Not a member of Pastebin yet?
Sign Up,
it unlocks many cool features!
- [3/25/2014 4:53:16 PM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Well diablo has definitely upped the difficulty, yis good.
- [3/25/2014 5:32:28 PM] dongjew (SgtFgt): do you uh, find me annoying...
- [3/25/2014 5:32:45 PM] dongjew (SgtFgt): I seem to be annoying a few people lately
- [3/25/2014 5:42:22 PM] dongjew (SgtFgt): never mind dumb question
- [3/27/2014 2:41:53 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): I understand if you dislike me now. Bye.
- [3/27/2014 3:19:48 AM] vinesauce: i dont dislike you at all
- [3/27/2014 3:19:57 AM] vinesauce: Hi dongjew (SgtFgt), I'd like to add you as a contact.
- [3/27/2014 3:20:25 AM] vinesauce: i was actually gonna mention that i read your vinesad post and me made me sad
- [3/27/2014 3:22:39 AM] *** dongjew (SgtFgt) has shared contact details with vinesauce. ***
- [3/27/2014 3:23:16 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Uh hmm..
- [3/27/2014 3:23:28 AM] vinesauce: 1 sec
- [3/27/2014 3:25:03 AM] vinesauce: i mean this is just how I am
- [3/27/2014 3:25:14 AM] vinesauce: when I get a bit close to someone, I back away
- [3/27/2014 3:25:20 AM] vinesauce: it doesn't mean I don't like you
- [3/27/2014 3:25:29 AM] vinesauce: I think deep down you know I like you very much
- [3/27/2014 3:25:39 AM] vinesauce: but, yeah closeness scares me
- [3/27/2014 3:25:50 AM] vinesauce: and I wanna be isolated sometimes
- [3/27/2014 3:26:03 AM] vinesauce: There are times I don't speak to my best friends for 2 weeks
- [3/27/2014 3:26:14 AM] vinesauce: i just don't want you to think I don't like you
- [3/27/2014 3:26:22 AM] vinesauce: and for the record, I do get bored of sex
- [3/27/2014 3:26:30 AM] vinesauce: sooo, im sorry about that
- [3/27/2014 3:26:40 AM] vinesauce: i go through my phases
- [3/27/2014 3:26:42 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Its fine.
- [3/27/2014 3:26:49 AM] vinesauce: sometimes I'm horny for like a week, sometimes not at all
- [3/27/2014 3:26:58 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Sex is all I really have to offer so I guess we have nothing to talk about.
- [3/27/2014 3:27:20 AM] vinesauce: last time we spoke, we had a lot to talk about
- [3/27/2014 3:27:31 AM] vinesauce: don't get down on yourself
- [3/27/2014 3:27:37 AM] vinesauce: you're a really great person
- [3/27/2014 3:27:42 AM] vinesauce: and a very good artist
- [3/27/2014 3:27:55 AM] vinesauce: i just naturally disappear from time to time
- [3/27/2014 3:29:39 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Yeah okay.
- [3/27/2014 3:30:10 AM] vinesauce: im sorry
- [3/27/2014 3:30:44 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): You don't have to be sorry for me being a shitty person to talk to, it's okay.
- [3/27/2014 3:31:04 AM] vinesauce: you aren't lol
- [3/27/2014 3:31:24 AM] vinesauce: i just don't like to talk a lot
- [3/27/2014 3:31:46 AM] vinesauce: Darren is one of my closest friends on the stream
- [3/27/2014 3:31:59 AM] vinesauce: until reaper of souls came out, we hadn't spoken in months
- [3/27/2014 3:32:10 AM] vinesauce: then we played the game and talked
- [3/27/2014 3:32:40 AM] vinesauce: Im not someone that is attainable
- [3/27/2014 3:32:44 AM] vinesauce: im the shitty person
- [3/27/2014 3:32:47 AM] vinesauce: Im greedy
- [3/27/2014 3:33:01 AM] vinesauce: I want tits and I don't want to put the work into a friendship
- [3/27/2014 3:33:19 AM] vinesauce: it's not good karma
- [3/27/2014 3:33:25 AM] vinesauce: but my penis tells me to do it
- [3/27/2014 3:33:29 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): You dont need to be my friend, its fine
- [3/27/2014 3:33:34 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): you can use me for tits.
- [3/27/2014 3:33:38 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): I dont care.
- [3/27/2014 3:33:53 AM] vinesauce: but you are a very good girl
- [3/27/2014 3:33:57 AM] vinesauce: and I do enjoy you
- [3/27/2014 3:34:09 AM] vinesauce: not just for the fact that you're good looking
- [3/27/2014 3:34:30 AM] vinesauce: but yeah, I'm shitty
- [3/27/2014 3:34:33 AM] vinesauce: and I get bored.
- [3/27/2014 3:34:39 AM] vinesauce: and I get depressed
- [3/27/2014 3:34:52 AM] vinesauce: and I kinda build a little box around myself
- [3/27/2014 3:35:03 AM] vinesauce: I dunno
- [3/27/2014 3:35:24 AM] vinesauce: I can tell you that I've done this numerous times in the past 4 years
- [3/27/2014 3:35:30 AM] vinesauce: and I'm sure they weren't happy either
- [3/27/2014 3:35:44 AM] vinesauce: but I just keep doing it
- [3/27/2014 3:35:50 AM] vinesauce: like a peice of shit
- [3/27/2014 3:36:04 AM] vinesauce: So, long story short
- [3/27/2014 3:36:13 AM] vinesauce: Im sorry, for real.
- [3/27/2014 3:36:25 AM] vinesauce: You should know better that it's not you being a boring person
- [3/27/2014 3:36:29 AM] vinesauce: you're far from that
- [3/27/2014 3:36:54 AM] vinesauce: You know I get fucking retarded with attachment and women
- [3/27/2014 3:37:08 AM] vinesauce: it legitimately scares me cause I hate hurting other people
- [3/27/2014 3:37:28 AM] vinesauce: but I do it anyway by getting close then disappearing.
- [3/27/2014 3:37:39 AM] vinesauce: This is bad karma and I will one day suffer for it.
- [3/27/2014 3:38:01 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): best to cut this off now then, huh?
- [3/27/2014 3:38:18 AM] vinesauce: we can remain friends though?
- [3/27/2014 3:38:23 AM] vinesauce: like play games from time to time?
- [3/27/2014 3:38:28 AM] vinesauce: did you get attached?
- [3/27/2014 3:38:30 AM] vinesauce: honestly
- [3/27/2014 3:38:35 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): as a friend, yes.
- [3/27/2014 3:38:54 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): but not so much anymore.
- [3/27/2014 3:39:38 AM] vinesauce: im really sad
- [3/27/2014 3:39:43 AM] vinesauce: im sorry
- [3/27/2014 3:39:55 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Don't be sad, you're not losing much.
- [3/27/2014 3:40:11 AM] vinesauce: that makes me sadder
- [3/27/2014 3:40:16 AM] vinesauce: to see you say that
- [3/27/2014 3:40:24 AM] vinesauce: to know you're feeling shitty
- [3/27/2014 3:40:29 AM] vinesauce: that makes me feel worse
- [3/27/2014 3:41:33 AM] vinesauce: well
- [3/27/2014 3:41:49 AM] vinesauce: whatever you feel is best for you
- [3/27/2014 3:42:14 AM] vinesauce: whatever level of friendship or non-friendship you wish to maintain
- [3/27/2014 3:42:53 AM] vinesauce: whatever is healthiest for you
- [3/27/2014 3:43:12 AM] vinesauce: I want to tell you a little something first
- [3/27/2014 3:43:26 AM] vinesauce: there is a girl that I hit on a while back.
- [3/27/2014 3:43:38 AM] vinesauce: who started messaging me 4 times a day
- [3/27/2014 3:43:52 AM] vinesauce: She started making my skype into a journal
- [3/27/2014 3:44:08 AM] vinesauce: and saying all these things about me being her honey and stuff
- [3/27/2014 3:44:10 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Yes, I'm aware, you've told me this.
- [3/27/2014 3:44:30 AM] vinesauce: this was a different time
- [3/27/2014 3:44:44 AM] vinesauce: for 2 months she messaged me "Hi Vinny!"
- [3/27/2014 3:44:48 AM] vinesauce: every single day
- [3/27/2014 3:44:53 AM] vinesauce: hoping I'd reply
- [3/27/2014 3:45:27 AM] vinesauce: The very action of the "Hi Vinny!" actually freaked me out so much that I didn't want to respond, therefore leader her to continue doing it
- [3/27/2014 3:45:32 AM] vinesauce: It's not her fault
- [3/27/2014 3:45:40 AM] vinesauce: She doesn't know any better
- [3/27/2014 3:46:02 AM] vinesauce: What I'm trying to say is
- [3/27/2014 3:46:08 AM] vinesauce: I don't know what im trying to say
- [3/27/2014 3:46:17 AM] vinesauce: but I'm the shitty one, not you
- [3/27/2014 3:47:29 AM] vinesauce: so what now
- [3/27/2014 3:47:44 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Whatever you want to do, I've stopped caring.
- [3/27/2014 3:48:25 AM] vinesauce: did feels happen
- [3/27/2014 3:48:37 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): What do you mean?
- [3/27/2014 3:48:47 AM] vinesauce: did you start feelsing.
- [3/27/2014 3:48:59 AM] vinesauce: im just curious
- [3/27/2014 3:49:10 AM] vinesauce: because if so, im really fucking sorry.
- [3/27/2014 3:49:12 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Maybe stop speaking like tumblr and I'll answer that.
- [3/27/2014 3:49:50 AM] vinesauce: i was just trying to add levity
- [3/27/2014 3:50:14 AM] vinesauce: dongjew
- [3/27/2014 3:50:37 AM] vinesauce: remember when you got your boyfriend and you and I stopped talking
- [3/27/2014 3:50:48 AM] vinesauce: like, more or less overnight
- [3/27/2014 3:51:12 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Well yeah, you asked for tits a lot, it was for the best?
- [3/27/2014 3:51:53 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): I actually stopped talking to most people because I was over his house so often.
- [3/27/2014 3:52:07 AM] vinesauce: I was pretty much ok with that
- [3/27/2014 3:52:13 AM] vinesauce: and didn't defriend you on skype
- [3/27/2014 3:52:40 AM] vinesauce: and we were talking about meeting up and stuff
- [3/27/2014 3:52:53 AM] vinesauce: you never even told me you got a boyfriend
- [3/27/2014 3:52:57 AM] vinesauce: facebook did
- [3/27/2014 3:53:10 AM] vinesauce: the point is, I was completely fine with that
- [3/27/2014 3:53:17 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Uh huh...?
- [3/27/2014 3:53:17 AM] vinesauce: I thought we were just having fun
- [3/27/2014 3:53:34 AM] vinesauce: having fun and being friends doesn't equate to defriending me on skype
- [3/27/2014 3:53:48 AM] vinesauce: And I'm trying to be as honest as I can with you
- [3/27/2014 3:54:18 AM] vinesauce: and I don't really think it's fair that friends defriend just after not speaking for a week
- [3/27/2014 3:54:24 AM] vinesauce: So my question to you was
- [3/27/2014 3:54:30 AM] vinesauce: did you develop feelings for me
- [3/27/2014 3:54:41 AM] vinesauce: that made you make that post and then speak to me tonight
- [3/27/2014 3:55:02 AM] vinesauce: because if so, I understand and I'm sorry I couldn't reciprocate them
- [3/27/2014 3:55:19 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): No actually kam and I got into a fight recently
- [3/27/2014 3:55:30 AM] vinesauce: im sorry to hear that
- [3/27/2014 3:55:40 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): So thats why I made the post.
- [3/27/2014 3:56:16 AM] vinesauce: well, I've always held you in high regard amongst a lot of other people from the site
- [3/27/2014 3:56:26 AM] vinesauce: and when I read your post, it made me incredibly sad
- [3/27/2014 3:56:42 AM] vinesauce: because you're a good person and I don't like knowing you're not feeling well
- [3/27/2014 3:57:30 AM] vinesauce: and I felt like I was the one who made you feel disposable
- [3/27/2014 3:57:37 AM] vinesauce: and I know I certainly did
- [3/27/2014 3:58:02 AM] vinesauce: which is why I really want to say, from the bottom of my heart that I'm deeply sorry
- [3/27/2014 3:58:34 AM] vinesauce: and at the risk of coming across even more poorly than I already have, it's completely on me. I'm a womanizer
- [3/27/2014 3:58:43 AM] vinesauce: and It's not something I'm proud of
- [3/27/2014 3:58:56 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Sure thing.
- [3/27/2014 3:58:58 AM] vinesauce: I just wanted you to understand that you're ok
- [3/27/2014 3:59:28 AM] vinesauce: well, that sure thing doesn't seem like you accept my apology
- [3/27/2014 3:59:43 AM] vinesauce: but I won't read into it any more deeply
- [3/27/2014 3:59:58 AM] vinesauce: I know who you are
- [3/27/2014 4:00:03 AM] vinesauce: I know you aren't just good looks
- [3/27/2014 4:00:21 AM] vinesauce: Even though I don't know you that well, I have a lot of respect for you
- [3/27/2014 4:00:44 AM] vinesauce: I hope you can have that same respect for yourself, despite all the awful experiences with men you've had
- [3/27/2014 4:00:49 AM] vinesauce: myself included
- [3/27/2014 4:01:28 AM] vinesauce: you mentioned not having a healthy relationship for months
- [3/27/2014 4:01:38 AM] vinesauce: but I havent had one of those in 10 years
- [3/27/2014 4:02:04 AM] vinesauce: I was hurt so bad that I was like nope, not happening again
- [3/27/2014 4:02:28 AM] vinesauce: I guess I want my cake and want to eat it too
- [3/27/2014 4:03:40 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Cheated on by 3 guys in a row, 4th guy was using me as a rebound and when I finally felt comfortable getting back into a relationship the other guy was just using me for sex. Super fun.
- [3/27/2014 4:04:02 AM] vinesauce: would you hate me if I brought up age?
- [3/27/2014 4:04:14 AM] vinesauce: and said that it gets better?
- [3/27/2014 4:04:30 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Ha, yeah, no.
- [3/27/2014 4:04:50 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): I've got okay looks right now its all downhill from here.
- [3/27/2014 4:04:55 AM] vinesauce: lol
- [3/27/2014 4:05:05 AM] vinesauce: you're too young to get cynical
- [3/27/2014 4:05:16 AM] vinesauce: have you thought that
- [3/27/2014 4:05:22 AM] vinesauce: because you're so good looking
- [3/27/2014 4:05:32 AM] vinesauce: you've been attracting shallow guys?
- [3/27/2014 4:05:49 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Yeah it has crossed my mind, wow vinny never thought of that.
- [3/27/2014 4:05:58 AM] vinesauce: i dont need the sarcasm
- [3/27/2014 4:06:15 AM] vinesauce: I legitimately am trying to be a friend and get you out of this funk
- [3/27/2014 4:06:38 AM] vinesauce: It's not downhill from here
- [3/27/2014 4:06:41 AM] vinesauce: who gives a fuck about looks
- [3/27/2014 4:06:53 AM] vinesauce: you want someone that's gonna treat you well and not cheat
- [3/27/2014 4:07:05 AM] vinesauce: that has nothing to do with looks
- [3/27/2014 4:07:13 AM] vinesauce: unless you're only looking to date brad pitts
- [3/27/2014 4:08:02 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): I'm looking for someone who can stand me for more than a month and not use me for temporary relief.
- [3/27/2014 4:08:16 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): But that seems to be too much to ask for.
- [3/27/2014 4:08:26 AM] vinesauce: I was not that person and I tried to make that clear from the beginning
- [3/27/2014 4:08:34 AM] vinesauce: not that you even said my name
- [3/27/2014 4:08:47 AM] vinesauce: but I'm saying it out loud because I want to
- [3/27/2014 4:09:06 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): I wasn't talking about you.
- [3/27/2014 4:09:10 AM] vinesauce: i know.
- [3/27/2014 4:09:40 AM] vinesauce: I swear you will find someone who will not use you
- [3/27/2014 4:09:55 AM] vinesauce: but it might not happen this month or next month
- [3/27/2014 4:09:57 AM] vinesauce: or next year
- [3/27/2014 4:10:17 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Yeah, its okay, I gave up after my last shitty relationship.
- [3/27/2014 4:10:32 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Some people just aren't meant for it, you know.
- [3/27/2014 4:10:36 AM] vinesauce: i gave up too and look at what it did to me
- [3/27/2014 4:10:42 AM] vinesauce: im a tithound
- [3/27/2014 4:10:46 AM] vinesauce: who gets bored
- [3/27/2014 4:10:49 AM] vinesauce: in a month.
- [3/27/2014 4:11:00 AM] vinesauce: Maybe it's best not to give up Jemma.
- [3/27/2014 4:11:06 AM] vinesauce: I don't feel much
- [3/27/2014 4:11:13 AM] vinesauce: my highs arent very high
- [3/27/2014 4:11:19 AM] vinesauce: but my lows arent too low either
- [3/27/2014 4:11:32 AM] vinesauce: I just like being alone... I find comfort in it.
- [3/27/2014 4:12:19 AM] vinesauce: Also, last observation. You're hot, you're objectified if you that good looking. I guarantee with your looks you could find a TON of different guys
- [3/27/2014 4:13:25 AM] vinesauce: Do you also go for only the guys that are in your looks range so to speak
- [3/27/2014 4:13:34 AM] vinesauce: and not the bogans with the droopy eyes
- [3/27/2014 4:13:48 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Well yes, I have to be attracted to them.
- [3/27/2014 4:13:54 AM] vinesauce: a bogan might be good for you
- [3/27/2014 4:14:01 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): yeah, no.
- [3/27/2014 4:14:08 AM] vinesauce: you should fuck Damo
- [3/27/2014 4:14:13 AM] vinesauce: and get his lighter
- [3/27/2014 4:14:19 AM] vinesauce: sorry bad joke
- [3/27/2014 4:14:25 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): very bad.
- [3/27/2014 4:14:26 AM] vinesauce: Welp
- [3/27/2014 4:14:27 AM] vinesauce: Listen
- [3/27/2014 4:14:37 AM] vinesauce: If this was me 10 years ago
- [3/27/2014 4:14:45 AM] vinesauce: I probably would have fallen for you
- [3/27/2014 4:14:49 AM] vinesauce: hard
- [3/27/2014 4:15:16 AM] vinesauce: I know that if I put effort into our friendship I'd be rewarded
- [3/27/2014 4:15:27 AM] vinesauce: you are a bright, talented and fun person to be around
- [3/27/2014 4:15:41 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): You probably wouldn't have been my type 10 years ago.
- [3/27/2014 4:15:43 AM] vinesauce: I can see that in you
- [3/27/2014 4:15:50 AM] vinesauce: lol, yeah you're probably right
- [3/27/2014 4:15:57 AM] vinesauce: I was a right twat back then
- [3/27/2014 4:16:14 AM] vinesauce: the unattainables are always more fun
- [3/27/2014 4:16:36 AM] vinesauce: anyway i dunno what else to say
- [3/27/2014 4:16:42 AM] vinesauce: Im sorry if I was being preachy
- [3/27/2014 4:17:09 AM] vinesauce: for the record, I probably wouldn't have stayed up this late talking to anyone else
- [3/27/2014 4:17:20 AM] vinesauce: and tried to make them feel better
- [3/27/2014 4:17:30 AM] vinesauce: You clearly are a special person
- [3/27/2014 4:17:40 AM] vinesauce: and I do actually give a shit about you
- [3/27/2014 4:17:53 AM] vinesauce: I just don't wanna talk to you for a week or two :)
- [3/27/2014 4:18:01 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): mhmm.
- [3/27/2014 4:18:20 AM] vinesauce: So, listen
- [3/27/2014 4:18:28 AM] vinesauce: I'll message you tomorrow and see how you're feeling
- [3/27/2014 4:18:33 AM] vinesauce: if you dont wanna talk to me
- [3/27/2014 4:18:36 AM] vinesauce: I understand
- [3/27/2014 4:19:30 AM] vinesauce: And for the record, I'm usually not sure what to do when I recieve nudes and I'm not horny
- [3/27/2014 4:19:41 AM] vinesauce: so... i kinda just dont respond
- [3/27/2014 4:20:06 AM] vinesauce: I've been the opposite of horny these past few weeks
- [3/27/2014 4:20:46 AM] vinesauce: with the patreon nonsense, the 4chan threads, my dog being sick, me having to pay 3700 dollars for a burst pipe... quitting my job... etc
- [3/27/2014 4:20:53 AM] vinesauce: it's been fucking retarded for me
- [3/27/2014 4:21:04 AM] vinesauce: and Im trying to keep it together for the stream
- [3/27/2014 4:21:12 AM] vinesauce: cause I have nothing else that makes me happy
- [3/27/2014 4:21:18 AM] vinesauce: im a sad human being
- [3/27/2014 4:21:21 AM] vinesauce: sometimes.
- [3/27/2014 4:21:25 AM] vinesauce: Anyway, sorry
- [3/27/2014 4:21:29 AM | Edited 4:21:35 AM] vinesauce: now Im complaining
- [3/27/2014 4:21:38 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): No, I don't mind.
- [3/27/2014 4:21:59 AM] vinesauce: I dont ever feel right venting
- [3/27/2014 4:22:10 AM] vinesauce: i feel guilty about it after I do it
- [3/27/2014 4:22:26 AM] vinesauce: I used to vent on the stream and I came across like a MASSIVE cunt
- [3/27/2014 4:22:27 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): I don't like venting directly at people so I usually do it on forums or tumblr.
- [3/27/2014 4:22:49 AM] vinesauce: i used to do that
- [3/27/2014 4:22:54 AM] vinesauce: now I just bottle it all up
- [3/27/2014 4:23:35 AM] vinesauce: meh
- [3/27/2014 4:23:37 AM] vinesauce: I dunno
- [3/27/2014 4:23:50 AM] vinesauce: I'm 28 and I'm still learning
- [3/27/2014 4:23:55 AM] vinesauce: I've got a long way to go
- [3/27/2014 4:24:16 AM] vinesauce: anyway, im gonna go to bed now because I'm really tired
- [3/27/2014 4:24:21 AM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Bye.
- [3/27/2014 4:24:23 AM] vinesauce: Please try and feel better
- [3/27/2014 4:24:53 AM] vinesauce: i shouldn't have expected more than a bye I guess
- [3/27/2014 4:25:01 AM] vinesauce: ah well
- [3/27/2014 4:25:04 AM] vinesauce: see ya
- [3/27/2014 10:50:22 PM] vinesauce: hello
- [3/27/2014 11:18:43 PM] dongjew (SgtFgt): hi.
- [3/27/2014 11:20:39 PM] vinesauce: hey i just started D3, im sorry
- [3/27/2014 11:21:05 PM] vinesauce: feelin any better today?
- [3/27/2014 11:21:15 PM] dongjew (SgtFgt): mmmmm
- [3/27/2014 11:21:24 PM] dongjew (SgtFgt): sort of
- [3/27/2014 11:44:51 PM] dongjew (SgtFgt): Good chat. Have fun.
Advertisement
Add Comment
Please, Sign In to add comment