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- Celeste was born in America in 1986.
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- Considering her parents'
- background, education,
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- and socioeconomic status,
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- being somewhat on
- the losing side of Reaganomics,
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- the name of Latin origin seemed
- an especially poetic choice.
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- It carved her out some
- predetermined destination,
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- a route which to travel by.
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- And many years before "Celeste"
- rolled off the cultural tongue
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- like a principled anecdote one
- senses they were born knowing,
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- she might not have been
- described as all that special
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- or conspicuously talented.
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- However, she did possess
- that proverbial "something,"
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- which on occasion captured
- the attention of her teachers
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- and young peers.
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- Despite what naysayers later
- perceived of her ingenuity,
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- she was actually
- a very savvy businesswoman.
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- In the beginning, she was kind
- and full of grace,
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- and at least she wrote
- her own lyrics.
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- No one could take that
- away from her.
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- She would be 13
- going on 14 years old
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- in the year 2000,
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- the dawn
- of the new millennium.
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- Morning.
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- - Good morning.
- - Good morning.
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- 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:40,312
- - Hello.
- - Welcome back.
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- - Good morning.
- - Hi. Happy New Year.
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- Therese, did you change
- your hair?
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- Uh, my sister cut it.
- She's a hairdresser.
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- Oh. Does she work in town?
- I want a cut like that.
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- Really? Uh, well,
- she lives out of state.
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- She was visiting us
- for the holidays,
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- but I can let you know
- when she's back.
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- Would you mind?
- Sometimes you feel like a change.
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- Sure, I can.
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- - Hello.
- - What's up?
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- - Good morning.
- - Hi.
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- - Hi. Welcome back.
- - Good morning.
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- Okay.
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- Welcome back, everybody.
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- - Did you enjoy the break?
- - Yes. Yeah.
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- - Did you enjoy the break?
- - Yes.
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- Well, I received news
- from Vice Principal Kane
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- about our homeroom
- computer appeal.
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- What is it?
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- I want to wait and share it
- once everyone's arrived.
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- We're waiting on, um,
- Eric and Elyse.
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- Well, they're probably
- gonna take a while.
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- Why is that?
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- Aidan, let's not start
- the year off at odds.
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- Whatever you're saying to him,
- you can save it for after class.
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- He's here. I saw
- Eric five minutes ago.
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- - All right, then. We'll wait.
- - Are we getting desktops?
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- - I said we'll wait.
- - Excuse me.
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- Yes?
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- My name is Cullen Active.
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- What?
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- Yes, Cullen, I know.
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- Celeste?
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- Celeste, go stand in the back
- with the others.
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- Is she breathing?
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- No.
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- Celeste,
- you need to get up
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- and step away from the windows,
- because in a few minutes
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- there will be
- an explosion.
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- What are you doing?
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- Why are you doing this?
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- Stop! Stop!
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- I'm standing.
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- I'll stand.
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- Now everyone,
- please shut up and be quiet.
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- Go back inside!
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- Cullen?
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- Cullen, please let us go.
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- I killed plenty
- of people already.
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- I'm sorry.
- I can't do that now.
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- Please. At least
- let everyone else go.
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- I'll stay here with you.
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- And what are
- we gonna do?
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- We'll pray together.
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- Shh. Everything's gonna be...
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- - Clear.
- - Adam Seven, clear in the classroom.
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- Clear!
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- Adam Seven, be advised...
- multiple 80s.
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- Room 206, second floor.
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- Breathe in and hold your breath.
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- Breathe.
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- What are
- you feeling now?
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- I feel like
- I'm on a boat.
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- Nausea won't subside?
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- It's not just that.
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- I just feel
- like I'm spinning.
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- You think
- it's in my head?
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- No, I don't think
- it's in your head at all.
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- I just don't think it has anything
- to do with your spinal injury.
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- I need to sit.
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- I'll get your chair.
- Just a minute. Come on.
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- Do you want to try
- a few more steps?
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- Okay. Good.
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- All right.
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- - There you go.
- - Where's Dad and Eleanor?
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- They went to
- get us some food.
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- Some of the other kids
- have been complaining
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- about their ears ringing
- from the gun blasts.
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- I talked to her doctor
- about it, and...
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- Great.
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- - Hey, Mrs. Howard.
- - Hello, Miss Celeste.
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- I'm so sorry
- I was sick.
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- I should've
- been there for you.
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- I'm so grateful
- you're alive.
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- I think I would have died...
- or just killed myself.
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- I don't think
- I could've standed it.
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- I'm here now, and I am
- never going to leave you.
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- Ever.
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- My God.
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- Ellie, I think I've done
- something terrible.
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- What is it?
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- It says here they found
- Cullen's grandparents.
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- They think that he shot both of
- them three weeks before Christmas
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- and lived with the bodies
- over the holiday.
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- - Ew!
- - Dad...
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- - Excuse me.
- - Stop.
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- I'm sorry. There are some news
- people here requesting an interview.
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- Oh, well, don't look at me.
- It's up to her.
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- I don't want anyone
- to see me like this.
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- You look fine.
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- Can you talk
- to them?
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- Me?
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- What am
- I supposed to say?
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- I wasn't there.
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- Just tell them how sorry we
- are for everyone that died.
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- Call Mom.
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- Are you sure?
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- I can take you
- to a telephone.
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- Thanks, babe.
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- - I think I want to try and sleep for a while.
- - Good.
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- I think I am going to try
- and take your mother
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- out to dinner
- or something.
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- 00:15:55,760 --> 00:15:57,876
- Get her mind
- off of things.
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- 00:15:57,920 --> 00:16:00,639
- Sure you don't need anything
- else other than that keyboard?
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- You know, I have a guitar
- in the basement.
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- Could bring that over,
- teach you a little.
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- Thanks, but...
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- it's hard for me
- to tilt my head down.
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- So it starts like...
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- so, one, two, three.
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- Yeah.
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- Twice.
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- ...remain
- in critical condition.
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- Hold them especially
- in your prayers.
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- Please join me now
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- by turning to the page 13.
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- I was informed earlier,
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- and I guess some of you
- are already aware,
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- of last night's
- arson attempt
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- over at
- the Active residence.
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- Lieutenant Lynne at
- the 120th Precinct has asked me
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- to remind everyone
- that that is the site
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- of an ongoing
- investigation,
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- and its destruction would...
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- gravely impair their officers'
- ability to provide answers
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- to the community's
- many pressing questions.
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- I would like to add...
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- ferocious anger
- prompted this,
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- and we cannot have
- any more anger
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- or violence around us
- this minute.
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- I'll go a step further
- by asking you all to please
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- include the perpetrator
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- of these vicious attacks
- in your prayers.
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- By this way of
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- healing prayer
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- and forgiveness,
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- victims of this tragedy
- will be...
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- released from
- their own grief
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- and rage in the afterlife.
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- Throughout the night, we'll be
- asking New Brighton students
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- to come up and share
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- memories and recollections
- with us.
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- Please join me in welcoming
- Celeste Montgomery
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- from Stephanie Dwyer's
- eighth-grade class.
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- Um, I tried to prepare
- something to say,
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- but... I couldn't really put
- my feelings into words exactly,
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- so I thought
- I'd do this instead.
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- Uh, my sister, Ellie,
- helped me a lot.
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- This song is about us,
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- and... it's for her.
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- ♪ Hey ♪
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- 00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:59,909
- ♪ Turn the light on ♪
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- 00:19:59,960 --> 00:20:05,512
- ♪ 'Cause I've got no one
- To show me the way ♪
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- 00:20:10,240 --> 00:20:15,633
- ♪ Please, I will follow ♪
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- 00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:20,071
- ♪ 'Cause you're my last hope
- I'll do anything ♪
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- 00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:22,475
- ♪ You say ♪
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- ♪ And ♪
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- 00:20:28,120 --> 00:20:32,238
- ♪ I tried it my way ♪
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- 00:20:32,280 --> 00:20:35,317
- ♪ And I failed to save me ♪
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- 00:20:35,360 --> 00:20:39,035
- ♪ From myself ♪
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- 00:20:41,280 --> 00:20:44,192
- ♪ So ♪
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- 00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:48,199
- ♪ Bind my hands now ♪
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- 00:20:48,240 --> 00:20:52,438
- ♪ Shut my mouth down
- I will listen ♪
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- 00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:55,796
- ♪ Listen well ♪
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- 00:20:55,840 --> 00:21:00,197
- ♪ So teach me ♪
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- 00:21:00,240 --> 00:21:04,153
- ♪ Show me all you've got ♪
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- 00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:08,870
- ♪ And in your words
- I will be ♪
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- 00:21:08,920 --> 00:21:12,230
- ♪ Wrapped up ♪
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- 00:21:12,280 --> 00:21:16,273
- ♪ Speak to me ♪
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- 00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:20,074
- ♪ You're my last hope ♪
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- 00:21:20,120 --> 00:21:23,157
- ♪ And I will say nothing ♪
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- 00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:28,149
- ♪ And listen to your love ♪
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- 00:21:28,200 --> 00:21:30,794
- ♪ And I'm so lucky to be with you ♪
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- 00:21:30,840 --> 00:21:34,355
- ♪ Keeping me from my shadow
- Whoa ♪
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- 00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:39,193
- ♪ And though I might
- Have been torn to shreds ♪
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- 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:42,994
- ♪ By the people in my head ♪
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- 00:21:45,320 --> 00:21:48,278
- ♪ I ♪
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- 00:21:48,320 --> 00:21:52,313
- ♪ I let one tear fall ♪
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- 00:21:52,360 --> 00:21:56,592
- ♪ And I crumble like
- The Berlin Wall ♪
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- 00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:59,552
- At the advice of a producer,
- Celeste would change the lyric
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- from "I" to "we,"
- and shortly thereafter,
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- the entire country fell in step
- with her sentiment.
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- It was not her grief;
- it was theirs.
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- No longer merely
- her experience,
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- they reclaimed it
- as their own.
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- 00:22:13,600 --> 00:22:15,670
- Over the course
- of the following year,
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- 00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:19,599
- The song would become
- an anthem for the nation.
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- Simply put, it was a hit.
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- 00:23:29,680 --> 00:23:32,717
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
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- 00:23:33,840 --> 00:23:36,149
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
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- 00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,280
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
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- 00:23:41,680 --> 00:23:44,148
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
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- 00:23:44,200 --> 00:23:48,557
- ♪ Devil may try
- To kill your game ♪
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- 00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:52,434
- ♪ So let him try ♪
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- 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:56,519
- ♪ I missed my train
- Got stuck outside in the rain ♪
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- 00:23:56,560 --> 00:24:00,348
- ♪ Let it go tonight ♪
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- 00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:04,473
- ♪ And I don't got nothing
- In my band, but ♪
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- 00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:08,354
- ♪ Hell, that's all right ♪
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- 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:12,473
- ♪ I was used to loving
- Never not in pain ♪
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- 00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:15,432
- ♪ That's my sweet life ♪
- 236
- 00:24:15,480 --> 00:24:19,712
- ♪ I, I, I
- Want to touch your sky ♪
- 237
- 00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:28,479
- Sorry. I'm getting thrown off
- from hearing my own voice.
- 238
- 00:24:28,520 --> 00:24:30,750
- You want me to
- pull that out?
- 239
- 00:24:30,800 --> 00:24:32,518
- If you can do that, thanks.
- 240
- 00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:35,518
- - No problem.
- - Do you like it when I go
- 241
- 00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:38,916
- - to the C before the refrain?
- - No, not...
- 242
- 00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:42,350
- - I thought that was D, sorry.
- - That is a D right over there.
- 243
- 00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:44,470
- Oh.
- 244
- 00:24:44,520 --> 00:24:46,556
- Celeste,
- let's take five.
- 245
- 00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,830
- Meet me in the hall.
- 246
- 00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:56,030
- You okay in there,
- or are you in over your head?
- 247
- 00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:58,753
- - No, I'm good.
- - You trust me?
- 248
- 00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:01,758
- Do you trust me?
- 249
- 00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:03,153
- Yeah.
- 250
- 00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:06,595
- - Yeah?
- - Yeah.
- 251
- 00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:08,720
- That's good, 'cause I've
- been doing this a long time,
- 252
- 00:25:08,760 --> 00:25:10,680
- and I can understand
- if it's little overwhelming,
- 253
- 00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:13,109
- but you have to trust
- the process.
- 254
- 00:25:13,160 --> 00:25:15,913
- The process works. That's why
- you and your parents chose me
- 255
- 00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:18,030
- to guide you
- through this...
- 256
- 00:25:18,080 --> 00:25:20,719
- strange and unpredictable
- new process.
- 257
- 00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:24,230
- So I want you to remember what I
- told you at your parents' place
- 258
- 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:26,919
- the first time we met.
- 259
- 00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:30,396
- You got to shut your eyes and pretend
- like you're in your bedroom.
- 260
- 00:25:30,440 --> 00:25:32,896
- You're just dancing in your bedroom,
- and no one's looking at you,
- 261
- 00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:36,435
- and you ain't got
- a care in the world, okay?
- 262
- 00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:38,277
- Okay.
- 263
- 00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:40,993
- You got to tell me
- if I'm not making any sense,
- 264
- 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:44,256
- 'cause you got your head screwed on so
- straight half the time I forget you're a kid.
- 265
- 00:25:44,280 --> 00:25:47,016
- Don't worry yourself too much about the
- technical stuff, 'cause I'm telling you,
- 266
- 00:25:47,040 --> 00:25:50,157
- these people are not here to
- listen to that fuckin' bass player
- 267
- 00:25:50,200 --> 00:25:53,397
- riff like he's
- Jaco Pastorius, hmm?
- 268
- 00:25:53,440 --> 00:25:55,670
- - Okay.
- - This is your show, okay?
- 269
- 00:25:55,720 --> 00:25:58,075
- Remember that.
- Run it. Okay?
- 270
- 00:25:58,120 --> 00:25:59,951
- - You ready to get back into it?
- - Yeah.
- 271
- 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,275
- - Good.
- - But can you do me a favor?
- 272
- 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:05,118
- - Yeah.
- - Can you watch your language around Ellie?
- 273
- 00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:07,515
- It really bothers her
- when people swear.
- 274
- 00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:11,590
- Yeah, so I'm sorry.
- 275
- 00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:14,029
- I-I, uh...
- 276
- 00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:17,197
- I-I didn't realize
- I was swearing at you.
- 277
- 00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:20,073
- I wasn't thinking.
- I'm sorry. Okay.
- 278
- 00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:24,176
- So I just quickly
- cut something together
- 279
- 00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:26,077
- for the first
- and the last verse,
- 280
- 00:26:26,120 --> 00:26:27,696
- and it actually seems like
- it's working really well.
- 281
- 00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,029
- We might be over-thinking it.
- 282
- 00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:33,470
- In the first verse, though, there's a
- little crack or a hiccup or something
- 283
- 00:26:33,520 --> 00:26:36,159
- in your delivery of
- "'Cause I missed the train."
- 284
- 00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:38,668
- So maybe we should just
- take it from there?
- 285
- 00:26:38,720 --> 00:26:40,676
- Great.
- I'll nail that.
- 286
- 00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:42,915
- Then we can get started
- on "Body Talk."
- 287
- 00:26:42,960 --> 00:26:45,155
- I'm sorry,
- what section is that?
- 288
- 00:26:45,200 --> 00:26:47,839
- It's the next track.
- 289
- 00:26:48,680 --> 00:26:50,238
- Okay. Yeah.
- 290
- 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:52,475
- Let's get a head start
- on tomorrow.
- 291
- 00:26:58,120 --> 00:27:00,429
- Okay, here we go.
- 292
- 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,675
- I'm sorry I'm late.
- 293
- 00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:12,836
- Thank you for waiting.
- 294
- 00:27:12,880 --> 00:27:15,758
- Have you girls
- been enjoying your stay?
- 295
- 00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,633
- Yeah.
- The hotel's very nice.
- 296
- 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:20,591
- Yeah. It's great.
- 297
- 00:27:22,160 --> 00:27:23,673
- So, what's next?
- 298
- 00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:25,995
- She beat me to the punch.
- 299
- 00:27:27,120 --> 00:27:29,315
- Well, a few things.
- 300
- 00:27:29,360 --> 00:27:32,033
- First, I've been meaning
- to ask you if you, uh,
- 301
- 00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:34,355
- have any background
- in dance,
- 302
- 00:27:34,400 --> 00:27:36,231
- or if your injury
- 303
- 00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:39,078
- - prevents you from...
- - I used to take ballet.
- 304
- 00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:40,314
- And no.
- 305
- 00:27:40,360 --> 00:27:42,396
- I just have to
- be careful.
- 306
- 00:27:42,440 --> 00:27:44,271
- That's great.
- 307
- 00:27:44,320 --> 00:27:46,834
- Internally we've been discussing
- a few upcoming events,
- 308
- 00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:49,553
- performances we'd like
- to pitch you for,
- 309
- 00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:52,114
- and we'd love to set you up
- with a choreographer.
- 310
- 00:27:52,160 --> 00:27:54,799
- What kind of appearances?
- 311
- 00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:57,035
- In-store performances,
- things like that.
- 312
- 00:27:57,080 --> 00:27:58,957
- It's a great way
- to introduce
- 313
- 00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:01,150
- your live experience
- to the public
- 314
- 00:28:01,240 --> 00:28:05,677
- and a great way for you to
- get your feet wet in turn.
- 315
- 00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:08,280
- Uh, Celeste,
- 316
- 00:28:08,320 --> 00:28:11,949
- we really love
- what you do here,
- 317
- 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:14,673
- but after everything
- you've been through,
- 318
- 00:28:14,720 --> 00:28:18,076
- I just think it's necessary to
- be really straight with you
- 319
- 00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:20,554
- and let you know
- that there is
- 320
- 00:28:20,600 --> 00:28:22,556
- no guarantee that
- these new tracks will work.
- 321
- 00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,433
- Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
- She's 14 years old.
- 322
- 00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:29,314
- You don't need to talk that way to her.
- Talk to me that way, not her.
- 323
- 00:28:29,360 --> 00:28:31,954
- Let me finish, please.
- 324
- 00:28:34,920 --> 00:28:37,912
- it would be unconscionable
- for me to
- 325
- 00:28:37,960 --> 00:28:40,190
- not make a young person
- like yourself fully cognizant
- 326
- 00:28:40,280 --> 00:28:43,238
- of the reality
- of the situation.
- 327
- 00:28:43,280 --> 00:28:45,475
- You've given us
- a great demo,
- 328
- 00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:48,159
- and we are going to
- pitch it hard,
- 329
- 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:51,397
- but... the rest
- is out of our hands.
- 330
- 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:53,237
- It's fine.
- 331
- 00:28:53,280 --> 00:28:55,191
- If it works, great.
- 332
- 00:28:55,240 --> 00:28:58,198
- If not,
- that's okay too.
- 333
- 00:28:58,240 --> 00:29:00,037
- Well, that's great.
- 334
- 00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:02,514
- On to the fun stuff then.
- 335
- 00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:06,189
- This is what we had in mind
- in terms of artwork
- 336
- 00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:10,756
- for the EP that we'll be
- sending to the stations.
- 337
- 00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,155
- - What do you think?
- - I like it.
- 338
- 00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:16,108
- It's peach.
- 339
- 00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:18,151
- We can change
- the color.
- 340
- 00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:20,031
- Just for now,
- 341
- 00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,753
- try and focus more
- on the feeling of the layout.
- 342
- 00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:26,396
- - I like it.
- - I like it too.
- 343
- 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:29,679
- Great. They know
- what they like.
- 344
- 00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:31,756
- That's great. We love it.
- 345
- 00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:35,554
- The lyric inside of the font
- gives it precedence,
- 346
- 00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:39,115
- the advent of a new voice
- being announced.
- 347
- 00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:43,438
- But the most important thing to us
- is that you feel well-represented.
- 348
- 00:29:45,040 --> 00:29:47,190
- I feel well-represented.
- 349
- 00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:50,357
- As your representative, I'd like
- to express how highly unusual
- 350
- 00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:53,073
- and inappropriate
- that woman's conduct was.
- 351
- 00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:55,475
- I had no idea
- she was gonna sit down
- 352
- 00:29:55,520 --> 00:29:58,432
- and give you a list of reasons that
- she's not to be held accountable
- 353
- 00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:00,550
- if she fails at her job.
- 354
- 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,319
- These salespeople are mostly the same.
- Five minutes into a meeting
- 355
- 00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:05,999
- you know they couldn't sell
- a lifejacket to Natalie Wood.
- 356
- 00:30:06,040 --> 00:30:08,998
- She was just telling me
- not to get my hopes up.
- 357
- 00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:12,112
- Of course you should
- get your hopes up.
- 358
- 00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:14,628
- Come on.
- 359
- 00:30:14,680 --> 00:30:17,353
- So, from here,
- pulling through five,
- 360
- 00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:19,436
- walking six, seven,
- 361
- 00:30:19,480 --> 00:30:22,119
- and down eight.
- 362
- 00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:24,913
- Uh-huh, good.
- So to do that slide,
- 363
- 00:30:27,080 --> 00:30:28,800
- and you want to think
- of actually lifting up
- 364
- 00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:30,717
- as you're going down,
- okay?
- 365
- 00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,196
- You'll get more length on the slide.
- Let me see it.
- 366
- 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,552
- - Good. You okay?
- - Yeah, I'm good.
- 367
- 00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:40,477
- - You sure?
- - I'm fine.
- 368
- 00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:42,670
- - We can take a break if you need.
- - No, no, I'm okay.
- 369
- 00:30:42,720 --> 00:30:45,632
- Okay. I'm gonna put the disc on,
- and let's go from the top.
- 370
- 00:30:57,200 --> 00:31:00,112
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
- 371
- 00:31:01,560 --> 00:31:04,233
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
- 372
- 00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:07,829
- - Finding the beat.
- - ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
- 373
- 00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:11,158
- Ready?
- 374
- 00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:13,953
- Step right, left.
- 375
- 00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:20,719
- Good.
- 376
- 00:31:20,760 --> 00:31:22,318
- Grapevine.
- 377
- 00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:32,831
- Going forward.
- 378
- 00:31:42,840 --> 00:31:45,638
- And going down.
- Good, okay.
- 379
- 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:47,557
- When the chorus comes in,
- 380
- 00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:49,352
- try to sing along
- with the track,
- 381
- 00:31:49,400 --> 00:31:51,231
- to see how that feels,
- okay?
- 382
- 00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,271
- And just focus
- on breathing,
- 383
- 00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:55,376
- because you want to have enough
- air to get through the track.
- 384
- 00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:57,277
- Okay? Ready?
- 385
- 00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:00,471
- Five, six, seven, eight.
- 386
- 00:32:13,880 --> 00:32:15,313
- Keep going.
- 387
- 00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:25,269
- Good. Step.
- 388
- 00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:27,593
- Low.
- 389
- 00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:33,471
- And hit.
- 390
- 00:32:34,960 --> 00:32:36,518
- Good.
- 391
- 00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:42,070
- And right. Left.
- 392
- 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:43,473
- Walk.
- 393
- 00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:46,158
- Up.
- 394
- 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,833
- Good.
- That feel okay?
- 395
- 00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:53,110
- - Yeah.
- - Good, good.
- 396
- 00:33:32,840 --> 00:33:35,308
- Is this what
- you wanted to see? Huh?
- 397
- 00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:37,396
- Is this what
- you wanted to see?
- 398
- 00:33:37,440 --> 00:33:39,510
- They came into our house...
- 399
- 00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:45,070
- The government
- called it Operation Reunion,
- 400
- 00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:47,236
- a delicate mission
- carried out
- 401
- 00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:48,998
- with military precision.
- 402
- 00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:50,758
- No one was
- seriously injured.
- 403
- 00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,230
- What if you get
- really big?
- 404
- 00:33:57,680 --> 00:33:59,272
- First of all,
- 405
- 00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:01,436
- I don't think that's
- even happening.
- 406
- 00:34:01,480 --> 00:34:04,313
- And second,
- even if it did,
- 407
- 00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,828
- it's not like I wouldn't
- come home all the time.
- 408
- 00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:17,310
- Really think I'm gonna be
- able to get in anywhere?
- 409
- 00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:18,588
- Totally.
- 410
- 00:34:18,640 --> 00:34:21,598
- You look like
- you're 22.
- 411
- 00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,596
- No way.
- 412
- 00:34:23,640 --> 00:34:25,471
- You do.
- 413
- 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:28,991
- "Excuse me, sir.
- 414
- 00:34:29,040 --> 00:34:31,679
- Have you met
- my baby sister?
- 415
- 00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,995
- She's so sexy,
- isn't she?"
- 416
- 00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:35,439
- Shut up.
- 417
- 00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,233
- It's true.
- 418
- 00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:40,555
- You're the pretty one,
- 419
- 00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:42,995
- and you sing
- better than me.
- 420
- 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:46,510
- I know. And I'm bigger
- than you too.
- 421
- 00:34:47,560 --> 00:34:50,120
- Stop! Stop!
- 422
- 00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:51,878
- Sorry.
- 423
- 00:34:51,920 --> 00:34:54,229
- Hurts my back.
- 424
- 00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:00,275
- - I'm not dressed.
- - Okay.
- 425
- 00:35:06,040 --> 00:35:10,352
- Got a call from the label,
- from that P.R... bitch.
- 426
- 00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:12,914
- - You want to hear about it?
- - Is it bad?
- 427
- 00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:15,633
- - You gonna let me in?
- - Ellie's getting dressed.
- 428
- 00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:17,910
- - They shopped it around to radio.
- - And what?
- 429
- 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:22,033
- And you did it. She says "Alive" and
- "Hologram" tested in the mid-90s.
- 430
- 00:35:22,080 --> 00:35:23,991
- What about
- the other ones?
- 431
- 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:26,016
- They did fine, I think, but
- you got two, for Christ sake.
- 432
- 00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:28,429
- You needed exactly one
- to work.
- 433
- 00:35:28,520 --> 00:35:30,476
- You don't seem excited.
- 434
- 00:35:30,520 --> 00:35:32,636
- Well, you don't seem
- very excited either.
- 435
- 00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:35,069
- I'm thrilled. Just didn't
- come as much of a surprise.
- 436
- 00:35:35,120 --> 00:35:36,997
- A & R is sending through
- a list of their acts
- 437
- 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,395
- they think you can open for
- in the spring.
- 438
- 00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,456
- - I can't believe it.
- - Listen, I'm sending you home for a week or two.
- 439
- 00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:43,056
- I want you to rest up,
- 'cause guess what?
- 440
- 00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:44,877
- I'm taking you to Stockholm
- after the break.
- 441
- 00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:46,478
- - Really?
- - It's in Europe.
- 442
- 00:35:46,520 --> 00:35:48,590
- - I know.
- - They want enough tracks for an album.
- 443
- 00:35:48,640 --> 00:35:51,074
- I want you working with this guy.
- The best.
- 444
- 00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:52,917
- You'll know his stuff
- when you hear it.
- 445
- 00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,520
- He's written everything.
- Hits.
- 446
- 00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:58,040
- I told him, make space for you.
- He said okay if we come to him.
- 447
- 00:35:58,080 --> 00:36:00,913
- - Oh.
- - So whatever you got... half-written,
- 448
- 00:36:00,960 --> 00:36:03,599
- ideas, whatever you got...
- let's go lay it down.
- 449
- 00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:06,638
- You hear that, Ellie?
- 450
- 00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:09,831
- See? I told you
- you'd get really big.
- 451
- 00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:14,216
- Following a short
- visit home with their parents,
- 452
- 00:36:14,240 --> 00:36:17,073
- Celeste's manager had
- the girls' passports expedited,
- 453
- 00:36:17,120 --> 00:36:19,634
- and the three of them
- set flight for an unfamiliar
- 454
- 00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:22,513
- if not particularly exotic
- foreign city,
- 455
- 00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:26,473
- where they would go on to have
- many uniquely first experiences.
- 456
- 00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,999
- Stockholm was home
- to what business scholars
- 457
- 00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:34,032
- and economic geographers call
- an industry cluster,
- 458
- 00:36:34,080 --> 00:36:37,117
- an agglomeration of talent,
- business infrastructure,
- 459
- 00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:39,230
- and competing firms
- all swirling around
- 460
- 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:41,475
- one industry in one place.
- 461
- 00:36:41,520 --> 00:36:44,956
- In the 1940s, church leaders
- and cultural conservatives
- 462
- 00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:47,673
- rallied together around
- a solemn mission:
- 463
- 00:36:47,720 --> 00:36:51,076
- to safeguard the country's youth
- against the degenerate music
- 464
- 00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:53,634
- that was being piped in
- from America.
- 465
- 00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:58,071
- To combat this threat, municipal schools
- of music spread across the country,
- 466
- 00:36:58,120 --> 00:37:01,556
- offering morally uplifting
- instruction in classical music.
- 467
- 00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:05,115
- One thing would eventually
- to another.
- 468
- 00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,192
- Born at the height
- of this morally uplifting boom
- 469
- 00:37:08,240 --> 00:37:10,310
- at the close
- of the second war,
- 470
- 00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:13,989
- Swedish producer Tor Erik
- Romstad was initially skeptical
- 471
- 00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:17,589
- but grew increasingly fond
- of the inseparable sisters.
- 472
- 00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:20,279
- And though he considered
- himself a beat-up old atheist
- 473
- 00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:24,029
- that had been phoning it in for
- some time in the pop music game,
- 474
- 00:37:24,080 --> 00:37:27,311
- he found the girls'
- kind-hearted devotion to God,
- 475
- 00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:30,158
- music, and most importantly,
- one another,
- 476
- 00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,760
- to be altogether inspiring.
- 477
- 00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,234
- Over the course of five weeks,
- he would turn out
- 478
- 00:37:35,280 --> 00:37:39,637
- some of his career's most
- addictive hooks and melodies.
- 479
- 00:37:39,680 --> 00:37:43,036
- So far oblivious to the
- impending deluge of notoriety
- 480
- 00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:45,389
- these tracks would
- soon afford her,
- 481
- 00:37:45,440 --> 00:37:46,919
- Celeste primarily enjoyed
- getting
- 482
- 00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:49,599
- all this one-on-one time
- with Eleanor.
- 483
- 00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:51,915
- They never could've dreamed
- they would one day
- 484
- 00:37:51,960 --> 00:37:53,791
- casually travel
- to Europe together,
- 485
- 00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:57,150
- unsupervised and unattended.
- 486
- 00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:59,555
- On weekends,
- Eleanor enjoyed
- 487
- 00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:02,512
- playing the role of the big
- sister by taking Celeste around
- 488
- 00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:05,757
- to the nearby bars
- and local dance clubs.
- 489
- 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:08,439
- Before the massacre
- at New Brighton,
- 490
- 00:38:08,480 --> 00:38:11,916
- Eleanor might never have dared to
- share these more disgraceful aspects
- 491
- 00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:15,316
- of her recreational appetites
- with her young sibling.
- 492
- 00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:19,148
- But considering all the
- suffering Celeste had endured,
- 493
- 00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,839
- she was surely
- old enough now to engage
- 494
- 00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:24,952
- in the more pleasurable parts
- of adulthood also.
- 495
- 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:29,437
- Celeste felt alive,
- creative, and autonomous,
- 496
- 00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:32,631
- in command
- of her own destiny.
- 497
- 00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:44,789
- Baby,
- he's calling again.
- 498
- 00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:46,876
- We're gonna miss
- our flight.
- 499
- 00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:48,478
- It's so early.
- 500
- 00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,478
- Tell him I don't think
- I can get on a plane.
- 501
- 00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:03,280
- I don't believe this shit.
- 502
- 00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:05,669
- I'm sorry.
- I'm really sorry.
- 503
- 00:39:05,720 --> 00:39:08,240
- - No, I'm sorry.
- - No, don't say you're sorry.
- 504
- 00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:11,431
- Just don't do it.
- 505
- 00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:14,836
- It's the same old shit with
- all you kids over and over.
- 506
- 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:18,714
- Your parents trusted me.
- I take that seriously.
- 507
- 00:39:18,760 --> 00:39:20,273
- Are you smiling?
- 508
- 00:39:20,320 --> 00:39:22,754
- Are you smiling?
- Don't smile at me.
- 509
- 00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:25,633
- It's just that you're funny.
- Don't yell at me.
- 510
- 00:39:25,680 --> 00:39:27,352
- I'll stop yelling
- when you wipe
- 511
- 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:30,153
- that condescending beam
- off your face.
- 512
- 00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:32,555
- Guess what?
- Since you two both
- 513
- 00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,473
- decided to completely fuck off
- and do whatever you please,
- 514
- 00:39:35,520 --> 00:39:39,115
- with zero consideration for what a
- terrible position you put me in...
- 515
- 00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:42,072
- morally, ethically,
- legally...
- 516
- 00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:44,918
- from now on,
- I veto your request,
- 517
- 00:39:44,960 --> 00:39:48,714
- and will swear and fuckin'
- curse as much as I please.
- 518
- 00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:50,637
- 'Cause guess what?
- I'm not buying
- 519
- 00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:53,672
- this innocent little girl
- shit you two are selling.
- 520
- 00:39:53,720 --> 00:39:55,870
- Fine. It's a deal.
- 521
- 00:39:55,920 --> 00:39:57,592
- Just stop yelling.
- 522
- 00:39:57,640 --> 00:40:00,871
- I'm obviously
- not yelling.
- 523
- 00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:04,953
- You have 12 hours to lie knocked out
- on a plane and get your act together.
- 524
- 00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,468
- And what?
- Think about what I've done?
- 525
- 00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:10,114
- I called your room
- 10 times.
- 526
- 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:13,556
- What happens in 12 hours?
- 527
- 00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:20,032
- - Going to L.A. to make a video.
- - What?
- 528
- 00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:42,668
- Did you enjoy
- the show?
- 529
- 00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:45,712
- - What?
- - Did you like the show?
- 530
- 00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:48,194
- Oh, sorry.
- I actually just got here.
- 531
- 00:42:48,240 --> 00:42:50,196
- He's your manager?
- 532
- 00:42:51,440 --> 00:42:54,113
- How did you guys
- connect?
- 533
- 00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:56,310
- He saw me sing on TV.
- 534
- 00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:57,998
- Oh, I'm Celeste.
- 535
- 00:42:58,040 --> 00:43:00,315
- Can I get you a drink,
- Celeste?
- 536
- 00:43:00,360 --> 00:43:02,590
- No, I'm good, thanks.
- 537
- 00:43:02,640 --> 00:43:05,438
- I have to work
- early tomorrow.
- 538
- 00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:07,710
- I'm making a video.
- 539
- 00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:09,830
- Are you in it?
- 540
- 00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:11,836
- Well, I hope so.
- 541
- 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:14,030
- It's a video
- for a song I made.
- 542
- 00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,196
- Well, what kind of music
- do you make?
- 543
- 00:43:16,280 --> 00:43:19,078
- - I'm embarrassed to say.
- - Why?
- 544
- 00:43:19,120 --> 00:43:21,156
- I don't want you
- to make fun of me.
- 545
- 00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:23,395
- I'm not gonna
- make fun of you.
- 546
- 00:43:23,440 --> 00:43:24,793
- Pop music.
- 547
- 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:26,831
- Ah, I love pop music.
- 548
- 00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,633
- - No you don't.
- - Of course I do. Who doesn't love pop music?
- 549
- 00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,877
- What are you doing? Let's go back.
- I want you to meet somebody.
- 550
- 00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:35,514
- - I know your brother.
- - Yeah, we've met around.
- 551
- 00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:36,959
- Yeah. Celeste.
- 552
- 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:40,558
- Are you all right?
- 553
- 00:43:40,600 --> 00:43:42,636
- I've taken a load
- of pills before the set
- 554
- 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,989
- 'cause I was nervous,
- 555
- 00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:46,871
- and I think
- I need some new stuff
- 556
- 00:43:46,920 --> 00:43:49,275
- to counteract
- the old stuff.
- 557
- 00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:51,197
- Do you have any drugs
- in the room?
- 558
- 00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:53,390
- Only painkillers.
- 559
- 00:43:53,440 --> 00:43:55,874
- Oh. Okay.
- 560
- 00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:58,878
- I have to go back downstairs
- and get a new key.
- 561
- 00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:00,831
- I think I grabbed
- my sister's.
- 562
- 00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:11,875
- That is nice.
- 563
- 00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:18,230
- I love this shit.
- 564
- 00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:25,952
- Yeah.
- 565
- 00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:43,195
- This is brilliant. This is, like,
- the best song I've ever heard.
- 566
- 00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:45,151
- Shut up.
- 567
- 00:44:45,200 --> 00:44:47,953
- You left out
- a drop and crawl.
- 568
- 00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,560
- I'm not doing that.
- 569
- 00:44:50,600 --> 00:44:51,874
- You do it.
- 570
- 00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:55,629
- Fine. I will.
- 571
- 00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:58,035
- Get off my stage.
- 572
- 00:45:00,560 --> 00:45:03,870
- Stop. Oh, God.
- 573
- 00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:08,832
- Stop! Stop!
- 574
- 00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:12,712
- You make
- the same sort of music
- 575
- 00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:15,513
- the boy who attacked me
- used to listen to.
- 576
- 00:45:17,800 --> 00:45:20,189
- Does that remind you
- of him?
- 577
- 00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:23,989
- It did, just this moment.
- 578
- 00:45:26,360 --> 00:45:29,318
- I hope that doesn't
- upset you too much.
- 579
- 00:45:31,400 --> 00:45:32,833
- It doesn't.
- 580
- 00:45:35,320 --> 00:45:39,279
- I think when you meet someone who's going
- to become an important figure in your life,
- 581
- 00:45:39,320 --> 00:45:43,836
- that... it forces us
- to look back at the past
- 582
- 00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:47,395
- so we can get on
- with the future, is all.
- 583
- 00:45:51,640 --> 00:45:54,029
- In my defense,
- 584
- 00:45:54,080 --> 00:45:57,914
- maybe it was the thing that
- pushed that kid over the edge,
- 585
- 00:45:57,960 --> 00:46:01,077
- or... maybe it was
- the only thing
- 586
- 00:46:01,120 --> 00:46:04,510
- that could've saved him and
- all those other poor kids.
- 587
- 00:46:06,320 --> 00:46:09,915
- Anyhow, I'm glad I'm
- already important to you.
- 588
- 00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:15,398
- I don't like to
- think about it
- 589
- 00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:18,000
- or talk about it.
- 590
- 00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:20,429
- Why would you?
- I mean,
- 591
- 00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:22,675
- what is there
- to talk about?
- 592
- 00:46:26,240 --> 00:46:29,915
- That's what I love
- about pop music.
- 593
- 00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:33,714
- I don't want people to
- have to think too hard.
- 594
- 00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:36,354
- I just want them
- to feel good.
- 595
- 00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:44,352
- Ever since it happened,
- 596
- 00:46:44,400 --> 00:46:46,914
- I have the same dream
- every night.
- 597
- 00:46:48,800 --> 00:46:50,392
- Tell me.
- 598
- 00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:55,676
- In my dream, I'm speeding
- through a tunnel
- 599
- 00:46:55,720 --> 00:46:58,837
- that doesn't seem to end.
- 600
- 00:46:58,880 --> 00:47:02,634
- I'm late to meet someone
- at the other side.
- 601
- 00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:06,676
- And every time I turn
- 602
- 00:47:06,760 --> 00:47:09,718
- these wide bends in the road,
- 603
- 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,479
- I drive past a body,
- 604
- 00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:14,795
- but I don't stop for it.
- 605
- 00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:17,992
- Dead body?
- 606
- 00:47:20,000 --> 00:47:21,797
- Not exactly,
- 607
- 00:47:23,120 --> 00:47:24,599
- but...
- 608
- 00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:28,671
- lifeless.
- 609
- 00:47:33,040 --> 00:47:34,553
- After a while,
- 610
- 00:47:34,600 --> 00:47:38,991
- I realize that they're
- these doubles of me,
- 611
- 00:47:39,040 --> 00:47:41,270
- like clones,
- 612
- 00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:44,835
- that I've tried to send
- down the tunnel in my place.
- 613
- 00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:49,192
- But they never made it
- to the other side.
- 614
- 00:47:49,240 --> 00:47:51,435
- They're never the same age.
- 615
- 00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:56,756
- They're always laid out
- in different configurations.
- 616
- 00:47:57,680 --> 00:47:59,238
- Makes sense.
- 617
- 00:48:01,080 --> 00:48:02,911
- Does it?
- 618
- 00:48:04,440 --> 00:48:06,476
- Sure.
- 619
- 00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:10,035
- I mean,
- you almost died.
- 620
- 00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:12,036
- So...
- 621
- 00:48:12,080 --> 00:48:15,629
- now it's easy to imagine
- yourself dead at any age.
- 622
- 00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:21,591
- I don't think that's
- what it's about, because...
- 623
- 00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:24,200
- in my dream,
- I know that I will never die.
- 624
- 00:48:28,920 --> 00:48:31,480
- What's at the end
- of the tunnel?
- 625
- 00:48:34,720 --> 00:48:37,518
- I always wake up
- before I get there.
- 626
- 00:48:39,720 --> 00:48:42,154
- But I'm so frightened,
- because...
- 627
- 00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:45,078
- I'm going somewhere
- where no one can find me
- 628
- 00:48:45,120 --> 00:48:47,236
- and no one knows my name.
- 629
- 00:49:24,040 --> 00:49:26,156
- Wake up!
- 630
- 00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:28,111
- What are you doing
- in here?
- 631
- 00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:32,551
- You got to wake up.
- We have to call Mom and Dad.
- 632
- 00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:34,989
- Where's the remote?
- 633
- 00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:38,032
- A plane crashed into
- a building in New York.
- 634
- 00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:39,792
- And playback.
- 635
- 00:49:45,880 --> 00:49:47,757
- ♪ Oh ♪
- 636
- 00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:54,908
- ♪ Oh, pretend and lie ♪
- 637
- 00:49:54,960 --> 00:49:57,428
- ♪ There is
- Smoke and fire ♪
- 638
- 00:49:57,480 --> 00:49:59,869
- ♪ You are the great desire ♪
- 639
- 00:49:59,920 --> 00:50:04,152
- ♪ I wish you'd disappear
- Now I've seen enough ♪
- 640
- 00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:09,957
- ♪ Of your dirty
- Lo-o-o-o-ove ♪
- 641
- 00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:11,558
- ♪ Yes, I have seen ♪
- 642
- 00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:17,357
- ♪ Enou-ou-ou-ou-ou-ough ♪
- 643
- 00:50:17,400 --> 00:50:20,517
- ♪ Of your dirty love
- Now I get you up ♪
- 644
- 00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:23,632
- ♪ I just want you gone ♪
- 645
- 00:50:23,680 --> 00:50:27,309
- ♪ I need to be alone
- You're dirty magic ♪
- 646
- 00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:30,477
- ♪ You've broken my heart ♪
- 647
- 00:50:30,520 --> 00:50:32,112
- ♪ With your black art ♪
- 648
- 00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:40,274
- - Cue the set?
- - Set.
- 649
- 00:50:40,320 --> 00:50:42,629
- And playback.
- 650
- 00:50:55,680 --> 00:50:57,477
- Haunted by the ephemeral image
- 651
- 00:50:57,520 --> 00:51:00,478
- of her sister and manager's
- nocturnal encounter,
- 652
- 00:51:00,520 --> 00:51:04,115
- wrestling feelings
- of betrayal and exclusion,
- 653
- 00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:05,912
- Celeste's loss of innocence
- 654
- 00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:08,599
- curiously mirrored
- that of the nation.
- 655
- 00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:13,080
- From that day forth,
- the girls' paths diverged,
- 656
- 00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,395
- and the two sisters
- were forcefully pushed towards
- 657
- 00:51:15,440 --> 00:51:18,750
- opposing severities
- of their characters.
- 658
- 00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:21,075
- One for the money,
- two for the show,
- 659
- 00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:24,157
- three to get ready,
- and four we go.
- 660
- 00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:29,393
- Cut. Good.
- 661
- 00:52:42,240 --> 00:52:44,993
- In the year 2017,
- 662
- 00:52:45,040 --> 00:52:47,429
- Celeste would be
- 31 years old,
- 663
- 00:52:47,480 --> 00:52:49,994
- prisoner of a gaudy
- and unlivable present,
- 664
- 00:52:50,040 --> 00:52:52,952
- which had reached
- an extreme of its cycle,
- 665
- 00:52:53,000 --> 00:52:55,468
- and there was no imagining
- what new forms
- 666
- 00:52:55,520 --> 00:52:58,398
- it, or she, may assume.
- 667
- 00:53:09,640 --> 00:53:11,039
- Where are you going?
- 668
- 00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:12,638
- For a smoke.
- She's with makeup.
- 669
- 00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:14,910
- - Is she dressed?
- - Hair wanted her.
- 670
- 00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:16,951
- Round tables
- start at 1:00.
- 671
- 00:53:17,000 --> 00:53:19,560
- That's not on me.
- 40 minutes late.
- 672
- 00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:23,600
- Hey, how's she look?
- 673
- 00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:25,312
- Tired.
- 674
- 00:53:28,240 --> 00:53:30,913
- You look beautiful.
- 675
- 00:53:30,960 --> 00:53:34,111
- I think it's enough of a
- statement with the brows.
- 676
- 00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:36,594
- I think we should stop
- fussing with them now.
- 677
- 00:53:39,960 --> 00:53:41,837
- How we doing in here?
- 678
- 00:53:41,880 --> 00:53:43,757
- 20 minutes.
- 679
- 00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:45,552
- Good. Celeste,
- 680
- 00:53:45,600 --> 00:53:47,795
- I need to speak with you
- before we start today.
- 681
- 00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:50,559
- - What is it?
- - It's better in private.
- 682
- 00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:55,116
- Toni doesn't care.
- What is it?
- 683
- 00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:58,276
- There's, uh...
- 684
- 00:54:01,560 --> 00:54:03,357
- There's been a shooting...
- 685
- 00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:05,914
- they think it's terrorism...
- in a beach town
- 686
- 00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:07,598
- called Brac in Croatia.
- 687
- 00:54:07,680 --> 00:54:09,536
- - Do we know someone who got hurt?
- - No, no, no.
- 688
- 00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:12,199
- Of course not.
- No, no, no. Don't worry.
- 689
- 00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:15,471
- We don't have much information,
- but 14 people are dead,
- 690
- 00:54:15,520 --> 00:54:18,557
- - and, uh, more are injured...
- - Hey.
- 691
- 00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:21,776
- No one is gonna think we are insensitive for
- playing a gig halfway around the world.
- 692
- 00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:23,074
- It's not that.
- 693
- 00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:24,838
- Okay, well, who did it?
- 694
- 00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:26,996
- Far as I know,
- nobody's claimed responsibility.
- 695
- 00:54:27,040 --> 00:54:28,234
- - Uh...
- - Let me finish.
- 696
- 00:54:28,280 --> 00:54:30,919
- - Okay.
- - The shooters
- 697
- 00:54:30,960 --> 00:54:34,839
- were all wearing masks
- from our "Hologram" video.
- 698
- 00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:36,757
- - What?
- - They came out in masks
- 699
- 00:54:36,800 --> 00:54:38,711
- and started shooting people
- at a beach resort.
- 700
- 00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:40,910
- We don't know
- if it was organized
- 701
- 00:54:40,960 --> 00:54:44,111
- or just a one-off thing.
- 702
- 00:54:45,360 --> 00:54:46,839
- How similar?
- 703
- 00:54:46,880 --> 00:54:50,475
- That's as much as I know.
- 704
- 00:54:50,520 --> 00:54:53,990
- You're gonna get a lot of questions about
- it today. I want you to be prepared.
- 705
- 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:57,555
- - Can we call off the press?
- - Probably not without calling off tonight too.
- 706
- 00:54:57,600 --> 00:55:00,797
- Josie says it'd be bad
- to avoid it anyway.
- 707
- 00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:02,478
- Okay.
- 708
- 00:55:04,680 --> 00:55:06,910
- People are going to be
- on your side.
- 709
- 00:55:06,960 --> 00:55:09,918
- We just got to face it head-on
- and, you know,
- 710
- 00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:13,032
- be astute in our response.
- 711
- 00:55:13,120 --> 00:55:15,881
- I'm making arrangements to hold a
- press conference downstairs at 4:00.
- 712
- 00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:17,558
- - A press conference?
- - Yeah.
- 713
- 00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:19,456
- - Are you kidding me?
- - It'll take five minutes.
- 714
- 00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:21,789
- I called Josie, I told her
- I want her here with us
- 715
- 00:55:21,880 --> 00:55:24,678
- to prepare a statement now.
- 716
- 00:55:24,720 --> 00:55:27,314
- Has anyone heard from Albertine?
- My phone's dead.
- 717
- 00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:29,237
- Albertine is in the
- restaurant having lunch.
- 718
- 00:55:29,280 --> 00:55:30,918
- I'm taking you to
- see them right now.
- 719
- 00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:32,518
- Is she mad at me?
- 720
- 00:55:32,560 --> 00:55:34,869
- Why would she be mad at you?
- She's excited to be here.
- 721
- 00:55:34,920 --> 00:55:37,593
- I pushed roundtables
- until after press assembly.
- 722
- 00:55:37,640 --> 00:55:40,871
- That allows us time for a few
- more details to pour in.
- 723
- 00:55:40,920 --> 00:55:44,629
- But the gist I have so far is,
- it might all be a coincidence.
- 724
- 00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:48,275
- - What do you mean, a coincidence?
- - I don't know.
- 725
- 00:55:48,320 --> 00:55:51,392
- They stopped at a costume store
- and picked up the first disguise
- 726
- 00:55:51,440 --> 00:55:53,590
- or whatever you want to
- call it that they saw.
- 727
- 00:55:53,640 --> 00:55:56,916
- But the article SRK sent over
- purports that the gunmen
- 728
- 00:55:56,960 --> 00:55:59,428
- were exploiting your image
- and body of work as a symbol
- 729
- 00:55:59,480 --> 00:56:02,517
- of moral corruption in the
- West or something lunatic.
- 730
- 00:56:02,560 --> 00:56:04,949
- - Ah, great.
- - Given your history,
- 731
- 00:56:05,000 --> 00:56:07,719
- I think we should try and view
- this as an opportunity to speak
- 732
- 00:56:07,800 --> 00:56:11,429
- to some of your most important
- beliefs and positions.
- 733
- 00:56:11,480 --> 00:56:14,040
- I don't know about that.
- In all likelihood,
- 734
- 00:56:14,080 --> 00:56:17,436
- her history is the reason
- they decided to target her.
- 735
- 00:56:17,480 --> 00:56:20,392
- Now, from the outset,
- you have to make it clear
- 736
- 00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:24,439
- that the reason that you are not
- canceling tonight or any upcoming dates
- 737
- 00:56:24,480 --> 00:56:27,313
- is because there isn't enough
- information yet to justify canceling.
- 738
- 00:56:27,360 --> 00:56:29,351
- - Right.
- - Keep it focused
- 739
- 00:56:29,400 --> 00:56:32,233
- on your outpour of love
- and mourning for the victims
- 740
- 00:56:32,280 --> 00:56:34,794
- and victims of violence
- all over the world.
- 741
- 00:56:37,680 --> 00:56:39,955
- Nobody would blame you,
- but don't say anything rash.
- 742
- 00:56:40,040 --> 00:56:43,350
- I don't want anyone to misconstrue
- what you're really trying to say.
- 743
- 00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:46,278
- - Everyone out there will feel for you.
- - Yeah.
- 744
- 00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:48,550
- Just speak
- from the heart.
- 745
- 00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:50,397
- I feel like
- I'm gonna throw up.
- 746
- 00:56:52,200 --> 00:56:55,875
- No, it's just my meds.
- My spine feels like daggers.
- 747
- 00:56:55,920 --> 00:57:00,277
- I'll get the masseuse to swing
- by straight after the show.
- 748
- 00:57:00,320 --> 00:57:02,550
- - Hello.
- - I'm gonna greet everyone
- 749
- 00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:04,736
- and get us set up and meet you
- back down here in an hour.
- 750
- 00:57:04,760 --> 00:57:07,797
- - Are they in the restaurant?
- - Yeah, I'll call... There they are.
- 751
- 00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:11,150
- Ah.
- There you are!
- 752
- 00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:14,112
- Why didn't you guys
- come up to the green room?
- 753
- 00:57:14,200 --> 00:57:15,519
- Hey, Mom.
- 754
- 00:57:15,560 --> 00:57:17,994
- Hi, baby.
- 755
- 00:57:18,040 --> 00:57:19,632
- Hey, Ellie.
- 756
- 00:57:19,680 --> 00:57:21,477
- Oh, you look tired.
- 757
- 00:57:21,520 --> 00:57:23,351
- Want to come up to my room
- and take a nap?
- 758
- 00:57:23,400 --> 00:57:25,356
- - No, I'm really hungry.
- - Okay.
- 759
- 00:57:25,400 --> 00:57:27,755
- She wouldn't eat anything
- I ordered for her down here.
- 760
- 00:57:27,800 --> 00:57:29,358
- I don't blame you.
- 761
- 00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:31,311
- I had room service
- for breakfast. It's awful.
- 762
- 00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:33,794
- - No, it's not that. I get carsick.
- - She gets carsick.
- 763
- 00:57:33,840 --> 00:57:36,400
- Ah. Okay. Well, did you
- have any fun at all?
- 764
- 00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:40,274
- - I showed her around our hometown.
- - Hey. How are you?
- 765
- 00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:43,153
- - Things are the same in our world.
- - It's good to see you, kiddo.
- 766
- 00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:44,872
- How's Grandma and Grandpa?
- 767
- 00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:47,150
- Grandma wants to change
- their tickets to tomorrow.
- 768
- 00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:50,476
- Why? I mean, it's practically
- across the street from them.
- 769
- 00:57:53,400 --> 00:57:56,312
- Okay, I'll call her.
- 770
- 00:57:56,360 --> 00:57:58,316
- - How'd it go?
- - What?
- 771
- 00:57:58,360 --> 00:57:59,998
- - The conference.
- - Oh.
- 772
- 00:58:03,840 --> 00:58:05,956
- I know. Let's not talk
- about it now.
- 773
- 00:58:06,000 --> 00:58:07,797
- What's wrong?
- 774
- 00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,308
- None of your business. Grownup problems.
- Don't worry about it.
- 775
- 00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:12,430
- Hey, baby, you want to
- get some lunch with me?
- 776
- 00:58:12,480 --> 00:58:16,393
- Can I take Alby for
- a quick solo girls' lunch?
- 777
- 00:58:16,440 --> 00:58:18,635
- Of course,
- but I need you back by 4:00
- 778
- 00:58:18,680 --> 00:58:20,193
- so we can get ready
- for the show.
- 779
- 00:58:20,240 --> 00:58:23,038
- - All right.
- - She has to be back by 3:30.
- 780
- 00:58:23,080 --> 00:58:25,071
- Thank you, Ellie.
- 781
- 00:58:25,120 --> 00:58:27,496
- Can you stick around the hotel, please?
- I got to go upstairs...
- 782
- 00:58:27,520 --> 00:58:31,069
- - I got to get out of here...
- - Fine! Take security.
- 783
- 00:58:31,120 --> 00:58:34,157
- I don't need a babysitter.
- I'm gonna walk Alby down the street.
- 784
- 00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:37,237
- Yeah, down the street.
- Please be back by 3:30.
- 785
- 00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:41,239
- All right. You take a nap.
- I'll bring her back after lunch.
- 786
- 00:58:41,280 --> 00:58:44,238
- - What do you want to eat?
- - Mm, I don't know.
- 787
- 00:58:44,280 --> 00:58:47,078
- What do you mean, you don't know?
- Of course you know.
- 788
- 00:58:47,120 --> 00:58:49,839
- I hate talking to kids
- these days.
- 789
- 00:58:49,920 --> 00:58:53,151
- They always say they "don't know" about
- everything. Are you depressed or what?
- 790
- 00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:55,555
- No.
- 791
- 00:58:55,600 --> 00:58:58,256
- Listen, I'm just teasing. I'm just
- trying to get you to relax around me.
- 792
- 00:58:58,280 --> 00:59:00,191
- I am relaxed.
- I'm just uncomfortable
- 793
- 00:59:00,240 --> 00:59:03,232
- because there are so many
- people looking at us.
- 794
- 00:59:06,120 --> 00:59:09,510
- Listen, there's gonna be paparazzis
- outside 'cause everyone knows we're here.
- 795
- 00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:11,630
- - You want to go out the back?
- - No.
- 796
- 00:59:11,680 --> 00:59:13,671
- I'll just walk
- ahead of you.
- 797
- 00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:24,790
- Celeste? Celeste!
- 798
- 00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:27,195
- Hey, man,
- please don't follow me.
- 799
- 00:59:27,240 --> 00:59:29,117
- What are your feelings
- on today's attack?
- 800
- 00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:31,355
- Listen, I'm going to lunch.
- I'll be back in 45 minutes.
- 801
- 00:59:31,400 --> 00:59:34,039
- You can take as many pictures
- of me as you want then, okay?
- 802
- 00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:35,638
- Thank you. Jeez!
- 803
- 00:59:35,680 --> 00:59:39,150
- - Hey, slow down.
- - I hate those people.
- 804
- 00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:42,351
- Everybody hates those people.
- Don't even worry about it.
- 805
- 00:59:42,400 --> 00:59:44,356
- You should've let them
- take a picture of you.
- 806
- 00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:47,756
- - You look so beautiful today.
- - No, I don't.
- 807
- 00:59:47,800 --> 00:59:50,360
- I haven't washed my hair,
- and I barely have any makeup on.
- 808
- 00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:52,158
- You want me to give you
- some of mine?
- 809
- 00:59:52,200 --> 00:59:54,589
- I woke up looking like
- a pterodactyl today.
- 810
- 00:59:54,640 --> 00:59:57,279
- That's the thanks you get
- for giving the gift of life.
- 811
- 00:59:57,320 --> 00:59:59,515
- No good deed
- goes unpunished.
- 812
- 00:59:59,560 --> 01:00:02,870
- You know, the little babies, they just
- suck the lifeblood right out of you.
- 813
- 01:00:02,920 --> 01:00:04,956
- Shut up.
- You look great, Mom.
- 814
- 01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:06,752
- Thank Christ for that.
- 815
- 01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:09,268
- Better off than some of
- these other girls I meet.
- 816
- 01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:11,629
- - Like who?
- - Not telling.
- 817
- 01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:14,513
- - Why? What's wrong with them?
- - Nothing, really. It's just, you know,
- 818
- 01:00:14,560 --> 01:00:17,154
- when I flip through these magazines,
- I see these girls I know,
- 819
- 01:00:17,200 --> 01:00:20,397
- and half the time, I've seen them
- naked in a dressing room or whatever,
- 820
- 01:00:20,440 --> 01:00:24,115
- so I know where they have an ugly birthmark
- or where they got their tail cut off.
- 821
- 01:00:24,160 --> 01:00:28,199
- - Who has a tail?
- - Don't look so excited. I'm not telling you.
- 822
- 01:00:28,240 --> 01:00:30,896
- I mean, I wouldn't want someone to
- spread that kind of personal stuff
- 823
- 01:00:30,920 --> 01:00:34,037
- around about me,
- you know?
- 824
- 01:00:34,080 --> 01:00:36,071
- This place isn't bad.
- 825
- 01:00:43,640 --> 01:00:45,870
- Well, it's nice to sit
- with somebody
- 826
- 01:00:45,920 --> 01:00:47,720
- who doesn't have their face
- buried in a phone.
- 827
- 01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:50,797
- Me and Ellie don't do
- phones at the table.
- 828
- 01:00:50,840 --> 01:00:54,037
- That's cool.
- You should listen to her.
- 829
- 01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:56,594
- I do listen to her.
- 830
- 01:00:56,640 --> 01:00:58,896
- But if she's so cool, then why
- do you hate having her around?
- 831
- 01:00:58,920 --> 01:01:02,390
- I don't hate having her around.
- I just wanted some alone time with you.
- 832
- 01:01:04,160 --> 01:01:05,752
- You act like you hate her.
- 833
- 01:01:05,800 --> 01:01:08,234
- That's an ugly thing to say.
- Don't say that.
- 834
- 01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:11,909
- Not saying you actually hate her.
- Just saying you act like it.
- 835
- 01:01:13,280 --> 01:01:16,477
- Look, sometimes
- I got a short fuse
- 836
- 01:01:16,520 --> 01:01:18,636
- because I don't get
- a lot of sleep
- 837
- 01:01:18,680 --> 01:01:20,989
- and I've got a lot of stuff
- on my plate.
- 838
- 01:01:21,040 --> 01:01:23,235
- There's no money
- in music anymore.
- 839
- 01:01:23,280 --> 01:01:26,716
- It's all branded content
- or virtual reality, reality TV.
- 840
- 01:01:26,760 --> 01:01:30,355
- I mean, I do a voice for a video
- game character, for Christ sakes,
- 841
- 01:01:30,400 --> 01:01:34,359
- and I make more money in an afternoon
- than I do all year on tour.
- 842
- 01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:37,119
- Then why do you leave us
- and go on tour for so long?
- 843
- 01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:39,958
- I got a lot of people to pay...
- more people than you can imagine.
- 844
- 01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:42,833
- It's a full-time job.
- It's like I'm connected
- 845
- 01:01:42,880 --> 01:01:46,555
- to the whole world all the time, and
- I can hear everyone in my head.
- 846
- 01:01:46,600 --> 01:01:49,068
- I thought we were talking
- about Aunt Ellie.
- 847
- 01:01:49,120 --> 01:01:51,873
- What do you want
- to talk about?
- 848
- 01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:56,471
- - Is she okay?
- - She's upset you don't ever try and see her.
- 849
- 01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:58,909
- She told you that?
- 850
- 01:01:58,960 --> 01:02:01,241
- That really pisses me off
- that she's bringing our problems
- 851
- 01:02:01,320 --> 01:02:03,788
- into my relationship
- with you.
- 852
- 01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:07,594
- That has nothing to do with you.
- You got that? Nothing.
- 853
- 01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:10,200
- What problems
- do you have with her?
- 854
- 01:02:10,240 --> 01:02:12,595
- You have everything
- she ever wanted.
- 855
- 01:02:12,640 --> 01:02:14,551
- That's ridiculous!
- 856
- 01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:16,352
- - I'm serious.
- - Oh, God.
- 857
- 01:02:16,400 --> 01:02:18,709
- When we went to visit Grandpa,
- he even showed us a video
- 858
- 01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:22,309
- of Aunt Ellie singing and dancing
- when you guys were little.
- 859
- 01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:26,115
- Hey, what can I say,
- you know?
- 860
- 01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:28,355
- Your Aunt Ellie
- has too many scruples,
- 861
- 01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:31,710
- and sometimes life
- just isn't that fair.
- 862
- 01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:34,320
- Especially not nowadays.
- 863
- 01:02:34,360 --> 01:02:37,352
- Now people will try
- and sell you anything...
- 864
- 01:02:37,440 --> 01:02:40,910
- a TV monitor that plain as day
- looks like shit,
- 865
- 01:02:40,960 --> 01:02:44,953
- but they tout it as "ultra mega
- triple hi-def" whatever.
- 866
- 01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:47,275
- Their business model
- relies on
- 867
- 01:02:47,320 --> 01:02:50,039
- their customer's
- unshakable stupidity.
- 868
- 01:02:50,080 --> 01:02:52,435
- And deep down,
- we probably sense that...
- 869
- 01:02:52,480 --> 01:02:55,074
- their intimate knowledge
- of our commitment
- 870
- 01:02:55,120 --> 01:02:57,839
- to the lowest common
- denominator.
- 871
- 01:02:57,880 --> 01:03:00,110
- It's the official
- manifestation
- 872
- 01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:02,754
- of the increasingly
- important urge
- 873
- 01:03:02,840 --> 01:03:05,991
- to break with every living thing that
- has some connection to the past.
- 874
- 01:03:06,040 --> 01:03:08,759
- - What?
- - When we weren't paying attention,
- 875
- 01:03:08,800 --> 01:03:11,109
- everyone got together
- and they voted
- 876
- 01:03:11,160 --> 01:03:13,515
- that traditions of the past
- are ugly.
- 877
- 01:03:13,600 --> 01:03:17,991
- The past reeks too much
- of ugly old people and death.
- 878
- 01:03:18,040 --> 01:03:19,951
- So Mama's got to stay fresh.
- 879
- 01:03:20,000 --> 01:03:22,355
- - Okay.
- - You know, I'm pretty sure
- 880
- 01:03:22,400 --> 01:03:25,358
- that every year my videos
- keep getting worse and worse,
- 881
- 01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:27,595
- but they're doing
- better and better.
- 882
- 01:03:27,640 --> 01:03:30,677
- They showed me this perfume
- thing we shot last year
- 883
- 01:03:30,720 --> 01:03:34,508
- where I'm unfurling from a digital
- rose petal like Thumbelina,
- 884
- 01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:37,028
- and I thought
- it would ruin me,
- 885
- 01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:39,150
- but here I am,
- opening for 30,000.
- 886
- 01:03:39,200 --> 01:03:41,395
- Mom, what are you even
- talking about?
- 887
- 01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:45,149
- I'm letting you in on a little secret
- because I love you, that's what.
- 888
- 01:03:45,200 --> 01:03:48,078
- It doesn't matter anymore
- if you're Michelangelo
- 889
- 01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:50,429
- or if you're Mikey and Angelo
- from New Brighton.
- 890
- 01:03:53,920 --> 01:03:56,878
- And Aunt Ellie
- never found her angle.
- 891
- 01:03:56,920 --> 01:04:00,799
- And then she decided to go get
- jealous of my good fortune.
- 892
- 01:04:00,840 --> 01:04:02,751
- She made
- her own choices.
- 893
- 01:04:02,800 --> 01:04:05,234
- And let me tell you,
- she could never do
- 894
- 01:04:05,280 --> 01:04:07,714
- what I do
- day in and day out.
- 895
- 01:04:07,760 --> 01:04:10,320
- But luckily, she gets to
- go home to you every night,
- 896
- 01:04:10,360 --> 01:04:12,336
- and she doesn't have any
- real-world responsibilities
- 897
- 01:04:12,360 --> 01:04:13,793
- 'cause I finance
- her entire life.
- 898
- 01:04:13,840 --> 01:04:17,116
- - Quiet.
- - Don't tell me to be quiet.
- 899
- 01:04:17,160 --> 01:04:19,116
- No, I don't mean it
- like that.
- 900
- 01:04:19,160 --> 01:04:22,118
- Isn't that your song?
- 901
- 01:04:22,160 --> 01:04:25,277
- Yeah, I'm sorry.
- I'll go ask them to turn it off.
- 902
- 01:04:27,280 --> 01:04:30,317
- Excuse me. Would you mind
- turning off the music, please?
- 903
- 01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,555
- I'm about to order lunch,
- I'm trying to talk to my kid.
- 904
- 01:04:32,600 --> 01:04:34,397
- I just keep hearing
- my voice in the head.
- 905
- 01:04:34,440 --> 01:04:37,159
- Yeah, sorry. My manager
- told me to put it on.
- 906
- 01:04:37,200 --> 01:04:39,316
- Okay.
- 907
- 01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:42,158
- Could you bring me a drink
- and maybe a soda for her?
- 908
- 01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:45,317
- - What do you want?
- - Oh, a glass of white wine.
- 909
- 01:04:45,400 --> 01:04:47,550
- Whatever you have
- that isn't gross.
- 910
- 01:04:47,600 --> 01:04:50,273
- And if you could put it in a
- plastic cup or something.
- 911
- 01:04:50,320 --> 01:04:52,231
- - Sure.
- - Okay.
- 912
- 01:04:54,960 --> 01:04:58,236
- I'm sorry to
- rag on Aunt Ellie.
- 913
- 01:04:58,280 --> 01:05:00,316
- I know she's doing her best.
- 914
- 01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:03,272
- It's just, I'm having a shit day,
- and I'm taking it out on her.
- 915
- 01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:05,072
- Better her than me.
- 916
- 01:05:05,120 --> 01:05:07,634
- I never
- take it out on you.
- 917
- 01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:08,874
- Okay.
- 918
- 01:05:08,920 --> 01:05:11,832
- I don't, do I?
- 919
- 01:05:13,040 --> 01:05:14,598
- Ah, God!
- 920
- 01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:17,831
- Well, if I do,
- I don't mean to.
- 921
- 01:05:17,880 --> 01:05:20,030
- I'm sor...
- 922
- 01:05:21,960 --> 01:05:24,110
- I'm sorry.
- 923
- 01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:26,469
- You know,
- sometimes you just...
- 924
- 01:05:26,520 --> 01:05:28,795
- you think it can't get
- any worse, and then you just...
- 925
- 01:05:28,840 --> 01:05:33,118
- you get diagnosed
- with fucking cancer.
- 926
- 01:05:33,160 --> 01:05:35,071
- What?
- Mom, are you sick?
- 927
- 01:05:35,120 --> 01:05:38,032
- I don't mean literally.
- I just...
- 928
- 01:05:38,120 --> 01:05:41,237
- You know, sometimes you just
- get kicked while you're down.
- 929
- 01:05:43,400 --> 01:05:46,073
- - Oh, God, I shouldn't do this in front of you.
- - It's fine.
- 930
- 01:05:46,120 --> 01:05:48,680
- No, it's not. I would
- slap me across the face
- 931
- 01:05:48,720 --> 01:05:51,678
- if I was sitting
- across from me right now.
- 932
- 01:05:51,720 --> 01:05:55,030
- - Really, it's fine.
- - Dan left me.
- 933
- 01:05:56,200 --> 01:05:57,872
- Yeah, I know.
- I read about it.
- 934
- 01:05:57,920 --> 01:05:59,797
- You know?
- 935
- 01:05:59,840 --> 01:06:02,400
- Aunt Ellie's not supposed to
- let you read that gossip shit.
- 936
- 01:06:02,440 --> 01:06:04,556
- She can't control
- everything I do like a watchdog.
- 937
- 01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:07,194
- You know what? I wanted to tell you.
- I keep feeling like
- 938
- 01:06:07,240 --> 01:06:09,993
- big moments get stolen
- away from me.
- 939
- 01:06:10,040 --> 01:06:11,951
- Mom, it's fine.
- 940
- 01:06:12,000 --> 01:06:14,116
- I don't care
- about that guy.
- 941
- 01:06:14,160 --> 01:06:17,197
- I thought you loved Dan.
- 942
- 01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:18,798
- Yeah, he was fine.
- 943
- 01:06:18,840 --> 01:06:21,638
- I was just nice to him
- because he was nice to you.
- 944
- 01:06:21,680 --> 01:06:23,557
- Here we are.
- 945
- 01:06:23,600 --> 01:06:25,636
- Do you guys know what
- you want to order yet?
- 946
- 01:06:25,680 --> 01:06:28,240
- You know, we could use a couple
- more minutes with the menu.
- 947
- 01:06:28,280 --> 01:06:30,077
- I'll just have
- the pasta with marinara.
- 948
- 01:06:30,120 --> 01:06:32,793
- Do you want me to put that in,
- or do you want me to wait?
- 949
- 01:06:32,840 --> 01:06:34,976
- That's okay. You can just bring her.
- I don't need anything.
- 950
- 01:06:35,000 --> 01:06:37,230
- You just bring her pasta.
- 951
- 01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:40,471
- Why did he leave you?
- 952
- 01:06:40,520 --> 01:06:42,909
- - Who said he left me?
- - You did.
- 953
- 01:06:42,960 --> 01:06:45,758
- Well, he didn't.
- We left each other.
- 954
- 01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:49,588
- Because when you love
- something, you give it away.
- 955
- 01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:56,674
- Is he seeing
- someone else?
- 956
- 01:06:56,720 --> 01:06:58,438
- - Is that what you read?
- - Yeah.
- 957
- 01:06:58,480 --> 01:07:01,040
- Said he started dating
- some rich girl.
- 958
- 01:07:01,120 --> 01:07:04,317
- I don't know.
- That's not what he told me.
- 959
- 01:07:04,360 --> 01:07:06,749
- But I bet
- it's just a fling.
- 960
- 01:07:06,800 --> 01:07:11,430
- I mean, I've had flings I wouldn't
- want anyone to judge my character by.
- 961
- 01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:14,597
- - Drinks okay?
- - Yeah, thanks.
- 962
- 01:07:14,640 --> 01:07:17,234
- I'm the manager here, so if you
- need anything, let me know.
- 963
- 01:07:17,280 --> 01:07:19,953
- Will do, thanks.
- 964
- 01:07:20,000 --> 01:07:22,958
- Um, hey, do you mind if
- I get a quick picture with you?
- 965
- 01:07:23,000 --> 01:07:26,231
- Now is not
- the best time.
- 966
- 01:07:26,280 --> 01:07:28,316
- It's not for public use
- or anything.
- 967
- 01:07:28,360 --> 01:07:30,896
- - It'll just take a minute.
- - Is this what you want a picture with?
- 968
- 01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:32,876
- I'm trying to talk
- to my daughter.
- 969
- 01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:34,696
- I'm sorry, you don't have to
- use that tone with me.
- 970
- 01:07:34,720 --> 01:07:36,676
- I think I asked you
- very nicely.
- 971
- 01:07:36,720 --> 01:07:38,616
- You don't have to be so upset.
- It's just a picture.
- 972
- 01:07:38,640 --> 01:07:40,576
- - Are you fucking serious, man?
- - Please don't use that language.
- 973
- 01:07:40,600 --> 01:07:42,591
- How dare you,
- motherfucker?
- 974
- 01:07:42,640 --> 01:07:44,119
- Alison, can you call
- the police?
- 975
- 01:07:44,160 --> 01:07:45,957
- Who the fuck
- do you think you are?
- 976
- 01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:47,678
- I could ask you
- the same question.
- 977
- 01:07:47,720 --> 01:07:49,656
- I can smell the alcohol
- on your breath, by the way.
- 978
- 01:07:49,680 --> 01:07:51,816
- Are you trying to embarrass me
- in front of my daughter?
- 979
- 01:07:51,840 --> 01:07:53,478
- I didn't even know
- you had a daughter.
- 980
- 01:07:53,520 --> 01:07:55,696
- I just came up to be friendly,
- and you started yelling at me.
- 981
- 01:07:55,720 --> 01:07:57,616
- Now I'm asking you to leave the restaurant,
- or I'm going to call the cops.
- 982
- 01:07:57,640 --> 01:07:59,073
- Let's just go.
- 983
- 01:07:59,120 --> 01:08:01,031
- You should be ashamed
- of yourself, prick.
- 984
- 01:08:03,880 --> 01:08:05,950
- Oh, Jesus.
- 985
- 01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:07,956
- You know what?
- Let's go down this way
- 986
- 01:08:08,000 --> 01:08:11,037
- so we don't have to deal with
- all those shitheads out front.
- 987
- 01:08:12,960 --> 01:08:15,918
- Look, I'm really sorry
- I lost my cool on that guy.
- 988
- 01:08:15,960 --> 01:08:18,428
- He was asking for it,
- but I don't want to talk about it.
- 989
- 01:08:18,480 --> 01:08:20,710
- Baby, you're all
- shook up.
- 990
- 01:08:20,760 --> 01:08:23,149
- Look, that kind of thing
- doesn't happen all the time,
- 991
- 01:08:23,200 --> 01:08:25,839
- but sometimes it does,
- and I got to protect myself.
- 992
- 01:08:25,880 --> 01:08:27,632
- I said I don't want
- to talk about it.
- 993
- 01:08:27,680 --> 01:08:30,274
- But baby, we got to
- talk about it,
- 994
- 01:08:30,320 --> 01:08:34,029
- 'cause if we don't,
- it just hangs in the air.
- 995
- 01:08:34,080 --> 01:08:36,150
- I'm worried about you.
- 996
- 01:08:36,200 --> 01:08:38,395
- You're worried
- about me?
- 997
- 01:08:38,440 --> 01:08:41,193
- You don't need to worry about me.
- I'm solid.
- 998
- 01:08:41,240 --> 01:08:44,550
- I worry about you. Baby, that's my job...
- to worry about you.
- 999
- 01:08:44,640 --> 01:08:47,393
- - You're skinnier than I am!
- - Oh, come on.
- 1000
- 01:08:47,440 --> 01:08:49,670
- That's 'cause I'm in great
- shape 'cause I go out
- 1001
- 01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:52,280
- dancing my ass off
- every night.
- 1002
- 01:08:52,320 --> 01:08:54,231
- Come on, baby.
- 1003
- 01:08:54,280 --> 01:08:56,874
- You're breaking my heart.
- 1004
- 01:08:56,920 --> 01:08:58,876
- Listen,
- what that guy said before
- 1005
- 01:08:58,920 --> 01:09:00,831
- about me having alcohol
- on my breath,
- 1006
- 01:09:00,880 --> 01:09:03,758
- that was a terrible thing
- to imply in front of you.
- 1007
- 01:09:03,800 --> 01:09:06,268
- And instead of just ignoring
- the elephant in the room,
- 1008
- 01:09:06,320 --> 01:09:08,754
- let's talk about it
- head-on.
- 1009
- 01:09:08,800 --> 01:09:11,473
- I ordered a glass of wine
- from them in a plastic cup
- 1010
- 01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:14,193
- 'cause I need to let go of some
- tension I'm having about tonight,
- 1011
- 01:09:14,240 --> 01:09:17,391
- and I didn't want you to think
- there was anything to worry about.
- 1012
- 01:09:17,440 --> 01:09:19,351
- But I swear on my life
- 1013
- 01:09:19,400 --> 01:09:22,631
- I had nothing to drink
- before that today, okay?
- 1014
- 01:09:22,720 --> 01:09:24,995
- It's nothing
- to worry about.
- 1015
- 01:09:25,040 --> 01:09:28,749
- In 2011, Celeste
- had drunk herself blind...
- 1016
- 01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:31,360
- or more precisely,
- blind in one eye.
- 1017
- 01:09:31,400 --> 01:09:34,949
- She'd waited to tell a physician
- about the trouble she'd been having,
- 1018
- 01:09:35,000 --> 01:09:37,673
- too embarrassed to explain
- that while touring
- 1019
- 01:09:37,720 --> 01:09:40,518
- the less inhabited,
- and therefore less inhibited
- 1020
- 01:09:40,560 --> 01:09:43,438
- parts of the southern
- United States,
- 1021
- 01:09:43,480 --> 01:09:45,994
- she had damaged
- the optic nerve in her left eye
- 1022
- 01:09:46,040 --> 01:09:49,476
- by ingesting various forms
- of methanol during a stint
- 1023
- 01:09:49,520 --> 01:09:52,193
- of binge-drinking
- household cleaning products
- 1024
- 01:09:52,240 --> 01:09:54,435
- across three state lines.
- 1025
- 01:09:54,480 --> 01:09:57,199
- Shortly thereafter,
- once back at home,
- 1026
- 01:09:57,240 --> 01:10:00,277
- she found herself at the center
- of a very public dispute
- 1027
- 01:10:00,320 --> 01:10:02,550
- as the result
- of a traffic collision
- 1028
- 01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:06,673
- and one unlucky pedestrian's
- crushed left leg and pelvis.
- 1029
- 01:10:06,720 --> 01:10:08,631
- Adding insult to injury,
- 1030
- 01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:10,591
- Celeste accosted
- the pedestrian
- 1031
- 01:10:10,640 --> 01:10:13,871
- in a string of uncharacteristic
- racial slurs.
- 1032
- 01:10:13,920 --> 01:10:16,559
- The victim of this short-lived
- episode in her life
- 1033
- 01:10:16,600 --> 01:10:18,636
- saw an opportunity
- and seized it.
- 1034
- 01:10:18,680 --> 01:10:20,671
- That golden ticket came
- in the form
- 1035
- 01:10:20,720 --> 01:10:23,188
- of a nearly 13-million-dollar
- settlement,
- 1036
- 01:10:23,280 --> 01:10:25,510
- all just another flame
- in the crowd
- 1037
- 01:10:25,560 --> 01:10:29,030
- of what Celeste perceived
- as a decade-long witch hunt.
- 1038
- 01:10:29,080 --> 01:10:32,117
- What is it, baby?
- Is something else on your mind?
- 1039
- 01:10:32,160 --> 01:10:34,116
- It's nothing.
- 1040
- 01:10:34,160 --> 01:10:36,720
- Stop it.
- What is it?
- 1041
- 01:10:36,760 --> 01:10:38,955
- Albertine
- had lost her virginity
- 1042
- 01:10:39,000 --> 01:10:42,356
- the weekend prior to leaving
- for this first unveiling
- 1043
- 01:10:42,400 --> 01:10:45,915
- of Celeste's 6th studio
- recording, Vox Lux,
- 1044
- 01:10:45,960 --> 01:10:49,714
- and yearned to share the galvanizing
- details with her mother.
- 1045
- 01:10:49,760 --> 01:10:53,230
- She had made herself sick with
- anticipation every day since
- 1046
- 01:10:55,440 --> 01:10:58,352
- or sense of failure
- it might inspire in Celeste,
- 1047
- 01:11:02,840 --> 01:11:06,071
- had always spoken
- severely of young men,
- 1048
- 01:11:06,120 --> 01:11:08,429
- even warning of them
- more than mixing
- 1049
- 01:11:08,480 --> 01:11:11,153
- uppers with downers,
- for example.
- 1050
- 01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:14,397
- If all went according to plan,
- the news might just
- 1051
- 01:11:14,400 --> 01:11:17,358
- strike up a long-misplaced
- maternal instinct,
- 1052
- 01:11:17,400 --> 01:11:20,995
- and Celeste would be forced
- to act as her confidant.
- 1053
- 01:11:48,800 --> 01:11:51,598
- That was fast.
- Where's Albertine?
- 1054
- 01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:54,757
- Oh, she's up in my room
- taking a pregnancy test,
- 1055
- 01:11:54,800 --> 01:11:57,268
- 'cause apparently you're so
- fucking incompetent
- 1056
- 01:11:57,320 --> 01:12:01,279
- you let her get fucked
- by some hick from town.
- 1057
- 01:12:01,320 --> 01:12:04,630
- - She's pregnant?
- - Unless she inherited my bad luck, probably not.
- 1058
- 01:12:04,680 --> 01:12:07,592
- But I wanted her to feel the
- unease of waiting for that result,
- 1059
- 01:12:07,640 --> 01:12:09,995
- because a parent,
- or a legal guardian,
- 1060
- 01:12:10,040 --> 01:12:12,429
- disciplines their kid,
- they don't just hang out.
- 1061
- 01:12:12,480 --> 01:12:15,278
- I'm sorry.
- I had no idea.
- 1062
- 01:12:15,320 --> 01:12:18,153
- You fucked up. Twice.
- 1063
- 01:12:18,200 --> 01:12:21,909
- - I know you're mad but...
- - How could I be so stupid?
- 1064
- 01:12:21,960 --> 01:12:23,916
- You know?
- 1065
- 01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:28,033
- You did so badly by me, why would
- I expect you to do right by her?
- 1066
- 01:12:28,080 --> 01:12:30,594
- I knew she was seeing a guy,
- but it...
- 1067
- 01:12:30,640 --> 01:12:32,949
- it didn't seem physical,
- I swear.
- 1068
- 01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:34,991
- You a retard?
- 1069
- 01:12:35,040 --> 01:12:37,235
- No.
- 1070
- 01:12:37,280 --> 01:12:39,271
- 'Cause sometimes your jaw
- slacks in a certain way,
- 1071
- 01:12:39,320 --> 01:12:41,515
- where you look like
- life's just happening to you.
- 1072
- 01:12:42,720 --> 01:12:44,631
- You look like
- a retard.
- 1073
- 01:12:44,680 --> 01:12:46,432
- Please don't say that
- about me.
- 1074
- 01:12:46,480 --> 01:12:50,359
- Only crazy people get aggravated
- when you call them crazy.
- 1075
- 01:12:50,400 --> 01:12:52,994
- So you must really
- be retarded.
- 1076
- 01:12:55,760 --> 01:12:59,389
- - I don't understand how you can hate me so much.
- - Oh, I hate you?
- 1077
- 01:12:59,440 --> 01:13:01,874
- Is that the kind of garbage
- you've been putting in her head?
- 1078
- 01:13:01,920 --> 01:13:06,152
- 'Cause she told me all the shit
- you've been putting on her shoulders.
- 1079
- 01:13:06,200 --> 01:13:08,714
- You ungrateful sow.
- 1080
- 01:13:08,760 --> 01:13:11,638
- I have a press conference
- and two hours of roundtables,
- 1081
- 01:13:11,680 --> 01:13:14,353
- but I swear to God, Ellie,
- if my daughter
- 1082
- 01:13:14,400 --> 01:13:16,231
- comes back to me pregnant
- 1083
- 01:13:16,280 --> 01:13:19,113
- with some cross-eyed Guido's
- kitten litter
- 1084
- 01:13:19,160 --> 01:13:21,754
- or Hepatitis Z, I will
- throw you off that balcony.
- 1085
- 01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:24,678
- After everything
- I've done for you both!
- 1086
- 01:13:27,480 --> 01:13:30,597
- After everything
- you've done for us?
- 1087
- 01:13:32,080 --> 01:13:35,038
- Good job.
- You've done it.
- 1088
- 01:13:35,080 --> 01:13:37,071
- Done what?
- 1089
- 01:13:37,120 --> 01:13:38,997
- You've hurt me.
- 1090
- 01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,190
- Embarrassed me.
- 1091
- 01:13:41,240 --> 01:13:44,357
- I have dedicated my whole life
- to "Celeste,"
- 1092
- 01:13:44,440 --> 01:13:46,192
- and I'll continue
- to do so,
- 1093
- 01:13:46,240 --> 01:13:50,074
- but if you threaten me
- ever again,
- 1094
- 01:13:50,120 --> 01:13:52,714
- I'll remind the world
- that I raised her child
- 1095
- 01:13:52,760 --> 01:13:54,830
- and that I write her songs.
- 1096
- 01:13:57,080 --> 01:13:59,674
- Touché.
- 1097
- 01:13:59,720 --> 01:14:03,315
- but today, that's a stock
- I wouldn't buy into.
- 1098
- 01:14:05,440 --> 01:14:07,078
- You can say
- whatever you'd want.
- 1099
- 01:14:07,120 --> 01:14:10,192
- In this day and age,
- who'd care?
- 1100
- 01:14:44,800 --> 01:14:46,677
- In this meditation,
- 1101
- 01:14:46,720 --> 01:14:49,553
- we're going to play with
- the idea of motivation.
- 1102
- 01:14:49,600 --> 01:14:52,194
- - Work can sometimes feel a bit flat.
- - Celeste?
- 1103
- 01:14:52,240 --> 01:14:55,835
- Hey, Is she awake?
- 1104
- 01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:00,832
- Celeste?
- 1105
- 01:15:01,720 --> 01:15:03,153
- Thank you.
- 1106
- 01:15:05,600 --> 01:15:08,751
- Hey. Hello again.
- Have a great show.
- 1107
- 01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:10,711
- Have a great show.
- 1108
- 01:15:12,480 --> 01:15:14,516
- How are we doing
- in here?
- 1109
- 01:15:18,440 --> 01:15:20,510
- How we doing?
- 1110
- 01:15:22,680 --> 01:15:24,716
- Can you believe it?
- 1111
- 01:15:24,760 --> 01:15:26,796
- Hmm? What's that?
- 1112
- 01:15:26,840 --> 01:15:30,719
- Everyone we used to answer
- to works for us now.
- 1113
- 01:15:35,200 --> 01:15:37,589
- Josie...
- 1114
- 01:15:37,640 --> 01:15:40,359
- She cares about you.
- 1115
- 01:15:40,400 --> 01:15:42,709
- You used to call her
- a bitch.
- 1116
- 01:15:46,720 --> 01:15:49,154
- - You look amazing.
- - What?
- 1117
- 01:15:49,200 --> 01:15:51,839
- Keep it simple.
- 1118
- 01:15:51,880 --> 01:15:53,791
- You're gonna do great.
- 1119
- 01:15:56,720 --> 01:15:59,951
- Celeste, I just want to quickly
- introduce you to Yanmei,
- 1120
- 01:16:00,000 --> 01:16:01,956
- our opener tonight,
- before she heads out
- 1121
- 01:16:02,000 --> 01:16:04,833
- - to Staten Island for sound check.
- - Welcome.
- 1122
- 01:16:04,880 --> 01:16:07,519
- We are so glad
- to have you.
- 1123
- 01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:14,233
- To share a
- stage with you, to me,
- 1124
- 01:16:14,280 --> 01:16:17,955
- is an incredible honor
- and truly a dream come true.
- 1125
- 01:16:18,000 --> 01:16:19,956
- That's real nice
- of you to say,
- 1126
- 01:16:20,000 --> 01:16:23,356
- but, really,
- the pleasure's mine.
- 1127
- 01:16:23,400 --> 01:16:26,790
- They showed me your stuff,
- and I said, "We got to get that girl."
- 1128
- 01:16:32,960 --> 01:16:36,350
- Then I am even more touched
- by your invitation.
- 1129
- 01:16:36,400 --> 01:16:39,119
- We won't keep you.
- She has a rehearsal at the venue.
- 1130
- 01:16:39,160 --> 01:16:41,071
- Hope you dig my hometown.
- 1131
- 01:16:41,120 --> 01:16:43,714
- Excuse me?
- 1132
- 01:16:43,760 --> 01:16:45,910
- Have fun in Staten Island.
- 1133
- 01:16:51,520 --> 01:16:55,149
- I have an outpouring
- of love
- 1134
- 01:16:55,200 --> 01:16:59,478
- for victims of today's
- unthinkable event
- 1135
- 01:16:59,520 --> 01:17:02,830
- and for victims
- of violence everywhere,
- 1136
- 01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:05,758
- and I am deeply saddened
- to be associated
- 1137
- 01:17:05,800 --> 01:17:09,588
- with such an obscene
- and unnecessary tragedy.
- 1138
- 01:17:11,320 --> 01:17:13,550
- It's-It's a weird world
- we live in,
- 1139
- 01:17:13,600 --> 01:17:17,354
- and I guess,
- no matter how much you try
- 1140
- 01:17:17,400 --> 01:17:19,595
- to ignore all these things
- 1141
- 01:17:19,640 --> 01:17:22,950
- that are really happening,
- 1142
- 01:17:23,000 --> 01:17:25,275
- sometimes they just
- find a way to creep in.
- 1143
- 01:17:25,320 --> 01:17:28,915
- Jennifer Durst, WYNN New York.
- 1144
- 01:17:28,960 --> 01:17:31,076
- Why do you think
- they chose you?
- 1145
- 01:17:31,120 --> 01:17:34,271
- Do you assume there's some
- connection to New Brighton?
- 1146
- 01:17:34,320 --> 01:17:37,198
- I don't know, I mean, I know
- about as much as you right now,
- 1147
- 01:17:37,240 --> 01:17:39,800
- and, um...
- 1148
- 01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:41,876
- you know, since no one's
- coming forward
- 1149
- 01:17:41,920 --> 01:17:43,558
- and saying,
- "Hey, we did this,"
- 1150
- 01:17:43,600 --> 01:17:46,034
- I'd prefer
- not to speculate.
- 1151
- 01:17:46,080 --> 01:17:50,676
- But if they did choose
- this disguise on purpose,
- 1152
- 01:17:50,720 --> 01:17:53,917
- I-I guess that it's because
- they don't like that I'm a woman
- 1153
- 01:17:53,960 --> 01:17:56,838
- or maybe they don't like
- that I'm a successful woman.
- 1154
- 01:17:56,880 --> 01:17:59,872
- Maybe they don't like that
- I had a kid when I was a kid.
- 1155
- 01:17:59,920 --> 01:18:04,471
- Maybe they think I'm a floozy.
- But maybe you guys think that too.
- 1156
- 01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:07,034
- I mean, the way
- I've chosen to live my life
- 1157
- 01:18:07,080 --> 01:18:09,913
- goes against some people's
- views about things.
- 1158
- 01:18:09,960 --> 01:18:12,918
- Are there any links
- between you and Central Europe?
- 1159
- 01:18:12,960 --> 01:18:14,757
- Not really.
- Not that I know of.
- 1160
- 01:18:14,800 --> 01:18:16,711
- I've never
- played a show there,
- 1161
- 01:18:16,760 --> 01:18:18,955
- so I don't really know.
- 1162
- 01:18:19,000 --> 01:18:21,639
- - Next question.
- - I just have one more.
- 1163
- 01:18:21,680 --> 01:18:24,056
- Are you and the band still going
- forward with the show tonight?
- 1164
- 01:18:24,080 --> 01:18:26,719
- Well, there's not
- really enough information yet
- 1165
- 01:18:26,760 --> 01:18:28,876
- to justify canceling.
- 1166
- 01:18:28,920 --> 01:18:32,993
- and my dad always says,
- "Never postpone joy,"
- 1167
- 01:18:33,040 --> 01:18:35,838
- so, yeah,
- I'll play if they let me.
- 1168
- 01:18:35,880 --> 01:18:38,314
- Next question.
- There, at the back.
- 1169
- 01:18:38,400 --> 01:18:40,789
- Afternoon, Meredith Desh,
- covering Greater Northeast.
- 1170
- 01:18:42,680 --> 01:18:44,989
- to the perpetrators
- of today's attack?
- 1171
- 01:18:46,640 --> 01:18:48,870
- Yeah.
- 1172
- 01:18:48,920 --> 01:18:52,515
- I'd like to tell them
- that when I was a little girl,
- 1173
- 01:18:52,560 --> 01:18:55,393
- I used to believe
- in God too.
- 1174
- 01:18:55,440 --> 01:18:57,749
- And if they ever come
- to their senses,
- 1175
- 01:18:57,800 --> 01:19:00,268
- and they want something new
- to believe in,
- 1176
- 01:19:00,320 --> 01:19:02,629
- they can believe in me.
- 1177
- 01:19:02,680 --> 01:19:06,434
- 'Cause I'm the new faith,
- and I'm not afraid of them.
- 1178
- 01:19:06,480 --> 01:19:09,233
- Hell, I'd even like to extend
- an invite to my show tonight.
- 1179
- 01:19:09,280 --> 01:19:13,034
- Josie, can you make sure to put
- "cowards in masks" on the guest list.
- 1180
- 01:19:13,080 --> 01:19:15,640
- I'm sorry, but can you
- explain what you mean exactly?
- 1181
- 01:19:15,680 --> 01:19:18,478
- Celeste had
- been led here by example,
- 1182
- 01:19:18,520 --> 01:19:21,239
- making loose proclamations
- akin to those
- 1183
- 01:19:21,280 --> 01:19:23,635
- made en vogue
- by the government officials
- 1184
- 01:19:23,680 --> 01:19:26,911
- and public representatives
- of her era.
- 1185
- 01:19:26,960 --> 01:19:30,157
- She was frightened
- and wanted to hide,
- 1186
- 01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:33,954
- but before leaving the stage,
- she would tangentially exclaim,
- 1187
- 01:19:34,000 --> 01:19:37,390
- "I got more number-one hits
- than an AK-47's
- 1188
- 01:19:37,440 --> 01:19:39,590
- standard 30-round
- magazine."
- 1189
- 01:19:39,640 --> 01:19:44,156
- I don't know.
- I was just making... a quip.
- 1190
- 01:19:44,200 --> 01:19:47,397
- Do you actually believe the
- weird shit you said up there?
- 1191
- 01:19:47,440 --> 01:19:49,237
- They wanted a show,
- I gave 'em a show.
- 1192
- 01:19:49,280 --> 01:19:51,555
- All right, this place
- is swarming with press.
- 1193
- 01:19:51,640 --> 01:19:53,816
- Can I kindly ask you both to keep your
- mouths shut until we're finished?
- 1194
- 01:19:53,840 --> 01:19:55,637
- - Fine by me.
- - Let me handle it.
- 1195
- 01:19:55,680 --> 01:19:57,910
- Go smoke a cigarette
- or something.
- 1196
- 01:20:06,320 --> 01:20:07,958
- Hello, everybody.
- 1197
- 01:20:08,000 --> 01:20:11,436
- - Hello.
- You have ten minutes.
- 1198
- 01:20:11,480 --> 01:20:13,471
- As we currently have
- no new information
- 1199
- 01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:15,954
- concerning what's happening
- across the Atlantic,
- 1200
- 01:20:16,000 --> 01:20:18,514
- I'd ask you to keep your questions
- to tonight's performance
- 1201
- 01:20:18,560 --> 01:20:20,869
- and the new album
- as much as possible.
- 1202
- 01:20:20,960 --> 01:20:23,030
- Okay. Thank you.
- 1203
- 01:20:23,080 --> 01:20:25,435
- Um, well,
- 1204
- 01:20:26,280 --> 01:20:28,111
- on that note,
- 1205
- 01:20:28,160 --> 01:20:31,516
- can you tell us what audiences
- can expect from the new album?
- 1206
- 01:20:32,680 --> 01:20:35,069
- - Sci-fi anthems.
- - Hmm.
- 1207
- 01:20:35,120 --> 01:20:37,200
- The concept with this one
- was to create an experience
- 1208
- 01:20:37,240 --> 01:20:39,595
- as relentless and addictive
- as possible.
- 1209
- 01:20:40,840 --> 01:20:42,353
- Fantastic.
- 1210
- 01:20:44,160 --> 01:20:46,993
- Um, so...
- 1211
- 01:20:47,040 --> 01:20:50,396
- I know we were just asked not
- talk about today's attack,
- 1212
- 01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:52,795
- but, um,
- I can't help but let it
- 1213
- 01:20:52,840 --> 01:20:55,673
- - contextualize my next question.
- - Okay.
- 1214
- 01:20:55,720 --> 01:20:57,517
- Okay.
- 1215
- 01:20:57,560 --> 01:21:00,677
- Uh, you know,
- it just got me thinking,
- 1216
- 01:21:00,720 --> 01:21:02,836
- do you feel
- that there has been
- 1217
- 01:21:02,880 --> 01:21:05,440
- a shift in the culture
- 1218
- 01:21:05,480 --> 01:21:09,075
- where nihilist radical
- groups like this are
- 1219
- 01:21:09,120 --> 01:21:11,554
- increasingly keen
- on being perceived
- 1220
- 01:21:11,600 --> 01:21:14,592
- as superstars
- themselves?
- 1221
- 01:21:14,680 --> 01:21:17,114
- I mean, who cares?
- 1222
- 01:21:17,160 --> 01:21:19,879
- I was hesitant to even make
- a statement today,
- 1223
- 01:21:19,920 --> 01:21:22,673
- because all these ultra-violent
- thugs want is to make headlines.
- 1224
- 01:21:22,720 --> 01:21:26,508
- I mean, if everyone stopped
- paying attention to them,
- 1225
- 01:21:26,560 --> 01:21:28,869
- they'd cease to exist.
- 1226
- 01:21:28,920 --> 01:21:30,876
- So would people like me,
- I guess,
- 1227
- 01:21:30,920 --> 01:21:33,753
- But that's the only link I can
- really think of between me and them.
- 1228
- 01:21:33,800 --> 01:21:37,270
- I couldn't just ignore the casualties,
- though. It makes me sick.
- 1229
- 01:21:39,320 --> 01:21:40,799
- Okay.
- 1230
- 01:21:42,760 --> 01:21:45,354
- I guess, uh, from
- the public's perspective,
- 1231
- 01:21:45,400 --> 01:21:47,311
- this has been a, I guess,
- 1232
- 01:21:47,360 --> 01:21:49,430
- emotional few years
- for you,
- 1233
- 01:21:49,480 --> 01:21:51,596
- bizarre events today
- very much included.
- 1234
- 01:21:51,640 --> 01:21:53,915
- Can you shed any light
- on the significance
- 1235
- 01:21:53,960 --> 01:21:58,033
- of these upcoming arena
- performances for you personally?
- 1236
- 01:21:58,080 --> 01:22:00,719
- You're kicking things off
- in your hometown.
- 1237
- 01:22:00,760 --> 01:22:03,194
- This is a culmination
- of my life's work so far.
- 1238
- 01:22:03,240 --> 01:22:06,277
- You know, we worked on it for two years
- before bringing it to the public.
- 1239
- 01:22:06,320 --> 01:22:08,709
- Why two years?
- 1240
- 01:22:08,760 --> 01:22:10,239
- Well, the year
- before that,
- 1241
- 01:22:10,320 --> 01:22:13,198
- I was under a lot of stress
- after my accident.
- 1242
- 01:22:13,280 --> 01:22:16,716
- And it's an expensive show
- to put on.
- 1243
- 01:22:16,760 --> 01:22:19,433
- I wanted to make sure all the
- best people became available.
- 1244
- 01:22:19,480 --> 01:22:21,232
- I wanted all
- my best dancers back.
- 1245
- 01:22:21,280 --> 01:22:23,510
- With the decision to kick
- things off in New Brighton.
- 1246
- 01:22:23,560 --> 01:22:26,472
- you must have considered
- the event like a homecoming
- 1247
- 01:22:26,520 --> 01:22:28,954
- resurgence since the accident
- and the arrest
- 1248
- 01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:31,992
- - for, uh, causing serious injury by dangerous driving?
- - "Injury,"
- 1249
- 01:22:32,040 --> 01:22:34,315
- not "serious injury."
- 1250
- 01:22:34,360 --> 01:22:38,797
- And I never stopped making music, so
- I don't consider it a resurgence.
- 1251
- 01:22:38,840 --> 01:22:41,673
- I just wanted a place to channel
- all that anxiety and suffering
- 1252
- 01:22:41,720 --> 01:22:43,950
- into something tangible,
- something positive.
- 1253
- 01:22:44,000 --> 01:22:47,709
- Mm-hmm. Then can you shed any light on
- why that case was abruptly dropped?
- 1254
- 01:22:49,640 --> 01:22:52,234
- I see what you're doing.
- 1255
- 01:22:52,320 --> 01:22:54,629
- Well, you brought it up.
- 1256
- 01:22:54,680 --> 01:22:57,194
- I'm not going to say "abruptly"
- anything, okay?
- 1257
- 01:22:59,560 --> 01:23:01,278
- Listen, there are
- three classifications
- 1258
- 01:23:01,320 --> 01:23:03,276
- of gunshot wounds
- to the spine.
- 1259
- 01:23:03,320 --> 01:23:05,336
- I'm type three, which means
- that the bullet is lodged
- 1260
- 01:23:05,360 --> 01:23:07,430
- in my inter-vertebral
- disc space.
- 1261
- 01:23:07,480 --> 01:23:10,597
- Now, type-three injuries
- are further subdivided into,
- 1262
- 01:23:10,640 --> 01:23:14,155
- a) spinal injury without
- perforation of abdominal viscera;
- 1263
- 01:23:14,200 --> 01:23:17,909
- and b) spinal lesions with
- perforation of abdominal organs.
- 1264
- 01:23:17,960 --> 01:23:20,952
- Now, thankfully,
- I'm type A,
- 1265
- 01:23:21,000 --> 01:23:23,912
- but it's no secret that
- I'm on meds for my injury,
- 1266
- 01:23:23,960 --> 01:23:27,794
- and I never should've been behind
- the wheel of a car that night.
- 1267
- 01:23:27,840 --> 01:23:31,150
- - Josie?
- - I didn't mean to upset you by that.
- 1268
- 01:23:31,200 --> 01:23:34,237
- I used to be treated
- like I was a hero,
- 1269
- 01:23:34,320 --> 01:23:36,993
- and then they start talking about
- me like I'm trailer trash.
- 1270
- 01:23:37,040 --> 01:23:38,712
- But that's what
- this show is about.
- 1271
- 01:23:38,760 --> 01:23:40,432
- - It's about rebirth.
- - Time's up!
- 1272
- 01:23:40,480 --> 01:23:42,630
- And have you at all been
- in contact with the victim?
- 1273
- 01:23:42,680 --> 01:23:44,557
- You know I can't
- talk about that.
- 1274
- 01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:47,990
- I thought we were talking
- about it just now, am I wrong?
- 1275
- 01:23:48,040 --> 01:23:49,736
- Do you not think it's an insensitive
- time to be bringing this up?
- 1276
- 01:23:49,760 --> 01:23:52,593
- - Oh, come on.
- - You and I, Tony, we are through.
- 1277
- 01:23:52,640 --> 01:23:55,056
- - You know what? You should...
- - I'm doing my job, Josie. That's it.
- 1278
- 01:23:55,080 --> 01:23:58,959
- ...write about those innocent people
- instead of trying to tear down
- 1279
- 01:23:59,000 --> 01:24:01,195
- a good person
- and an artist.
- 1280
- 01:24:01,240 --> 01:24:04,755
- That's not what I'm trying to do.
- I'm sorry that you misunderstood.
- 1281
- 01:24:04,800 --> 01:24:09,191
- I'm standing everything down
- until after the show.
- 1282
- 01:24:09,240 --> 01:24:14,075
- I want you to go to your
- room and get some rest.
- 1283
- 01:24:14,120 --> 01:24:16,839
- Some rest, okay?
- 1284
- 01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:19,474
- - Okay.
- - I'm serious.
- 1285
- 01:24:21,720 --> 01:24:23,312
- What floor
- are you on?
- 1286
- 01:24:23,360 --> 01:24:26,511
- One floor up.
- Uh, room 910.
- 1287
- 01:24:27,720 --> 01:24:29,995
- Do you have my key?
- 1288
- 01:24:30,040 --> 01:24:32,429
- - No.
- - Ah, fuck.
- 1289
- 01:24:42,040 --> 01:24:44,508
- Get your hands off her.
- 1290
- 01:24:46,240 --> 01:24:48,674
- I came up here,
- she was crying by herself.
- 1291
- 01:24:48,720 --> 01:24:50,915
- She needed a hug.
- 1292
- 01:24:50,960 --> 01:24:53,918
- Go downstairs,
- get ready for the show.
- 1293
- 01:24:56,560 --> 01:24:58,471
- Come on.
- Don't do that.
- 1294
- 01:25:00,760 --> 01:25:03,558
- Look, I hope you didn't take
- that thing I gave you earlier.
- 1295
- 01:25:03,600 --> 01:25:05,636
- I overreacted.
- 1296
- 01:25:07,720 --> 01:25:10,359
- What you want me do, you want me
- to scream it from the rooftops?
- 1297
- 01:25:10,400 --> 01:25:13,039
- I'm not ready
- for you to grow up.
- 1298
- 01:25:13,080 --> 01:25:15,230
- Okay?
- You're my little girl.
- 1299
- 01:25:16,840 --> 01:25:18,956
- You forgive me?
- 1300
- 01:25:21,360 --> 01:25:23,476
- Okay, uh...
- 1301
- 01:25:36,120 --> 01:25:37,712
- Give these to Aunt Ellie.
- 1302
- 01:25:37,760 --> 01:25:40,069
- - What's this for?
- - It's for everything.
- 1303
- 01:25:40,120 --> 01:25:43,396
- Take them down,
- I'll meet you guys in the lobby,
- 1304
- 01:25:43,440 --> 01:25:47,035
- and, uh, we'll head over
- together, all right?
- 1305
- 01:25:47,120 --> 01:25:50,192
- Baby, I love you.
- 1306
- 01:25:50,240 --> 01:25:52,037
- You too.
- 1307
- 01:26:05,040 --> 01:26:08,316
- - So why aren't you downstairs?
- - Ah, Jesus Christ!
- 1308
- 01:26:08,360 --> 01:26:11,318
- I almost forgot
- you were there.
- 1309
- 01:26:11,360 --> 01:26:12,839
- What happened?
- 1310
- 01:26:12,880 --> 01:26:15,633
- Josie called off
- the rest of the day.
- 1311
- 01:26:15,680 --> 01:26:19,275
- - What?
- - Yeah, some guy came after me about Joel Hedlund.
- 1312
- 01:26:19,360 --> 01:26:23,035
- I didn't have the mental capacity
- or the balls to take him on.
- 1313
- 01:26:23,080 --> 01:26:26,231
- Oh, good. I'll go
- talk her off a roof.
- 1314
- 01:26:26,280 --> 01:26:28,919
- No, please.
- Please, please, stay here.
- 1315
- 01:26:33,680 --> 01:26:35,955
- What was she saying
- to you just now?
- 1316
- 01:26:36,000 --> 01:26:37,991
- Hmm? Nothing, really.
- 1317
- 01:26:38,040 --> 01:26:40,076
- Oh, come on.
- 1318
- 01:26:40,120 --> 01:26:42,395
- You're my best spy.
- 1319
- 01:26:42,440 --> 01:26:45,113
- She doesn't talk
- to me.
- 1320
- 01:26:45,160 --> 01:26:47,071
- I don't know.
- 1321
- 01:26:47,120 --> 01:26:49,793
- She's got this, uh,
- 1322
- 01:26:49,840 --> 01:26:52,149
- mock trial thing
- at school.
- 1323
- 01:26:52,200 --> 01:26:54,760
- They got invited to
- a competition in Lake Tahoe,
- 1324
- 01:26:54,800 --> 01:26:57,553
- - so she must be pretty good at it.
- - Okay.
- 1325
- 01:26:57,600 --> 01:26:59,477
- Well, that explains
- the Perry Mason routine.
- 1326
- 01:26:59,520 --> 01:27:01,875
- I got cross-examined
- over lunch.
- 1327
- 01:27:01,920 --> 01:27:06,311
- Did she mention
- anything else of note?
- 1328
- 01:27:08,560 --> 01:27:11,120
- Asked if I could arrange
- for her to see it.
- 1329
- 01:27:11,160 --> 01:27:13,469
- All right. Okay.
- 1330
- 01:27:13,520 --> 01:27:17,069
- Not what I was
- expecting you to say.
- 1331
- 01:27:19,520 --> 01:27:21,636
- How'd you respond?
- 1332
- 01:27:21,680 --> 01:27:23,830
- I told her,
- you know,
- 1333
- 01:27:23,880 --> 01:27:26,838
- he's a messed-up guy
- with problems.
- 1334
- 01:27:26,880 --> 01:27:29,758
- It was probably a bad idea.
- 1335
- 01:27:29,800 --> 01:27:32,917
- Good.
- 1336
- 01:27:32,960 --> 01:27:34,598
- Good.
- 1337
- 01:27:39,240 --> 01:27:42,232
- You got any of that stuff
- left over from last night?
- 1338
- 01:27:44,600 --> 01:27:46,795
- Is that a good idea
- right now?
- 1339
- 01:27:46,840 --> 01:27:49,877
- I'm done yammering
- for the day.
- 1340
- 01:27:49,920 --> 01:27:52,115
- Come on.
- 1341
- 01:27:52,160 --> 01:27:54,515
- Tonight's second nature.
- 1342
- 01:27:54,560 --> 01:27:57,233
- Got to get out of my head.
- You know that.
- 1343
- 01:27:59,480 --> 01:28:02,153
- I'm getting myself all worked up
- from over-thinking everything.
- 1344
- 01:28:02,200 --> 01:28:04,430
- I keep picturing
- all those people screaming
- 1345
- 01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:06,789
- and running
- all over the sand.
- 1346
- 01:28:10,000 --> 01:28:11,752
- Look, we'll just do
- what we have left.
- 1347
- 01:28:11,800 --> 01:28:14,030
- We won't call for more
- until after the show.
- 1348
- 01:28:18,680 --> 01:28:21,433
- You can fuck me
- for a little while we're high.
- 1349
- 01:28:32,080 --> 01:28:34,150
- I'm scared.
- 1350
- 01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:39,075
- Nothing to be
- scared about, kiddo.
- 1351
- 01:28:42,200 --> 01:28:44,031
- Nothing.
- 1352
- 01:29:22,800 --> 01:29:25,758
- Celeste, come on.
- 1353
- 01:29:25,800 --> 01:29:27,836
- Everybody's downstairs.
- 1354
- 01:29:57,600 --> 01:30:00,433
- - Stop the car.
- - No, no, no, no. No. We're running late.
- 1355
- 01:30:00,480 --> 01:30:03,074
- - Just pull over for two minutes.
- - What is it?
- 1356
- 01:30:03,120 --> 01:30:05,395
- I just... I just need to do
- something for two minutes.
- 1357
- 01:30:05,440 --> 01:30:07,351
- Will you stop
- the fucking car, please?
- 1358
- 01:30:09,600 --> 01:30:11,556
- Stop the car!
- 1359
- 01:30:30,760 --> 01:30:32,398
- Come on!
- 1360
- 01:31:12,520 --> 01:31:14,272
- Get down with me.
- 1361
- 01:31:14,320 --> 01:31:16,276
- What are you doing?
- 1362
- 01:31:16,320 --> 01:31:19,232
- Let's just have a moment
- of silence together.
- 1363
- 01:31:23,880 --> 01:31:25,871
- Let's shut our eyes
- 1364
- 01:31:25,920 --> 01:31:29,595
- and hold everyone who's suffering
- right now in our hearts.
- 1365
- 01:31:58,960 --> 01:32:01,633
- Can I help you, miss?
- 1366
- 01:32:01,680 --> 01:32:04,148
- - Nobody calls me that.
- - Give her some space.
- 1367
- 01:32:04,200 --> 01:32:06,316
- I got you.
- 1368
- 01:32:06,360 --> 01:32:08,271
- - You got her?
- - Yeah.
- 1369
- 01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:16,195
- - Are there cameras down there?
- - Not that I know of.
- 1370
- 01:32:16,240 --> 01:32:19,596
- - Tell your team if anyone is caught photographing her...
- - No photos!
- 1371
- 01:32:19,640 --> 01:32:22,056
- - ...they are fucking fired!
- - We'll fire their fucking asses.
- 1372
- 01:32:22,080 --> 01:32:24,036
- What can we get you?
- 1373
- 01:32:24,080 --> 01:32:26,992
- Mmm...
- I'm very thirsty.
- 1374
- 01:32:27,040 --> 01:32:28,917
- Get her some water
- and something to eat.
- 1375
- 01:32:28,960 --> 01:32:31,474
- - Okay, what would she like?
- - Uh, anything with sugar.
- 1376
- 01:32:31,520 --> 01:32:33,750
- - Soda.
- - Where's Albertine?
- 1377
- 01:32:33,800 --> 01:32:36,792
- - She's behind you.
- - Will you take her and get her something to drink?
- 1378
- 01:32:36,840 --> 01:32:38,876
- We're not going anywhere.
- I'm right here.
- 1379
- 01:32:38,920 --> 01:32:41,673
- Oh, I was just coming
- up to introduce myself.
- 1380
- 01:32:41,720 --> 01:32:44,598
- - I'm stepping in for O'Malley tonight.
- - Who's O'Malley?
- 1381
- 01:32:44,640 --> 01:32:48,553
- - Now is not a great time.
- - Oh, I'm sorry. I can come by your dressing room later.
- 1382
- 01:32:48,600 --> 01:32:51,592
- I need you to call this!
- She can't go on.
- 1383
- 01:32:51,640 --> 01:32:54,279
- Celeste, stop
- with the histrionics.
- 1384
- 01:32:54,320 --> 01:32:56,231
- - Yeah, I know. I know.
- - Okay? Get it together.
- 1385
- 01:32:56,280 --> 01:32:58,350
- I know. We've been here
- every day for a week.
- 1386
- 01:32:58,400 --> 01:33:01,039
- Let go of me!
- Let go of me!
- 1387
- 01:33:01,080 --> 01:33:03,719
- Everyone thinks
- I'm some kind of idiot!
- 1388
- 01:33:03,760 --> 01:33:05,640
- - No one thinks you're an idiot.
- - Just shut up!
- 1389
- 01:33:05,680 --> 01:33:07,830
- - Stop being a spoiled brat.
- - Don't call me a brat.
- 1390
- 01:33:07,880 --> 01:33:10,838
- - Stop being a spoiled fucking brat.
- - Don't call me a fucking brat!
- 1391
- 01:33:10,880 --> 01:33:14,316
- You shut up. Shut up and
- stop being a spoiled brat.
- 1392
- 01:33:16,800 --> 01:33:20,270
- - Right this way, guys.
- - Thank you.
- 1393
- 01:33:20,320 --> 01:33:22,515
- - Spoiled brat.
- - Don't you ever
- 1394
- 01:33:22,560 --> 01:33:25,074
- fucking call me
- a spoiled brat!
- 1395
- 01:33:25,160 --> 01:33:29,392
- Don't you ever!
- I am sick of everybody
- 1396
- 01:33:29,440 --> 01:33:32,477
- treating me like
- I'm not a person!
- 1397
- 01:33:32,520 --> 01:33:34,556
- Get it together.
- 1398
- 01:33:34,600 --> 01:33:38,195
- Get your shit together.
- Do not come in here
- 1399
- 01:33:38,240 --> 01:33:40,390
- and indulge this unhealthy
- behavior, Ellie!
- 1400
- 01:33:40,440 --> 01:33:42,954
- Close your eyes.
- 1401
- 01:33:43,000 --> 01:33:45,639
- - Get out of here.
- - Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
- 1402
- 01:33:45,680 --> 01:33:47,875
- I said, get out!
- 1403
- 01:33:47,920 --> 01:33:49,672
- Close your eyes
- and pretend
- 1404
- 01:33:49,720 --> 01:33:51,576
- - you're the only one in the room.
- - Hey. Hey. Hey.
- 1405
- 01:33:51,600 --> 01:33:53,477
- Do you want me
- to call this off?
- 1406
- 01:33:53,520 --> 01:33:56,080
- You're dancing in your room.
- What did you say?
- 1407
- 01:34:00,480 --> 01:34:02,072
- Move.
- 1408
- 01:34:11,160 --> 01:34:14,470
- Everybody's is talking about me like
- I'm not right in front of them.
- 1409
- 01:34:14,520 --> 01:34:17,318
- I'm right in front of them...
- 1410
- 01:34:17,360 --> 01:34:20,113
- He's a car salesman.
- Don't worry about him.
- 1411
- 01:34:21,840 --> 01:34:23,478
- Hey.
- 1412
- 01:34:23,520 --> 01:34:27,991
- They showed me these
- promos we shot today.
- 1413
- 01:34:28,040 --> 01:34:31,555
- I looked so bad.
- 1414
- 01:34:31,600 --> 01:34:34,239
- - What are you talking about?
- - So bad!
- 1415
- 01:34:34,280 --> 01:34:38,956
- No, don't look
- at me like that.
- 1416
- 01:34:39,000 --> 01:34:41,070
- - Listen to me.
- - Okay.
- 1417
- 01:34:41,120 --> 01:34:44,157
- Listen to me.
- 1418
- 01:34:44,240 --> 01:34:47,596
- So they told me
- the camera we were using
- 1419
- 01:34:47,640 --> 01:34:49,631
- was gonna be great.
- 1420
- 01:34:50,760 --> 01:34:53,513
- I looked so ugly.
- 1421
- 01:34:53,560 --> 01:34:56,438
- I looked so ugly!
- 1422
- 01:34:56,480 --> 01:34:59,040
- And it made me
- want to die!
- 1423
- 01:34:59,080 --> 01:35:01,116
- No. You're not
- gonna die.
- 1424
- 01:35:01,160 --> 01:35:03,879
- I just want to be
- queen for them,
- 1425
- 01:35:03,920 --> 01:35:06,798
- and sometimes I don't
- feel like a queen at all.
- 1426
- 01:35:08,080 --> 01:35:09,433
- Sometimes...
- 1427
- 01:35:09,480 --> 01:35:13,553
- I'm just so ugly
- underneath all this.
- 1428
- 01:35:13,600 --> 01:35:15,795
- If they only knew.
- 1429
- 01:35:15,840 --> 01:35:18,798
- I'm so grateful
- you're alive.
- 1430
- 01:35:18,840 --> 01:35:20,796
- I'm here.
- 1431
- 01:35:20,840 --> 01:35:24,628
- They can be so mean!
- 1432
- 01:35:24,680 --> 01:35:27,399
- So mean!
- 1433
- 01:35:27,440 --> 01:35:29,396
- That's because
- they've never done anything
- 1434
- 01:35:29,440 --> 01:35:30,998
- they're proud of, honey.
- 1435
- 01:35:31,040 --> 01:35:33,474
- Right!
- You're right!
- 1436
- 01:35:35,080 --> 01:35:37,275
- You're not here for them.
- 1437
- 01:35:37,320 --> 01:35:39,436
- You're here for your fans.
- 1438
- 01:35:39,480 --> 01:35:43,075
- And tonight will be the
- greatest night of their lives.
- 1439
- 01:35:43,120 --> 01:35:45,953
- The public will be
- at your feet again.
- 1440
- 01:35:47,920 --> 01:35:50,229
- In just a few minutes,
- this nightmare you've been living
- 1441
- 01:35:50,280 --> 01:35:52,396
- will all be over,
- 1442
- 01:35:52,440 --> 01:35:55,273
- and it will have all
- been worth it.
- 1443
- 01:36:00,960 --> 01:36:03,110
- Let me help you
- get dressed.
- 1444
- 01:36:09,400 --> 01:36:11,550
- Two minutes.
- Two minutes, guys!
- 1445
- 01:36:11,600 --> 01:36:14,480
- - All right, two-minute warning!
- - Watch your step, miss.
- 1446
- 01:36:16,200 --> 01:36:18,316
- Coming through!
- 1447
- 01:36:18,360 --> 01:36:20,555
- Clear those cables.
- They're coming in.
- 1448
- 01:36:20,600 --> 01:36:22,636
- Excuse me.
- Coming through.
- 1449
- 01:36:30,800 --> 01:36:33,155
- - Excuse me.
- - Excuse us.
- 1450
- 01:36:34,400 --> 01:36:36,118
- Watch your step here.
- 1451
- 01:36:38,520 --> 01:36:40,556
- - Stage team, take your places.
- - Excuse us.
- 1452
- 01:36:40,600 --> 01:36:43,239
- - Places, please.
- - Clear. Clear out of the way. Thank you.
- 1453
- 01:36:43,280 --> 01:36:46,716
- - Quick, over here.
- - You look amazing.
- 1454
- 01:36:46,760 --> 01:36:48,034
- Are you ready?
- 1455
- 01:36:48,080 --> 01:36:49,718
- My daughter's
- out there tonight.
- 1456
- 01:36:49,760 --> 01:36:51,751
- Got to make this
- amazing for her.
- 1457
- 01:36:51,800 --> 01:36:53,995
- All right.
- Let's get started.
- 1458
- 01:36:54,040 --> 01:36:55,917
- All right, everybody
- gather round Cel.
- 1459
- 01:36:59,920 --> 01:37:02,388
- Okay, I just
- want to say thank you
- 1460
- 01:37:02,440 --> 01:37:05,079
- for this beautiful group
- of talented people.
- 1461
- 01:37:05,120 --> 01:37:07,839
- I want to take a minute
- to reflect on the last year
- 1462
- 01:37:07,880 --> 01:37:09,996
- and this crew,
- who are like family.
- 1463
- 01:37:10,040 --> 01:37:13,396
- None of this would be
- possible without you.
- 1464
- 01:37:15,680 --> 01:37:19,798
- Then let's give our girl some love!
- 1465
- 01:37:22,200 --> 01:37:25,510
- - Who's the baddest bitch in the room?
- - You are!
- 1466
- 01:37:25,560 --> 01:37:29,348
- - Who's the sickest band on the planet?
- - We are!
- 1467
- 01:37:29,400 --> 01:37:32,073
- - Who makes this possible?
- - We do!
- 1468
- 01:37:32,120 --> 01:37:34,076
- - Are we gonna be good?
- - No!
- 1469
- 01:37:34,120 --> 01:37:35,917
- - Are we gonna be great?
- - No!
- 1470
- 01:37:35,960 --> 01:37:38,952
- - Are we gonna be amazing?
- - No!
- 1471
- 01:37:39,000 --> 01:37:41,036
- Then what are
- we gonna be?
- 1472
- 01:37:41,080 --> 01:37:43,992
- - Phenomenal!
- - Yeah! Phenomenal!
- 1473
- 01:37:44,040 --> 01:37:46,416
- Phenomenal! Phenomenal!
- Phenomenal! Phenomenal!
- 1474
- 01:37:46,440 --> 01:37:49,000
- Come on! Take it higher
- and higher and higher
- 1475
- 01:37:49,040 --> 01:37:51,759
- and higher and higher
- and higher and higher!
- 1476
- 01:37:51,800 --> 01:37:55,031
- Phenomenal, break!
- 1477
- 01:38:08,560 --> 01:38:11,518
- Five, four, three,
- 1478
- 01:38:11,560 --> 01:38:13,232
- two...
- 1479
- 01:38:14,920 --> 01:38:16,831
- Tonight,
- we're gonna bring it back
- 1480
- 01:38:16,880 --> 01:38:20,190
- to where it all began.
- 1481
- 01:38:20,240 --> 01:38:23,152
- You want to travel back
- in time with me?
- 1482
- 01:38:24,800 --> 01:38:29,032
- Tonight is all for you.
- 1483
- 01:38:29,080 --> 01:38:30,991
- That's right, bitches.
- 1484
- 01:38:31,040 --> 01:38:34,112
- My little angels.
- 1485
- 01:38:34,160 --> 01:38:36,754
- This is the
- new New Testament.
- 1486
- 01:38:36,800 --> 01:38:40,759
- and tonight
- is all for you.
- 1487
- 01:40:45,000 --> 01:40:47,878
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
- 1488
- 01:40:47,920 --> 01:40:50,992
- ♪ I-I, I, I, I, I ♪
- 1489
- 01:40:52,160 --> 01:40:55,596
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
- 1490
- 01:40:55,640 --> 01:40:58,712
- ♪ I-I, I, I, I, I ♪
- 1491
- 01:41:00,640 --> 01:41:04,076
- ♪ No, I don't need no
- Fourth of July ♪
- 1492
- 01:41:04,160 --> 01:41:07,709
- ♪ I'm celebrate every night
- Every night ♪
- 1493
- 01:41:07,760 --> 01:41:11,116
- ♪ And I don't need no
- No chemicals ♪
- 1494
- 01:41:11,160 --> 01:41:14,914
- ♪ I'm incredible
- I provide my own fuel ♪
- 1495
- 01:41:14,960 --> 01:41:19,909
- ♪ Yeah, I got all my friends
- And we roll together ♪
- 1496
- 01:41:19,960 --> 01:41:22,599
- ♪ We're so alive ♪
- 1497
- 01:41:22,640 --> 01:41:26,519
- ♪ Yeah, I got a sixth sense
- On where the party's headed ♪
- 1498
- 01:41:26,600 --> 01:41:30,036
- ♪ Oh, every night
- We're alive ♪
- 1499
- 01:41:34,360 --> 01:41:37,397
- ♪ 'Cause I'm a firecracker ♪
- 1500
- 01:41:41,320 --> 01:41:44,835
- ♪ I'll be your firecracker ♪
- 1501
- 01:41:44,880 --> 01:41:48,759
- ♪ And watch the sparks fly
- Tonight, tonight ♪
- 1502
- 01:41:48,800 --> 01:41:52,031
- ♪ Be your firecracker ♪
- 1503
- 01:41:52,080 --> 01:41:54,913
- ♪ Let's throw it down tonight ♪
- 1504
- 01:41:54,960 --> 01:41:59,511
- ♪ Throw it down tonight ♪
- 1505
- 01:41:59,560 --> 01:42:03,314
- ♪ I, I, I, I ♪
- 1506
- 01:42:13,840 --> 01:42:17,116
- ♪ Come on now, boy, I want
- To see some sweat and tears ♪
- 1507
- 01:42:17,160 --> 01:42:20,630
- ♪ Throw it down, boy, I want
- To see your sweat and tears ♪
- 1508
- 01:42:23,560 --> 01:42:25,516
- ♪ I want to see some
- Sweat and tears ♪
- 1509
- 01:42:25,560 --> 01:42:27,278
- ♪ I want to see
- Some sweat and tears ♪
- 1510
- 01:42:27,320 --> 01:42:29,788
- ♪ I see you
- Don't buckle today ♪
- 1511
- 01:42:29,840 --> 01:42:33,719
- ♪ Use your muscles, baby
- You're the competition New way ♪
- 1512
- 01:42:33,760 --> 01:42:36,752
- ♪ You've got guts
- Just for getting on us ♪
- 1513
- 01:42:36,800 --> 01:42:38,552
- ♪ Using all that you've got ♪
- 1514
- 01:42:38,600 --> 01:42:40,670
- ♪ You know what position
- You play ♪
- 1515
- 01:42:40,720 --> 01:42:43,871
- ♪ I want to see you put your
- Heart where your mouth is ♪
- 1516
- 01:42:43,920 --> 01:42:47,196
- ♪ I want to see you give it up
- For this world ♪
- 1517
- 01:42:47,240 --> 01:42:50,152
- ♪ I wanna squeeze you and give
- You all the love you need ♪
- 1518
- 01:42:50,200 --> 01:42:51,758
- ♪ Listen to me cheer, baby ♪
- 1519
- 01:42:51,800 --> 01:42:53,836
- ♪ I want to see
- Your sweat and tears ♪
- 1520
- 01:43:03,520 --> 01:43:05,511
- ♪ Ain't nothing to fear, baby ♪
- 1521
- 01:43:07,720 --> 01:43:10,393
- ♪ Come on now, boy, I want
- To see some sweat and tears ♪
- 1522
- 01:43:10,440 --> 01:43:13,477
- ♪ Throw it down, boy, I want
- To see your sweat and tears ♪
- 1523
- 01:43:16,960 --> 01:43:19,269
- ♪ I want to see some
- Sweat and tears ♪
- 1524
- 01:43:26,800 --> 01:43:30,156
- I hear all you angels.
- 1525
- 01:43:30,200 --> 01:43:33,556
- 30,000 of my little angels.
- 1526
- 01:43:34,320 --> 01:43:35,958
- So tell me,
- 1527
- 01:43:39,240 --> 01:43:43,518
- how many of you have ever had
- a boy break your heart?
- 1528
- 01:43:46,600 --> 01:43:49,990
- And how many of you have cried
- yourselves to sleep at night
- 1529
- 01:43:50,040 --> 01:43:53,669
- because somebody called you
- an ugly name?
- 1530
- 01:43:53,720 --> 01:43:56,314
- Fat?
- 1531
- 01:43:56,360 --> 01:43:58,590
- Hideous?
- 1532
- 01:43:58,640 --> 01:44:00,232
- Slut?
- 1533
- 01:44:01,880 --> 01:44:03,552
- Well, guess what?
- 1534
- 01:44:03,600 --> 01:44:05,909
- People have been
- trying to take me down
- 1535
- 01:44:05,960 --> 01:44:08,633
- for years,
- 1536
- 01:44:08,720 --> 01:44:10,676
- but I won't stay down.
- 1537
- 01:44:12,560 --> 01:44:15,836
- Celeste! Celeste! Celeste! Celeste!
- 1538
- 01:44:22,960 --> 01:44:27,158
- ♪ I'm a private girl ♪
- 1539
- 01:44:27,200 --> 01:44:31,034
- ♪ In a public world ♪
- 1540
- 01:44:31,080 --> 01:44:34,959
- ♪ I'm a private girl ♪
- 1541
- 01:44:38,720 --> 01:44:40,551
- ♪ Now here the fun begins ♪
- 1542
- 01:44:40,600 --> 01:44:42,716
- ♪ Don't need to sing of ♪
- 1543
- 01:44:42,760 --> 01:44:46,070
- ♪ What we got ourselves in ♪
- 1544
- 01:44:46,120 --> 01:44:50,113
- ♪ Maybe we'll sneak around
- When the plane hits The ground ♪
- 1545
- 01:44:50,160 --> 01:44:54,312
- ♪ They point the lens
- And we're running ♪
- 1546
- 01:45:08,520 --> 01:45:11,956
- ♪ You know I'm a private girl ♪
- 1547
- 01:45:12,000 --> 01:45:15,310
- ♪ I don't need to tell
- The world ♪
- 1548
- 01:45:15,360 --> 01:45:17,316
- ♪ So I'm sticking to ♪
- 1549
- 01:45:17,360 --> 01:45:19,635
- ♪ "We're just friends
- We're just friends" ♪
- 1550
- 01:45:19,680 --> 01:45:21,636
- ♪ I'm sticking to ♪
- 1551
- 01:45:23,600 --> 01:45:27,479
- ♪ You see
- I'm a private girl ♪
- 1552
- 01:45:27,520 --> 01:45:31,035
- ♪ My secrets are hidden ♪
- 1553
- 01:45:57,440 --> 01:45:59,954
- Late one night at the hospital,
- 1554
- 01:46:00,040 --> 01:46:03,635
- following that fateful morning
- at New Brighton,
- 1555
- 01:46:03,680 --> 01:46:06,638
- Celeste made a maddening claim
- that only her sister
- 1556
- 01:46:06,680 --> 01:46:09,319
- had ever sensed to be true.
- 1557
- 01:46:09,360 --> 01:46:11,351
- She recounted
- a story to Eleanor
- 1558
- 01:46:11,400 --> 01:46:13,834
- that went something
- like this:
- 1559
- 01:46:13,880 --> 01:46:16,633
- Shortly after her classmate
- pulled the trigger
- 1560
- 01:46:16,680 --> 01:46:19,797
- and sent her to the place
- between life and death,
- 1561
- 01:46:19,840 --> 01:46:23,389
- a place that she was only able
- to describe to Eleanor
- 1562
- 01:46:23,480 --> 01:46:25,755
- as a rush of color,
- 1563
- 01:46:25,800 --> 01:46:28,598
- She had met the devil
- and made a deal with him
- 1564
- 01:46:28,640 --> 01:46:31,200
- in exchange for her life.
- 1565
- 01:46:31,240 --> 01:46:34,915
- He whispered her melodies,
- and she returned with a mission
- 1566
- 01:46:34,960 --> 01:46:37,952
- to bring great change
- to the next century.
- 1567
- 01:46:38,000 --> 01:46:40,355
- He said,
- 1568
- 01:46:40,400 --> 01:46:42,550
- "Shut your eyes
- 1569
- 01:46:42,600 --> 01:46:46,195
- and repeat after me:
- 1570
- 01:46:46,240 --> 01:46:48,674
- One for the money,
- 1571
- 01:46:48,720 --> 01:46:51,598
- two for the show.
- 1572
- 01:46:51,640 --> 01:46:55,155
- On three we get ready,
- 1573
- 01:46:55,200 --> 01:46:58,158
- And on four...
- come with me.
- 1574
- 01:46:58,200 --> 01:47:00,794
- ♪ I knew I would've been
- Torn to shreds ♪
- 1575
- 01:47:00,840 --> 01:47:04,833
- ♪ But all the people
- In my head ♪
- 1576
- 01:47:04,880 --> 01:47:07,872
- ♪ Dropped to the bed
- I got up instead ♪
- 1577
- 01:47:07,920 --> 01:47:11,959
- ♪ Oh, oh
- I was barely alive ♪
- 1578
- 01:47:12,000 --> 01:47:15,276
- ♪ Stuck in my head
- I had nothing left ♪
- 1579
- 01:47:15,320 --> 01:47:18,949
- ♪ No, you brought me alive ♪
- 1580
- 01:47:19,000 --> 01:47:22,276
- ♪ I'm kissed, I'm licked
- Gonna need a fix ♪
- 1581
- 01:47:22,320 --> 01:47:26,108
- ♪ Oh, oh
- I'm so glad your mine ♪
- 1582
- 01:47:26,160 --> 01:47:29,311
- ♪ Your laws that shock
- They start from the top ♪
- 1583
- 01:47:29,360 --> 01:47:33,797
- ♪ Oh, oh
- I'm so satisfied ♪
- 1584
- 01:47:33,840 --> 01:47:37,355
- ♪ You are my music ♪
- 1585
- 01:47:37,400 --> 01:47:40,676
- ♪ You are my heartbeat
- Truly ♪
- 1586
- 01:47:40,720 --> 01:47:44,315
- ♪ And when we do it, do it ♪
- 1587
- 01:47:44,360 --> 01:47:47,591
- ♪ I know I will
- Get through it ♪
- 1588
- 01:47:47,640 --> 01:47:51,952
- ♪ I come alive
- I hit that line ♪
- 1589
- 01:47:52,000 --> 01:47:55,037
- ♪ Until you let me ♪
- 1590
- 01:47:55,080 --> 01:47:58,675
- ♪ Feel me
- Check the EKG ♪
- 1591
- 01:47:58,720 --> 01:48:01,792
- ♪ My heart's
- Like a house beat ♪
- 1592
- 01:48:18,040 --> 01:48:20,952
- ♪ Now feel the heat
- From my heartbeat ♪
- 1593
- 01:48:21,000 --> 01:48:24,879
- ♪ Yeah, yeah
- When I'm in your arms ♪
- 1594
- 01:48:24,920 --> 01:48:28,151
- ♪ We come alive
- We have lots of time ♪
- 1595
- 01:48:28,200 --> 01:48:31,988
- ♪ Yeah, yeah
- We are shooting stars ♪
- 1596
- 01:48:32,040 --> 01:48:35,396
- ♪ Oh, I see electricity ♪
- 1597
- 01:48:35,440 --> 01:48:39,115
- ♪ Yeah, yeah
- Makes me want to move ♪
- 1598
- 01:48:39,160 --> 01:48:42,357
- ♪ Without your love
- I'd be up above ♪
- 1599
- 01:48:42,400 --> 01:48:46,075
- ♪ Yeah, yeah
- Stay right here with you ♪
- 1600
- 01:48:46,120 --> 01:48:50,398
- ♪ You are my music ♪
- 1601
- 01:48:50,440 --> 01:48:53,910
- ♪ You are my heartbeat
- Truly ♪
- 1602
- 01:48:53,960 --> 01:48:57,350
- ♪ And when we do it, do it ♪
- 1603
- 01:48:57,400 --> 01:49:00,710
- ♪ I know I will
- Get through it ♪
- 1604
- 01:49:00,760 --> 01:49:02,990
- ♪ I come alive ♪
- 1605
- 01:49:03,040 --> 01:49:07,750
- ♪ I hit that line
- Until you let me ♪
- 1606
- 01:49:07,800 --> 01:49:11,679
- ♪ Feel me
- Check my EKG ♪
- 1607
- 01:49:11,720 --> 01:49:15,759
- ♪ My heart's
- Like a house beat ♪
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