About two or three weeks back we got into a huge fight bc she wanted to like hanghout more. She got sad seeing all of those girls talking about their boyfriends and being with them all the time. At this point we hadn't seen eachother for two weeks. It was only two weeks. She was jealous and sad because they had something that she didn't and brought it up to me about it. I felt personally asshurt because she was essentially comparing me to the other boys and comparing our relationship to theirs. I've explained to her that I have trouble getting around because I'm working, I have school, and I'm actually poor, like below the poverty line poor( idk if you knew that about me lmao). But I let that part slide at the time because we had already almost broken up because if the not seeing eachother all the time. We didn't and we kind of worked things out and then come probably Thursday she got super moody. Now, I know you're female and you know what it's like to be moody, but the way she worded things is that she wasn't comfortable being close to me and she had to get comfortable with it again. At this point I would like to inform you, even though it's TMI that we have barely fooled around at all. Like maybe 3 occasions and nothing came of it. She basically told me that night that she wasn't comfortable with you know, cuddling and shit like that, kissing included. I could care less about sex and that stuff. The kissing part kind of hurt because to me it's just like that one form of love that's easy to show than anything else. She also told me she was afraid of affection, after I've poured my heart out in texts and and in one occasion in person about how much I loved her. Everytime she said she "noted" it and brushed it off or just said "oh". This has been the main thing that's been building up for the past two months mostly. She does have her problems, manic depression and bipolar, and she said she hated to pull those up but she did. I know she has her issues and I take that into account, but I've basically treated her like she's the world and this is how it ends up.