~~ Bolt Origins ~~
a small transcript of Boltage McGammar's Pokemon RPG


Boltage The Absol: You.
Talon(Umbreon): So, your not to happy to see me then huh?
Ivan(leafeon): Who is this..?
• Talon(Umbreon) laughs ''Your worst nightmare.''
Talon(Umbreon): Boltage ring a bell?
• Ivan(leafeon) luaghs
• Ivan(leafeon) laughs
Talon(Umbreon): Your pretty funny.
Ivan(leafeon): "Like you and your *Ban appeal* scares me"
Talon(Umbreon): I'm just saying that... well...
Ivan(leafeon): Hahahaha!
• Talon(Umbreon) rolls his eyes ''I thought I could care about you though...''
Ivan(leafeon): "You. care about me.
Talon(Umbreon): ''Sad pity.''
Ivan(leafeon): When you reported me.
Ivan(leafeon): Dosnt sound like care to me.
Talon(Umbreon): I cared about you till you broke my heart...
Ivan(leafeon): How.
Talon(Umbreon): I saw what you did... who you were...
Ivan(leafeon): How Did I.
Ivan(leafeon): And as for alt changes.
Talon(Umbreon): The countless OC's....
Ivan(leafeon): I only use this account.
Ivan(leafeon): I DONT HAVE ANY OTHER OC'S!?
Ivan(leafeon): WHAT DO YOU PEOPLE NOt GET ABOUT THAT!?
• Talon(Umbreon) walks closer to the leafeon and touches her face ''I don't even know why I loved you...'''
• Ivan(leafeon) pulls back.
Talon(Umbreon): You jump from person to person so fast.
Ivan(leafeon): "Don't touch me."
Ivan(leafeon): I do nothing of the sorts.
Talon(Umbreon): Want the proof?
Ivan(leafeon): I never leave a singular person.
Ivan(leafeon): I have others. yes.
Ivan(leafeon): But I NEVER
Ivan(leafeon): leave
Ivan(leafeon): them.
Ivan(leafeon): They leave me.
• Talon(Umbreon) has a tear drop leave his eye ''I would give you a chance but...''
Ivan(leafeon): "I dont want your chance if you dont think Im right.
Talon(Umbreon): You have the most beautiful personality Ivan!
Ivan(leafeon): Do you know how long i've had a hole in my heart?
Ivan(leafeon): And why Im such a fucking slut!>
Ivan(leafeon): DO YOU
Talon(Umbreon): I loved you cause you had so much spirit!
Ivan(leafeon): DID YOU EVER EVEN ASK ME WHY!
Talon(Umbreon): You where... perfect to me.
Talon(Umbreon): Till I saw the others and what you said...
Ivan(leafeon): What did I say,].
Ivan(leafeon): Tell me.
Ivan(leafeon): Tell me what Xenon told you.
Ivan(leafeon): OR DUst
Ivan(leafeon): Or jin'
Ivan(leafeon): Or lea
Ivan(leafeon): or Darkness
Ivan(leafeon): Or what about Julian>
Ivan(leafeon): Or kenny
Talon(Umbreon): Xenon. Marcohh. Sonic. Ramon. Needler.
Ivan(leafeon): Hmm? HMMM
Ivan(leafeon): Sonic?
Talon(Umbreon): Could you change?
Ivan(leafeon): Idk him
Ivan(leafeon): Ramon?
Talon(Umbreon): Could you?
Ivan(leafeon): Idk him.
Ivan(leafeon): Change what.
Ivan(leafeon): What do you want me too change
Talon(Umbreon): I want you to change to be mine, and only mine.
Talon(Umbreon): That was what I wanted.
Ivan(leafeon): "..."
• Ivan(leafeon) Looks at him.
Ivan(leafeon): "You want me."
Ivan(leafeon): "To be only yours."
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Ivan(leafeon): I DONT NEED TO SEE THIS
Talon(Umbreon): I do want you.
Ivan(leafeon): I WAS THERE
Talon(Umbreon): I want to forget your past.
Ivan(leafeon): DID HE SHOW YoU HOW THE RP STARTED?
Ivan(leafeon): HE
Ivan(leafeon): ASKED
Ivan(leafeon): ME
Talon(Umbreon): I don't care how any of this started.
• Ivan(leafeon) groans
Talon(Umbreon): I just want you for myself. As selfish as it may seem.
Ivan(leafeon): "No ONE LISTENS TO ME!"
• Ivan(leafeon) sits down, staring at the ground
Ivan(leafeon): "Why do you love me. Tell me. I want to know."
• Talon(Umbreon) hugs Ivan ''I listened, but I couldn't believe...''
Talon(Umbreon): Your the most beautiful character I ever had to even talk to, your personality was caring and so warm and inviting...
Talon(Umbreon): I couldn't get over it...
Talon(Umbreon): You were...
Talon(Umbreon): Perfect....
• Ivan(leafeon) growls
Talon(Umbreon): I was gonna ask you to go steady with me on showdown, but then this all happened.
Ivan(leafeon): "1 person felt that way about me.
Ivan(leafeon): "1 person."
Ivan(leafeon): "HE was all I ever wanted."
Ivan(leafeon): "The reason im such a fucking Slut."
Talon(Umbreon): Who was it?
Ivan(leafeon): "You know why im a slut?"
Ivan(leafeon): "Because hes dead."
Ivan(leafeon): "I will never. ever. see him again."
Ivan(leafeon): Now I have a hole in whats left of me.
Ivan(leafeon): Now I try to fill it.
• Talon(Umbreon) hugs Ivan ''I want to fill that hole.''
Talon(Umbreon): I want to be your yang.
Boltage The Absol: I love you Ivan.
Ivan(leafeon): THen why would you go behind my back to Xenon. someone I trusted and who abandoned me.
Ivan(leafeon): Someone Who I helped!
Ivan(leafeon): Because they asked!
• Boltage The Absol has tears raining down his cheeks ''It was because I was scared that I would be the next person you would forget...''
Ivan(leafeon): And where did it get me?
Ivan(leafeon): DID YOU NOT READ WHAT I SAID
Ivan(leafeon): I
Ivan(leafeon): NEVER
Ivan(leafeon): LEAVE
Ivan(leafeon): THEY
Ivan(leafeon): DO
• Boltage The Absol tries to find his words ''Ivan.''
Boltage The Absol: I want to forget this... I really do...
Ivan(leafeon): "YOU DONT THINK KENNY LEFT ME?"
Ivan(leafeon): "YOU DONT THINK I'VE EVER BEEN LEFT LIKE SHIT?"
Ivan(leafeon): "LIKE I DONT KNOW HOW IT FEELS?"
Boltage The Absol: Ivan! IVE BEEN THROUGH THE SAME EXACT SHIT@
Ivan(leafeon): "LIKE IVE NEVER BEEN TOLD THAT IM NOT WORTH THE TIME?"
Boltage The Absol: i WAS THE FUCKING MOCK OF SHOWDOWN
Ivan(leafeon): AND IM NOT
Ivan(leafeon): IM JUST THE FUCKING SLUT!?
Boltage The Absol: I WAS LABELED AS THE GLOBAL TROLL...
Boltage The Absol: I was...
Boltage The Absol: Ruined...
Boltage The Absol: She...
Ivan(leafeon): NO ONE LOVES ME! IM JUST A FUCKING SLUT USED FOR SEX
• Ivan(leafeon) closes her eyes.
Ivan(leafeon): "1....2.....3.....4....5..."
• Boltage The Absol walks over to Ivan and places his hand on her face ''Please...let me be yours...''
Boltage The Absol: I've had enough pain already...
Ivan(leafeon): "6-6....7.....8-8...9..."
Boltage The Absol: I don't want to make another mistake
Boltage The Absol: And if you truly don't believe me... I wouild tell you everything...
Boltage The Absol: Every little detail about what happened to me...
• Ivan(leafeon) calmly lies down, closing her eyes and thinking about all she could have had with Kenny. Children.. family.. love.. happiness..."
Boltage The Absol: I had all of those besides Children...
Ivan(leafeon): And how do I know your not trying to ban me.
Ivan(leafeon): That this isnt anything but some more FUCKING EVIDENSE!
Boltage The Absol: I'll even tell Sweep to call it off.
Boltage The Absol: I promise.
Ivan(leafeon): Did you know who camd to talk to me today.
Ivan(leafeon): DArkness.
• Boltage The Absol has tears running down his cheeks ''I never cry, but... I-I-I believe you...''
Ivan(leafeon): The one person. that I thought would never defend me.
Boltage The Absol: He... betrayed me...
Ivan(leafeon): He came to warn me.
Ivan(leafeon): TO TELL ME ABOUT YOUR FUCKING PLAN
Boltage The Absol: ...
• Ivan(leafeon) groans in frustration
Ivan(leafeon): And to think you chose Xenon.
Ivan(leafeon): Of all people
Ivan(leafeon): XENON
Boltage The Absol: I've had my heart ripped out so much that literally I tried so hard to take it out on you.
Ivan(leafeon): THE one WHo FUCKING CHEATeD ON HONEY'
Boltage The Absol: Thats true.
• Boltage The Absol doesn't know what to think anymore
Ivan(leafeon): HE CHEATED WITH ME
Boltage The Absol: Give me a seond.
Boltage The Absol: second.
Ivan(leafeon): HE JUST TOLD ME HE LOVED ME
Ivan(leafeon): ASKED ME TO DO A FUCKING SE RP
Ivan(leafeon): WTF?
Boltage The Absol: I gave you reasons.
Ivan(leafeon): THEN BLAME ME?!
Boltage The Absol: Ivan!
Boltage The Absol: Please!
Ivan(leafeon): HE GAVE YOU PAStEBINS FrOM WHERE IT STARTED!
Ivan(leafeon): NOt FROM THE VERY BEGINNING
Ivan(leafeon): MARKOHH
• Boltage The Absol takes another verbal lashing
Ivan(leafeon): OR SHOULD I SAY SLY
Ivan(leafeon): DECIDED To SET ME UP
Ivan(leafeon): ARE YoU FUCKING SERIOUS
Boltage The Absol: Ivan...
Ivan(leafeon): I DONT DESERVE THIS!
Boltage The Absol: Ivan please!
Ivan(leafeon): IVE ALREADY LOSt My ENtIRE LIFE!
Boltage The Absol: Please!
Boltage The Absol: Please...
Boltage The Absol: I love you...
Boltage The Absol: I want to make that pronounced.
Ivan(leafeon): "You dont love me."
Boltage The Absol: I will give the world for you.
Ivan(leafeon): "You love my body."
Ivan(leafeon): "Just like every other guy on this site."
• Boltage The Absol scoffs ''I love your personality...''
Boltage The Absol: Want proof?
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I'm calling it off.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: You're lilke bi curious right
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Shut it, I'm gonna try to get with Ivan.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: I thought you wanted her banned.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I love her too much...
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: You're so pathetic .-.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Shut it.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol starts to walk away ''I really am sorry, I'll be waiting for Ivan if she ever does return, I was probably the only person that cared about her anyway.''
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol sighs ''I promised Ivan I would only stay with her ''She has the most beutiful personality and I actually felt like I connected somehow... I-I can't...
Boltage The Absol: My mind kept thinking about YOU
Boltage The Absol: Not your body... YOY
Boltage The Absol: YOU8
Boltage The Absol: I do love you.
Ivan(leafeon): Your thinking about Ivan
Ivan(leafeon): Not the real me.
Boltage The Absol: I want it to be both.
Boltage The Absol: I can't stand to be away from you.
Boltage The Absol: I was depressed when you left that one day...
Ivan(leafeon): Well guess what.
Ivan(leafeon): Ivan.
Ivan(leafeon): IS.
Ivan(leafeon): A
Ivan(leafeon): GUY
Ivan(leafeon): O.O
• Boltage The Absol doesn't care
Ivan(leafeon): Oooooo! SHocker!!
Boltage The Absol: I'm bi you know....
Boltage The Absol: So...
Boltage The Absol: Could we make it work?
• Ivan(leafeon) stares.
• Boltage The Absol stares back locking eyes
• Ivan(leafeon) grunts
Ivan(leafeon): Oh.
Ivan(leafeon): So last time I checked
Boltage The Absol: I wasn't joking.
Ivan(leafeon): This lux winterjay
Ivan(leafeon): Is.
Ivan(leafeon): Your.
Boltage The Absol: Ex.
Ivan(leafeon): Gf/Bf
Ivan(leafeon): Lux Winterjay: No actually my boyfriend
Boltage The Absol: She is my Ex I was trying to tell you out.
Boltage The Absol: It's a she...
Boltage The Absol: Dont listen to her...
Ivan(leafeon): So you planned on getting rid of me.
Ivan(leafeon): hmph.
Boltage The Absol: Did being the main word.
Boltage The Absol: If you don't love me back you don't.
Boltage The Absol: I don't know if you did from the start.
Ivan(leafeon): I didnt say that.
Ivan(leafeon): I develope a bond with everyone I have a sex rp with.
Ivan(leafeon): I get warm feelings.
Ivan(leafeon): It's weird Ik
Ivan(leafeon): But I do.
• Boltage The Absol shrugs ''It was a little more than that wth me...''
Ivan(leafeon): I've noticed.
Ivan(leafeon): Btw
Boltage The Absol: I'm actually pretty intelligent, so I can comprehend peoples feelings as well.''
Ivan(leafeon): Xenon things hes gonna get off scott free
Boltage The Absol: But...
Ivan(leafeon): Ooooh he has no FUCKING idea whats coming.
Boltage The Absol: Wait.
Boltage The Absol: I have an idea.
Ivan(leafeon): ..
Ivan(leafeon): Ivan(leafeon): So are you his x
Ivan(leafeon): Lux Winterjay: Nope.
Ivan(leafeon): -.-
Boltage The Absol: She is a hothead...
Boltage The Absol: Trust me...
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: ?
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Yu are my ex
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Sadly.
Boltage The Absol: There you go.
• Ivan(leafeon) groans
Ivan(leafeon): Im so fucking confused
Boltage The Absol: Trust me, it's like this a lot...
Ivan(leafeon): It went from me being attacked, to loved, to lied, to truth.. to UUUUUGGGGGGG
Boltage The Absol: Me and her used to be extremely close...
Boltage The Absol: Ivan...
Boltage The Absol: Could I tell you my story?
Boltage The Absol: Without interruptions?
Ivan(leafeon): go ahead,
Boltage The Absol: Alright...
Boltage The Absol: Well lets go back 9 months.
Boltage The Absol: Nm, make it 12.
Boltage The Absol: It was in march.
Boltage The Absol: Anyway...
Boltage The Absol: I was pretty much a little idiotic back then, loved many got few.
Boltage The Absol: Well, I kinda ran into this alt Ravenn(Absol).
Boltage The Absol: I thought we kinda fell in love like some little story-book.
Boltage The Absol: But... I was oblivious.
Boltage The Absol: I never really knew what I was doing cause I was always following her.
Boltage The Absol: It started to get me into trolling.
Boltage The Absol: I would pull pranks in main with Galom or scream at a mod in main
Boltage The Absol: Or so of such.
Boltage The Absol: with Ravenn*
Boltage The Absol: Anyway... I got banned a total of 12 times in 4 months.
Boltage The Absol: It fucked up my rep.
Boltage The Absol: It then started to turn into lis...
Boltage The Absol: lies*
Boltage The Absol: Countless lies one after another.
Boltage The Absol: It was endless...
Boltage The Absol: She wasn't really 21... she wasn't from scotland, she didn't really love me, she just wanted to date an american guy, she even lied about her name!
Boltage The Absol: She fucked with me the whole time!
Boltage The Absol: I left showdown for 3 months after this,m tears running down my face in real life.
Boltage The Absol: This is why I'm so defensive about who I'm in a relationship with, this is why I can't find love... this... was... my curtain call
Boltage The Absol: And still is, I'll never become a voice now.
Ivan(leafeon): mine was kenny
Boltage The Absol: This is why I'm serious Ivan, I do love you, guy or not...
Ivan(leafeon): he still is
• Boltage The Absol hugs Ivan ''I'm sorry.''
Boltage The Absol: I really am...
Boltage The Absol: I'm ashamed even...
Boltage The Absol: If you want, I'll leave showdown for good. Just do that your happy.
Boltage The Absol: so that*
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: THE LEADER IS ON
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: STOP
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: NOW
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Cause I love Ivan...
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: No.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I'm gonna make it work.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Please...
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: No.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I will never forgive you...
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: You've wasted my time with this bullshit.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: stop.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Please.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: So so lucky he's busy.
Boltage The Absol: I'm trying to save you.
Boltage The Absol: At this point, I'm giving all my power to stop Lux Winterjay...
Ivan(leafeon): IF I tried to stop her.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Are you really going to turn this into a fallout like our relashionship?
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Thats not right Harley.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: You know it's not.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Won't, last.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I'll make it last.
Boltage The Absol: Ivan. I just want to ask one question.
Ivan(leafeon): ...?
Boltage The Absol: And I'm being honest as hell itself.
Boltage The Absol: Would you go steady with me on showdown.
Boltage The Absol: It's all I ever wanted.
Ivan(leafeon): Steady.
Ivan(leafeon): define.
Boltage The Absol: Constant.
Boltage The Absol: Thats a better way of putting it, like a real shipping.
Boltage The Absol: Not some one time thing.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: You creatures are weird.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Quite you.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: It must be so boring in that tiny little mind of yours.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: S.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: T
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: F
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: U
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Ignorant, pathetic, confused little creatures.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: I'd call it adorable but I'd be lying.
Boltage The Absol: This is how you know I'm telling the truth, cause she detest greatly towards this.
Boltage The Absol: So would you?
• Boltage The Absol lets out his hand
Ivan(leafeon): yes'
Ivan(leafeon): I could
Boltage The Absol: You would?
Ivan(leafeon): I would
Ivan(leafeon): IF
Ivan(leafeon): KEnny comes back tho
Boltage The Absol: If?
Ivan(leafeon): Dont think I wont talk to him
Ivan(leafeon): HE was still the love of my life.
Ivan(leafeon): "was"
Ivan(leafeon): he left me.
Ivan(leafeon): alone
• Boltage The Absol sighs ''So I guess that means I don't have a chance.''
Ivan(leafeon): but I still would like to be friends
Ivan(leafeon): noo
• Boltage The Absol sighs ''Alright, I would like that...''
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Oh, I was hoping you would actually admit to being pathetic.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I'm not that gullible asshole.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Not quite.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Deary me, quite grumpy are we today?
Ivan(leafeon): I didnt say that'=
Boltage The Absol: Hm?
• Boltage The Absol smiles ''I'll find him, and remember, my heart is always yours as long as I'm alive.''
Boltage The Absol: I'm gonna call everything off.
Ivan(leafeon): IF you want me.
Ivan(leafeon): I can be yours.
Ivan(leafeon): But I still have rights'
Ivan(leafeon): I can TALK'
Ivan(leafeon): freely'
Ivan(leafeon): not sex
Ivan(leafeon): but talk
Boltage The Absol: Alright.
Ivan(leafeon): I am only aloud to have sex with you
Ivan(leafeon): but same for you']
Boltage The Absol: Of course.
Boltage The Absol: I'm probably the most loyal person on showdown.
Boltage The Absol: Ask my ex, I never left her side once.
Ivan(leafeon): ok
• Boltage The Absol hugs Ivan ''Lets get to know eachother better before we have sex again though.''
• Ivan(leafeon) smiles
Ivan(leafeon): ok.
Ivan(leafeon): I am a guy
• Boltage The Absol laughs ''So? So am I.''
Boltage The Absol: I am bi.
Boltage The Absol: It's not an issue.
Ivan(leafeon): ok.
Boltage The Absol: Also...
Ivan(leafeon): In the gay world
Ivan(leafeon): I am known as a twink
Boltage The Absol: I am known as Corey in the gay world, cause that is my real name.
Ivan(leafeon): Mine is Micheal, but I like mark
• Boltage The Absol smiles ''Nice name, beats mine.''
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Love's an illusion, made up of false hope and hormones.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Stfu and answer.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: I cannot answer if I'm not speaking. Well technically we aren't speaking verbally so I cannot be quiet as we are just typing and communicated to each other in a few jumbled up letters and symbols that humanity has made mean something.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I,.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Hate.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: You.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: So.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Much.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Right.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Now.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Bite me.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Hell no, I don't want ebola.
• Ivan(leafeon) frowns
Ivan(leafeon): why does she like you so much
Boltage The Absol: She doesn't. We had a lot of fights.
Boltage The Absol: I personally hate her.
Boltage The Absol: But she is smarter than most.
• Boltage The Absol walks over to Ivan ''I do want to do something to make this official.''
• Boltage The Absol kisses Ivan ''I don't care if your male or female. I just want you for you.''
Ivan(leafeon): im 16
Boltage The Absol: I'm 18.
Ivan(leafeon): so you dont care?
Boltage The Absol: Of course not.
Ivan(leafeon): what do you like 2 do?
Ivan(leafeon): other then ps
Boltage The Absol: Box, play baseball, drive a little bit
Boltage The Absol: Video games, anything that says fun
Boltage The Absol: I'm usually all for it.
• Ivan(leafeon) smiles
Ivan(leafeon): Sounds great
Boltage The Absol: Sometimes, boxing is fun when you don't get knocked out
Ivan(leafeon): I like swimming nature league of legends, ps.
Ivan(leafeon): I wanted to try boxing but im apparently 2 short
Boltage The Absol: Featherweight?
Ivan(leafeon): idk
Boltage The Absol: Cause thats what I started as, but I moved on to regular
Boltage The Absol: Which was horrible at first, people knocked me out 3 times in a row...
Boltage The Absol: Which sucked.
Ivan(leafeon): Keep Dust away from me please..
Boltage The Absol: Why?
Ivan(leafeon): I dont want to talk to him anymore
Ivan(leafeon): Nor do I any of the others.
Ivan(leafeon): Cept you
• Boltage The Absol smiles ''Alright.''
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Go play with your little whore now Caleb c:
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Fuck.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: You.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I gave you a chance when apparently it wasn't a good idea in the first place because I broke up with you once...
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: I'm giving Ivan a chance.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Like I gave you one.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: I didn't even 'pretend' to sleep with other guys. pity is my crime.
Ivan(leafeon): Lux Winterjay: Dude, break up with him and he's on your ass 24/7 cussing you out calling you a slut.. etc. He's a decent guy when your friends but he isn't the best relationship guy. I speak from experience, he's pathetic and annoying once you date him.
Ivan(leafeon): ....
Ivan(leafeon): I dont think your pathetic
Ivan(leafeon): you sound like a cool guy.
• Boltage The Absol frowns ''I'm pathetic at times.''
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: You are a fucking bitch.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Pity.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: If you don't want to see me happy, wtf is the point of you even being one of my friends in the first place, I should of exiled you from my life the day the relashionship ended...
Boltage The Absol: • Lux Winterjay coughs. "Relationship."
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Don't correct me, that's what google is forfor
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: for*
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Obviously Highschool and Google failed you.
Boltage The Absol: Lux Winterjay: Next thing you know you're going to be another idiot at Mcdonalds.
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: And obviously your heart has failed you
Boltage The Absol: Boltage The Absol: Cause your cold as ice at times, thats why no one wants to be around you
• Boltage The Absol sighs ''I'm sorry Ivan, I want to keep you updated so that you know exactly what I'm talking about.''
Ivan(leafeon): Its ok.
Ivan(leafeon): Do you have a kik.
• Boltage The Absol laughs ''Used to lol''
Boltage The Absol: My tablet kinda died.
Ivan(leafeon): sry.
Ivan(leafeon): Ivan(leafeon): I cant trust you
Ivan(leafeon): Lux Winterjay: Honestly, I don't trust mysel
Ivan(leafeon): f*
Ivan(leafeon): I want to love you..
Ivan(leafeon): I want the pain from kenny to go away
Boltage The Absol: I want to love you more than anything in the world.
Boltage The Absol: And I will find Kenny if you want to see him
Boltage The Absol: I will dedicate my life to that.
Boltage The Absol: Ivan, I also want to thank you...
Ivan(leafeon): For cheating?
Boltage The Absol: You actually got Darkness on your side when I couldn't and I really need to apologize to him
Boltage The Absol: I was a jerk to him...
Boltage The Absol: And I was a jerk to you...
Boltage The Absol: I got to apologize to a few people today.
Ivan(leafeon): ME and you both
Ivan(leafeon): Ive lied to alot of people about me being a girl
Ivan(leafeon): its getting to me
• Boltage The Absol kisses Ivan ''Everyone will understand, trust me. I'll help you out as much as I can.''
Boltage The Absol: I got to do something good for Dark though...
Boltage The Absol: He is one of my best friends on the site...
Ivan(leafeon): I hope you do know
Ivan(leafeon): I did have sex with him
Boltage The Absol: I know.
Boltage The Absol: I saw most of the docs.
Boltage The Absol: At least 12 of them.
Ivan(leafeon): I was a slut
Ivan(leafeon): I admit it
• Boltage The Absol sighs ''I will make sure everyone forgets that.''
Ivan(leafeon): I dont care if they think it
Ivan(leafeon): I rarely talk in the reg room
Ivan(leafeon): everything I do is in pm's
Ivan(leafeon): There is more freedom
Boltage The Absol: There really is.
Boltage The Absol: But, who would we start with first?
Boltage The Absol: Besides Dark?
Ivan(leafeon): um..
Ivan(leafeon): I have more then 20
Ivan(leafeon): Sorry..
Ivan(leafeon): sorry if i dc randomly btw
• Boltage The Absol hugs Ivan ''Do what you have to do.''
Boltage The Absol: I got people I got to straighten out with as well.
Ivan(leafeon): but im serious about the oc thing..
Ivan(leafeon): This is my only oc
Ivan(leafeon): I have 3 years into this oc
Ivan(leafeon): I never use anyone else
Boltage The Absol: People never understood why I never switched this OC.
Boltage The Absol: I still have the long continuously used Absol OC on showdown.
Ivan(leafeon): But Darkness said something about me using diff oc's...
Ivan(leafeon): I never used a diff one
Ivan(leafeon): a liepard
Boltage The Absol: It's gonna be a good idea till I straighten everything out.
Ivan(leafeon): is saying shes me
Boltage The Absol: One sec, I'll give you one of my accounts for a bit.
Talon(Umbreon): I want you on the down low till everything is straightened out.
Talon(Umbreon): I still gotta talk with sweep.
Ivan(leafeon): who?
Talon(Umbreon): One of the main leaders of the site
Talon(Umbreon): Anyway, I can give you this account for a tiny bit'
Ivan(leafeon): its ok
Ivan(leafeon): I do have an alt
• Talon(Umbreon) wants you safe
Ivan(leafeon): But its one I havent used in..
Ivan(leafeon): A verrrrrrrrry long time
Boltage The Absol: Will it be alright?
Ivan(leafeon): Thevaporeon890
Ivan(leafeon): thats the akt btw
Boltage The Absol: Alright.
Boltage The Absol: But was that you?
Boltage The Absol: Sonoma?
Ivan(leafeon): who>
Ivan(leafeon): ?
Ivan(leafeon): No
Ivan(leafeon): it wasnt
Boltage The Absol: Cause if it wasn't, I might of terrified a random alt...
Ivan(leafeon): I have no idea who that is
Boltage The Absol: Well, I need to apologize to someone.
Boltage The Absol: Badly.
Ivan(leafeon): Ive been doing it since you confronted me
Ivan(leafeon): Ive also been planning Xenons death
Ivan(leafeon): but that can wait till he shows his shitty face
• Boltage The Absol smirks ''He diserves it sometimes, he is a idiot.''
Boltage The Absol: And Ivan, let me take care of him
Ivan(leafeon): But my words hurt more than yours
Ivan(leafeon): I know how much honey cared for him
• Boltage The Absol nods
Ivan(leafeon): and he just..
Ivan(leafeon): Threw her away..
• Ivan(leafeon) growls
Ivan(leafeon): Just like kenny... *Sighs*
• Boltage The Absol grabs his heart ''So familiar....''
Ivan(leafeon): btw
Boltage The Absol: Hm?
Ivan(leafeon): Lea(S.Umbreon) is a VERY close friend
• Boltage The Absol nods
Ivan(leafeon): Ive known him forever
Ivan(leafeon): since I first played here
Ivan(leafeon): You can. never. ever. stop me from talking to him.
Ivan(leafeon): If you even try.
Ivan(leafeon): I will not. speak. to you.
Boltage The Absol: I know, and I trust you.
Ivan(leafeon): Ok, I just thought you should know
Ivan(leafeon): and no we dont have sex
Ivan(leafeon): unless im depressed. then we do. it cheers me up
Ivan(leafeon): but other then that its non sexual
Ivan(leafeon): SO only if you dump me will i have sex with him
Ivan(leafeon): or if you.. like.. idk hate me for something or we fight
Boltage The Absol: I won't dump you ever.
Ivan(leafeon): I have to go soon..
Ivan(leafeon): In like,
Ivan(leafeon): 5 min
Ivan(leafeon): I want you to know
Ivan(leafeon): Even if you wouldnt have done all the ban stuff
Ivan(leafeon): I wouldnt have left you
Ivan(leafeon): BEing left myself.. I cant do it..
Ivan(leafeon): It would make me just like him
• Boltage The Absol has slight tears running down his face ''I love you Ivan, and I won't stop saying it till I die.''
• Ivan(leafeon) smiles softly looking at him
Ivan(leafeon): "DOnt go soft on me. I need a strong human yah know."
Ivan(leafeon): "Someone to take care of me when I have nothing left to live for
• Boltage The Absol hugs Ivan ''I'll always be there for you, I will be your guardian that keeps you safe.''
Ivan(leafeon): of course..
Ivan(leafeon): well I have to go. I have school tommarow
Ivan(leafeon): I can msg you at school if your on
Ivan(leafeon): other than that
Ivan(leafeon): gnight
Ivan(leafeon): I love you.
• Ivan(leafeon) thinks that is awkward to say after this weird night
Boltage The Absol: I love you too.
Boltage The Absol: And I'll try to as well, I'll bring my labtop to college.
Ivan(leafeon): HE left me Lea.. I cant wait for him.. Im not going to.. I deserve to be happy
Ivan(leafeon): oops
Ivan(leafeon): wrong person
Ivan(leafeon): ...
Boltage The Absol: It's alright.
Ivan(leafeon): well
Ivan(leafeon): that was towards lea
Ivan(leafeon): he told me if kenny came back I was kenny's not anyone elses
Boltage The Absol: Ivan, your heart belongs to who makes you truly happy.
Ivan(leafeon): Leaving me to die from heart failure dosnt make me happy
Ivan(leafeon): Right now your making me happy..
• Ivan(leafeon) hugs tightly
Ivan(leafeon): I
Ivan(leafeon): will talk to you tommarow ok>
Ivan(leafeon): ?
• Boltage The Absol smiles and hugs back ''I'll see you tomarrow.''
Ivan(leafeon): ok.
Ivan(leafeon): love you
Boltage The Absol: Love ya too <3
Ivan(leafeon): goodnight Lea. Im not waiting. get over it. ill ttyl
Ivan(leafeon): Fucking hell
Ivan(leafeon): sorry