15 - Elcaro: hopefully, see you when you're better
09:15 - {WSB} Mîrage: maybe, if i'm still here
09:15 - Elcaro: what?
09:16 - Elcaro: Why would you say that, you're probably gonna be okay
09:18 - {WSB} Mîrage: mm
09:18 - {WSB} Mîrage: what are you thinking I'm saying, about feeling down?
09:18 - Elcaro: I dunno
09:19 - {WSB} Mîrage: well, not like sick
09:19 - {WSB} Mîrage: in the conventional sense
09:19 - Elcaro: ...
09:21 - {WSB} Mîrage: goodbye
09:21 - Elcaro: bye, for now
09:21 - {WSB} Mîrage: mmm maybe
09:22 - Elcaro: Don't do it, it's not worth it
09:23 - {WSB} Mîrage: worth what
09:23 - Elcaro: look, I know what you're getting at. Don't do it
09:24 - {WSB} Mîrage: I know you know, and why?
09:24 - Elcaro: think about your family, your friends
09:27 - {WSB} Mîrage: yea, well
09:28 - {WSB} Mîrage: I guess they'd probably not  be happy if I did
09:28 - Elcaro: I know, they care for you, they like you.
09:29 - {WSB} Mîrage: does that really matter though?
09:30 - Elcaro: Yes, it would be a crushing loss
09:30 - Elcaro: You don't know it, but, I care about you
09:30 - {WSB} Mîrage: I do know it, you're talking right now
09:30 - {WSB} Mîrage: talking to me, rather
09:30 - {WSB} Mîrage: what would you do if I did it?
09:31 - Elcaro: Well, I don't know. Be pretty damn sad, maybe.
09:31 - Elcaro: Nothing like this has happened in my life and I don't want it to
09:32 - {WSB} Mîrage: okay, well try not to be too depressed if I do, okay?
09:32 - Elcaro: Look, don't
09:32 - {WSB} Mîrage: I don't want my decisions effecting you too hard
09:32 - Elcaro: But, you're one of the only people I relate to
09:33 - {WSB} Mîrage: well, just don't be me
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09:34 - {WSB} Mîrage: okay
09:34 - Elcaro: yes?
09:34 - {WSB} Mîrage: took a little break there to grab something
09:34 - Elcaro: Sure
09:34 - {WSB} Mîrage: It'll be very helpful, i'm sure
09:34 - Elcaro: What, no, don't do what I think you will
09:35 - {WSB} Mîrage: what, are you thinking I'm going to hurt myself somehow?
09:35 - Elcaro: Yes
09:35 - {WSB} Mîrage: ah, well I am, so good guess there
09:35 - Elcaro: No, please don't
09:35 - {WSB} Mîrage: it's so hard not to though
09:36 - Elcaro: Look, don't, for all your family and friends
09:36 - {WSB} Mîrage: They'll live
09:36 - Elcaro: Look, I cannot believe you would do this?
09:37 - Elcaro: You are a likeable woman, what's driving you to do this?
09:37 - {WSB} Mîrage: I'm just depresses
09:37 - {WSB} Mîrage: depressed*
09:38 - Elcaro: You can get over it
09:38 - {WSB} Mîrage: I have before, but it just comes back
09:38 - {WSB} Mîrage: so what's the point?
09:38 - Elcaro: See a psychiatrist if you need
09:39 - {WSB} Mîrage: I have
09:39 - Elcaro: I'm depressed pretty much all the time, and I get over it
09:39 - {WSB} Mîrage: you're a strong person, well done
09:40 - Elcaro: You should be strong, I believe you can
09:41 - {WSB} Mîrage: I have been
09:41 - {WSB} Mîrage: for  a long time, maybe too long
09:42 - Elcaro: Why is this suddenly happening?
09:43 - Elcaro: I woke up, and now a friend wants to kill herself
09:43 - {WSB} Mîrage: I'm sorry, I shouldn've bothered you
09:43 - Elcaro: No,  it's okay
09:43 - {WSB} Mîrage: You have a pleasant day, and enjoy doing whatever
09:44 - Elcaro: Please, think about all the consequences
09:44 - {WSB} Mîrage: I have
09:45 - Elcaro: Look, I hope you come to your senses
09:45 - {WSB} Mîrage: when?
09:45 - {WSB} Mîrage: how could there be a time for that?
09:45 - {WSB} Mîrage: also, I'm completely lucid
09:45 - Elcaro: ...
09:45 - {WSB} Mîrage: okay, well close
09:45 - {WSB} Mîrage: ish
09:46 - {WSB} Mîrage: I think I'm going to depart now
09:46 - {WSB} Mîrage: Bye
09:46 - Elcaro: Please don't be forever
09:47 - Elcaro: I hope I hear from you tonight
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09:49 - Elcaro: back again?
09:49 - {WSB} Mîrage: sorry, just some final goodbyes to people
09:49 - Elcaro: Oh, no, no
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09:49 - Elcaro: back again?
09:49 - {WSB} Mîrage: sorry, just some final goodbyes to people
09:49 - Elcaro: Oh, no, no
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09:52 - Elcaro: ...
09:52 - Elcaro: Hello?
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09:53 - {WSB} Mîrage: I feel bad about inconsistency, but I wanted to see what that last sentence you were going to say was
09:54 - Elcaro: It doesn't have to be the last
09:54 - Elcaro: I', not gonna beg for anything, just, a memoir, of our freindship
09:54 - {WSB} Mîrage: I'm confused
09:54 - Elcaro: Same
09:55 - Elcaro: One of my other friends just lost inter,net, nobody to talk too
09:55 - {WSB} Mîrage: that's too bad
09:55 - {WSB} Mîrage: I can't stay
09:55 - Elcaro: why?
09:55 - {WSB} Mîrage: if I don't come back, my gf should be on to inform and close things up
09:56 - Elcaro: if you do come back?
09:56 - {WSB} Mîrage: then I'll have made it through again
09:56 - Elcaro: how will I know if it's you though?
09:56 - {WSB} Mîrage: I wouldn't be betting on that one though, I gathered up all the stuff I need here
09:56 - {WSB} Mîrage: I'll tell you
09:57 - Elcaro: I hope this isn't our final goodbye
09:57 - {WSB} Mîrage: I wish I could say the same, and it's nothing personal, I just don't want to be here anymore
09:57 - Elcaro: Well, I'll levae it up to you, just have a long, hard think
09:58 - Elcaro: It's just your Bipolarity
09:58 - {WSB} Mîrage: already did, and I am prepared
09:58 - {WSB} Mîrage: bye bye
09:58 - Elcaro: Bye, please, I hope I see you again
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