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- In dreams, you start just knowing stuff, right? And they often come with a whole history that you just know. So I think we'll start there.
- Over the past few . . . days? Weeks? Months? I had been . . . gray. There was something--or perhaps it's someone, my love--that had turned my world from the bright happy place that it is when everything's okay to something a little less shiny. A tiny bit dull. Faded. Grayer. And my mom, who's always been in tune with me--usually even better than I am--had noticed. My father, too. And he is--shall we say--less in tune. But nothing seems to help. I'm inconsolable, and I avoid any attempts to be consoled, anyway. And as we enter the world of the dream, my parents have run out of solutions.
- There's going to be a wedding. My wedding. And really, I could care less. I'm going to be the bride and my parents are going to be there, but other than that, I haven't bothered to find out anything about the affair. I don't know--or care--where it will be, what my dress will look like, who's invited, who's holding the service, who's in the wedding party, or even who the groom will be.
- It's the night before the wedding and I'm trying on the dress. And it is beautiful. Stunning. It flatters me so well. It's a strapless number with a skirt that flares out and it sparkles and glitters and makes me look fabulous. And that's when it hits me. Once I get married, that's it. That's the big whammy. This whole mess will be over. The whole problem will, in a way, be solved. You will be, most solidly, out of my life.
- The next day when I wake up, I am a mess. I'm despondent and inconsolable. I do things without thinking about them, because they are what's done. I go to the bridal chamber without looking at anything because the groom can't see the bride before the wedding. And then I think about seeing whoever this is that I'm going to marry and be with forever as I'm walking up the aisle for the first time, and I start getting anxious. I'm crying and miserable and a mess.
- I go out to see if I can spot the groom cause I can't stand not knowing before I walk up the aisle, and he hasn't arrived yet. I look gorgeous in the dress, but I'm a crying mess. People come up to talk to me, but I'm in my own little world of misery. And it just seems to go on.
- But then I start getting the feeling that the groom's arrived. I should go back and not be seen, but I honestly don't give a damn about tradition or anything else right now; I just want to know who I'm going to be miserable with. And when he walks through the door. . .
- It's you. I don't know what to do with myself. I've spent all this time being miserable and now this. It's too beautiful for me right now. I'm like a person stuck in a cave for months seeing the sun again. And I'm exhausted. I don't even stop crying. I'm still a mess. It's overwhelming.
- So much emotion. It wasn't so much a story of events but a story through emotions. And I remembered it so well when I woke up, too.
- I don't know.
- I just thought you might want to know I dreamed about you.
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