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  1. [10/7/17, 10:18:42 am] lia.: boo
  2. [10/7/17, 10:19:44 am] lia.: harrryryyyyyyyyyyy
  3. [10/7/17, 10:19:44 am] h.: OMG U ALIVE
  4. [10/7/17, 10:19:48 am] lia.: im alive
  5. [10/7/17, 10:19:49 am] h.: I MISSED U SO MUCHHHHHHHH
  6. [10/7/17, 10:19:56 am] lia.: that cute ass spam
  7. [10/7/17, 10:19:58 am] h.: even tho it was 2 days but still
  8. [10/7/17, 10:20:06 am] lia.: 2 days of fucking hell
  9. [10/7/17, 10:20:07 am] h.: u like it c:
  10. [10/7/17, 10:20:14 am] lia.: it's real cute
  11. [10/7/17, 10:20:25 am] h.: trust me it was for me to i didt sleep and got 5 hours last night
  12. [10/7/17, 10:20:56 am] lia.: smh
  13. [10/7/17, 10:21:05 am] lia.: you shouldn't ditch sleep for me
  14. [10/7/17, 10:21:09 am] lia.: it isn't worth it
  15. [10/7/17, 10:21:12 am] h.: yes it is
  16. [10/7/17, 10:21:24 am] lia.: it really isn't
  17. [10/7/17, 10:21:33 am] h.: but I’m alive and hade like 600 coffees so I’m ok ;3;
  18. [10/7/17, 10:22:08 am] h.: why are you confused and scared, everything alright ?
  19. [10/7/17, 10:22:19 am] lia.: that's incredibly unhealthy
  20. [10/7/17, 10:22:39 am] h.: its a once in a life thing i never like this
  21. [10/7/17, 10:23:12 am] lia.: you shouldn't continue
  22. [10/7/17, 10:23:23 am] lia.: no one wants you zombie-like
  23. [10/7/17, 10:23:30 am] h.: i won’t its a once in a life things ill get so much sleep tonight (:
  24. [10/7/17, 10:23:41 am] h.: how was hell ?
  25. [10/7/17, 10:23:42 am] lia.: good
  26. [10/7/17, 10:23:50 am] lia.: hell was shit af
  27. [10/7/17, 10:24:06 am] h.: aww that sucks, are you happy now that your free
  28. [10/7/17, 10:24:23 am] lia.: not free at all
  29. [10/7/17, 10:24:30 am] h.: wym ??
  30. [10/7/17, 10:24:46 am] h.: everthing alright lia ? i feel like something is off
  31. [10/7/17, 10:25:15 am] lia.: i'm not free - it's still holidays
  32. [10/7/17, 10:25:27 am] h.: aww ture that but school so yay c:
  33. [10/7/17, 10:26:22 am] h.: i made something for you but you have to wait a week or you can see it now ?
  34. [10/7/17, 10:26:51 am] lia.: i don't even want to go to school anymore
  35. [10/7/17, 10:27:07 am] h.: talk to me please are you ok ?
  36. [10/7/17, 10:27:18 am] h.: i care for you and i know something is not right for a fact, please.
  37. [10/7/17, 10:27:43 am] lia.: would you understand if I say i don't want you liking me?
  38. [10/7/17, 10:28:02 am] h.: yes i would sadly but yes i understood you
  39. [10/7/17, 10:28:42 am] lia.: i'm bad luck for everyone okay
  40. [10/7/17, 10:28:49 am] lia.: i don't want you being attached to me
  41. [10/7/17, 10:28:57 am] h.: how are you bad luck ?
  42. [10/7/17, 10:29:10 am] lia.: and seeing you're getting so attached I don't want to see you like this
  43. [10/7/17, 10:29:28 am] h.: if you wish, ill let you be.
  44. [10/7/17, 10:29:43 am] lia.: i mean friends is fine, i'm sorry.
  45. [10/7/17, 10:30:12 am] h.: what happened over the weekend ?
  46. [10/7/17, 10:31:00 am] lia.: saturday we went to hoyts and watched Spider-Man. sunday we went toronga zoo.
  47. [10/7/17, 10:31:08 am] h.: luckyyy
  48. [10/7/17, 10:31:18 am] h.: i sat in my bedroom drawing all day with music
  49. [10/7/17, 10:31:26 am] lia.: that's more lucky
  50. [10/7/17, 10:31:33 am] h.: ill show u what i did
  51. [10/7/17, 10:31:38 am] lia.: at least you didn't have to go out with full anxiety mode
  52. [10/7/17, 10:31:42 am] h.: i have legit 42 other drawing
  53. [10/7/17, 10:31:43 am] lia.: sure
  54. [10/7/17, 10:31:48 am] lia.: damn bothered
  55. [10/7/17, 10:31:53 am] h.: on no i have anxiety while drawing
  56. [10/7/17, 10:31:57 am] h.: i was shacking at one point
  57. [10/7/17, 10:32:11 am] h.: there is this
  58. [10/7/17, 10:32:11 am] h.: Photo on 10-7-17 at 12.02 am #2.png
  59. [10/7/17, 10:32:28 am] h.: Photo on 8-7-17 at 5.57 pm.jpg
  60. [10/7/17, 10:32:28 am] lia.: at least people around you can't see you with anxiety
  61. [10/7/17, 10:32:55 am] h.: I’m giving the drawings to you
  62. [10/7/17, 10:33:03 am] lia.: those are really good
  63. [10/7/17, 10:33:08 am] lia.: don't, why?
  64. [10/7/17, 10:33:13 am] h.: you need them more then i do
  65. [10/7/17, 10:33:19 am] lia.: how?
  66. [10/7/17, 10:33:28 am] h.: u have anxiety right ?
  67. [10/7/17, 10:33:34 am] h.: do you get it while talking to me
  68. [10/7/17, 10:33:37 am] h.: or dose it go away ?
  69. [10/7/17, 10:33:58 am] lia.: the answer isn't on the options
  70. [10/7/17, 10:34:25 am] h.: what is the right question to ask for the answer
  71. [10/7/17, 10:34:54 am] lia.: my anxiety stays.
  72. [10/7/17, 10:34:56 am] h.: what stops you from having anxiety ?
  73. [10/7/17, 10:35:08 am] lia.: distractions
  74. [10/7/17, 10:35:11 am] h.: have you taken meds for it they tend to help. ?
  75. [10/7/17, 10:35:28 am] lia.: my parents doesn't know i have anxiety
  76. [10/7/17, 10:35:39 am] lia.: I've also gotten traumatized by pills
  77. [10/7/17, 10:35:41 am] h.: awwwwww
  78. [10/7/17, 10:35:47 am] lia.: i can't look at them without crying
  79. [10/7/17, 10:35:54 am] h.: : (
  80. [10/7/17, 10:36:02 am] lia.: sucks
  81. [10/7/17, 10:36:19 am] lia.: but i don't expect you to understand or care. nor do i want you to
  82. [10/7/17, 10:36:33 am] h.: i do care tho.
  83. [10/7/17, 10:36:41 am] h.: u can’t tell me not to care :(
  84. [10/7/17, 10:36:47 am] lia.: i don't want you to
  85. [10/7/17, 10:36:50 am] lia.: please
  86. [10/7/17, 10:37:23 am] h.: why lia i want to be there for you as a friend or even as a random person if dose not have to be anything more and ill keep it like that if you really want
  87. [10/7/17, 10:38:33 am] lia.: don't you get it? i'm bad luck to everyone. i end up hurting a bunch of people involuntarily and it's best to just stay away from me.
  88. [10/7/17, 10:38:45 am] h.: you have not hurt me yet
  89. [10/7/17, 10:39:03 am] lia.: yet
  90. [10/7/17, 10:39:08 am] h.: or ever will.
  91. [10/7/17, 10:39:22 am] h.: as you said there is a reason behind it
  92. [10/7/17, 10:39:26 am] lia.: you don't know that
  93. [10/7/17, 10:39:34 am] h.: i won’t let it happen
  94. [10/7/17, 10:39:42 am] h.: i just don’t want to lose another friend
  95. [10/7/17, 10:40:00 am] h.: another close friend
  96. [10/7/17, 10:40:18 am] lia.: i don't want for us to continue and find out if i'll ever hurt you
  97. [10/7/17, 10:40:22 am] lia.: because i know i will
  98. [10/7/17, 10:40:30 am] lia.: you'll lose me regardless
  99. [10/7/17, 10:40:37 am] lia.: so it's best to cut it short
  100. [10/7/17, 10:40:41 am] h.: please don’t do this
  101. [10/7/17, 10:41:00 am] h.: i miss talking to you i have no one once you leave you know where where that leave me
  102. [10/7/17, 10:41:46 am] lia.: it leaves you with a choice.
  103. [10/7/17, 10:41:56 am] lia.: it leaves you to be independent
  104. [10/7/17, 10:42:05 am] h.: you don’t want to know my choice.
  105. [10/7/17, 10:42:10 am] h.: its a lose lose.
  106. [10/7/17, 10:42:22 am] lia.: you can't rely on me for happiness
  107. [10/7/17, 10:42:42 am] h.: you got me out of sadness
  108. [10/7/17, 10:42:49 am] h.: where do i go now back in the well.
  109. [10/7/17, 10:42:53 am] h.: down to the dark ground
  110. [10/7/17, 10:42:58 am] lia.: you don't have to
  111. [10/7/17, 10:43:06 am] lia.: but as i said, your choice
  112. [10/7/17, 10:43:32 am] h.: when i get into school
  113. [10/7/17, 10:43:40 am] h.: 1st day back I’m talking to you.
  114. [10/7/17, 10:43:44 am] h.: i don’t care if i cry
  115. [10/7/17, 10:43:49 am] h.: I’m crying beside you.
  116. [10/7/17, 10:44:21 am] lia.: i know.
  117. [10/7/17, 10:44:56 am] h.: i don’t want to lose you not again not like the others your different to me i need you to understand if you leave me its not going to go well on my part u might not even see me again
  118. [10/7/17, 10:45:55 am] lia.: and when you lose me in the long run, it's going to be the other way around
  119. [10/7/17, 10:46:38 am] h.: what are your options ?
  120. [10/7/17, 10:47:33 am] lia.: if you knew, you'd care more
  121. [10/7/17, 10:47:40 am] lia.: that's not really what i'm going for here
  122. [10/7/17, 10:49:43 am] h.: your here to tell me that i can’t be friends with you or close friends you just a stranger, right
  123. [10/7/17, 10:50:13 am] h.: i want to know why you dont want it to happen
  124. [10/7/17, 10:50:16 am] lia.: someone you used to know
  125. [10/7/17, 10:50:27 am] h.: i don’t want it like that
  126. [10/7/17, 10:50:40 am] h.: iv know you for a week i don’t want to lose a friend an amazing friend
  127. [10/7/17, 10:50:46 am] lia.: part of me don't want to either
  128. [10/7/17, 10:50:56 am] lia.: but it's bound to happen
  129. [10/7/17, 10:51:06 am] h.: ill rather let it happen then have it done now
  130. [10/7/17, 10:51:30 am] lia.: no you don't.
  131. [10/7/17, 10:51:32 am] h.: you don’t know how hard this is for me
  132. [10/7/17, 10:51:37 am] lia.: I've opened up too much
  133. [10/7/17, 10:51:42 am] lia.: it's hard for me too
  134. [10/7/17, 10:51:54 am] h.: i don’t get why
  135. [10/7/17, 10:52:03 am] lia.: it's best that way
  136. [10/7/17, 10:52:08 am] h.: i didt want this to happen
  137. [10/7/17, 10:52:16 am] h.: i need to do something
  138. [10/7/17, 10:53:52 am] lia.: i don't want to apologize.
  139. [10/7/17, 10:55:06 am] h.: I’m back.
  140. [10/7/17, 10:55:11 am] h.: i needed to do something sorry
  141. [10/7/17, 10:55:33 am] lia.: it's fine
  142. [10/7/17, 10:56:39 am] h.: so why do you want to do this ?
  143. [10/7/17, 10:57:48 am] lia.: it's best to break apart now than get attached more and break apart later
  144. [10/7/17, 10:58:08 am] h.: no movie job together
  145. [10/7/17, 10:58:12 am] lia.: it already hurts now, imagine what'll happen if we did it in the long run
  146. [10/7/17, 10:58:15 am] lia.: no.
  147. [10/7/17, 10:58:17 am] h.: no talking about life
  148. [10/7/17, 10:58:22 am] lia.: no.
  149. [10/7/17, 10:58:33 am] h.: I’m doing it again for the good
  150. [10/7/17, 10:58:36 am] h.: goodbye lia
  151. [10/7/17, 10:58:45 am] lia.: goodbye
  152. [10/7/17, 11:01:57 am] h.: i can’t do it i don’t want to leave you
  153. [10/7/17, 11:03:41 am] lia.: don't cry
  154. [10/7/17, 11:03:53 am] h.: I’m not crying I’m cutting
  155. [10/7/17, 11:04:01 am] lia.: don't cut
  156. [10/7/17, 11:04:13 am] h.: i can’t help it its what i do when something like this happens
  157. [10/7/17, 11:04:22 am] lia.: if you cut yourself, you're hurting people around you
  158. [10/7/17, 11:04:29 am] h.: I’m hurting myself
  159. [10/7/17, 11:04:32 am] lia.: you can help it.
  160. [10/7/17, 11:04:39 am] lia.: I told you, it's a choice
  161. [10/7/17, 11:04:48 am] lia.: but you're hurting me too
  162. [10/7/17, 11:04:48 am] h.: my choice is to die.
  163. [10/7/17, 11:05:00 am] h.: i cant even kill myself
  164. [10/7/17, 11:05:19 am] lia.: because you're not meant to die. not like this.
  165. [10/7/17, 11:05:33 am] lia.: not over someone who doesn't deserve it
  166. [10/7/17, 11:05:44 am] h.: im better off O.D and the whole school can make some shitty grave for a white kid in love
  167. [10/7/17, 11:06:07 am] lia.: don't.
  168. [10/7/17, 11:06:15 am] h.: why would it matter
  169. [10/7/17, 11:06:27 am] h.: u don’t want to know me you don’t want me attached to you anymore
  170. [10/7/17, 11:06:34 am] h.: its like i was never there.
  171. [10/7/17, 11:07:05 am] lia.: don't you get it? you're better off without me, harry.
  172. [10/7/17, 11:07:22 am] h.: im not
  173. [10/7/17, 11:07:29 am] h.: i didt want to wake up like this
  174. [10/7/17, 11:07:34 am] h.: now i want to go back to sleep
  175. [10/7/17, 11:07:41 am] h.: i hope this is a bad dream
  176. [10/7/17, 11:07:48 am] lia.: then go to sleep.
  177. [10/7/17, 11:07:58 am] lia.: i didn't want you and I to end like this
  178. [10/7/17, 11:08:00 am] h.: why me why always me
  179. [10/7/17, 11:08:14 am] lia.: you're not the only one losing a close friend
  180. [10/7/17, 11:08:42 am] h.: u guess your scale number is now 1 and not 8 anymore
  181. [10/7/17, 11:08:49 am] lia.: i don't hate you
  182. [10/7/17, 11:08:56 am] h.: are we still friend ?
  183. [10/7/17, 11:09:24 am] lia.: ofc
  184. [10/7/17, 11:09:30 am] lia.: just not the same like we used to be
  185. [10/7/17, 11:09:36 am] h.: we can hug and talk
  186. [10/7/17, 11:09:46 am] h.: ?
  187. [10/7/17, 11:10:15 am] lia.: nothing more, nothing less
  188. [10/7/17, 11:10:20 am] h.: ok
  189. [10/7/17, 11:10:28 am] h.: i might not even be able to talk to you
  190. [10/7/17, 11:10:43 am] lia.: i don't blame you
  191. [10/7/17, 11:10:51 am] h.: are you upset?
  192. [10/7/17, 11:11:18 am] lia.: when am I not
  193. [10/7/17, 11:11:25 am] h.: how upset are you now
  194. [10/7/17, 11:11:27 am] h.: telling me this
  195. [10/7/17, 11:11:41 am] h.: losing a friend
  196. [10/7/17, 11:11:43 am] lia.: i don't think there're words to descibe it
  197. [10/7/17, 11:11:50 am] lia.: heaps. i'm heaps upset.
  198. [10/7/17, 11:11:58 am] h.: what made you change your mind ?
  199. [10/7/17, 11:12:03 am] h.: i know something happened
  200. [10/7/17, 11:12:14 am] lia.: with what?
  201. [10/7/17, 11:12:19 am] h.: nvm
  202. [10/7/17, 11:12:25 am] h.: what made you change your mind
  203. [10/7/17, 11:12:29 am] h.: about all of this
  204. [10/7/17, 11:12:32 am] h.: that we had.
  205. [10/7/17, 11:12:54 am] lia.: I realized all the things i did to people. i don't want to do it to you.
  206. [10/7/17, 11:13:15 am] lia.: please don't make me explain. it already hurts too much as it is.
  207. [10/7/17, 11:13:32 am] h.: you want to know something, when you came back i was going to give you this
  208. [10/7/17, 11:13:40 am] h.: https://pastebin.com/hASy3zMK
  209. [10/7/17, 11:14:22 am] h.: i guess not anymore.
  210. [10/7/17, 11:15:54 am] h.: its my nans 88th birthday tomorrow i can’t talk for tomorrow btw
  211. [10/7/17, 11:16:11 am] h.: put my chin up and fake a smile like highschool
  212. [10/7/17, 11:16:15 am] lia.: happy birthday to your nan
  213. [10/7/17, 11:16:53 am] h.: are you leaving your other friends or just me. ?
  214. [10/7/17, 11:17:20 am] lia.: i already told them i don't want them attaced
  215. [10/7/17, 11:17:23 am] lia.: attached*
  216. [10/7/17, 11:18:01 am] h.: are you smiling ?
  217. [10/7/17, 11:18:24 am] lia.: what's the point of asking?
  218. [10/7/17, 11:18:40 am] h.: in all my pics of you your happy
  219. [10/7/17, 11:18:43 am] h.: and smiling ( :
  220. [10/7/17, 11:19:04 am] lia.: delete them.
  221. [10/7/17, 11:19:07 am] h.: be like this more please ( :
  222. [10/7/17, 11:19:08 am] lia.: i hate myself.
  223. [10/7/17, 11:19:18 am] h.: ill do the same
  224. [10/7/17, 11:19:33 am] h.: Screenshot_20170504-202127.png
  225. [10/7/17, 11:20:21 am] lia.: that was because of brendon.
  226. [10/7/17, 11:20:29 am] h.: that makes me feel better.
  227. [10/7/17, 11:20:38 am] lia.: the feeling of uncontrollable smiles leaves anyway.
  228. [10/7/17, 11:20:40 am] h.: did you do the same to him ?
  229. [10/7/17, 11:20:51 am] lia.: do what?
  230. [10/7/17, 11:20:58 am] h.: leave me like you did him
  231. [10/7/17, 11:21:02 am] h.: or was that on him
  232. [10/7/17, 11:21:10 am] lia.: both
  233. [10/7/17, 11:21:23 am] lia.: he didn't want me when I needed him. it was for the best
  234. [10/7/17, 11:21:31 am] h.: for him.
  235. [10/7/17, 11:21:35 am] lia.: I told you people would want to leave eventually
  236. [10/7/17, 11:21:42 am] h.: i don’t want to leave
  237. [10/7/17, 11:21:50 am] h.: i don’t get why now i would rather it in the long run
  238. [10/7/17, 11:21:52 am] lia.: yet
  239. [10/7/17, 11:21:53 am] h.: you don’t understand
  240. [10/7/17, 11:22:03 am] lia.: you. you don't understand at all.
  241. [10/7/17, 11:22:14 am] h.: i don’t get anything anymore
  242. [10/7/17, 11:22:19 am] h.: why like this
  243. [10/7/17, 11:22:22 am] h.: over text to :(
  244. [10/7/17, 11:22:59 am] h.: its fine i don’t care
  245. [10/7/17, 11:23:01 am] lia.: would you rather me saying this now or act all fake until I can tell you at school?
  246. [10/7/17, 11:23:02 am] h.: I’m happy you told me
  247. [10/7/17, 11:23:08 am] h.: better for both of us in the long run
  248. [10/7/17, 11:23:15 am] h.: im glade i have you as a friend
  249. [10/7/17, 11:23:19 am] lia.: it's better for you
  250. [10/7/17, 11:23:21 am] h.: no more no less right.
  251. [10/7/17, 11:23:36 am] lia.: right.
  252. [10/7/17, 11:23:41 am] h.: if I’m dead one day dont say i didt warm you alright
  253. [10/7/17, 11:23:53 am] lia.: is that a threat?
  254. [10/7/17, 11:23:55 am] h.: no
  255. [10/7/17, 11:24:05 am] lia.: sounded like it.
  256. [10/7/17, 11:24:09 am] h.: no its not
  257. [10/7/17, 11:24:13 am] h.: its a threat on my behalf
  258. [10/7/17, 11:24:18 am] h.: saying if you find me dead
  259. [10/7/17, 11:24:24 am] lia.: we're all going to die anyway
  260. [10/7/17, 11:24:30 am] h.: ture
  261. [10/7/17, 11:24:31 am] lia.: it's a matter of choice
  262. [10/7/17, 11:24:38 am] lia.: how you do
  263. [10/7/17, 11:24:50 am] h.: ?
  264. [10/7/17, 11:25:00 am] lia.: it's a matter of choosing how you die
  265. [10/7/17, 11:25:07 am] h.: oh yeah
  266. [10/7/17, 11:25:13 am] h.: i missed the convos we had
  267. [10/7/17, 11:25:20 am] lia.: i know
  268. [10/7/17, 11:29:48 am] h.: sorry for reacting like that ill let you be
  269. [10/7/17, 11:44:54 am] h.: i just still want to be friend if thats ok with you ?
  270. [10/7/17, 11:45:02 am] h.: *friends
  271. [10/7/17, 11:47:57 am] lia.: ofc we can be friends
  272. [10/7/17, 11:48:03 am] lia.: i said just not as close as before
  273. [10/7/17, 11:48:13 am] lia.: it doesn't have to end in a permanent goodbye
  274. [10/7/17, 11:48:17 am] h.: i thought u meant like remove me from the face of the earth
  275. [10/7/17, 11:48:29 am] h.: ok that i can understand yea i get you no worries c:
  276. [10/7/17, 11:48:42 am] lia.: no ofc not wyd -.-
  277. [10/7/17, 11:48:44 am] h.: and your right it was bound to happen right :)
  278. [10/7/17, 11:48:52 am] lia.: what is?
  279. [10/7/17, 11:49:01 am] h.: that this happened
  280. [10/7/17, 11:49:08 am] lia.: yeah
  281. [10/7/17, 11:49:08 am] h.: you know for the best right ? ( :
  282. [10/7/17, 11:49:13 am] lia.: yes
  283. [10/7/17, 11:49:18 am] h.: i just want us both to be happy
  284. [10/7/17, 11:49:21 am] h.: and still be friends
  285. [10/7/17, 11:49:46 am] lia.: i want you to be happy
  286. [10/7/17, 11:49:58 am] h.: what if I’m sad one day
  287. [10/7/17, 11:50:10 am] lia.: you'll find happiness
  288. [10/7/17, 11:50:12 am] h.: ill get over it sooner or later.
  289. [10/7/17, 11:50:18 am] h.: will you be happy lia ?
  290. [10/7/17, 11:50:27 am] lia.: who knows
  291. [10/7/17, 11:50:41 am] h.: tell me when you find happiness alright ( :
  292. [10/7/17, 11:51:00 am] lia.: i'll keep losing it but sure
  293. [10/7/17, 11:51:31 am] h.: why dose you lose your happy ness do you think ?
  294. [10/7/17, 11:51:41 am] lia.: it's just me
  295. [10/7/17, 11:51:49 am] h.: like the way you are ?
  296. [10/7/17, 11:52:06 am] lia.: josh messaged me and asked if you were okay, are you?
  297. [10/7/17, 11:52:35 am] h.: yeah I’m good now
  298. [10/7/17, 11:53:07 am] lia.: good
  299. [10/7/17, 11:54:39 am] h.: are you ok ?
  300. [10/7/17, 11:55:07 am] lia.: i will be
  301. [10/7/17, 11:55:16 am] h.: how long will it take ?
  302. [10/7/17, 11:55:24 am] h.: i hope I’m doing the m7 walk with your pc
  303. [10/7/17, 11:55:39 am] lia.: that would be lit
  304. [10/7/17, 11:55:46 am] h.: yea pretty illy
  305. [10/7/17, 11:56:01 am] lia.: i don't wanna go to school
  306. [10/7/17, 11:56:09 am] h.: i don’t want to
  307. [10/7/17, 11:56:16 am] h.: i was excited now, not so much
  308. [10/7/17, 11:56:35 am] lia.: so was i
  309. [10/7/17, 11:57:01 am] h.: petty it hade to come to this but as i said maybe its for the best
  310. [10/7/17, 11:57:07 am] h.: *pitty
  311. [10/7/17, 11:57:15 am] lia.: you keep saying that
  312. [10/7/17, 11:57:27 am] h.: I’m trying to be happy
  313. [10/7/17, 11:57:52 am] lia.: you and me both
  314. [10/7/17, 11:57:59 am] lia.: you'll see the good in this soon
  315. [10/7/17, 11:58:07 am] h.: i hope i do
  316. [10/7/17, 11:58:12 am] h.: i need that the most right now
  317. [10/7/17, 11:58:42 am] lia.: i know
  318. [10/7/17, 11:58:59 am] h.: are you staying till yr 12 ?
  319. [10/7/17, 11:59:21 am] lia.: i don't know
  320. [10/7/17, 11:59:30 am] lia.: i might end up in the philippines
  321. [10/7/17, 11:59:34 am] h.: why ?
  322. [10/7/17, 11:59:51 am] lia.: part of me wants to go
  323. [10/7/17, 12:00:01 pm] h.: and whats the other part telling you
  324. [10/7/17, 12:00:04 pm] h.: not to go right.
  325. [10/7/17, 12:00:05 pm] lia.: but reason is that it's better for me there
  326. [10/7/17, 12:00:09 pm] lia.: yeah ofc
  327. [10/7/17, 12:00:20 pm] h.: if u feel its best do what you want to do
  328. [10/7/17, 12:00:35 pm] h.: like ill still be upset since scarlet might move
  329. [10/7/17, 12:00:40 pm] h.: and same with imogen
  330. [10/7/17, 12:00:50 pm] h.: + zac is dropping out
  331. [10/7/17, 12:00:56 pm] lia.: not everything is forever, Harrison.
  332. [10/7/17, 12:01:18 pm] h.: i need meds
  333. [10/7/17, 12:01:21 pm] h.: br
  334. [10/7/17, 12:01:21 pm] h.: b
  335. [10/7/17, 12:01:35 pm] lia.: tyt
  336. [10/7/17, 12:02:54 pm] h.: ok I’m back
  337. [10/7/17, 12:03:05 pm] lia.: wb
  338. [10/7/17, 12:03:13 pm] h.: haha thanks
  339. [10/7/17, 12:03:18 pm] h.: how was the zoo ?
  340. [10/7/17, 12:03:29 pm] lia.: tiring ass
  341. [10/7/17, 12:03:38 pm] h.: walking right >_<
  342. [10/7/17, 12:03:41 pm] lia.: i wanted to cry and go home most of the time
  343. [10/7/17, 12:03:51 pm] h.: aww i hope your alright now
  344. [10/7/17, 12:03:55 pm] lia.: yeah but I got to pet a giraffe
  345. [10/7/17, 12:04:00 pm] h.: well i hope your better then bef
  346. [10/7/17, 12:04:07 pm] lia.: the giraffe literally came up to me
  347. [10/7/17, 12:04:17 pm] lia.: i'm a giraffe whisperer
  348. [10/7/17, 12:04:19 pm] h.: awwwww thats so cool
  349. [10/7/17, 12:04:20 pm] h.: HAHAHAHA
  350. [10/7/17, 12:04:26 pm] h.: I’m making that my bio
  351. [10/7/17, 12:04:31 pm] lia.: LMFAOOOOO
  352. [10/7/17, 12:04:44 pm] h.: u see any of my family at the zoo ?
  353. [10/7/17, 12:04:56 pm] lia.: i don't know anyone from your family
  354. [10/7/17, 12:04:57 pm] h.: I’m talking about the pandas btw c:
  355. [10/7/17, 12:05:01 pm] lia.: ohh
  356. [10/7/17, 12:05:05 pm] lia.: no pandas
  357. [10/7/17, 12:05:13 pm] lia.: i've always wanted to see one irl though
  358. [10/7/17, 12:05:13 pm] h.: must be tired af
  359. [10/7/17, 12:05:29 pm] h.: they are black and white did you know that
  360. [10/7/17, 12:05:30 pm] h.: HAHAHAH
  361. [10/7/17, 12:05:30 pm] lia.: I fed a bunny
  362. [10/7/17, 12:05:37 pm] lia.: uh naaahhh
  363. [10/7/17, 12:05:42 pm] lia.: they're black, white and asian
  364. [10/7/17, 12:05:45 pm] h.: amazing right
  365. [10/7/17, 12:05:50 pm] h.: sp00ky
  366. [10/7/17, 12:05:52 pm] lia.: right
  367. [10/7/17, 12:06:07 pm] h.: panda.gif
  368. [10/7/17, 12:06:10 pm] h.: legit me looking at my mac
  369. [10/7/17, 12:06:26 pm] lia.: that's cute
  370. [10/7/17, 12:06:33 pm] lia.: I used to be obsessed with pandas
  371. [10/7/17, 12:06:36 pm] h.: its eyes are amazing
  372. [10/7/17, 12:06:43 pm] lia.: so dopey
  373. [10/7/17, 12:06:51 pm] h.: to much bamboo haha
  374. [10/7/17, 12:07:06 pm] lia.: there's no such thing as too much bamboo
  375. [10/7/17, 12:07:20 pm] h.: it was druged with magic stuff
  376. [10/7/17, 12:07:20 pm] lia.: food is life
  377. [10/7/17, 12:07:35 pm] lia.: it doesn't look drugged to me
  378. [10/7/17, 12:07:47 pm] h.: wait ill show u hold on
  379. [10/7/17, 12:08:12 pm] h.: 438d26c215b6bf199c12f0d7c707e571--lsd--trip.jpg
  380. [10/7/17, 12:08:36 pm] lia.: oh wow
  381. [10/7/17, 12:08:42 pm] lia.: pure dilation
  382. [10/7/17, 12:08:47 pm] h.: looks so cool
  383. [10/7/17, 12:09:14 pm] lia.: the blue looks like a pool
  384. [10/7/17, 12:09:23 pm] h.: black sun
  385. [10/7/17, 12:09:26 pm] h.: or moon
  386. [10/7/17, 12:09:28 pm] h.: in the ocean
  387. [10/7/17, 12:09:53 pm] h.: 1.jpg
  388. [10/7/17, 12:09:54 pm] lia.: eclipse
  389. [10/7/17, 12:10:00 pm] lia.: that's scary
  390. [10/7/17, 12:10:03 pm] lia.: i don't like it
  391. [10/7/17, 12:10:12 pm] h.: omg my desktop
  392. [10/7/17, 12:10:20 pm] h.: ws_Red_Moon_Ocean_Black_Rocks_1920x1080.jpg
  393. [10/7/17, 12:10:38 pm] lia.: that's spooky
  394. [10/7/17, 12:10:51 pm] h.: show me a good moon c:
  395. [10/7/17, 12:11:09 pm] lia.: no thank you ;P
  396. [10/7/17, 12:11:18 pm] h.: this is pretty sp00ky
  397. [10/7/17, 12:11:22 pm] lia.: i can't save pictures on this desktop
  398. [10/7/17, 12:11:28 pm] h.: aw that sucks
  399. [10/7/17, 12:11:37 pm] h.: maxresdefault-1.jpg
  400. [10/7/17, 12:11:41 pm] h.: thats spooky...
  401. [10/7/17, 12:11:57 pm] lia.: if the person is out of the cage. that girl's me
  402. [10/7/17, 12:12:44 pm] h.: pretty much the girl had a person and that person want crazy but she still keeps him but the girl is sad but still loves him even tho the boy can’t see it
  403. [10/7/17, 12:12:59 pm] h.: if that makes any sencee
  404. [10/7/17, 12:15:19 pm] lia.: my interpretation is that the girl's sadness is portrayed as that monster in the cage and seeing the angry expression on it's face scares her and she feeds it with tears so that it becomes full and sleeps for a while so she can have fun. but once it wakes up, it starts up again. the girl is tired of it.
  405. [10/7/17, 12:15:32 pm] h.: holy shit see thats deep af
  406. [10/7/17, 12:15:48 pm] lia.: I love metaphorical stuff
  407. [10/7/17, 12:15:56 pm] h.: its amazing. ill give u that
  408. [10/7/17, 12:16:34 pm] lia.: it let's out my inner thoughts
  409. [10/7/17, 12:16:38 pm] lia.: send me another picture
  410. [10/7/17, 12:16:41 pm] h.: ok
  411. [10/7/17, 12:16:53 pm] h.: that might help you
  412. [10/7/17, 12:16:54 pm] h.: a lot
  413. [10/7/17, 12:17:07 pm] lia.: not really
  414. [10/7/17, 12:17:18 pm] h.: ca27da4412a78f6ae526c382f914fa5c.jpg
  415. [10/7/17, 12:17:24 pm] lia.: it's just another skill from the big book of jeliah
  416. [10/7/17, 12:17:30 pm] h.: fancyy
  417. [10/7/17, 12:18:56 pm] lia.: this looks simple
  418. [10/7/17, 12:19:09 pm] h.: xx.gif
  419. [10/7/17, 12:19:18 pm] h.: dark-art-4-blog-227.jpg
  420. [10/7/17, 12:19:29 pm] lia.: she's hiding from the world where she's scared people will see her true self
  421. [10/7/17, 12:20:10 pm] lia.: i don't see what's happening on the gif
  422. [10/7/17, 12:20:25 pm] h.: its a still image
  423. [10/7/17, 12:20:35 pm] h.: skye dose that
  424. [10/7/17, 12:20:37 pm] h.: *skype
  425. [10/7/17, 12:20:49 pm] lia.: the 3rd image looks like she's hurting herself because of what she says about herself. basically her insecurity
  426. [10/7/17, 12:21:01 pm] lia.: yeah but i mean it's all black
  427. [10/7/17, 12:21:09 pm] h.: darn your good at doing this
  428. [10/7/17, 12:21:10 pm] lia.: unless that's the actual image
  429. [10/7/17, 12:21:22 pm] lia.: practice
  430. [10/7/17, 12:21:28 pm] lia.: ask makayla about it
  431. [10/7/17, 12:21:33 pm] h.: thats the image
  432. [10/7/17, 12:21:39 pm] h.: Screen Shot 2017-07-10 at 12.21.20 pm.png
  433. [10/7/17, 12:21:43 pm] lia.: i always give her good ideas about certain images
  434. [10/7/17, 12:21:54 pm] h.: her ?
  435. [10/7/17, 12:22:05 pm] lia.: makayla
  436. [10/7/17, 12:22:13 pm] h.: ohhhh right
  437. [10/7/17, 12:22:14 pm] h.: c:
  438. [10/7/17, 12:22:24 pm] lia.: that image; represents men fighting something they can't see
  439. [10/7/17, 12:22:44 pm] h.: what do you do for electives ?
  440. [10/7/17, 12:23:07 pm] lia.: music and ist
  441. [10/7/17, 12:23:12 pm] lia.: same as zac
  442. [10/7/17, 12:23:15 pm] h.: lucky
  443. [10/7/17, 12:23:35 pm] lia.: how so?
  444. [10/7/17, 12:23:35 pm] h.: do you like doing them ?
  445. [10/7/17, 12:24:16 pm] lia.: not ist
  446. [10/7/17, 12:24:42 pm] h.: i heard most people say its easy why don’t you like it ??
  447. [10/7/17, 12:24:59 pm] lia.: it's quite hard for a perfectionist like me
  448. [10/7/17, 12:25:08 pm] lia.: i want all my work to be full effort
  449. [10/7/17, 12:25:10 pm] h.: oo i see.
  450. [10/7/17, 12:25:14 pm] lia.: but it's hard bc all we do is bludge
  451. [10/7/17, 12:25:19 pm] h.: you get a and b right ?
  452. [10/7/17, 12:25:32 pm] lia.: yeah
  453. [10/7/17, 12:25:36 pm] lia.: it's not enough
  454. [10/7/17, 12:25:40 pm] h.: ill kill for an a and b
  455. [10/7/17, 12:25:48 pm] lia.: kill me
  456. [10/7/17, 12:25:54 pm] h.: i cant.
  457. [10/7/17, 12:25:59 pm] lia.: i know
  458. [10/7/17, 12:26:02 pm] h.: something that can’t be done c:
  459. [10/7/17, 12:26:12 pm] h.: i mean if u wanted me to kill someone for you
  460. [10/7/17, 12:26:17 pm] h.: that depends ;3;
  461. [10/7/17, 12:26:21 pm] lia.: brb
  462. [10/7/17, 12:26:25 pm] h.: alright
  463. [10/7/17, 12:27:34 pm] h.: do you like this drawing ?
  464. [10/7/17, 12:27:38 pm] h.: a841483b548c37ff487ab5796bd6a378.jpg
  465. [10/7/17, 12:30:50 pm] h.: This message has been removed.
  466. [10/7/17, 1:20:48 pm] lia.: bfh
  467. [10/7/17, 1:21:05 pm] lia.: that's pretty japanesy
  468. [10/7/17, 1:22:07 pm] h.: where did you go >_<
  469. [10/7/17, 1:22:35 pm] lia.: mum turned the internet off
  470. [10/7/17, 1:22:39 pm] h.: rippp
  471. [10/7/17, 1:22:47 pm] lia.: and I did some cleaning up and ate lunch
  472. [10/7/17, 1:22:51 pm] lia.: have you eaten?
  473. [10/7/17, 1:22:56 pm] h.: no.
  474. [10/7/17, 1:23:08 pm] lia.: go eat
  475. [10/7/17, 1:23:11 pm] h.: not hungry ;-;
  476. [10/7/17, 1:23:13 pm] lia.: not even breakfast?
  477. [10/7/17, 1:23:19 pm] h.: i hade breakfast yes
  478. [10/7/17, 1:23:25 pm] h.: cocopuffs
  479. [10/7/17, 1:23:28 pm] h.: PUFFS PUFFS HAHAHAHAA
  480. [10/7/17, 1:23:29 pm] lia.: that's new
  481. [10/7/17, 1:23:35 pm] lia.: hehe
  482. [10/7/17, 1:23:47 pm] h.: ill eat c: brb
  483. [10/7/17, 1:23:53 pm] lia.: kk tyt
  484. [10/7/17, 1:25:58 pm] h.: is been single better ?
  485. [10/7/17, 1:27:12 pm] lia.: what do you mean?
  486. [10/7/17, 1:27:19 pm] h.: no girlfriend or boyfriend single
  487. [10/7/17, 1:28:01 pm] lia.: I can't compare. it depends how you look at it
  488. [10/7/17, 1:28:06 pm] lia.: being single is independency
  489. [10/7/17, 1:28:18 pm] lia.: but being taken, you'd have someone to love
  490. [10/7/17, 1:29:16 pm] h.: what would u wanna be right now ?
  491. [10/7/17, 1:29:33 pm] lia.: both
  492. [10/7/17, 1:30:05 pm] lia.: i want someone to love me but at the same time i want to learn how to love myself
  493. [10/7/17, 1:30:47 pm] h.: will you find love again lia ?
  494. [10/7/17, 1:32:56 pm] lia.: i'd like to think i will
  495. [10/7/17, 1:33:06 pm] lia.: but i'm not looking for now
  496. [10/7/17, 1:33:55 pm] h.: yeah fin high school then go find it ill say thats my plan
  497. [10/7/17, 1:34:02 pm] h.: unless someone likes me that i don’t know of >_<
  498. [10/7/17, 1:34:33 pm] lia.: true
  499. [10/7/17, 1:34:35 pm] lia.: goodluck
  500. [10/7/17, 1:35:28 pm] h.: thanks haha
  501. [10/7/17, 1:35:36 pm] lia.: :)
  502. [10/7/17, 1:36:38 pm] h.: u don’t like bitchface no matter what right ?
  503. [10/7/17, 1:37:00 pm] lia.: why do you ask?
  504. [10/7/17, 1:37:10 pm] h.: just wondering u don’t really like him as much do you ?
  505. [10/7/17, 1:37:40 pm] lia.: I fucking hate him with a passion
  506. [10/7/17, 1:37:44 pm] lia.: does that explain it?
  507. [10/7/17, 1:37:49 pm] h.: YES GOOD
  508. [10/7/17, 1:37:52 pm] h.: i meant well
  509. [10/7/17, 1:37:53 pm] h.: u get me
  510. [10/7/17, 1:38:16 pm] lia.: yeah I get you
  511. [10/7/17, 1:39:00 pm] h.: whats one thing you miss the most in your life ?
  512. [10/7/17, 1:39:15 pm] lia.: what do you mean?
  513. [10/7/17, 1:39:20 pm] lia.: in general?
  514. [10/7/17, 1:39:24 pm] h.: yeah pretty much
  515. [10/7/17, 1:39:35 pm] lia.: I miss innocence
  516. [10/7/17, 1:39:43 pm] lia.: idk if you'd want me to elaborate on that
  517. [10/7/17, 1:39:51 pm] h.: go on ill like to hear ( :
  518. [10/7/17, 1:40:09 pm] lia.: I miss being a child
  519. [10/7/17, 1:40:19 pm] lia.: when you don't have a clue about what's happening in the world
  520. [10/7/17, 1:40:25 pm] lia.: relied on adults to worry
  521. [10/7/17, 1:40:30 pm] lia.: and all you had to do was obey
  522. [10/7/17, 1:40:42 pm] lia.: i miss being innocent and not knowing anything
  523. [10/7/17, 1:40:50 pm] h.: i miss my old self.
  524. [10/7/17, 1:40:57 pm] lia.: my point being
  525. [10/7/17, 1:41:55 pm] h.: carrots c:?
  526. [10/7/17, 1:42:11 pm] lia.: hm?
  527. [10/7/17, 1:42:14 pm] h.: bio haha
  528. [10/7/17, 1:43:27 pm] h.: carrots are pretty kinky tho c:
  529. [10/7/17, 1:46:09 pm] lia.: oh god your bio
  530. [10/7/17, 1:46:15 pm] h.: its a rapper dw dw
  531. [10/7/17, 1:46:15 pm] lia.: my bio has a meaning
  532. [10/7/17, 1:46:45 pm] h.: can u tell me the meaning c;
  533. [10/7/17, 1:46:49 pm] h.: or u don’t want to ?
  534. [10/7/17, 1:47:04 pm] lia.: it's nothing you should worry about
  535. [10/7/17, 1:47:23 pm] h.: you sure ?
  536. [10/7/17, 1:47:31 pm] lia.: mhm
  537. [10/7/17, 1:47:32 pm] h.: alright understandable c:
  538. [10/7/17, 1:47:39 pm] lia.: i mean how can carrots be dangerous
  539. [10/7/17, 1:47:46 pm] h.: u never know
  540. [10/7/17, 1:47:55 pm] lia.: unless they're a vegetoid from undertale
  541. [10/7/17, 1:48:01 pm] h.: OMG
  542. [10/7/17, 1:48:05 pm] h.: YES
  543. [10/7/17, 1:48:26 pm] lia.: :P
  544. [10/7/17, 1:48:29 pm] h.: i love flowey c:
  545. [10/7/17, 1:48:31 pm] h.: his pretty kinky
  546. [10/7/17, 1:48:38 pm] lia.: ikrrrr
  547. [10/7/17, 1:48:45 pm] h.: legit look at this
  548. [10/7/17, 1:48:46 pm] lia.: i love alphys the best
  549. [10/7/17, 1:48:58 pm] h.: want i can’t send it >_<
  550. [10/7/17, 1:49:07 pm] lia.: rip
  551. [10/7/17, 1:49:12 pm] h.: megaton gets no attention i feel
  552. [10/7/17, 1:49:15 pm] h.: poor thing c:
  553. [10/7/17, 1:49:20 pm] h.: *Mettaton
  554. [10/7/17, 1:49:35 pm] lia.: he gets unappreciated attention
  555. [10/7/17, 1:49:43 pm] h.: yes thats the right word
  556. [10/7/17, 1:49:43 pm] lia.: he gets it but he always wants more
  557. [10/7/17, 1:49:58 pm] h.: reminds me of my sister haha
  558. [10/7/17, 1:50:09 pm] lia.: true
  559. [10/7/17, 1:50:12 pm] lia.: I mean
  560. [10/7/17, 1:50:15 pm] h.: yours
  561. [10/7/17, 1:50:15 pm] lia.: my sister aswell
  562. [10/7/17, 1:50:19 pm] lia.: yeah
  563. [10/7/17, 1:50:20 pm] h.: i get you dw c:
  564. [10/7/17, 1:50:25 pm] lia.: i know
  565. [10/7/17, 1:50:28 pm] h.: they just yell and get what they want right
  566. [10/7/17, 1:50:40 pm] h.: well mine is like that
  567. [10/7/17, 1:50:51 pm] h.: reapertale_s_chara_by_pomnoi-d9pc0y2.jpg
  568. [10/7/17, 1:51:04 pm] lia.: whenever i tell her off she says "you're not the boss"
  569. [10/7/17, 1:51:09 pm] lia.: YES CHARA
  570. [10/7/17, 1:51:09 pm] h.: IKKKK
  571. [10/7/17, 1:51:12 pm] lia.: GENOCIDE
  572. [10/7/17, 1:51:17 pm] h.: YASSSSS
  573. [10/7/17, 1:51:23 pm] h.: have you played the game ?
  574. [10/7/17, 1:51:35 pm] lia.: yeah ;3;
  575. [10/7/17, 1:51:45 pm] h.: sans i think is my kinster daddy
  576. [10/7/17, 1:51:53 pm] lia.: papyrus is
  577. [10/7/17, 1:51:59 pm] h.: both ??
  578. [10/7/17, 1:52:02 pm] lia.: YES
  579. [10/7/17, 1:52:06 pm] h.: HELL YEAH BHAHAHAH
  580. [10/7/17, 1:52:31 pm] lia.: toriel and sans or toriel and asgore?
  581. [10/7/17, 1:52:37 pm] h.: umm
  582. [10/7/17, 1:52:42 pm] h.: i grew up on sans so i mean
  583. [10/7/17, 1:52:48 pm] h.: its a little hard to answer
  584. [10/7/17, 1:52:52 pm] lia.: true
  585. [10/7/17, 1:52:54 pm] h.: sans__undertale__by_elimate98-d9lm71g.png
  586. [10/7/17, 1:53:11 pm] lia.: yeah tough shit tryna beat him in the genocide route
  587. [10/7/17, 1:53:21 pm] h.: i raged a bit c:
  588. [10/7/17, 1:53:24 pm] h.: like more then once haha h
  589. [10/7/17, 1:53:52 pm] lia.: I managed to beat him in 30 mins
  590. [10/7/17, 1:53:58 pm] h.: holy shoot
  591. [10/7/17, 1:54:07 pm] h.: u beat my time I’m not at games like that
  592. [10/7/17, 1:54:10 pm] h.: i got 46 mins
  593. [10/7/17, 1:54:12 pm] lia.: ik and when i saw sean rage i'm so confused
  594. [10/7/17, 1:54:20 pm] h.: i was like wot ?
  595. [10/7/17, 1:54:21 pm] h.: are u ok
  596. [10/7/17, 1:54:23 pm] h.: are you broken
  597. [10/7/17, 1:54:30 pm] lia.: lool
  598. [10/7/17, 1:54:32 pm] h.: crys
  599. [10/7/17, 1:54:36 pm] h.: dont dieee
  600. [10/7/17, 1:54:47 pm] lia.: smh
  601. [10/7/17, 1:54:53 pm] h.: sorry fangirl
  602. [10/7/17, 1:54:53 pm] lia.: HIS LAST SENTENCE THO
  603. [10/7/17, 1:54:55 pm] lia.: I CRIED
  604. [10/7/17, 1:54:58 pm] h.: </3
  605. [10/7/17, 1:55:10 pm] lia.: "papyrus what are you getting"
  606. [10/7/17, 1:55:13 pm] lia.: or something
  607. [10/7/17, 1:55:17 pm] lia.: my heart broke
  608. [10/7/17, 1:55:21 pm] h.: This message has been removed.
  609. [10/7/17, 1:55:23 pm] h.: OMG
  610. [10/7/17, 1:55:24 pm] h.: NONNONO
  611. [10/7/17, 1:55:36 pm] lia.: LMMMMFFFFFAAAAAOOOOOOOO
  612. [10/7/17, 1:55:41 pm] h.: kinky ;3;
  613. [10/7/17, 1:55:57 pm] lia.: mhm
  614. [10/7/17, 1:56:06 pm] h.: why are songs so heart touching :_:
  615. [10/7/17, 1:56:16 pm] lia.: that's their job
  616. [10/7/17, 1:56:18 pm] h.: i loved there theme song on final battle
  617. [10/7/17, 1:56:31 pm] lia.: ikrrrrrr
  618. [10/7/17, 1:56:37 pm] h.: its like daddy take me
  619. [10/7/17, 1:56:38 pm] h.: hahahah
  620. [10/7/17, 1:56:53 pm] lia.: YASSSS REJECT THAT HOE
  621. [10/7/17, 1:56:58 pm] h.: BHAHAHAHHA
  622. [10/7/17, 1:56:59 pm] lia.: sorry watching youtube
  623. [10/7/17, 1:57:11 pm] h.: what are you watching ??
  624. [10/7/17, 1:57:30 pm] lia.: beyond: two souls
  625. [10/7/17, 1:57:32 pm] lia.: c:
  626. [10/7/17, 1:57:42 pm] h.: pewdiepie ?
  627. [10/7/17, 1:57:47 pm] h.: by whom
  628. [10/7/17, 1:58:16 pm] lia.: cryaotic my daddy
  629. [10/7/17, 1:58:20 pm] h.: omg this game looks good
  630. [10/7/17, 1:58:32 pm] lia.: I think it's a tearjerker
  631. [10/7/17, 1:58:42 pm] h.: 2.7mill subs
  632. [10/7/17, 1:58:44 pm] h.: OMFG
  633. [10/7/17, 1:58:45 pm] lia.: apparently it is
  634. [10/7/17, 1:58:46 pm] h.: HIS VOIDE
  635. [10/7/17, 1:58:47 pm] h.: <3
  636. [10/7/17, 1:58:48 pm] h.: OMGGGG
  637. [10/7/17, 1:58:51 pm] h.: dadddy
  638. [10/7/17, 1:58:56 pm] lia.: THAT'S EXACTLY WHY I WATCH HIM
  639. [10/7/17, 1:59:00 pm] h.: its so
  640. [10/7/17, 1:59:05 pm] h.: orgasmic bhahahaha
  641. [10/7/17, 1:59:10 pm] lia.: ifkr
  642. [10/7/17, 1:59:16 pm] h.: I’m on part 1 ;=;
  643. [10/7/17, 1:59:22 pm] lia.: ooooo
  644. [10/7/17, 1:59:30 pm] lia.: you don't have to watch it
  645. [10/7/17, 1:59:37 pm] h.: nono this game looks so good
  646. [10/7/17, 1:59:47 pm] lia.: it's ellen page
  647. [10/7/17, 1:59:58 pm] h.: 3yr old game is pretty good
  648. [10/7/17, 2:00:00 pm] lia.: the one that looks like ellie from the last of us
  649. [10/7/17, 2:00:04 pm] lia.: ikr
  650. [10/7/17, 2:01:15 pm] lia.: im on part 9
  651. [10/7/17, 2:01:36 pm] lia.: i wanna rewatch the first ep bc it's confusing af
  652. [10/7/17, 2:01:50 pm] h.: re watch together ?
  653. [10/7/17, 2:01:58 pm] lia.: ceebs
  654. [10/7/17, 2:02:10 pm] h.: part 9 looks pretty cool what time are you on ?
  655. [10/7/17, 2:02:19 pm] lia.: don't skip
  656. [10/7/17, 2:02:25 pm] lia.: you won't know the full story
  657. [10/7/17, 2:02:34 pm] h.: her name is betty ?
  658. [10/7/17, 2:02:43 pm] lia.: huh
  659. [10/7/17, 2:02:47 pm] lia.: it's Jodie
  660. [10/7/17, 2:02:49 pm] h.: ok
  661. [10/7/17, 2:03:52 pm] lia.: OHMYGODDDDDD
  662. [10/7/17, 2:03:55 pm] lia.: OMG NOOOOOOOOO
  663. [10/7/17, 2:03:57 pm] h.: ????
  664. [10/7/17, 2:04:00 pm] lia.: I FEEL SO SORRY FOR NATHAN
  665. [10/7/17, 2:04:02 pm] lia.: GRR
  666. [10/7/17, 2:04:09 pm] h.: i dont know them yet c:
  667. [10/7/17, 2:04:23 pm] lia.: awwwwwwwwwwwww
  668. [10/7/17, 2:04:27 pm] lia.: better catch uppp!!
  669. [10/7/17, 2:04:30 pm] h.: I’m on part 1
  670. [10/7/17, 2:04:37 pm] lia.: ikkk
  671. [10/7/17, 2:04:42 pm] h.: where they are in a police office :>
  672. [10/7/17, 2:04:48 pm] lia.: it gets good from there
  673. [10/7/17, 2:04:53 pm] h.: it looks fucking amazing
  674. [10/7/17, 2:04:58 pm] lia.: it is
  675. [10/7/17, 2:05:12 pm] h.: is there gameplay ?
  676. [10/7/17, 2:05:19 pm] h.: or just storyline
  677. [10/7/17, 2:05:20 pm] lia.: yeah ofc
  678. [10/7/17, 2:05:25 pm] lia.: no there's gameplay
  679. [10/7/17, 2:05:29 pm] h.: YES
  680. [10/7/17, 2:05:47 pm] h.: omg his voice i want him as my daddy
  681. [10/7/17, 2:06:21 pm] lia.: yeah and his sense of humor and respect is soooo good
  682. [10/7/17, 2:06:25 pm] lia.: part 10 c:
  683. [10/7/17, 2:06:36 pm] h.: how are you so fast
  684. [10/7/17, 2:06:41 pm] h.: are u on like speed 2 lol
  685. [10/7/17, 2:06:45 pm] lia.: no ofc not
  686. [10/7/17, 2:06:53 pm] lia.: I gotta get in the zone on normal speed
  687. [10/7/17, 2:07:53 pm] h.: I’m going kill bill
  688. [10/7/17, 2:07:53 pm] h.: hahaha
  689. [10/7/17, 2:07:58 pm] h.: nathan seams pretty kinky OMG
  690. [10/7/17, 2:08:08 pm] h.: he dies doset he :(
  691. [10/7/17, 2:08:15 pm] lia.: omg that part
  692. [10/7/17, 2:08:23 pm] lia.: you'll see I can't spoil
  693. [10/7/17, 2:08:25 pm] lia.: but like
  694. [10/7/17, 2:08:31 pm] lia.: Jodie gets all the hot guys
  695. [10/7/17, 2:08:37 pm] h.: oo
  696. [10/7/17, 2:08:46 pm] lia.: he got ryan and the other daddy I think his name's jay
  697. [10/7/17, 2:08:49 pm] lia.: bro sluuuurrrp
  698. [10/7/17, 2:08:56 pm] h.: SLURPPPPPPPPPPP
  699. [10/7/17, 2:10:05 pm] h.: thats so cool wtf she can see
  700. [10/7/17, 2:10:19 pm] lia.: you'll see c:
  701. [10/7/17, 2:12:03 pm] h.: OMG she can take people over WTFF
  702. [10/7/17, 2:12:22 pm] lia.: my reaction exactly
  703. [10/7/17, 2:12:27 pm] lia.: pretty awesome right
  704. [10/7/17, 2:12:32 pm] h.: i want that super power
  705. [10/7/17, 2:12:37 pm] h.: ill kill for that
  706. [10/7/17, 2:12:49 pm] lia.: it's not a power
  707. [10/7/17, 2:12:52 pm] lia.: you'll see
  708. [10/7/17, 2:12:59 pm] h.: sp00ky
  709. [10/7/17, 2:13:09 pm] lia.: very
  710. [10/7/17, 2:15:02 pm] h.: awww poor jodie :(
  711. [10/7/17, 2:15:15 pm] lia.: what happened now?
  712. [10/7/17, 2:15:24 pm] h.: she crying an saying it will never be over
  713. [10/7/17, 2:15:33 pm] h.: brb i need to put glass’s on this shit is getting real
  714. [10/7/17, 2:15:38 pm] lia.: oh baby jodie
  715. [10/7/17, 2:15:41 pm] lia.: ooooo
  716. [10/7/17, 2:15:56 pm] h.: that girl in red i know her from somewhere
  717. [10/7/17, 2:16:11 pm] lia.: which girl though
  718. [10/7/17, 2:16:16 pm] lia.: what're you up to?
  719. [10/7/17, 2:16:19 pm] h.: part 1
  720. [10/7/17, 2:16:24 pm] h.: 16:02
  721. [10/7/17, 2:16:28 pm] lia.: yeah which one
  722. [10/7/17, 2:16:30 pm] h.: she is a person irl
  723. [10/7/17, 2:16:34 pm] lia.: like tell me what's happening
  724. [10/7/17, 2:16:38 pm] lia.: ellen page?
  725. [10/7/17, 2:16:43 pm] h.: elizabeth
  726. [10/7/17, 2:16:45 pm] h.: thats her name
  727. [10/7/17, 2:17:18 pm] lia.: OHHHH
  728. [10/7/17, 2:17:24 pm] lia.: you're at the party scene ?
  729. [10/7/17, 2:17:27 pm] h.: yep
  730. [10/7/17, 2:17:33 pm] lia.: aha
  731. [10/7/17, 2:17:42 pm] h.: its going slow i wish it could like speed up a little
  732. [10/7/17, 2:18:01 pm] h.: + i wanna take everything in
  733. [10/7/17, 2:18:12 pm] lia.: i know but don't fast forward it, it plays a real good role in what the story actually is
  734. [10/7/17, 2:18:18 pm] lia.: OMG it's like to the moon
  735. [10/7/17, 2:18:25 pm] lia.: no wonder why I love this game
  736. [10/7/17, 2:18:27 pm] h.: YESSSSSSS
  737. [10/7/17, 2:18:40 pm] lia.: DO YOU KNOW IT????
  738. [10/7/17, 2:19:00 pm] h.: i have it on steam
  739. [10/7/17, 2:19:01 pm] h.: yes
  740. [10/7/17, 2:19:14 pm] lia.: it's a beautiful game
  741. [10/7/17, 2:19:21 pm] h.: i love the artwork omg ,3
  742. [10/7/17, 2:19:25 pm] h.: *<3
  743. [10/7/17, 2:19:37 pm] lia.: the only game that made me cry for more time it gave me
  744. [10/7/17, 2:19:40 pm] lia.: if that makes sense
  745. [10/7/17, 2:19:45 pm] lia.: i love the soundtrack
  746. [10/7/17, 2:19:47 pm] h.: yes i get you dw dw
  747. [10/7/17, 2:19:56 pm] lia.: i learned For River on piano
  748. [10/7/17, 2:20:03 pm] lia.: Zac heard me played it
  749. [10/7/17, 2:20:11 pm] h.: you have to show me that
  750. [10/7/17, 2:20:25 pm] h.: what did he say ?
  751. [10/7/17, 2:20:26 pm] lia.: uh oh
  752. [10/7/17, 2:20:29 pm] lia.: no thank you
  753. [10/7/17, 2:20:39 pm] lia.: we weren't friends then so he didn't comment on it
  754. [10/7/17, 2:21:10 pm] h.: aww why don’t u want me to hear you play it :-l
  755. [10/7/17, 2:21:21 pm] lia.: i'm insecure
  756. [10/7/17, 2:21:48 pm] h.: have you performed infront of someone ?
  757. [10/7/17, 2:21:54 pm] lia.: ofc
  758. [10/7/17, 2:22:04 pm] lia.: I perform when I have to or when i want to
  759. [10/7/17, 2:22:08 pm] lia.: not on the spot
  760. [10/7/17, 2:22:16 pm] lia.: I tend to panic
  761. [10/7/17, 2:22:18 pm] h.: r i g h t m k
  762. [10/7/17, 2:22:23 pm] lia.: mhm
  763. [10/7/17, 2:22:26 pm] h.: do you have panic attacks ?
  764. [10/7/17, 2:22:30 pm] h.: i hate having them >_<
  765. [10/7/17, 2:22:43 pm] lia.: not too serious ones
  766. [10/7/17, 2:22:52 pm] lia.: i can still control them if that makes sense
  767. [10/7/17, 2:22:53 pm] h.: lucky
  768. [10/7/17, 2:23:00 pm] lia.: hey can i ask you something?
  769. [10/7/17, 2:23:05 pm] h.: yeah sure (:
  770. [10/7/17, 2:23:20 pm] lia.: why do you think brendon was asking who you liked?
  771. [10/7/17, 2:23:28 pm] h.: i told him something
  772. [10/7/17, 2:23:42 pm] h.: i said would you be mad if your friend did something like your best friends
  773. [10/7/17, 2:23:45 pm] h.: pretty much that.
  774. [10/7/17, 2:24:17 pm] lia.: right
  775. [10/7/17, 2:24:49 pm] h.: why you ask c:
  776. [10/7/17, 2:25:01 pm] h.: fuck ok i need my glass’s like legit this time
  777. [10/7/17, 2:25:11 pm] lia.: get your glasses
  778. [10/7/17, 2:25:29 pm] h.: got em
  779. [10/7/17, 2:25:37 pm] lia.: cool
  780. [10/7/17, 2:25:47 pm] h.: make sure we talk tomorrow :D
  781. [10/7/17, 2:26:27 pm] lia.: i'll try
  782. [10/7/17, 2:26:36 pm] h.: do you have something on ?
  783. [10/7/17, 2:26:44 pm] lia.: i don't think so
  784. [10/7/17, 2:26:59 pm] h.: you don’t really want to talk to me do you ?
  785. [10/7/17, 2:27:22 pm] lia.: i don't want to talk to when I'm on this state of mind
  786. [10/7/17, 2:28:12 pm] h.: alright ill do my best to make you feel better (:
  787. [10/7/17, 2:28:30 pm] h.: or make your state of mind better c:
  788. [10/7/17, 2:33:00 pm] h.: omg his making a move on jodie >_<
  789. [10/7/17, 2:38:24 pm] lia.: hi im back
  790. [10/7/17, 2:38:27 pm] lia.: who is?
  791. [10/7/17, 2:38:38 pm] h.: that british guy
  792. [10/7/17, 2:38:46 pm] h.: omg she is locked up
  793. [10/7/17, 2:38:47 pm] h.: :(
  794. [10/7/17, 2:39:26 pm] lia.: mhm
  795. [10/7/17, 2:39:38 pm] h.: omg she is crying poor thing
  796. [10/7/17, 2:39:54 pm] h.: i hope she killed everyone of them
  797. [10/7/17, 2:40:02 pm] lia.: she spends so much time crying on this game
  798. [10/7/17, 2:40:17 pm] h.: go aiden thats a nice name
  799. [10/7/17, 2:40:31 pm] lia.: yeah i'm planning on naming my kid that
  800. [10/7/17, 2:40:33 pm] lia.: aiden
  801. [10/7/17, 2:40:57 pm] h.: its a nice name tbh
  802. [10/7/17, 2:41:08 pm] lia.: it really is
  803. [10/7/17, 2:41:15 pm] h.: i was going to say its a kinky name
  804. [10/7/17, 2:41:21 pm] h.: but like its your future kid
  805. [10/7/17, 2:41:28 pm] lia.: it could change
  806. [10/7/17, 2:41:38 pm] lia.: but like my daughter will fosho be viola
  807. [10/7/17, 2:41:50 pm] h.: daarnnnn thats a nice name
  808. [10/7/17, 2:44:02 pm] lia.: yeah
  809. [10/7/17, 2:44:49 pm] h.: is adain like the brother of her ?
  810. [10/7/17, 2:44:54 pm] h.: *or sister
  811. [10/7/17, 2:45:45 pm] lia.: aiden is a separate soul that is attached to her
  812. [10/7/17, 2:45:53 pm] h.: like a sprit animal
  813. [10/7/17, 2:45:54 pm] lia.: I think he's her brother that never got born
  814. [10/7/17, 2:46:02 pm] h.: darn
  815. [10/7/17, 2:46:04 pm] lia.: but the soul stayed
  816. [10/7/17, 2:46:08 pm] lia.: yeah ikr
  817. [10/7/17, 2:46:25 pm] lia.: how do people come up with these game ideas
  818. [10/7/17, 2:46:37 pm] h.: i have a game in mind but idk how to make it >_<
  819. [10/7/17, 2:47:20 pm] lia.: oh damn
  820. [10/7/17, 2:47:34 pm] lia.: make it into a story first then make it into a game
  821. [10/7/17, 2:56:50 pm] h.: are you coming to school on monday ?
  822. [10/7/17, 2:57:53 pm] lia.: isn't it on tuesday?
  823. [10/7/17, 2:58:03 pm] h.: no school app said its on monday
  824. [10/7/17, 2:58:14 pm] h.: i got told it was tuesday tho so
  825. [10/7/17, 2:59:16 pm] lia.: weird
  826. [10/7/17, 3:02:34 pm] lia.: I think it's on monday
  827. [10/7/17, 3:02:35 pm] lia.: rip
  828. [10/7/17, 3:02:41 pm] h.: yeah
  829. [10/7/17, 3:02:44 pm] h.: but cry kinky af
  830. [10/7/17, 3:03:36 pm] lia.: he's real gentle and sweet
  831. [10/7/17, 3:03:38 pm] lia.: i love him
  832. [10/7/17, 3:04:02 pm] h.: ill kill for a deep voice c:
  833. [10/7/17, 3:04:21 pm] h.: ill kill for alot of things/
  834. [10/7/17, 3:04:48 pm] lia.: you say that
  835. [10/7/17, 3:05:04 pm] h.: oh no i mean kill. for something if i really wanted it badly
  836. [10/7/17, 3:05:20 pm] lia.: i know what you mean
  837. [10/7/17, 3:05:22 pm] lia.: brb
  838. [10/7/17, 3:05:25 pm] h.: kk
  839. [10/7/17, 3:21:12 pm] lia.: back
  840. [10/7/17, 3:30:04 pm] lia.: OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD
  841. [10/7/17, 3:30:05 pm] lia.: HARRY
  842. [10/7/17, 3:30:11 pm] lia.: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WEZETp10YY4&list=PLwvA0bydTR5VRk8VH5PPkMNGoOFNEyKWA&index=4
  843. [10/7/17, 3:30:15 pm] lia.: IM SCREAMING
  844. [10/7/17, 3:30:32 pm] h.: ok
  845. [10/7/17, 3:30:49 pm] lia.: that's cry
  846. [10/7/17, 3:30:52 pm] lia.: im crying
  847. [10/7/17, 3:32:12 pm] h.: are you legit crying ?
  848. [10/7/17, 3:32:56 pm] lia.: no it's an expression
  849. [10/7/17, 3:33:02 pm] lia.: I thought you went off
  850. [10/7/17, 3:33:40 pm] h.: no I’m just sitting in my room
  851. [10/7/17, 3:33:46 pm] h.: talking to someone
  852. [10/7/17, 3:33:55 pm] lia.: who?
  853. [10/7/17, 3:34:00 pm] h.: you and someone else
  854. [10/7/17, 3:34:27 pm] h.: its helping a lot
  855. [10/7/17, 3:34:33 pm] lia.: and you're not specifying because?
  856. [10/7/17, 3:34:35 pm] lia.: what is?
  857. [10/7/17, 3:35:50 pm] h.: its fine.
  858. [10/7/17, 3:36:03 pm] lia.: okay?
  859. [10/7/17, 3:36:19 pm] h.: sorry didt mean it like that
  860. [10/7/17, 3:36:20 pm] h.: :(
  861. [10/7/17, 3:36:33 pm] lia.: what's going on?
  862. [10/7/17, 3:37:15 pm] h.: im painting a picture
  863. [10/7/17, 3:37:26 pm] lia.: that's sounds relaxing
  864. [10/7/17, 3:37:39 pm] h.: yes its very nice.
  865. [10/7/17, 3:37:43 pm] h.: mine is all black with a moon
  866. [10/7/17, 3:37:48 pm] h.: and a little boat in the middle.
  867. [10/7/17, 3:38:01 pm] lia.: spooky
  868. [10/7/17, 3:38:23 pm] h.: yeah i love sp00ky things to much pretty weird of me but i mean thats what makes harrison
  869. [10/7/17, 3:38:25 pm] lia.: i'm sorry, I find the moon unravelling
  870. [10/7/17, 3:38:37 pm] lia.: keep doing you
  871. [10/7/17, 3:38:42 pm] h.: don’t be sorry its fine
  872. [10/7/17, 3:39:40 pm] lia.: go talk to the other person, i feel like i'm making your mood much worse
  873. [10/7/17, 3:39:46 pm] h.: your not dw
  874. [10/7/17, 3:39:46 pm] h.: :)
  875. [10/7/17, 3:40:14 pm] lia.: i still don't trust myself that i won't in the future
  876. [10/7/17, 3:41:30 pm] h.: you know how you said to me
  877. [10/7/17, 3:41:36 pm] h.: that if you call me it won’t be that bad
  878. [10/7/17, 3:41:52 pm] h.: and when i called you my heart was racing like 5000 miles an hour alright
  879. [10/7/17, 3:41:58 pm] h.: but i bloody loved it haha
  880. [10/7/17, 3:42:21 pm] h.: it was a step in the right direction you know
  881. [10/7/17, 3:42:32 pm] h.: and i feel more confident ill call you right now if i needed to
  882. [10/7/17, 3:42:54 pm] lia.: I guess
  883. [10/7/17, 3:43:11 pm] h.: and if you need me for anything Ill always be here for you ok lia
  884. [10/7/17, 3:43:12 pm] lia.: I mean Makayla told me there are other good things i've done too
  885. [10/7/17, 3:43:21 pm] lia.: idk if it balances out the bad ones
  886. [10/7/17, 3:43:23 pm] h.: yeah what would those be :)
  887. [10/7/17, 3:43:26 pm] lia.: same with you
  888. [10/7/17, 3:43:43 pm] lia.: i don't like specifying. people need to see it from themselves
  889. [10/7/17, 3:44:57 pm] h.: i mean i know some things that you have done
  890. [10/7/17, 3:45:02 pm] h.: just not the bads on you know
  891. [10/7/17, 3:45:38 pm] lia.: i feel like people know the bad ones when I've done it to them
  892. [10/7/17, 3:46:01 pm] h.: right. i sort of get you on that one
  893. [10/7/17, 3:46:05 pm] h.: i can relate to that
  894. [10/7/17, 3:46:14 pm] lia.: yeah
  895. [10/7/17, 3:46:22 pm] h.: i broken someone nose
  896. [10/7/17, 3:46:26 pm] h.: rib and nee
  897. [10/7/17, 3:46:33 pm] h.: i cracked over something that was not worth it
  898. [10/7/17, 3:46:56 pm] lia.: i don't like specifying my doings.
  899. [10/7/17, 3:47:14 pm] lia.: NOOOOOOO
  900. [10/7/17, 3:47:16 pm] lia.: SALIMMMM
  901. [10/7/17, 3:47:18 pm] lia.: AWWWWWW DAMN
  902. [10/7/17, 3:47:22 pm] lia.: ;(
  903. [10/7/17, 3:47:42 pm] h.: r i p
  904. [10/7/17, 3:47:58 pm] lia.: IM ACTUALLY TEARING UP
  905. [10/7/17, 3:48:03 pm] lia.: THIS IS THE WORRRST
  906. [10/7/17, 3:48:09 pm] h.: its best to cry
  907. [10/7/17, 3:48:18 pm] lia.: ;(
  908. [10/7/17, 3:48:23 pm] h.: they are not happy tears are they :(
  909. [10/7/17, 3:48:33 pm] lia.: no.
  910. [10/7/17, 3:48:46 pm] h.: hugs
  911. [10/7/17, 3:48:53 pm] lia.: this is so sad
  912. [10/7/17, 3:49:05 pm] h.: awwwww
  913. [10/7/17, 3:50:08 pm] lia.: this girl is always destined to die smh
  914. [10/7/17, 3:50:24 pm] h.: ill host a funeral for her :(
  915. [10/7/17, 3:50:39 pm] lia.: no but she keeps being alive
  916. [10/7/17, 3:50:49 pm] h.: awww thats even worse
  917. [10/7/17, 3:50:54 pm] lia.: like life is strange all over again
  918. [10/7/17, 3:51:00 pm] h.: thats a good game
  919. [10/7/17, 3:51:08 pm] lia.: it really is
  920. [10/7/17, 3:51:12 pm] h.: wait
  921. [10/7/17, 3:51:13 pm] lia.: I always cry at the end
  922. [10/7/17, 3:51:16 pm] h.: its a amazing game
  923. [10/7/17, 3:51:20 pm] h.: get me overtime tbh
  924. [10/7/17, 3:51:22 pm] h.: *every
  925. [10/7/17, 3:53:27 pm] lia.: same
  926. [10/7/17, 3:53:40 pm] h.: love its art style
  927. [10/7/17, 3:54:21 pm] h.: what sports do you support ?
  928. [10/7/17, 3:54:24 pm] h.: or follow
  929. [10/7/17, 3:54:47 pm] lia.: ofc bro it's final fantasy
  930. [10/7/17, 3:54:49 pm] lia.: brb
  931. [10/7/17, 3:54:55 pm] h.: FINAL FANTASY
  932. [10/7/17, 3:54:58 pm] h.: good GAME OMG
  933. [10/7/17, 3:58:56 pm] lia.: yes duh
  934. [10/7/17, 3:59:05 pm] lia.: that's why it has such a good art style
  935. [10/7/17, 3:59:09 pm] lia.: it's square enix ffs
  936. [10/7/17, 3:59:26 pm] h.: pretty much
  937. [10/7/17, 3:59:30 pm] h.: i just like it
  938. [10/7/17, 3:59:31 pm] h.: LMAO
  939. [10/7/17, 3:59:51 pm] lia.: are you okay?
  940. [10/7/17, 4:00:02 pm] h.: no this shit is not working
  941. [10/7/17, 4:00:13 pm] lia.: what isn't?
  942. [10/7/17, 4:00:23 pm] h.: its meant to help me
  943. [10/7/17, 4:00:28 pm] lia.: painting?
  944. [10/7/17, 4:00:41 pm] h.: yes
  945. [10/7/17, 4:00:48 pm] h.: and taking to this person online his an online
  946. [10/7/17, 4:00:52 pm] h.: therapist
  947. [10/7/17, 4:01:03 pm] lia.: and?
  948. [10/7/17, 4:01:10 pm] h.: his just not helping
  949. [10/7/17, 4:02:00 pm] lia.: you don't deserve this
  950. [10/7/17, 4:02:10 pm] h.: i don’t do it
  951. [10/7/17, 4:02:21 pm] lia.: do what?
  952. [10/7/17, 4:05:56 pm] h.: its alright I’m going on to much ill keep to myself i can’t do anything right
  953. [10/7/17, 4:06:32 pm] lia.: it's best to have at least one person updated - no matter if they understand you or not
  954. [10/7/17, 4:10:55 pm] lia.: don't do anything stupid
  955. [10/7/17, 4:39:40 pm] h.: when will our conversation be the same again lia, i missed that.
  956. [10/7/17, 4:41:45 pm] lia.: this is why i didn't want you and I to be close..
  957. [10/7/17, 4:41:52 pm] lia.: you're already so attached
  958. [10/7/17, 4:43:21 pm] h.: i was warned its on me
  959. [10/7/17, 4:43:35 pm] h.: its on me this time, thats not new.
  960. [10/7/17, 4:43:41 pm] lia.: and i want to help you
  961. [10/7/17, 4:43:49 pm] lia.: please, let me help you
  962. [10/7/17, 4:44:06 pm] h.: ok on 2 conditions
  963. [10/7/17, 4:44:27 pm] h.: i can still hug you and talk to you like a friend / close friend no more no less ?
  964. [10/7/17, 4:45:01 pm] lia.: i haven't limited us to do that
  965. [10/7/17, 4:45:12 pm] h.: so thats still ok :)
  966. [10/7/17, 4:45:15 pm] h.: right ?
  967. [10/7/17, 4:46:10 pm] h.: and that we start over fresh new page if you get me
  968. [10/7/17, 4:46:41 pm] lia.: i can act like everything's fine if that's what you ask of me
  969. [10/7/17, 4:46:56 pm] h.: no i mean try and sort of put it behind
  970. [10/7/17, 4:47:06 pm] h.: I’m trying hard to act like its alright
  971. [10/7/17, 4:47:16 pm] h.: i just don’t want to fuck this up again
  972. [10/7/17, 4:47:24 pm] lia.: I understand you
  973. [10/7/17, 4:47:31 pm] lia.: i know it's hard
  974. [10/7/17, 4:47:45 pm] h.: i just want to hug you and give you the drawings when i get to school
  975. [10/7/17, 4:48:38 pm] lia.: don't give it to me, just show me
  976. [10/7/17, 4:48:57 pm] h.: they where meant to be for you tho ;3;
  977. [10/7/17, 4:50:03 pm] lia.: I can't take it.
  978. [10/7/17, 4:50:19 pm] h.: i understand : (
  979. [10/7/17, 4:50:56 pm] lia.: i know you don't but just hang on to it
  980. [10/7/17, 4:51:08 pm] h.: ok .
  981. [10/7/17, 4:51:41 pm] h.: what are you doing now?
  982. [10/7/17, 4:51:55 pm] lia.: lmao with makayla loool
  983. [10/7/17, 4:52:04 pm] h.: together ?
  984. [10/7/17, 4:52:57 pm] lia.: on skype
  985. [10/7/17, 4:53:00 pm] lia.: wbu?
  986. [10/7/17, 4:53:09 pm] h.: drawing whats on my mind
  987. [10/7/17, 4:53:10 pm] lia.: she's telling me stupid things i've said in the past
  988. [10/7/17, 4:53:17 pm] lia.: what's on your mind harry?
  989. [10/7/17, 4:53:20 pm] h.: like what ?
  990. [10/7/17, 4:53:36 pm] h.: some pretty dark things that i did’t want to be brought up
  991. [10/7/17, 4:54:30 pm] lia.: like basically every random thing i've said
  992. [10/7/17, 4:54:34 pm] lia.: alright then
  993. [10/7/17, 4:55:14 pm] h.: i need to go runs off crying
  994. [10/7/17, 4:55:15 pm] h.: :(
  995. [10/7/17, 4:55:27 pm] lia.: oh?
  996. [10/7/17, 4:55:33 pm] lia.: are you going to leave me
  997. [10/7/17, 5:00:07 pm] h.: i need a break from this world
  998. [10/7/17, 5:01:07 pm] lia.: whatever you're feeling now isn't permanent
  999. [10/7/17, 5:01:21 pm] h.: i know it won’t be but your still going to be in my heart
  1000. [10/7/17, 5:01:31 pm] h.: from that 1st text that i made to you
  1001. [10/7/17, 5:02:11 pm] lia.: yeah when i read your spam and from what i was planning on doing, my heart was breaking
  1002. [10/7/17, 5:02:23 pm] h.: its was to much lovey shit
  1003. [10/7/17, 5:02:31 pm] h.: i didt mean to spend that much
  1004. [10/7/17, 5:02:34 pm] h.: *send
  1005. [10/7/17, 5:02:46 pm] lia.: yeah it was cute
  1006. [10/7/17, 5:02:58 pm] lia.: i'm sorry you had to waste your time to the wrong girl
  1007. [10/7/17, 5:03:30 pm] h.: i just want to know what would of happened if i was not there for you
  1008. [10/7/17, 5:03:33 pm] h.: where would you be from there.
  1009. [10/7/17, 5:03:48 pm] lia.: same as now
  1010. [10/7/17, 5:04:13 pm] h.: what do u mean ?
  1011. [10/7/17, 5:04:18 pm] lia.: remember when i told you that you going online made me stop myself from fully not caring?
  1012. [10/7/17, 5:04:34 pm] h.: some what yes why ?
  1013. [10/7/17, 5:04:36 pm] lia.: turns out you just made the decision longer
  1014. [10/7/17, 5:04:45 pm] lia.: but i still ended up that way anyway
  1015. [10/7/17, 5:05:05 pm] h.: i need to see my doc again
  1016. [10/7/17, 5:05:15 pm] h.: sorry about every thing and what you hade to do
  1017. [10/7/17, 5:05:18 pm] h.: i should of just keep it at
  1018. [10/7/17, 5:05:21 pm] h.: your a good friend lia
  1019. [10/7/17, 5:06:32 pm] lia.: these things aren't your fault
  1020. [10/7/17, 5:06:36 pm] lia.: you should know that
  1021. [10/7/17, 5:06:51 pm] lia.: i can't fully explain it to you because you'll get hurt more
  1022. [10/7/17, 5:08:24 pm] h.: just do it PLEASE
  1023. [10/7/17, 5:08:42 pm] lia.: no, harry.. i'm sorry
  1024. [10/7/17, 5:08:53 pm] h.: tell me please.
  1025. [10/7/17, 5:08:55 pm] h.: i need to know this .
  1026. [10/7/17, 5:09:04 pm] h.: i want to hear it
  1027. [10/7/17, 5:09:36 pm] lia.: you don't deserve me
  1028. [10/7/17, 5:09:42 pm] lia.: you don't deserve any of this
  1029. [10/7/17, 5:10:03 pm] h.: I’m not saying anything anymore
  1030. [10/7/17, 5:10:09 pm] h.: im shutting up
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