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(engaging dramatic music)

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(keyboard taps)

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(gentle piano music)

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(keyboard clacks)

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(keyboard taps)

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(keyboard taps)

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- Try it in black.

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(uptempo drum beat)

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Maybe not full black,
something a little lighter.

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(percussion beats)

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Maybe slightly bigger on the font.

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(snare beats)

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How about a different color?

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(rhythmic percussion)

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Oh, oh yeah, I like that.

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Now, maybe a little smaller on the font.

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(light percussion music)

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Perfect.

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Great work, Ian, great work.

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How do you feel about it?

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- I'm happy if you're happy.

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- Thank you very much.

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You know, I knew you
were the right choice.

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(laughs)

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Oh, is there something else?

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Oh, right, right, right.

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I'm a bit short on time.

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Mm-hm.

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There's progress here.

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But, it's just not what we're looking for!

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- Too many notes?

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- It's just a bit derivative.

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(dramatic piano music)

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Great work on the logo, though, truly.

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- Thanks.

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- [Taymour] How'd it go?

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- [Ian] He really liked the logo.

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(melancholic orchestral music)

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(delicate piano music)

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(keyboard clacks)

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(stirring orchestral music)

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(keyboard clacks)

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(computer closes)

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(Ian sighs)

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(bed creaks)

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(birds chirp)

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(engaging piano music)

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(strokes violently strike)

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(uptempo piano music)

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(somber piano notes)

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(phone beeps)

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So, what actually made
you use a dating site?

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I mean, I'm sure you got guys
asking you out all the time.

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- Well, my friend met
her boyfriend online?

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and our other friend
did too, but my sister,

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she just got engaged
and she met hims online.

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So, I figured I must
as well give it a shot.

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- You had any luck?

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- A few dates, it's kind of overwhelming.

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- Yeah, I know, I hear there's
so many assholes out there.

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- I know, the assholes
are easy to deal with.

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You just delete whatever crude

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bullshit they say or whatever.

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The racially-charged things
used to bother me a bit more,

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guys talking about catching Yellow Fever.

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- Wait, what?

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People would do that in a message?

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- Yes, the overwhelming part
were all the sweet messages.

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You know, I would get these thoughtful,

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sincere messages from guys responding

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to my profile and
showing general interest,

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and then I'm just not
attracted to the person.

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I used to try to respond
but it was so much.

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I don't even know these
people and suddenly

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I'm investing so much emotional energy

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just trying to let them down easy,

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I just had to stop responding.

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- I get it, it's exhausting.

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- I feel bad about it.

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- No, I send at least 10
messages a day and every

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single time and get invested enough

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to actually write a great
message and then somehow

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not be attached to whether
or not they respond.

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So, then I'll see like an amazing profile,

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spend so long trying to
write an good message,

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and then nothing, no response, it...

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- That seems like a lot
of messages to send.

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- You know, it's how it works.

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- [Jessica] Well, I don't
know, it just seems like a lot.

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How many messages did you send today?

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- Okay, totally--

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- [Jessica] Ian?

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- When I first started, when
I first started online dating,

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I would just message one person,
and I'd spend three weeks

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like getting to know them and
building a real connection,

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and then we get in person
and there's nothing.

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There is no chemistry.

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You can learn more in five
minutes of meeting someone

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than you can in 100s of messages online.

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- So, let me get this
straight, you message what,

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a dozen women a day even when
you have a date that night?

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- [Ian] Okay, I get that, that...

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- Yeah, this was a really
nice place that you brought

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me to and you went out and got me flowers.

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I was excited to be taken out
instead of just casual coffee,

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but it's pretty hard to feel
special when you get the vibe--

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- You are, you are special.

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I don't how to say it, I
don't wanna lie to you.

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I don't wanna lie to
you on our first date,

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but okay, yes, when I
like someone I go all out

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and how is that any different than someone

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who just goes to coffee every single time?

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- Because I'm aware that
coffee isn't special.

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This actually felt special, but actually

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it's just what you do every single time.

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- All right, dinner,
flowers, that stuff used

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to be standard, that's not my fault,

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that's other guys these days,
and what's the alternative?

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Casual has never worked for me.

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I mean, I would go to coffee with a girl

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and I'd think that she was so amazing,

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and then she'd be like, "Oh, I'm sorry.

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"I see you more as just a friend,"

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which of course she did because

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we got coffee which is what friends do.

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- Or, maybe if it was truly
special it would transcend

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even just getting coffee, and maybe doing

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all of this makes it feel
more special than it is.

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- Okay Jessica, I'm sorry, what,

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I can't change what happened before.

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- You know how some couples
are right on the verge

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of marriage, and then
months before the wedding

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they break up, usually
because one person realized

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it wasn't a good fit and had the sense

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to back out before
things got even messier?

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And then, within a year the
person who got broken up with

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is married, and it's like
when that happens the person

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who got broken up with just
can't adjust their life plan.

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They've alread carved out a
spot for a wife or a husband

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and now it just feels
like a big hole is there.

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So, they just shove the
next person that fits.

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Because their plan becomes
more important than the person.

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When you try to make everything special,

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on some level, nothing is.

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- Another date?

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Man, you need to be painting, not dating.

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- [Ian] Dude, they're
not mutually exclusive.

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- For you they are.

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Remember when you got
rejected form CalArts?

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Instead of using that
for your work, everything

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was suddenly about getting
back together with Tina.

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How she was really the one.

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Listen, dude, you can do this.

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I know you can.

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You just gotta stop running
away from your bullshit, okay?

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Use that.

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So, while I'm gone why
don't you use my space?

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- No, I don't wanna
use up all your paint--

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- I'm gone three months, Ian.

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These paints, these brushes,
they need to breathe,

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they need to live, all
right, so let them live.

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(brush scrubs)

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(paint can clanks)

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(keyboard clacks)

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(dramatic piano music)

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- [Ian] I don't even know
where to begin, from your love

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of Berryman, to your preference
for "The Royal Tenenbaums"

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over all of the Wes Anderson movies,

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to your insistence on
using the oxford comma.

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We have more in common than
I could ever list here.

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I think it is amazing
that you travel the world.

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It's so beautiful that you make sure

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to volunteer one day no
matter were you travel.

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I can't imagine what an incredible

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and humbling experience that must be.

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You carry around "Letters
to a Young Poet."

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I haven't read it 100 times like you,

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but it is a book that changed my life.

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What's your favorite quote from it?

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Mine is easily, "Perhaps
all the dragons of our lives

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"are princesses, who are only waiting

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"to see us beautiful and brave.

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"Perhaps everything terrible
is in deepest being,

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"something helpless that
wants help from us."

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Honestly, I could go on and on,

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but nothing I say is
gonna top Rilke's words.

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I'm ian.

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(birds chirp)

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(bed creaks)

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(Ian sighs)

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(engaging drum music)

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Who's that?

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- Christina.

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- What, you're not gonna see
her in New York, are you?

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- Maybe, maybe.

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- Dude, do not go down that road again.

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- Yeah, you'd do the same for
the best sex of your life.

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- What about Samantha?

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- I don't know, I'm gone all summer, what?

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- Just for weeks you
wouldn't shut up about

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this hilarious joke Samantha made

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and this amazing conversation you had,

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or how fucking hot she is.

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- Look, I know it sounds
messed up, but I've told you,

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when a girl gets too
interested, it doesn't work.

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- Yeah, so back to the manipulative chick

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who never really cared about you.

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- Look, relax, I thought
we're here to see some art?

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- All right this, this is not art.

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- Come on, this is why you're here.

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I mean, look.

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- Yeah, no, Pop Art was bad
enough when it happened,

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like I get it made some
commentary on consumerism.

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The entire movement made one point.

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To see the same shit 50 years
later is a waste of time.

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- [Taymour] What are you so pissed about.

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- You have this amazing girl
who could be everything you

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ever want right in front of
you, thrown way, because what?

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She's too interested?

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- You date her then.

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- I would date the shit out of Samantha.

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- Then I'll give her your number okay?

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- Dude, she doesn't like me,

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she likes you, just like they always do.

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Okay, yeah, yeah, yeah, I
know, it's not your fault.

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I'm good all right?

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I'm good, let's catch
your flight, all right?

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(light percussion beat)

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(dramatic piano music)

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(water runs)

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(phone rings)

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Fuck!

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Hey.

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- [Sofia] Hi, do you know who this is?

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- [Ian] I was hoping.

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- [Sofia] You sound out of breath.

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Is this a bad time?

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- Now I was just brushing my teeth

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and I raced to grab the call.

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- [Sofia] Wait, you raced to brush

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your teeth after sending me your number?

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- [Ian] Ah, maybe.

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- [Sofia] You brush your
teeth for a phone call?

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- Okay, I realize that
doesn't make any sense.

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- [Sofia] It does and it's very sweet.

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- Yeah?

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- [Sofia] Yeah, you're racing around

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to get ready for a phone call.

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- Well, I was excited.

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You know, calling's cool, or whatever,

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I wasn't overly excited or
interested after two messages

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and 30 seconds of a phone
call, it was whatever.

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- [Sofia] Oh, well good,
because I prefer my men

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to be so aloof and so
caught up in their own image

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that I become completely expendable.

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00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:13,573
- Oh perfect, should I neg you now?

257
00:17:14,560 --> 00:17:15,393
- Yes, please.

258
00:17:16,690 --> 00:17:19,490
- Your voice is kind of okay, I guess.

259
00:17:19,490 --> 00:17:21,918
- [Sofia] What kind of neg is that?

260
00:17:21,918 --> 00:17:23,070
- I don't know, I've never done it before.

261
00:17:23,070 --> 00:17:26,393
Isn't supposed to be like
this back-handed compliment?

262
00:17:27,320 --> 00:17:29,770
- [Sofia] I'm not sure,
but that was neither.

263
00:17:29,770 --> 00:17:30,857
It was just vague.

264
00:17:30,857 --> 00:17:34,483
- Ah, okay, let me, let me try again.

265
00:17:37,540 --> 00:17:39,890
I'm not usually attracted
to voices like yours.

266
00:17:41,190 --> 00:17:42,023
- [Sofia] Ouch.

267
00:17:42,980 --> 00:17:44,080
Okay, that was better.

268
00:17:46,910 --> 00:17:49,480
Let me try to prove to you how attractive

269
00:17:49,480 --> 00:17:52,930
my voice can be in sick validation.

270
00:17:52,930 --> 00:17:57,120
- Woo, we are great at this.

271
00:17:57,120 --> 00:17:57,953
- Experts.

272
00:17:57,953 --> 00:18:00,560
- You know, clearly we have had
the best dating experiences.

273
00:18:00,560 --> 00:18:01,393
- [Sofia] Oh, clearly.

274
00:18:01,393 --> 00:18:03,253
- Hence, taking our talents online.

275
00:18:04,740 --> 00:18:08,420
- [Sofia] Oh, did you not see my profile?

276
00:18:08,420 --> 00:18:10,860
I actually have a boyfriend.

277
00:18:10,860 --> 00:18:12,930
I just run a service helping guys improve

278
00:18:12,930 --> 00:18:15,033
their profiles and send their messages.

279
00:18:16,070 --> 00:18:18,210
- Wait, really?

280
00:18:18,210 --> 00:18:19,043
- No.

281
00:18:20,390 --> 00:18:21,223
- [Sofia] Oh my gosh, you believed me--

282
00:18:21,223 --> 00:18:24,923
- All my hopes and dreams
just flashed before my eyes.

283
00:18:26,010 --> 00:18:28,253
- [Sofia] Oh yeah, but I hook.

284
00:18:30,130 --> 00:18:31,630
- Amazing.

285
00:18:31,630 --> 00:18:36,530
- [Sofia] Well good, you
know, it's funny, I love art

286
00:18:36,530 --> 00:18:39,690
but I swore I would never date an artist.

287
00:18:39,690 --> 00:18:42,393
- Oh yeah and why is that, why is that?

288
00:18:43,570 --> 00:18:45,390
- [Sofia] All the usual stereotypes,

289
00:18:45,390 --> 00:18:47,620
which I guess is unfair.

290
00:18:47,620 --> 00:18:49,620
- Hey, I'm just grateful for any

291
00:18:49,620 --> 00:18:52,160
of your stereotypes or
biases that kept you

292
00:18:52,160 --> 00:18:54,210
single long enough for me to get my shot.

293
00:18:55,330 --> 00:18:57,392
(Sofia chuckles)

294
00:18:57,392 --> 00:19:00,483
What was the last piece of
art that truly arrested you?

295
00:19:01,460 --> 00:19:04,433
- [Sofia] Wow, now that's a question.

296
00:19:06,340 --> 00:19:08,393
Are you familiar with Umberto Boccioni?

297
00:19:10,200 --> 00:19:12,953
- I know the name but I
don't really know the work.

298
00:19:15,080 --> 00:19:18,280
- [Sofia] He was so young when he died.

299
00:19:18,280 --> 00:19:20,430
He was not like these other artists

300
00:19:20,430 --> 00:19:23,160
that kept painting the
same things over and over,

301
00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:25,740
long after art has
progressed and moved on.

302
00:19:25,740 --> 00:19:28,973
No, he was right in the middle of it.

303
00:19:30,010 --> 00:19:33,633
I mean, who knows how many
paintings we don't get now?

304
00:19:34,590 --> 00:19:38,673
By the end with Pollock,
and Picasso, and Ed Ruscha,

305
00:19:39,570 --> 00:19:42,370
we felt like that we have
seen everything that could do,

306
00:19:43,785 --> 00:19:48,257
but Boccioni, gosh, he
as just getting started.

307
00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:53,023
And it is, "The City Rises"
to answer your question.

308
00:19:55,570 --> 00:19:58,030
- [Ian] Oh wow, wow, I just pulled it up.

309
00:19:58,030 --> 00:19:59,180
It looks pretty cool.

310
00:19:59,180 --> 00:20:01,910
- [Sofia] What, no, no,
no, no, what are you doing?

311
00:20:01,910 --> 00:20:03,438
Oh my God.

312
00:20:03,438 --> 00:20:04,271
- Sorry, sorry, okay.

313
00:20:05,157 --> 00:20:10,000
- [Sofia] No, every
image whether blurs out

314
00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,450
the brush strokes on top
that make it come to life,

315
00:20:12,450 --> 00:20:15,000
or they capture the brush strokes but then

316
00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:17,353
the entire images loses shape.

317
00:20:18,670 --> 00:20:22,140
Oh, it's like there's a vibrancy.

318
00:20:22,140 --> 00:20:27,140
There's a life to this piece,
like nothing I have ever seen.

319
00:20:28,100 --> 00:20:31,730
It literally stopped me in my tracks.

320
00:20:31,730 --> 00:20:34,180
That's why I find it so
striking that you use

321
00:20:34,180 --> 00:20:38,160
the word, arrested, because that's exactly

322
00:20:38,160 --> 00:20:39,560
what this painted did to me.

323
00:20:42,070 --> 00:20:44,890
- Well, I don't think I ever wanted

324
00:20:44,890 --> 00:20:46,760
to see a painting more in my life.

325
00:20:46,760 --> 00:20:48,820
- [Sofia] It's part of the
permanent collection at MoMA.

326
00:20:48,820 --> 00:20:50,420
- Oh, we'll have to go sometime.

327
00:20:50,420 --> 00:20:53,663
- [Sofia] Yeah, yeah, we will.

328
00:20:54,580 --> 00:20:58,960
- Okay, so, I don't usually do this,

329
00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:02,440
but I also don't usually hit
it off with people like this,

330
00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:07,440
so, I was wondering, do you
wanna be super spontaneous

331
00:21:08,450 --> 00:21:09,950
and got out to dinner tonight?

332
00:21:12,051 --> 00:21:15,160
- [Sofia] Oh, Ian, I really
would love to but I can't.

333
00:21:15,160 --> 00:21:18,724
- Yeah, no, yes, of course, right yeah.

334
00:21:18,724 --> 00:21:19,783
I understand.

335
00:21:20,920 --> 00:21:24,120
- [Sofia] No, no, no,
no, you don't understand.

336
00:21:24,120 --> 00:21:25,573
I'm not in LA right now.

337
00:21:27,020 --> 00:21:28,753
My mom is sick, she has cancer.

338
00:21:30,389 --> 00:21:34,393
- Oh, I'm so sorry.

339
00:21:36,192 --> 00:21:37,363
- [Sofia] Don't be sorry.

340
00:21:38,270 --> 00:21:41,010
She's going for a double
mastectomy next week,

341
00:21:41,010 --> 00:21:42,913
so I'm here to be with her.

342
00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:49,337
- I can't even imagine what
you're going through right now.

343
00:21:49,337 --> 00:21:50,713
I'm so glad she has you.

344
00:21:52,380 --> 00:21:55,570
- [Sofia] We are very optimistic.

345
00:21:55,570 --> 00:21:59,220
She's a doctor, so she's
getting the best care possible

346
00:21:59,220 --> 00:22:02,530
and the oncologist is very confident

347
00:22:02,530 --> 00:22:04,280
that they'll be able to get it all.

348
00:22:07,234 --> 00:22:09,310
- [Ian] I'm sorry.

349
00:22:09,310 --> 00:22:10,560
- [Sofia] Don't say that.

350
00:22:12,170 --> 00:22:14,420
Sorry is for when you lose something.

351
00:22:14,420 --> 00:22:17,300
This is I don't know, it's just one

352
00:22:17,300 --> 00:22:18,853
of those life moments, I guess.

353
00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:23,423
But, I am going to be here for a month.

354
00:22:24,800 --> 00:22:26,913
- Where is here?

355
00:22:28,050 --> 00:22:29,150
- [Sofia] Mexico City.

356
00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:33,603
- Wow, that is far.

357
00:22:34,610 --> 00:22:37,460
- [Sofia] Yeah, it is.

358
00:22:37,460 --> 00:22:40,210
Look, I understand if
you're not interested.

359
00:22:40,210 --> 00:22:41,730
I was going to delete my profile

360
00:22:41,730 --> 00:22:45,260
but then I got your message,
and I wasn't even going

361
00:22:45,260 --> 00:22:47,893
to respond, I had so many things going on.

362
00:22:49,130 --> 00:22:52,490
But it was the best
message I've ever received

363
00:22:52,490 --> 00:22:56,010
and I really tried to restrain myself

364
00:22:56,010 --> 00:22:57,453
from responding but I couldn't.

365
00:22:58,291 --> 00:23:00,560
- That was like less than 24 hours ago.

366
00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:03,110
- [Sofia] I know, I got it last night

367
00:23:03,110 --> 00:23:07,130
and I might have stayed
up later than I would like

368
00:23:07,130 --> 00:23:10,083
to admit just trying not to respond.

369
00:23:11,442 --> 00:23:12,653
- I'm really glad you did.

370
00:23:13,980 --> 00:23:14,830
- [Sofia] Me too.

371
00:23:16,540 --> 00:23:18,720
But I'm not there.

372
00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:21,180
Look, we can always try
when I get back again,

373
00:23:21,180 --> 00:23:25,250
if you're available, when
can probably meet for coffee.

374
00:23:25,250 --> 00:23:26,203
- Sofia.

375
00:23:27,150 --> 00:23:28,070
- [Sofia] Yeah?

376
00:23:28,070 --> 00:23:30,140
- This is something special.

377
00:23:30,140 --> 00:23:31,860
Look at the way we just
jumped into conversation,

378
00:23:31,860 --> 00:23:34,393
skipping all of that boring small talk.

379
00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:37,220
Look, maybe you don't have this problem,

380
00:23:37,220 --> 00:23:39,680
because you are so damn fascinating,

381
00:23:39,680 --> 00:23:42,020
but moments like this are rare,

382
00:23:42,020 --> 00:23:44,920
and when I encounter it, I'm
smart enough to hold onto it.

383
00:23:46,030 --> 00:23:47,530
A month is nothing.

384
00:23:47,530 --> 00:23:51,370
And, I know you are going through so much

385
00:23:51,370 --> 00:23:55,393
and we've just met, but I'm here,

386
00:23:57,150 --> 00:23:58,700
as much here as you'll want me.

387
00:24:01,900 --> 00:24:04,863
- [Sofia] Wow, you are amazing.

388
00:24:05,889 --> 00:24:08,624
- Me, have you seen yourself?

389
00:24:08,624 --> 00:24:10,862
- [Sofia] Yeah, I have.

390
00:24:10,862 --> 00:24:12,112
- You're the amazing one.

391
00:24:12,970 --> 00:24:16,033
- [Sofia] Why does me being
amazing mean that you aren't?

392
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:23,000
I gotta go now, but I would
love to talk to you soon.

393
00:24:24,094 --> 00:24:26,444
- I would love that too.

394
00:24:26,444 --> 00:24:28,097
- [Sofia] Thank you, Ian.

395
00:24:28,097 --> 00:24:29,014
- For what?

396
00:24:32,222 --> 00:24:33,055
Sofia?

397
00:24:36,621 --> 00:24:39,871
(engaging piano music)

398
00:24:42,494 --> 00:24:45,161
(messages beep)

399
00:25:53,397 --> 00:25:56,290
(phone rings)

400
00:25:56,290 --> 00:25:58,797
Hey, I thought you with your mom?

401
00:26:00,094 --> 00:26:01,153
- [Sofia] I am.

402
00:26:01,153 --> 00:26:03,550
I just have to escape for a second.

403
00:26:03,550 --> 00:26:05,160
Oh my God, escape it's so bad.

404
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:08,330
- Oh yeah, no, no, I think
I know what you mean.

405
00:26:08,330 --> 00:26:10,260
- [Sofia] I'm in this random stairwell.

406
00:26:10,260 --> 00:26:12,073
Everything just feels so crammed!

407
00:26:13,254 --> 00:26:15,490
I've been here with my mom so many times

408
00:26:15,490 --> 00:26:17,070
when she was working, but it's like

409
00:26:17,070 --> 00:26:19,845
everything just feels so phony now.

410
00:26:19,845 --> 00:26:21,945
- Oh, hey, hey, hey, hey, how's she doing?

411
00:26:22,820 --> 00:26:24,163
How's she doing, is she doing okay?

412
00:26:25,660 --> 00:26:27,060
- [Sofia] She's a tough one.

413
00:26:28,883 --> 00:26:29,793
- How are you doing?

414
00:26:31,152 --> 00:26:33,940
- [Sofia] I'm not quite as tough, but I am

415
00:26:33,940 --> 00:26:36,237
trying to stay strong for her.

416
00:26:36,237 --> 00:26:38,590
- No, you don't have to do that for me.

417
00:26:38,590 --> 00:26:40,133
- [Sofia] That's quite the gift.

418
00:26:41,264 --> 00:26:43,914
- All you gotta be is exactly
who you are, that's it.

419
00:26:45,110 --> 00:26:47,183
- [Sofia] You don't
believe in God, do you?

420
00:26:49,780 --> 00:26:53,443
- No, that was unexpected.

421
00:26:55,050 --> 00:26:56,980
- [Sofia] I saw it on your
profile, and it's just

422
00:26:56,980 --> 00:26:59,980
with my mom and everything
that's happening right now.

423
00:26:59,980 --> 00:27:01,900
- Yeah, no, I don't

424
00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,033
- [Sofia] I don't know how you do that.

425
00:27:05,890 --> 00:27:08,160
Religion is so important in my culture.

426
00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,070
Questioning was never even an option.

427
00:27:11,070 --> 00:27:14,030
I mean, even my mom,
this woman of science.

428
00:27:14,030 --> 00:27:16,483
She went to confession every week.

429
00:27:17,670 --> 00:27:19,400
And yes, I've always had my doubts,

430
00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:22,600
but when everything around
you is built on believing--

431
00:27:22,600 --> 00:27:25,660
- I mean, our entire society
is built on believing.

432
00:27:25,660 --> 00:27:27,890
How do you ever get anyone go to die

433
00:27:27,890 --> 00:27:29,350
in your war if you think this it?

434
00:27:29,350 --> 00:27:31,390
How do you ever comfort their loved ones

435
00:27:31,390 --> 00:27:33,590
if they think there's
not some better place?

436
00:27:35,492 --> 00:27:38,740
- [Sofia] You don't think
there's a better place?

437
00:27:38,740 --> 00:27:40,510
- Okay, I realize this is the worst time

438
00:27:40,510 --> 00:27:43,493
to say it, but I don't.

439
00:27:44,730 --> 00:27:46,810
- [Sofia] That scares me.

440
00:27:46,810 --> 00:27:50,610
- Of course, of course it scares you.

441
00:27:50,610 --> 00:27:53,430
I mean that's terrifying.

442
00:27:53,430 --> 00:27:55,120
- [Sofia] Then why don't you believe?

443
00:27:55,120 --> 00:27:56,490
- Me wanting something to be true

444
00:27:56,490 --> 00:27:58,850
is not enough of a reason to believe it.

445
00:28:00,422 --> 00:28:02,243
- [Sofia] I don't wanna
believe this is it.

446
00:28:03,591 --> 00:28:05,640
- Neither do I.

447
00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:07,090
- [Sofia] The only way that
I was able to get through

448
00:28:07,090 --> 00:28:10,720
my dad passing was believing
he was in a better place,

449
00:28:10,720 --> 00:28:15,720
and yeah, I was 10-years-old,
but now I can't get over it.

450
00:28:17,120 --> 00:28:19,350
I can accept this being
the only love that I get,

451
00:28:19,350 --> 00:28:21,890
but how could I possibly wish that

452
00:28:21,890 --> 00:28:23,883
on the people that I love the most?

453
00:28:25,530 --> 00:28:27,543
- I only ever want
Heaven for other people.

454
00:28:29,310 --> 00:28:30,760
- [Sofia] What about for you?

455
00:28:34,790 --> 00:28:38,940
- I don't know, I guess I don't need it.

456
00:28:38,940 --> 00:28:41,080
I just see so many people throwing away

457
00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:43,780
their entire lives just
trying to get to the next one.

458
00:28:44,920 --> 00:28:46,430
- [Sofia] I don't think
anyone wants to find out

459
00:28:46,430 --> 00:28:48,417
that something that they've spent

460
00:28:48,417 --> 00:28:49,600
so long believing in just doesn't exist.

461
00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:52,160
- Of course not, who wants
to be wrong about that?

462
00:28:52,160 --> 00:28:55,041
How do you tell some
Mormon, that oh sorry,

463
00:28:55,041 --> 00:28:57,641
you spent your whole life
looking at the wrong book.

464
00:29:00,073 --> 00:29:01,540
(Sofia laughs)

465
00:29:01,540 --> 00:29:02,690
- [Sofia] You're funny.

466
00:29:04,334 --> 00:29:08,930
You know, I just got this
image of all these Catholics

467
00:29:08,930 --> 00:29:11,890
and Muslim extremists walking
up to the Pearly Gates

468
00:29:11,890 --> 00:29:15,257
and St. Peter being like, "Oh, I'm sorry,

469
00:29:15,257 --> 00:29:18,997
"actually Scientology was
the way to eternal salvation.

470
00:29:18,997 --> 00:29:20,413
"What do I tell you?"

471
00:29:22,600 --> 00:29:25,310
- I love how in that image,
it's still St. Peter telling

472
00:29:25,310 --> 00:29:27,707
all these people that
Scientology was the way.

473
00:29:28,637 --> 00:29:30,700
- [Sofia] Of course it is.

474
00:29:30,700 --> 00:29:34,277
He'll be like, "I know,
I know, this sucks.

475
00:29:34,277 --> 00:29:35,557
"They didn't let me in either.

476
00:29:35,557 --> 00:29:36,867
"Why do you think I'm stuck here

477
00:29:36,867 --> 00:29:39,372
"with gate duty for all eternity?"

478
00:29:39,372 --> 00:29:41,705
(Ian sighs)

479
00:29:43,980 --> 00:29:45,760
I gotta go check on my mom.

480
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:46,593
- Yeah, I know.

481
00:29:47,837 --> 00:29:49,356
- [Sofia] I'll be thinking of you.

482
00:29:49,356 --> 00:29:50,356
- Mm, ditto.

483
00:29:52,939 --> 00:29:54,301
- [Sofia] Ew.

484
00:29:54,301 --> 00:29:55,134
(Ian laughs)

485
00:29:55,134 --> 00:29:56,890
Oh gosh, you did not just say ditto.

486
00:29:56,890 --> 00:29:58,870
I am hanging up.

487
00:29:58,870 --> 00:30:00,189
- Ditto.

488
00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:02,813
(Sofia scoffs)

489
00:30:02,813 --> 00:30:05,480
(message beeps)

490
00:30:13,899 --> 00:30:16,982
(gentle piano music)

491
00:31:05,323 --> 00:31:08,406
(bright piano music)

492
00:31:16,488 --> 00:31:18,103
(camera clicks)

493
00:31:18,103 --> 00:31:20,770
(message sends)

494
00:31:25,399 --> 00:31:27,481
(message replies)

495
00:31:27,481 --> 00:31:29,200
(phone rings)

496
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:31,370
Hey, what are you doing up so late?

497
00:31:31,370 --> 00:31:33,470
- [Sofia] You drew me a picture!

498
00:31:33,470 --> 00:31:34,820
- A sketch, but yeah.

499
00:31:34,820 --> 00:31:36,374
- [Sofia] I love it.

500
00:31:36,374 --> 00:31:37,890
- Oh, it's just a doodle.

501
00:31:37,890 --> 00:31:40,640
- [Sofia] Oh come on, shut
up and take your compliment.

502
00:31:41,920 --> 00:31:42,880
Thank you.

503
00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:43,730
- You're welcome.

504
00:31:44,670 --> 00:31:47,090
What time is there, I
didn't wake up, did I?

505
00:31:47,090 --> 00:31:48,833
- [Sofia] No, it's about four.

506
00:31:49,730 --> 00:31:52,310
I woke up and I'm just
couldn't go back to sleep.

507
00:31:52,310 --> 00:31:53,880
- Right, I know that one.

508
00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:55,820
- [Sofia] What are you doing up so late?

509
00:31:55,820 --> 00:32:00,053
- Well, I didn't know who bell hooks was.

510
00:32:01,230 --> 00:32:03,430
- Wait, were you just Googling

511
00:32:03,430 --> 00:32:06,963
everything you didn't know in my profile?

512
00:32:06,963 --> 00:32:10,300
- Maybe, but the point is that
I could've just Googled it

513
00:32:10,300 --> 00:32:13,240
and not said anything,
but I'm actually admitting

514
00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:16,250
that I don't know, which is a big deal

515
00:32:16,250 --> 00:32:19,690
for someone who likes to hide
behind their intelligence.

516
00:32:19,690 --> 00:32:24,490
- [Sofia] Okay, well, so are you ready

517
00:32:24,490 --> 00:32:26,053
for your feminism crash course?

518
00:32:27,530 --> 00:32:29,030
- I mean, I guess.

519
00:32:29,030 --> 00:32:32,510
I just, I don't know if
I'd call myself a feminist.

520
00:32:32,510 --> 00:32:35,803
I'm all for equality but do
I have to call it fem-in-ism?

521
00:32:36,715 --> 00:32:37,548
- [Sofia] Ian!

522
00:32:37,548 --> 00:32:39,612
(Ian laughs manically)

523
00:32:39,612 --> 00:32:41,540
Oh, you asshole.

524
00:32:41,540 --> 00:32:42,593
- I'm so, sorry.

525
00:32:42,593 --> 00:32:44,493
I just wish I could've seen your face.

526
00:32:45,500 --> 00:32:46,850
- [Sofia] Do you know how often

527
00:32:46,850 --> 00:32:48,740
I have to hear shit like that?

528
00:32:48,740 --> 00:32:50,955
- [Ian] I am sorry, I am sorry.

529
00:32:50,955 --> 00:32:52,620
(Ian laughs strangely)

530
00:32:52,620 --> 00:32:54,010
Please, please give me my lesson.

531
00:32:54,010 --> 00:32:56,590
- [Sofia] Well, clearly I'm gonna to have

532
00:32:56,590 --> 00:32:59,370
to start way farther back than I thought.

533
00:32:59,370 --> 00:33:00,203
- Ouch.

534
00:33:01,751 --> 00:33:05,481
- [Sofia] Okay, so, first wave we have

535
00:33:05,481 --> 00:33:09,463
suffragettes, right to vote, equality.

536
00:33:10,750 --> 00:33:13,653
Second wave, it's the bra-burning,

537
00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:17,090
claiming that men are the problem,

538
00:33:17,090 --> 00:33:19,560
and sore women who want to be housewives.

539
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,683
We are still trying to undo the
damage from the second wave.

540
00:33:23,660 --> 00:33:27,823
And, then third wave is bell
hooks, intersectionality.

541
00:33:29,051 --> 00:33:30,300
- And intersectionality is the idea

542
00:33:30,300 --> 00:33:32,900
that you can't separate race from gender,

543
00:33:32,900 --> 00:33:34,820
from class when you discuss these things?

544
00:33:34,820 --> 00:33:36,380
- [Sofia] Mm hm, yeah, exactly.

545
00:33:36,380 --> 00:33:40,600
So, first wave we would
like to have a choice.

546
00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:43,740
Second wave, this is the only
choice that you can make,

547
00:33:43,740 --> 00:33:45,253
or you're part of the problem.

548
00:33:46,530 --> 00:33:49,540
Third wave, all of the choices.

549
00:33:49,540 --> 00:33:51,963
- Smash the patriarchy!

550
00:33:51,963 --> 00:33:55,680
- [Sofia] But the patriarchy
does not mean men.

551
00:33:55,680 --> 00:33:59,788
- Yeah, I know, I read bell hooks' essay

552
00:33:59,788 --> 00:34:02,320
"Understanding Patriarchy."

553
00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:03,263
- [Sofia] You did?

554
00:34:04,210 --> 00:34:07,930
- Yeah, the part about a
man's value being measured

555
00:34:07,930 --> 00:34:10,433
by his willingness or
ability to do violence,

556
00:34:11,930 --> 00:34:13,730
well really hit me, no pun intended.

557
00:34:15,430 --> 00:34:19,490
- [Sofia] Men are only allowed
to have one emotion, rage.

558
00:34:19,490 --> 00:34:20,690
- Yeah, that was my Dad.

559
00:34:26,940 --> 00:34:31,940
My dad was, he was the
kind of guy, I don't know.

560
00:34:33,477 --> 00:34:35,440
You feel weird using certain words,

561
00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:37,230
but he was the kind of guy that thought

562
00:34:37,230 --> 00:34:39,400
it was okay to beat up your kids,

563
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:44,214
and we would get beat up
for all kinds of things.

564
00:34:44,214 --> 00:34:49,214
Like, one time I got beat
up for putting the pizza

565
00:34:50,210 --> 00:34:51,980
in the fridge while it
was still in the box,

566
00:34:51,980 --> 00:34:53,580
as opposed to taking it out and putting

567
00:34:53,580 --> 00:34:56,230
each piece into individual
bags so it'd stay fresher.

568
00:34:58,184 --> 00:35:03,184
I, saw this one show where
the kid stands up to his dad

569
00:35:03,980 --> 00:35:07,660
and his dad backs down,
and every time I tried

570
00:35:07,660 --> 00:35:12,660
to do it, but I wasn't able to.

571
00:35:17,850 --> 00:35:18,730
But this...

572
00:35:26,930 --> 00:35:28,053
Sorry, one second.

573
00:35:34,110 --> 00:35:37,090
This one time, I was
in the den watching TV

574
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:41,040
and he came into the back
and he just slammed me

575
00:35:41,040 --> 00:35:43,220
in the shoulder, I didn't
even know what the fuck I did.

576
00:35:43,220 --> 00:35:44,053
He just...

577
00:35:47,790 --> 00:35:52,423
And, I told him he didn't
get to hit me anymore.

578
00:35:54,612 --> 00:35:55,840
He said, "What was that?"

579
00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:57,473
And I said it again.

580
00:36:00,020 --> 00:36:05,020
And he got so calm and he
walked out of the room,

581
00:36:05,610 --> 00:36:10,610
and he walked into my bedroom,
and he took all my paintings

582
00:36:10,947 --> 00:36:15,343
and my drawings, and he
just started tearing them,

583
00:36:16,750 --> 00:36:20,370
and I screaming for him to stop,

584
00:36:20,370 --> 00:36:24,310
and he went into the
kitchen and he grabbed

585
00:36:24,310 --> 00:36:26,070
the ones off the fridge, and he ripped

586
00:36:26,070 --> 00:36:30,193
those up too, like fucking
things from when I was like four,

587
00:36:31,150 --> 00:36:33,140
and he shoved all the
pieces under my pillow,

588
00:36:33,140 --> 00:36:35,400
and he forced me into the bed

589
00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:37,300
and he told me to fucking sleep on it.

590
00:36:38,860 --> 00:36:40,376
- [Sofia] Ian.

591
00:36:40,376 --> 00:36:44,580
- And, the thing they
never show you about people

592
00:36:44,580 --> 00:36:47,163
like that is how nice they are in between.

593
00:36:49,367 --> 00:36:53,237
Just so nice to all my friends
and no one believed me,

594
00:36:55,530 --> 00:37:00,530
and it makes you feel like if
you didn't keep messing up,

595
00:37:00,810 --> 00:37:04,993
that maybe they'd still be nice to you.

596
00:37:06,630 --> 00:37:09,620
So, I tried to do
anything I possibly could

597
00:37:09,620 --> 00:37:14,620
to prove that I had value,
I'd win all these contests

598
00:37:15,070 --> 00:37:17,890
for my art in the newspaper,
and the county fairs,

599
00:37:17,890 --> 00:37:21,913
and at school, and every
painting was like the only,

600
00:37:23,991 --> 00:37:26,873
and just like that he ripped 'em all up.

601
00:37:32,154 --> 00:37:37,154
And, I let him hit me
whenever he wanted after that.

602
00:37:37,190 --> 00:37:38,890
- [Sofia] You didn't deserve that.

603
00:37:40,550 --> 00:37:41,800
- Yeah, I know.

604
00:37:43,870 --> 00:37:46,063
Sorry, I changed the subject.

605
00:37:48,270 --> 00:37:50,200
It all connects in my head.

606
00:37:50,200 --> 00:37:52,550
- [Sofia] No, I see it.

607
00:37:52,550 --> 00:37:56,140
Don't ever apologize
for being open with me.

608
00:37:56,140 --> 00:37:58,350
What I hold onto all this time is

609
00:37:58,350 --> 00:38:01,290
this longing for my dad to see me now,

610
00:38:01,290 --> 00:38:02,900
to have all those moments that I didn't

611
00:38:02,900 --> 00:38:04,327
get to have with him, but--

612
00:38:05,591 --> 00:38:06,424
- What?

613
00:38:06,424 --> 00:38:08,690
- [Sofia] I realized that
was gonna come up wrong.

614
00:38:08,690 --> 00:38:11,546
- You were gonna say
something about your dad

615
00:38:11,546 --> 00:38:13,930
and being glad he wasn't like mine.

616
00:38:13,930 --> 00:38:15,860
- [Sofia] I didn't mean it like that.

617
00:38:15,860 --> 00:38:18,313
- No, it's okay, it's all right.

618
00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:24,760
- [Sofia] My dad used
to go out every night.

619
00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:27,773
He was never gone for long, maybe an hour,

620
00:38:28,830 --> 00:38:31,743
it just felt way longer back then.

621
00:38:33,010 --> 00:38:35,143
I always wanted to go with him.

622
00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:41,140
My mom got mad at him and
told him to just go after work

623
00:38:41,140 --> 00:38:43,440
instead of coming home
and then leaving again.

624
00:38:45,700 --> 00:38:48,493
But he said he always
wanted to see us first.

625
00:38:49,890 --> 00:38:52,333
It was always the same routine.

626
00:38:53,430 --> 00:38:55,520
He would go get his shoes on,

627
00:38:55,520 --> 00:38:58,293
I would stand in front of
the door trying to block it,

628
00:38:59,590 --> 00:39:02,500
and he would just come
up to me and kiss me

629
00:39:02,500 --> 00:39:05,653
on the head and told me that he loved me.

630
00:39:09,303 --> 00:39:12,690
But one day, he said,
"Okay, let's go then."

631
00:39:15,410 --> 00:39:18,740
He took me out on this
windy road by the coast

632
00:39:21,736 --> 00:39:24,093
and we watched the waves and the birds.

633
00:39:27,740 --> 00:39:32,640
Then, we got out of the
car and he carried me

634
00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:36,460
in his arms and I remember thinking

635
00:39:36,460 --> 00:39:39,363
I was too big for this but I loved it.

636
00:39:41,090 --> 00:39:46,090
He carried me until the
sun sat and the waves

637
00:39:46,137 --> 00:39:48,397
and the tide came up to his ankles.

638
00:39:53,607 --> 00:39:56,830
Then we went back to the car.

639
00:39:56,830 --> 00:39:58,233
He put me in the back seat.

640
00:40:00,980 --> 00:40:03,283
He said he was going to take a picture.

641
00:40:04,790 --> 00:40:06,790
He went to the back and grabbed the bag.

642
00:40:08,740 --> 00:40:11,523
He told me to stay right
there and keep the car locked.

643
00:40:12,480 --> 00:40:13,493
Then he walked away.

644
00:40:17,170 --> 00:40:18,033
I heard the bang.

645
00:40:19,220 --> 00:40:22,663
I don't know if he thought
I would hear it, but I did.

646
00:40:24,326 --> 00:40:25,876
I just didn't know what it was.

647
00:40:31,260 --> 00:40:32,093
- Sofia?

648
00:40:34,374 --> 00:40:35,541
- [Sofia] Yes.

649
00:40:37,158 --> 00:40:39,240
- Did you feel that?

650
00:40:39,240 --> 00:40:40,407
- [Sofia] Yes?

651
00:40:42,982 --> 00:40:45,315
(Ian sighs)

652
00:40:49,736 --> 00:40:52,986
(engaging piano music)

653
00:41:28,901 --> 00:41:32,651
(upbeat orchestral movement)

654
00:41:58,901 --> 00:42:01,568
(messages beep)

655
00:42:07,703 --> 00:42:10,786
(gentle piano music)

656
00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:46,982
(video call rings)

657
00:42:46,982 --> 00:42:49,482
(phone rings)

658
00:42:53,450 --> 00:42:56,740
- [Sofia] Hey, you
accidentally video called me.

659
00:42:56,740 --> 00:42:59,300
- I know, it was on purpose.

660
00:42:59,300 --> 00:43:00,456
- [Sofia] Oh.

661
00:43:00,456 --> 00:43:03,560
- It was date night, I
wanted to make it special.

662
00:43:03,560 --> 00:43:05,313
- [Sofia] I'm sorry, I can't.

663
00:43:06,950 --> 00:43:09,207
Video-calling is so expensive here

664
00:43:09,207 --> 00:43:12,215
and I really need to save
money when I'm not working.

665
00:43:12,215 --> 00:43:15,513
- It's okay, I just got dressed
up, I wanted to show you.

666
00:43:17,143 --> 00:43:19,230
- [Sofia] Oh really?

667
00:43:19,230 --> 00:43:21,123
So did I, just give me one second.

668
00:43:22,583 --> 00:43:25,083
(phone dings)

669
00:43:27,445 --> 00:43:28,278
- Damn.

670
00:43:30,229 --> 00:43:31,062
Damn.

671
00:43:32,710 --> 00:43:34,790
This would've been, woo.

672
00:43:34,790 --> 00:43:36,240
This would've been your view.

673
00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:40,947
(camera clicks)

674
00:43:42,670 --> 00:43:47,670
- [Sofia] Oh wow, you are so handsome.

675
00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:51,633
A suit is literally like the
equivalent of male lingerie.

676
00:43:52,744 --> 00:43:55,090
- Well, if you wanna send a lingerie photo

677
00:43:55,090 --> 00:43:57,380
to even us out, I won't object.

678
00:43:57,380 --> 00:43:58,980
- [Sofia] I'm sure you wouldn't.

679
00:44:01,423 --> 00:44:03,150
Are you okay?

680
00:44:03,150 --> 00:44:05,293
Yeah, yeah.

681
00:44:06,980 --> 00:44:08,280
Are you lying to me?

682
00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:12,253
- No, I'm good, how was your day?

683
00:44:13,382 --> 00:44:16,549
(engaging drum beats)

684
00:45:08,725 --> 00:45:11,808
(intense drum beats)

685
00:45:43,831 --> 00:45:46,998
(engaging drum beats)

686
00:45:51,703 --> 00:45:54,203
(shower runs)

687
00:45:56,341 --> 00:45:59,841
(engaging dramatic music)

688
00:46:21,416 --> 00:46:23,783
(phone rings)

689
00:46:23,783 --> 00:46:26,664
- [Sofia] Hey, I was
getting a little worried.

690
00:46:26,664 --> 00:46:28,030
- Yeah, I was working out.

691
00:46:28,030 --> 00:46:30,633
- [Sofia] Hmm, thanks for the visual.

692
00:46:31,895 --> 00:46:32,750
- [Ian] You said you were Colombian.

693
00:46:32,750 --> 00:46:34,700
What are you doing in Mexico?

694
00:46:34,700 --> 00:46:36,440
- [Sofia] My dad was from Mexico City.

695
00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:37,940
My mom is from Colombia.

696
00:46:37,940 --> 00:46:40,597
So, they moved to Mexico after I was born.

697
00:46:40,597 --> 00:46:42,150
- You have Colombian citizenship?

698
00:46:42,150 --> 00:46:44,043
- [Sofia] I am indeed dual.

699
00:46:44,930 --> 00:46:46,890
My mom would always get
mad at me for speaking

700
00:46:46,890 --> 00:46:49,863
Mexican-Spanish instead of real Spanish.

701
00:46:51,810 --> 00:46:54,340
- Don't wanna be cliche,
but would you mind--

702
00:46:54,340 --> 00:46:57,163
- [Sofia] Saying something right now.

703
00:46:59,285 --> 00:47:00,118
- Yeah.

704
00:47:01,586 --> 00:47:03,133
- [Sofia] Do you speak Spanish?

705
00:47:04,050 --> 00:47:04,883
- No.

706
00:47:06,466 --> 00:47:10,049
- [Sofia] (speaks Spanish)

707
00:47:24,322 --> 00:47:27,160
- Damn, that was, that
really does it for me.

708
00:47:27,160 --> 00:47:29,340
Certain things just--

709
00:47:29,340 --> 00:47:32,500
- [Sofia] Just do it for
you, like accents, right?

710
00:47:32,500 --> 00:47:34,037
- Yeah.

711
00:47:34,037 --> 00:47:35,860
- [Sofia] And what else?

712
00:47:35,860 --> 00:47:39,240
- Asses, I have dealt with
way more than I should've,

713
00:47:39,240 --> 00:47:40,882
abandoned something that was way better

714
00:47:40,882 --> 00:47:43,350
than it was, just for a great ass.

715
00:47:43,350 --> 00:47:46,200
- [Sofia] You are such a man.

716
00:47:46,200 --> 00:47:47,800
- Yeah, despite my best efforts.

717
00:47:52,300 --> 00:47:53,950
Why won't you video chat with me?

718
00:47:55,290 --> 00:47:57,530
- I told you, it's expensive here.

719
00:47:57,530 --> 00:47:59,720
- I know you have Wifi.

720
00:47:59,720 --> 00:48:01,110
- [Sofia] I don't have a webcam.

721
00:48:01,110 --> 00:48:02,453
- Come on.

722
00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:05,040
- [Sofia] What if when
we meet it's not the same

723
00:48:05,040 --> 00:48:07,428
and then we never speak again?

724
00:48:07,428 --> 00:48:08,261
- What are you talking about?

725
00:48:08,261 --> 00:48:09,210
Of course it will be the same.

726
00:48:09,210 --> 00:48:11,003
It'll be fucking better!

727
00:48:12,930 --> 00:48:15,213
- [Sofia] Did you ever think
that you found the one?

728
00:48:16,890 --> 00:48:18,797
- Once, but it was in high school.

729
00:48:20,940 --> 00:48:22,840
- [Sofia] Mine was more recent.

730
00:48:22,840 --> 00:48:26,270
He was from England and
had joined the Peace Corps.

731
00:48:26,270 --> 00:48:28,120
His Spanish was bad so we mainly

732
00:48:28,120 --> 00:48:31,000
spoke in English, but he would try.

733
00:48:31,000 --> 00:48:32,073
That was important.

734
00:48:33,150 --> 00:48:35,410
We fell in love and then
he went back to England

735
00:48:35,410 --> 00:48:37,960
to take care of his visa
and visit his family.

736
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:40,410
He was supposed to back
in a couple months,

737
00:48:40,410 --> 00:48:42,530
but I never saw him again, never heard

738
00:48:42,530 --> 00:48:45,314
from him again, not a text, nothing.

739
00:48:45,314 --> 00:48:46,740
I don't understand that.

740
00:48:46,740 --> 00:48:48,210
How can you tell someone
that you love them

741
00:48:48,210 --> 00:48:50,270
and then you never text them again?

742
00:48:50,270 --> 00:48:52,870
I mean, I get it that if it's hard

743
00:48:52,870 --> 00:48:54,900
and I understand if he couldn't
come back, but nothing?

744
00:48:54,900 --> 00:48:59,090
Never knowing, even to this
day, I can barely think

745
00:48:59,090 --> 00:49:01,353
about it, it just eats me up inside.

746
00:49:02,847 --> 00:49:04,513
- Yeah, I can't even imagine.

747
00:49:06,220 --> 00:49:08,900
- [Sofia] Your biggest fear
is I'm not who I say I am,

748
00:49:08,900 --> 00:49:10,600
that all this will be for nothing.

749
00:49:11,564 --> 00:49:12,397
- Yeah.

750
00:49:13,940 --> 00:49:17,813
- [Sofia] I understand, that's
exactly what I went through.

751
00:49:20,380 --> 00:49:23,520
My biggest fear is all of a sudden you're

752
00:49:23,520 --> 00:49:26,943
just gonna disappear and
if I get on video with you,

753
00:49:27,841 --> 00:49:29,991
all of a sudden all of
your fears are gone,

754
00:49:31,152 --> 00:49:33,352
but I still wake up
with mine every morning.

755
00:49:36,240 --> 00:49:39,633
But, I'll do it, if that's what it takes.

756
00:49:40,720 --> 00:49:41,553
I'll do it.

757
00:49:45,920 --> 00:49:49,070
- Ah, you know they say the
opposite of love isn't hate,

758
00:49:49,070 --> 00:49:54,070
it's fear, I don't wanna
come from a place of fear,

759
00:49:54,170 --> 00:49:59,170
so, like every time someone you're with,

760
00:50:00,310 --> 00:50:01,770
they go out to dinner, or they work late,

761
00:50:01,770 --> 00:50:04,960
you gotta choose trust,
so that's what I'm gonna.

762
00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:07,723
It's only what, 10 more days?

763
00:50:11,139 --> 00:50:12,803
I choose trust.

764
00:50:12,803 --> 00:50:16,053
(delicate piano music)

765
00:51:11,474 --> 00:51:14,418
(audio instructor speaks in Spanish)

766
00:51:14,418 --> 00:51:17,857
(Ian speaks Spanish)

767
00:51:17,857 --> 00:51:20,788
(audio instructor speaks in Spanish)

768
00:51:20,788 --> 00:51:23,681
(Ian speaks Spanish)

769
00:51:23,681 --> 00:51:28,337
- [Audio Instructor] Excellent,
now, where is my hotel?

770
00:51:28,337 --> 00:51:31,517
- (Ian speaks Spanish)

771
00:51:31,517 --> 00:51:32,883
- [Audio Instructor] That's right.

772
00:51:33,724 --> 00:51:36,302
(speaks Spanish)

773
00:51:36,302 --> 00:51:38,802
(phone rings)

774
00:51:41,760 --> 00:51:42,640
- [Ian] Hey, you.

775
00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:43,473
- [Sofia] Hey.

776
00:51:44,540 --> 00:51:45,960
- [Ian] What's up?

777
00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:47,753
- [Sofia] Just getting
home from a meeting.

778
00:51:48,790 --> 00:51:50,610
- Yeah, what kind of meeting?

779
00:51:50,610 --> 00:51:52,260
- Is this a bad time?

780
00:51:52,260 --> 00:51:55,380
- No, I was just getting some work done,

781
00:51:55,380 --> 00:51:57,040
you know, painting, I'm on a roll.

782
00:51:57,040 --> 00:51:58,450
- [Sofia] Well, I can call you back.

783
00:51:58,450 --> 00:51:59,680
- It's okay, just trying to squeeze

784
00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:00,980
some in before I gotta go.

785
00:52:03,170 --> 00:52:05,300
- [Sofia] Okay, why don't you just

786
00:52:05,300 --> 00:52:07,640
call me back from the car then.

787
00:52:07,640 --> 00:52:08,473
- All right.

788
00:52:10,040 --> 00:52:11,910
- [Sofia] I'm nervous for you.

789
00:52:11,910 --> 00:52:13,183
- Don't be, I'll be fine.

790
00:52:18,397 --> 00:52:19,900
- [Audio Instructor] Excellent.

791
00:52:19,900 --> 00:52:22,943
Now, where is my hotel.

792
00:52:24,388 --> 00:52:27,388
(speaks in Spanish)

793
00:52:28,334 --> 00:52:30,970
(speaks in Spanish)

794
00:52:30,970 --> 00:52:32,700
- [Sofia] When was the
last time you were home?

795
00:52:32,700 --> 00:52:34,060
- Oh, maybe six months ago.

796
00:52:34,060 --> 00:52:35,780
- [Sofia] Wait, how long is your drive?

797
00:52:35,780 --> 00:52:37,070
- It's only two hours?

798
00:52:37,070 --> 00:52:39,820
- [Sofia] And you haven't
been home in six months?

799
00:52:39,820 --> 00:52:41,870
- Yeah, just with my dad and everything.

800
00:52:41,870 --> 00:52:43,870
- [Sofia] Oh sorry, I know.

801
00:52:43,870 --> 00:52:46,363
I just thought you wanted
to see everyone else.

802
00:52:47,550 --> 00:52:50,120
So, you're brother just
graduated med school.

803
00:52:50,120 --> 00:52:51,550
You must be super proud of him.

804
00:52:51,550 --> 00:52:52,383
- Yeah, I am.

805
00:52:54,660 --> 00:52:55,493
Earlier it seemed like there was

806
00:52:55,493 --> 00:52:57,760
something you wanted to tell me.

807
00:52:57,760 --> 00:53:00,514
- [Sofia] Yeah, do you want
the good news or the bad news?

808
00:53:00,514 --> 00:53:02,730
- Bad news first, always bad news.

809
00:53:02,730 --> 00:53:03,890
- [Sofia] Can I do the good news first?

810
00:53:03,890 --> 00:53:05,650
- Yeah, of course.

811
00:53:05,650 --> 00:53:07,650
- [Sofia] I got offered
an internship at Google.

812
00:53:07,650 --> 00:53:10,280
- Wait, what, that's
incredible, for coding?

813
00:53:10,280 --> 00:53:11,160
- [Sofia] Yes.

814
00:53:11,160 --> 00:53:13,100
- Oh my God, that's amazing.

815
00:53:13,100 --> 00:53:15,170
What's the bad news?

816
00:53:15,170 --> 00:53:17,363
- [Sofia] The job is here in Mexico City.

817
00:53:18,660 --> 00:53:19,493
- Oh.

818
00:53:19,493 --> 00:53:20,810
- [Sofia] It's only three months

819
00:53:20,810 --> 00:53:22,560
and it would give me more time with my mom

820
00:53:22,560 --> 00:53:24,623
and I'd actually be making money.

821
00:53:25,651 --> 00:53:28,490
- Yeah, right, of course.

822
00:53:28,490 --> 00:53:31,400
- [Sofia] But also, I
really care about you

823
00:53:31,400 --> 00:53:34,720
and I know this isn't
what you signed up for.

824
00:53:34,720 --> 00:53:37,470
- I mean, it's Google, you
don't say no to Google.

825
00:53:37,470 --> 00:53:38,303
Also it's your mom.

826
00:53:38,303 --> 00:53:41,300
I wouldn't want you picking me
over either of those things.

827
00:53:41,300 --> 00:53:42,710
When do you start?

828
00:53:42,710 --> 00:53:44,110
- [Sofia] In two weeks, why?

829
00:53:45,427 --> 00:53:47,987
- Well, maybe we still use
that ticket you have back,

830
00:53:47,987 --> 00:53:49,860
spend a weekend together, and then

831
00:53:49,860 --> 00:53:52,230
I pay for you to fly to Mexico.

832
00:53:52,230 --> 00:53:53,660
- [Sofia] That is so sweet of you,

833
00:53:53,660 --> 00:53:56,483
but I would never let
you pay for my ticket.

834
00:53:57,520 --> 00:53:58,500
I really wanna see you.

835
00:53:58,500 --> 00:54:01,220
I just have to figure this all out.

836
00:54:01,220 --> 00:54:02,853
- Yeah, of course.

837
00:54:04,912 --> 00:54:07,360
- [Sofia] Are you sure you're okay?

838
00:54:07,360 --> 00:54:10,000
- I'm sorry if it seems like I'm not.

839
00:54:10,000 --> 00:54:11,673
I really am happy for you.

840
00:54:12,630 --> 00:54:15,280
I was just also really excited to see you.

841
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:16,960
- [Sofia] I know, you will soon.

842
00:54:18,210 --> 00:54:19,360
- Yeah.

843
00:54:19,360 --> 00:54:21,104
- [Sofia] I gotta tell my mom.

844
00:54:21,104 --> 00:54:21,937
- Oh, you told me first?

845
00:54:21,937 --> 00:54:24,900
- [Sofia] Of course, (speaks Spanish)

846
00:54:24,900 --> 00:54:25,820
- Sofia?

847
00:54:25,820 --> 00:54:27,050
- [Sofia] Yeah.

848
00:54:27,050 --> 00:54:28,637
- I truly am happy for you.

849
00:54:33,570 --> 00:54:36,612
(door knocks)

850
00:54:36,612 --> 00:54:37,660
- [JD] What's up sis?

851
00:54:37,660 --> 00:54:39,193
- [Ian] Congratulations, buddy.

852
00:54:42,360 --> 00:54:43,193
- Hi, Ian.

853
00:54:43,193 --> 00:54:44,026
- [Ian] Hey mom.

854
00:54:48,000 --> 00:54:49,020
- I missed you.

855
00:54:49,020 --> 00:54:50,053
- I missed you too.

856
00:54:51,492 --> 00:54:52,325
Where's Dad?

857
00:54:52,325 --> 00:54:53,240
- He's in the kitchen.

858
00:54:53,240 --> 00:54:54,790
- [DJ] You see that Allison?

859
00:54:54,790 --> 00:54:55,623
- Hey Ian.

860
00:54:55,623 --> 00:54:57,430
- [Ian] Hey Allison.

861
00:54:57,430 --> 00:54:58,810
How's nursing school?

862
00:54:58,810 --> 00:54:59,820
- It's tough but worth it.

863
00:54:59,820 --> 00:55:01,630
Just one more year until I'm a RN.

864
00:55:01,630 --> 00:55:03,073
- [Ian] That's really awesome.

865
00:55:04,117 --> 00:55:05,083
I gotta find my dad.

866
00:55:06,741 --> 00:55:09,241
(knives chop)

867
00:55:11,090 --> 00:55:12,863
- There you are.

868
00:55:16,959 --> 00:55:18,459
- [Ian] Hiya, Dad.

869
00:55:21,619 --> 00:55:22,820
- You were cutting it a
little close don't you think?

870
00:55:22,820 --> 00:55:24,890
- [Ian] There was traffic.

871
00:55:24,890 --> 00:55:26,183
- There's always traffic.

872
00:55:30,130 --> 00:55:31,830
- [Ian] You need a hand?

873
00:55:31,830 --> 00:55:33,593
- No, no, I got that, you get that.

874
00:55:36,226 --> 00:55:38,170
(light percussion)

875
00:55:38,170 --> 00:55:41,720
So, did you hear back
from the art gallery?

876
00:55:41,720 --> 00:55:43,203
- [Ian] I did actually.

877
00:55:44,130 --> 00:55:46,210
They're all booked up
but they liked my stuff.

878
00:55:46,210 --> 00:55:47,610
- Congratulations.

879
00:55:47,610 --> 00:55:49,540
- [Ian] And they want me to submit again.

880
00:55:49,540 --> 00:55:50,920
- Well, of course they did.

881
00:55:50,920 --> 00:55:52,060
- That's so awesome.

882
00:55:52,060 --> 00:55:53,820
I'd love to see some of your art.

883
00:55:53,820 --> 00:55:55,649
- He did the one in the
hallway you said was weird.

884
00:55:55,649 --> 00:55:58,003
- I didn't say it was weird.

885
00:55:58,003 --> 00:55:59,480
I just didn't know what it was.

886
00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:01,480
- [Ian] It's not supposed to be anything.

887
00:56:01,480 --> 00:56:03,480
It's supposed to make you feel something

888
00:56:03,480 --> 00:56:05,360
more than it's supposed to be something.

889
00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:07,810
- And what is this one
supposed to make you feel?

890
00:56:09,370 --> 00:56:10,830
- [Ian] I mean, it varies for each person.

891
00:56:10,830 --> 00:56:15,300
I'm not gonna tell someone
what they're supposed to feel.

892
00:56:15,300 --> 00:56:17,100
- Seems to me if you knew
what you were saying,

893
00:56:17,100 --> 00:56:21,003
the art galleries would
respond to you more, favorably.

894
00:56:22,460 --> 00:56:25,168
I mean, your brother always
knew what he wanted to be.

895
00:56:25,168 --> 00:56:27,280
Since he was 13-years-old, wanted to be

896
00:56:27,280 --> 00:56:30,360
an orthopedic surgeon, not a
doctor like the other kids,

897
00:56:30,360 --> 00:56:35,010
but something very
specific, he always knew

898
00:56:35,010 --> 00:56:37,683
what he wanted to be and look at him now.

899
00:56:40,220 --> 00:56:41,843
- [JD] Same thing I did with Allison.

900
00:56:45,330 --> 00:56:46,780
- I need to use the restroom.

901
00:56:49,390 --> 00:56:50,850
(light percussion)

902
00:56:50,850 --> 00:56:53,517
(messages beep)

903
00:56:54,800 --> 00:56:58,467
(drums play more intensely)

904
00:57:33,584 --> 00:57:36,334
(toilet flushes)

905
00:57:46,810 --> 00:57:49,460
- [Jonathan] What on Earth
took you so long, man?

906
00:57:49,460 --> 00:57:50,780
- He was probably taking a shit.

907
00:57:50,780 --> 00:57:51,613
- [Sandra] JD!

908
00:57:51,613 --> 00:57:53,440
- I was texting a girl.

909
00:57:53,440 --> 00:57:54,390
- [JD] What's his name?

910
00:57:54,390 --> 00:57:55,223
- [Sandra] Quiet.

911
00:57:55,223 --> 00:57:56,623
- Her name is Sofia.

912
00:57:57,500 --> 00:57:59,376
- [Sandra] So, do you have any pictures?

913
00:57:59,376 --> 00:58:00,209
- Yeah.

914
00:58:03,331 --> 00:58:04,871
- Oh, she's beautiful.

915
00:58:04,871 --> 00:58:05,954
- Let me see.

916
00:58:08,730 --> 00:58:09,723
Dude, she's hot.

917
00:58:11,210 --> 00:58:13,317
What are you texting Tina for?

918
00:58:13,317 --> 00:58:14,380
- Who is that, your new girlfriend?

919
00:58:14,380 --> 00:58:16,000
- [Sandra] His ex-girlfriend.

920
00:58:16,000 --> 00:58:17,880
- [JD] Trying to reignite
an old high school fling?

921
00:58:17,880 --> 00:58:19,204
- JD!

922
00:58:19,204 --> 00:58:20,037
- [Ian] No, I'm with Sofia.

923
00:58:20,037 --> 00:58:22,600
- Then why isn't Sofia here?

924
00:58:22,600 --> 00:58:24,130
- She's in Mexico.

925
00:58:24,130 --> 00:58:25,820
- Your girlfriend lives in Mexico?

926
00:58:25,820 --> 00:58:27,590
- Her mom has cancer.

927
00:58:27,590 --> 00:58:29,063
- Oh my God, I'm so sorry.

928
00:58:30,700 --> 00:58:32,210
- How did you two meet?

929
00:58:32,210 --> 00:58:33,610
- [Ian] Online.

930
00:58:33,610 --> 00:58:34,960
- [JD] You have met her though, right?

931
00:58:34,960 --> 00:58:37,350
- Yeah, no, of course
we want on a great date

932
00:58:37,350 --> 00:58:38,940
and then her mom get sick.

933
00:58:38,940 --> 00:58:42,140
I'm not gonna call it off
just because her mom's sick.

934
00:58:42,140 --> 00:58:44,205
- That is so sweet of you.

935
00:58:44,205 --> 00:58:46,320
- [JD] You have any pictures of you two?

936
00:58:46,320 --> 00:58:47,403
- [Ian] Stop it, give me my phone.

937
00:58:47,403 --> 00:58:48,900
- Man, come on share your phone.

938
00:58:48,900 --> 00:58:50,710
Your brother doesn't have any secrets.

939
00:58:50,710 --> 00:58:51,543
- It's my phone.

940
00:58:51,543 --> 00:58:53,675
- If I recall you're on my phone plan.

941
00:58:53,675 --> 00:58:54,585
- [Ian] That's because you won't take

942
00:58:54,585 --> 00:58:55,418
the money whenever I
try to give it to you.

943
00:58:55,418 --> 00:58:56,464
- That's not the point.

944
00:58:56,464 --> 00:58:58,273
- The point is you can't hold it

945
00:58:58,273 --> 00:58:59,748
over my head and also refuse it.

946
00:58:59,748 --> 00:59:01,300
- It's my house, I can do what I want.

947
00:59:01,300 --> 00:59:02,420
- [Ian] Yeah, you made that clear.

948
00:59:02,420 --> 00:59:04,270
- What's that supposed to mean?

949
00:59:04,270 --> 00:59:06,931
- Don't start with the Dad
was abusive shit, again.

950
00:59:06,931 --> 00:59:07,764
- [Allison] What?

951
00:59:07,764 --> 00:59:09,026
- [JD] Ian he likes to say--

952
00:59:09,026 --> 00:59:10,640
- You don't know what it was like.

953
00:59:10,640 --> 00:59:12,070
- We don't know what it was like, huh?

954
00:59:12,070 --> 00:59:13,870
Well, then tell us.

955
00:59:13,870 --> 00:59:15,846
Tell us little buddy, what was

956
00:59:15,846 --> 00:59:17,170
it like to be such an abused child.

957
00:59:17,170 --> 00:59:18,870
- [Sandra] Okay, Jonathan,
let's just drop it.

958
00:59:18,870 --> 00:59:20,410
- No, I wanna hear it
from the artist here.

959
00:59:20,410 --> 00:59:21,860
Come on tell us.

960
00:59:21,860 --> 00:59:23,560
Congratulations, you made what was

961
00:59:23,560 --> 00:59:26,293
supposed to be JD's night all about you.

962
00:59:27,430 --> 00:59:30,120
I put a roof over your head ever day.

963
00:59:30,120 --> 00:59:35,120
I put food on your plate every
day, every day, every day.

964
00:59:40,102 --> 00:59:41,463
- I don't have to take this.

965
00:59:42,370 --> 00:59:43,203
- I love you all, but I don't have

966
00:59:43,203 --> 00:59:44,893
to take this just because I love you.

967
00:59:46,211 --> 00:59:47,461
- [Sandra] Ian?

968
00:59:48,970 --> 00:59:50,113
- Hey, hey asshole.

969
00:59:51,180 --> 00:59:52,880
You get your ass back in this house,

970
00:59:52,880 --> 00:59:55,850
you apologize to your
brother, and your mother.

971
00:59:55,850 --> 00:59:57,651
- [Ian] I'll call 'em later, I'm leaving.

972
00:59:57,651 --> 00:59:58,701
- No, no, no, no, no.

973
00:59:59,908 --> 01:00:01,604
(tense dramatic music)

974
01:00:01,604 --> 01:00:03,940
You think life is so hard, it isn't.

975
01:00:03,940 --> 01:00:08,470
When I was in high school
I wanted to be a rock star,

976
01:00:08,470 --> 01:00:11,927
but I manned up, your mother
got pregnant so I married her.

977
01:00:11,927 --> 01:00:13,280
- Oh, I'm sorry I stopped

978
01:00:13,280 --> 01:00:15,750
the Red Eye Ducks from international fame.

979
01:00:15,750 --> 01:00:17,090
(slaps)

980
01:00:17,090 --> 01:00:19,684
- That remind you of how I abused ya?

981
01:00:19,684 --> 01:00:20,741
Let me remind you again.

982
01:00:20,741 --> 01:00:23,330
(slaps)

983
01:00:23,330 --> 01:00:24,507
You don't say a word.

984
01:00:25,444 --> 01:00:29,510
You don't get to say shit til
you walked a mile in my shoes.

985
01:00:29,510 --> 01:00:33,033
Following your dreams is easy,
manning up is what's hard.

986
01:00:36,963 --> 01:00:39,380
- That's what being a man is?

987
01:00:41,950 --> 01:00:43,150
You coulda kept playing.

988
01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:48,710
- [Johnathan] It hurt too much.

989
01:00:50,993 --> 01:00:52,790
- Where do you think all that pain went?

990
01:00:53,813 --> 01:00:57,063
(tense dramatic music)

991
01:01:08,580 --> 01:01:12,033
- Oh my God, I almost thought
you weren't gonna show.

992
01:01:16,516 --> 01:01:17,980
Are you okay?

993
01:01:17,980 --> 01:01:19,493
- [Ian] Why didn't we work out?

994
01:01:22,566 --> 01:01:25,740
- You mean 'cause I was going to school

995
01:01:25,740 --> 01:01:28,168
in Boston and then you went to LA?

996
01:01:28,168 --> 01:01:29,850
- No after that, when you came back?

997
01:01:29,850 --> 01:01:33,190
- Do you really wanna do this again?

998
01:01:33,190 --> 01:01:34,450
- I gave you everything.

999
01:01:34,450 --> 01:01:35,283
I gave you all of myself.

1000
01:01:35,283 --> 01:01:37,880
- Congratulations, so what?

1001
01:01:37,880 --> 01:01:38,920
- So what?

1002
01:01:38,920 --> 01:01:40,250
You're saying so what to
me giving you everything.

1003
01:01:40,250 --> 01:01:42,453
- Okay, what the hell
happened at your Dad's?

1004
01:01:45,623 --> 01:01:50,623
Hey, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.

1005
01:01:51,794 --> 01:01:56,794
Hey, come here.

1006
01:02:00,293 --> 01:02:01,126
Hey, hey.

1007
01:02:06,261 --> 01:02:11,261
Do you remember when we snuck
into that construction site

1008
01:02:13,320 --> 01:02:14,963
and we climbed the scaffolding,

1009
01:02:16,330 --> 01:02:19,860
and you packed all that stuff, and you had

1010
01:02:19,860 --> 01:02:23,780
this whole little picnic thing planned,

1011
01:02:23,780 --> 01:02:27,310
but when you pulled the blanket out

1012
01:02:27,310 --> 01:02:31,735
you sent all the food flying
off the side of the building?

1013
01:02:31,735 --> 01:02:33,143
- Yeah, that really sucked.

1014
01:02:33,143 --> 01:02:34,640
- And then the boombox wouldn't work.

1015
01:02:34,640 --> 01:02:36,510
- Yeah, stupid JD took the batteries.

1016
01:02:36,510 --> 01:02:39,300
- Yeah, so you sang to me instead.

1017
01:02:39,300 --> 01:02:41,310
- Yeah, but I didn't
know any of the lyrics.

1018
01:02:41,310 --> 01:02:43,224
- So you just kept singing.

1019
01:02:43,224 --> 01:02:44,370
♪ I don't wanna wait ♪

1020
01:02:44,370 --> 01:02:48,069
Over, and over, and over again.

1021
01:02:48,069 --> 01:02:50,319
(Ian hums)

1022
01:02:52,185 --> 01:02:53,500
It was the most beautiful
thing I'd ever had.

1023
01:02:53,500 --> 01:02:54,833
- That is not true.

1024
01:03:05,224 --> 01:03:06,891
- Hey, are you okay?

1025
01:03:08,620 --> 01:03:09,453
- Yeah.

1026
01:03:22,218 --> 01:03:24,968
(engaging music)

1027
01:03:27,496 --> 01:03:29,663
(panting)

1028
01:03:37,624 --> 01:03:40,874
- They really did a number on you, huh?

1029
01:03:42,391 --> 01:03:44,409
Shh, it's okay.

1030
01:03:44,409 --> 01:03:46,992
(bright music)

1031
01:03:48,165 --> 01:03:49,832
Hey, where'd you go?

1032
01:03:52,200 --> 01:03:53,033
Come back.

1033
01:03:57,301 --> 01:04:00,648
(bright music)

1034
01:04:00,648 --> 01:04:02,815
(panting)

1035
01:04:07,734 --> 01:04:10,317
(bright music)

1036
01:04:12,037 --> 01:04:13,954
- I'm sorry, okay Tina.

1037
01:04:15,557 --> 01:04:16,390
- [Tina] What?

1038
01:04:16,390 --> 01:04:18,406
- I can't, I can't.

1039
01:04:18,406 --> 01:04:19,239
- What?

1040
01:04:22,216 --> 01:04:24,631
Where are you going?

1041
01:04:24,631 --> 01:04:25,464
Hey!

1042
01:04:42,037 --> 01:04:44,870
(phone rings)

1043
01:04:44,870 --> 01:04:46,730
- [Sofia] Hey, are you okay?

1044
01:04:46,730 --> 01:04:48,640
- Yeah, I'm so sorry about earlier.

1045
01:04:48,640 --> 01:04:50,020
- [Sofia] What are you sorry for?

1046
01:04:50,020 --> 01:04:52,340
- I wasn't as excited
as I should have been.

1047
01:04:52,340 --> 01:04:54,400
You are so amazing.

1048
01:04:54,400 --> 01:04:55,277
You're going through such a hard time.

1049
01:04:55,277 --> 01:04:57,420
You get this incredible
news about thing you worked

1050
01:04:57,420 --> 01:04:59,690
so hard for and that
you completely deserve,

1051
01:04:59,690 --> 01:05:03,190
and I made it all about
me, and you deserve

1052
01:05:03,190 --> 01:05:05,660
better than that and I am so sorry.

1053
01:05:05,660 --> 01:05:07,737
- [Sofia] I really
appreciate you saying that,

1054
01:05:07,737 --> 01:05:10,073
but it's okay, I get it.

1055
01:05:10,073 --> 01:05:12,260
- It isn't okay, I'm going to be better.

1056
01:05:12,260 --> 01:05:13,980
- [Sofia] You're already amazing.

1057
01:05:13,980 --> 01:05:17,880
- Still, it frustrates
me so much sometimes.

1058
01:05:17,880 --> 01:05:19,800
Like, what if something happened to you?

1059
01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:21,704
Would anyone even know to call me?

1060
01:05:21,704 --> 01:05:22,920
Would I get to talk at your funeral?

1061
01:05:22,920 --> 01:05:24,640
- [Sofia] Jesus, how
often are you thinking

1062
01:05:24,640 --> 01:05:26,450
about something terrible happening to me?

1063
01:05:26,450 --> 01:05:27,447
- I didn't mean it like that,

1064
01:05:27,447 --> 01:05:29,563
but does anybody even know about me?

1065
01:05:30,906 --> 01:05:32,790
It's just so hard not having anything

1066
01:05:32,790 --> 01:05:34,253
I could literally hold on to.

1067
01:05:35,370 --> 01:05:37,240
- [Sofia] Do you think it's easy for me?

1068
01:05:37,240 --> 01:05:38,890
I take care of my mom.

1069
01:05:38,890 --> 01:05:41,720
I spent all night refreshing myself

1070
01:05:41,720 --> 01:05:45,610
on Python and C++ and then
I'm distracted the whole time,

1071
01:05:45,610 --> 01:05:49,040
because the guy that I'm super
into went from texting me

1072
01:05:49,040 --> 01:05:51,080
all the time to not texting me at all.

1073
01:05:51,080 --> 01:05:52,400
- I'm really sorry about that?

1074
01:05:52,400 --> 01:05:54,210
- [Sofia] And meanwhile,
I have this other guy

1075
01:05:54,210 --> 01:05:57,100
hitting me up that I was
talking to before I met you.

1076
01:05:57,100 --> 01:05:58,650
- Wait, wait, wait, what other dude?

1077
01:05:58,650 --> 01:05:59,836
- [Sofia] It doesn't matter.

1078
01:05:59,836 --> 01:06:02,220
Some guy I went with on a couple dates.

1079
01:06:02,220 --> 01:06:03,760
- Wait, what happened?

1080
01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:05,260
- [Sofia] You happened, dummy.

1081
01:06:06,506 --> 01:06:09,780
- I'm sorry I didn't mean to--

1082
01:06:09,780 --> 01:06:11,580
- [Sofia] That's not
what I'm trying to say.

1083
01:06:11,580 --> 01:06:14,910
What I'm trying to say
is you are my life now

1084
01:06:14,910 --> 01:06:16,860
and if I hadn't met you
I probably would have

1085
01:06:16,860 --> 01:06:19,550
gone out with him and
it would have been okay,

1086
01:06:19,550 --> 01:06:21,850
and who knows, maybe it
could've been something more,

1087
01:06:21,850 --> 01:06:26,850
because I'm 30 and I didn't
find what I was looking for,

1088
01:06:28,100 --> 01:06:30,220
that thing that I thought was out there.

1089
01:06:30,220 --> 01:06:33,700
But then I met you and I realized

1090
01:06:33,700 --> 01:06:35,833
I didn't have to give up on that hope,

1091
01:06:36,830 --> 01:06:39,170
and I'm not trying to make you feel bad

1092
01:06:39,170 --> 01:06:41,210
for not texting me and
me being distracted.

1093
01:06:41,210 --> 01:06:44,640
It's not that, it's just
I'm revealing to you

1094
01:06:44,640 --> 01:06:46,910
what I'm not supposed to reveal,

1095
01:06:46,910 --> 01:06:49,870
that I'm upset when we're not talking.

1096
01:06:49,870 --> 01:06:51,240
I miss you and I'm--

1097
01:06:51,240 --> 01:06:53,190
- I missed you, I missed you too.

1098
01:06:53,190 --> 01:06:55,847
Okay, I have never felt anything like this

1099
01:06:55,847 --> 01:06:57,763
and I am terrified of losing you.

1100
01:06:59,247 --> 01:07:01,260
- [Sofia] I thought
you gonna choose trust.

1101
01:07:01,260 --> 01:07:05,023
- Yeah, yes, I am.

1102
01:07:07,520 --> 01:07:09,957
You're able to video chat aren't you?

1103
01:07:09,957 --> 01:07:12,364
All that other stuff is just--

1104
01:07:12,364 --> 01:07:13,417
- [Sofia] Ian, I--

1105
01:07:13,417 --> 01:07:16,023
- No, no, no, no, hey, I get it.

1106
01:07:17,480 --> 01:07:22,480
I do, I just, I wanna show you me.

1107
01:07:24,557 --> 01:07:27,149
I want you to see the look in my eyes.

1108
01:07:27,149 --> 01:07:29,036
- [Sofia] You don't have to do this.

1109
01:07:29,036 --> 01:07:30,703
- I know, I want to.

1110
01:07:39,770 --> 01:07:40,603
Hey.

1111
01:07:41,596 --> 01:07:43,843
- [Sofia] Hi, it's your face.

1112
01:07:44,690 --> 01:07:45,560
- It is.

1113
01:07:45,560 --> 01:07:46,800
- [Sofia] I love it.

1114
01:07:46,800 --> 01:07:48,600
- You've seen it before.

1115
01:07:48,600 --> 01:07:50,848
- [Sofia] It's different in action.

1116
01:07:50,848 --> 01:07:55,848
I didn't realize how nice your jaw is.

1117
01:07:56,260 --> 01:07:57,713
- A girl told me once that's how

1118
01:07:57,713 --> 01:07:59,230
she knew I was a good kisser.

1119
01:07:59,230 --> 01:08:00,330
- [Sofia] Subtle brag.

1120
01:08:02,540 --> 01:08:05,180
I can always judge by lip size.

1121
01:08:05,180 --> 01:08:06,150
- Well, I'm not winning there.

1122
01:08:06,150 --> 01:08:08,350
- [Sofia] Oh shush,
you're lips are prefect.

1123
01:08:10,396 --> 01:08:11,993
- I really wish I could kiss you.

1124
01:08:12,945 --> 01:08:14,161
- [Sofia] Where are you?

1125
01:08:14,161 --> 01:08:15,311
- The side of the road.

1126
01:08:16,401 --> 01:08:18,710
- [Sofia] Isn't it late
and you can just go home?

1127
01:08:18,710 --> 01:08:19,610
We can talk later.

1128
01:08:20,688 --> 01:08:22,579
- I wanted you to see me.

1129
01:08:22,579 --> 01:08:24,246
- [Sofia] I see you.

1130
01:08:25,425 --> 01:08:26,270
Ian.

1131
01:08:26,270 --> 01:08:27,908
- Yeah.

1132
01:08:27,908 --> 01:08:29,154
- [Sofia] Kiss me.

1133
01:08:29,154 --> 01:08:31,904
(engaging music)

1134
01:08:33,284 --> 01:08:35,615
(lips smack)

1135
01:08:35,615 --> 01:08:38,698
She was right, you are a good kisser.

1136
01:08:42,690 --> 01:08:43,773
- I want you.

1137
01:08:45,570 --> 01:08:46,573
- [Sofia] I need you too.

1138
01:08:48,450 --> 01:08:52,113
- Imagine my lips kissing
down your neck, gently,

1139
01:08:53,313 --> 01:08:55,563
gently down over your body.

1140
01:08:56,513 --> 01:08:57,774
- [Sofia] Mm hmm

1141
01:08:57,774 --> 01:09:00,382
- Down in between your breasts,

1142
01:09:00,382 --> 01:09:03,049
down your belly, down your legs.

1143
01:09:05,007 --> 01:09:07,009
- [Sofia] I can feel that.

1144
01:09:07,009 --> 01:09:07,842
- Do you feel that?

1145
01:09:07,842 --> 01:09:09,214
- [Sofia] Yes, I can feel that.

1146
01:09:09,214 --> 01:09:12,214
- Feel my hands rubbing up your leg.

1147
01:09:13,374 --> 01:09:16,041
Feel me when I was between them.

1148
01:09:18,863 --> 01:09:20,638
(panting and moaning)

1149
01:09:20,638 --> 01:09:23,467
Feel the way you make me grow.

1150
01:09:23,467 --> 01:09:24,973
- [Sofia] Oh God, I'm waiting.

1151
01:09:24,973 --> 01:09:26,270
- I'm gonna get inside you.

1152
01:09:26,270 --> 01:09:27,550
- [Sofia] I need you inside me right now.

1153
01:09:27,550 --> 01:09:30,447
- Oh yes, please, yes, yes.

1154
01:09:30,447 --> 01:09:33,468
- [Sofia] Just like that,
oh God, it's amazing.

1155
01:09:33,468 --> 01:09:34,301
- Sofia.

1156
01:09:34,301 --> 01:09:35,631
- [Sofia] Oh give it to me,
just like that, just that, yeah.

1157
01:09:35,631 --> 01:09:36,719
Ian, Ian.

1158
01:09:36,719 --> 01:09:38,332
- Yes, yes, yes Sofia.

1159
01:09:38,332 --> 01:09:39,999
- [Sofia] Oh my God.

1160
01:09:41,468 --> 01:09:44,885
(screaming and grunting)

1161
01:09:47,501 --> 01:09:50,159
(laughing)

1162
01:09:50,159 --> 01:09:50,992
Oh my God.

1163
01:09:53,167 --> 01:09:55,279
- I made such a big mess.

1164
01:09:55,279 --> 01:09:56,431
- [Sofia] In the car?

1165
01:09:56,431 --> 01:09:58,906
- No, all over the side of the road.

1166
01:09:58,906 --> 01:10:01,156
(laughing)

1167
01:10:02,170 --> 01:10:06,807
- [Sofia] I don't think I've
ever orgasmed this hard.

1168
01:10:06,807 --> 01:10:08,113
- I know I haven't.

1169
01:10:11,210 --> 01:10:12,043
Sofia?

1170
01:10:13,050 --> 01:10:15,580
- [Sofia] What is it?

1171
01:10:15,580 --> 01:10:16,413
- I--

1172
01:10:18,122 --> 01:10:19,289
- [Sofia] Ian.

1173
01:10:20,666 --> 01:10:21,499
- Yeah?

1174
01:10:23,371 --> 01:10:25,121
- [Sofia] I love you.

1175
01:10:26,423 --> 01:10:27,477
- I love you too.

1176
01:10:33,740 --> 01:10:35,753
- You really turned a corner here, Ian.

1177
01:10:36,649 --> 01:10:41,577
There is something so fresh
and raw about these paintings.

1178
01:10:42,700 --> 01:10:44,500
These are all the same woman, right?

1179
01:10:45,450 --> 01:10:50,450
It's like you couldn't get
all of her in one painting,

1180
01:10:50,520 --> 01:10:53,343
so you had to do more
to get all of her sides.

1181
01:10:55,790 --> 01:10:56,623
Wow.

1182
01:11:01,010 --> 01:11:02,160
This is the one, right?

1183
01:11:11,660 --> 01:11:14,220
This is it, you know what?

1184
01:11:14,220 --> 01:11:16,820
The feature artist that we
were gonna show next month got

1185
01:11:16,820 --> 01:11:20,663
snatched up by MOCHA, would
you be interested in the slot?

1186
01:11:24,520 --> 01:11:26,297
- [Sofia] Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.

1187
01:11:26,297 --> 01:11:29,300
I'm so happy for you?

1188
01:11:29,300 --> 01:11:31,260
I want you to tell me everything.

1189
01:11:31,260 --> 01:11:33,510
I haven't even seen one of the paintings.

1190
01:11:33,510 --> 01:11:34,940
- They're a surprise.

1191
01:11:34,940 --> 01:11:37,460
- [Sofia] Oh my God, you are such a tease.

1192
01:11:37,460 --> 01:11:39,693
- Okay, okay, here.

1193
01:11:43,000 --> 01:11:46,810
- [Sofia] Wait, is that
one of the paintings?

1194
01:11:46,810 --> 01:11:47,643
- Yeah.

1195
01:11:47,643 --> 01:11:49,380
- [Sofia] It's of me.

1196
01:11:49,380 --> 01:11:50,800
- [Ian] Yeah, I know.

1197
01:11:50,800 --> 01:11:52,280
- [Sofia] You showed a curator

1198
01:11:52,280 --> 01:11:54,393
a painting of me before you showed me?

1199
01:11:57,545 --> 01:11:59,900
- Do you know how
difficult you are to paint?

1200
01:11:59,900 --> 01:12:00,920
Do you know how many times I had

1201
01:12:00,920 --> 01:12:02,983
to start over just trying to get it right?

1202
01:12:04,330 --> 01:12:06,280
- [Sofia] What are the other paintings?

1203
01:12:08,856 --> 01:12:09,689
Ian?

1204
01:12:11,030 --> 01:12:15,930
Ian, are you gonna fill
a gallery with paintings

1205
01:12:15,930 --> 01:12:19,473
of me when I can't even be there?

1206
01:12:20,610 --> 01:12:21,490
- I thought it'd be a surprise.

1207
01:12:21,490 --> 01:12:23,333
I thought I could fly you out.

1208
01:12:26,030 --> 01:12:28,060
- [Sofia] Let's just drop it.

1209
01:12:28,060 --> 01:12:30,783
- No, I don't want this
hanging between us.

1210
01:12:31,710 --> 01:12:34,510
- [Sofia] You are filling
a a gallery with paintings

1211
01:12:34,510 --> 01:12:37,060
of me without my permission
and then you're guilting

1212
01:12:37,060 --> 01:12:40,823
about not being able to be
there, so let's just drop it.

1213
01:12:43,980 --> 01:12:45,550
- I'm sorry.

1214
01:12:45,550 --> 01:12:46,383
- [Sofia] Ian--

1215
01:12:48,329 --> 01:12:53,329
- Look, I'll cancel, I'll
cancel the show, okay?

1216
01:12:53,570 --> 01:12:54,890
I'll cancel the show, it's not worth it.

1217
01:12:54,890 --> 01:12:56,474
I don't wanna fight with you.

1218
01:12:56,474 --> 01:12:59,170
- [Sofia] No, no, you
will not do such a thing.

1219
01:12:59,170 --> 01:13:03,770
Look, it's okay, I'm fine, I promise.

1220
01:13:03,770 --> 01:13:07,870
I am really flattered.

1221
01:13:07,870 --> 01:13:11,553
I just wish you would have told me.

1222
01:13:16,660 --> 01:13:20,973
And, what's your schedule like next week?

1223
01:13:23,260 --> 01:13:24,093
- Why?

1224
01:13:24,093 --> 01:13:27,340
- [Sofia] I know it's your
birthday, so I figure you're

1225
01:13:27,340 --> 01:13:28,830
gonna be with friends and everything,

1226
01:13:28,830 --> 01:13:31,973
but I would love to
have one of those days.

1227
01:13:33,690 --> 01:13:35,000
- The whole day?

1228
01:13:35,000 --> 01:13:35,833
- [Sofia] Yep.

1229
01:13:40,030 --> 01:13:41,970
- I would really love that.

1230
01:13:41,970 --> 01:13:42,803
- [Sofia] Good.

1231
01:13:44,956 --> 01:13:47,456
(phone rings)

1232
01:13:49,640 --> 01:13:50,473
- Good morning.

1233
01:13:51,320 --> 01:13:53,970
- [Sofia] Happy day, we're
celebrating your birthday!

1234
01:13:54,920 --> 01:13:56,971
Aftofore to be shortened
to, Happy Birthday?

1235
01:13:56,971 --> 01:13:58,550
- Aftofore?

1236
01:13:58,550 --> 01:14:00,710
- [Sofia] The opposite of heretofore.

1237
01:14:00,710 --> 01:14:03,303
Try to keep up, we have
a very very, busy day.

1238
01:14:04,275 --> 01:14:05,250
- Oh yeah.

1239
01:14:05,250 --> 01:14:07,347
- [Sofia] Happy Birthday,
get up, get up, get up.

1240
01:14:07,347 --> 01:14:08,671
Go check your computer.

1241
01:14:08,671 --> 01:14:09,933
- Okay, okay, okay.

1242
01:14:18,410 --> 01:14:20,340
- [Sofia] Check your email.

1243
01:14:20,340 --> 01:14:24,200
- Okay, what is all this?

1244
01:14:24,200 --> 01:14:25,523
- [Sofia] Our itinerary.

1245
01:14:26,780 --> 01:14:30,113
(bright engaging music)

1246
01:14:33,180 --> 01:14:34,040
- [Ian] This looks so good.

1247
01:14:34,040 --> 01:14:36,320
- [Sofia] You said you
always wanted to go.

1248
01:14:36,320 --> 01:14:37,170
- You remembered.

1249
01:14:40,690 --> 01:14:42,480
Oh my God, it's so good.

1250
01:14:42,480 --> 01:14:43,530
- [Sofia] I told you.

1251
01:14:44,870 --> 01:14:48,253
- Wow, what have I been doing?

1252
01:14:49,119 --> 01:14:51,070
(Sofia laughs)

1253
01:14:51,070 --> 01:14:54,290
- [Sofia] Pick out a
book, anyone you want.

1254
01:14:54,290 --> 01:14:55,840
It's your birthday.

1255
01:14:55,840 --> 01:14:58,473
So, I want you to really treat yourself.

1256
01:15:00,520 --> 01:15:01,493
Read me one.

1257
01:15:02,497 --> 01:15:04,187
- "I could scream down 90 mountains

1258
01:15:04,187 --> 01:15:05,707
"to less than dust

1259
01:15:05,707 --> 01:15:08,447
"if only one living human
had eyes in the head

1260
01:15:08,447 --> 01:15:09,967
"and heart in the body,

1261
01:15:09,967 --> 01:15:11,985
"but there is no chance,

1262
01:15:11,985 --> 01:15:12,818
"my god,

1263
01:15:12,818 --> 01:15:13,651
"no chance.

1264
01:15:13,651 --> 01:15:16,547
"rat with rat dog with dog hog with hog,

1265
01:15:16,547 --> 01:15:18,656
"play the piano drunk

1266
01:15:18,656 --> 01:15:20,727
"listen to the drunk piano,

1267
01:15:20,727 --> 01:15:22,027
"realize the myth of mercy

1268
01:15:22,027 --> 01:15:23,367
"stand still

1269
01:15:23,367 --> 01:15:25,480
"as even a child's voice snarls

1270
01:15:26,517 --> 01:15:28,717
"and we have not been fooled,

1271
01:15:28,717 --> 01:15:30,710
"it's only that we wanted to believe."

1272
01:15:30,710 --> 01:15:33,340
- [Sofia] You already
knew that one, didn't you?

1273
01:15:33,340 --> 01:15:34,737
- Yeah, it's one of my favorites.

1274
01:15:34,737 --> 01:15:35,670
- [Sofia] Pick up a book full of ones

1275
01:15:35,670 --> 01:15:37,610
that you have never read before.

1276
01:15:37,610 --> 01:15:38,443
- Okay.

1277
01:15:45,670 --> 01:15:46,700
- [Cashier] Will that be all for you?

1278
01:15:46,700 --> 01:15:48,880
- [Sofia] Tell them you're Ian.

1279
01:15:48,880 --> 01:15:50,143
- What?

1280
01:15:50,143 --> 01:15:52,217
- [Sofia] Tell them you're Ian.

1281
01:15:52,217 --> 01:15:53,580
- I'm Ian.

1282
01:15:53,580 --> 01:15:55,483
- [Cashier] Oh, well this
is all taken care of then.

1283
01:15:55,483 --> 01:15:56,780
Happy Birthday.

1284
01:15:56,780 --> 01:15:58,630
- Thank you, how did you--

1285
01:15:58,630 --> 01:15:59,996
- [Sofia] Next place.

1286
01:15:59,996 --> 01:16:03,329
(bright engaging music)

1287
01:16:21,220 --> 01:16:22,827
- The swan?

1288
01:16:22,827 --> 01:16:24,077
- [Sofia] I know, I know.

1289
01:16:24,077 --> 01:16:25,101
- Seriously?

1290
01:16:25,101 --> 01:16:25,944
The swan?

1291
01:16:25,944 --> 01:16:26,777
- [Sofia] You love it anyways.

1292
01:16:26,777 --> 01:16:28,140
- Do you have any idea
how ridiculous I look.

1293
01:16:28,140 --> 01:16:30,106
- [Sofia] It's your birthday.

1294
01:16:30,106 --> 01:16:31,806
You're allowed to look ridiculous.

1295
01:16:35,300 --> 01:16:36,450
- [Ian] Wow.

1296
01:16:36,450 --> 01:16:38,850
- [Sofia] This is my favorite place in LA.

1297
01:16:38,850 --> 01:16:40,600
- It really is beautiful.

1298
01:16:40,600 --> 01:16:41,900
- [Sofia] If you look under the tree

1299
01:16:41,900 --> 01:16:44,780
you're gonna find pen
and paper to write with.

1300
01:16:46,000 --> 01:16:47,690
I wrote you something.

1301
01:16:47,690 --> 01:16:49,103
- Wait really?

1302
01:16:49,103 --> 01:16:52,673
- No, not there silly, I
don't want anyone to get it?

1303
01:16:55,730 --> 01:16:57,100
- Still, that means so much to me.

1304
01:16:57,100 --> 01:16:58,993
No one's every written
something for me before.

1305
01:16:58,993 --> 01:17:00,490
- [Sofia] Shut up and let me read it.

1306
01:17:00,490 --> 01:17:02,230
- Okay, okay.

1307
01:17:02,230 --> 01:17:05,210
- There's something that happens
when we get up high enough.

1308
01:17:05,210 --> 01:17:08,200
The things once important
suddenly so small,

1309
01:17:08,200 --> 01:17:10,640
like the world of ants
bustling beneath us,

1310
01:17:10,640 --> 01:17:13,900
that never gives us pause
as we tread on homes.

1311
01:17:13,900 --> 01:17:16,370
You were the first thing
that lifted me high enough

1312
01:17:16,370 --> 01:17:20,480
to make ants of my troubles
and sand for my fears.

1313
01:17:20,480 --> 01:17:23,530
You took all my tomorrows
and turned them into years,

1314
01:17:23,530 --> 01:17:27,310
for the first breath of air
after wishing in a tunnel,

1315
01:17:27,310 --> 01:17:29,030
the excitement of an ice cream truck

1316
01:17:29,030 --> 01:17:31,080
when you just got your allowance,

1317
01:17:31,080 --> 01:17:33,713
you snow-fallen Christmas,
rain in the desert.

1318
01:17:34,579 --> 01:17:36,840
You bring thanks to
people on a daily basis,

1319
01:17:36,840 --> 01:17:38,983
but most of all you mean the world to me.

1320
01:17:42,160 --> 01:17:42,993
- Thank you.

1321
01:17:44,700 --> 01:17:45,990
- [Sofia] What is it?

1322
01:17:45,990 --> 01:17:47,400
- My battery's dying.

1323
01:17:47,400 --> 01:17:49,028
- [Sofia] Oh it's okay.

1324
01:17:49,028 --> 01:17:49,861
That was the last thing on the itinerary

1325
01:17:49,861 --> 01:17:51,180
and I have to go soon anyway.

1326
01:17:52,090 --> 01:17:54,490
- I just thought there
was maybe something else.

1327
01:17:54,490 --> 01:17:55,780
- [Sofia] Like what.

1328
01:17:55,780 --> 01:17:57,715
- Well, it is my birthday.

1329
01:17:57,715 --> 01:18:00,450
- [Sofia] Oh, I see, well we can have sex

1330
01:18:00,450 --> 01:18:03,020
later tonight after I get my mom into bed.

1331
01:18:03,020 --> 01:18:04,470
- I wasn't talking about sex.

1332
01:18:05,460 --> 01:18:07,630
- [Sofia] Oh, Ian, I can't.

1333
01:18:07,630 --> 01:18:09,130
- Yes you can.

1334
01:18:09,130 --> 01:18:10,240
- [Sofia] I told you.

1335
01:18:10,240 --> 01:18:11,919
- Yeah, but just because
you told me before

1336
01:18:11,919 --> 01:18:12,752
doesn't mean we can't do this.

1337
01:18:12,752 --> 01:18:14,030
- [Sofia] So what, you just presumed

1338
01:18:14,030 --> 01:18:16,160
that because it was your
birthday I would get on camera

1339
01:18:16,160 --> 01:18:17,300
with you and now you're mad
at me because I didn't--

1340
01:18:17,300 --> 01:18:18,403
- I'm not mad, it's just--

1341
01:18:18,403 --> 01:18:21,507
- [Sofia] After the entire
day that I planned for you,

1342
01:18:21,507 --> 01:18:23,830
all you can focus on is
that I did not get on camera

1343
01:18:23,830 --> 01:18:25,730
with you after you told me
that you were okay with my--

1344
01:18:25,730 --> 01:18:26,960
- It's weird, okay, it's okay.

1345
01:18:26,960 --> 01:18:29,110
Like, I get in the
beginning but you know me.

1346
01:18:29,110 --> 01:18:30,400
I've given you everything.

1347
01:18:30,400 --> 01:18:31,300
When will it be enough?

1348
01:18:31,300 --> 01:18:32,880
When will I be enough?

1349
01:18:32,880 --> 01:18:34,460
- [Sofia] Enough for what?

1350
01:18:34,460 --> 01:18:35,400
You have me.

1351
01:18:35,400 --> 01:18:37,600
- No, I don't!

1352
01:18:37,600 --> 01:18:39,943
- [Sofia] You're right, you don't.

1353
01:18:42,000 --> 01:18:45,361
- Sofia, Sofia?

1354
01:18:45,361 --> 01:18:47,778
(drums play)

1355
01:18:51,089 --> 01:18:52,322
- [Machine] Your call has been

1356
01:18:52,322 --> 01:18:56,930
forwarded to an automated.

1357
01:18:56,930 --> 01:18:59,847
Your call has been forwarded to an.

1358
01:19:07,213 --> 01:19:08,810
- Fuck.

1359
01:19:08,810 --> 01:19:12,393
(intense percussion plays)

1360
01:19:23,550 --> 01:19:24,913
Come on, come on.

1361
01:19:26,065 --> 01:19:26,940
- [Machine] Your call has been forwarded

1362
01:19:26,940 --> 01:19:28,610
to an automated voice messaging.

1363
01:19:28,610 --> 01:19:30,337
When you finish recording you may hung up

1364
01:19:30,337 --> 01:19:33,310
or press one for more options.

1365
01:19:33,310 --> 01:19:35,564
- Hey, it's me.

1366
01:19:35,564 --> 01:19:37,173
I know that was bad.

1367
01:19:39,120 --> 01:19:40,750
Call me back when you can, please.

1368
01:19:40,750 --> 01:19:42,830
My text messages aren't going through.

1369
01:19:42,830 --> 01:19:45,083
I don't know if it's the service out here.

1370
01:19:47,181 --> 01:19:49,660
I'm sorry, okay, I love you.

1371
01:19:49,660 --> 01:19:52,077
(drums play)

1372
01:20:08,269 --> 01:20:10,936
(message beeps)

1373
01:20:22,100 --> 01:20:26,690
Hey, just call me please, please.

1374
01:20:38,710 --> 01:20:43,710
Hey, Sofia, it's me, sorry
about the other voice mails.

1375
01:20:46,560 --> 01:20:49,720
I really don't wanna
sound like a crazy person.

1376
01:20:49,720 --> 01:20:51,183
It's me, it's Ian.

1377
01:20:51,183 --> 01:20:52,766
I just don't even know.

1378
01:20:52,766 --> 01:20:53,888
I love you.

1379
01:20:53,888 --> 01:20:54,925
Call me back.

1380
01:20:54,925 --> 01:20:56,047
I guess I should say.

1381
01:20:56,047 --> 01:20:56,880
I don't know if something happened.

1382
01:20:56,880 --> 01:21:00,560
Hey, it is your daily call
from Ian, day number four.

1383
01:21:00,560 --> 01:21:02,270
Sofia, please pick up, please.

1384
01:21:02,270 --> 01:21:04,100
It was nothing that bad.

1385
01:21:04,100 --> 01:21:06,530
I mean, are we really going
to end this over something

1386
01:21:06,530 --> 01:21:08,910
like that, come on that's stupid.

1387
01:21:08,910 --> 01:21:11,090
Sofia, Sofia, Sofia, Sofia.

1388
01:21:21,600 --> 01:21:24,267
(drawer creaks)

1389
01:21:29,920 --> 01:21:31,053
Hey, it's me.

1390
01:21:34,350 --> 01:21:35,823
It's been nine days.

1391
01:21:40,690 --> 01:21:44,693
Voicemail number 127.

1392
01:21:46,364 --> 01:21:47,664
I hope it's not that many.

1393
01:21:50,878 --> 01:21:52,223
I don't know what else to say.

1394
01:21:55,705 --> 01:22:00,157
♪ But of all these friends and lovers ♪

1395
01:22:00,157 --> 01:22:02,407
♪ I really ♪

1396
01:22:03,915 --> 01:22:05,703
You don't even like "The Beatles," I know.

1397
01:22:08,525 --> 01:22:10,323
It still makes me think of you every time.

1398
01:22:18,846 --> 01:22:22,679
♪ In my life I loved you more ♪

1399
01:22:27,690 --> 01:22:30,883
Call me, please.

1400
01:22:32,653 --> 01:22:35,153
(shower runs)

1401
01:22:41,997 --> 01:22:44,497
(phone rings)

1402
01:22:51,566 --> 01:22:52,399
Hello.

1403
01:22:52,399 --> 01:22:53,763
- [Grandma] Hi, honey.

1404
01:22:54,700 --> 01:22:55,900
- Hey, Grandma.

1405
01:22:55,900 --> 01:22:57,230
- [Grandma] Are you okay?

1406
01:22:57,230 --> 01:22:59,490
- Yeah, no, I was just showering.

1407
01:22:59,490 --> 01:23:01,330
- [Grandma] Well, that's okay.

1408
01:23:01,330 --> 01:23:04,423
I just wanted to see if you
got my birthday card I sent.

1409
01:23:05,350 --> 01:23:09,257
- I did, I just, I'm sorry.

1410
01:23:09,257 --> 01:23:11,860
- [Grandma] Are you sure you're okay?

1411
01:23:11,860 --> 01:23:13,370
You always call right away.

1412
01:23:13,370 --> 01:23:14,933
I sent it weeks ago.

1413
01:23:15,890 --> 01:23:16,813
- Yeah, no, I am.

1414
01:23:18,450 --> 01:23:20,910
I should've called, I'm really sorry.

1415
01:23:20,910 --> 01:23:22,820
Can I call you back, Grandma?

1416
01:23:22,820 --> 01:23:25,470
- [Grandma] It's okay honey, I love you.

1417
01:23:25,470 --> 01:23:26,387
- I love you too.

1418
01:24:11,480 --> 01:24:14,313
(door bell rings)

1419
01:24:21,720 --> 01:24:24,053
(Ian sighs)

1420
01:24:44,265 --> 01:24:46,682
(knife cuts)

1421
01:25:02,670 --> 01:25:05,913
- [Sofia] Hey handsome,
I know this is late.

1422
01:25:06,760 --> 01:25:10,400
I know because I'm sending it
the day before your birthday

1423
01:25:10,400 --> 01:25:14,290
and overnight shipping from
Mexico costs a million dollars.

1424
01:25:14,290 --> 01:25:17,520
So, you're just going to have
to deal with the lateness.

1425
01:25:17,520 --> 01:25:21,210
Anyway, by this point we will have spent

1426
01:25:21,210 --> 01:25:23,720
an amazing day together, and anything

1427
01:25:23,720 --> 01:25:25,710
I can say will be out-of-date,

1428
01:25:27,098 --> 01:25:31,265
but know that I love you
and I am always with you.

1429
01:25:32,246 --> 01:25:33,163
Your Sofia.

1430
01:26:09,719 --> 01:26:12,552
(keyboard clacks)

1431
01:26:40,085 --> 01:26:42,835
(crickets chirp)

1432
01:26:48,279 --> 01:26:51,779
(engaging dramatic music)

1433
01:27:39,845 --> 01:27:43,262
(uptempo engaging music)

1434
01:27:57,093 --> 01:28:00,676
(announcements in Spanish)

1435
01:28:03,846 --> 01:28:07,263
(uptempo engaging music)

1436
01:28:23,222 --> 01:28:26,722
(Pilot speaks in Spanish)

1437
01:28:32,566 --> 01:28:35,899
(bright engaging music)

1438
01:28:46,245 --> 01:28:48,745
(birds chirp)

1439
01:29:07,046 --> 01:29:08,379
- [Ian] Gracias.

1440
01:29:30,577 --> 01:29:32,910
(Ian sighs)

1441
01:29:37,685 --> 01:29:40,185
(door knocks)

1442
01:29:48,087 --> 01:29:50,587
(door knocks)

1443
01:29:58,583 --> 01:30:01,333
(traffic blares)

1444
01:30:04,837 --> 01:30:07,337
(door knocks)

1445
01:30:19,941 --> 01:30:20,774
Ingles?

1446
01:30:34,525 --> 01:30:35,375
- Si.

1447
01:30:35,375 --> 01:30:36,576
- Si, si?

1448
01:30:36,576 --> 01:30:37,409
- Si.

1449
01:30:37,409 --> 01:30:38,826
- Muchas gracias.

1450
01:30:45,553 --> 01:30:49,053
(bright orchestral music)

1451
01:31:36,194 --> 01:31:38,694
(phone rings)

1452
01:31:45,810 --> 01:31:47,360
Hey.

1453
01:31:47,360 --> 01:31:48,815
- [Sofia] Hey.

1454
01:31:48,815 --> 01:31:50,220
- How are you?

1455
01:31:50,220 --> 01:31:52,704
How have you been?

1456
01:31:52,704 --> 01:31:54,273
What are you up to?

1457
01:31:55,407 --> 01:31:56,893
- I'm just getting home from work.

1458
01:31:59,247 --> 01:32:02,747
(engaging dramatic music)

1459
01:32:06,390 --> 01:32:07,433
What are you up to?

1460
01:32:14,233 --> 01:32:15,330
- I'm...

1461
01:32:23,050 --> 01:32:24,650
Just getting home from work too.

1462
01:32:27,070 --> 01:32:28,203
- [Sofia] I've missed you.

1463
01:32:29,620 --> 01:32:31,170
- [Ian] I've really missed you.

1464
01:32:32,348 --> 01:32:35,265
(children chatter)

1465
01:32:56,060 --> 01:32:59,310
(engaging piano music)

1466
01:33:12,345 --> 01:33:15,149
♪ I could paint you a portrait ♪

1467
01:33:15,149 --> 01:33:18,506
♪ I could paint you an ocean ♪

1468
01:33:18,506 --> 01:33:23,506
♪ You could say that I've
lost my faith in it ♪

1469
01:33:28,061 --> 01:33:31,326
♪ I could give you the desert ♪

1470
01:33:31,326 --> 01:33:34,671
♪ I could give you the mountains ♪

1471
01:33:34,671 --> 01:33:39,671
♪ But I don't know how to make them fit ♪

1472
01:33:43,358 --> 01:33:47,148
♪ This could be the real thing ♪

1473
01:33:47,148 --> 01:33:50,317
♪ We need a room to find out ♪

1474
01:33:50,317 --> 01:33:53,643
♪ If this could be the real thing ♪

1475
01:33:53,643 --> 01:33:58,643
♪ And it's too soon to have these doubts ♪

1476
01:34:01,961 --> 01:34:06,961
♪ Oh, I will get to you somehow ♪

1477
01:34:09,630 --> 01:34:13,084
♪ Somehow ♪

1478
01:34:13,084 --> 01:34:16,523
♪ 'Cause it tasted like a promise ♪

1479
01:34:16,523 --> 01:34:19,929
♪ 'Cause I feel like a bargain ♪

1480
01:34:19,929 --> 01:34:24,929
♪ Would you break it off to let me see ♪

1481
01:34:29,308 --> 01:34:32,586
♪ Does it break like a window ♪

1482
01:34:32,586 --> 01:34:35,900
♪ Does it break like a spirit ♪

1483
01:34:35,900 --> 01:34:40,900
♪ Well at least I tried to make it be ♪

1484
01:34:43,853 --> 01:34:47,339
♪ This could be the real thing ♪

1485
01:34:47,339 --> 01:34:50,698
♪ But we need to a room to find out ♪

1486
01:34:50,698 --> 01:34:53,978
♪ This could be the real thing ♪

1487
01:34:53,978 --> 01:34:58,978
♪ And I don't wanna have these doubts ♪

1488
01:35:02,426 --> 01:35:07,426
♪ Will you get to me somehow ♪

1489
01:35:10,076 --> 01:35:12,243
♪ Somehow ♪