talk facetoface pt2

*hugs him tightly* Tony...
02:10	AnthonyMagCuill	i never felts so angry before
02:10	AnthonyMagCuill	and cant get rid up it yet
02:11	AnthonyMagCuill	of*
02:11	SoniSong	I understand.
02:12	SoniSong	But at the same time I don't.
02:13	AnthonyMagCuill	why u say that
02:14	AnthonyMagCuill	ant mom starts to walk out
02:14	SoniSong	Because...I don't know who you're more angry with.
02:15	SoniSong	Are you angry with me? Are you angry with yourself? Both?
02:15	SoniSong	Neither?
02:15	AnthonyMagCuill	angry with u.
02:15	AnthonyMagCuill	only person angry with me is vinny
02:15		SoniSong gets on her knees and faces him. "I'm still angry with you.."
02:15	AnthonyMagCuill	and you a little
02:16	SoniSong	Vinny... *sighs* Vinny is angry with me as well.
02:16	SoniSong	He barely talks to me.
02:16	AnthonyMagCuill	*sighs* me either
02:17	SoniSong	Us fighting is good for him.
02:17	SoniSong	I think...he looks up to you like a father figure.
02:18	AnthonyMagCuill	i grown a bond with him when we went to disney land
02:19		AnthonyMagCuill see his mom stepping out
02:19	AnthonyMagCuill	you gone
02:19	AnthonyMagCuill	ant mom: i think yall can handle it for right now
02:20		SoniSong looks down.
02:20	AnthonyMagCuill	ok
02:20	AnthonyMagCuill	ant mom leaves
02:20	AnthonyMagCuill	i guess she made her goal for now
02:21	SoniSong	Yeah..
02:22	AnthonyMagCuill	she getting us to talk
02:23	SoniSong	Yeah.
02:24	SoniSong	Anthony, I get there's a lot of trust broken. On both sides. But can't we move past this together and work on our relationship?
02:24	SoniSong	I asking because I'm determined to be with you.
02:25		SoniSong looks at him.
02:25	AnthonyMagCuill	its going to take a while.
02:25	SoniSong	Everything's been so miserable for the both of us.
02:26	SoniSong	I'm willing to do whatever it takes to fix this. You know I will. But are you?
02:26	AnthonyMagCuill	im not a person that usually can go back to a person i cant trust
02:27		SoniSong looks like she's about to cry then moves back. "I see.."
02:27	AnthonyMagCuill	im sorry
02:27	AnthonyMagCuill	can i ask u something
02:27		SoniSong swallows hard. "Sure."
02:28	AnthonyMagCuill	why u didnt the trust me
02:28	AnthonyMagCuill	why u didnt trust me
02:29	SoniSong	What you mean?
02:29	AnthonyMagCuill	u said u lost trust in me
02:31	SoniSong	That's because you walked out on me when I told you the real truth.
02:31	AnthonyMagCuill	oh
02:31	SoniSong	I felt...humiliated and dirty.
02:32		SoniSong rubs her arms. "My skin crawls. The doctors have me on pills.."
02:33	SoniSong	If you hadn't had come in...he would have... *looks pale and sick*
02:33		AnthonyMagCuill looks at her
02:33	AnthonyMagCuill	have what
02:34		SoniSong shudders violently. "...inside me..."
02:34		SoniSong rocks back and forth slowly.
02:34		AnthonyMagCuill holds her
02:35		SoniSong runs to the nearest trashcan and throws up.
02:36		AnthonyMagCuill goes and get a ginger ale and come back in
02:36	AnthonyMagCuill	come sit down
02:36		SoniSong wipes her mouth with the back of her hand.
02:37		AnthonyMagCuill gives her the bottle ginger ale
02:39		SoniSong takes the bottle then goes with him to sit down.
02:40	AnthonyMagCuill	what happened
02:40	AnthonyMagCuill	happening
02:42		SoniSong tucks her hair behind her ear. "I'm fine."
02:42	SoniSong	They arrested him soon after. He's serving jail time.
02:44	AnthonyMagCuill	oh ok
02:46		SoniSong looks down at the bottle.
02:49		AnthonyMagCuill sighs
02:51	AnthonyMagCuill	i never seen u turn pale like that
02:52	SoniSong	Can you blame me?
02:53	SoniSong	Every time I close my eyes...I keep seeing it over and over again.
02:55		AnthonyMagCuill holds her
02:57	SoniSong	I keep wishing if only I could go back.
02:59	AnthonyMagCuill	unfortunately u can go back
02:59	SoniSong	I know.
03:03	AnthonyMagCuill	i know u will get though this
03:03	AnthonyMagCuill	it will just take time
03:04	SoniSong	I don't have a choice really..
03:04	AnthonyMagCuill	i know
03:05	AnthonyMagCuill	i help where i can
03:05	AnthonyMagCuill	but i wont lie to you
03:06	AnthonyMagCuill	it will take me a while to actually trust u again
03:10	SoniSong	It goes both ways.
03:11	AnthonyMagCuill	i know
03:11	SoniSong	I need to hear it though. Is it over between us?
03:15	AnthonyMagCuill	right now i think we need to be friends
03:15	AnthonyMagCuill	cause right now
03:16	AnthonyMagCuill	i dont see it working between us
03:16	AnthonyMagCuill	if it meant to be we will slowly work being together
03:17	AnthonyMagCuill	like i said will help u when i can
03:19		AnthonyMagCuill starts to move to the otherside of the room
03:19	AnthonyMagCuill	i hope you can understand
03:20		SoniSong goes to get her back.
03:21	AnthonyMagCuill	ooc bag?
03:26	SoniSong	ooc: lol yeah
03:26	SoniSong	bag*
03:26	AnthonyMagCuill	ooc ok
03:28		AnthonyMagCuill wondering what she is thinking
03:30		SoniSong gathers her stuff. "Yeah. Sure."
03:32		AnthonyMagCuill puts his head down
03:33		SoniSong looks back at him then goes over to lift his head. "I just want you to come home."
03:34	SoniSong	I know its impossible but I really miss you.
03:37	AnthonyMagCuill	u believe that it impoosisble?
03:37		AnthonyMagCuill thinking if she believe that why i should come back
03:41	SoniSong	Impossible for right now. I would love nothing more than for us to go upstairs and curl up together.
03:41	SoniSong	For you to brush my hair back and hold me and whisper that things are gonna get better for us.
03:42	SoniSong	I want to feel safe again with someone holding me.
03:43	SoniSong	I want so many things that can't happen right now.
03:43	AnthonyMagCuill	tell me
03:43		AnthonyMagCuill pats the floor besides him
03:44		SoniSong sits beside him.
03:44	SoniSong	You already know most of it.
03:45	AnthonyMagCuill	i wanna know
03:45	SoniSong	I want my boyfriend.
03:46	SoniSong	I want to sleep.
03:50	SoniSong	*sighs* I want to have more. Be stronger.
03:53	AnthonyMagCuill	have more what
03:54	SoniSong	More relationships. More friends. Be more outgoing.
03:58	AnthonyMagCuill	ok
03:59		SoniSong looks at him. "What about you?"
04:01		AnthonyMagCuill puts his head down
04:01	SoniSong	Tell me. Please.
04:02	SoniSong	Does it have to do with me?
04:07		AnthonyMagCuill moving likes he crying
04:07		SoniSong moves closer to him.
04:07	SoniSong	I'm so sorry.
04:09	AnthonyMagCuill	whats wrong with me
04:09	SoniSong	Nothing. *puts her hand on his shoulder* There's nothing wrong with you.
04:10	AnthonyMagCuill	yes there is
04:10	SoniSong	I don't know why Kobe is doing this to us.
04:10	SoniSong	No there isn't Anthony.
04:10	AnthonyMagCuill	kobe dont want me to have love
04:11		SoniSong moves so she can face him. "There is nothing wrong with you. You're wonderful and amazing. You have love. I love you. You're mom loves you."
04:11		SoniSong cups his face and makes him look at her. "I love you soo soo much."
04:14	AnthonyMagCuill	i want to be with someone.. i want to grow old with someone
04:14	AnthonyMagCuill	i want have kids
04:14		AnthonyMagCuill cries harder
04:15	AnthonyMagCuill	every time i get close to some one
04:15	AnthonyMagCuill	something happens
04:16		SoniSong holds him tightly.
04:17	SoniSong	We can make that happen.
04:17	SoniSong	I know we can if we just try.
04:24	AnthonyMagCuill	i feel like im cursed
04:25	AnthonyMagCuill	i feel like like love dont want me
04:27	SoniSong	It does want you. I want you.
04:27	SoniSong	When did that stop being enough?
04:37	AnthonyMagCuill	no it doesnt
04:38	AnthonyMagCuill	ii just
04:38	AnthonyMagCuill	i just
04:38	SoniSong	You just what?
04:39	AnthonyMagCuill	i dont know
04:39	AnthonyMagCuill	im scared
04:39	SoniSong	Of what?
04:39	SoniSong	You can't be any more scared than I am.
04:40	SoniSong	So what are you scared of?
04:40	AnthonyMagCuill	sometime i feel u r luck u dont have to remember anything
04:41	AnthonyMagCuill	it hurts to go see someone that rejected u get married
04:42		SoniSong cups his cheek.
04:45		SoniSong presses her forehead against his.
04:46	AnthonyMagCuill	i left my first girl cause i couldnt trust her
04:46	AnthonyMagCuill	now she married
04:46	AnthonyMagCuill	if we be friend i might be doing you a favor
04:47	SoniSong	What favor is that?
04:47	AnthonyMagCuill	should be put a t shirt on say be my x if you want to get married
04:48	SoniSong	There's a hole in your logic.
04:48	AnthonyMagCuill	or just reject me and become married
04:48		AnthonyMagCuill sighs
04:48	SoniSong	There's still a hole.
04:48		SoniSong looks at him. "I can't get married if your my ex."
04:50	AnthonyMagCuill	u goiing to find someone better
04:50	SoniSong	Who's better than you?
04:50	AnthonyMagCuill	everyone else
04:51	SoniSong	I don't want anyone else.
04:51		SoniSong holds his hands. "Besides, I already decided to marry you."
04:52	AnthonyMagCuill	u dont even know me well
04:53	AnthonyMagCuill	how can u say u decided to marry me
04:54	SoniSong	I'm trusting my heart.
04:59	AnthonyMagCuill	i cant trust anything right now
04:59		SoniSong lowers her head and frowns.
05:01	AnthonyMagCuill	im sorry
05:01	AnthonyMagCuill	that i need some times
05:01	AnthonyMagCuill	why*